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[harshita-hiranyamayi]

i start a story and half way through it, motivation lost, and the book be sitting there like bitch when you gonna come back?

my 200k+ readers on wattpad waiting for me to update even though it’s been like 3 years

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

soft prompts for one-sided pining

staring at them for a long time

observing their little details 

having their every little thing memorised 

treasuring every little moment with them

and when your eyes meet it might be just a normal thing to them but to you it means the whole world

accidental touches that make your day

going out of your way to be near them

“hey, i didn’t know you’re into sports,” you friends say as you enrol your name in the sports club where you know he’s going to be there but you spend hours in room alone with no physical activity all day long 

digging in their interests so that you have common topics to talk about

when you see something’s bothering them, secretly trying to make it solve

taking care of them in the shadows

knowing that they would never love you back and yet not stopping to pour out your love for them

because their smiles make your day

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

@neteyams-tsahik you are the world's biggest celebrity to me ❤️

I hope fanfiction writers know that I think of them like celebrities

I literally scream a little bit whenever one of them interacts with a comment i made on one of their posts like they are literally famous in my mind

thank you fanfiction writers you are literally sometimes the only thing keeping me alive 

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

soft prompts to make you yearn

resting your head gently on their shoulder

them running their fingers through your hair

them gently tilting your chin

and looking into your eyes

so that your eyes lock in a deep gaze

placing a soft kiss on their forehead

interlocking your fingers while holding hands

back hugs back hugs back hugs

embracing them from a sudden hug from behind

and whispering in their ears, “i love you,”

soft kisses on both cheeks and tip of the nose.

cupping your face in their hands and them telling you, “you. you are the one i love.”

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

Friendly reminder that fan-made content (fanart, fanfic, fanvids, etc) are:

extremely time consuming. Remember someone actually took time out of their life to create that, time they could’ve used to, idk, sleep, for example

entertainment you’re consuming for free. I can’t stress this enough: you’re enjoying someone else’s craft for free. You paid exactly zero money to look at/read/watch it.

S H A R E D  with you, not made for you. This is the most important point: someone created that, put it online and you found it. No one forced you to consume that fanwork, you C H O S E  to do it. 

Whenever you feel like leaving a mean comment, anonymous hate or make a ~clever post about how ‘lol look at all of these overused tropes every fic writer crams into their fics’ remember you’re being a dick to someone who shared their work with you. You’re not being funny, you’re not being edgy, you’re not being brave for calling something out - you’re being a dick.

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

canon: he is cold and ruthless

Fanfic: you mean cold to the world but sweet to Yn?

canon: they died

fanfic: fUCK YOU

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

saying this while searching for inspiration

Cannot seem to focus on my fic

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

this, this is what heven feels like 💗💗💗 I appreciate this writer so much that I will sell my soul for them 💞

[ masterlist ]

neteyam

neteyam saving you as you fall off lo’ak’s ikran (sfw)

neteyam has something important to tell you as you patch him up (sfw)

you sing neteyam his mother’s songcord to calm him down (sfw)

you are nearly killed during a hunting party, and neteyam panics (sfw/angst)

neteyam sees you for the first time and falls head over heels (sfw)

jake

neytiri is nearly killed during a hunting party, and jake panics (sfw/angst)

lo’ak

none yet…

ao’nung

none yet…

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

Guys I'm sorry I'll be posting the next chapter of love like you soon, thankyou for your patience

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

Seriously, then I'll just lose motivation

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

Neteyam x reader "Love like you......."

part 1

Part 2

Part 3 | here

"Payakan, no body is there to warn him. He's an outcast. He's my brother!" You saw Neteyam pulling Lo'ak back. "No I am your brother!" Nothing made sense. Why were they fighting? It was unlike of Neteyam to fight with his siblings and who is this Payakan they are talking about? You saw Lo'ak jump into the water and the others following him. Your body was not in your control. You could feel yourself running towards the water calling for your ilu when Neteyam stopped you. "Just stay here Y/n. I'll be back before you know it" you felt yourself nod as you watched him dive into the water with his ilu. You vision got blury and you started feeling light headed. you wanted to grip your head but your hands wouldn't bulge. Suddenly the surrounding changed., From the reef to a big machine of the sky people.

