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[inmyblueparadise]

Hey there! I'd love to read your stuff but I just want to let you know that half of the links on the 6th-1D-member masterlist don't work (on mobile at least). They all redirect to a blog that apparently doesn't exist anymore (?)

Xx

Hi !

Omg thank you so much love ! I'm going to check it out :)

xx

[inmyblueparadise]

Hi there! Idk if you're taking request but if you are, then could you do something where after the hiatus y/n is promoting her new album and a sexist interviewer basically suggest that now that she doesn't have the boys her career will go down? And basically she just handles it in a badass way? Maybe the boys defending her...

Its a bit long but if you are not able to do it then its ok! 🙂

love you works tho!! ✨💕✨

Hii lovie, I'm so sorry I'm just awsering this right now ! But thank you so much for the love, it made my day babe !

Let me know what you think :) xx

Deciding to go on a hiatus, was probably the hardest decision you had to take. It's not that you didn't want to stop, but as of right now you just couldn't. Mentally and physically, all of you were exhausted. After 5 years of touring, recording, and putting albums out, promoting, interviews and so and so. You just needed a minute to breathe. 

And you did it. You went on a looooong vacation, sleeping and tanning for most of the time. You also reconnected with your family, spent time with your friends, and just lived. You also needed this time off to discover yourself. Who were you ? You were not just the girl from the band, the 6th member, you were now a grown woman, with ideas and dreams. 

That is what you tried to put into your first solo album. Your growth, your story, your style..Your album « A Letter to Me » came out to the world. It was your baby, an homage to the boys, to your family, and your younger self, because you made it. But there is one thing that you were less excited about. THE PRESS. You knew you had to give interviews as part of the promotion for the album, but you were not excited about it. While you were in the band, it was fun. You were never alone, always with at least one of the boys if not all of them. You made jokes and you relied on each other. But now, you were going to have to face it all alone. The first week of the promo went by quickly you were excited. to perform for the fans, the journalists were nice enough, so it was a good start. But you knew it could change reallllllly quickly and boy you were right ! 

You were actually sitting in a hotel room, all dolled up and dressed for your last interview of the day. A man walked in and gave you a smile before sitting in front of you, and introducing himself. 

Hello Y/N, I'm Joe from People Mag. How are you ? 

Hi Joe, I'm good thanks how are you ? 

Good, shall we start ? 

Let's go.

The interview started pretty much like the others, with questions about the songs, and the album. He was insistent on your relationship status but stopped when. he saw you wouldn't give him the answer he wanted, and that's when the interview took a weird turn. 

"So, Y/N, you started your career while in the band One Direction". 

"Yes, I did"

"All of the members put out new music, album, and singles, and they are doing pretty well, do you think you would do as well as them ?" 

"Well, when you put out a project, you want it to do good. Like every time we put out an album with the band, we wanted the fans to like it. And now that I'm on my own, I have to say it's a little more stressful because it's only, and I don't know < how the fans will react to the styles and everything but it's also exciting to be able to do this. You said, avoiding the question about the boys, but he came back to it." 

"Because, and I don't mean to put any pressure on you, but Harry for example did really great with his album do you want to do better than him ?" 

"It's not a competition. You said, trying to keep a smile on your face. There is enough of that in the music industry. Every time one of the boys put out a song or any project, I'm the first to listen to it, and send my love. I know firsthand how talented they are, and I am extremely proud of Harry for putting together such a great album that he is proud of and that his fans are happy to listen to. Do I hope the fans like my album, sure, but I'm not here to try and sell more than my friends, it's not what I'm about." 

"Good for you Y/N, and I mean you probably won't have the same success as them anyway.."

That's when you started boiling inside. 

"And why is that ?" 

"Oh, I mean that you were just the girl of the band, and people were fans of the band and now that you are alone, you are just a girl in the industry.."

"So you think that because I don't have the boys with me now that I won't do good ?" 

"Yes exactly, I mean don't get me wrong you are stunning, but you cannot expect your career to be successful without the boys..."

"Let me stop you right there. I have been in the industry since I was sixteen, I have been writing songs since that age and I have also been performing since then. I was not just "a girl" in a band, I was a member just like any of the boys, I have given my all to this band just like them and I earned my success." 

"Yes but," 

"No no, I'm still speaking, Joe. I find your question, not only offensive to me, but to all the women in this industry. So because I started in a band and I am a woman it means that I am less talented or deserving ? I think that you are forgetting that some of the biggest names in this industry are women. Or do you not consider Beyonce, Rihanna, or Stevie Nick talented enough ? Or Arianna, Celine Dion, Adele, I could go on ! "

"I am not here to teach you a lesson on feminism, even though it is clear that you need one desperately. But let me tell you this. Putting this album out has been one of the hardest things I had to do in my career, because yes I am scared to start over alone. I don't expect the same level of success I had with the band, because what we did was extraordinary, it was insane. And if I'm honest, I'll be ok with not having the same success as a solo artist, because I actually experienced this kind of love and dedication already. I'll be fine not touring stadiums again or having my album at the top of the Billboard 100, because I already did it. I just want to make stuff that is right, that is fun, in terms of the process, that I can be proud of for a long time, that my friends can be proud of, that my family can be proud of, that my kids will be proud of one day. And if the boys managed to get the same success, I will be on the front row cheering and dancing my ass off." 

After that interview, you left, surrounded by your team. You knew people would talk about it, and everyone liked the drama, but you felt good about what you said. What you didn't expect was the number of celebrities reacting to it. Barely a day after the interview was put online your social media profiles were flooded with messages. 

@tswift : Why are women still looked over in this industry because of our gender ? Your album is amazing @y/n congrats ! 

@AriannaGrande : Letter to Me by @y/n is on repeaaaaaat ! Go girl !

@Beyonce : Nothing more to add @y/n

But what people were waiting for was the boys reaction. And they got it.

Louis posted a picture on his Instagram. Of you and him, surrounded by trophies won with the band over the year, the caption saying. 

@LouisTomlinson : For 5 years, I was lucky enough to work with a kind, talented and unbelievable singer, whom I get to call my little sister. She is not only an incredible performer but also a songwriter that has the talent to make me dance and cry with her lyrics. I am incredibly proud of her new album, and I know she will go far in this industry, so all your sexist ass can fuck off. I love you @y/n.

Niall addressed the interview during an instalive. "Yes I have seen, the interview, and all I can say is how proud of y/n I am. She is one of the most talented people I ever worked with and she deserves the world, so go listen to her album ! "

Liam's tweet was simple. @LiamPayne : So my sister has no talent ? #sheisnumber1 with a screenshot of your album at the number one spot. 

Zayn's reaction was a surprise to a lot of people. He didn't mention you in the tweet, but everyone knew he was talking about you. @Zayn : She's not afraid, she is shining. 

As for Harry, well mister mysterious posted a beautiful picture of you, on stage, in black and white. With a simple caption 

@HarryStyles : Proud. 

[inmyblueparadise]

Hello could I ask for a request where the sixth member of one direction was with the boys and maybe they were swarmed by paparazzi and she ended up getting hurt ? It’s ok if you don’t want to I understand ! Have a great day x happy 12 anniversary

Oh man I'm so late with this, I'm so sorry ! Happy really reaaaaaaaally late 12 anniversary darling (btw can you believe it's been that long ? Jeez) Anyway I hope you like it lovie xx

There is a good and a bad side to being a celebrity. 

Of course, people see the glamorous side first, the red carpets, the awards, the luxurious hotels, the money... and you are not going to lie. Yeah, it's great ! But there is also a darker side to putting your life in the spotlight. And especially on a band as famous as One Direction. 

For example, the lack of privacy, all the boys and you have been the victims of gossip magazines and rumors on social media the second you did something. You went out to a club ? You were an alcoholic! You went to grab lunch with a guy ? You guys were dating (even if the guy was your cousin.. and yes that still made your family laugh during the holidays) and so on and so on.. Being followed everywhere was also hard sometimes, because as much as you loved meeting fans, sometimes you just wanted to go to Starbucks without causing a riot. But the worst? THE ACTUAL WORST. Was the paparazzi. 

You didn't mind them at events, behind a line far from you, but when you were swarmed that was something else. Because let's be honest, nobody likes being pushed around, tripped, and blinded by flashes after a 12-hour flight. And as much as your team tries, unfortunately, sometimes they can't stop them from finding you. 

You were just getting out of a 20hrs+ flight from London to Sydney, on which you slept and talk with the boys. You were ready to get off the jet but before you could you saw Paul, frowning at his phone. 

You alright Paul ? you asked 

I'm fine, but I'm going to have to ask you guys to be careful out there fans and paparazzi are here. 

Oh shit ! Should we split up ? 

A little, go by three's. Louis, Liam, and Harry. and Zayn, Y/N, and Niall. And you will be in different cars, please watch out for each other.

That made you stress a little. You had never been a huge fan of crowded places, and having anxiety attacks at the beginning of the rise of the band, was a reminder enough that you were not going to enjoy the next hour. You always felt better with one of the guys next to you and often ended up holding their hands to help keep you calm. You knew Zayn and Niall, were not going to let you get lost, but still, you had a weird feeling in your stomach. You also knew that the three of you would look out for each other because none of you were good being surrounded by a big crowd.

You grab your backpack, checking that your cap was on your head and your sunglasses on your nose and let out a deep breath. But before you exited the plane, you felt a hand softly grab your wrist.

Angel, be careful out there. Stay with Zayn and Niall ok ? 

Don't worry daddy direction, you won't lose me in the crowd, you said smiling. But it was no use trying to hide your anxiety, your boys knew you too well. 

You exited the plane less than 5 minutes after Liam, Louis and Harry. The airport seemed calm, and you were surrounded by security from your team and the airport. But as soon as you saw the door to the outside, and the hundreds of flashes and started to hear the screams of fans, the anxiety started again. You grabbed Niall's hand tight, knowing that he was feeling anxious too.

And once you walked through the doors, it was chaos. Absolute chaos. 

You couldn't see anything other than white flashes or hear something because high pitch screams filled your ears. 

