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[haru-sagara-number1gooner]

As a gay man, there are a few Tokyo Debunker characters I know in my heart are gay. But because one of the ideas of the game is being able to date the ghouls (as a woman), I will not share who those characters are.

But they know who they are.

Stay in that closet all you want but I see through it.

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YOU KNOW WHAT FIXES EVERYTHING??

YURI!!!

I WANT YURI!!

Originally I was going to do a threesome between them and mc but gave up :(

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i think this scene made me love leo omg

he's arrogant, he's rude, and he's an uncooperative little shit...

...but he's also genuinely invaluable, and i think mc needed a cold splash of water like that to regain the spirit to keep looking for a way to break her curse

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I love that my mom got a new boyfriend because that means she goes out of the house. And when she's out I get to goon as much as I want and moan Haru's name without being scared of getting walked in on

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I shouldn't be missing my ex/ best friend 😿

RANT

I hated him so much. He was a complete fucking asshole during our relationship, and every time I spoke to my friends abt how our relationship was ACTUALLY going they all told me I should break up with him.

Every day with him was like gambling for his attention. He only gave it to me whenever he felt like it, and most times he would just ignore me. I would want to talk to him but end up getting ignored. I wouldn't tell him anything since I thought he might be angry or might just need some space. I didn't want to seem needy or clingy so I didn't say anything.

But the times I did speak to him abt how his distance was bothering me (which I did twice) he would always apologize for it which made me happy, and for the next few days he would stop ignoring me; but that would only last for like a week.

I also talked to him about how much it bothered me that he would get so close to our mutual friend (I'm not saying her name so I'm just calling her A) just to blow her a kiss. I understand being flirty to friends. I find it funny and I would've laughed too if he didn't get so damn close to A's cheek. And when he saw me kinda mad he asked for a kiss and I said "why don't you go kiss A instead" then he looked at me like if I was daring him to do it and was like "really? I'll do it. You really want me to do it?" Ofc I wad shocked cause wdym if I had given him the opportunity he would've kissed her??

Also nothing to A!! She's an amazing person and it nothing I mention here is her fault at all!!

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He once asked me to send him nudes of my 😺 at the beginning of second period. It was the first class we had together. The first thing he asked was if my kitty was shaved. It made me really uncomfortable and told him I wouldn't send him nudes. He seemed disappointed and left; then he ignored me for the rest of the day like always.

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He would also call me fat and make jokes about me not being the skinniest. I would show very obviously that I didn't find it funny but I didn't tell him anything because by then I knew it was useless talking to him about my feelings. He just didn't care.

My first birthday as a couple he gave me a gift and said "my mom told me to give you this" What do you mean his MOM was the one to give me a gift!?? Btw his mom is so kind. In my second birthday he didn't give me anything, nor did he even tell me as much as a "happy birthday" just ignored me all day

I didn't really tell him anything and assumed he didn't want to celebrate anything so I respected that. But then in Valentine's day he gave me a present, that again his mom picked, I did smth last minute since I had assumed he didn't want to celebrate anything like holidays and birthdays. Inside where mostly candy and chocolate, not a big fan of sweets but I'm still greatful and I'm glad his mom at least thought of me! Then A grabs a candy and she's like "oh, these are so good!" AS A COMMENT! And then Matthew told her that she could keep it when it was MY present!

Look, I don't mind sharing and I would've definitely given it to her. But for HIM to tell her to keep it? How are you going to give smth to someone else when it's not even yours??

But then there were times where he was just the sweetest ever. He would hug me, hold my hand, kiss me, and tell me how much he loved me and how beautiful I am. I guess those moments where the ones I was trying to hold on. Especially hold on to the image of him when we first started dating. When he was gentle and made me feel like I was worth something for once.

And I guess it made me hold on even tighter due to me being depressed and cupioromantic. I knew that if I left him I probably wouldn't love anyone else. I would try to keep that small spark that was left between us. I knew that it sucked but it sucked even more knowing I'd have trouble loving again. I hate being part of the aromantic community.

Maybe a big part of it had to do that were childhood best friends. We met back in kinder and we became inseparable. He was the one that had made me realize I was actually gay (back before he came out as trans) I didn't want to lose my best friend. All the history we had together, I didn't want it to end just because I wanted to break up. I had very few but big reasons not to leave him, and he ended up leaving me.

