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Whose side are you on?
honestly speaking, im with asmodeus
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Fanfic: Warmth (Kirr x Manager)- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/26275171

Word count: ~2300
Warning: SMUT, breeding/pregnancy kink, Slight spoilers for Kirr's backstory
Summary: With his beloved manager by his side, the sight of snow no longer feels quite as cold to Kirr. The warmth that she provides, however, surges his desire to create a family.
Author’s Note: This is a self-indulgent piece (what isn’t?) that I’ve come up with for Kirr. He is just the definition of masculine perfection and I felt like pairing it up with a breeding kink, which I simply love, would be awesome. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!
It isn’t too spoiler-y but I did use some vague references to his backstory, which was needed to set the tone. Please read his R1 story first if you don’t want ANY spoilers! Thank you!
#My writing#after l!fe#afterl1fe#AFTER L!FE: The Sacred Kaleidoscope#afterl!fe kirr#afterl1fe kirr#kirr#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#smut#fanfiction
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I wanted to draw Jumin in Lucifer’s demon outfit but I feel like they’re the same person…
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Fanfic: A Family of Her Own (Youssef x Reader (Manager))- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25939480

Word count: ~2060
Warning: Warm & fuzzy but with a bittersweet ending! (Has implied potential child neglect)
Summary: You’re faced with an unexpected task of caring for a child but a savior comes along in the form of Youssef who slowly steals both your and the child’s heart.
Author’s Note: I wanted to write a story about raising a child together! Since I'm not sure if you can get pregnant in the afterlife, I decided to go the route of caring for a child who shows up randomly one day. This is so wholesome and sweet!... but I got so emotional writing it, especially towards the end! I hope you like what I came up with! Thank you and enjoy! :)
#My writing#after l!fe#afterl1fe#AFTER L!FE: The Sacred Kaleidoscope#afterl!fe youssef#afterl1fe youssef#youssef#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#fanfiction
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Fanfic: Take Your Medicine (Verine x [GN] Reader (Manager))- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25732969

Word count: ~1300
Warning: SMUT
Summary: When Verine refuses to take his medicine, you find a creative way to assist him.
Author’s Note: I feel bad that Verine has to take so many meds, even in his afterlife, so I wrote something to help him with it as his lover! Manager is gender neutral in this piece as the focus is not really about the reader/manager but all about Verine. This was supposed to be just a fluffy piece, ending with a kiss, but it got out of hand and turned NSFW. Thank you and enjoy!
#My writing#after l!fe#afterl1fe#AFTER L!FE: The Sacred Kaleidoscope#afterl!fe verine#afterl1fe verine#verine#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#smut#fanfiction
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I got married to Ethan in the AfterLife~ 🥰 I commissioned my friend, Velica & this was her 1st comm ever but she did a GREAT job! Pls check her out, a new artist! 😊❤ www.instagram.com/vlicaart
#afterl1fe#afterl!fe ethan#afterl!fe#afterl1fe ethan#AFTER L!FE: The Sacred Kaleidoscope#commision#new profile pic
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Fanfic: Let Me Into Your Heart (Nine x Reader (Manager))- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25582843

Word count: ~1850
Warning: SMUT, Angst and Feels
Summary: “I like being alone.” You recall how those words used to hurt you but you find out that those who say such words are those who are the loneliest.
Author’s Note: Reading Nine’s childhood story really affected me! This poor reaper needs so much love (but don’t they all?!). This doesn’t contain any major spoilers, just a whole lot of hurting with some hopefulness sprinkled around. Thank you and enjoy!
#My writing#afterl1fe#after l!fe#AFTER L!FE: The Sacred Kaleidoscope#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#nine#afterl!fe nine#afterl1fe nine#smut#fanfiction
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Day: Ethan, why do you think we’re all annoying? :’(
Ethan: I don’t think you’re all annoying.
Youseff: Manager doesn’t count.
Ethan:
Ethan: I think you’re all annoying.
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Fanfic: Secret Photographs (Theo x Reader (Manager))- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25402090

