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i hope there’s a place for me

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PLEASE DON’T TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME

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A FUCKING SUCCESSION SWEEP TONIGHT...

WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK PEOPLE. WELL DESERVED.

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𝐆𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐨 𝐞𝐫𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

Remus Lupin

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Navy gala

Summary : While your boyfriend is going to receive an award you finally understand why he never introduced you to his colleagues.

Bob Floyd x civilian!reader/f!reader/younger!reader

WARNINGS : asshole Jake, allusions to smut, too much words

A/N : Reader is in her 20s and Bob in his late 30s.

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ONE MONTH BEFORE

You went back into the dining room with the day's mail in your hands, you had taken a look and as usual the majority of the letters were for the blond. But this time one had caught your eye longer than the others, it was a normal letter except for the fact that the US Navy stamp was right in the middle of the white paper. You have already received letters from Bob's work, but most of the time it was quite discreet, whereas this was the complete opposite.

“For you.” You handed him the letter in question then put the others on the dining table in front of him, you walked behind Bob as he drank his coffee and bend over to put your arms around his shoulders, resting your chin on one. You were so close too him, his scent enveloped your nostrils as you could feel his calm breathing.

Strangely he hadn't changed rooms or at least hadn't asked you not to look, as if he already knew what the letter was about and that you had the right to know too.

As the wso opened the letter delicately not wanting to damage the official paper, you placed a kiss on his temple and feel him smile slowly. You were grateful for mornings like these, when Bob was off or at least started the day later, you could take the time to wake up together and have a real breakfast. You had already been living with him for a year and everything was going wonderfully. You had hesitated when he asked you to move in with him after a few months of relationship, he was much older and you didn't wanted to disturb him with your presence. But that thought was quickly pushed out of your mind when the man insisted once again, making you understand that he really cared about you and first of all, loved you.

It didn't matter how old you were and he loved the fact that you would always be near him. Even if sometimes he needs to rest after work, you know very well that he loves your energy and that you glue him no matter the time of day. Your relationship was not immediately accepted by others, but you didn't care, you only saw through him. Letting him go was out of the question. He was so kind and intentional with you, you fell in love fast. So fast.

At first he didn't believe you when you told him you wanted more than to be friends, he didn't thought that a girl as great as you could be interested in someone like him, and even less considering your age. Conversely, it seemed inconceivable to you that someone as extraordinary as him could still be single at his age.

“Oh yes the gala.” He said simply with a sigh quite annoyed.

“What is it ?”

“An invitation to the Navy Gala, Phoenix had told me won a prize but I didn't think that was really the case.” He explained to you calmly, taking a sip of his coffee still looking at the paper.

One of the things you liked about Bob was that he was always calm and collected, even when he was in a bad mood after a long day, he will always take the time to explain to you what’s wrong and think of something else. Most of the time it will be just before making love to you or just cuddle in the couch and relax. And here, even if what he had just told you seemed to be something great, he kept the same tone, in his place you would have already started jumping all over the kitchen.

“You’re going to receive a prize ? But that's great, you have to go !“ You say with a little too much enthusiasm, you snatch the paper from his hands quickly and look for more informations, turning your back. Behind you the wso says your name -still so calmly- to try to calm you down and stop you but you were overjoyed about the idea of ​​your boyfriend receiving a prize.

“Baby please.” He stood up addressing you with his usual calm tone, you turned around still in euphoria but strangely you could see on his face that something was wrong. He had a different look than usual, he was not angry but kinda annoyed by the situation. Maybe not you, but you quickly realized that the paper you were holding was not good news as it seemed after all.

You focused on him then lowered your arms trying to decipher anything, he reached out waiting for you to give him back the paper. You looked once again at it, reading the two well known names on it then handed him the paper with a sigh, realizing he didn't have that much patience this morning. “Sorry” You felt stupid at this exact moment, a little too childish in front of him.

“It’s okay” He caressed your cheek with the tip of his thumb looking at you sweetly, then folded up the piece of paper and put it on the wooden table. “I just don't want you to expect anything.”

“What do you mean ? You won a prize Bob, that’s wonderful !” You were still excited about the invitation.

“I don't think that's a good idea.” He sat back in his chair, turning his back to you again, continuing to open the rest of the mail addressed to him. You stood frozen not understanding his reaction. “I'm not going anyway.”

“But-”

“No but baby, it’s decided. Now come here please.” He patted his thigh, placing it further away from the chair he was sitting on, so that you could sit. Without waiting too much you listened to him and sat silently down on his leg, placing your head in the crock of his neck watching him reading his mail.

THREE WEEKS BEFORE

It had been weeks since Bob got the letter for the Navy Gala and you hadn't heard from it since. It had not left your mind even a second but you had not dared to raise the subject since the blond seemed rather determined. Yet, you were so curious about it, then with a second thought you understood that it was better to just forget about it.

But this afternoon when you came back home from work you saw Phoenix’s car in front of the house. You couldn't help but smile at the thought of seeing the pilot again. It’s been a while since the last time you saw her, you knew very well that her and the blond have been really busy lately. Not really surprisingly the two of you got along extremely well, much to your boyfriend's relief. Natasha was Bob's most important and only coworker that you knew, strangely he never really wanted to introduce you to the others. You never saw any problem since you had never actually asked neither.

When you opened the front door, the first thing you heard was the woman's voice coming straight from the kitchen, and as you walked determinedly towards the room, your boyfriend's voice cut you short.

“Please Phoenix stop. I won’t go to that stupid gala.”

You stopped dead in tracks. Once again the gala was causing problems.

“Bob come on ! Even if you don’t want her to go with you, I will take her.” The female answered him.

But the thing was : who was her ? Of course there was not hundred of possibilities. They were talking about you.

Ouch.

Suddenly you weren’t all happy anymore, sadness had set in. Why your boyfriend didn’t want you to go with him at the navy gala ? It was supposed to be an important night for his career, so why he didn’t want you there ?

You shook your head thinking it was silly to think that way when you’ve heard only a tiny part of the discussion. You resumed your way to the kitchen trying to make enough noise to announce your arrival, hoping not to disturb their exchange too much. When you arrived in the room the blond cleared his throat and nod in your direction, which made the brunette turn around. They exchanged a quick look but impossible to know what it meant.

“Y/N !” She exclaimed as she almost ran in your arms to hug you tight. “It’s been a while how are you ?”

“Good and you ?” You answered, trying to catch your breath quickly after that big hug. As the two of you started talking, Bob moved and stood behind you, he wrapped his arms around and pull you closer to him. The blond hugged you tight and placed a tender kiss on your cheek, while listening to what the pilot was saying. You took his large muscular arms in your hands and squeezed them slightly to respond at his kiss.

TWO WEEKS BEFORE

As you settled into your bed, Bob was reading files from work. You took the time to observe him like almost every night, his perfect baby blue eyes were focusing on the words as his thin glasses were slowly sliding down the tip of his nose but he didn't even realize it. A golden -almost grey- curl escaped from all of his hair as his torso lifted with each new breath. His veiny hands delicately gripped the paper before turning a new page, when he suddenly cut you of your observation.

“Have you ever been told that staring was rude ?” He asked without even looking at you before letting fall the paper on the floor.

You didn't know what to answer, you just stood there without saying or doing anything. The blond smirk before taking off his glasses and then leaned towards you to kiss you vigorously. You respond to the kiss by putting your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Quickly he was on top of you as you continued kissing without ever catching your breath. Your two bodies remained glued together as if it were impossible to separate them, it was as if you were one.

Your legs intertwined with his, when you tugged lightly on his hair making it clear you wanted more, then Bob took off his t-shirt before to continue exploring your neck. As you rock your hips with his, he let a moan escape his mouth before attacking your earlobe.

You didn’t knew why or how but at this moment you were completely disconnected with what was happening. Impossible for you to be in the action, “You remember when Nat was there last week ?” Your voice was controlled as if Bob was not even in the room.

“If I was being honest with you talking about my coworker just before having sex with my lovely girlfriend is not the type of night I have in mind but go on.” Your boyfriend was now too busy giving you a hickey but he let out a groan making you understand that you could continue.

“Well I heard you two talking about the gala-” the blond pulled away from you and dropped his head on your chest exhaling loudly, “Baby please. Stop talking about that.”

“But I want to-”

“And I don’t want. End of discussion.” He got up before heading to the bathroom which was connected to your bedroom.

You sat up in the bed, observing him attentively. He started brushing his teeth as if none of this had just happened. You ran your hand around your neck, feeling the part he had bitten. “Bob…” It was almost as you begged him to come back and talk with you. He didn't even bother to look at you through the mirror, you stood up and quickly placed yourself next to him. “Please-”

He spit before cutting you off, “What you don’t understand in end of the discussion ?” He was surprisingly calm but you, on the other side, started to feel angry.

“Stop that.” Your tone was cold and harsh but your voice was starting to get higher.

“Stop what exactly ?” He turned to face you completely. “You’re the one who need to stop.”

“Stop treating me like a kid. I have the right to know why you don’t want me to come with you at your stupid gala !” Using his own words create a certain effect in what you were saying.

Bob looked at you, with astonishment. He expected anything but that. “What do you mean ?”

“You know exactly what I mean. Phoenix told you to go alone if you really didn’t want me to go with you. Why ? Can’t I just know why ?” A silence took place, the wso was not even capable of looking at you in the eyes. “That’s what I thought.” You say in a whisper then didn't waste any more time and went back to the bed, you slipped into the sheets and turned your back on him, trying to fall asleep as soon as possible.

ONE WEEK BEFORE

The day had been extremely long for you, you couldn't wait to get home and collapse in your bed. It was late and the house was already plunged into darkness, the only source of light came from the bedroom. From the hallway you could see Bob half asleep, the two of you didn’t really talked since the fight, he was still busy with work and you didn’t really want to make the first move.

You walked into the room and sat on the bed to take off your shoes which caused you to wake up slightly the blond behind you. He stood up as you began to delicately take off your clothes, he could only see your back but very well imagine the rest himself. He knew every sensitive spot, every place you liked to be touched, he just knew everything about you and this gorgeous body.

You were now only in panties with all your clothes on the floor, you heard the bed move but did not dare turn around. You felt like a light breeze on your bare shoulder. Bob’s breath tickled you as he began to caress your hips as delicately as he could. He took them in his hands, in his big veiny hands, the same hands that could make you feel so good. His fingers lightly pressed against your skin, which would definitely leave a slight mark, as he continued to trail down your body leaving tender kisses.

You let out a sigh of pleasure which made your boyfriend smile. He turned you around so that you were now facing him, he sat down properly on the bed and put you between his legs. You observed at that moment, to your great surprise that he was wearing absolutely nothing. The only thing he had on him right now was his dog tag hanging on his muscular chest, the idea of ​​running your little hands over it made you blush. He continued to caress your body, not forgetting to squeeze your ass in his hands which made you smile pleasantly. As your eyes rested on his soft face, the blue eyes couldn't leave your body. You passed a hand through his hair and get closer to him at the same time. Suddenly he raised his head to look you straight in the eyes. The feeling was divine, you closed your thighs but he noticed it way too quickly. A smirk then appeared on his face as his hands came to space your thighs again.

He looked at you one last time, asking for permission. You nodded without thinking, waiting to see what would happened next. He licked his lips like a hungry wolf and took the sides of your panties between his fingers to pull them down to your feet. You brushed it aside properly, still looking straight into the blond’s eyes. He lowered his head and placed a tender but at the same time rigorous kiss on your pussy and stood up on his two feet.

