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Uphill battle

My age hit me the other day. 

I’ll be twenty four this summer. I’m not married, I don’t have kids, I don’t have the career I know I have the drive to have, I don’t have many friends at all really, and that all scares me. 

God gave me a gift, and I’m just working to survive. 

I don’t want to survive. I want to LIVE. 

Jesus did not give his life for me so I could pay bills until the day I die. 

Then I started to cry, because I’m scared and it hit me again. 

I have Jesus. I have love. I have family. I have furry children. I have happiness. 

Being a manager at a theater doesn’t make me happy, but I love my job most days. 

Nicholas and I have talked about marriage a lot, and one day we will be each other’s “I Do.” Until then, we know, just like he’s always told me - “You’re my forever.” 

So I’m emotional still, and I’ve cried, but I’m smiling. I’m singing, and I’m willing to dust myself off and keep fighting for our bright futures together. For now, we’re going to love and enjoy the little things.

So I’m still a heroine in my story writing the harmony that is my life, but that’s it. I’m still here. 

Here’s to me, here’s to you, here’s to love and life, here’s to Jesus, and here’s to family. Now I think I’m ready to really take charge of the destiny God has waiting for me. 

With all my love - Keep Dreaming!, Stephanie Rose

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Pretty Reckless - Factory Girl 

First time (: 

January 23rd, 2012

That moment when you get so excited and so in the moment you hit yourself in the tooth with the mic and then fumble on the lyrics = LOVE ♥

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Possibly the worst quality video ever recorded of one of my performances, but you get what you can. 

3 minutes to stardom, Valley View Casino 2012 

Song: Last Name - Carrie Underwood

Was not accepted to join the contest further