Sky people. There were sky people every where. You could see Tsirey, tuk and Lo'ak all of them tied to a pole of the ship. You couldn't understand how? They were not supposed to find you all. You saw guns pointed at the heads of Tsirey, tuk and Lo'ak. You tried to untie them but no matter how hard you tried you couldn't move , it was terrifying you. Suddenly the ship received a strong hit, knocking you off the surface. Falling into your water you feel your sight becoming blury again.

This time you could see Neteyam running from the ship with Lo'ak and spider. Wait spider? How? You didn't have much time to your thoughts as you saw Neteyam getting shot. You quickly swim towards him. The bullet passed right through him. He was bleeding horribly. You could see Lo'ak trying to stop the bleeding. You couldn't move anymore. You could feel the waves pushing you away. Let you see everything from a distance but not letting you close to do anything. You could hear Neteyam saying that he wanted to go home but you couldn't hear anymore as you got pushed far away by a strong wave. You were trying to swim towards him, you just wanted more than anything to get there. Uncontrollable tears were gushing down your cheeks. Then everything get blurry again. You lost control of your Body again, slowly falling into the ocean. Slowly drowning. You closed your eyes, not knowing what else to do. Letting fate do whatever it wishes.

You could hear some whispers but you couldn't make out where you were or who the whisper belonged too. You felt someone holding your hand. You opened your eyes thinking to be meet with yet another tragedy but this time you saw Neteyam holding your hand and his head was down. Relife flooded through you when you saw him. Maybe you were just having a bad Dream. You could feel him talking. Was he was talking to you? You couldn't tell. Everything was so confusing. After a few minutes you could finally hear properly what he was saying. He was just repeating 'im sorry ' again and again. You squeezed his hand with all your strength at that moment. "I'm alright" "Y/n are you feeling well? Is th-" he go cut off by a stern voice. "You are really lucky for her to not have a miscarriageand just a minor concussion. I am very disappointed in you Aonung, I expected better from you. Now go apologize" You looked in the direction of the voice. It was Ronal scolding Aonung. Lo'ak and Kiri were sitting in the corner filled with guilt. "I'm sorry for accidentally kicking you." Aonung said with his head down. "It's okay, I'm fine" you weren't even thinking about what was going on anymore. That dream, or was it a vision? You saw your mate get killed. The one with whom you want to spend your whole life. You wanted to tell it to someone but it would just result on them saying you are over reacting. But were you? You don't know. Neteyam noticed your discomfort. "Do you want to be alone my love?" You nodded weakly. He asked everyone to leave saying you wanted to rest alone. Everyone obliged as it was really late. He came to you and kissed your forehead. "Do you want me to stay?" You nodded again. Holding his hand tightly. You couldn't imagine losing him and yet you saw the vision of him dying. You didn't notice you were crying untill Neteyam wiped your tears. "What's wrong love?" He asked in a voice so gentle like you were glass and he was afraid that you would break. "I saw you die Neteyam!" You choked out. He was silent for a few seconds before he started running his hand through your hair, claming you and urging you to continue. "There were sky people everywhere. Th-then, they started shooting and I saw you get hit! You were bleeding, and I could do nothing. I couldn't even get near you. I could just watch from a distance seeing your soul leave your body. It was so real, I -I just" you couldn't continue as you were sobbing. You hear him whisper reassuring words saying he was still there with you and you just cried hugging him tight.

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Happy new year everyone! If it was confusing, in the first part yn is having a vision when she is unconscious from a concussion. I hope you all like this part, hoping to see you soon ❤️

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[harshita-hiranyamayi]

Neteyam x reader "Love like you"

Part 1|

Part 2 | here Part 3

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"These children, they are no even true Na'vi. They have demon blood!" Ronal, the Tsahik of the Metkayina reef clan held up Lo'ak's hand for everyone to see. Loud gasps were heard. She then came to you, checking you hand. "My my, what do we have here? A pure blood?" You pulled your hand back, she eyed you suspiciously. "You're not one of his are you?" You kept quiet, you didn't know what to say and anything you could say could get you all kicked you out of there. You choose to keep your silence.

"Torok Makto and his family will be stay with us. Treat them as our brothers and sisters. They do not know the sea so they will be like babies taking their first breath. Teach them out ways so they do not have to bear the shame of being useless." You sighed in relief, wanting nothing more to get out of the eyes of so many strangers. "My son and daughter will show your kids around."

