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Throwback to my most popular post that I never expected anyone to relate to🤪😘

I low-key wanna attempt suicide just so i can get admitted to a hospital and people can actually know that im not okay and care for me a bit, im just tired of pretending to be okay all the time.

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Even having the energy to get up and sh is hard

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No one gets it

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Me everyday fr

crying so hard that i get a headache from the dehydration

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In the end, its just people acting like they care right? I'll avoid being sad infront of others, ik everyone hates to listen about my sadass life, no one actually cares.

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It sucks when you know you are a shit child but still fail to fix yourself and keep messing everything up even more

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Tw sh ed This is horrible, i was telling him about how i wont start weight loss cuz then my eating disorder will relapse, my health will be bad, low self esteem and self harm will get worse. He doesnt knw im struggling with self harm again but he said perks of being rich you have rich people problems like im sorry. It sucks even more cuz i do seem rich but my family does struggle with money, my dad never shows it but its visible in his face. He was the one person i felt like i could truly tell i need to cut myself but now i dont think ill ever speak about my mental health to him. He then said jokes apart i love you so much baby but it hurts so much like idk what im gonna do now when i feel low how im gonna tell him about my self harm urges. I know it was a joke but i struggled so much because of ed. Honestly feels like im the problem for not taking a joke. We are in long distance too or he couldve seen me cry.

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Wdym its time for school, its actually time to manipulate people into thinking im sane and happy when i think about kms everyday.

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Too many broken sharpeners.....

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Its not even about losing weight anymore

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Yeah i was wrong, shouldnt have stopped ed behaviors got told i look fat. Tips to relapse properly pls <3

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Part of loves eating everything is enjoying everything, spends good times at family dinners, and part of me wants to relapse so bad

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Hi people, got told i look fat fatish(translating my native lang) today and lets see if i end up relapsing because of this :)

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Why am i so huge

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Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

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Almost did it