hatsuneloid

[hatsuneloid]

nobody has been there for me like the ‘x reader’ tag has been there for me

[hatsuneloid]

photo dump of my girl and absolutely nothing else❤️ she’s so pretty i think not that it matters

[hatsuneloid]

i mourn this series it makes me so sad but i love it so much

Zayne x CrushingNurse!Reader | Part Five

Where has your smile gone? ANGST PT.2

Part One • Part Two • Part Three • Part Four

Love and Deepspace Masterlist

I | Zayne drops his voice a little lower than necessary while standing beside you knowing it will usually make you nervous, murmuring, “You’ve stopped stuttering. I almost miss it.” Your heart skips a beat but you keep your face neutral, “I practiced.”, you reply before walking away.

II | Zayne purposely asks you to help with something simple, things he could easily do himself. He knew it made you nervous, he could always feel the ice around his heart melt everytime he saw your hands shake as you tried to help. What he loved even more was teasing you about it. “Hands shaking today?” he asks lightly- carefully. You don’t even smile. “Not at all." He frowns.

III | “Your notes are unusually thorough, much more than usual. Am I making you nervous again?”

“No.”

He pauses. He pauses in that way that would always make you squirm, eye darting everywhere but his way, fingers twisting in the cloth of your scrubs.Now, you don’t even blush.

IV | During rounds, he lingers at your side a beat too long- long enough that you’d normally turn tomato-red and trip over your words. Now, you just shift away and keep taking notes. He stares at you. Silent.

V | You haven't brought him coffee today, nor did you yesterday - or the day before that actually. A routine you had been stuck to for months, suddenly halted. Zayne tried to recall the few days before you started acting so distant, had he done something? Said something? Where has your smile gone? Zayne thought, just as he saw you walk past his office- cup of coffee in hand.

VI | He bumps your shoulder very lightly while reaching for a chart. “Careful,” he says dryly, “wouldn't want our nurse to fall and get hurt." You reply, “There are things that cause a lot more pain than just a fall." He stops mid-motion, like what?

VII | He starts standing closer when reviewing reports with you—close enough that your elbow brushes his. You used to flinch. Now you don’t even react. You shift your chair away and don't even look his way.

VIII | “Nurse." Zayne calls out one day, "Could I speak to you for a moment?" You hesitated for a moment before taking a step forward before halting again at the faint sound of giggles. "I'm busy, Doctor." “Yeah." Zayne mutters, eyes locked on you, "You seem to be a lot these days.” You could barely keep your bottom lip from trembling, responding with a simple, "Yeah." before you walked away.

IX | Zayne starts correcting your minor errors in a purposely sharp voice, just enough to gurantuee a reaction from you - at least it used to. You only say, “Thanks for pointing it out." and fix it. It feels too calm. Too clinical. Nothing like his nurse.

X | He tries to joke during a lull between patients: “Still not a slightest hint of a smile. Should I be worried?” You just reply, “Probably not,” without even looking up. Zayne’s smile falters just slightly.

XI | He casually mentions, “You haven’t tripped over the IV cart all week.” You respond, “I learned how to walk.” There’s no laughter in your voice. It doesn’t sit right with him at all.

XII | He walks up behind you while you’re writing and says your name. A few weeks ago that would’ve made you jump and stammer. Now, you turn slowly, blink, and wait.

“…Yes, Doctor?”

It irritates him- if only you knew how much.

XV | He's done, he can't take it anymore. He corners you one day, just as you're about to leavs, quietly and not so casually this time, “Did I… do something?”

You give him a polite smile. “Of course not.”

"Then why? Why have you been acting like this? Who hurt you?" He fires one question after another.

You feel the tears pool in your eyes but you don't say a word. Not one. You just push those tears back and smile sadly, breaking the doctor's heart into a millions of pieces and walk past him and out of the door.

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This is a bit of a filler part but it is needed to fill the gap between the last part and the next one ( a lot of drama will go down )

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If I have missed anyone, please let me know! I'll make sure to add you for the next parts♡

[hatsuneloid]

dont even know what to say, this is really beautiful and something i definitely needed

This was also inspired by that one call we got from Sylus.

Your feelings are valid ❤️

PS: Had to censor some words cause of this app. 😮‍💨

[hatsuneloid]

I've always wantedd to draw caleb :>>>>

[hatsuneloid]

ARRRGGGG THE CUTEST HANDSOME BOOYYYYY

I've always wantedd to draw caleb :>>>>

[hatsuneloid]

we all looking at caleb booba after this one

Mini sketch based off of this moment in the new card:

[hatsuneloid]

i teared up

THIS IS NOT MINE.. Cr：一只耳丁囟乌 on WEIBO Link: weibo.com/3900278287/517…

[hatsuneloid]

WEAR HEADPHONES

NSFW

2 minutes of Caleb fingering you and then fucking you.

Excluding bgm. All audio and sfx come from the game. No Ai. 🤤😏

[hatsuneloid]

i know this reference.. and i 100% agree with the character organisation here

Loft talk Pt. Zayne's BFF

Xavier: Having trouble figuring out who's Zayne's BFF, huh?

Sylus: It's me.

Rafayel, pulling Zayne: It's me!

MC, pulling Zayne harder: It's ME!!

Caleb, recording them:

Caleb: It's probably not me.

(It's Caleb)

[hatsuneloid]

would never make sex tapes but its sylus obviously im letting it happen 🙏 love that this is probably canon now

Oh so they make sex tapes?…confirmed..? Good to know…good to know. Uhm. Fic coming soon 🧍🏾‍♀️.

Edit: fic is in the works 🙂‍↕️ I’m rubbing my hands together like a fly. It’s so yummy. When it’s done I’ll also add a hyper link here.

[hatsuneloid]

this is correct

Sylus likes lace. Xavier likes velvet. Caleb likes bows. Zayne likes sheer. Rafayel likes silk. I will not elaborate.

[hatsuneloid]

first time tumblr 😊 yay!

minors dni, nsfw reblogs probably

[hatsuneloid]

would never leave him if it were me

Human Mephisto?