Lowkey considering killing my self or running away cuz right now I crying in my room wishing I was dead and questioning my existence and why the FUCK does my father fucking picks on me so much I don’t get it tbh I have hella daddy issues and strong mental health problems and he doesn’t seem to act knowledge this okay so pov dad calls me useless and dumb and lazy and never do anything right next he wakes up and I’m dead dudeee people with mental issues take stuff seriously and that hurts themm fuck me and my life and the think is I have borderline personality disorder and thattt shit fucksss meee my mood swings be crazy and if I’m happy then dad comes and ruins it and I’m back to sulking and the worst part is I can like like I don’t care but it shows and tbh I can’t really that shit crushes you
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