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I FORGOT ABOUT THE CHALLENGE oh my god I was sure it'll happen lol but now it's like. 5/100 already??

I'm alive and working... Studied a lot of history and russian today, also had a mock exam on eng several days ago, although I'm not sure if it was good

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Day 2/100!!

It's going to be hard to post every day...

Today I:

- had a history mock exam (which I probably failed bc it was just so damn difficult)

- completed another topic on history

- did some preparation tests on english

Tomorrow I'll have another mock exam (english this time) and I'm a bit worried about it... But it should be ok I guess

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I've. I've just realised that I have only 99 days left before my final exams. And that made me remember that I have tumblr and so I think it's a perfect time for 100dop challenge. So here we go

Today I:

- studied two topics of history

- finished my russian lesson and tests on time

(Actually I don't see any point in writing it all here so maybe I'll simply post smth like "I'm alive and working" or "I'm dead today" all these 100 days)

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We will NOT be stressing over people in 2024 when we could be studying and absorbing so much knowledge, learning the piano, taking up horseback riding, upgrading our skincare routines, reading so many more books, spending so much more time off our phones, giving the love rejected by some people to others who want it and return it in kind, learning music theory, taking up a language (French for me), saving up to travel, developing financial literacy, focusing on our goals, revamping our fashion sense, getting good at photography, carrying a camera everywhere w us, expanding our music knowledge, working out more consistently, and learning so many more recipes

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Haven't posted anything since last year lol

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the problem with reading and writing leading to a strong vocabulary is that you tend to know the vibe of words instead of their meanings.

if I used this word in a sentence, would it make sense? absolutely. if you asked me what it meant, could I tell you? absolutely not.

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when i die i believe theyll give me access to all the data on earth of who knew/was friends with/fucked/hated/was related to/worked with who and i could spend eons connecting everybody throughout history in a web for everyone who dies after me to look at. sincerely i wish for this all the time with all of my autistic little heart

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~Random things that somehow look nice although pretty chaotic~

I have an exam today but it's not really important so I spent all previous day doing my things (reading history lol)

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I'm a little under the weather now so I really don't want to do anything, but I have an exam in two days, and a day after it I have to participate in a competition :( How to find strength to prepare for these things...

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My cats have this meow that means "please come with me to fix this" after which they'll lead me to the problem in question, usually a empty (or 'empty') food bowl or a closed door they want open. They look at the 'problem', they look back at me, clear message.

What fascinates me is how this illustrates what they percieve as being in the realm of my 'power.' I control the food, I control the door, sure, but my cats love to sit on the balcony in the sun, and it has happened plenty of times that on a rainy day they come get me, go to the balcony and show me... the rain. "Please fix this" they say. "Please get rid of the wet"

"Silly kitty," I say, "I can't control the rain." I then walk into the shower and turn on the rain.

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As you can see my live is pretty chaotic these days

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jesus cursing the fig tree is such an eccentric wizard move

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I was so busy with my studies these days I forgot to post anything

But!! What is great is that I've finally found some motivation to continue learning english, all thanks to my study buddy

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Studying history with my cat lol