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you said you were

afraid to loose me

And then you

Faced your fears

And left

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Moonlight room

she was always alone

A wistful dance , a heart of stone

Whispers of love . A distant sensation

She spins and Twirls in sad elation

Her silhouette casts a yearning glance

Dreams of love in a fleeting dance

In the silence, her hearts agitation

Echoes of longing a silent narration

Her soulmates touch . A phantoms embrace

She dances alone in bittersweet grace

Each step a plea , a silent exclamation

For loves sweet kiss a tender salvation

Through tears that fall like gentle rain

She dances on , bearing lovesick pain

In the quiet her frequent supplication

For true loves bond a divine revelation

A girl who dances alone , lost in the night

Seeking her love , her heart takes flight

A shadow dreams . A spectral formation

Yearning for love her souls affirmation

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wondering how can I heal

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I'll sit in my darkness

Craving your light from

A distance I'll never be

Able to cross

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I wanna say “ please don’t leave me “

But when I’m about to say those words

My throat tightens

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pain and blades .

Bleeding and hospitals

Pens and poetry

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sometimes I wish I wasn’t the way I was

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“You can’t just make me different and then leave. You can’t. You can’t change me and make my whole life centered around you, then leave.”

— John Green, Looking For Alaska

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- WORST CASE SCENARIO (k. m.)

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i love her,

shes the moon in human form.

she makes me feel safe

warm in her soft hands

words connected to our cold hearts

but she makes my blood

warm?

i think so.

ive never felt this way before

it isn’t love

not in the date way,

it’s comfort

comfort from what my mother should’ve gave me

sorrow that finally has turned to comfort

she’s my comfort

— sorrow

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I want butt rubs and kisses >_>

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mmmmmm miss u