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It was dark. Neteyam and you were sitting at the beach, with your legs in the water. Away from the maruis, wanting some much needed privacy. "Did you see that back there? Lo'ak is totally crushing" you giggled. Even after having known you from so long, he would still get butterflies. He smiled. "I just hope he doesn't do something stupid cause I don't think I can get him out of a mess with the chief's daughter." You laugh again "You know you can just let him get an earful from your dad instead of always trying to save him, right?" He sighs "He is my responsibility afterall. No matter how stupid he is I need to look out for him" you lay you head oh his shoulder "You are too nice for your own good, Neteyam" he wraps an arm around you. "But you love me" you didn't have to look at him to know he had a mischievous smile on that silly face of his.

"Skxawng"

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"You sure you want to do this now? Don't you think you need a little more rest? I know you will be tired from all the flying till here" you were trailing behind Tsirey eager to learn how to ride a ilu. "Clam down love, I'm pregnant not sick." He rubbed his neek embarassed. "I'm sorry, I'm just worried." You kissed his cheek. "Don't worry, I'll take it easy" winking at his flushed face from your sudden display of affection, you walked away smiling. Neteyam touched his cheek where you had just kissed him. This has happened so many times but it still left him all flushed with butterflies like it was happening for the first time. He had a wide grin on his face. "How did I get so lucky?"

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"Yahoo!!" After failing twice you finally got the hang of your ilu. 'amaya' as you had named her contently ate the fish you were feeding her. "Out of all of you, you Y/n have bonded the fastest and closed with your ilu." You smiled at Tsirey's compliment. "Thankyou Tsirey. You are an amazing teac-" before you could finish you sentence you heard someone speak from behind. "What can I say, my Yn is the most perfect" you punched Neteyam playfully. "Stooopp" you whined "Hey Lo'ak, are you ready for your breathing practice?" Tsirey asked with a eager smile. You and Neteyam passed a knowing smile. Atleast lo'ak's feelings were not one-sided

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Over the days you and Tsirey had become best friends, you and her spent a lot of time together. Day before yesterday Neteyam had asked you if you'd like to come to a secret place with him and you had to deniy cause you already had plans to go diving with Tsirey and the look on his face, you felt so bad, never saying no to Neteyam again but you made it to him tho, by all the cuddles and kisses. Today you were hanging out with Tsirey when you both heard yelling. Running up to the source you found Neteyam and Lo'ak fighting with Aonung and Rotxo. You and Tsirey look at eachother in shock. Kiri who was standing there just rolled her eyes. Typical Kiri. Tsirey instantly ran to get her Father and Jake leaving you to to try and stop the fight. "Neteyam! Lo'ak! Stop fighting!" Yelling at them did not do anything, you went on to pull Lo'ak out of the mess when you got kicked by Aonung. Falling back and hitting the ground harshly, the last thing you saw Neteyam running up to you before you went unconscious. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Whohoop cliff hanger 👏👏👏This chapter is a bit short cause I need you opinion on something guys. Do you guys like want Yn to be okay or do you guys want some extra drama? Choose wisely. The extra drama might lead the story to end is angst but if you want her to be okay then I think it'll be a happy ending. I prefer writing angst more than happy ending cause *this world has no happiness* (I'm not emo I swear 😭 ) please comment below on what you'd like

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[harshita-hiranyamayi]

An anti-Sakura hate post..

You don't have to like Sakura but please don't go to posts appreciating her and start spreading hate. If you don't like her keep it to yourself, I repeat, please don't spread hate on posts appreciating her. Yes she bullied Naruto and she only appreciated sasuke but she was not useless,, many times in the show she has saved lives, why aren't people looking at that...

I like Sakura cause I feel she is realistic, she knew she is weak so she did her best to become stronger,,

Another thing hurt me a lot, like I just make a few edits on Sakura and posted it on YouTube.. I got like tons of dislikes, hate comments, like the hate was not only for Sakura but for me too. The comments were horrible

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

Neteyam x fem! reader "Love like you...."

Part 1

Part 2

"What do you mean leaving?"

"See, I know you are mad. I-I get it, seriously" he took your hands into his own trying to clam you down. You tried looking up, trying to keep the tears from falling. "Neteyam do you have any idea what you are saying?? Leaving the place when you were born and bought up, the place that is your home? You don't get it, h-how can you think I'll be okay without you? If you are going so will I. *No arguments on it*" Neteyam let out a sigh you voice as Stern leaving no arguments, he knew it won't be easy to convenience you. He could feel you, he didn't want to leave you either, he couldn't live without you, you were his mate afterall but if he wanted to protect you he had to let you go. "Y/n, listen to me, please" taking your hands in his, he was looking at you pleading for you to listen, the look in his eyes, nobody could resist it, not even you. Looking into his eyes you nodded for his to continue. "It's we that they want, we'll be in harms way constantly, I know it, where ever we go they'll find us and I don't want you to get hurt, please" you snatched your hands away from him moving back. "You might as well kill me" venom was laced in your voice, before he could respond you had already left.