Y/N ! Y/N ! Look here please ! 

You saw fans being pushed around and pressed against each other. Cameras flying around trying to get a picture. You apologized to the fans because you couldn't stop to talk or take pictures. After all, if you stopped you were afraid you would get hurt, and they seemed to understand the situation because they started to try and clear a path between the paparazzi, asking them to move, but apparently, a grown man being told to move by teenage girls was too much for the ego. And. they started to push even more and shout at you. 

That's when you saw it. A young girl, probably 14-15 years old, tumbling to the ground. And by pure instinct, you let go of Niall's hand to help her up. That was a BIG mistake. The second you let go of his hand, he turned around to see what had happened, but he couldn't go back to you, it was almost like walking against the current. He started shouting your name to your security team, but he just saw you disappear in a sea of people. 

You on the other hand were so focused on the young girl who was starting to cry that you didn't realize that you were now surrounded by paparazzi and fans with no security. You crouched on the ground to try and help her up, and that was your second mistake because the second you lowered yourself next to her you were roughly pushed around, making you fall hard on your knees. Wincing as your knees bumped on the pavement, you looked at the girl reaching your hands to her. 

Hi love, grab my hands, Are your ok ? But you couldn't reach her, because a hand had grabbed you, hard. That's when it started, a game of being pulled around in different directions, you felt hands over your arms, your cap being ripped from your head and voices shouting. 

Y/N ! Y/N ! A picture ! Smile sweetheart! Come on ! 

You couldn't breath. You couldn't see. Your arms and hands were covered in scratches, and your knees bleeding. 

Please, can you let me through ? Please I'm just trying to go to the car. Please.

And as much as the fans tried to get them to back away, shouting at them that you were a human being, that you were hurting, they still took pictures, swarming you like ravens.

What you didn't see was the boys reaction. They were in front of you. Way closer to the cars, when they heard the fans. Liam was the first to notice when a fan told him something had happened to you. 

You need to help Y/N, she's hurt !

That made him stop walking and look around trying to spot you. But he couldn't see you. That's when you shouted at Louis.

Lou, do you see Y/N ? 

The oldest of the band whipped around. Not seeing you. And began to shout at Paul. 

Paul ! Where is Tiny ? 

That got the attention of the rest of the band. That was also when they saw Niall struggling to walk back to the airport. 

SHE OVER HERE ! PAUL FUCK SHE'S ON THE GROUND ! 

The fans picked up on it and started shouting at the paparazzi to leave you alone, trying to push them away. But you were still on the ground, having fallen for the third time, hanging your head low, tears streaming down your face. You heard your name being shouted. While half of the security team was trying to make their way to you. 

You saw Scott, one your bodyguards making his way to you. He finally was able to grab you gently around the waist, hosting you up. 

It's ok tiny, I got you. I got you. he whispered in your ear, when you wrapped your arms around his neck, hiding your face, hot tears still streaming down your face. 

Wrap your legs around me, and I'll get you to the cars, darling. 

You had no energy left in you, you just nodded, your face still hidden in his neck. 

He pulled you through the crowd, shouting, telling everyone to back off. And as you made your way closer to the car, you heard the boys, well mostly Louis and Zayn, shouting at the paps. Paul tried to usher them into the car but to no avail. 

What the fuck is wrong with you people ? For a fucking picture ? You fooking loosers ! I'm gonna break your fucking cameras, get them out of our faces for fuck sake! 

Finally, after what felt like hours, you were dropped inside the car, but that didn't make you lighten your grip on Scott's neck. 

It's ok princess, your safe. You let go slowly, seeing the faces of the boys, worry written all over them. 

Thanks Scott

And then, you were swarmed, but this time it didn't scare you. It was full of love. 

Jesus, Angel are you ok ? 

What happened ? 

Babe you're bleeding ! 

Those fookers, Angel, you ok ? 

And as traumatizing as this experience was, you could only, whisper one thing, as the car started pulling away from hell. Still in shock. 

Oh, I lost my cap..

That lightened the tension. You heard chuckles and saw smiles on their faces. 

Oh Angel !

And you were hugged all over, them whispering sweet things, reassuring you, promising you you'll be ok. 

So yes, celebrity was not always a dream life. But as long as you got your boys, what could go wrong ? 

[inmyblueparadise]

could u do a part two of the story ab the never have i ever and the mile high club thing and the aftermath of the show where the guys are all interrogating y/n and upset. if not that’s ok :) thankss luv

Hi lovie ! I didn't plan on doing a second part, so I hope you like it ! Sorry it's a bit short :) xx

You knew the second you heard that you were playing Never I Have Ever on TV, that you would get in trouble somehow.

And right you were !

It started the second you set foot in the dressing room. You sat on your makeup chair to get a little touch-up before leaving the building, knowing that fans and paparazzi were waiting for you.

So Angel, want to talk about the bombshell you dropped on us on tv ? 

Honesty Louis ? Not really

I thought we were family, why didn't you tell us ? 

And as much as you loved your boys, this comment pissed you off a bit.

Since when am I required to tell you every little detail of my sex life ? Because I don't remember asking you guys how it went every time I heard you fucking on the tour bus ? Or when you left early with your girlfriends ? Or even when you left a party with a random girl ! 

Common' Angel it's not...

It's not what ? The same ? Really Harry ? All of you want to talk about honesty ? I didn't know you were seeing Taylor, H ! I had to hear from it on Twitter ! 

Babe...

No ! I love you guys, really, I couldn't imagine my life without you, you literally are a part of me, but I'm not comfortable talking about this part. You know most of my life, hell, I told Niall about my first time ! But this story, has fun as you think it could be, I was not comfortable with it at the time. It was awkward and lonely and I felt used, so sorry if I didn't want my brothers to look at me with pity ! Exactly like you are doing right now ! 

Oh Y/N ! We would never judge you or make fun of you babe, you just took us by surprise that's all..

But Harry didn't have the chance to finish before the door slammed open. And you knew that you were going to get yelled at from the look your manager was giving you.

WHAT. THE. FUCK. WERE YOU THINKING Y/N ? 

You could only look at him, narrowing your eyes, waiting for him to continue. You felt the boys tense behind you.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE REPERCUSSIONS ARE GOING TO BE ? YOU'VE JUST FUCKED UP EVERYTHING !

But it was too late, you were done being the good girl they wanted you to be, you were 19 for christ's sake !

I fucked up everything ? How about you take a step back and think for a second? You want us to sing about sex, but not talk about it ? Do you really think people hear us sing about sex, late nights, and wanting someone, and they think 'oh yeah those guys are virgins' I mean come on ! Should I do your fucking job and list the songs for you ? Rock Me ? Temporary Fix ? No Control ? Should I go on ? 

It's not the point Y/N..

You felt Liam and Harry back you up, ready to help but you held your hand. You were done being treated this way by men who only see you as a cash cow.

Is it not ? You have no problems with letting the media say Harry is a womanizer, of having the boys take their shirts off or even having me in a bikini, but having me talking about sex is where you draw the line ? Tell me, I think there is a world for this ?

I'll help you out Angel, that's called sexism

Oh thank you Niall, that's it. It's sexist ! You throw me to the wolf, have me in PR's relationship, on a magazine cover barely covered, but me being truthful in an interview is not ok ? I'm not a toy you can play with, I'm a person, I'm a woman and I'm done being treated like a child. 

You could hear a pin drop in the room. It was the first time you had stood up to the management for yourself, sure you had yelled at them a few times about how they treated the boys, but never you. And finally, at 19, you were taking the power. And god it felt good ! That's when you heard it. Someone clapping behind you. All your boys were looking at you, eyes shining with pride.

You had discovered yourself that day. Has the boys said, the baby grew up.

[inmyblueparadise]

why can’t i just have sweet platonic fics where y/n is in a girl band and the girl band and one direction have interviews together, sleepovers in the same hotel an’ shit

[inmyblueparadise]

after the band breakup, reader writes a song about sex and the boys react to it and are asked about it in interviews

Hi lovie ! Wrote that really quickly hope you like it ! xx

You were always considered the baby of the group. You were the only girl, always protected by the boys, even the fans started calling you Baby Direction. And you loved it. You loved being taken care of, looked after, at the beginning it was cute, but as you grew it became kind of annoying.

Growing up as a woman was hard.

Growing up as a woman surrounded by men was harder.

Growing up as the only woman in a band with the eyes of the world watching you was imp-fucking-osible.

It meant that you didn't go on many dates, didn't introduce the guys you were seeing to your boys (the last time you did that, they threatened him so much that he got scared and never called you again), and didn't talk to them about sex !

It's not that you were shy about talking about sex. You talked about it with a lot of people on the 1D team Lou, Caroline, even Paul ! But never the boys. You didn't talk about it, you didn't write about it in songs, No. Sex. Management insisted that you were to play the "good girl" role. Whatever that meant. Nothing too sexy ? Keeping your mouth shut ? (You were never good at that anyway)

But now that you were writing for your first solo album, you felt more free, more in control, more you.

The songs were about being a woman, discovering yourself, freedom, passion, and yes sex. When your album was put out, it was like an earthquake. It made it's way to the top of the charts, everyone was talking about it. Of course the boys all sent you texts to congratulate you (proving that they didn't listened to the all thing because none of them made a comment about the few sex song)

It all started a few days after the release of the album. A video surfaced on the internet of Louis on a radio show, listening to your song.

Louis, i think you know the next artist we are going to play !

Oh really ?

Yeah, If you're only joining us, this is the breakfast show and we are live with Louis Tomlinson, we'll be back after this beautiful song by a beautiful artist, from her brand new N°1 album : this is 34+35 by Y!N !

The video was the funniest thing ever. Louis was seen jamming to the songs for 10 seconds before his face went red and his mouth was open. The radio host was laughing when the song ended.

Are you ok Louis ?

No ! That's my baby sister, I don't want to know that. I mean don't get me wrong it's a fantastic song, and I love her, now that doesn't mean that I'm not going to send her a text about it.

The fanbase was making fun of Louis, the hastags #LouisBigBrotherModeActivated, #PoorY/N and #SaveBabyDirection were trending on social media.

