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im one year old now

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she never fucking listens for more than two minutes and im getting tired from it

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silently waiting for the imagines or headcannons to drop

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why do people write alastor smut when he's asexual (and/maybe aromantic). it's like writing female reader x angel dust

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baturayin memesi sarkiyor salla baturay memeleri

Anan mı baban mı 🗣💪🏼🥶

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“oh yes, i am very reasonable and normal about this subject!!”

*proceeds to mass reblog any related content*

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GOT ME GIGGLING WHILE CRYING HEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE

painting style experiment with leosagi :)

(if you think the quality here is bad then yes. yes it is. shhh)

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god my mom failed me and i failed my sister i feel like shit right now

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holy shit i think my experiences with my male classmates or just men in general made me not like men. i've been treated poorly by the opposite sex so much that i cannot like them, not even as a friend, i just can not feel comfortable around people who are male. does lifestyle even affect who you like and don't? i'unno. is it my fault not liking men or are the guys who treated me badly or is it no one? do i just not like men? my male classmates are really sexist and are quite open about being misogynists. im not comfortable.

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tw; teenager talking about her father in a quite harsh way (also her mom), noise sensitivity ig, not being able to recover from dad shouting at her, just overall useless rambling and venting

i (sometimes) feel like my dad feels superior to my mom just because he's like an engineer something and my mom's a teacher. he says he's always working on something, like, sir, you can't work all five days off the week and go out to get beer and watch the total shit show of a game called football on some restaurant's tv while screaming and shouting and not spend the same, SAME AMOUNT OF TIME WITH YOUR WIFE AND KIDS. i feel like he's been guilt tripping (or whatever ppl call it) my mom to do stuff (for my sister and me when we asked him) by saying "but i work all five days for blah blah blah hours and it tires me" or something along those lines while being able to shout at our tv about how shitty his team is playing football and making me, my sister and my mom uncomfortable. that man also has the audacity to call me dramatic when i tell him that the noise from the tv bother me while im trying to sleep (since i sleep in like a balcony that's connected to the living room). it's like he's being annoying on purpose. because no, im not happy to listen to your goddamn show about some mentally ill lady with her two autistic and three unstable kids trying to kill their father, that's fucking pathetic. so shut the fuck up and go to sleep or watch it in the kitchen, you dumb imbecile. it's not that deep you drama king. fucking smashed testicle of a dead cat. he spends more time outside than with his wife. im not even talking about his kids. he really upsets and has the nerve to call me a drama queen. ME? A DRAMA QUEEN? i doubt that pathetic excuse of a man has ever met someone dramatic. im going harsh on him, i know, but he really gets me upset. especially me, a really introverted and awkward person who's afraid of rejection and disapproval, talks about their feelings for once in two years finally opens up and his only response is "you're being dramatic, it's not that deep.". it is, to me. i just wish he could see how that impacted me and i've been upset for two days already. i hate disapproval, but my feelings aren't validated, let alone noticed in the household im supposed to feel safe and seen in. my mom doesn't help much, either, she does tell me im dramatic. she also tells me that im just learning how to behave by the media i consume. hello? i hardly watch anything. i don't have the patience to watch stuff, i get bored. i don't feel safe at school, not at home, never outside, not some restaurant, not my room, nowhere. there's not a single place i feel safe in. and it's bad. im probably just being dramatic rn but it's true, i don't feel safe or happy anywhere. the school is too noisy, and so is anywhere public, my dad's just overall voice tone sounds pissed and i think im scared of him by that. and probably by the time i didn't answer his calls and he came home and shouted at me with my mom because he was "scared" and i've been sensitive to noise ever since. and i don't even remember him apologizing. not even once. whatever, i just have to make it to friday and ill have a day to rest.

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i love earl grey tea

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you guys check out this cool ass thing my mom crocheted me it's so soft and squishy and im gonna explode

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my sister literally just rubbed my back with her sweaty and stinky tank top i can not with her i mean i love her so much but she's such a cunt sometimes and for what? my mom's sick and she's shouting at her for walking her home when she wanted to be taken by the car.

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the glass cabinet in our bathroom decided to explode just when I was about to shower, AND IT'S THE LAST DAY OF JANUARY MAN THE YEAR JUST FUCKING STARTED thank god i didn't have any major cuts or whatever, there's also one almost on a really sensitive area on my wrist that's not that deep

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Anan mı baban mı 🗣💪🏼🥶

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girlhood, man, i swear it's tearing me apart

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i hate being a girl and living in my country so fucking much. because i literally have the chance to just get cut up in the streets in broad daylight while going out to buy whatever. in broad daylight. BROAD DAYLIGHT. sometimes i wish i was a guy and never had to worry about such things, and don't just tell me "well, men get killed, too." or "men get assaulted, too." i know, okay? but it's easier to be a guy in my country, im not american, men don't get chopped up here everyday. women do. at least five women everyday. in front of their kids, family members, people walking by, everyone. and us girls have to fear going out in daylight, who knows? we might get raped, kidnapped, assaulted, chopped up, shot, stabbed, anything may happen and we can't say anything about it because our president practically hates women. he literally called us bitches just like those misogynistic rappers you guys have in america, we are despised by our president, and he tries everything to not let us have any rights. I hate being a girl in turkey.