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open rp

Hey can I get seven large cokes and a bbq sauce

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I was going to do a lot of things with this Shandris paint but then I got lazy and gave up so here’s what I ended up with

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I don’t know I’m ever going to stop thinking about them and that’s one of the most painful, uncomfortable things to me because of how much I subconsciously miss them, fuck

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Thanks dreams for completely running rampart with my emotions today, why is the past so hard to deal with

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If you have kids in 2020, there's a high chance they'll still be alive in 2100 providing we haven't fucked the planet enough for them to survive that long

time is weird

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What a wild year, here’s to hoping 2020 is just as bad because it sure as hell won’t get better

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Okay but I thought the first one was a sandwich

Traditional Chinese craftsmanship huasi花丝

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Leaving Tumblr for a while whilst I get my life in check

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Hospital was fun and helpful, lol jk now to find a place to live! Woo.

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Get some sleep and try to survive tomorrow, repeat

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jk imma complain some more on tumblr

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Holy shit I feel so much better now that’s done

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I'm just going to be the asshole everyone's made me out to be :)

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It doesn't matter how many months people told me to leave them I didn't, it doesn't matter how bad things got, because at the end of the day they never cared about the things that have happened in the past year, all they cared about was the same scripted conversations on discord without effort to actually change as a fucking person, I'm done giving a fuck about what happens to other people, I'm done with everything and I hope that everyone who has wronged me in the past year suffers

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I'm done with this planet and everyone in it. Everyone can die and I'll be the first to join them

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I learned my lesson, I won't trust another person again.