And it came to no surprise, that after the interview you got a message on the group chat from Louis saying :

Louis : Young lady we need to talk !

You : ?

Louis : 34+35 ?

You : Oh..Ooooooh ! What do you mean you said you listened to the album ? You didn't ? wtf

Liam : What is happening ?

Harry : I'm so lost

Louis : Well then you guys should listen to that song then

Louis : Of course I listened to your album, ok not all of it, but I did it really good babe.

Harry : Go angel !! Nice song !

Niall : Ewww wtf babe ! "Fuck me 'til the daylight" really ?

Liam : I'm traumatized !

You : Oh shut up ! Liam you literally wrote a song about a girl taking her clothes off, Niall shut up with your slow hands and Louis do you want me to talk about No Control ?

Louis : ...

Niall : Fair point

Liam : Good job angel !

Harry : It's really catchy, I like it !

The only problem with that video is that the boys were asked about the song a lot after that.

For Liam it was during a radio show.

What do you think about 34+35 by Y/N ?

It's a great song, I mean obviously, it was awkward when I heard it for the first time because she's my baby sister. But she's an amazing performer and songwriter, and I'm very proud.

For Niall it was during a red carpet.

Niall, all of the ex-members of the band are putting songs out, including you, but there was a little buzz around the song 34+35 by Y/N have you heard it ?

Yeah I did, you know the funniest thing is before the video with Louis none of us had heard it, and then he started talking about it on the group chat and that was when I heard it. I'm not gonna lie, it's kinda weird hearing a girl I consider my little sister singing about "You say, "It tastes like candy, So what are you doing tonight? Better say, "Doin' you right". It's kind of weird, but she is owning her life, her sexuality and her freedom and I'm really proud of her !

And for Harry it's was on stage, on his tour, no one even talked about it, he was talking about Watermelon Suger and somehow he ended up talking about you (not in that way guys come on)

After reading a sign saying : What is WS about ?

"It's also about the female orgasm, but his you want a really sexy song listen to 34+35, I mean "4.5 when I make the bed shake, Put it down heavy even though it's lightweight" he started singing making the arena shake with excitement !

So yeah, that's how the boys reacted when they heard you sing about sex. ;)

[inmyblueparadise]

Can u do an image where there on the Jonathan Ross show or the Ellen show and there doing never have I ever and he asked if they been on the mile high club and she does I have and the guys don’t know this

Hi Love ! Here you go, I hope you like it ! xx

Being on stage with Jonathan Ross was always fun, he was a really funny guy and you and the boys liked being here..Until he pulled out the Never have I ever game. 

Not that you had anything to hide from the boys, well you had a few things you didn’t tell them, but I mean you were a girl in a band with boys, of course you had things you didn’t share. 

Hello everyone and welcome back ! I’m Jonathan Ross and I’m here with the biggest boyband on the planet : One Direction and we are going to play Never have I ever. 

The public was ecstatic, but you heard the boys growl beside you. 

Oh man, not again...

Why you don’t like this game ? 

About sharing stuff on live tv ? No not really, but it’s not like I have a choice do I ? 

Nope, so let’s play, first question, I have never danced naked in the rain. 

Niall, Harry and you pulled the paddle to say I Have, while Louis and Liam said Never. 

Did you do that together ? 

No, well at least I didn’t. Did you guys dance naked without me ? 

Niall laugh, of course he did, No Angel we didn’t, I did it all by myself, it was fun. 

So Y/N didn’t see you guys dance naked? 

I don’t need rain to see those guys naked, I just walk into the tour bus and there is usually one of them butt naked walking around. 

That answer made the public scream. Yeah, you wouldn’t be that happy if this happened to you at 5am ! 

I apologized for that babe, Louis said smiling

Shut up Tommo ! 

All the questions were pretty easy for you though, until the last one. 

I have never joined the mile-high club. 

The little Oh shit that escaped your lips went unnoticed, thanks to the crowd, you saw in the corner of your eyes Liam and Louis saying I have, Harry threw his paddle away making everybody laugh. You knew all the boys did it, I mean sometimes you were in the plane with them, and yes it was as traumatizing as it sounds. 

Of course you had done it as well, it was a private plane and you and a friend wanted to try it, it had been funny, at the time but you never revealed it to the boys, and apparently today was the day. You knew you were gonna get shit for it, but you tried to stay impassive.

While Jonathan got up to pick Harry’s paddle you kept your head down, but the second he came back he asked the question again. 

Niall said Never, the little liar, but all the boys said yes. You put the paddle on I have, hoping it would go unnoticed, but unfortunately, the crowd reacted a bit too loudly. 

See, Y/N is being honest, thank you ! 

Wait what ? That was Liam turning around to see your paddle... Here we go... 

What the hell babe ?!

What ? 

You never told us ! 

Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t know I had to disclose that information to the all band Liam, so here it is, yes I’ve had sex on a plane ! 

Oh my god...

Oh shut it Niall

The little baby of the band is not a baby anymore

What Niall said turned your face red. You were always the baby of the band, being a little younger than Harry by a few months and the boys were incredibly protective of you. 

WHO WAS HE ? Jeez, Harry say this louder wouldn't you ?

You already knew that you were in trouble for answering so you decided to mess with them a little. 

Which time ? 

That got you the funniest reactions, that the fans turned into memes the second the interview was over. 

Niall’s face was flustered, Liam and Louis had their mouths hung open, and Harry was staring at the crowd, his eyes wide. This lasted for 2 minutes. You knew you were going to get it after the show, the guys would bug you for hours to know the name of the guy, before when it came to you their big brother persona/protective instincts were very strong. 

You turned to look a the host, with a little smirk. See why I told you I didn’t like this game, this is going to get me in trouble ! 

Louis wasted no time answering you : Oh you are in big trouble young lady ! 

I thought Liam was the dad of the group ! 

I'm sorry I’m still traumatized, I can’t react right now. 

Oh so it’s okay for all of you guys to walk around naked all the time, and me seeing your penises, but me having sex is where you draw the line ? 

That is how the interview ended, you with a giant smile on your face, and the boys all flustered, while le crowd laughed with you. 

[inmyblueparadise]

hi! are you still taking requests? if yes, is it alright if i make one?

Hi love !

Sure, I’m actually working on some content !

Ask me whatever you want 😘

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[inmyblueparadise]

The 6th member of One Direction 

Headcanon: P3 of being the sixth member of 1d (Imagine One Direction x reader)

Here is a Part 3 ! Thanks to @deamus-liv for the request ! xx

Being a mess after your final performance on the X-Factor

« What do we do now ? » « Now we rest and enjoy our lives ! » « But are we still going to be mates ? » « Of course angel, we are family, always and forever »

hugs and kisses all around

Getting one last drink with the boys at your house, to celebrate the hiatus

« To us boys ! » « Yeah to us and to finally chill for a few months »

Spending the first few weeks with your parents, after years of being on the road

Taking a break off social media, because it broke your heart to see the fans sad

Going on vacation on a tropical island

Texting with the boys non-stop on your group chat - yes it’s called « Wrong Direction »

« Guys I just saw a shark !!! » « Did you put sunscreen on ? » « Yes Liam I did, jeez I’m on vacation ! » « Don’t come complaining if you get a sunburn »

Getting a sunburn…and complaining 

« Told you Angel » « Shut up Payno »

Coming back home and finally unpacking, and organizing everything

Creating a wall, with pictures and memorabilia of the band

And crying about it - a lot

Visiting Louis and your godson Freddie

« Oh my god Lou’ he’s getting so big » « I know it’s crazy innit ? »

Niall trying to teach you golf, and failing miserably 

« Jesus you suck at this ! » « that’s because my teacher is a dumbass » « fuck Off I’m excellent »

Reconnecting with Zayn

Starting to get restless and trying to occupy yourself

Going to the X-Factor to support Louis

« I’m so proud of you Lou’ and I know that your mom would be too » « Thank you Angel, I love you »

Crying and hugging the others while watching him 

Writing music 

A lot of music 

Releasing a single 

Starting to discover yourself, and most importantly your sound

Finally quitting Syco and MOdest! (because fuck them anyway) 

Being invited by Louis for his judge’s house

« It is my pleasure to welcome two incredible people to help me, they’re my bestfriends its Y/N L/N ans Liam Payne » « Hi Tommo » 

Going to Jamaica with Harry to help him write his fist album 

« Thank you for coming love » « Thank you for having me Haz! » 

Appearing on his little documentary - making the fans go crazy

And being here when he cuts his hair

«  I can’t belive him, it’s going to be so weird » « Omg, you look like you’re 18 again » 

Making an album alone 

Going on tour, alone, but enjoying it so much

the boys coming to support you - obvs

Supporting the guys during their shows

« GO NIALL ! » « There is someone special here tonight, everybody make some noise for my little Angel » 

And showing your support during interviews

« What do you think of the boy’s songs ? » « They are incredible I’m really happy for them » « They are doing amazing and I’m so proud of them for finding themselves and enjoy everything » 

Meeting Bear

« Damn now you’re really Daddy Direction » « After taking care of all of you on the road, I’m ready for anything » « Oh ! Sod off Liam we were not that bad ! » « You and Niall got stuck in a kitchen for 2 hours, because you were hungry ! » « I don’t see the problem, we found the food, that’s being responsible » « That’s being pains in my ass ! »

Overall, love your life but missing the boys dearly, and knowing that one day you will reunite stronger and happier than ever

Because this is not the end of One Direction. 

[inmyblueparadise]

Can u do an image where they get the late late tattoo with Harry

Hey Lovies ! Well better late than never right ? I'm sorry it took me so much time, I'm going to come back more regularly on tumblr to write for you guys, I promise !

I hope you like it xx

What the hell ? What the actual hell ?! 

You knew James Corden was known to have crazy ideas. He invites people in his car to sing, tries to get people to spill their dirtiest secrets of face the consequences and eat disgusting food and so on.. but his last idea probably takes the cake in terms of craziness - A tattoo roulette. 