Word count: ~1050
Warning: SMUT
Summary: Capturing new sides of the manager with his secret snapshots brings joy to Theo but will they end with innocent gazing?
Author’s Note: I got a request (from someone who wishes to remain anonymous) with a prompt of Theo taking secret pictures of MC without her knowing and him feeling happy whenever he’s able to capture a new side of her! It was a sweet prompt… which I now realize after I finished writing that I had somehow made it NSFW and a bit sad?! (These things tend to happen when I start writing *laughs*). Anyways, please enjoy what I came up with!
#My writing#request#after l!fe#afterl1fe#after l!fe: the sacred kaleidoscope#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#theo#afterl!fe theo#afterl1fe theo#smut#fanfiction
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Umm hi! I don’t wanna bother you but are you taking requests ? If not that’s totally fine!! Also is anon an option (I’m shy so I’d rather hide in there) if you don’t want anon to be an option I totally get why so don’t worry about it tho!💕
Hello there! Youre not a bother at all! Truth be told, I'd never taken requests before and I wasn't planning on taking them since I'm not that active on Tumblr anymore but since AfterL!fe content is fairly nonexistent, I understand your desire to see more (assuming you're asking about AfterL!fe that is!).
If it's for a character that I'm comfortable writing and if the idea sparks my interests then yes, I could write something for you! But it's a new game and I haven't familiarized myself with every character yet 😅. Tell me your idea and for whom and I may consider it! I don't necessarily do headcanons so it'd most likely be a drabble/fic.
Oh, do I have anon off? Anyways, I don't like the concept of talking to someone without a name?! 😅 If you're really shy to have your name out there then send me a DM of your request! And don't worry, your idea can be something really embarrassing, I don't care! If I do decide to publish a fic with your req, I could keep you anon so DM me if you want that option.
Thank you~ 😊❤
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Fanfic: Wish on a Sticky Note (Ethan x Reader (Manager))- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25250749

Word count: ~3300
Warning: LEMON, gloved fingering
Summary: You wrote a shamelessly embarrassing wish about Ethan in a journal that ends up getting read aloud in front of several Soul Reapers, including the man himself. Your afterlife gets flipped upside down when he actually agrees to indulge your fantasies and more.
Author’s Note: I wanted to write Ethan smut and was inspired by reading the "Missing Recipient" R card story of his! But this contains no spoilers for anything so I hope you enjoy what I came up with! :) Thank you!
#My writing#after l!fe#afterl!fe#afterl1fe#after l!fe: the sacred kaleidoscope#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#ethan#afterl!fe ethan#afterl1fe ethan#smut#fanfiction
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eisuke is just really demanding
death: mc, your time has come.
mc: ok. let me ask eisuke
death: ok...
mc: he said no.
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Hello my dear! Thought I'd drop by your lovely blog and ask you a few burning questions myself! 🤣💕1. What inspired you to start writing fanfiction? 2. Which work of yours are you particularly proud of? 3. What is your favourite K-drama of all time? Hope you're having a lovely day!! - XOXO
Hi dear!!! Thank you for your "burning" questions 🤣❤. Did you know that in my many, many years of being active on Tumblr, this was one of the first Asks I've ever gotten?! 🤣 I don't know if I'm intimidating or aloof but this whole Ask thing is still unfamiliar to me as the day I started this blog since I've never had many Asks during my Tumblr career so hope I'm... using this thing correctly! 😨😅 Super long answers incoming:
1. What inspired me to write fanfics?! Hmm... So I actually wrote kpop fanfics long time ago, in my middle/high school days with my bestie and we would be the MCs and the hot boys of Dong Bang Shin Ki were our love interests 🤣. This was before the rest of the world even knew of kpop, really. We wrote multi-chaptered, epic stories on scraps of paper, exchange diaries, and on FLOPPY DISKS. I still have the physical copies of few, rare chapters but the floppy disk ones are gone when my disks just stopped working one day 😭😭😭 sad, sad loss... These were never published online and also completely written in Korean haha.

(TVXQ/DBSK will forever have a special place in my heart as my forever oppas, despite... scandals and fallouts in recent times. They were legends of their time, almost the founding fathers of modern kpop I'd say.)
There was a period when I wrote and published a jpop fic for a group called LEAD... wow, that sure takes me back. I don't even remember where I posted that (some jpop forum), what the title was, or if it is still floating around somewhere but yea, it happened.

