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What's a guardian angel supposed to do when the person they were supposed to guard dies?

What future do they have?

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I'm starting to think cats know electronics are bad for us, and that's why they attempt to murder them every chance they get.

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DELTARUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Are you familiar with the river Styx?

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Some days I think... Did I ever want to be alive?

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Love is weird to me. Because I know it's important, but I don't really like it. I don't like it when I love other people, and I don't like it when people love me. At least when they say it and don't mean it, I can tune it out, but when you feel it... When you feel like someone else loves you... When I feel it... and I know all the terrible things I've done and that I don't deserve it... I almost just want to kill the relationship myself because it feels... Stupid... And fake... And I feel like an idiot, and I think they're an idiot, but I don't, I just say I think that because I think I'm an idiot. I'm stupid for thinking they love me. They're stupid for thinking I love them. And both of us could love each other, for real, and I'd still probably say that. The only person I really don't feel any of this too is my boyfriend, because he's the only one patient enough to understand my thoughts, at least a little. Not my parents, not my family, not even really my friends...

Just him. Just him...

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Guess I'm just... Here for now. Here and then gone. Life is temporary, but ghosts haunt forever.

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The prophecy...

Fuck it, I'm an emo boy now.

Get me some black hair dye, long black pants, combat boots or converse, a skeleton hoodie, a prescription for therapy that I'll never use, and a ray-of-sunshine boyfriend that I find super annoying, but everyone else finds cute.

If you need me, I'll be in the library, reading books on the occult and dead religions.

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I was crying the other day because of all the pictures I drew of me and my boyfriend, and he just said "You're the most beautiful piece of art I've ever seen." ... I think I love this man.

Just your reminder to back up all your art and important data on your devices.

My phone just stopped turning on, and all my art from 2020 - 2025 was on there. 😓

(Also, if anyone has any tips on how to get any of my art back from my old phone, it would be much appreciated.)

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Please God, I feel like I'm running out of options. That art is super important to me. Please...

Just your reminder to back up all your art and important data on your devices.

My phone just stopped turning on, and all my art from 2020 - 2025 was on there. 😓

(Also, if anyone has any tips on how to get any of my art back from my old phone, it would be much appreciated.)

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Just your reminder to back up all your art and important data on your devices.

My phone just stopped turning on, and all my art from 2020 - 2025 was on there. 😓

(Also, if anyone has any tips on how to get any of my art back from my old phone, it would be much appreciated.)

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Was in a zoom call where someone's pronouns were (she/her/ella) and was so far down the neopronoun train, that I forgot Spanish existed.

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I feel like I should apologize. Just for being human, at this point.

Anyone else having a self hatred problem because humans aren't being very good right now.

I expected better of us.

I'm disappointed. 😔

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Filled with hate right now... I don't even know how to describe it. It's making it hard to make decisions right now though.

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"

"Safe..."

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Someone should make a program that lets you transfer the playlists on your Spotify account to your YouTube music account. I have a giant playlist that's like 10 hours long that's been crafted over the span of like 5 years, and I hate having to start over from scratch.

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THEY GOT RID OF THE CHI FRAPACHINO!?!??!??!!?!!?!?!?!?!????!??!?