He was much taller than you and in those moments you realized how imposing he was. He kissed you vigorously, taking your arms in his hands to turn you around and let you fall onto the bed. The moment he touched you, you felt his penis harden on your thigh, which excited you even more. Now lying alone on the bed, he took the time to observe you for a moment before almost throwing himself on you to continue what he had started.

THE NIGHT OF THE GALA

Tonight was the night. Finally Bob had decided that it was best to show up to the gala anyway in order to receive his award with Phoenix. After the last time you two made love, which was only a few hours ago, he warned you that he would go alone. With a little surprise for both of you you understood and said nothing more. He had decided to go there quickly without spending the whole evening, just to get his prize and chat with a few people. He promised you to come back as soon as possible to enjoy the rest of the evening together.

But poor him he could never have predicted that Natasha was going to come back to take you with her.

When Bob had just left the house a little early to go to Rooster's if you remember correctly, someone knocked on the door. Without much hesitation you were going to open thinking it was probably the blond who must have forgotten his glasses or something else but to your great surprise it was in fact Phoenix.

“Nat ! What are you doing here ? You’ve just missed Bob.”

“I know. But I’m not here for him or whatever, I’m here for you.” She explained to you while passing you for entering in your house.

You turned around and blinked several times looking at her, she was already ready for the gala. She wore a magnificent red dress which highlighted her body, her hair was then gathered in a bun which revealed her golden necklace. She smiles at you with her red lips before speaking again, “Let’s go we do!n’y have all the night !”

She gave you a big white cover in which was certainly a dress before going to your bedroom, she put her purse on the bed and pulled out a black clutch before heading to your drawers. She opened them one by one before asking you where did you put your underwear, you indicated the place by pointing your finger still not knowing how to react.

“Uhm nat-” without turning around she throws you a pair of white lace panties without even suspecting that Bob had bought these. “Nat ? Nat !” You repeat louder and this time she turned around waiting for you to continue. “What are you doing ?” You asked calmly smiling softly while showing the cover and the panties at her.

“Oh wait !” She rushed over to you and took what you had in your hands before placing them on the bed. “I’m here for you to get ready.”

“Ready for what ?” You were completely lost.

“The gala of course darling !” She exclaimed as if it was crystal clear.

“But Nat, I’m not going and Bob is already gone. It’s better if I just stay here tonight, plus he promised me to come early.” You already knew it wasn’t a good idea, the best was to stay home like you planned. This night had already create too much trouble between you and the blond, you didn’t want to fight again.

“Darling. Listen to me please.” She moved next to you making the both of you sit on the edge of the bed. “I know how Bob is and I know why he wasn’t the most excited to go to the gala tonight but please listen to me carefully, deep inside him he wants you to be with him. Things are just… complicated right now. I know how happy you make him feel and I’m so grateful. So please come with me and be there for your boyfriend.” She was looking at you with a look so sweet of kindness that you couldn't refuse.

“Nat,” you started. You knew very well that it wasn't a good idea but the pilot in front of you had just said the right thing. You were making Bob the happiest man on earth and you had the right to participate in this happiness you were contributing. You still didn’t knew the reason why he did not wanted to go but you knew Bob. You knew there was a more than valid reason even if deep down you were disappointed not to be able to participate. Natasha was right, you had to come with her and be present for the wso. “Please tell me there’s a dress in that because I have nothing to wear.” You finished pointing the white cover as the woman in front of you started jumping everywhere.

She quickly walked towards the cover to open it and show you the dress in question. Taking it gently in her hands she explained to you that this dress was originally for her tonight but when she saw it she had thought of you, Phoenix knew she had to give it to you.

You remained silent in front of the beauty of the outfit she held in her hands. In front of you was a beautiful black strapless dress garnished with diamond of the same color. You took the fabric in your hands to better observe it and noticed that the sleeves were transparent just like the bustier of the dress. It was long and tight. The neckline was quite daring but remained more than presentable, a real gala dress. “Oh my god… Nat, I-I can’t. That’s too beautiful. I could never-”

“Shut up and and get dressed. We don't have much time left.”

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The two of you were now in front of the giant bulging were the gala took place. You had to hurry to get ready, your hair was tied up in a bun similar to nat's. You were wearing light make up and the pilot had added some accessories to bring the final and perfect touch to your outfit.

“Are you sure it’s a good idea ?” You asked one more time.

“Of course ! Take my hand.” You took it and the two of you started walking inward. Once in the room you took the time to carefully observe the decor around you. The room was decorated in navy blue and gold, everywhere people were dressed very sophisticated and chatting around glasses of champagne. Blue flowers were hung to remind the theme while the gold was only present on the tables. The woman next to you then cut in on your observation and pulled you in the direction of a group of men all in suits.

“Good evening gentlemen.” Her voice was calm and composed.

“Phœnix ! I thought you were never going to arrived.” Said friendly the blond one before his eyes landed on you. “And,” he started looking at you from your head to your feet, which made you feel little. “You are ?”

“My plus one.” Said Nat before you could answer. “Technically Bob’s one but tonight she’s mine.”

“Bob ?” Asked with astonishment the tallest.

“You’re Bob’s girlfriend ?” Asked the one with the moustache.

Right away you didn't knew what answer, Nat had just dropped a bomb and it was too late to step back and deny anything, but the fact that Bob's supposed colleagues didn't know you had cooled you. You didn't ask them to recognize you but here the fact that the wso had a girlfriend seemed to be surprising.

“No way. Baby on board actually has a baby on board with him. Didn’t know he was into younger ones.” Said the blond, you definitely didn’t liked him.

“Bagman, stop.”

“No what I mean is how could Bob even could hide that from us ! Come on, it’s not everyday you have the chance to found-”

“Jake shut up.” Cut him off moustache man.

You felt stupid. It was a bad idea. You weren’t in good position. Now you understood why your boyfriend didn't want you to accompany him, he was ashamed of you. So ashamed that he didn't even talked about you and even less your age.

As you were about to leave, Jake or Bagman opened his mouth again. “Guys chill. I’m just curious, how old are you ?”

Phœnix squeezed your hand, “Bagman if you don’t shut your mouth I’m going to do it myself.”

“Alright if you don’t want to giving me answer I will ask Bob himself.” Oh no. “Hey Bob ! Come here.” Shit. Jake had seen the blond behind him and had just called him, it was over for you. You didn't even knew how he was going to react but you already suspected that it wasn't going to be anything good. You were only there for a few minutes and you were already a problem.

“What do you want again Jake-” Started your boyfriend before seeing you. “Baby ? What are you doing here ?” He asked calmly frowning.

“I- uhm I-”

“We leave you alone.” Said Phoenix understanding that it was better for them to go away.

“Bob I’m sorry.” You muttered looking at your feet once the others were away, but before you could said or do anything else the man in front of you took your arm and took you to the back of the room were there was a discreet door. Once inside you notice that it was an office transformed into a locker room for the evening, the two of you were alone now. Completely alone. You knew he was mad. “Bob wait, I-I know it was childish but Phoenix really wanted me to come and I wanted too of course but I didn’t know it would create-” Your voice was week and trembling, you felt the tears coming.

You didn’t had the time to finish your sentence that your boyfriend's lips had just shut you up. “You talk too much.” And with that he kissed you once again, placing his large hands on your back to keep you closer. His lips were cool and tasted like champagne, you didn't knew how to react so you placed your hands on his shoulders holding yourself in place.

As you felt his tongue asking for access to your mouth you pulled away from him and quickly caught your breath. “Wait Bob. I don’t understand. You’re not mad ?”

“Mad ? Why would I be mad baby ?”

“Because I’m here ?” Even you were unsure of why he should be mad at you.

“Baby. I could never be mad at you just for doing what is right.” Now you were completely lost. He must have understood thanks to your facial expression that you did not see where he was coming from so he continued. “I was scared of the reaction of others. I didn't wanted them to judge us stupidly. I thought that by keeping you to myself you would avoid all of that but in the end it's even worse keeping you a secret.” He caressed your cheek while looking deep into your eyes. “I love you and I assume to be with you, I promise you. But people in the navy are cruel. I don't want you to suffer because of me, much less because of something I can't control.” He explained to you with worry and sadness in his beautiful blue eyes.

“Bobby. I didn’t know it was that complicated. I’m sorry. But you should’ve had told me about that.” You hugged him tight.

“I know and it’s completely my fault baby.” He kissed the top of your head keeping you even closer. “I failed, I’m sorry.”

You moved away from him, “Bob please. Don’t be sorry for that. It’s all behind us now. I love you so much.”

“I love you too.” He kissed you once again, with all the love he had for you. As if it was the last time he could kiss you. “You look so pretty. I’m so happy you are here, I want to present you to everyone.” He placed lots of kisses on your face as you giggled. “But before let me see what’s underneath this magnificent dress.”

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Navy gala

Summary : While your boyfriend is going to receive an award you finally understand why he never introduced you to his colleagues.

Bob Floyd x civilian!reader/f!reader/younger!reader

WARNINGS : asshole Jake, allusions to smut, too much words

A/N : Reader is in her 20s and Bob in his late 30s.

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ONE MONTH BEFORE

You went back into the dining room with the day's mail in your hands, you had taken a look and as usual the majority of the letters were for the blond. But this time one had caught your eye longer than the others, it was a normal letter except for the fact that the US Navy stamp was right in the middle of the white paper. You have already received letters from Bob's work, but most of the time it was quite discreet, whereas this was the complete opposite.

“For you.” You handed him the letter in question then put the others on the dining table in front of him, you walked behind Bob as he drank his coffee and bend over to put your arms around his shoulders, resting your chin on one. You were so close too him, his scent enveloped your nostrils as you could feel his calm breathing.

Strangely he hadn't changed rooms or at least hadn't asked you not to look, as if he already knew what the letter was about and that you had the right to know too.

As the wso opened the letter delicately not wanting to damage the official paper, you placed a kiss on his temple and feel him smile slowly. You were grateful for mornings like these, when Bob was off or at least started the day later, you could take the time to wake up together and have a real breakfast. You had already been living with him for a year and everything was going wonderfully. You had hesitated when he asked you to move in with him after a few months of relationship, he was much older and you didn't wanted to disturb him with your presence. But that thought was quickly pushed out of your mind when the man insisted once again, making you understand that he really cared about you and first of all, loved you.

It didn't matter how old you were and he loved the fact that you would always be near him. Even if sometimes he needs to rest after work, you know very well that he loves your energy and that you glue him no matter the time of day. Your relationship was not immediately accepted by others, but you didn't care, you only saw through him. Letting him go was out of the question. He was so kind and intentional with you, you fell in love fast. So fast.

At first he didn't believe you when you told him you wanted more than to be friends, he didn't thought that a girl as great as you could be interested in someone like him, and even less considering your age. Conversely, it seemed inconceivable to you that someone as extraordinary as him could still be single at his age.

“Oh yes the gala.” He said simply with a sigh quite annoyed.

“What is it ?”

“An invitation to the Navy Gala, Phoenix had told me won a prize but I didn't think that was really the case.” He explained to you calmly, taking a sip of his coffee still looking at the paper.

One of the things you liked about Bob was that he was always calm and collected, even when he was in a bad mood after a long day, he will always take the time to explain to you what’s wrong and think of something else. Most of the time it will be just before making love to you or just cuddle in the couch and relax. And here, even if what he had just told you seemed to be something great, he kept the same tone, in his place you would have already started jumping all over the kitchen.

“You’re going to receive a prize ? But that's great, you have to go !“ You say with a little too much enthusiasm, you snatch the paper from his hands quickly and look for more informations, turning your back. Behind you the wso says your name -still so calmly- to try to calm you down and stop you but you were overjoyed about the idea of ​​your boyfriend receiving a prize.

