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HAPPY PRIDE EVERYONE

As a "seasoned" gay (not really, I'm only 20), I am spending my first Pride out of my seriously homophobic house. And as someone who has actually escaped and made it to my wonderful (but tiny) apartment with my soon-to-be fiancé, I have a couple of messages.

It's closer than you think. The perfect gay fairytale you have dreamt up is just on the horizon, even when it doesn't feel like it. I have felt like giving up so many times, but if I had, I wouldn't have lived through the best time of my life (literally 6 months after). Do not give up, the beginning of your redemption ark is soon!!!

It's definitely worth it. All this hard work you're doing right now will lead to the life you want or need. Getting through the now is preparing you for the wonderful things ahead of you. If that's adopting a bunch of cats or finding a way to have kids, or even just work, work, work. It is worth it, because you have started working for it, and you will appreciate it so much. I promise.

You are not alone. I grew up (and still live) in the bible belt. I genuinely didn't think anyone felt the way I felt about my gender or sexuality, and it was awful. When I found people on the internet, I realized I wasn't alone. And then, when I finally began talking to people my age, I realized a lot more people are understanding. And some even felt and feel what I feel. Wherever you are, whether it's the bible belt or the big cities throughout the world. You are not alone.

SOOOOO happy pride, everyone. Keep fighting. Keep winning. And keep being gay.

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USA people! Buy NOTHING Feb 28 2025. Not anything. 24 hours. No spending. Buy the day before or after but nothing. NOTHING. February 28 2025. Not gas. Not milk. Not something on a gaming app. Not a penny spent. (Only option in a crisis is local small mom and pop. Nothing. Else.) Promise me. Commit. 1 day. 1 day to scare the shit out of them that they don't get to follow the bullshit executive orders. They don't get to be cowards. If they do, it costs. It costs.

Then, if you can join me for Phase 2. March 7 2025 thtough March 14 2025? No Amazon. None. 1 week. No orders. Not a single item. Not one ebook. Nothing. 1 week. Just 1.

If you live outside the USA boycott US products on February 28 2025 and stand in solidarity with us and also join us for the week of no Amazon.

Are you with me?

Spread the word.

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I think ‘I adore you’ is such a wonderful phrase,, it’s so soft and loving and feels so safe and comforting

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Some more advice to the students ❤️🇵🇸

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I remember when I was younger

Kissing the person you love was described

As this big, dramatic event.

Fireworks went off in your chest,

Or the whole universe suddenly slotted into place.

I always thought that sounded overwhelming,

Exhausting.

But when I first kissed you,

It wasn't like that.

Kissing you was soft, gentle, comforting, safe.

Kissing you is like a warm cup of tea when it's cold out.

Kissing you is like rewatching my favorite comfort movie.

Kissing you is like getting home and laying in my own bed after a long day.

Kissing you is like feeling my sore muscles relaxing in a hot shower.

Kissing you is warmth, comfort, a breath of fresh air.

Kissing you is relief, relaxation, safety.

Kissing you is familiar.

Kissing you just feels right.

It's close, intimate, caring.

Kissing you is the feeling of being known, of being bare and raw and open, and not being scared for even a second.

Kissing you is love, plain and simple.

And, my god, do I love you.

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Everytime I think of you, my thought ends with "God, I love that man".

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just 2 poison frogs in luv

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More than anything right now, I want to feel your arms around me. It's been too long since I've been held by you

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qpr where at any given point one of them must be the cool-headed reasonable one and the other must be the silly goofy mischievous one and they take turns for who’s who

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Some of my most fond memories come from just sitting with you while you play video games and tell me all about the lore. Everytime you light up and ramble and laugh I find myself once again amazed by the fact that you're mine

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currently thinking about just… resting with someone. touching your foreheads together softly, hands linked between you, laying in comfortable silence. just being with someone, breathing synced, as the world is silent and the sky is dark and everything is calm.

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after a long day, there is nothing i want more than my head resting gently on your chest, your hands stroking softly though my hair, and the steady sound of your heartbeat underneath me, a comforting reminder of your presence and your love for me

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i want the small things. i want to tuck a lock of your hair behind your ear. i want our hips to bump against each other as we move around in the kitchen. i want to order a new drink for you at a bar and hold the glass for you while you take a sip. i want to see you at 8am in an oversized shirt and messy hair. i want to throw popcorn into the air and laugh as you try to catch it in your mouth. i want to button your shirt for you. i want to brush a stray eyelash from your cheek. i want to pull the covers back over you when they slip away in the middle of the night. i want all of these little things, all of these tiny moments of intimacy, all of these small ways of being a part of your life. i want to show you these gestures of my love.

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My idea of peace is laying in bed with you with my leg thrown over yours. You kiss the top of my head every now and again. We are safe.

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i love soft intamacy like yes please gently caress my bare back in the tender hours of the night, softly hold my waist as im cooking a lazy dinner for us, sit with me and run your fingers through my hair, trace the freckles on my thighs as we laze around on a day off

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