Btw originally he wasn't even going to break up with me. He was gonna have a different friend tell me during a school dance in his place. IF YOU'RE SUCH A MAN THEN HAVE BALLS TO SAY IT TO FACE! (He ended our relationship through text)

When he told me he wanted to break up I understood. I knew that it wasn't working out anymore and that everything was just a mess. I was actually so glad when he told me he wanted to continue being friends. But I ended up bawling after finding out he left me because he gained feelings for someone else while we were dating.

ACTUALLY IT HAPPENED TWICE! Also with another friend (I'll call her V. And I love V! She's great) He had mentioned that he kinda developed feelings for her for a little while during a random conversation but I didn't mention knowing I probably wouldn't like whatever he had to say.

After that he kept texting me but I was being pretty dry SINCE WE HAD JUST BROKEN UP A FEW MINUTES AGO. Then on Monday he kinda pushed me as we used to do playful, but I just ignored him. After school I saw that he had blocked me on tiktok. I went to discord to ask him why

ACTUALLY ILL LET Y'ALL SEE IT YOURSELF

After I thought we had ended in good terms and went to sleep. But a few days later I realized he blocked me in EVERYTHING he had me added on! Now we don't talk but sometimes I can't help but miss him. I miss my childhood best friend.

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ALSO ONE TIME, WHILE WE WERE STILL DATING, THIS BITCHASS SAYS "We're actually act a lot like siblings together!" HUH?? NO WE DON'T?? WE'VE KISSED, I'VE SEND YOU PICTURES OF MY 🍒 ONCE, HE WOULD GRABBED MY ASS A LOT, AND HE WOULD TELL ME HOW MUCH HE WANTED TO GET HIS FACE SQUISHED BY MY THIGHS!! WHAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP DO YOU HAVE WITH UR SISTER?? I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE INTO THAT SHIT?!??

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Anyway I'm sorry for this. I know it isn't my usual tdbk content but I just needed to rant about it before I did something stupid to myself

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Rui x mc idk man i was thinking of a plastic wrap kiss. Maybe. Haha

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This is an old drawing I did a few weeks ago for my AU and I'm just realizing I didn't post it o(T□T)o

TW: Gore

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taiga hoshibami from tokyo debunker ??

Taiga Hoshibami from Tokyo Debunker has been timelooped!

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Hiiiii!! Hope your day's going well! I have another request . But it's like. Uhhhhhhhhhhh. don't judge me please

SO the idea is that! Basically, uhm, MC is out in public and someone catcalls/tries to flirt with her, buuut before the ghouls can jump in to defend her, MC blurts out "I have a dick" in the most serious tone to make them go away

HEAR ME OUT I'm BEGGING YOU

*ahem.* Hotarubi and Obscuary as usual pretty please! Wish you a wonderful day!!

Hiii! No judgement here don't worry I'm not judging you at all (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠) (stareees) this is such a random idea but it sounds fun so why not! I wasn't sure how to implement text messages in this scenario so I just did without them, I hope that's fine!

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𝑯𝒐𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒖𝒃𝒊 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑶𝒃𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒂𝒓𝒚 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝒕𝒐 𝑴𝑪 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒕 "𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒅𝒊𝒄𝒌"

𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚

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Haku is holding back his laughter until it's just you two. Just where did you get this idea from? He actually might have trouble calming down once he starts laughing. The guy's face, the tone you said it in, it was just too much. He ruffles your hair affectionately, asking you to contact him right away next time someone is bothering you. "Is that so? Wanna compare then, Princess?" He'll teasingly ask.

Subaru is taken aback (remember that one scene when we see Subaru's outburst? Yeah, it's the same thing but now he's the shocked one) and just blinks a few times, waiting for the guy to leave first before talking to you. Blurting out something like that wasn't something he'd ever imagine you doing but hey, it works... Still, he'd rather politely tell the person to go fuck themselves instead of making you stand up for yourself.

Zenji is.. I'm not even sure. There's a strange mixture of.. terror and admiration in his reaction! A lady like yourself should not speak this way! Were you hanging out with Haku too much? (He'll have a word with him later!) He appreciates your creativity but will get you a paper with a few more.. sophisticated sentences written you can use next time it happens.

