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Can't stop brainrotting about Izana Kurokawa playing guitar and singing the song Ashes by Stellar. I feel like it suits him well and he'd be totally into it.

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Of course I'll get involved in a new fandom only to realize my fave is the trashiest gremlin of the bunch!💕

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NSFW Black Clover Confession:

There are two sandwiches that I would like the be in the middle of:

1. William and Patri

2. Mereoleona's left & right thighs

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You can't kill me.

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BSD Character Relationship Songs:

A/N: These are just songs that remind me of each character if they were in a relationship. Just a bit of fun since I haven't posted in over a year. Let me know if you want my picks for any other characters!

Osamu Dazai: Lovely by Twenty One Pilots

Doppo Kunikida: Bring It On Home by Little Big Town

Akiko Yosano: Just The Girl by The Click Five

Edogawa Ranpo: Something Just Like This by The Chainsmokers & Coldplay

Atsushi Nakajima: Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows

Chuuya Nakahara: Shivers by Ed Sheeran

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa: Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls

Fyodor Dostoevsky: Take Me To Church by Hozier

Edgar Allen Poe: Pardon Me by He Is We

John Steinbeck: One Thing Right by Marshmello & Kane Brown

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It's been a long time since I posted anything and I probably still won't be very active for the time being, but I am happy to announce that my main simp and I have perfect chemistry!

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*Chapter 97 SPOILERS* *TW: Brief mention of drug use*

Fun little thing I noticed in this frame- Dazai is injecting into his upper arm closer to his elbow, which is what you'd usually see with drug use or like a regular blood draw, whereas Fyodor is injecting closer to his wrist in a location similar to where an IV would be placed. I have furthered my headcanon that Dazai has done some hard drugs and Fyodor was frequent ill and hospital bound as a child.

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Otherworldly - LovecraftxReader

This is a request for @ravenina14 Latina Fem Reader x Lovecraft -NSFW- If you are not 18+, do not read! TW: Tentacles

A/N: This is only my second time writing smut, so I apologize if it isn't quite as good as some others. Ravenina, I hope this is what you had in mind! I had an idea for this and I didn't want to put it off and forget it, so I wrote it kind of quickly.

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The ocean air along the Pacific coast was thick from the humidity. A hint of salt and seaweed invaded your nostrils as you buried your tanned toes deeper into the sand, the weight of your body falling back onto your elbows as you laid out on the beach. He'd been gone for four months already, your corazón. Letting your shoulders press back against the sand, you lowered your head the rest of the way to stare up at the bright blues in the sky, the sunshine creating a searing glare along your retina. Instinctively, you raised up your left hand to block the rays, giving your honey colored eyes the reprieve they instantly ached for.

The warmth was a pleasant sensation along your skin, exposed completely aside from the scant amount of covering your two-piece swimsuit offered. Your eyes glanced over your hand, stopping at the jewelry around your ring finger. Strange symbols inscribed along a glittering rock you knew next to nothing about. He'd given you this ring as a promise of his love. It was a piece of his history, something otherworldly. There was no other ring in the world like it. You felt tears of happiness prick at the corners of your eyes at the memory. Waving your free hand over your face, the tears lifted away from your eyes, floating in the air playfully. Rhythmically flexing your slender fingers, the drops danced in the air before you sent them off to the ocean with the flick of your wrist.

The stories of sirens that showed up to place where women's tears fell into the ocean crossed your mind, as you wondered whether Lovecraft could sense them. Your mind began to trail off distantly before a much larger shadow than that of your hand blocked your view of the sun. Sitting up, you saw your amor standing before you, thoroughly soaked with seaweed sticking straight out from the side of his long, drenched hair. Your hand came to your mouth as you half-heartedly tried to stifle your giggle, only to erupt in joyous laughter before rushing to your feet and wrapping your arms around him.

"You're home!" You exclaimed brightly, pulling the seaweed from his locks and caressing his pale face, the caramel of your hand creating a pleasing contrast. His eyes dropped down to meet yours, as he stared deeply. "Why were you crying, mi reina?" Dark eyes scanned over your features as if he could find the answer to his question there. "I was just remembering our vows. You don't need to worry so much!" Placing a gentle kiss on his cold lips, you took his hand in yours, happily eyeing your ring. A sly smirk split across your face as you looked back up at him.

