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okay i promise i’ll try to write pookies

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helloooooooo pookies

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One last time.

(chuuya x reader)

Note: just a quick angst because i’m feeling like it :3

I have never been in love, at least before i met chuuya,when i got the job in ADA i were happy, but always had felt something missing

One night i found myself in a bar, feeling the taste of bitter red wine, thinking about exactly that when my eyes met his, Chuuya Nakahara from the Port Mafia, i've always had questioned myself about him, he was so interesting but yet so normal, or maybe i am too weird.

I know i shouldn't talk to him, but yet i did, i know i shouldn't fall for him but yet i did, that night was funny because he didn't even recognize me at first, only when i told him where i worked, but yet he stayed.

We were always in the same bar at the same time, almost everyday but only because I wanted to see him. It wasn’t a habit to drink but now it definitely is, and i kinda like it.

Until i was sent to a mission.

I don’t want to fight him… I love him… but it’s something I need to do, and I can't do anything about it. Well, there we were. standing in front of each other, doing nothing but staring into each other’s souls.

— “Y/N, we don’t have to do this.” the red head said — “then what would we do?” silence… I can't lose my job… but I can't lose him either. I bet he is thinking the same thing, maybe, we weren't supposed to be together now…

— “Chuuya… tell mori the fight went well… I'll find something to say to fukuzawa, just… please, just go now.”

that night… Chuuya felt the taste of bitter red wine alone, he wished he could at least hear her laugh one last time.

i don’t know how i should tag people but if you want to just say in the comments please 😭

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omg i’ll try to do some requests today i promise it’s just a very stressful week 😟

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okay i think i’m back… IM SO SORRY EVERYONE, I HAD A LOT TO DO OMG BUT IM BACK IG🙏🙏😭

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omg hello? 😭😭😭

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hi guys, so some things happened and I'm going to take a quick break from writing :c but I'll be back soon 💗

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omg i'm nervous, tomorrow is an important day !! wish me luck :c

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I love your work on "PM! Dazai... and Chuuya x Pregnant Teen! reader", I felt a little bad for Chuuya, do you plan to do a second part? Reunion with Dazai? I'm sorry, I just love drama hahaha. I also love your icon 💗

Hello! thank you so much for appreciating my work! :3 and yes i do plan on doing a second part even tho i didn’t really liked the last one.

(and thank you, i love Nikolai so much 💗)

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i was so tired yesterday when i did the last post help anyway im gonna try and do something good :3

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bbg….imagine-teen mommy! reader who works with PM dazai and through a LOT of drama he finds out he’s the father (drama💗) you decide the rest~ or!! Another idea!! Idea no 2; chuuya finds out its dazais kid. ((Smut or no smut idk))

PM! Dazai… and chuuya x Pregnant teen! Reader

Warnings: it can be a trigger for some people, mentions of suicide, mention of alcohol, mention of sex, suggestive but not smut detailed, it ends bad so yeah, and kind of cheating too.

Note: Heyyy so i don’t know what i did so i just did an like PLUS CHUUYA or sum but i guess it’s ok even tho i hated :3, but i really hope you like! and yes i think i’ll do an part two where Y/N finds him when they’re adults!

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you joined the mafia very young but already a teenager, you don't actually like to be there but you had no choice or where to go. When you joined you didn't want to be with anyone and you didn't actually wanted to have friends, but two teenagers around your age did NOT leave you alone, and you enjoyed it after some time! you felt less lonely.

but then things got complicated. After some time, you catched yourself attracted to Dazai, even though you knew he wasn't the best person to be with, and you denied for a long time until one day Dazai was at your door, drunk.

“heyyy Y/N, i missed you!” dazai said with a messy voice… “Dazai, what the fuck? it 's 2 AM!” you said quite angry at him, but you took him in and gave him water, trying to make him sober, “Dazai, you really shouldn't be drinking that much.” you said worried about him, after all you guys were just teenagers. “and what? were all fucked up, it wont change anything! That's why I came here, I want to experience something before I die and you can help me with that, darling.”

you knew what was he talking about even tho your thoughts are saying not to do it because youre a fucking teenager, you wanted to. “Dazai, i don’t think we should-” “shut up.” right after that he kissed you… and you didn't stop him, i mean, who would 🧍‍♀️

Well you guys had sex, and you didn't know how to react at first… when you woke up he was gone, and that confused you, but you still wanted to talk to him.