“Baby please.” He stood up addressing you with his usual calm tone, you turned around still in euphoria but strangely you could see on his face that something was wrong. He had a different look than usual, he was not angry but kinda annoyed by the situation. Maybe not you, but you quickly realized that the paper you were holding was not good news as it seemed after all.

You focused on him then lowered your arms trying to decipher anything, he reached out waiting for you to give him back the paper. You looked once again at it, reading the two well known names on it then handed him the paper with a sigh, realizing he didn't have that much patience this morning. “Sorry” You felt stupid at this exact moment, a little too childish in front of him.

“It’s okay” He caressed your cheek with the tip of his thumb looking at you sweetly, then folded up the piece of paper and put it on the wooden table. “I just don't want you to expect anything.”

“What do you mean ? You won a prize Bob, that’s wonderful !” You were still excited about the invitation.

“I don't think that's a good idea.” He sat back in his chair, turning his back to you again, continuing to open the rest of the mail addressed to him. You stood frozen not understanding his reaction. “I'm not going anyway.”

“But-”

“No but baby, it’s decided. Now come here please.” He patted his thigh, placing it further away from the chair he was sitting on, so that you could sit. Without waiting too much you listened to him and sat silently down on his leg, placing your head in the crock of his neck watching him reading his mail.

THREE WEEKS BEFORE

It had been weeks since Bob got the letter for the Navy Gala and you hadn't heard from it since. It had not left your mind even a second but you had not dared to raise the subject since the blond seemed rather determined. Yet, you were so curious about it, then with a second thought you understood that it was better to just forget about it.

But this afternoon when you came back home from work you saw Phoenix’s car in front of the house. You couldn't help but smile at the thought of seeing the pilot again. It’s been a while since the last time you saw her, you knew very well that her and the blond have been really busy lately. Not really surprisingly the two of you got along extremely well, much to your boyfriend's relief. Natasha was Bob's most important and only coworker that you knew, strangely he never really wanted to introduce you to the others. You never saw any problem since you had never actually asked neither.

When you opened the front door, the first thing you heard was the woman's voice coming straight from the kitchen, and as you walked determinedly towards the room, your boyfriend's voice cut you short.

“Please Phoenix stop. I won’t go to that stupid gala.”

You stopped dead in tracks. Once again the gala was causing problems.

“Bob come on ! Even if you don’t want her to go with you, I will take her.” The female answered him.

But the thing was : who was her ? Of course there was not hundred of possibilities. They were talking about you.

Ouch.

Suddenly you weren’t all happy anymore, sadness had set in. Why your boyfriend didn’t want you to go with him at the navy gala ? It was supposed to be an important night for his career, so why he didn’t want you there ?

You shook your head thinking it was silly to think that way when you’ve heard only a tiny part of the discussion. You resumed your way to the kitchen trying to make enough noise to announce your arrival, hoping not to disturb their exchange too much. When you arrived in the room the blond cleared his throat and nod in your direction, which made the brunette turn around. They exchanged a quick look but impossible to know what it meant.

“Y/N !” She exclaimed as she almost ran in your arms to hug you tight. “It’s been a while how are you ?”

“Good and you ?” You answered, trying to catch your breath quickly after that big hug. As the two of you started talking, Bob moved and stood behind you, he wrapped his arms around and pull you closer to him. The blond hugged you tight and placed a tender kiss on your cheek, while listening to what the pilot was saying. You took his large muscular arms in your hands and squeezed them slightly to respond at his kiss.

TWO WEEKS BEFORE

As you settled into your bed, Bob was reading files from work. You took the time to observe him like almost every night, his perfect baby blue eyes were focusing on the words as his thin glasses were slowly sliding down the tip of his nose but he didn't even realize it. A golden -almost grey- curl escaped from all of his hair as his torso lifted with each new breath. His veiny hands delicately gripped the paper before turning a new page, when he suddenly cut you of your observation.

“Have you ever been told that staring was rude ?” He asked without even looking at you before letting fall the paper on the floor.

You didn't know what to answer, you just stood there without saying or doing anything. The blond smirk before taking off his glasses and then leaned towards you to kiss you vigorously. You respond to the kiss by putting your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Quickly he was on top of you as you continued kissing without ever catching your breath. Your two bodies remained glued together as if it were impossible to separate them, it was as if you were one.

Your legs intertwined with his, when you tugged lightly on his hair making it clear you wanted more, then Bob took off his t-shirt before to continue exploring your neck. As you rock your hips with his, he let a moan escape his mouth before attacking your earlobe.

You didn’t knew why or how but at this moment you were completely disconnected with what was happening. Impossible for you to be in the action, “You remember when Nat was there last week ?” Your voice was controlled as if Bob was not even in the room.

“If I was being honest with you talking about my coworker just before having sex with my lovely girlfriend is not the type of night I have in mind but go on.” Your boyfriend was now too busy giving you a hickey but he let out a groan making you understand that you could continue.

“Well I heard you two talking about the gala-” the blond pulled away from you and dropped his head on your chest exhaling loudly, “Baby please. Stop talking about that.”

“But I want to-”

“And I don’t want. End of discussion.” He got up before heading to the bathroom which was connected to your bedroom.

You sat up in the bed, observing him attentively. He started brushing his teeth as if none of this had just happened. You ran your hand around your neck, feeling the part he had bitten. “Bob…” It was almost as you begged him to come back and talk with you. He didn't even bother to look at you through the mirror, you stood up and quickly placed yourself next to him. “Please-”

He spit before cutting you off, “What you don’t understand in end of the discussion ?” He was surprisingly calm but you, on the other side, started to feel angry.

“Stop that.” Your tone was cold and harsh but your voice was starting to get higher.

“Stop what exactly ?” He turned to face you completely. “You’re the one who need to stop.”

“Stop treating me like a kid. I have the right to know why you don’t want me to come with you at your stupid gala !” Using his own words create a certain effect in what you were saying.

Bob looked at you, with astonishment. He expected anything but that. “What do you mean ?”

“You know exactly what I mean. Phoenix told you to go alone if you really didn’t want me to go with you. Why ? Can’t I just know why ?” A silence took place, the wso was not even capable of looking at you in the eyes. “That’s what I thought.” You say in a whisper then didn't waste any more time and went back to the bed, you slipped into the sheets and turned your back on him, trying to fall asleep as soon as possible.

ONE WEEK BEFORE

The day had been extremely long for you, you couldn't wait to get home and collapse in your bed. It was late and the house was already plunged into darkness, the only source of light came from the bedroom. From the hallway you could see Bob half asleep, the two of you didn’t really talked since the fight, he was still busy with work and you didn’t really want to make the first move.

You walked into the room and sat on the bed to take off your shoes which caused you to wake up slightly the blond behind you. He stood up as you began to delicately take off your clothes, he could only see your back but very well imagine the rest himself. He knew every sensitive spot, every place you liked to be touched, he just knew everything about you and this gorgeous body.

You were now only in panties with all your clothes on the floor, you heard the bed move but did not dare turn around. You felt like a light breeze on your bare shoulder. Bob’s breath tickled you as he began to caress your hips as delicately as he could. He took them in his hands, in his big veiny hands, the same hands that could make you feel so good. His fingers lightly pressed against your skin, which would definitely leave a slight mark, as he continued to trail down your body leaving tender kisses.

You let out a sigh of pleasure which made your boyfriend smile. He turned you around so that you were now facing him, he sat down properly on the bed and put you between his legs. You observed at that moment, to your great surprise that he was wearing absolutely nothing. The only thing he had on him right now was his dog tag hanging on his muscular chest, the idea of ​​running your little hands over it made you blush. He continued to caress your body, not forgetting to squeeze your ass in his hands which made you smile pleasantly. As your eyes rested on his soft face, the blue eyes couldn't leave your body. You passed a hand through his hair and get closer to him at the same time. Suddenly he raised his head to look you straight in the eyes. The feeling was divine, you closed your thighs but he noticed it way too quickly. A smirk then appeared on his face as his hands came to space your thighs again.

He looked at you one last time, asking for permission. You nodded without thinking, waiting to see what would happened next. He licked his lips like a hungry wolf and took the sides of your panties between his fingers to pull them down to your feet. You brushed it aside properly, still looking straight into the blond’s eyes. He lowered his head and placed a tender but at the same time rigorous kiss on your pussy and stood up on his two feet.

He was much taller than you and in those moments you realized how imposing he was. He kissed you vigorously, taking your arms in his hands to turn you around and let you fall onto the bed. The moment he touched you, you felt his penis harden on your thigh, which excited you even more. Now lying alone on the bed, he took the time to observe you for a moment before almost throwing himself on you to continue what he had started.

THE NIGHT OF THE GALA

Tonight was the night. Finally Bob had decided that it was best to show up to the gala anyway in order to receive his award with Phoenix. After the last time you two made love, which was only a few hours ago, he warned you that he would go alone. With a little surprise for both of you you understood and said nothing more. He had decided to go there quickly without spending the whole evening, just to get his prize and chat with a few people. He promised you to come back as soon as possible to enjoy the rest of the evening together.

But poor him he could never have predicted that Natasha was going to come back to take you with her.

When Bob had just left the house a little early to go to Rooster's if you remember correctly, someone knocked on the door. Without much hesitation you were going to open thinking it was probably the blond who must have forgotten his glasses or something else but to your great surprise it was in fact Phoenix.

“Nat ! What are you doing here ? You’ve just missed Bob.”

“I know. But I’m not here for him or whatever, I’m here for you.” She explained to you while passing you for entering in your house.

You turned around and blinked several times looking at her, she was already ready for the gala. She wore a magnificent red dress which highlighted her body, her hair was then gathered in a bun which revealed her golden necklace. She smiles at you with her red lips before speaking again, “Let’s go we do!n’y have all the night !”

She gave you a big white cover in which was certainly a dress before going to your bedroom, she put her purse on the bed and pulled out a black clutch before heading to your drawers. She opened them one by one before asking you where did you put your underwear, you indicated the place by pointing your finger still not knowing how to react.

“Uhm nat-” without turning around she throws you a pair of white lace panties without even suspecting that Bob had bought these. “Nat ? Nat !” You repeat louder and this time she turned around waiting for you to continue. “What are you doing ?” You asked calmly smiling softly while showing the cover and the panties at her.

“Oh wait !” She rushed over to you and took what you had in your hands before placing them on the bed. “I’m here for you to get ready.”

“Ready for what ?” You were completely lost.

“The gala of course darling !” She exclaimed as if it was crystal clear.

“But Nat, I’m not going and Bob is already gone. It’s better if I just stay here tonight, plus he promised me to come early.” You already knew it wasn’t a good idea, the best was to stay home like you planned. This night had already create too much trouble between you and the blond, you didn’t want to fight again.

“Darling. Listen to me please.” She moved next to you making the both of you sit on the edge of the bed. “I know how Bob is and I know why he wasn’t the most excited to go to the gala tonight but please listen to me carefully, deep inside him he wants you to be with him. Things are just… complicated right now. I know how happy you make him feel and I’m so grateful. So please come with me and be there for your boyfriend.” She was looking at you with a look so sweet of kindness that you couldn't refuse.

“Nat,” you started. You knew very well that it wasn't a good idea but the pilot in front of you had just said the right thing. You were making Bob the happiest man on earth and you had the right to participate in this happiness you were contributing. You still didn’t knew the reason why he did not wanted to go but you knew Bob. You knew there was a more than valid reason even if deep down you were disappointed not to be able to participate. Natasha was right, you had to come with her and be present for the wso. “Please tell me there’s a dress in that because I have nothing to wear.” You finished pointing the white cover as the woman in front of you started jumping everywhere.