When you heard this idea you thought it was a joke, I mean the members of One direction are known to have some dumb tattoos, yes. Yourself included, I mean you do have a smiley face tattooed on one of your toes, but getting a tattoo on live tv that was something else. And the poor Niall, with his pure Snow White skin, like a Disney princess, there was no way he was going to get his first tattoo on tv. But everyone thought it was a good idea, it was not a big deal for you guys - well except Niall (who was freaking out by the way) 

Since the band and James will be playing, he decided that two people will get a tattoo live on the show, giving 2 chances out of 6 to get unlucky…Honestly, the idea, as crazy as it seems, gave the band a little adrenaline rush. You were currently in your dressing room with the guys, chilling before the tapping of the show. Well, you were trying to chill but Niall had another idea in mind. 

I cannot believe we agreed to do that, I’m shitting m’self here ! 

Niall, you’re going to be fine, mate. It’s a 2 out of 6 chance of you getting one, it’s probably going to be me and Liam anyway ! Louis said with a smile. It would be hilarious if James gets a tattoo that’ll teach him to invent stupid games. 

That made you all laugh. But it was time to get on the set. The interview part was your usual interview. Questions about the tour, Zayn leaving and so on. Everybody was relaxed until James brought up the game. 

So because all of you are big fans of the show and I’m a big fan of you guys, I decided to play a little game. Let’s play tattoo roulette with One Direction everyone ! After the applause, James laid the rules. 

There are six boxes in front of us, inside those boxes, there is a word you either get Safe which means you don’t get a tattoo, or Tattoo, which means well, do I have to explain this ? 

All of you got your boxes, and lined up on your little platform, you were standing between Louis and James. After a few jokes, James began talking with the audience. 

To make things a little exciting, you guys in the audience can choose to give one of us the power to change their box with someone else. Maybe it’s a good choice or maybe a bad one, the audience began cheering, so who gets a chance to maybe avoid the tattoo ? 

Apparently, the audience was on Niall’s team because his name was shouted by everybody. 

Well Niall, apparently you get a choice, you can either keep your bow or switch with one of us, what are you going to decide ? 

Niall was sweating, you knew his anxiety was climbing rapidly, so you decided to encourage your friend. 

It’s ok Nialler ! 

Well…um... I love you angel, but you have to be the luckiest girl in the world, nothing bad happens to you, so if you don’t mind I’m going to switch with you... You could see I’m asking permission, because even if it meant that he will get his first tattoo on national television, he would not do anything to make you uncomfortable. 

Ok, if that’s what you want we can switch. You walked towards him with your box in hand, after switching you gave Niall a big hug, whispering in his ear that whatever the outcome it will be fine. 

The switch made James smile, Y/N what if Niall gave you a losing box ? 

Well then, he’s going to own me so much for this ! I’m talking massages, cuddles, and getting showered in love for weeks, you answered laughing, Which made everybody laugh. 

Now it was time to open the boxes, Liam and Louis were both safe which meant the pressure was very high for the last four, well mostly the pressure was high for James and Niall, cause you were pretty sure that Harry wouldn’t mind getting another tattoo, if it meant that Niall was safe. 

When it was your turn, you were standing in the spotlight with a smile on your face. You decided to say a few words to make James and Niall sweat a little bit longer. 

Why are we doing this ?! 

Because it’s fun Y/N ! James said

Well if it’s so fun why are you and Niall sweating buckets over there ? 

I mean why aren’t you ? 

Honestly I already have dumb tattoos so what’s one more ? 

Really ? Which one? 

Well Harold over there, you said with a smile, tattooed a smiley face on my big toe, so I don’t think it can get anything dumber than that ! 

Hey ! It’s not dumb ! Harry said 

Well, agreed to disagree on that love

Anyway, let’s see if I get another dumb tattoo, you said finally opening the box, you didn’t need to look inside to know you were getting that dumb tattoo. The reaction of the public was enough. 

I mean of course I get it you started laughing soon joined by everybody in the studio. Liam and Louis were quick to give you a hug. 

Blame it on Niall love

Don’t worry, when my parents are going to call me because I did this, I’ll blame him. 

Niall was making his way to you, looking like a small puppy, and of course you couldn’t resist squeezing the life out of him.  

I’m so sorry Angel ! I didn’t… he started

Ni, it’s okay babe, it’s nothing really. 

The game kept going, until you were sitting in a chair next to Harry, where the tattoo artist was preparing his instruments. 

I cannot believe that I’m going to get a matching tattoo with Harry because of you James ! You said laughing, to be honest you already had a few tattoos in common with the guys, a feather with Liam, a cup of tea with Louis, a rose with Harry and a lightning bolt with Zayn. 

I’m just strengthening this relationship Y/N, you’re going to remember him after that ! 

Like I could forget him, we’ve known each other since we were 16 ! You said smiling, these boys are going to be part of me forever ! 

You heard them owww, behind you, while the tattoo artist placed the design on your skin. 

Are you ready ? He asked 

Well it’s like I have a choice ! 

I’m going to hold your hand Angel.

You don’t have to Niall, I’m ok ! 

Please, it’s my fault you’re getting this, don’t be stubborn and let me hold your hand ! 

Niall James Horan, you listen to me, this is not your fault, it’s a game, and I lost. I would get a hundred tattoos if it meant you didn’t have to ! 

He ended up getting ahold of your hand, while Louis placed his on your shoulder and Liam brushed your hair at the back of your head. 

What about me ? Don’t I get to have support too? Harry asked pouting. 

Don’t be a baby Harold, you can hold my hand if you want. 

You didn’t hear the buzzing of the tattoo gun, your focus was on James as he talked to the camera.

We are going to go on a commercial break and you will see the tattoo when we get back ! 

It only took 5 minutes for the tattoo to be done, and 5 more minutes for Harry’s. You were now both inked for life with a little « Late Late » in the crook of your elbows. 

You did not even blink, while getting it Y/N ! 

Well it’s not that bad James, I got too many to count now I don’t feel it.

Well you two are real troopers for doing that thank you, he then turned to the cameras, This was One Direction, thank you so much for joining us on The Late Late Show. Bye ! 

This is the story about how you ended up getting a tattoo on national tv. And also why you get a text from your mom a few hours later simply saying Well at least it’s not a smiley face on your toe again :)

[inmyblueparadise]

Reconnecting (Zayn!reader)

Hello Hello Lovelies ! Sorry I was unavailable, I had a lot on my mind lately. This imagine was asked by @ready-4-fanfiction and @louis-gorgeous ! I hope you guys like it :) xx

I can’t do it anymore. I’m sorry. I quit.

Less than 10 words. That’s all it took to turn your world upside down. You and the boys were two months in on the On The Road Again Tour, when Zayn broke your heart for the first time into a million pieces.

You knew being in the public eyes was hard for him, the scrutiny and the comments were getting to him. You had numerous talks with him about anxiety and feeling like the whole world was watching your every move. But you really thought that he was telling the truth when he said he was fine. All of you cried that day, hugging your now-former bandmate tightly. But you all knew that it was better for him to leave now and take care of himself, after all, your brother’s happiness had to come first. You all wanted him to be happy.

The band went on a hiatus a few months later. The brown hair boy broke your heart a second time a few months after that, during an interview. The critics of your guy's music were a hard blow, but it’s not this comment that got you. He said he didn’t make any friends. Boom. That the sound of your heart breaking again. After reading this interview you couldn’t breathe. You had spent hours on the phone with the guys, crying. Louis and Niall had to come to see you in your house and you spent hours hugging and talking some more.

You even went to Harry’s house in London, because he took the interview pretty hard. Seeing him cry made your heart break for the third time. And it’s also made you mad. For the first time since his announcement on tour, you were pissed at Zayn. Properly pissed. Coming after your boys was a big no-no. That’s why you decided to tweet. Of course you were not going to say what you were thinking, you wanted to be cryptic. Like Harry. So you tweeted a simple word. Infinity.

That was a direct link to the song you wrote after he left. How many nights does it take to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart Oh, baby, I was there for you, All I ever wanted was the truth

Then you send a second tweet : Well, hello to you too.

It’s all it took for fans and people magazines, to speculate. But you didn’t care you felt betrayed. You knew Zayn would see it. You hoped he would see it, and understand that he broke your heart. And he did.

A few days after you were in a meeting with your manager. Your phone started ringing and you asked your assistant to pick it up. He did and left the room to answer. A few minutes later he came back the phone against his chest.

Hi sorry, you should take that

I’m busy, who is it ?

The look on your assistant face was explicit, with a sigh you excuse yourself and took the phone from his extended hand. You didn’t recognize the number.

Allo ?

Hey Angel.. that voice, you hadn’t heard that voice in months. You gasped. Please don’t hang up. Tears started gathering in your eyes. Softly, because you didn’t trust your voice not to break you asked, What do you want Zayn ?

The line went silent for a little while. Probably because he knew that you were pissed at him, or you wouldn’t have used his full name.

Can we talk ? He asked softly. That made you snap.

Now you want to talk ? After months of radio silence ! You. Know what I can’t do that right now, I’m in the middle of a meeting and you are literally in another country Zayn. So no we can’t talk. You hung up the phone. Tears were now flowing freely on your face, and you kept looking a the offensive machine in your hand. After a few minutes, you pulled yourself together and went back to the meeting.

A few hours later you were exhausted, driving back to your house in London. You had been distracted after the call, obviously. And you didn’t know what to do, did you need to call the boys to tell them ? You were racking your brain about that while pulling into your gate. That's where you saw it. A black Range Rover. You knew a lot of people with that kind of car, and that got you wondering. Did you have something planned that evening ? Did you forget dinner with some friends ? All those questions were answered when you got out of your car and you saw a silhouette sitting on your front porch.

Bleached blond hair, black skinny jeans, a leather jacket, arms and hands covered with tattoos. arms and hands covered with tattoos ? You stopped in your tracks. Zayn.

Your ex-bandmate lift his head when he heard your car door close. His eyes were a little red, his hands were twisting the few rings on his finger, but you saw them shake a little.

What. The. Hell.

You stared at each other for what felt like hours. As angry as you were at him, seeing him after all this time, all you wanted to do was hug him.