After some time you guys became very close and sex became something normal for you two, until one day you two argued about something very silly but you were so done with him that you just walked away just like he did!

well you were walking through the city when you had the thought of drinking something, and since you were from mafia, almost no one questioned your age.

Well it was your first time drinking so you didnt knew what to ask for thats when you saw your friend Chuuya, “Chuuya! hi!” you said happy to see someone you could talk to. “oh, Y/N…” Chuuya said quite… normal? “do you mind helping me? i dont know what do drink…” “its your first time drinking alcohol?”

the night passed really fast, it was already like 1 AM and you and Chuuya were definetly drunk, “hey Chuu, can we have sex?” Chuuya frozed “huh? i thought you were with that morron” “well im not dating him!” Chuuya hesitated, but he was too drunk to have filter. “i… i guess then it’s okay?” you kissed him almost immediatly, you needed that because you were still feeling bad because of Dazai… and you know he probably did the same and that fucking hurted you.

well you woke up in your bed but no Chuuya, so you thought ‘oh thank god it was dream haha’ until you saw a note of Chuuya saying he should have stayed until you woked up but he didnt want to make you uncomfortable, in that moment you thought of suicide.

You simply pretended that nothing happened and prayed for Chuuya to do that too. Well you ignored everyone in the mafia for 2 weeks, until one day you just didn't feel well and runned away from mafia because mori would never let you go earlier, well you had your suspicions you were pregnant and you were going to do the test anyway.

When the test was positive you panicked, you were 16 and now pregnant?! you just wanted to die, but now you had to discover who’s the dad, and you don’t think Dazai would be happy with something like this. You were scared, but you thought it was better to let Chuuya know, since he was the last person you had a sexual relation.

You used protection with both. so one of them just didn’t work or something, you couldn’t think about any other reason but now the problem is not even that, is that you were pregnant with one of those man’s baby.

Well, Chuuya’s reaction was kind of… not good, and you understand that since you both were teenagers and definitely not ready to have a baby, but you also told him that could be Dazai, in the end he just accompanied you to do the test to see who is the father of the baby.

Well, now you have to wait, both of you, because Dazai has no clue what is happening and he probably thinks you still hate him. You were almost dying to know who the father was but part of you didn’t want to be Dazai because you don’t know how he would react.

A call, the attendant started to talk… after a time you just asked for her to say who was, when she said, you hung up and started crying immediately.

“Chuuya, thank you for the help, but i have to tranquilize you. You are not the father.” Chuuya was incredibly silent. “Be careful, Y/N.” That's all he said.

You lefted immediately to look for Dazai, you tried all the places you could, he was in none of them.

“Mori, hello.” It was your last chance. “Y/N, can i know why you are here after disappearing for 4 weeks?” “I just wanted to ask you if you know where Dazai is.” “Dazai is no longer a part of the mafia, miss Y/N.” “what?..” “he lefted.”

You ran. You ran the fastest that you could… you hated him, you hated him so much even though he doesn't even know you’re carrying his baby.

I guess until you meet him again.

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PLEASE REQUEST 😭 (i have no idea what to do help)

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She/Her ♡

𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞:

• Fluffy

• Angst

• Smut (for some fandoms)

• Any suggestions i can try to consider!!

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𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬 𝐢 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫:

• Project Sekai (no smut!)

• Bungou Stray Dogs

• Genshin Impact

• Omori (no smut!)

• Voltron (no smut!)

• Haikyuu

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I only write x reader, i can’t write any ship contente(ICAN’T I JUST CAN’T), i write very slow but i’m trying i promise… 💔, also my first language is not english, sorry if i write or writed anything wrong, you’re free to correct me

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I also change the aesthetics of my profile a lot. 🧍‍♀️

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heyy yall, im starting an account where i do headcanons and stuff, because i have nothing better to do!! so please give me some ideas i would love to read them, im going to do some rules later but i can do smut too

(i mostly do the reader fem but i can do male too, just ask!)