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Not in my Christian Minecraft server!

don’t worry everyone the doctor who wiki has everything under control

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I need help!

To all my Japanese and Asian music listeners out there I need help. I was scrolling through my music playlist on YouTube and I remembered about a channel I was subscribed to once upon a time because I loved their music but for the life of me I cannot remember what it's called. The last time I watched it was in the early 2000s . From what I remember it was a channel that posted 3d (I think the language was Japanese) anime style music videos with a group of school girls in all gray uniforms. I swear I can't remember what it was called and it's going to drive me crazy if I don't figure it out! Can you guys help me? 🥺🥺🥺

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Republicans destroyed so much progress since 2016, even during Biden's administration. From Roe V Wade to countless anti-gay/anti-trans legislation across several states, to legalizing anti-queer discrimination. That was all just a slight taste of Project 2025.

As pissed off as I am at Trump voters right now for accelerating the fall of the US into Supremacist Christian Nationalism, I just can't help but wonder why did Harris barely ever talk gay and trans rights?

We were the ones who uncovered it. We saw it coming months before the mainstream media did. We are the primary targets of their planned fascist system and they didn't even attempt to hide it.

Not to mention the Biden administration facilitating the genocide in Gaza, essentially creating this "Us or Them" mindset in countless voters, with empty promises of a ceasefire "eventually".

It would have been easy, but they didn't. They didn't care about Standing Rock. They barely cared about BLM. They STILL don't care about Gaza.

Opportunists at best. The rest of us are sheep. What choice do we have?

Be ready for anything.

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Translation: I hate gay people unless I can fap to them.

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EMERGENCY - If you have been affected by Covid-19 and/or LOST a loved one to Covid-19 (Coronavirus)... please listen to what I am about to say...

Do you remember the year of 2020 and when coronavirus broke out?

Do you remember Donald Trump telling the GENERAL PUBLIC that Coronavirus was FAKE? Do you remember his rhetoric about how coronavirus was the government's excuse to keep you in your house so they can take over the country?

These were the types of things that happened DURING ONE OF OUR COUNTRY'S MOST DEVASTATING TIMES... He DIVIDED us and started chaos!!!

Think of all the innocent and wonderful lives that WERE LOST FROM CORONAVIRUS!!!

Thousands and thousands of individuals BELIEVED Coronavirus was fake, because Trump wanted people to believe it! And thousands and thousands had DECIDED to NOT get vaccinated.

Please... DO NOT FORGET HOW THINGS WERE WHEN TRUMP WAS IN CONTROL AND DO NOT FORGET HIS NON-SENSE ALLEGATIONS!!

And...

Don't you DARE let those that died from Coronavirus BE FORGOTTEN!!!

Please.... do NOT vote for Donald Trump!!

ANYBODY would be a better option than Trump!!

Please VOTE!!!

(My "Freedom of Speech" is being violated IF I CANNOT BLAZE THIS!)

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This joke is inherently incorrect and also old enough to be a dictatorial US president. The teacher's pretty based tho.

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My Taimi profile: Hai i'm ace really just looking for friends

Some girl: Hai i'm horny

me: what the fuck-

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there absolutely are. I've met one-

Do you think the aliens stay away because they aren't into our fetishizing ways?

what

better question, are there aliens with a "humanplay" kink where they play out a scene in which they have regular boring cishet sex?

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Do you think the aliens stay away because they aren't into our fetishizing ways?

what

better question, are there aliens with a "humanplay" kink where they play out a scene in which they have regular boring cishet sex?

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"Narcissistic Abuse is a special kind of abuse"

We've all heard it before... Let me, someone who does experience empathy, prove that this stereotype is complete and utter bullshit.

I was abused by my mom for over 20 years. The shit that she did to me fits the "narc abuse" stereotype perfectly. Even now, nearly everything she does and says to the rest of the family is heavily self-centered

"I am your mother, you will do as I say because I said so."

"Don't you know what I did for you? I gave you food, water, clothes.... You should be grateful to me."

"Don't you understand that you have to respect your mother?"

"I get it. I'm the worst mother in the world." (sarcastically, when no one even attempted to imply that.)

I can not even count the number of times I've hearn those things in any given day. Meanwhile, if there's one thing I know about her, it's that she is FULL of empathy. There are times when she deliberately avoids that empathy because of religion or "family values" and other types of indoctrination, which is a whole other conversation itself on how that shit promotes abuse, but nonetheless, the problem is not NPD.

I see her heart hurting for countless people all over the world. She cries for children in Gaza, she's more than horrified by dark humor, she's scared for MY safety and wellbeing, and I see that but that doesn't make her any less of an abuser.

She still landed me in the hospital over a broken... "down there" area, when I was five... She still hit me at least five times a day until I was 8, She still threatens to hit us nowadays despite being completely unable to do so, she still belittled me for all my autistic traits, fuck she belittled me for being left-handed.

And she did all of this knowing full well that I was suffering as a direct result. And she did not "like" it. She was watching the pain that she put me through, and it hurt her too. And what did she say through all of that?

"Grow up."

"The world isn't gonna hold your hand."

"Why are you being so difficult?"

Empathy did not stop my mother from doing any of the shit she did.

And here I am, as someone who also experiences empathy... asking myself "would I be an asshole if I didn't?" And I think back to my childhood... You'd think the answer is yes, because I was a total asshole when I was ten. But despite experiencing empathy, most of my moral code is built on logic instead. Asking questions and observing the world and absolutely despising a lot of the double standards that I grew up with.

