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you guys. you'll never guess what i'm doing rn.

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If you're American will you reblog this with where you grew up and wether or not they had sixth grade camp. I grew up in southern California and every class in sixth grade would take a field trip and go to a camp for a week and this is absolutely bewildering my wife cause she's never heard of sixth grade camp

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give me love (i’ll put my heart in it)

summary: you think about your relationship with Ben, musing on endings and beginnings. set in between ‘complications of time’ and ‘gingerbread cigarettes.’

pairing: lifeguard!Ben x reader 

warnings: angst-ish? I guess? Nothing crazy. Some language.  

links: prev / next / series masterlist / full masterlist 

a/n: yes hello hi I still write for Obi-Wan! Thanks to Brit, who encouraged me to post this, as well as being the fearless champion of this series. If you wanna, listen to this while reading.

give me love (i’ll put my heart in it) 

The cigarette isn’t working like it’s supposed to. There’s no burn, no squeezing in your lungs. Smoke that’s exhaled in a practiced breath lingers. Reluctant. It doesn’t want to dissipate — building blocks of nothingness can’t dissolve into their own substance, after all. Or can they? Maybe they’re just waiting for permission((letting go)).

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hi friends what's new!

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what if i made a substack. lol jk unless.

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a javier peña song if i ever heard one

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when i say i wish people started using the reblog button more i don’t mean it in a ‘i want more notes’ kind of way i mean it in a ‘i want to read about your thoughts on this particular thing’ and ‘i want to have conversations in the tags’ and ‘i want this to feel like a community again and not like any of those boring social media platforms where artists are content creators and interactions never goes beyond a like’

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hot girl summer? WRONG. grief girl summer

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pleeeease tell us about your new ideas in your beautiful mind

hello darling anon!!! my sincerest apologies for the delay; this month has hit me like a train wreck (i sprained my wrist, then my family came to visit, then i had a chronic illness flare, and now i have a cold! and yes my term paper is due in a week. lol. lmao, even)

but without further ado, some things i'm thinking about

exploring more of analyst's family dynamics & history

delving into how javi's angst actually affects their relationship

would love to write some "shit we almost got caught" vignettes

HOTEL. SEX.

i have resurrected an old stechner plotline hehehehe

i miss them and i miss you. lmk what you're most excited about?

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anon i see your ask and i'm bribing myself to work on my course paper by promising myself i can answer it afterwards

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i'm procrastinating and i'm having new ideas come talk to me

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FREAKING GORGEOUS @fuckyeahpaperco 😍😍

You have out done yourself yet again! Also — the little handwritten thank you made me so happy 🥰🥰

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Chapter 15: The Believer

Din Djarin in every episode of The Mandalorian

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His shitty attitude and grabbable waist have bewitched me

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Dakota Johnson and Pedro Pascal on the set of ‘Materialists’ today in NYC

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no u guys i literally cannot emphasize enough how much that man is like javier peña. karma is my boyfriend karma is a god etc etc

also realized that my current partner is exactly like javi I really did manifest that shit with horny fanfiction