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fine then you cant watch queer

i need to jerk off violently but twin is bullying me 😔 this is so not tuff

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i need to jerk off violently but twin is bullying me 😔 this is so not tuff

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i dont think i’m a boy or a girl, i feel most comfortable just identifying as. sturdy? hefty? maybe solid?

like the roots of trees, the heavy rocks in the bottoms of rivers. the mountains that break through lines of clouds. i’m not gendered, i’m just big. and i like it that way.

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Nooo dude don't starve yourself when going on T noooooo your dick needs all those fucking nutrients to grow how are you supposed to get big if you don't feed yourself properly

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i love being a fag because what do you mean i’m laying here panting into a pillow while thinking about ghoul’s cock bullying my insides.. after a while i start to clamp down again despite all the foreplay and that just makes it even better, i can feel the head dragging against my insides and threatening to rape its way into my womb if he could force himself any deeper.. 10/10 would recommend getting topped by a fat man its amazing

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i think the fact i dont do much talking during sex or jerking off is good for my zombiekin brain because what do you mean the second im horny and being stimulated my brain practically rots out of my head and i can only let out desperate little puffs and whines? i dont need to speak anyways i think being nonverbal but highly vocal is very very good

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pushups can be foreplay. if you believe

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i was born in the right era i love killing the dumb girl inside me with testosterone and fag sex.

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One of my favorite paintings ever.

(detail from ‘The Execution of Lady Jane Grey’ c. 1833 by Paul Delaroche)

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loser x loser boyfriends. that's it.

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its just much easier to maintain too, not something you have to dread at the end of the week. it becomes routine, like brushing your teeth or eating. i’m much more eager to take my T when there’s no pain involved

idk if im weird for liking being on tgel instead of the shot bc most posts ARE shot centered.

like yeah taking a shot once a week is cool but bring reminded everyday that you’re slowly masculinizing every fiber of your being, feeling the cold gel soaking into your hot skin as you hand rubs over your thick thigh coated in hair.. sigh /pos

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boypussy this, boycunt that, what if i neglect your cunt entirely? if you’re gonna be a dumb man, you’re gonna fuck like one.

so either whip your cock out or spread your ass like a whore, that “cunt” of yours is fucking useless and i’m gonna suck that fat gross cock of yours until you forget about it and start begging for me to fuck your ass instead ^^

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cismen are horny in such a boring plain way, like even when theyre into hardcore shit its so boring, where the true carnal lust for your partner, where the desire to eat them alive but settling for fucking each other so violently someone ends up bleeding

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idk if im weird for liking being on tgel instead of the shot bc most posts ARE shot centered.

like yeah taking a shot once a week is cool but bring reminded everyday that you’re slowly masculinizing every fiber of your being, feeling the cold gel soaking into your hot skin as you hand rubs over your thick thigh coated in hair.. sigh /pos

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A quick guide to being a combat boy !

💥 Eat well, get your protein, and work out your entire body. Don’t just focus on the gun show. Strong legs and a sturdy core will keep you on your feet longer. Don’t be scared to put on some weight.

⚠️ Kick your fear of getting hit. Shying away from potential damage will take the fun out of fighting. Don’t be afraid to take a few smacks and punches, guard your vitals and enjoy the rush. Taking damage is a skill like any other.

🧨 Find ways to get your combat fill day to day to keep boredom down. It’s hard finding people who are down to break your nose, but surrounding yourself with likeminded scrappy dudes can help you build up to it. Arm wrestle, play pain tolerance games, spar, instigate, and keep the competitive spirit alive

💣 Minimize your solo self-destruction. For many of us, it’s impossible to fully kick our habits, but do your best to not weaken yourself more than necessary. Don’t do your opponent’s job for them and don’t give them an easy fight.

‼️ Quit apologizing. Don’t stop to apologize after every hit, this is a two sided fight, you both want this. Keep your momentum and stay relentless. If you must apologize, do it over drinks later.