Rui is pretty amused by your.. unusual solution? But why is such a pretty thing like yourself talking like that? The stark contrast between your cute face and your words is too much! He'll tease you later for "keeping a secret like that from him" before telling you to shoot him a quick message next time so can step in!

I'm afraid you're going to have to explicitly tell Lyca you were joking afterwards. Just to be sure. Otherwise he's going to give you weird, calculating looks. Did he miss something? He thought guys have it? Why do you have it? Might actually slip up and demand you to prove it to him that you don't actually have a dick... He swears on his life that's not what he meant!

I don't think Edward cares. Of course, entertainment is entertainment and seeing the guy's reaction is priceless. Like Lyca, will ask you to prove yourself to him, except this is exactly what he meant. He can't miss out on opportunity like that, can he? Go ahead and spray him with some anti horny water. Grab a whole bucket actually.

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It's true 😭 I used to mix up Haru and Taiga a lot

Hey, I really love your writing!! ﾟ+.ﾟ(´▽`人)ﾟ+.ﾟIF YOU WANT!! Could you do the ghouls with an mc with face blindness? I have it and sometimes i cant tell romeo from leo apart (T△T) I would love to see Haru and others but i couldnt pick who else. So feel free to pick the rest of the ghouls!!

Ah thank you!! I'm glad you like my writing!!

I'm happy to write this for you! Hope I did okay with it!! Tried to kind of pick mixups that I thought would have similar defining features that could end up getting mixed up.

Wait, Which One Are You?

Featuring: Romeo | Haru | Zenji

Romeo Lucci - You were busy staring down at your phone as you hurried along through the courtyard of the school that you didn't notice until it was too late that someone stood in your path.

You bumped into the person, and you instantly felt so bad for it, turning to look at them and make sure they were okay.

"Omg, I am so so sorry, Leo. I wasn't looking where I was going."

He'd been about to yell at you, but at the name you called him, he paused for a moment before he started to yell. He was clearly thrown off by you thinking he was someone else. "BB!! I AM FICO TO YOU!! I AM NOT THAT CLASSLESS WANNABE!" Romeo shouted.

"Oh I am so sorry Romeo er.. Fico!!" You squeaked out. Now that he said it, yeah, you could see that it was Romeo before you, not Leo.

"Hmph, I have much better taste than that Vagastrom vice captain. Think BB!" Romeo huffed. At least now he wasn't shouting anymore though.

"I'm sorry again Romeo. I get confused sometimes.." you sighed, glancing down.

Romeo watched you for a moment before a soft sigh fell from his lips. "It's not an issue BB, just be more careful where you're walking."

You nodded, looking back up to him and giving him a grateful smile "I will."

"Good. And since we can't have you going around mixing everyone up, I'll educate you on how people dress to make it easier for you to tell from clothing."

"You'd do that for me?!"

"Tch, just so this doesn't happen again." He huffed. But really, he was just soft on you. But don't tell him that, he'd deny it til the day he dies.

Haru Sagara - You let out a small yelp as you bumped into the body in front of you, falling backwards. You hadn't been looking where you were going and accidentally walked right into one of the ghouls.

The male spun quickly and caught you before your back could hit the ground. His face hovered over yours as you blinked up at him in shock.

"Thank you Taiga." You gasped, gripping onto him.

"Ouch MC! I'm not that mean brute!" Haru pouted as he helped you stand back up onto your feet. "You okay though?!"

You nodded as you found your footing. "I'm okay. Sorry for bumping into you, and sorry for mixing you up with Taiga.."

"Gyahah! No sweat, MC! Though I hope you know I'm much better looking than he is!" Haru pouted. You giggled and smiled at him.

"You are the prettiest ghoul here. I just mix faces up sometimes.."

Haru blushed a bit and beamed at you "Well that's no problem! Even with mixing us up you still think I'm pretty, so I'd say we're good."

You beamed back at him happily. "Yeah."

Zenji Kotodama - You were walking along, trying to make your way back to your dorm as the sun was starting to set. You weren't really paying attention to where you were walking and nearly walked right into a tree. A shouted, "Look out." Made you stop just in time to avoid it.

Turning around, you spotted the worried face of the person who stopped you. "Ah, thanks, Jiro! I wasn't paying attention.."