"Do you mean to tell me, that at any time, I could have cried into the ocean and you would have come?" You couldn't fight the small pout tugging at your lips. "Of course." He deadpanned as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. Playfully smacking his chest, you retorted "Howard, do you have any idea how lonely it's been these past four months!" "Of course." Again, he stated it simply. You were about to open your mouth again to complain until you felt his lips cover yours in a fierce kiss. "Because I've been lonely, too." He finished.

You couldn't argue with the way his kisses made you melt. Pulling him back to you, your arms laced around his shoulders as his long slender arms secured around your waist. Running your hand along his soaked hair, droplets of water followed along its path until it fell to the ground, leaving his hair dry. His cool hands found their way to the edge of your butt, squeezing roughly before hoisting you up, your legs instinctively wrapping around him. The thick plush of your thighs against his bony hips was soothing for him and you could feel the effects you had on him as his dampened clothes pressed into the bikini cloth covering your core.

Reacting to the wet heat pressed into your nether regions, you felt your own body yearning, a distinct slick feeling between your folds. His slim hips began gently grinding forward causing your breath to hitch as he murmured over how much he had missed you during his mission with The Guild. Holding back a whimper, you pulled your chest back away from him slightly. You bit on your thick, plump lip as you ran a hand through your dark, curly locks. "Howard, I don't think we can do this here. Someone might see us." You glanced around noticing the other beach-goers sprinkled about the sands. Ghostly lips formed into a mischievous smirk. "Then we'll do something they can't see, cariña."

In that moment, you felt something hot and wet wriggling and squirming along your thigh. Recognizing it as part of Lovecraft's ability, you felt yourself relaxing, allowing your legs to open wider as you placed more of your weight into his hands. The tentacle of his ability made its way to the front of your bikini bottoms, gently prodding at the wet spot that had already begun to form. Your head lolled back as the tentacle brushed up and down over your clothed slit, hips gyrating to create more friction. Pleading eyes met Lovecraft's orbs full of lust, your breathing heavy with desire and the humid air. "Please" was the only word you could manage before you felt the fabric of your bottoms get pushed to the side while a thick, engorged tentacle took to filling you.

Howard covered your mouth with a kiss, muffling the sound a moan before it could escape your lips. Your hands grasped desperately at his shoulders, the collar of his long jacket, his scalp, anywhere you could touch. The tentacle pumped in and out of you at a slow pace as another came to join, slithering in circles around your clit. You could feel the knot in your stomach building like a burning fire. Lovecraft's tongue found its way into your mouth, battling for dominance and easily winning. His kiss began mimicking the ministrations below, leaving you breathless.

The smaller tentacle moved gracefully up along your hips and stomach to reach your perked nipples. Giving each proper attention, your mind was beginning to blank. Suddenly, the thick tentacle barraging your insides sped up its pace, fully ramming you. Tears of ecstacy began falling from your eyes as you began to near your peak. Having toyed with your nipples until they were stiff buds, the smaller tentacle retreated back to its assault on your clit and you felt the knot inside of you snap. Every muscle in your body tensed rigid. Your pussy squirted violently between the two of you, coating both tentacles and soaking your swim bottoms. Looking up at Lovecraft with your dazed eyes, you struggled to catch you breath as your body was overcome with warm relaxation. "I love you, Howard. Please don't leave for so long again." His usually dull eyes lit up with a light spark. "Of course." The smile splitting his face was too joyful for you to be mad at his lame attempt at humor as you hugged him tightly.

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May I make a request in messages , it’s kinda specific?

Of course! My ask box and direct messaging is always open!