She quickly walked towards the cover to open it and show you the dress in question. Taking it gently in her hands she explained to you that this dress was originally for her tonight but when she saw it she had thought of you, Phoenix knew she had to give it to you.

You remained silent in front of the beauty of the outfit she held in her hands. In front of you was a beautiful black strapless dress garnished with diamond of the same color. You took the fabric in your hands to better observe it and noticed that the sleeves were transparent just like the bustier of the dress. It was long and tight. The neckline was quite daring but remained more than presentable, a real gala dress. “Oh my god… Nat, I-I can’t. That’s too beautiful. I could never-”

“Shut up and and get dressed. We don't have much time left.”

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The two of you were now in front of the giant bulging were the gala took place. You had to hurry to get ready, your hair was tied up in a bun similar to nat's. You were wearing light make up and the pilot had added some accessories to bring the final and perfect touch to your outfit.

“Are you sure it’s a good idea ?” You asked one more time.

“Of course ! Take my hand.” You took it and the two of you started walking inward. Once in the room you took the time to carefully observe the decor around you. The room was decorated in navy blue and gold, everywhere people were dressed very sophisticated and chatting around glasses of champagne. Blue flowers were hung to remind the theme while the gold was only present on the tables. The woman next to you then cut in on your observation and pulled you in the direction of a group of men all in suits.

“Good evening gentlemen.” Her voice was calm and composed.

“Phœnix ! I thought you were never going to arrived.” Said friendly the blond one before his eyes landed on you. “And,” he started looking at you from your head to your feet, which made you feel little. “You are ?”

“My plus one.” Said Nat before you could answer. “Technically Bob’s one but tonight she’s mine.”

“Bob ?” Asked with astonishment the tallest.

“You’re Bob’s girlfriend ?” Asked the one with the moustache.

Right away you didn't knew what answer, Nat had just dropped a bomb and it was too late to step back and deny anything, but the fact that Bob's supposed colleagues didn't know you had cooled you. You didn't ask them to recognize you but here the fact that the wso had a girlfriend seemed to be surprising.

“No way. Baby on board actually has a baby on board with him. Didn’t know he was into younger ones.” Said the blond, you definitely didn’t liked him.

“Bagman, stop.”

“No what I mean is how could Bob even could hide that from us ! Come on, it’s not everyday you have the chance to found-”

“Jake shut up.” Cut him off moustache man.

You felt stupid. It was a bad idea. You weren’t in good position. Now you understood why your boyfriend didn't want you to accompany him, he was ashamed of you. So ashamed that he didn't even talked about you and even less your age.

As you were about to leave, Jake or Bagman opened his mouth again. “Guys chill. I’m just curious, how old are you ?”

Phœnix squeezed your hand, “Bagman if you don’t shut your mouth I’m going to do it myself.”

“Alright if you don’t want to giving me answer I will ask Bob himself.” Oh no. “Hey Bob ! Come here.” Shit. Jake had seen the blond behind him and had just called him, it was over for you. You didn't even knew how he was going to react but you already suspected that it wasn't going to be anything good. You were only there for a few minutes and you were already a problem.

“What do you want again Jake-” Started your boyfriend before seeing you. “Baby ? What are you doing here ?” He asked calmly frowning.

“I- uhm I-”

“We leave you alone.” Said Phoenix understanding that it was better for them to go away.

“Bob I’m sorry.” You muttered looking at your feet once the others were away, but before you could said or do anything else the man in front of you took your arm and took you to the back of the room were there was a discreet door. Once inside you notice that it was an office transformed into a locker room for the evening, the two of you were alone now. Completely alone. You knew he was mad. “Bob wait, I-I know it was childish but Phoenix really wanted me to come and I wanted too of course but I didn’t know it would create-” Your voice was week and trembling, you felt the tears coming.

You didn’t had the time to finish your sentence that your boyfriend's lips had just shut you up. “You talk too much.” And with that he kissed you once again, placing his large hands on your back to keep you closer. His lips were cool and tasted like champagne, you didn't knew how to react so you placed your hands on his shoulders holding yourself in place.

As you felt his tongue asking for access to your mouth you pulled away from him and quickly caught your breath. “Wait Bob. I don’t understand. You’re not mad ?”

“Mad ? Why would I be mad baby ?”

“Because I’m here ?” Even you were unsure of why he should be mad at you.

“Baby. I could never be mad at you just for doing what is right.” Now you were completely lost. He must have understood thanks to your facial expression that you did not see where he was coming from so he continued. “I was scared of the reaction of others. I didn't wanted them to judge us stupidly. I thought that by keeping you to myself you would avoid all of that but in the end it's even worse keeping you a secret.” He caressed your cheek while looking deep into your eyes. “I love you and I assume to be with you, I promise you. But people in the navy are cruel. I don't want you to suffer because of me, much less because of something I can't control.” He explained to you with worry and sadness in his beautiful blue eyes.

“Bobby. I didn’t know it was that complicated. I’m sorry. But you should’ve had told me about that.” You hugged him tight.

“I know and it’s completely my fault baby.” He kissed the top of your head keeping you even closer. “I failed, I’m sorry.”

You moved away from him, “Bob please. Don’t be sorry for that. It’s all behind us now. I love you so much.”

“I love you too.” He kissed you once again, with all the love he had for you. As if it was the last time he could kiss you. “You look so pretty. I’m so happy you are here, I want to present you to everyone.” He placed lots of kisses on your face as you giggled. “But before let me see what’s underneath this magnificent dress.”

[idkwhylou]

I just posted it !!!!!!!!

[idkwhylou]

Hi guys !! I know it’s been so long but recently life was kinda hard. Anyways, I have a work in my drafts that need to be finish quickly. I think I’ll publish it this weekend. Just be prepared for older bob x younger reader. And don’t forget to wear your best dress for the navy gala ;)

Xx Lou

[idkwhylou]

Navy gala

Summary : While your boyfriend is going to receive an award you finally understand why he never introduced you to his colleagues.

Bob Floyd x civilian!reader/f!reader/younger!reader

WARNINGS : asshole Jake, allusions to smut, too much words

A/N : Reader is in her 20s and Bob in his late 30s.

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ONE MONTH BEFORE

You went back into the dining room with the day's mail in your hands, you had taken a look and as usual the majority of the letters were for the blond. But this time one had caught your eye longer than the others, it was a normal letter except for the fact that the US Navy stamp was right in the middle of the white paper. You have already received letters from Bob's work, but most of the time it was quite discreet, whereas this was the complete opposite.

“For you.” You handed him the letter in question then put the others on the dining table in front of him, you walked behind Bob as he drank his coffee and bend over to put your arms around his shoulders, resting your chin on one. You were so close too him, his scent enveloped your nostrils as you could feel his calm breathing.

Strangely he hadn't changed rooms or at least hadn't asked you not to look, as if he already knew what the letter was about and that you had the right to know too.

As the wso opened the letter delicately not wanting to damage the official paper, you placed a kiss on his temple and feel him smile slowly. You were grateful for mornings like these, when Bob was off or at least started the day later, you could take the time to wake up together and have a real breakfast. You had already been living with him for a year and everything was going wonderfully. You had hesitated when he asked you to move in with him after a few months of relationship, he was much older and you didn't wanted to disturb him with your presence. But that thought was quickly pushed out of your mind when the man insisted once again, making you understand that he really cared about you and first of all, loved you.

It didn't matter how old you were and he loved the fact that you would always be near him. Even if sometimes he needs to rest after work, you know very well that he loves your energy and that you glue him no matter the time of day. Your relationship was not immediately accepted by others, but you didn't care, you only saw through him. Letting him go was out of the question. He was so kind and intentional with you, you fell in love fast. So fast.

At first he didn't believe you when you told him you wanted more than to be friends, he didn't thought that a girl as great as you could be interested in someone like him, and even less considering your age. Conversely, it seemed inconceivable to you that someone as extraordinary as him could still be single at his age.

“Oh yes the gala.” He said simply with a sigh quite annoyed.

“What is it ?”

“An invitation to the Navy Gala, Phoenix had told me won a prize but I didn't think that was really the case.” He explained to you calmly, taking a sip of his coffee still looking at the paper.

One of the things you liked about Bob was that he was always calm and collected, even when he was in a bad mood after a long day, he will always take the time to explain to you what’s wrong and think of something else. Most of the time it will be just before making love to you or just cuddle in the couch and relax. And here, even if what he had just told you seemed to be something great, he kept the same tone, in his place you would have already started jumping all over the kitchen.

“You’re going to receive a prize ? But that's great, you have to go !“ You say with a little too much enthusiasm, you snatch the paper from his hands quickly and look for more informations, turning your back. Behind you the wso says your name -still so calmly- to try to calm you down and stop you but you were overjoyed about the idea of ​​your boyfriend receiving a prize.

“Baby please.” He stood up addressing you with his usual calm tone, you turned around still in euphoria but strangely you could see on his face that something was wrong. He had a different look than usual, he was not angry but kinda annoyed by the situation. Maybe not you, but you quickly realized that the paper you were holding was not good news as it seemed after all.

You focused on him then lowered your arms trying to decipher anything, he reached out waiting for you to give him back the paper. You looked once again at it, reading the two well known names on it then handed him the paper with a sigh, realizing he didn't have that much patience this morning. “Sorry” You felt stupid at this exact moment, a little too childish in front of him.

“It’s okay” He caressed your cheek with the tip of his thumb looking at you sweetly, then folded up the piece of paper and put it on the wooden table. “I just don't want you to expect anything.”

“What do you mean ? You won a prize Bob, that’s wonderful !” You were still excited about the invitation.

“I don't think that's a good idea.” He sat back in his chair, turning his back to you again, continuing to open the rest of the mail addressed to him. You stood frozen not understanding his reaction. “I'm not going anyway.”

“But-”

“No but baby, it’s decided. Now come here please.” He patted his thigh, placing it further away from the chair he was sitting on, so that you could sit. Without waiting too much you listened to him and sat silently down on his leg, placing your head in the crock of his neck watching him reading his mail.

THREE WEEKS BEFORE

It had been weeks since Bob got the letter for the Navy Gala and you hadn't heard from it since. It had not left your mind even a second but you had not dared to raise the subject since the blond seemed rather determined. Yet, you were so curious about it, then with a second thought you understood that it was better to just forget about it.

But this afternoon when you came back home from work you saw Phoenix’s car in front of the house. You couldn't help but smile at the thought of seeing the pilot again. It’s been a while since the last time you saw her, you knew very well that her and the blond have been really busy lately. Not really surprisingly the two of you got along extremely well, much to your boyfriend's relief. Natasha was Bob's most important and only coworker that you knew, strangely he never really wanted to introduce you to the others. You never saw any problem since you had never actually asked neither.

When you opened the front door, the first thing you heard was the woman's voice coming straight from the kitchen, and as you walked determinedly towards the room, your boyfriend's voice cut you short.

“Please Phoenix stop. I won’t go to that stupid gala.”

You stopped dead in tracks. Once again the gala was causing problems.

“Bob come on ! Even if you don’t want her to go with you, I will take her.” The female answered him.

But the thing was : who was her ? Of course there was not hundred of possibilities. They were talking about you.

Ouch.

Suddenly you weren’t all happy anymore, sadness had set in. Why your boyfriend didn’t want you to go with him at the navy gala ? It was supposed to be an important night for his career, so why he didn’t want you there ?

You shook your head thinking it was silly to think that way when you’ve heard only a tiny part of the discussion. You resumed your way to the kitchen trying to make enough noise to announce your arrival, hoping not to disturb their exchange too much. When you arrived in the room the blond cleared his throat and nod in your direction, which made the brunette turn around. They exchanged a quick look but impossible to know what it meant.