I know you probably don’t want to see me Angel, and I get that. But please I can we talk ?

Right now your feet seemed very interesting. When you looked up at him, you saw the apprehension on his face. The only word resonating in your mind was his Please, he sounds so broken and anxious.

Would you like to come in for tea ? You saw him nod before he followed you inside.

You took off your shoes and coat after opening the door, and went straight to your kitchen. Zayn doing the same and following you. Or so you thought.

After putting the kettle on and grabbing two mugs, you turned around noticing his absence.

You went back to the living room, finally finding him standing in front of your « success » wall, that’s what your friends like to call it. On the wall, was all your memorabilia from the band. Picture from tour, all the plaques from the albums.. that was your now little museum. And Zayn was standing in front of it.

Taking a little trip down memory lane ? You ask with a small smile

You see him drop his head, his handsome face is grazed with a timid smile.

It seems like it’s from another lifetime, he says

The air of the room thickens, the emotion is heavy. You decide to go back to your kitchen. Zayn joins you by the time you are pouring the tea in the cups.

So, you wanted to talk. I’m listening.

I don’t… Look Angel I’m sorry, he starts but you decide to cut him off. Suddenly the faces of the boys crying came back to you, and you were getting mad again.

What are you sorry about exactly ? Saying that you didn’t like the music that we made together ? Or what about us not being friends ? Oh or about you not being close to H ? Really what are you talking about ? You were ranting at this point. But Zayn had the decency to look ashamed.

Angel I…

NO ! You stated shouting now. Do you know what it felt like to read all of this in the press ? The fucking press Zayn ! The same fuckers who loved to tear us down every time we did something !

I KNOW ! He roared getting up from the stool he was seating on. You know what they do, I didn’t say it like that ! It was taken out of context ! Do you really think I would say something like that ? You know me Y/N !!!

DO I ? That made him stop in his track. The look in his eyes made you close your mouth shut, he was looking at you like you just broke his heart. Are you the same guy who I used to stay up all night with to play video games when you were anxious ? The one who would hold me and tell me everything will be ok when I was bullied online ? My best friend, my big brother, my Z… because you left me, and I know it was because it was too much and you were losing yourself, but you left. And when you didn’t call for months, and the only news we get is this fucking interview it broke my heart..

It took him a moment to look at you, but when he did, he grabbed both of your hands before saying. I never intended to hurt you, any of you, you guys are my family and I’m sorry I lost sight of that.. The only thing I said is that we weren’t close anymore and that we were losing that bond.. I swear to you that you meant everything to me, you guys were the only thing who got me through all the shit.. You are my family and I’m sorry Angel..

You knew it took him a lot to say that, and that made you think. You got in this industry when you were 16 years old, and from day one the pressure from the media was something that you guys had to deal with. The rumors, the out-of-context sentences that the press love to twist around to get a reaction, the constant chase with paparazzi… But you guys always dealt with this together. Together. Even if he was out of the group, he was still family.

That all it took for you to launch yourself in his arms. Hugging him tightly. And when he hugged you back, you finally understood that sentence you saw online. A hug from a loved one can really bring all your broken pieces back together.

I love you Z, you said against his neck. That made him hug you even tighter.

After what felt like hours you two finally let go. That's when he surprised you even more. You are my little sister, Angel, always and forever. And that’s why.. he stopped himself.

What ? What’s wrong ?

Nothing’s wrong love, actually it’s fucking fantastic ! I know we just reconnected but I want you to be my daughter’s godmother

WHAT ?! Gigi’s pregnant ? Oh my Gosh ! The smile that grazed his face was the size of the freaking sun ! His was glowing. And for the first time since he left the band, you saw your old Zayn’s back

Oh my… You started tearing up, of course, I would love to !

After another round of hugs, you grabbed your cup of tea, and smiled.

What ? Zayn asked

You do realize you’re going to have to talk to the guys right ?

Yeah.. Louis is going to beat my ass, isn't he ?

Well, that’s the Tommo way for ya love, you said winking at him.

Laughing the two of you spend the next hours catching up on each other’s life. And for the first time in months, you had your brother back. And maybe, you thought, you could start all over again.

« And I can lend you broken parts

That might fit like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again »

[inmyblueparadise]

Omg hi you replied to me! That made my day I love your work! Can you do an imagine where you’re sick with a stomach bug and the guys all take care of you and baby/Pamper you?

Hi love ! Sorry it took me some time to write this. But I hope you like it xx

Life on the road is not easy. Especially when you’re performing every night, recording overnight and filming a documentary. You and the boys were currently in the middle of the UK leg of the Where we are tour, and you were dead tired. You'd just finished a show in Manchester, and you were currently in your bunk on the bus, starting to fall asleep. Everybody was sleeping, so the bus was very quiet when suddenly you heard a voice.

Y/N I’m sorry to wake you but I need you in the recording booth. Damn ! Even in your dream you were still thinking about work ! Except that this was not a dream. You felt a hand, shaking you awake, and Julian your producer, spoke again. You could hear in his voice that he was sorry. Angel I’m so sorry for this, but can you wake up ?

Hmm, what time is it ? You rolled around, almost falling out of the tiny bed, your eyes still closed.

It’s a little after midnight, you’ve been asleep for 20 minutes. I’m sorry darling

It’s ok, I’ll get up.

I appreciate it. I’ll wait for you in the room. He said, walking away and exiting the bus. The recording room, was, actually a hotel room. You could have slept in one of them but you had been so exhausted after the show that you stayed on the bus parked outside the hotel. Getting out of bed was torture, your head was killing you and your body was screaming at the effort. Looking up you saw Ben, with his camera, filming you for the This Is Us documentary. You gave him a tired smile.

Is it ok if I film this ? He asks

Yeah yeah, it’s ok, gosh I’m so tired you said speaking quietly to not wake your bandmates, who had the same idea as you and were currently sleeping in their bunks. As you exited the bus Ben asked you a question to film some content.

So angel what is happening now ?

We’ve just finished a show in Manchester a few hours ago, and now it’s my turn to record my parts for the new album, so I’m going to our little studio on the road, most commonly known as Julian’s room to do that.

You kept walking, until you reached the room, to be honest, you were extremely tired, it was the 3rd night in the row that you had to do a show and then record because management was dead set on having the album finished as quick as possible. And the barely 9 hours of sleep in the last 72 hours were starting to take a toll on your body. You had felt nauseous all day, and had barely eaten a thing because of that. But that’s life on the road you said to yourself, you’re living the dream, don’t complain.

As you entered Julian’s room, you were greeted by him and the sound technician.

I need you for Best Song ever and the chorus of Happily babe.

You nodded, grabbing the headset and getting behind the mic. You recorded for 3 hours, singing at the top of your voice. Best Song Ever was a bitch, you couldn’t seem to get the high note right and you were getting extremely irritated because your throat was starting to hurt.

I’m sorry J you said with tears in your eyes, your stomach hurting.

It’s ok babe he said turning around but his eyes widen when he saw your face, Y/N are you ok ? You look really pale !

Yeah, yeah, I’ll try it one more time if you'd like, your voice cracking at the end.

No, no you’re exhausted, your going to damage your throat, it’s ok you go get some sleep and we’ll continue that tomorrow.

You let out a sigh of relief. When suddenly your stomach churned and you ran to the little bathroom. You barely made it to the toilette before you started puking your guts out.

Julian was quick to be by your side and pull your hair back, just has another wave of nausea hit you.

Ok, babe, breath. He said running his hand on your back. I’m going to get someone to help

Please don’t it’s OK it’s just the fatigue of the last few days I’m going to go to bed and I’ll be better by tomorrow morning

You slowly made your way to the bus your stomach empty and your head killing you. Once inside, you crashed into your bunk making as little noise as possible knowing that the five boys were sleeping.

After what felt like 20 minutes of sleep, you heard Paul’s voice inside the bus

Guys it’s seven you need to wake up you have a radio interview to do in an hour !

You couldn’t help the groan that came out of your mouth. Your entire body was hurting, your throat felt like it was on fire and you wanted to puke just thinking of getting out of bed.

The curtain of your bunk was opened a few seconds later, Paul's face bearing a concerned expression.

Y/N, darling, Julian told me what happened last night, how do you feel ?

Not that good…You said, but you couldn’t recognize the voice that came out of you. It was raw, and when you talked it felt like the inside of your throat was scratched with sandpaper. Paul gently places a hand on your forehead.

Darling you’re burning up ! I’m going to call a doctor, and we are going to take you to the hotel to rest, I’ll be back ! Paul left with his phone already near his ear. And I started to close my eyes again, but a soft voice brought me back, along with a hand brushing a few hairs away from my eyes.

Hey Angel, what’s wrong ?

Lou, you shouldn’t be near me, I think I’m sick

It’s ok darling, he kept his hand in my hair gently massaging it, making you close your eyes, You’re going to be fine.

Completely exhausted, you fell asleep very quickly not knowing that the other 4 boys were standing right next to Louis, watching you.

Liam was the first to break the silence of the bus. We should get going and let her rest. Not making a move to go, still watching you sleep.

It wasn’t until Paul came back to the bus, forcing the boys to leave and get ready, that they left you.

A doctor came an hour later, checking on you, and taking you to the hotel room helping you to bed with Paul’s help and placing an IV in your arm to keep you hydrated. His diagnostic made Paul boil in anger. Exhaustion.

According to the doctor, all you needed was a lot of rest, and you should be better the next day. But the big brother/babysitter knew that when the boys found out about that they’ll be pissed. Like him.

-

Meanwhile, the boys were being interviewed. And of course, the first question was about your absence.

After the boys told the man that you were resting because you had been sick, they answered the other questions, but none of them were really focused on the interview, but mostly on the girl lying in bed at the hotel.

Niall was the first to apologize to the man. Sorry we’re a little distracted, it’s early in the morning and it’s weird not having Y/N with us.