"Oh my Doll, I'm flattered you think I look so much like my dear brother. Please, do be careful while you walk, though.." Zenji replied, coming up to you to check and make sure you weren't hurt.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, Zenji! I really thought you were Jiro for a moment there.."

"Nothing to apologize for, my dear! My brother and I share characteristics, and I'm just happy that you sounded so thrilled to have thought you saw him. It warms my heart, so to know he has more friends than just Yuri!" Zenji beamed.

You relaxed, glad he wasn't upset at your accidental mixup. "Thank you for stopping me by the way."

"It's not an issue at all my doll. I couldn't bear the thought of you getting hurt."

You blushed and smiled at the ghost. "Thanks Zenji."

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GOT A LITTLE SMTH FOR Y'ALL HARU GOONERS

I'M ON MY PERIOD AND I FEEL LIKE IM GOING FERAL!!

I want Haru so bad it's not even funny anymore

But sadly he's fictional so I have to resort to just drawing him

CW: warning for explicit pose and glowing dih

WHY DID YOU WANT TO SEE IT?? I CAUGHT YOU!!

(JK JK 😝 I just didn't want the drawing the be the first image that pops up)

It's currently 3:41 am, and I spent two hours on this T-T

Also he has nipple piercing because they're hot 👅

I struggle too hard to draw the f33t because I have a terrible phobia of them, but I wouldn't let myself leave him without [those things] 😔

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My girl looks STUNNING IN THE JAPANESE SCHOOL UNIFORM. She looks just like a character from 90s Japanese movies, as if she just came out of the screen. Bob + uniform = SLAY.

I hope devs will give more mc screen time, I NEED to TAKE A CLOSER LOOK at my One and Only girl. Her outfits may not be as flashy as ghouls' ones, but still SLAYS every episode. This uniform goes after Imperial Auction outfit.

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I want to start an AU based of the drawing I did of mc >0<

I'm not completely done but I wrote the start :3

I don't have a name for the AU yet but just tell me if you like it and I'll continue it :D

Morning. I can hear the birds chirping outside my window. At least I think they're birds. I can't tell anymore. Everything I thought was fantasy seems to have become my reality; I wouldn't be surprised if I saw a dragon pass by in the sky at this point.

This last year has been so crazy to me. Everything I once knew... I wish this was some kind of book or game I could escape from. But that's just my usual thoughts I get in the morning; nothing new.

I slowly get up, not in a rush. Why would I rush? There's nothing to hurry for. I'm not allowed to go to my classes anymore, because the general students are apparently too scared of me.

I walk into the bathroom and see myself in the reflection..

My skin and hair have gotten a slight purple tint I can't seem to get rid of. Small flowers growing all over my body; well all kinds of plants that keep growing back every morning. It's all just a reminder of my count down.

One day left.

At this point I'm just waiting for the kyklos to take over me.

It's almost been a whole year. And all that false hope I was given by Darkwick was becoming what it always was. False. I knew since the start it was, but I'm stupid enough to actually believe that by some miracle it could possibly turn out to be true.

"Why do I even get up? Not like I go outside often. Even the ghouls seem to be scared.." I turn away from the mirror, not being able to stand to look at my own reflection anymore. The woman in the mirror isn't me. I refuse to believe it.

As I walk out of the bathroom to look for scissor I hear the door unlock. It's Yuri...again.

"You're finally up." I nod my head as I walk over to sit in my bed.

Yuri doesn't scream at me the way he used to; even if I'm late he stays calm. I know why, he tries to hide it to not make me feel bad but I can feel the pity in his gaze every time he looks at me. Maybe it's because he knows that he failed to make a cure for me when he promised he would. Or it could just be because of the state I'm... Could possibly be something else. Wouldn't be the first time something is hidden from me.

Yuri walks to stand right in front of me. "How are you feeling? Any new symptoms?" Yuri ask like always while he takes out the everyday items from a bag. "No."

I stay still as he checks my blood pressure, my breath, ears, the inside of my mouth, etc etc. You already know all the type of stuff the doctors do. It's all routine now. But he always keeps my eye for last.

He slowly picks up my bangs away from my face with his hand. There, the thing I hate the most about myself. My eyes joined together to make one big eyeball.