“Y/N !” She exclaimed as she almost ran in your arms to hug you tight. “It’s been a while how are you ?”

“Good and you ?” You answered, trying to catch your breath quickly after that big hug. As the two of you started talking, Bob moved and stood behind you, he wrapped his arms around and pull you closer to him. The blond hugged you tight and placed a tender kiss on your cheek, while listening to what the pilot was saying. You took his large muscular arms in your hands and squeezed them slightly to respond at his kiss.

TWO WEEKS BEFORE

As you settled into your bed, Bob was reading files from work. You took the time to observe him like almost every night, his perfect baby blue eyes were focusing on the words as his thin glasses were slowly sliding down the tip of his nose but he didn't even realize it. A golden -almost grey- curl escaped from all of his hair as his torso lifted with each new breath. His veiny hands delicately gripped the paper before turning a new page, when he suddenly cut you of your observation.

“Have you ever been told that staring was rude ?” He asked without even looking at you before letting fall the paper on the floor.

You didn't know what to answer, you just stood there without saying or doing anything. The blond smirk before taking off his glasses and then leaned towards you to kiss you vigorously. You respond to the kiss by putting your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Quickly he was on top of you as you continued kissing without ever catching your breath. Your two bodies remained glued together as if it were impossible to separate them, it was as if you were one.

Your legs intertwined with his, when you tugged lightly on his hair making it clear you wanted more, then Bob took off his t-shirt before to continue exploring your neck. As you rock your hips with his, he let a moan escape his mouth before attacking your earlobe.

You didn’t knew why or how but at this moment you were completely disconnected with what was happening. Impossible for you to be in the action, “You remember when Nat was there last week ?” Your voice was controlled as if Bob was not even in the room.

“If I was being honest with you talking about my coworker just before having sex with my lovely girlfriend is not the type of night I have in mind but go on.” Your boyfriend was now too busy giving you a hickey but he let out a groan making you understand that you could continue.

“Well I heard you two talking about the gala-” the blond pulled away from you and dropped his head on your chest exhaling loudly, “Baby please. Stop talking about that.”

“But I want to-”

“And I don’t want. End of discussion.” He got up before heading to the bathroom which was connected to your bedroom.

You sat up in the bed, observing him attentively. He started brushing his teeth as if none of this had just happened. You ran your hand around your neck, feeling the part he had bitten. “Bob…” It was almost as you begged him to come back and talk with you. He didn't even bother to look at you through the mirror, you stood up and quickly placed yourself next to him. “Please-”

He spit before cutting you off, “What you don’t understand in end of the discussion ?” He was surprisingly calm but you, on the other side, started to feel angry.

“Stop that.” Your tone was cold and harsh but your voice was starting to get higher.

“Stop what exactly ?” He turned to face you completely. “You’re the one who need to stop.”

“Stop treating me like a kid. I have the right to know why you don’t want me to come with you at your stupid gala !” Using his own words create a certain effect in what you were saying.

Bob looked at you, with astonishment. He expected anything but that. “What do you mean ?”

“You know exactly what I mean. Phoenix told you to go alone if you really didn’t want me to go with you. Why ? Can’t I just know why ?” A silence took place, the wso was not even capable of looking at you in the eyes. “That’s what I thought.” You say in a whisper then didn't waste any more time and went back to the bed, you slipped into the sheets and turned your back on him, trying to fall asleep as soon as possible.

ONE WEEK BEFORE

The day had been extremely long for you, you couldn't wait to get home and collapse in your bed. It was late and the house was already plunged into darkness, the only source of light came from the bedroom. From the hallway you could see Bob half asleep, the two of you didn’t really talked since the fight, he was still busy with work and you didn’t really want to make the first move.

You walked into the room and sat on the bed to take off your shoes which caused you to wake up slightly the blond behind you. He stood up as you began to delicately take off your clothes, he could only see your back but very well imagine the rest himself. He knew every sensitive spot, every place you liked to be touched, he just knew everything about you and this gorgeous body.

You were now only in panties with all your clothes on the floor, you heard the bed move but did not dare turn around. You felt like a light breeze on your bare shoulder. Bob’s breath tickled you as he began to caress your hips as delicately as he could. He took them in his hands, in his big veiny hands, the same hands that could make you feel so good. His fingers lightly pressed against your skin, which would definitely leave a slight mark, as he continued to trail down your body leaving tender kisses.

You let out a sigh of pleasure which made your boyfriend smile. He turned you around so that you were now facing him, he sat down properly on the bed and put you between his legs. You observed at that moment, to your great surprise that he was wearing absolutely nothing. The only thing he had on him right now was his dog tag hanging on his muscular chest, the idea of ​​running your little hands over it made you blush. He continued to caress your body, not forgetting to squeeze your ass in his hands which made you smile pleasantly. As your eyes rested on his soft face, the blue eyes couldn't leave your body. You passed a hand through his hair and get closer to him at the same time. Suddenly he raised his head to look you straight in the eyes. The feeling was divine, you closed your thighs but he noticed it way too quickly. A smirk then appeared on his face as his hands came to space your thighs again.

He looked at you one last time, asking for permission. You nodded without thinking, waiting to see what would happened next. He licked his lips like a hungry wolf and took the sides of your panties between his fingers to pull them down to your feet. You brushed it aside properly, still looking straight into the blond’s eyes. He lowered his head and placed a tender but at the same time rigorous kiss on your pussy and stood up on his two feet.

He was much taller than you and in those moments you realized how imposing he was. He kissed you vigorously, taking your arms in his hands to turn you around and let you fall onto the bed. The moment he touched you, you felt his penis harden on your thigh, which excited you even more. Now lying alone on the bed, he took the time to observe you for a moment before almost throwing himself on you to continue what he had started.

THE NIGHT OF THE GALA

Tonight was the night. Finally Bob had decided that it was best to show up to the gala anyway in order to receive his award with Phoenix. After the last time you two made love, which was only a few hours ago, he warned you that he would go alone. With a little surprise for both of you you understood and said nothing more. He had decided to go there quickly without spending the whole evening, just to get his prize and chat with a few people. He promised you to come back as soon as possible to enjoy the rest of the evening together.

But poor him he could never have predicted that Natasha was going to come back to take you with her.

When Bob had just left the house a little early to go to Rooster's if you remember correctly, someone knocked on the door. Without much hesitation you were going to open thinking it was probably the blond who must have forgotten his glasses or something else but to your great surprise it was in fact Phoenix.

“Nat ! What are you doing here ? You’ve just missed Bob.”

“I know. But I’m not here for him or whatever, I’m here for you.” She explained to you while passing you for entering in your house.

You turned around and blinked several times looking at her, she was already ready for the gala. She wore a magnificent red dress which highlighted her body, her hair was then gathered in a bun which revealed her golden necklace. She smiles at you with her red lips before speaking again, “Let’s go we do!n’y have all the night !”

She gave you a big white cover in which was certainly a dress before going to your bedroom, she put her purse on the bed and pulled out a black clutch before heading to your drawers. She opened them one by one before asking you where did you put your underwear, you indicated the place by pointing your finger still not knowing how to react.

“Uhm nat-” without turning around she throws you a pair of white lace panties without even suspecting that Bob had bought these. “Nat ? Nat !” You repeat louder and this time she turned around waiting for you to continue. “What are you doing ?” You asked calmly smiling softly while showing the cover and the panties at her.

“Oh wait !” She rushed over to you and took what you had in your hands before placing them on the bed. “I’m here for you to get ready.”

“Ready for what ?” You were completely lost.

“The gala of course darling !” She exclaimed as if it was crystal clear.

“But Nat, I’m not going and Bob is already gone. It’s better if I just stay here tonight, plus he promised me to come early.” You already knew it wasn’t a good idea, the best was to stay home like you planned. This night had already create too much trouble between you and the blond, you didn’t want to fight again.

“Darling. Listen to me please.” She moved next to you making the both of you sit on the edge of the bed. “I know how Bob is and I know why he wasn’t the most excited to go to the gala tonight but please listen to me carefully, deep inside him he wants you to be with him. Things are just… complicated right now. I know how happy you make him feel and I’m so grateful. So please come with me and be there for your boyfriend.” She was looking at you with a look so sweet of kindness that you couldn't refuse.

“Nat,” you started. You knew very well that it wasn't a good idea but the pilot in front of you had just said the right thing. You were making Bob the happiest man on earth and you had the right to participate in this happiness you were contributing. You still didn’t knew the reason why he did not wanted to go but you knew Bob. You knew there was a more than valid reason even if deep down you were disappointed not to be able to participate. Natasha was right, you had to come with her and be present for the wso. “Please tell me there’s a dress in that because I have nothing to wear.” You finished pointing the white cover as the woman in front of you started jumping everywhere.

She quickly walked towards the cover to open it and show you the dress in question. Taking it gently in her hands she explained to you that this dress was originally for her tonight but when she saw it she had thought of you, Phoenix knew she had to give it to you.

You remained silent in front of the beauty of the outfit she held in her hands. In front of you was a beautiful black strapless dress garnished with diamond of the same color. You took the fabric in your hands to better observe it and noticed that the sleeves were transparent just like the bustier of the dress. It was long and tight. The neckline was quite daring but remained more than presentable, a real gala dress. “Oh my god… Nat, I-I can’t. That’s too beautiful. I could never-”

“Shut up and and get dressed. We don't have much time left.”

»» ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── ««

The two of you were now in front of the giant bulging were the gala took place. You had to hurry to get ready, your hair was tied up in a bun similar to nat's. You were wearing light make up and the pilot had added some accessories to bring the final and perfect touch to your outfit.

“Are you sure it’s a good idea ?” You asked one more time.

“Of course ! Take my hand.” You took it and the two of you started walking inward. Once in the room you took the time to carefully observe the decor around you. The room was decorated in navy blue and gold, everywhere people were dressed very sophisticated and chatting around glasses of champagne. Blue flowers were hung to remind the theme while the gold was only present on the tables. The woman next to you then cut in on your observation and pulled you in the direction of a group of men all in suits.

“Good evening gentlemen.” Her voice was calm and composed.

“Phœnix ! I thought you were never going to arrived.” Said friendly the blond one before his eyes landed on you. “And,” he started looking at you from your head to your feet, which made you feel little. “You are ?”

“My plus one.” Said Nat before you could answer. “Technically Bob’s one but tonight she’s mine.”

“Bob ?” Asked with astonishment the tallest.

“You’re Bob’s girlfriend ?” Asked the one with the moustache.

Right away you didn't knew what answer, Nat had just dropped a bomb and it was too late to step back and deny anything, but the fact that Bob's supposed colleagues didn't know you had cooled you. You didn't ask them to recognize you but here the fact that the wso had a girlfriend seemed to be surprising.

“No way. Baby on board actually has a baby on board with him. Didn’t know he was into younger ones.” Said the blond, you definitely didn’t liked him.

“Bagman, stop.”

“No what I mean is how could Bob even could hide that from us ! Come on, it’s not everyday you have the chance to found-”

“Jake shut up.” Cut him off moustache man.

You felt stupid. It was a bad idea. You weren’t in good position. Now you understood why your boyfriend didn't want you to accompany him, he was ashamed of you. So ashamed that he didn't even talked about you and even less your age.

As you were about to leave, Jake or Bagman opened his mouth again. “Guys chill. I’m just curious, how old are you ?”

Phœnix squeezed your hand, “Bagman if you don’t shut your mouth I’m going to do it myself.”

“Alright if you don’t want to giving me answer I will ask Bob himself.” Oh no. “Hey Bob ! Come here.” Shit. Jake had seen the blond behind him and had just called him, it was over for you. You didn't even knew how he was going to react but you already suspected that it wasn't going to be anything good. You were only there for a few minutes and you were already a problem.