Yeah, when any of us is sick or feeling down she’s the one who takes care of us, we just want to get back to her quickly. Zayn added

Harry chuckled before adding And she’s also the one usually keeping us in check during interviews

This made the boys laugh, because it was true. You always took care of them whether it was during interviews that made them uncomfortable or on the tour bus and even on stage when they fell.

The interview lasted one hour. The longest hour the boys ever had to sit through. Finally, the last question came.

So what are you going to do for the rest of the day, your next show is tomorrow so you have a day off today. Anything exciting planned ?

They didn’t need to talk to each other to know what they were going to do after this.

Zayn was the first to speak. Well we are going to see Y/N obviously

Yeah we’re going to nurse her back to health and then probably sleep all day, because we had to get up really early, Niall haded.

They all got up, and started walking back to the parking lot to get back to the cars. They were surprised to see Paul waiting for them outside.

Hey Paul ! How is Angel ? Harry asked pinching his bottom lips between his fingers

The look on the tour dad, made them all fear the worst. Boys I’m going to need all of you to stay calm. Y/N is fine, she is resting at the hotel right now.

Well that’s good no ? Why are you asking us to stay calm ? So does she has the flu or something ?

No Liam, she doesn’t have the flu, according to the doctor she suffered from exhaustion. And I talked to Julian, Y/N has been recording all night for the past three days. According to him she barely slept, and her body couldn’t handle it.

To say the boys were shocked was an understatement. They knew first hand that management has been pressuring them for the next album, but this pressure was costing you your health and that pissed them off.

Those fucking wankers ! That was all Louis could say. We are touring, filming a fucking movie and recording an album they need to give us a fucking break !

Yes I know, that’s why I called Syco and told them that you will be taking a two weeks break on the recording of the new album. Now let Y/N rest, I’m going to take you back to the hotel.

Before we go back, can we make a few stops ? Niall asked a smile making it's way on his face.

-

Your head was pounding. Your throat was dry. If you didn’t know any better, you would’ve said this was a bad hangover. You opened your eyes, well-tried because as soon as you opened them you had to close them again, the room was too bright. Too bright. With your dry throat the only thing you could say was a small Ouch. But it was enough to alert the five boys present in the room.

You opened your eyes a second time, feeling pressure on your hand. A hand with an anchor tattooed on the wrist. Hey you, Harry softly said, smiling at you.

Hey Angel, Liam said gently on the other side of the bed. Handing you a glass of water. How are you feeling ?

Did we go out drinking last night ? Because if we did I drank way too much you answered with a smile after drinking a bit of water.

Babe, it would have been way funnier if you didn't look like shit Louis said smiling at the end of the bed.

Oi ! That what I thought ! What are you five idiots doing in my room while I’m sleeping ? It’s creepy !

Niall was the first to roll his eyes, but walked to the bed to offer you a cookie that you took, grateful, because you were really hungry. We are here to nurse you back to health Angel.

Well the service is disappointing, considering the lack of sexy nurses costumes. That brought a smile to the boys faces. What should we do then doctors ?

Well, we got you food, movies, and our delightful company darling, what do you want to do first ? Louis asks with a smile sitting at the end of the bed.

Well right now I going to use the bathroom, you said getting up. Your movement alerted the five boys that all got up to help you. Alright boys, as much as I love you, I don’t think our friendship extends to helping me pee.

But what if you fall in there ? Harry asked frowning

I’m a girl, I sit down to pee, I’m not going to fall. Give me 2 minutes and I’ll come back to bed. You took the IV pole and rolled it to the bathroom. True to your words, you were back in the room 2 minutes after. Opening the door, what you saw brought a smile to your face. Liam, Harry and Niall were laying on your king-size bed, surrounded by cookies and sandwiches. Louis was sitting on the edge of the bed watching Zayn working on the TV.

Louis got up and walked the few feet to you opening his arms, and hugging you tight. How are you feeling Angel ?

Tired but better than last night you said keeping your head on his neck. He brought you back to the bed, where you laid down in between Harry’s legs, your head resting on a small pillow.

So what are we watching ?

Disney movies babe, Zayn answered while he took a place on Niall, while Louis did the same on Liam. You were sandwiched between them.

You spend the entire Little Mermaid, eating cookies, drinking water and joking with your boys. Harry was gently stroking your hair, while Louis and Zayn were each holding your hands. By the time Aladdin started on the screen you were asleep. And so were the boys. That’s how Paul found you a few hours later, all cuddled up on the bed.

Your adoptive father on the road couldn’t help but smile, at the sight. His five grown boys and angel, finally getting some rest. The song you all wrote together couldn’t be more true that day. « If you ever feel alone, don't. You are never on your own. »

[inmyblueparadise]

Imagine InstaLive (Liam!reader / Niall!reader)

Hello Lovies ! Sorry I was MIA but I'm baccccccck ! Enjoy this one, and don't hesitate to send me requests ! x

Headcanon : Reader does an instalive and two friends that she hasn't see in a long time join.

‘I love this feeling that right now, I wish you were here with me Cause right now, everything is new to me.’ Those lyrics you wrote years ago with the boys couldn’t be truer today.

Working on a solo tour is a lot of work, and stressful, very stressful. For the last few months, you had spent all of your days in rehearsals and hundreds of meetings. For your first tour, you wanted everything to be perfect, you already chose the set-list, the stage, the lights, the merch, the posters…Never before have you had that much control over your professional life. It was liberating

But at the same time, it was nerve-wracking. You had to make all the decisions without the guys to help you or guide you. And you will have to be alone on stage ! Jesus just that thought made your stress levels go through the roof. Could you do it without your boys ?

That’s why after a long day of rehearsals you decided to do a live stream on Instagram. To talk to the fans, and just see if they were excited. After laking a cup of tea, you sat on your couch and turned on your computer. You decided to tweet beforehand giving them a few minutes to join you.

@Y/N : Hello beautiful people ! I will be going live on Instagram in a few minutes to talk to you guys, see you there ! x

After drinking some of your tea, you open the page and start.

« Hello ! Is it working ? I have no idea if I’m doing this right ! Can you guys tell me in the comments ? »

Quickly people were telling you that it was working. And started telling you hello.

« Apparently it’s working ! Hello everyone ! I know I didn’t tell you guys that I was doing this but I really decided this 20 minutes ago. So do you have any questions for me ? »

And just like that the comments flew in, you barely had the chance to read some.

« Am I excited to go on tour ? Yes ! I’m very excited, and I'm really nervous about being on stage alone ! But I can’t wait to see all of you » you said with a smile.

You take your cup of tea and take a sip, keeping your eyes on the screen. Your heart was swelling with love, seeing the love.

« Jenny ask if I’m going to tour in Europe. Yes, we are planning the UK and European leg of the tour, you should get news very soon. But I’m not going to spoil anything for you guys, but yeah I’m coming ! »

« Have you heard Harry’s new song ? I did ! Yeah, and I love it, I think it’s an amazing song. But at the same time, I’m not surprised I know firsthand what a fantastic person and artist he is. As you can tell, I’m really proud of him, and yeah go listen to Sign of the Times ! »

You keep answering questions and reading comments when suddenly one caught your eyes

@ liampayne : Do you miss Liam ?

You couldn’t help but chuckle at this, all the other comments suddenly turning into « OMG Liam ! »

« Apparently we have someone very special to me watching. Darling, you know the questions are not anonymous right ? But yes Liam James Payne, I miss you ! You know that ! »

« If you’re free join my love ! I’m going to try to add you, but please bear with me, I suck at technology ! » and it didn’t take long for him to answer « Oh yessssss I’m coming ! »

You started to try and add I’m to the chat and it took you 10 minutes of cursing and clicking to send him a request, to the delight of the 400 000 people watching you and trying to guide you.

Finally, you saw his little face on the screen next to you. His brown eye sparkled with joy and a big smile on his face.

« Hey ! I did it ! »

« Wow ! Hello darling how did you do that ? »

« To be honest Payno, I have no idea ! » you said laughing « How are you my love ? »

« I’m good ! How are you ? » he said still smiling

« I’m great, I’m rehearsing for the tour, you know how it is »

« Yeah ! Do you remember when we were rehearsing for the Where we are Tour, and Louis and Niall kept falling while getting down the stairs ? » he chuckled

« Oh yes ! Those were steep mate, I almost broke my leg getting down. Niall couldn’t get up there with the guitar » you said laughing

« I miss those days, hold on my puppy keep trying to eat my shoe » He looked down and grabbed the tiny dog from the floor « Stop that dog, I feed you enough don’t I ? And my shoes are bigger than you... »

You couldn’t help but smile and aw at the smiling dog who was now in front of the camera.

« Awwww look at him ! Do you have any questions for me and Payno ? »

« Sam asks Do you still talk to the guys ? I do sometimes, you know we call each other and text, they’re my boys »

« Yes me too, obviously we don’t talk every day like before, but we keep in touch, I actually talked to Niall a few hours ago, he wanted me to go golfing with him »

« Oh god, Ni with his golfing obsession ! I never understood that sport to be honest.. »

« Me neither Ahah oh hold on he’s texting me » Liam starts laughing, « He says ‘you are just afraid I’ll beat your ass because you suck’ Listen mate first of all, hello, and second of all, of course, you’re gonna beat me I DON’T GOLF ! »

« Jesus Nialler, stop creeping on this live and join us ! » That's when you see the comment

@ niallhoran : Add me then angel

It takes you less time to find how to add a third member, and after a few seconds his cute little face appears next to Liam’s

« Heyyy there you are » you said

« Hellooooo ! Thanks for the invite angel ! Hi Li »

« It’s so good to see both of your faces you had a good idea doing an instalive babe »

« I know right ? Oh god, 578 000 people are watching now, Jesus ! Helloooo. »

You spend 10 minutes catching up with the boys, before looking at the comment, where people are freaking out.