Yuri inspects it before setting my bangs back over my face. "Have you thrown up?" He changes his attention to some papers he brought to write down my check up.

"Last night." I responded "What was it?" Yuri looked at me curiously. "A rose, two tulips, a daisy, and some other stuff. I forgot." He shakes his head. "You should start remembering what you throw up, or at the very lease write it down."

I nod. "Yeah..." I try to remember but I start to feel dizzy every time I look at it. I always seem to start feeling sick at anything that just reminds me that I'm going to turn into THAT thing.

I'm not the best at writing but I swear I'm trying my best!

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resale prices on the tkdb standees my god

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My proudest nut

" Am I tired? Nah, don't worry, if there's two things I have confidence in it's my stamina and my bad luck! "

-Haru

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Back with this little personal challenge I'm doing before I get back to the things I need to finish👀✨

2 out of four completed!!

And tonight it's .... *Drum rolls*

Haru's turn! Yay ! Heheh

Drawing closed eyes characters are always a challenge because whoo-hooo 😝 might I say it's a biggggg hurdle to make them express emotions without their eyes open? Or is it just me waaa👀

Usually emotions in illustrations are often portrayed using the eyes and with closed eyes characters you have to make either the mood or their whole body to show what you want the audience to know how they feel or what energy does this lil doodle I made gives off heueheu

Haru is such a fun character tooo, the story and his overall personality ! I hope I did him justice AAA

and uh oh! If you noticed! No Peekaboo this time but know he's unharmed while making this portrait 🫣

Anyways! Have you guessed who's gonna be drawn next? 😘 Hehe Please look forward to it ! ❤️🫣

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Sagara Haru is a character from TOKYO DEBUNKERS that belongs to ZigZaGame Inc

( PROHIBITED ANY FORM OF USAGE)

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HARU HAS ME IN A CHOKE HOLD

HE IS HOLDING ME TIGHTLY AND WON'T LET ME GO!!

(not like I want to be let go)

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im so fucking pissed off right now at the darkwick and chancellor. like first of all, why did chancellor tried to gently reassure MC that they ARE working on her cure and trying to find it and etc. as if distracting her from thinking about her curse too much. mf she has 1 month left!!!!!!! im genuinely surprised how MC didn't crash out yet. second of all, WHY MISSIONS LATELY DONT HAVE ANY SINGLE CLUE ABOUT KYKLOS???? like MC is literally a normal human being, how is she supposed to find anything about the curse she has NEVER learned about in her entire life???? DARKWICK IS LITERALLY A PROFESSIONAL ACADEMY AND THEY'RE THE ONE WHO'RE SUPPOSED TO HELP HER. BUT NOOO! THEY SEND HER ON USELESS MISSIONS INSTEAD JUST SO THEY WOULDN'T GO. third of all, why students in darkwick are so unnecessarily rude??????? LIKE HELLO???? (yes that is targeted towards leo) i just simply don't understand why they won't leave MC alone, she already has curse, lessons and stupid missions heaving on her shoulders. leave her be my poor girl is already suffering enough. AND LASTLY. her curse is already SO close and it's definitely overwhelming her considering the fact that lyca can easily smell her scent. remember how in latest episode he said something like "MC's smell is strong because of-" AND HE CUTS HIMSELF OFF. ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ btw Hyde is SO strange. IM NOT SURE IF IM CORRECT BUT IN SOME EPISODE HE LITERALLY ASKED IF HE COULD SEE MC'S BARE BACK TO SEE HER FLOWER TATTOO FROM THE CURSE. WHY WAS HE ASKING THAT WITH A SMILE TOO. CREEPY AS FUCK. HYDE ALSO GAVE ROMEO A FAKE something CARD??? that was so messed up of him.

anyway, i strongly believe in theory that the reason why Darkwick isn't helping with curse is because they're WAITING for MC to turn into Kyklos. Once she turns into one, they would lock her up in gates and study her for research purposes. maybe the girl, Mina, that we met in the first episode is the one who run away from darkwick and left the curse to the next victim (MC) just so she could escape? but i think taiga shot her(??) i don't remember.

I LITERALLY CAN'T DO THIS. SAVE MY GIRL FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! IM SO FUCKING SCARED AND STRESSED FOR HER. SHE CAN'T DIE.