“What do you want again Jake-” Started your boyfriend before seeing you. “Baby ? What are you doing here ?” He asked calmly frowning.

“I- uhm I-”

“We leave you alone.” Said Phoenix understanding that it was better for them to go away.

“Bob I’m sorry.” You muttered looking at your feet once the others were away, but before you could said or do anything else the man in front of you took your arm and took you to the back of the room were there was a discreet door. Once inside you notice that it was an office transformed into a locker room for the evening, the two of you were alone now. Completely alone. You knew he was mad. “Bob wait, I-I know it was childish but Phoenix really wanted me to come and I wanted too of course but I didn’t know it would create-” Your voice was week and trembling, you felt the tears coming.

You didn’t had the time to finish your sentence that your boyfriend's lips had just shut you up. “You talk too much.” And with that he kissed you once again, placing his large hands on your back to keep you closer. His lips were cool and tasted like champagne, you didn't knew how to react so you placed your hands on his shoulders holding yourself in place.

As you felt his tongue asking for access to your mouth you pulled away from him and quickly caught your breath. “Wait Bob. I don’t understand. You’re not mad ?”

“Mad ? Why would I be mad baby ?”

“Because I’m here ?” Even you were unsure of why he should be mad at you.

“Baby. I could never be mad at you just for doing what is right.” Now you were completely lost. He must have understood thanks to your facial expression that you did not see where he was coming from so he continued. “I was scared of the reaction of others. I didn't wanted them to judge us stupidly. I thought that by keeping you to myself you would avoid all of that but in the end it's even worse keeping you a secret.” He caressed your cheek while looking deep into your eyes. “I love you and I assume to be with you, I promise you. But people in the navy are cruel. I don't want you to suffer because of me, much less because of something I can't control.” He explained to you with worry and sadness in his beautiful blue eyes.

“Bobby. I didn’t know it was that complicated. I’m sorry. But you should’ve had told me about that.” You hugged him tight.

“I know and it’s completely my fault baby.” He kissed the top of your head keeping you even closer. “I failed, I’m sorry.”

You moved away from him, “Bob please. Don’t be sorry for that. It’s all behind us now. I love you so much.”

“I love you too.” He kissed you once again, with all the love he had for you. As if it was the last time he could kiss you. “You look so pretty. I’m so happy you are here, I want to present you to everyone.” He placed lots of kisses on your face as you giggled. “But before let me see what’s underneath this magnificent dress.”

[idkwhylou]

“friends don’t do this kind of shit”

“this feels dirty” “that's because it is”

with our favourite dilf? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

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no rules in breakable heaven - rhett abbott

pairing: dilf!rhett abbott x babysitter!reader

summary: when a late night turns into a learning experience.

w/c: 2.5k

warnings: 18+ only. SMUT. corruption kink. age gap (babysitter mid 20s, rhett late 30s). inexperienced reader. making out. fingering. hand job. consumption of alcohol but both parties are lucid. dirty talk. daddy kink. talks of losing virginity.

a/n: dilf rhett and babysitter’s origin story! pour one out for the fatherless girls.

“Guys my age are just so - they don’t understand women. They think about one thing and one thing only and when you don’t want to give them that thing, you’re useless to them. It’s so frustrating,” you exclaimed, sinking further down into Rhett’s couch. 

You don’t know why you were talking about this with your boss. He should be the last person you’re ranting to about your troubled love life. But he was here and he was listening, thumb caressing your bare ankle in lazy circles. You hadn’t planned on spilling your guts to him on his couch but you couldn’t stop it. 

Rhett had worked late, something about the fences being torn down by the recent storm and it had to be fixed before the cows got out of the south pasture. You didn’t mind staying longer than planned. You loved every minute you were able to spend with the girls. Bedtime with them was easy, you had enjoyed a long day at the park, letting them play in the splash pad to their heart's content. They were both out like a light the second their heads hit their pillows. 

You tidied up their toys in the living room and made quick work of the dishes from dinner, storing the leftovers in the fridge for Rhett later. It was nearly ten o’clock when you heard the horses riding in, the bunkhouse boys being rowdy as always. Peeking up from your book when the sound of the lock clicked, you saw Rhett. Sweaty and grimy and all cowboy. His hair was curling at the ends, courtesy of the humidity. Kicking his boots off and mumbling “shower”, he was gone and out of your sight. 

You were half tempted to pack your bags and slip out before he finished his shower but you were also tempted to stay. So you stayed. You heated up a plate for him when you heard the water shut off, sitting down at the table to wait for him. You felt silly. You knew he probably wanted to just lay down and go to sleep but you missed him as crazy as that sounds. Over the past several months of babysitting his daughters, you had grown close to Rhett. You didn’t have many friends that lived close by and he spent most of his days working, so it was nice to sit down and have a glass of wine and talk to someone who was over the age of ten. 

You ignored your friends’ comments about how “he totally wanted to fuck you.” You would roll your eyes and brush off their crude comments, reminding them that he was just a friend - really, just your employer. But you couldn’t stop from wishing there was something more, that you could be something more. 

Brought back to reality by the sound of Rhett’s heavy footsteps coming down the stairs and into the kitchen, your body ran hot at the sight before you. Dressed now in a tight fitting black t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants, he looked delectable. You mentally smacked yourself for even having those thoughts. He was silent as he pulled out a crystal glass and reached for the top shelf in the cabinet, displaying a bottle of expensive whiskey. 

“Rough day?” You questioned as he poured himself a generous amount of the dark liquid. 

“You have no idea,” he responded before downing the drink in one gulp. He made a satisfied sound as it made its way down his throat. Rhett finally looked at you and he smiled softly. “You didn’t have to do that.”

You were in a daze, looking at him, watching the way his muscles rippled beneath the shirt. Finally snapping out of it at his acknowledgment of the food, you cleared your throat and shifted in your seat.

“Oh.. that? It was nothing. I figured it would be more fulfilling than chicken nuggets and mac and cheese. We already had that today,” you said, a small smile forming on your own face. 

He pulled the chair out and sat down across from you, sinking into the seat and digging into the food you had prepared. You were silent while he ate, trying not to stare at the way his jaw worked or the way his hand dwarfed the metal fork. He finished hastily, like he hadn’t had anything to eat in weeks. 

“That was amazing,” he sighed, a satiated grin on his face as he patted his belly. “Where the hell did you learn how to cook like that?”

“Had to survive college somehow,” you giggled, earning a small chuckle in return. You reached for his empty plate but was quickly intercepted by him grabbing your wrist, not roughly but it made you squeak nonetheless. 

“I got it, don’t worry about it. You’re not my maid.”

“I just wanted - I know you’ve had a long day and I wanted you to rest,” you stammered. 

“And I will. You’ve had a long day, too. Will you - do you want to stay for a little longer? Tell me how today was? I’ve got a bottle of wine I’ve been meaning to crack open,” he spoke quietly, nervously. How could this man ever be nervous? He made you nervous. 

“I’d love to.”

Nearly half a bottle later and you were explaining to him how your failed blind date went. How the guy immediately went in for a kiss when you made it to your car. Wine gave you no filter, even if it was only one glass. You knew you were in dangerous territory but you continued. 

“I truly don’t think they know how to satisfy a woman. I mean - do you guys grow out of that or is it just something embedded into your DNA?”

“Trust me, honey. Not all guys are like that,” Rhett said as his thumb rubbed a bit higher, brushing across your lower shin. It made you shiver slightly, the callus that was on the pad scratched against your skin. His eyes were heavy, squinting a little at you as his mouth twitched up into a smirk. 

“Hell, I’ve never even had a guy give me an orgasm before!” You blurted out before you could stop yourself. Your hand slapped over your mouth the second the last syllable left your tongue. Rhett’s eyes widened and his thumb stopped, mouth agape. Your own eyes widened in horror at your confession. 

“That was so inappropriate! I am so sorry, I shouldn’t have-“

“Are you serious?”

His question was genuine. He was curious. 

“Um, yeah. It’s just- well just the one time. In college when I- it was over in like, maybe five minutes? And he left right after. Oh, this is so embarrassing.” Your hands shielded your face, you couldn’t bear to look at him. 

“Hey, it’s not embarrassing. That guy was a shithead for doing that. That’s not a real man,” Rhett explained. “Your partner should always focus on your needs as well. They need to take care of you.”

Rhett shifted on the couch, closer to you. Your upper thighs were pressed against his and your breath caught in your throat. Something shifted in the air. You felt it. Rhett’s tongue darted out to wet his bottom lip as he quickly glanced down to your chest, watching as it rose and fell in short breaths. 

“Rhett-“

“You’re so beautiful,” he muttered, like he was saying it to himself. Like he didn’t mean to say it out loud for you to hear. You gasped softly. He was looking at you in such a way that it made your thighs clench involuntarily. A dark heat in his cobalt eyes that you had never seen before. You surged forward, tangling your fingers into his hair and crushing your lips against his own. 

Rhett moaned unabashedly, licking into your mouth without preamble. His hands traveled to your waist, pulling you onto his lap. You were so enraptured in the feeling of the way he licked and nipped and the way his grip tightened on your hips, you couldn’t think straight. Once your brain caught up to what was happening, you pulled away.

“Rhett, we- we shouldn’t. You’re- and I’m- we’re friends and this shouldn’t happen. It would complicate things and-“

“Friends don’t do this kind of shit. Dance around each other for months. The flirting. The teasing. I can’t be just friends with you, honey. I want- I want more with you. I can’t get you off my mind. You’re all consuming.”

His confession made your chest ache. You felt the same way. You have felt the same way for a long time and now he was here right at your fingertips. You pulled him in for another bruising kiss. 

Things progressed much quicker after the second kiss. His rough hands roamed over the planes of your body, sliding up your thighs and under your dress, fingertips dipping under the hem of your panties where your thighs met your ass. You bucked your hips reflexively, causing you both to release wanton sounds. 

“Rhett. Touch me. Please, touch me,” you whined desperately, moving your hips clumsily against his own. He laughed lightly as he pulled away to settle back into the couch cushions. Your heart was beating rapidly, a thousand race horses galloping against your rib cage. He was drinking you in like he drank the whiskey earlier, hands coming up to grope your chest. 

“You’re a dream, baby. An absolute dream.” His voice once laced with sleep was now full of lust, desire, want. No one has ever made you feel the way he’s making you feel now. It was like he knew the effect he had on you, if the smug smile on his face was any indication. “This what you wanted?”

Your nipples hardened and Rhett tugged at them through the thin material of your dress. Your own hands found their way to his strong chest, running them over his broad shoulders and up his neck. You tucked a piece of his hair behind his ear, such a soft gesture compared to the way he was squeezing at your breasts. A particularly sharp tug to the pebbled bud pulled a whine out of you. 

“I want- I need you- oh, please,” you babbled. 

“Tell me,” Rhett commanded. 

“Want you to touch me here,” you said as you grabbed one wrist and put his hand between your thighs. His hand cupped your clothed pussy and dug the heel of his palm against your clit. He hummed, pleased with how wet you felt even through the cotton. 

“Good girl. Fuck, you’re so wet. I can feel it.”

His finger traced a line from your hole to the bundle of nerves, moving up until he dipped it into the waistband. He took his time, drawing slow circles around it like he had previously with your ankle. That felt like a lifetime ago. You whimpered as he traveled lower, tracing your swollen lips languidly. Effortlessly. Even when you did this, it never felt this good. The angle was awkward but he slid one finger into your dripping hole, leading you to jerk in his lap. 