"Atheism is worse than killing a hundred people? How is that just? What the fuck is wrong with you?" (me, in my head, at 11-years-old, coming to that conclusion WHILE avoiding my empathy, something that I was taught to do because "rules are rules")

I might not experience actual NPD, and sure, it feels like an oxymoron to be using empathy to mentally simulate a lack of empathy, but I can still damn well put 2 and 2 together and see that the problem is, in fact, SYSTEMIC in nature, and not caused by a fucking mental disability.

Hell, I'm pretty sure I inherited my autism from both my parents, but as several people out here put it, that doesn't make any of their actions "autistic abuse". What a fucking concept.

Dear Narc Abuse Believers,

You aren't going to heal from your traumas until you stop blaming everybody's actions on narcissism and stop using NPD as a scapegoat. NPD has nothing to do with abuse, it is just a mental disability that you dislike the traits of.

Once you admit that your abuser abused you because they are abusive, you will start the healing process. You cannot blame abusive behavior on anything except for the abusive person, because they are the abuser, they have hurt you, a mental disorder did not. You are only hindering your healing from abuse when you blame it on things that are completely separate from it.

NPD is not the excuse. NPD is not the explanation. Abusers abuse because they are abusive.

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screaming techocore demon guitarist ninja pirate baby outlaw. also tiddies

See, I'd clarify but you only gave me 10 words.

explain your gender in 10 words or less without using boring words like “male”, “female”, “nonbinary”, “masculine”, “feminine” or ��androgynous”.

go!

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A friend pointed out that he's more likely ADHD instead... Therefore the joke doesn't work anymore so I'm gonna crawl into the dungeons never to be seen again...

This guy is a robot. That much is obvious.

But he's also verly clearly autistic

I call that Robotism.

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I thought this was fake but then I looked it up...

And remember, kids, the next time someone tells you "oh, Disney wouldn't do that" Oh yes they would.

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I havent seen Freakazoid but Billy is definitely a kid-friendly aroace deadpool.

Would anyone get mad if I compared to Billy Kid to Deadpool and Freakazoid?

Like, the red color scheme and guns of Deadpool with Freakazoid's being child-friendly and cartoony animation

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read and reblog please

I want to make sure this information gets through to everyone: the racist genocidal German state could deport Bilal @bilal-salah0 within the next week, after he lost his job and home, heaping cruelty after cruelty onto this young man who has been working nonstop to provide for his family facing genocide in Gaza.

he's supporting 18 people there, including 8 kids under age 16. now Bilal needs to finish fundraising for his family before August 15th when he could be deported. that's one week from today.

Bilal needs to raise €25000 in the next 7 days to make sure his family has enough to survive if he can no longer fundraise. Bilal shared this dire news with us on Tuesday, but in spite of thousands of notes on @malcriada, @appsa, and others' posts about the situation, the campaign received only €3650 in the last two days.

it seems like people are somehow not seeing the urgency and severity of the situation. donations also slowed over the past week because Bilal couldn't be online to promote the campaign, and because of the recent racist attacks against fundraising efforts here. there's a lot of ground to make up and very little time, but we can do it. please donate any amount you can, those €5s add up if enough people help. reblog this as well as the posts linked above, and tell your friends and social media outside tumblr. and most importantly, seriously, please donate whatever you can. we need to come through for Bilal's family now, not later. please take this seriously, please help them.

August 8th: €75,467 / €100,000

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PT: read and reblog please

I want to make sure this information gets through to everyone: the racist genocidal German state could deport Bilal @/bilal-salah0 within the next week, after he lost his job and home, heaping cruelty after cruelty onto this young man who has been working nonstop to provide for his family facing genocide in Gaza. now Bilal needs to finish fundraising for his family before August 15th when he could be deported. that's one week from today.

Bilal needs to raise €25000 in the next 7 days to make sure his family has enough to survive if he can no longer fundraise. Bilal shared this dire news with us on Tuesday, but in spite of thousands of notes on @/malcriada, @/appsa, and others' posts about the situation, the campaign received only €3650 in the last two days.

it seems like people are somehow not seeing the urgency and severity of the situation. donations also slowed over the past week because Bilal couldn't be online to promote the campaign, and because of the recent racist attacks against fundraising efforts here. there's a lot of ground to make up and very little time, but we can do it. please donate any amount you can, those €5s add up if enough people help. reblog this as well as the posts linked above, and tell your friends and social media outside tumblr. and most importantly, seriously, please donate whatever you can. we need to come through for Bilal's family now, not later. please take this seriously, please help them.

August 8th: €75,467 / €100,000

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"Lol my intrusive thoughts won"

Bitch, you're eating ice cream. That's not intrusive thoughts.

Intrusive thoughts are the kind of thing that stop you from watching a seemingly cool Y-7 rated show on Netflix because your first exposure to said show was a thumbnail of a fanmade video on a certain website-

Intrusive thoughts are like "Wouldn't it be nice if it was me instead of Isaac?" when you're literally 6 years old and then freaking out because why the fuck would I think something like that?

Intrusive thoughts are like "I wanna die but then everyone who cares about me would be sad so I should kill them first."

They are thoughts that you hate living with... In fact, I don't think "hate" is a strong enough word here. These are thoughts that make your life a living hell. They are distressing. They are terrifying.

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Saw a bumper sticker that said "jesus name above all names"

it was underneath the car's logo...

So that was funny...