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i feel so bad when ppl say that all abusers should burn in hell and be hated forever yet im still being a doormat for mine

i feel like im hurting and betraying all the victims in the world. why tf should i be nice?????

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its so bad i feel so bad ane im still being treatef badly

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Another advice for girls and young women: love and sex is supposed to be fun, happy and make your life better. If it’s not, if it’s making you miserable, if it’s making you love yourself less, if it’s making you doubt yourself, and if you feel like you have to sacrifice yourself or put up with things you don’t want to, you are absolutely entitled to throw it out from your life. In fact, you should, because your life is so, so valuable and you have the right to be happy. Being a girl does not mean having to accept misery and pain, even if that’s what we’re often taught. You are allowed to decide what comes into your life. Let it be happy and beautiful.

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after today i'm sure what my future will look like,i will never be who i wanted to be so i'll just say goodbye to you

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s oshe sent me a friend request, unsent it and then sent it again

leave me alone

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i didnt do anything to deserve this. i didn't insult you. i didn't laugh at you. i didn't even really ever hate u because i didn't give a fuck about you. this is scary why are u doing this even if im so much worse than u

THEYRE STALKING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA AGAIN WHY DID I GET A FRIEND REQIEST FROM HER FRIEND AFTER LIEK 4 YEARS OH GOD

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THEYRE STALKING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA AGAIN WHY DID I GET A FRIEND REQIEST FROM HER FRIEND AFTER LIEK 4 YEARS OH GOD

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u cant cope anymore pretending that u dont believe me and tat im paranoic

u know what caused all this hatred on me

pleaseee stop defending someone thwt tried to hurt me

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fuxkinh bitch so scary what r u even jealous of i'm much worse than you or so i've been told

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btw you got scamed by your friend from school because hes affiliated with them and they told him to scam u

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im so fuckung scared od being stalked again this girl is so scary shes so so jealous its scary she came to my city 3 years ago to stare at me angrily i'm actively in danger o my god

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i feel so much worse my lungs are collapsing it hurts

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YOU'RE living freely and i'm putting all this burden and trauma on ME

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i'm being tormented by terriblwle flashbacks ever since i woke up...

and you're still living so freely, happily, carelessly, with everyone coddling you...

honestly why is it so unfair?

i didn't do anything to deserve this

why am i getting fleshbacks if you're the one who did these things to me? why are you so happy and confident and coddled and i'm the one who's permanently damaged and broken? you did it, i just wanted it to stop... please stop... please stop...

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hey if you’re the victim of any type of abuse it’s not required to ever forgive the person who abused you and it’s not essential to your recovery.

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i'd try to be way more humble if i traumatized someone for life. i would be cheering them up 24/7 and i would buy n give them everything but that still wouldn't fix them. but being as kind of a person as i am, i would never think of myself ever again