“So tight. Squeezing my finger like that. God, honey. Is this all for me?” He thrust his thick finger in and out of you at a slow pace. 

“All for you, daddy,” you moaned before you realized what you were saying. His low groan and harsher thrusts of his finger validated your feelings. He liked that just as much as you did. He soon added a second finger, stretching you more. 

“Can I- please can I touch you, too?” You nearly begged, nails digging into his biceps at the feeling of his digits moving inside you. 

“Yeah, baby. Touch daddy. Shit,” he grumbled as your hand slid beneath the elastic of the sweatpants. It took some maneuvering but you were able to pull them down below his hips. His cock was rock hard, pink tip leaking precum and you so desperately wanted to get your mouth on him. Your thumb rubbed just under the head, biting your lip when his hips thrust up. 

His unoccupied hand grabs your wrist and raises it to his face, pursing his lips and spitting a generous amount into your palm. 

It was quiet for a few moments as you both found your rhythm again. You tried your hardest to match the thrusts of his fingers but you couldn’t focus, not with the way he hit that spongy spot inside you every single time. 

“This feels- god, this feels dirty. Fuck, Rhett. Right there,” you whimpered. 

“That’s because it is. God, listen to you. No one’s ever made you feel this way, have they? Baby, shit- tighten your grip just a little- there it is. Atta girl,” he praised. 

You were so close already, trying your best to stave off the feeling in hopes of this lasting longer. But you were chasing that high, riding his fingers eagerly. He was leaking on your hand, canting his hips up to get more friction. Hushed moans and grunts escaped the two of you and you drew near to the edge. 

All it took was one gasp of your name from Rhett’s mouth to send you spiraling into pure bliss. You threw your head back in a silent scream. Your thighs quaked uncontrollably as the pleasure washed over you. It took just a few more pumps before Rhett’s release. He had leaned forward to crush his mouth against yours, moaning as he came all over your hand and inner thighs. It was all so overwhelming. All of these new feelings and questions that swarmed your brain as you both came down from your climax. 

You sat on top of Rhett breathless, wincing slightly as he pulled his fingers from you. They glistened in the low light and you saw stars when he slid his digits inside his mouth, licking them clean of you. 

“You taste good,” he said nonchalantly. “Let me get a towel so I can clean you up, okay? I’ll be right back.” He placed a gentle kiss to your lips before grabbing a warm wash cloth from the bathroom down the hall. 

Your mind was reeling. Rhett just got you off. Rhett kissed you back. Rhett said he couldn’t stop thinking about you. Rhett-

“Here you go, honey.” The warm dampness jolted you out of your thoughts and you were staring up at the man before you. His graying hair hung down in his face, framing it like a portrait. “You okay?”

“You just gave me the best orgasm of my life. I’m perfect,” you teased. He rolled his eyes but there was only affection in the gesture. Rhett pulled you into his lap once more after he cleaned you, kissing all over your face. 

“So… what now?”

“Now… I’m gonna sit here with a pretty girl in my lap and kiss her until she’s tired of kissing me. Listen, I really like you. And I know this will be hard to navigate but… I can’t give you up now, honey,” Rhett declared. 

“I really like you too, Rhett,” you affirmed before leaning forward for another kiss. It was going to be difficult for numerous reasons but you were ready to face it head on. Maybe it was okay to be a little selfish for once. 

[idkwhylou]

𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓈

I have a lot of playlists so if you want a better look, go on my Spotify !

𝐓𝐨𝐩 𝐆𝐮𝐧 : 𝐌𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤

⭒ Bob Floyd

⭒ Natasha Trace

𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐏𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫

⭒ Remus Lupin

𝐁𝐨𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐑𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐲

⭒ Ben Hardy as Roger Taylor

⭒ Ben Hardy

𝐄𝐮𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚

𝐆𝐢𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬

𝐈𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐮𝐬

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥

𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐚

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫

⭒ Tunnels songs

𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬

⭒ Steve Harrington

𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞

[idkwhylou]

That’s maybe not that much for some but thank you so much !!!!!! I got such good feedback on untouchable 🫶🏻 Right now I have a lot to deal with uni but I’m trying to write as mush as I can ;)

[idkwhylou]

A weakness for the young ones

Summary : You have a little crush on your instructor and it turns out the she does too, positive point she likes young ones.

Natasha Trace x pilot!reader / f!reader

»» ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── ««

“Are you ready ?” Bob asked, nodding towards the closed door in front of them.

Natasha nodded before opening the door, the two entered with a determined step and advanced towards the Admiral who had sent them the email just a few days ago. The mission with Maverick had happened a while ago, everyone had become heroes, meanwhile Penny and Pete had married, some of the dagger squad had found someone and Phoenix had become captain with her WSO. Everyone had moved on and stayed in touch, many missions had been done together since the first one, but it's as if nothing had changed.

A few days ago the Admiral who was now at their side had summoned Bob and Natasha to warn them of their departure, the two pilots worked as a team and were excellent instructors, they were sent to lead not a mission but a group of young pilot fresh out of aviation school. The woman had to hide her astonishment at not understanding what was the purpose of sending two of Top Gun's best graduates to take care of young pilots, while conversely the blond was more than enthusiastic to go on a mission. The deployment was going to last three months and was located in Hawaii, the goal was to train the new pilots so that they become the best of their generation like Phoenix and Bob were for their. For these three months which already seemed too long and a real torture for the brunette, she and the WSO were both going to stay in the same place to their great relief, neither of them had been informed if other pilots had been also summoned, so they had no idea if they were going to work alone or have the opportunity to work with pilots they may know.

Their house was surprisingly very acceptable, it was by the sea which was perfect for Nat who loves the sea. The place was the perfect size for two people, two bedrooms with a common room connected to the kitchen as well as a shared bathroom, it was in these moments that the woman realized how lucky she was to have a WSO like Bob, he was far from complicated and being the gentleman that he is, he had left her the biggest room that overlooked the beach. All you had to do was open the window door and you were directly with your feet in the hot sand. Of course the base was not far from this one but the local bar which welcomed all kinds of soldiers was also close to the residence.

As the man continued to explain the purpose of the arrival of the two pilots placed behind him, the brunette observed attentively the people in front of them even if she knew very well that Bob was already doing it without even realizing it, she quickly spotted two boys not listening to anything their superior said to them, she made a mental note to remind herself of their inattention. Her eyes then fell on a you in the last row, you were alone and unlike your teammates were very attentive, Natasha could see you nod your head from time to time slightly making it clear that you understood what we were talking about, which made the woman smile softly. Phoenix tried to look away but couldn't help but keep staring at you until the man's speech was over, you were pretty and had that sparkle in your eyes that made the pilot want to know more about you. She tried to remember the presentation of the pilots that Bob had given her a few days ago but it was impossible for her to put a name to your face, this evening she admits not having been very attentive in what her WSO was telling her, more preoccupied thinking about what she was going to eat and at that moment she regretted and kicked herself mentally for not having been attentive because Lord if she had seen your face she would have made only one bite of you. The pilot then lowered her head realizing what she was thinking about, it was more than inappropriate.

“From now on I will hand over to your instructors for the next three months : Robert “Bob” Floyd and Natasha “Phoenix” Trace.” Said the Admiral before stepping back and giving his place to the WSO who had prepared the day before to speak in front of the pilots. The older man greeted Natasha with a nod before leaving through the back door without saying another word, leaving the two Top Gun graduates to fend for themselves with their new students.

As Bob started his speech, Natasha paid attention again and avoided looking in your direction, but something out of the corner of her eye caught her attention and she couldn't resist any longer, while her friend explained the exercises and the program they were going to do for the next three months, her gaze fell on you again but this time if you were no longer focused on what the man was saying. Phoenix was standing next to the WSO, her arms crossed over her chest as she noticed your gaze was on her. She gave you a sweet smile and you turned your head quickly embarrassed by your exchange while she thought it was cute that you were frustrated only by her smile.

Even if the brunette knew that it was wrong to think in such a way and even more so to think of such things with you, who was now her student, she could not help but look at you and think of how cute you were. She couldn't see you well from where she was but she imagined your skin to be as soft as your eyes, she even tried to imagine the feeling of running her fingers through your hair that now were tied in a ponytail. She understood very well that it was inappropriate and perverse to look at people in this way, with such a misplaced vision. She is the first to reproach that to men who are too sure of themselves and yet at that moment she could not help looking at you and imagining what could be happening between the two of you, she could not help devouring you with her eyes. She turned her head a smirk etched on her face and again turned her full attention to her WSO who had finished his speech, he kindly, rather than strictly, ordered the pilots to go get ready for the first exercise.

After a moment the blond turned his head, "How was I ?" His voice was soft as usual but Nat could hear anxiety.

"Perfect," she said with a reassuring smile. "I felt like I heard Maverick talking.”

He laughed softly, took a stack of papers in his hand and walked down the stage followed closely by the woman, "She's cute." He said randomly looking more closely at the papers the Admiral had left him before, the woman narrowed her eyes not really understanding where her friend was talking about. "Y/N 'Beagle' Y/L/N," he continued in a suave voice as the brunette only began to understand what he was talking about. "I heard she got her callsign because she's quite energetic.” His gaze fell on his friend again, waiting for her to react one way or another to what he had just said.

Bob was a very observant person, the proof was that even though he was busy concentrating on the speech he was giving to the pilots a few moments ago, he was also able to notice that the attention of the brunette was not only on him but also on the young pilot at the back of the room. "I don’t know what you're talking about.” Phoenix's voice wasn't shaking, nothing could show the man with the glasses she was lying and yet that too hadn't escaped his notice. He knew the woman extremely well and right away she couldn't hide the truth from him.

"Never mind.” He looked again at the papers in his hands and left the room without adding anything else, which left Natasha alone on her own.

These three months didn't seem so long to her anymore, if she had the opportunity to lose herself in your soft eyes again.

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The first month had passed more quickly than she expected, Natasha even had to admit that her mission was rather pleasant. Certainly in the morning she still had to get up early but since her objective was only to train young pilots to be the bests and not to train them for a deadly mission, it is true that the atmosphere on the base was more relaxed than for certain missions. All were pretty great, these pilots were still young and had some things to learn but working with them was nice. No other pilots had joined them which left them only two for about twenty students, Bob and Nat had established a schedule divided into three parts : for the first month, half of the pilots went with the blond and the other with the brunette so that in the second month they could exchange. For the third month, the two captains had planned a group schedule where they would take care of all the pilots at the same time with different exercises.

It was quite practical that the two oldest occupied different posts, it allowed to have different complementary points of view on the practice and the different exercises therefore more knowledge to assimilate. Today was the day the groups were going to change instructors and Natasha was pretty excited about the idea, which the WSO noticed pretty quickly.

"Everything's good ?”

"Yes why ?” Her voice was soft while it was like she had fireworks in her body.

“For nothing, it's just that you haven't stopped fidgeting since we arrived on base.” He noted before taking a sip of his hot coffee while reading his program for the day.

"I'm just excited to change groups. New faces, new programs,... A good day ahead.” She said trying to be as convincing as possible when even she couldn't believe a single word coming out of her mouth. Bob chuckled lightly and set his mug down on the break room table he and the brunette were allowed to. "What ?” She asked trying to sound annoyed by his attitude even though in reality she already knew what it was about.

"You're kinda look excited to seeing Beagle."

She sighed and took a seat next to him taking the papers explaining the day's exercises in her hands before putting them back on the table being unable to focus on anything but you, you had been in Bob’s group for a month, so she didn't have a lot of opportunities to see you again. Of course when everybody was going for a lunch she had multiple times the occasion to have a glimpse of you but nothing more. She realised pretty quickly that if her WSO didn't talk about you often it was for a good reason but she didn't want to admit it to herself, he would talk about everyone in his group but never said a single word about you. Bob tried to make his friend understand that if she wanted him to talk about you, she should have to ask for it herself.