(Akira Kagimoto, on the left, is whom I had wrote a story for?! It was super angsty too, I rememeber 🤣🤣🤣 My young ass was so wild. I don't even remember why I wrote it since my favorite was absolutely Keita Furuya [middle]... 🤔)
Erm, other than this, I didn't consider myself a writer nor wanted to create anything until I played Samurai Love Ballad Party and that game got me so, so hooked that I started devouring fics (cough, smut) religiously and then opening up and actually befriending writer friends made me more confident in trying out writing myself. I think I just really wanted to write a threesome/foursome for Hideyoshi, Kiyomasa, and Masanori 🤣. My thirst was REAL. I tested out my abilities by writing the Inuchiyo T-rated fic and then I just went for the threesome, when I was like hmm maybe I’m not too shabs 🤣.
2. Which works am I particularly proud of?! *Checks myself on AO3* Apparently I wrote 21 stories so far! Woohoo!
Helping Hands is definitely a special one for me, which started me off on smut-writing in general! As mentioned above, I just really wanted to bang all 3 guys (at the same time?!) and I made it happen and I’m super proud of myself for what I created! 🥰
Alone Again is just... words can’t describe how special that one is to me! Even now, whenever I think of Ieyasu and that MC, my heart just... :’) It makes me smile a very, very bitter smile. Why do I like to HURT so badly?! 😅
3. My favorite Kdrama of all time?!?!?! OMG girl, I have seen SO many Kdramas in my lifetime haha. I would say, in terms of more recent ones, I have to give it up to:
Because This Is My First Life. This drama, I cannot say enough good things about! It’s on Netflix now so I want everyone to check it out, please!!! It’s just so, so good! Ever since I watched this drama, I went on a 2 year+ hiatus on Kdramas because... I don’t know. I felt like nothing could ever top this for me, haha. And I’m STILL in that kdrama slump! I just can never forget this masterpiece!
It’s about two strangers getting married (fake) for differing reasons relating to housing, like familial pressure/societal pressure/wanting to live with a roommate whom they will never fall for (HA!).

Lee Minki is just amazing as the male lead and Jung So Min is ADORABLE here. I can’t recommend it enough, seriously!
Another drama I wanna throw out here is called Wedding, featuring Jang Nara and Ryu Siwon! This one is one of my ABSOLUTE favorites that I come back to time and time again! It’s crazy because I feel like it’s not that popular and no one ever talks about it (in Korea or International!) but I really like it! My mom thinks it was rather boring (?!) which I don’t really get but I guess I’m just special then. It’s about a stoic but genuine/smart guy who meets a cheerful, sweet-yet-ditzy girl through marriage set-up and they get married! It’s about their relationship progressing. Things develop rather slowly but seeing them holding hands, becoming husband/wife, then angsttttt central... I just really love this drama! There is no “villain/villainess” in this drama, which I think makes people think it’s on the boring side. I don’t mind it at all because we use all 20 episodes seeing their love develop!

It’s a bit on the older side, 2005, but I watch clips of this drama all the time to this day XD. It’s a classic for me, at least!
Anyways, wow, this turned out SUPER LONG!!! I enjoyed answering your Qs! Thank you so much lovely! Have a wonderful day! 😘😘😘
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I’m in too deep on my twitter so it’s still under my old photography name. Lmao. It’s a little too close to real life but I’m too lazy to create a side scoping to follow everyone. But for now I’m laurenloveslomo on Twitter. Don’t tweet out much but definitely creep on the otome community with lots of likes. 😂
OMG I rarely get Asks so I didn't even realize I had this sitting on my inbox til now! I'm so sorry 😅😅😅 I just realized we follow each other on Twitter but I never connected your Tumblr acct to Twt one!!! Yay, I'm glad I now know! 😊❤ Haha do whatever you like with your social media acct! I would never be able to handle 2+ accts at once so you'll always find me as heavenzfiend everywhere 😆. Anyways, have a lovely day~ 🥰
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One of these things is not like the other
Chibi of Ell cause he reminds me of a baby chick ahaisnanab
Art©️ @juniipoo
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Fanfic: Perfectionist (Theo x Reader (Manager))- AfterL!fe
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25174954

Word count: ~1550
Warning: SMUT, Possessive
Summary: Theo was a perfectionist through and through. His perfectionism extended to all aspects of his life, including making love to you.
Author’s Note: This was a very self-indulgent piece that I wrote, just because I needed some Theo smut in my life. I was inspired from reading his “Breakout” R1 Personal Story, but it doesn’t contain any major spoilers except hints about his background. I hope you enjoy what I came up with! Thank you!
#My writing#after l!fe#afterl!fe#afterl1fe#after l!fe: the sacred kaleidoscope#afterl!fe fanfic#afterl1fe fanfic#theo#afterl!fe theo#afterl1fe theo#smut#fanfiction
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