« Any questions for us ? Ah, What is your favorite memory from tour ? Liam ? »

« Oh I have so many, mine is probably after the shows, you know when we just sort of debriefed what happened and all that, what about you Niall ? »

« Every time we were on the tour bus, eating and laughing, when angel tried to learn how to play Fifa and ended up being shit at it » he said laughing loudly

« Hey ! »

« It’s true darling your shit at Fifa »

« Excuse me Liam, I won against Harry »

« Harry is shit at it too »

« True ! »

« My favorite is when Niall hit himself in the face with a basketball »

« Oi fuck you that hurt »

« I love that it’s on video too, ahaha » Liam said smiling

« You know Nialler, I watch this video when I feel sad, it makes me laugh every time ! »

« Glad my suffering is making you laugh still, I will never live that down will I ? »

« Nope, and look at the comments everybody agrees with us, this one and Harry falling because of the mic stand are pure comedy gold mate ! »

Of course, you all laugh at that.

One viewer then asks : Y/N and Niall, what did you think about the Lilo water fights soon stage ?

« Oh those damn water fights ! »

« Shut up Niall those were hilarious »

« I got drenched because I was in the middle ! And I was wearing a white shirt mate, Niall had to give me his sweater ! »

« To be fair that was Louis who got you first »

« Whatever Li, the only thing funny about those fights were when you fell because of the water on stage »

« AHAHAhAH »

You spend 30 minutes answering questions and laughing with Liam and Niall, your tea is long gone.

« Well I loved seeing you guys but I’m gonna go I have a phone meeting to get to. »

After saying your goodbyes to the 631 789 viewers, and to the guys, promising to see them soon. You stop the live. You wish you could have stayed longer, but you needed to go back to prepping your tour. After talking to your boys, remembering your good times on tour helped you feel better about your own tour.

You didn’t realize that during that phone call your upcoming tour, social media would blow up ! Instagram and Twitter are full of screenshots of you Liam and Niall laughing and comments about the 3/6 1D reunion.

Because during 5 years, your boys were there to make you feel better and make you stronger, and not even a hiatus could change this friendship.

‘I’m sorry if I say, I need you. But I don’t care, I’m not scared of love. ‘Cause when I’m not with you I’m weaker. Is that so wrong? Is it so wrong that you make me strong?’

[inmyblueparadise]

Heey! I would LOVE to read “Fill your guts of Spill your guts (Harry!reader)”

Hi love ! I was actually so excited to write this one ! I hope you like it :) x

It has been a while since you have been a guest on The Late Late Show. The last time you were there with the boys, and you ended up getting a Late Late tattoo with Harry. Tonight however you were alone, or at least that is what James Corden told you. You’ve been friends with James for years, he was a big One Direction fan, and you loved the carefree attitude he had on the show. But to be honest you had no idea how he managed to convince you to play Spill Your Guts or Fill Your Guts. The idea of being in the presence of disgusting food and being questioned by him made you a bit nervous if you were being honest.

As you made your way to the set you were welcomed by the screams of the public, putting on a big smile, you waved and ended up in front of the big table. In front of you, three chairs were put out. You didn’t know you were going to play with another guest, but hey, at least you wouldn’t be alone.

The cameras weren’t rolling wet so you had a few minutes to chat with the host of the show. Speaking of the devil, James made his way to you.

« Hello Y/N ! How are you darling are you ready to play my little game ? » he said with a smile on his face

« Hi James ! I’m good and how are you ? I’m not sure anybody is ever ready for that Table of Doom of yours » you answered trying to hide your discomfort. « I couldn’t help but notice the third chair, did you convince another poor soul to play with us ? »

James chuckled before answering you with a knowing smile « I may have a surprise for you, but let’s sit. Shall we ? »

You take a seat next to him, leaving the empty chair in front of you. The set started to come alive again, and soon, the camera crew was in place. 3,2,1

« Hello and welcome back to the Late Late Show, as you can see I am joined tonight by one of my favorite people, ex-member of One Direction, please make some noise for Y/N Y/L/N everybody ! » James said to the camera the crowd cheering for you « Thank you so much for coming, how are you ? »

« Well James, I don’t know if I should thank you for the invitation or run away, to be honest, this is probably the worst first date I’ve ever been on » you couldn’t help but chuckle. The crowd laughing at your joke.

« Oh, well I’m offended by that statement. But I think a can make the scenery a little better. I have a surprise for you »

« Oh no ! James I'm not getting another tattoo on your show » You answered getting comfortable on your chair, smiling at the crowd

« That was great for the audience, thank you for that but no, I thought, since this is your first time on the show since One Direction went on a break. I would make it a little more homie for you and have a friend join us » You raised an eyebrow at the host, scared of what he could have prepared. « Please make some noise for Mister Harry Styles ! »

The crowd roared at the announcement and you were frozen in your chair. You turn around to see your ex-bandmate making his way with a smile on his face, waving at the public. You couldn’t help the big smile that was coming on your face. You hadn’t seen Harry face to face since the hiatus.

Sure you texted and Facetimed, but it was not the same. After all, you use to see him every day for years. You got up from the chair and ran the last few steps to throw yourself at him, luckily he caught you with ease. Smiling, his dimples on full display. He hugged you so tight that your feet left the ground. God, you missed those hugs. You took the time while your face was hidden in his shoulder to talk to him without being heard.

« Hey H » you murmured softly

« Hey Angel » he answered still smiling widely.

« Gosh, it’s so good to see you ! Look at you with your new haircut ! » Damn he looked good you thought to yourself.

His smile widened (if it was even possible) and he chuckled a bit before putting you down « Thank you love, you look beautiful » You smiled looking at the ground to try to hide the redness that was starting to spread to your cheeks.

James hugged Harry, and he took his seat across the table from you.

« Welcome Harry ! Thank you so much for agreeing to this little gathering »

« You know, it’s not hard to say yes when I get to see Y/N, I missed her, so if I have to eat disgusting food to see her face, I’ll do it » he said smiling at you

« Oh I missed you too darling, but next time let’s go to a nicer restaurant » you chuckled. You couldn’t get the smile off your face, watching H in front of you in his beautiful midnight blue Gucci suit.

« So let’s take a look at the food that we have here, for this lovely reunion. First we have the salmon smoothie, the beef tongue, the fisheye. » You could hear the crowd making disgusting noise « Bird saliva, a water scorpion, a shot of hot sauce, cod sperm, the lovely bull penis and a fish head »

« Yummy » you couldn’t help but mutter at the food that was spinning before you three.

« I know, only the best for you my darlings » said a smiling James « Anyway, now, each player will choose from the wheel of delicacies what their opponent must eat. The player must then choose on whether they will answer the question honestly or eat »

« You are enjoying that way too much mate » said Harry with a revolted look, looking at the fish eye in front of him.

« Oh I’m sorry Harold, am I not allowed to be joyful went I have you two with me ? » answered James sarcastically « Anyway, I will be asking Y/N a question, Y/N you will then ask Harry and Harry will ask me. Shall we start ? »

« If I say no, can you go to In&Out instead ? » you ask with a big smile, trying to escape the hell that food was about to unleash on your gag reflex

« No. Now Y/N I going to give you the salmon smoothie »

« Lovely » you muttered looking down at the glass

Harry laughed looking over at you.

« Laugh now, Styles, but we’ll see how funny it is when you’re swallowing a fisheye » you joked.

He stopped laughing immediately and pouted at you.

« Okay, first question » James said. « Now, none of us know the questions. We have not seen them before the show. »

« Yes » you answered at the same time as Harry, you were looking into his beautiful green eyes, trying to find a little bit of strength. He smiled at you, mouthing words of encouragement « you got this love » you couldn’t help but smile.

« Y/N » « Yes James » « You, like Harry over there, you were part of the biggest band on the planet One Direction » The audience claps loudly, cheering.

« Oh gosh ! Yes ? » you look up at Harry, seeing him smiling proudly at you. « I’m very scared of the question now »

« Oh you should, because on this show, all five members admitted that they all had a crush on you at some point. So the question is, did you ever have a crush on one of them and if yes, who ? » he asked laughing

You couldn’t help but laugh and hide your face in your hands. If you were being completely honest, you use to have a huge crush on one of them. It was even possible that you were still crushing on that person to this day. But you never acted on it. You looked at Harry, and he was looking at you, with that damn smile.

« Well… There were crushes obviously I mean have you seen them ? But.. oh no I can’t who that would be too awkward.. » you grab the glass et chug a mouthful of the smoothie. Gagging, and instantly grabbing the bucket to spit it out. Oh god the taste ! You grabbed your water before turning to James

« It tastes like a salmon yogurt ! This is vile James ! »

« Well you could have answered the question »

« Nope » you smile at him

« Fine ! Ask Harry the next one »

« Harold, Harold.. what to give you » you ask out loud

« Angel, remember you like me, I’m your friend » he said smiling sweetly at you

« I know love, and because I love you I’m going to give you the beef tongue »

Harry looks at the tongue again and shakes his head, smiling at you

« So Harry »

« Yes m’love »

« You’ve recently released your first album, titled Harry Styles, and I’m going to go off script and say, go stream it now, it’s a masterpiece I am very proud of you »

« Thank you love » The crowd cheered, loving the interaction between the two former band members.

« One of the songs is called Sweet Creature, who is it about ? » You couldn’t help but laugh a little. Harry is a very secretive person, and you were sure he would never reveal the muse behind the song.

Harry blushed, a lot. James was laughing next to you, and the public was screaming. But you couldn’t look away from him. You mouthed a sorry to him which he answered with a smile.

« Umm It’s a very special person, it’s someone that really had an impact on my life, and that I’m still very close to this day. She’s kind of the person that has an impact on you, and doesn’t even know it. She’s actually the best I never had (watch the movie Ten Years to get that reference) … and I not saying more », he took the cow tongue in his mouth and bit a big piece, chewing. You adverted your eyes, disgusted by the sight. After a few seconds of chewing, Harry swallowed it.

« Oh that was horrendous ! » he said grabbing his glass of water « James you’re going to pay »

« Hey ! I didn’t ask the question, she did ! » James said his voice going up an octave pointing at you.

« True, but that your game. And I’m his best friend, he loves me » you winked at the blond host who just scoffed in response.

« So James how about you try the bird saliva ? »

« I have so many questions about that one actually. This first one being How ?! » you ask really intrigued by the yellowish liquid next to you.