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Comfort Headcanons Masterlist

Loss of a Loved One: Fyodor/Dazai/Akutagawa/Atsushi

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Comforting S/O after the loss of a loved one Headcanons:

Fyodor:

He understands that he knows nothing of the emotion that you're going through, so he really is kind of going through a fake-it-until-you-make-it version of empathy. He might not ever grieve the loss of a loved one, but he knows you're in pain and he wishes deeply that he could alleviate that pain somehow. He is also grateful to your loved one on some level as they helped form you into the person you are that he loves today. He will take over your daily health needs during your grieving process. He will make sure you eat, drink water and are getting proper sleep. He will run baths for you and sit next to the tub with you in silence. He's seen how people are supposed to comfort others in this process and knows all the cliches people say, but he can't bring himself to say them to you since it's not a movie and it is your real life and feelings. Overall, he will mostly be a silent caretaker for you until you are feeling more yourself again.

Dazai:

Contrary to Fyodor, he understands exactly what you're going through and how you're feeling. He will be extremely watchful over you in looking for any symptoms of deteriorating mental health since he knows how he felt after losing Oda. At first, he'll be tempted to distract you to help take your mind off it, but in the end he will decide that you need to focus on processing everything. He is ever-present during your grieving, so if you are someone who prefers to process emotions alone, he might get a little too clingy for your taste. He is just incredibly worried about you and he doesn't want to run the risk of you doing something dangerous in your grief. He will shower you with hugs and affection and be a listening ear for every emotion you have, he'll even be your punching bag if he thinks it will help. Overall, he is desperate to see you shine again and for you to know that you are loved.

Akutagawa:

He is mad. Not at you, but at pretty much anyone else involved in the situation. Depending on how you lost your loved one, it could be the doctors, it could be the deceased, it could be someone related to their cause of death. If it's the third option, he will kill anyone who caused the incident. He is also mad at himself for knowing that he will die at some point and put you in as much, if not more, pain than you are in right now. He tries to talk about death with you together and talk openly about how the situation affects you both. Not known for his emotional prowess, it does take a lot of effort on his part. He will spend hours talking through everything with you and discussing every facet of loss and grief. But, he also doesn't press you to be anything other than grieving. There's no rushing your process. He is comfortable sitting with you in an uncomfortable situation without putting any constraints on how you should behave. Overall, he gives you the time and space to figure yourself out and pull yourself up with him by your side.

Atsushi:

His heart would be hurting for you, watching you grieve. He's never really had anyone before you, so he can't even imagine the kind of pain you're in. He would straight out ask you what you need from him and do everything he could to give you what you need. Being an orphan and separated from the other kids, he never had to really deal with the concept of loss in that way, but he still views life as something precious and he would also want to help you celebrate the life of your loved one as well as grieve their loss. He would be strong for the both of you, but also a soft and gentle place to rest your head. He will help you in any social settings and make sure to steer situations in ways that you can cope with so you won't be overwhelmed. If he knows certain places will remind you of your loved one, he will help find routes to avoid those locations, unless you've expressed that you would like to go. He keep conversations away from your grief unless you've stated that it is alright. Overall, he will create clear lines of communication for you to tell him what you need as well as him communicating those needs for you to those around you.

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My man is back💕

“That’s an amazing idea.”

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I know I said I'd be back this weekend, but I have a parent in the hospital, I'm working on immigration paperwork for my husband, and I just can't seem to find the motivation to write anything right now. I am going to take this time for myself and I cannot say when I will be ready to write. Don't worry about me, though, because I'll be fine for sure, just focused on lots of other things. Love you all!

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I think I probably seem a lot more girly and innocent online than I am in person.

hi! i saw this picrew going around on twitter n wanted to bring it here :):)

irl vs online persona !

link to picrew here !

taggin @anxiously-scared @tpwkatsumu @vanilla-beanzz @fukoronoko @u-make-my-heart-tsumtsum @bisexualmattholtstan @b0ku4ka @thechrysialid and anyone else who’d like to do it :)

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hi eri :D how was ur vacation?? i'd love to hear about it!! <33

It was fantastic!!! I went with my husband to visit an old friend of mine who I hadn't seen in 5 years!!🥰

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Back from vacation! I should be able to upload more next weekend since I was too busy this weekend.

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Chuuya Mood Board: