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"Smile, because it confuses people. Smile, because it's easier than explaining what is killing you inside" - The Joker Ft. My Unicorn

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The battle within

I'm losing

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Cheers

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january 11, 2015

i just want to talk to someone about my thoughts and feelings

but i can’t. 

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january 13, 2015

have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out?

so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into

pieces

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I can never turn down alcohol

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Drowning my problems

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"Certainty of death, small chance of success, what are we waiting for?"

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I'm there for so many people but it's hard for me to open up to a person and when I do they don't even pay attention to when I'm trying to pour my heart out and it makes me feel like nobody cares

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Literally me when I should be sleeping but I'd have my iPod glued to my hand or I'm gaming

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This right here is just happens to be my life and just having it in my hand just makes me feel comfortable. Which is a bad thing because I shouldn't have to have this in my life to feel comfortable. This device is controlling my life.

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I try not to think about it, my life was full of drama, stress, worrying, crying ect so I finally moved out and I graduated highschool. I felt better but it hasn't even been a month and now I wake up sad again. I can't stop thinking. I continue to worry, I need a job and I need to go back to school but I have no motivation. I don't usually go hangout with people but my usually right to play days and recently movies days. Before I moved I would always stay at my sister and it was like a second home. I would want to cry and tell her when she left "don't leave me here" I miss all my good memories through the years but through out the years was a lot of rough times. I regret a lot. I feel like I can't keep friend long and it sucks. My family feels broken I love my parent and then my sibling regardless. I need to get my life together but instead I stay up late over thinking, crying, then waking up sad with the same routine. If I have nothing to do that say I just lay in bed wishing my life was together.

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Death on We Heart It.

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Hahaha

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These dreams need to be fixed

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