#bpd shit

[vilea777]

“i love you” until i’m sobbing because your tone slightly changed

[x-x-bones-x-x]

BPD is so confusing. I don't want to be in another relationship again, I'm too afraid of them leaving me. But I want to have sex. I can't have casual sex though. Now I want more than that, I want to cuddle and be told that I'm precious and such a good girl. I want someone to tell me how good I'm doing and how proud they are of me. I want to cuddle someone to sleep while I'm wearing a t-shirt and they're completely naked. I want them to spoon me. But I'm too scared to be in another relationship. I can't deal with another person leaving me. I can't deal with anyone else, period. I'm tired of people. I'm tired of being used. I deserve to be alone. I deserve to rot. I deserve everything that comes to me but God damnit deep down I know I just want to be truly, purely, completely loved.

[youwillleaveme]

fuck this shit they’ll never get it anyway

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[bl0w-m3]

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

[actuallymagsdump]

[elainiisms]

[borderlinejackiee]

[autumnstrzs]

[thatuselessenbywitch]

sorry I cried and told you I was gonna kill myself over a small thing, I have crying and wanting to kill myself over small things disorder

[saduboiss]

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[mirroringshards]

cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

paranoia

mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

paranoia

fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

[to0needy]

i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

[worthless-mess]

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

[bl0w-m3]

Maybe she’s born with it, maybe it’s her dads fault.