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The next day was harder for you than expected, you were feeling sick for no reason, a little tired, maybe it was because last night you didn't get any sleep, maybe because you were not used to sleeping on the ground in your mother's tent or maybe because you could not sleep without neteyam, but it was okay. Now everyday will be like this. You didn't want to go to your shared tent but you so desperately wanted to know if he was okay. Making your way towards your tent you could feel a strong scent come of there, it was kind of familer but so different at the same time. You saw Neteyam cooking something.

"What are you doing?"

He flinched hearing your voice, not expecting you to be there.

"This? I was just cooking (favourite food) to apologise." He said smiling sheepishly.

"(Favourite food)?" You came near taking a closer look but the scent was took strong. You felt like throwing up, you ran out making him worried. "Yn are you-oh shit!" He held your hair back and patted your back soothingly, trying to comfort you.

"Are you okay? Do you have a fever? Did you not sleep properly?" You were bombarded with concerned questions as soon as you stopped throwing up. "CALM DOWN NETEYAM! I am fine" still he didn't stop and that's how ended up in the healers tent.

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Neteyam was pacing outside the tent waiting for the healer to check you. "Calm down bro, your girlfriend is alright" he slapped lo'ak's hand away from him. "You didn't see her at that time, she was throwing up so badly." Lo'ak sighed, his older brother was a lovesick mess. "Everyone gets a food poisoning something, don't worry she'll be fine. Come back soon, dad wants to speak with you" saying this Lo'ak was off on his way.

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"Where are you taking me?"

"What happened? Tell me? Are you alright?"

"Why won't you answer?"

"Yn??"

"Shut up would you? Just follow me"

You led him deeper into the forest, somewhere were nobody could interrupt you.

"Okay, we are here." You smiled

"Where are we?" He looked confused before the realisation hit him. "You don't know where this is either do you?"

"I was just trying to lead you to a beautiful spot I found a few days ago but I think I forgot the way there." He chuckled but suddenly remembered the visit to the healer. "Are you alright Yn? What did he Healer say?" You slowly took his hands and put them on your abdomen, smiling "Do you feel it Neteyam? I-I am pregnant" the way his eyes lit up and this smile became impossibility bigger,the way he cheered. You will never forget it.

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You wrapped your arms tighter around Neteyam's waist and burried your face in the crook of his neck as you both flew on his ikran. Silent tears rolled down your cheeks. Saying goodbye to your mother was horribly painful, but you couldn't say goodbye to Neteyam, not when you were destined to be together forever.

You looked back one last time at your home, where you grew up, where you had all the special moments of your life, where you had first met Neteyam, where you used to play when you were younger, everything flashed before your eyes. But you knew that you'll be fine. You would be fine as long as you had Neteyam's love and care. Forever.

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Further parts are coming up, I'm planning to post it on wattapd as soon as I finish it completely

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

💗🌸 The Forger Family 🌸💗

(together in the same manga panel)

[harshita-hiranyamayi]

physical intimacy

holding hands under the table

touching your lover's thigh under the table

hiding behind a wall, pulling your lover into a kiss as they walk by

''you need to stop doing that.'' ''do what?'' ''that little eye thing you do when i walk into the room.''

leaving notes in obscure places for your lover to find

pinned against the wall in the elevator

we kissed last night but we have to pretend like nothing happened

your hand is touching mine and i can't stop myself from taking it

making eye-contact with your lover from across the room, gesturing at them to follow you outside

tracing a finger across your lover’s scar

leaning in for a kiss but pulling away last second

whispering ''i love you'' in-between kisses

smiling in-between kisses

intertwining fingers

comparing hand sizes

straddling your lover’s thighs

tying your lover’s tie

falling asleep in your lover's arms

very obviously checking each other out while undressing, trying to deny it even though it's obvious

tending to your lover's wound

kissing your lover's forehead or knuckles

scooting closer to your lover in bed

good morning/good night texts

looking into your lover's eyes, then *gaze drops to lips*