He had seen from the first day the way she had devoured you with her eyes, he found it rather amusing while Phoenix was terrified. Technically she was your instructor but within two next months the problem was solved. No, what really scared her was the fact that you were a way younger than her. You had just left Top Gun when she had already graduated a lot of years ago, you certainly had other things to do than be interested in someone older than you and still you had to be interested in women, you certainly wanted to thrive with someone else and you may have already found that person. Even though she didn't know you yet, everything she had seen of you made her want to know you even more. She observed during the break the way you were with the others and you were an angel fallen from heaven, there was no one more perfect than you.

And she wasn't wrong.

During this first month Bob had been able to observe and get to know you, from the first week he knew that you were a perfect fit for Phoenix. You didn't look exactly like her but the two of you were complementary, he wouldn't say you were shy at first but rather impressed with him but at the end of the second week he understood where your callsign was coming from. He had managed to conduct his little investigation and ask a few questions that might seem trivial for you but that allowed him to know if you were going to get along well with the other pilot or not, you were so excited to talk about the things you liked that he was sure you hadn't even wondered why he would ask you that kind of thing. The blond had come to the conclusion that you and the pilot would go wonderfully well together, she just had to accept this attraction and try something at her own pace. He knew that you liked her even if you had never said it, several times Bob had answered that Phoenix also liked this kind of music or that she too had already done this kind of activity, and immediately you had become silent and your cheeks had taken on a more rosy hue than usual. Unlike him at the beginning, there was not only intimidation or admiration towards the woman.

“Do you think that's wrong ?”

“No. And like I told you before, she's pretty cute, I wouldn't mind seeing her again after the mission is complete. Not like the other one, what was her name again ? Oh yes ! Camille-" He pretended to think before continuing in a monotonous tone, leaning back in the chair, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Okay, okay I got it !" She cut him off quickly not wanting to go any further once the start of her ex girlfriend's name rolled off Bob's tongue. "But I can't try anything now.”

He sighed heavily letting his head fall back before groaning in a despairing voice, "Why ?"

“Because. I prefer to wait until the end of the mission to avoid problems like with Camille.”

"She was a bitch anyway-"

"Bob !" She exclaimed, on one hand shocked by her friend's words, but on the other amused by his impertinence. "You can't say things like that.”

"Why ? It's the strict truth and you know it-" He continued very seriously even though deep down the two wanted to burst out laughing.

Phoenix shook her head and got up to walk out of the room quickly realizing she was going to be late and not wanting to laugh uncontrollably through the blond's fault, "Stop talking !" She cried before letting the door slam behind her.

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You were nervous. You were not the kind of person to be nervous for no reasons but today was not nothing, it’s been a month since you were waiting to exchange groups and be able to know more about Phoenix. Your little crush on your instructor was not a secret anymore, you could be sure that everyday someone from your group was going to joke about that. It was only a bit of teasing but deep in you you were completely lost. You didn’t even know this woman but if she asks you something you would do it without even thinking, she had an unexplained hold on you.

You were now waiting patiently for the woman to arrive at any minute in the room with the pilots of your group, “You’re not going to froze once she’s there right ?” Asked one of your colleagues, Rhys. Since your arrival you were sitting in a chair just in front of the door and your eyes never left that one, your leg was bouncing with anxiety.

The question of the boy next to you made you stop your movements and your head turned in his direction, but before you could say anything the door opened suddenly. Instinctively everybody in the room stand while the dark-haired woman didn’t even had the time to say anything, she entered and placed her things on the desk in the center of the room.

“Don’t worry I’m sure she loves the young ones.” Said your friend with a wink which made your eyes rolled.

Phoenix turned towards you and the boy, giving you a weird look as if she heard what he just said. Then looked at everybody in the room, “At ease.” Her voice was angelic to your ears.

All the pilots were now standing at ease when she started distribute the program of the day, explaining the first exercice. This one seems pretty easy to your eyes, while you were reading attentively the paper the older woman couldn’t help but smile at your behaviour. Now you were going to test some strategies in duo but when you looked up in Rhys’ direction, he was already with another guy. You then looked around you but it seems that everybody was with someone, and it’s at this moment that you realised that one of the pilots was absent.

“It seems like you’re alone Beagle.” You turned once again your head to look at the person who was now talking to you. “Get your helmet you start with me.” Said Natasha smiling playfully at you.

She exits the room while you were still sit on your chair in shock, tenting to proceed what just had happened. She actually knew you, which was pretty logical but still unthinkable. “It’s now or never pup’ ! Take your chance and impress your lady.” Said Rhys while the others in the room all looked at you laughing.

You exited your turn pretty quickly the room and advanced in the direction of your plane when you felt a hand on your shoulder, you jumped up a bit and turned around ready to fight as if someone was going to attack you. But the thing behind you was only your instructor with her sunglasses, which you make blush once again. “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare ya’. Was just checking the plane, don’t stress too much it’s just an exercise.”

You calmed down and nodded slowly, “I’m not stressed.” Your voice was shacking a bit but you tried to seems confidant. Your instructor then put her hands on your shoulders and applied a little pressure on them, making you understand to relax for real. “´Kay maybe I’m just a bit stressed.” The truth came out of your mouth more quickly than you wanted.

She smiled and took of her hand of you which made you cold a bit, before saying anything else you took your helmet and placed it on your head not wanting to talk anymore before you threw yourself on her. As you were walking away Natasha bitten her lip hard and shook her head slowly, trying to calm herself a bit before going in her plane too. You were so adorable.

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As Nat thought, everything all went well and you were a very good pilot. During the rest of the day she understood pretty quickly the origin of your call sign, you were really energetic which was a good asset for your work. In addition to being skilled you were attentive to her explanation, what she liked. You were really listening to her and tried to understood the best you could even if sometimes there were a lot of informations all at once, your little nods were sweet. At the end of the day the woman felt great even if it was a long day, your presence brought a lot to her good mood. When Phoenix enter the little rest room foreseen for her and Bob, she let herself fell on the couch letting go out of her mouth at the same time a sound of relief.

“Rhough day ?” Asked Bob eating some peanuts new to her.

“Quite the opposite.” Her gaze was enough for the man to understand what she was talking about, or should it be better said of whom she was referring.

The blond smirked and started talking about his day hoping that it would encourages the pilot to talk about hers. And as almost each time his plan worked, it was just a question of minutes before the woman stood up quickly and placed herself in front of her friend to start talking about her day. She started with the beginning but it was just a question of time before she starts talking about you and your abilities. As the man with the glasses was listening to his pilot he realised how much she liked you, it was only the first day and she thought that you were one of the best person on earth already, it made him smile a bit but his expression quickly faded seeing you at the entrance waiting patiently.

“I swear Bob, she was so frustrated but she did a fantastic job. I wanted to hug her to congratulate her.” She was in such complete overwhelming feeling of great happiness that she was saying silly things without even realising.

“Uhm Phœnix-” He was trying to stopped her before she could say something even more awkward.

“No Bob listen to me ! I swear I could’ve eat her out on the tarmac, just right there-” The tip of her finger was tapping the wooden table to indicate more precisely even if the blond understood perfectly the situation, and it seems that you were aware of what was happening too.

“Natasha !” His voice was raised as she flinched a bit not expecting him to get upset. Bob nodded behind her and she turned around quickly but froze directly.

You were there. Looking at her with stupefaction, completely breathless with what your instructor has just announced. You blinked twice with your mouth slightly open, then took a big breath. “Sorry for interrupting- I should go-” You turned your heels and left without thinking for another minute, you were embarrassed but on the other hand flattered but at the same time completely lost. Not knowing how to react properly it was better for you to leave the room as quickly as possible. Behind you you heard heavy foot steps but you were too preoccupied trying to catch your breath again, your all body was warm but still you felt chill in your back.

“Beagle !” You heard once.

“Lieutenant !” You heard a second time but you were still walking away.

“Y/N !” You stopped dead in your tracks.

Too scared to turn around you waited a few seconds but quickly the woman with brown hair appeared now in front of you. You thought you were going to explode, there was too much informations right now. Her smile was pure but you could feel at the same time the awkwardness between you two, you looked directly and intensely in her deep brown eyes. As she started talking nothing came to your hears, you shook your head and tried to focus but nothing. You closed your eyes and started counting in your head to calm yourself down. At this moment you felt two hot palms on your shoulders which made you open your eyes again but ignoring the eye contact was the best idea you had in mind right now.

“Y/N…” Started slowly your instructor once you seemed calmer. “I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said those things that was inappropriate.”

You raised your head, “No it’s not that…”

“Then what it is ?” Her palms were not on your shoulders anymore so you place your owns on her upper arms.

“I like you.” You couldn’t do anything but whispered it.

“I quite like you too-”

“I like you.” Louder this time. So loud that anybody in the hallway could have hear it but nobody was here. “I don’t know you but I want to. I’m not mad about what you said I’m just… surprised.”

She took off your hands on her soft skin and took them in her hands, “Then why you ran like that ?” Her voice was so sweet.

“You’re impressive.“ You gulped loudly. “Very impressive.”

She smiles as sweetly as her voice, “What do you think about we go sitting a bit and talk mhh ? I can pick you some water.” Her proposition was a good idea so you accepted it whiting thinking twice.

“Here you go.” She handed you a fresh bottle of water and sat down next to you on the stairs. “Feel better ?”

You closed the bottle and nodded, “Sorry for panicking like that. I’ve seen worse.” Your voice was quiet.

“Don’t worry that’s alright.” She placed her hand on your back, stroking it slowly.

“Is it true ?” You couldn’t stop you from asking if she really thought what she said before about you to Bob. You were looking right in front of you but you could see her frowning in the corner of your eye so you repeat yourself one more time.

“Yes.” Once again the warm from her body disappeared when she took off her hand. “I was a bit in a ecstasy but-”

You cut her off and placed your cold and wet lips on hers. The kiss was like add oil to the fire, everything was burning. Your lips moved in sink naturally and instinctively she cupped your face in her hands, deepen the kiss as much as she could. You two bodies were getting closer and it was as if you were no longer in the stairwell of the base but far from everything, far from this mission and from the titles of the navy. Just the two of you. Her nose slightly crushed yours so you tilted slightly your head which gave her a new access for her tongue to browse in your mouth as one of your hands started playing with her messy baby hair in her neck. Natasha felt so good and relieved when suddenly a voice cut them off.

“I want you tomorrow at 8 a.m. here.” Inform the blond passing by the two women without even looking at them but at the papers in his hands.

You stepped aside realizing that you had gotten a little carried away while you were still in the middle of the base, you looked at Natasha and started laughing softly. “I should go.”

“What ?” The older woman asked quite in shock. “After the kiss you gave me you want to leave me like that ?”

You widened your eyes not really sure of what to say or do, all this situation was new to you. It seems like she understood that you were completely lost so she sighed loudly and took your arm, then put a pen out of her front pocket as she started writing a phone number on your still warm skin. “Text me.” She got up and started walking away when you called out her call sign.

“What I’m supposed to say ?”

Natasha stooped but didn’t turned around, “That’s not me who just kiss my instructor.” Her smirk was maybe not visible but you could decently hear it in her voice.

As she was already far away you picked up your phone and were ready to encode Phœnix’ number when suddenly you received a message from un unknown number.

It’s true that I have a weakness for the young ones ;)

You realised that she indeed heard Rhys which made you blushed.

I already had your number, found it in your folder. Just thought it was cute to leaving you all frustrated like that.