« Well you see, Reggie over there gets up every morning at 4 am, and catches bird on the roof of the studio. And then he… I don’t know, what do you do Reg ? » all three of you turning around to look at Reggie, sitting on his stool on stage. Who just responded by smiling and petting an imaginary bird on his lap. You laughed at him with the crowd and Harry.

« So James »

« Yes ? »

« You said you were a big One Direction fan, in fact the last time we were there you ask to join the band… » Harry asked smiling.

« Yes, I’m still waiting on an answer by the way »

« Well we are on a hiatus to really focus on this decision, we’ll come back to you » you answered with a serious face, while Harry nodded.

« So who Is your favorite member ? » He said smiling, and you couldn’t help the snort that came out of you, laughing very loudly while the crowd laughed with you.

James’s face only made you laugh harder. He was red, a drop of sweat trailing next to his eyebrows, looking at Harry and then at you with wide eyes.

« A-a I‘m there is no way I can answer that.. first because I don’t want your fan to make my life a living hell - you couldn’t help but nod at that - and because I love you all.. »

« Come on James, Harry won’t be mad when you confess I’m your favorite »

« Please love, we both know I’m his favorite »

He fumbled for a few seconds before taking the glass of bird saliva and taking a sip. He had barely started to drink before he hunched over the bucket spitting it back out.

« Y/N I’m going to give you the bull penis » James said with a smile

« Oh sure give the girl the penis »

« I mean do you like penis ? » - you smiled sweetly at James's question before saying « Yes I do, but not chopped » You answered looking right into the camera. The crowd screamed at your answer, James almost choked on his water and Harry was just looking at you with a smile, his eyes twinkling.

« Well on that note » He picks up the next card and reads the question. « Who is the most surprising celeb to ever slide into your DMs? »

You couldn’t help but giggle. During your 6 years in the industry you had a fair share of celebrities that DMed you. And a lot of them of the men and women took the opportunity to flirt. Some of them you have never interacted with, while others well let just say you met for a drink - or more. Looking at Harry across the table, you saw him raise both of his eyebrows, because even if you had talked about some of them, he didn’t know about ALL of them. You rest your head into your hand and briefly, pondering whether you should share this information or not.

« WHO IS HE? » Harry questions through a raised voice, playfully jokingly along with the game and causing the audience to burst into laughter.

You smiled sweetly at him, making eye contact before answering

« I can’t. I’d rather not embarrass anyone » before taking a few pieces of bull penis and putting them into your mouth.

The audience reacts through a collective scream, looking at you chewing your penis.

« Please don’t look me in the eyes when you chew on a penis love » « Why does that make you uncomfortable Harry ? » James asked smiling. You were just looking at them talking, trying in vain, to chew.

Harry smiled at you, before muttering, « That's not the word I would use.. » unfortunately for him the mic pick up what he said

Jumping on the opportunity, James smiled widely before asking « And what word would you use Harold ? » « Moving on ! » your green-eyed best friend answered, blushing furiously.

After what felt like hours, you ended up taking the bin, but before you could spit, you turn to the camera, a small smile on your face. « To spit or to swallow that is the question » you ask before spiting in the bucket and taking a sip of your water. Laughter and screams erupted among the audience, as your two friends looked at you with wide eyes.

« Y/N you didn’t ! » said James, still laughing like a seagull.

« Sorry ! When will I get a chance to say that again on live tv ? Now my turn, hmm I choose the fish head » you said laughing seeing him look terrified.

« Harry love »

« Yes Y/N darling ? »

« Would you two stop flirting for a second ? »

The both of you looking down at the table, blushing. Lifting the card, you try to hold back your laughter at the question.

« There is no way you will answer that? ! Harry, you’ve dated both Taylor Swift and Kendall Jenner, the question is, who broke up with who, and why ? »

“Ooohhh,” everyone including James said.

« Who makes these questions? Why are we even playing this game ? » He said.

He shakes his head hiding his face behind his hands. Smiling widely at James, you looked at Harry, you actually didn’t know why those relationships ended, and to be honest, you were curious.

« Well shit… Hmm... there is no way I’m eating a fish head… Well to be honest, I broke up with them. »

« Whyyyyy ? » said James, smiling like widely - you didn’t know that, but Harry told James one night, after a few drinks, why all of his relationships ended the way they did -

« They.. well... » He looked at the fish head for a second before bringing his eyes back to you « They thought that my relationship with Y/N was too intimate, and when they asked me to change that and I just said no »

You were shocked to say the least. Mouth dropping open, you couldn’t stop looking at your best friend.

James took the opportunity to speak « So you decided to end those relationships, and keep your friendship with Y/N ? »

You couldn’t take it, you got up from the table and made your way to Harry, gathering him into your arms, squeezing him hard, your head gently pressed into the crook of his neck. You couldn’t stop murmuring how sorry you were into his ears. And he hugged you back, tightly, whispering how much he loved you and that it was ok. After a few minutes, you pulled back, tears threatening to spill from your eyes. Harry invited you to sit with him on his chair so you were pressed against each other. Harry spoke softly to James, still watching you from the corner of his eyes, while you looked at your hands.

« I mean, for me it was an easy choice. She is my best friend. She is the girl I call when I want to vent, cry, to laugh, she took care of me for 5 years while on tour. And even tho we don’t spend every day together anymore, when I’m not ok she’s the one I call to bring me home, she’s my angel » He said smiling, and while the crowd awed, you couldn’t stop the tear that ran on your cheek.

Harry looked down at you and you couldn’t help but let a few tears run down your cheeks. « You’re my best friend too and I love you so much » you said while Harry wrapped the arm closest to you around your shoulder.

« Well ask me the next question before everyone -including myself- starts crying in here. » James said dabbing near his eyes. « Alright, alright, what’re you gonna give me ? » he questioned, gesturing grandly at the selection of delicacies in front of you.

« I think you should try the cod sperm, what do you think angel ? » Harry asked smiling warmly at you

« Good choice H, good choice » you said smiling

James’s expression fell into one of despair as he shook his head, « I thought we were friends »

Reaching for the infamous question card from the pile next to you, you passed it to Harry. Reading the question printed on the back, a small laugh escaped your mouths.

« There is no way you will answer that James ! » « Oh shove off you two ! »

Harry cleared his throat, before asking « Alright, James, you are close with both of your parents, in fact they are both here in the audience tonight - the audience cheered while the camera showed the happy couple - who do you prefer your mom or your dad ? »

Harry and you couldn’t contain your laughter while the entire audience screamed and James looked at you two with his mouth open. His eyes immediately pinning the writers standing off to the side of the stage. « What kind of question is that ? » James’s expression was comical, to say the least. But knowing that he couldn’t get out of his own game, he picked up a piece and put it in his mouth, immediately spitting it in the bin. « This is revolting » he said while taking a drink.

« I’m going to ask the last question to the both of you, and you will have to answer or drink the hot sauce » James said with a smile

« So, Y/N and Harry » James started, pausing dramatically to pluck the question card off of his stack. His smile only became wider as his eyes scanned the text in front of him before looking back up at you two. « Between Louis, Liam, Niall, and Zayn, rank their solo music- » You didn’t need to hear the end of the question, and neither did Harry. The both of you grabbed a shot each, looked into each other's eyes and downed the shot.

The audience started to applaud and holler, while Harry began to cough into his napkin.

« Jesus guys you shouldn’t have drank it all, it's hot ! » James said with wide eyes

« Actually it’s not that bad » you said drinking water, « it’s disgusting don’t get me wrong, but I was expecting worst »

Apparently, Harry didn’t have your spice tolerance, because, he couldn’t stop coughing. You gently ran your hand up and down his back, while dabbing your clean napkin on his temple. « Are you ok love ? » you asked concerned seeing Harry in distress. « yeah yeah hmm hmm it’s was a lot ! »

« It’s incredible you didn’t even talk, just took it ! »

« They are our boys James, what do you want us to say » you smiled

James decided to end it here and turned to the camera with a smile

« That was Spill your guts or Fill your guts. We’ll be right back with more Late Late Show. »

The commercial break starts, yet you and Harry continue to sit at the table. Next to each other, smiling, not caring that tomorrow social media would freak out about all the eye contact and the pet names, you looking at him while dodging a question about crush and him calling you « the one he calls to bring him home ».

After all an angel is the sweetest of creatures.

[inmyblueparadise]

Can you do like an imagine where it’s after the hiatus and you become super successful and the boys come to your concert to see you?

Hi love. Thank you so much for the request, I hope you like it. let me know and don't hesitate to ask for more :) x

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After the hiatus, you didn’t know what to do with yourself. Before there was always someone to tell you what to do or where to go. « Y/N you need to go change you have to be on stage in 10 minutes » or « Y/N you have an interview with BBC Radio 1, tomorrow at 7 am ». But now it was just you.

It took you time to find a routine, to realize that you were on your own. And that hurts, to be honest, you were not Y/N from One Direction anymore, you were just Y/N. After spending some well deserved time with your family, seeing your friends, you started to try a lot of new activities. You baked (a lot), redecorated your house in London and even started gardening, you texted with the guys, but you had an itch. A writing itch. So after a few months of enjoying your "vacation", you went back to the studio.

You started writing. composing. spending hours in your home studio singing about how you were feeling, enjoying your newfound freedom. And missing your boys. You wrote a dozen songs, but you felt like they were not good enough. After all, you never wrote a song without your boys help. You assembled a new team and decided to play them the songs. They were ecstatic and quickly you had enough to have an album. You got signed at a record company (finally leaving Modest !)

13 songs. All written by you, some with help, but mostly you. You had never been so open about your life, your feelings and it scared you. Would people like it? Would the fans still support you? What would the boys think? That is what scared you the most, what would your best friends think, would they feel betrayed that you decided to go solo?

You decided to tell them one by one, starting with Zayn because he did it before you, and that conversation gave you so much courage.

« Angel, love, you are the kindest and most selfless person I know. You have every right to do what you want, especially when you are so good at it. The few songs you sent me are incredible and I am proud of you »

The rest of the boys were also very supportive, and you couldn’t be more grateful to call them your best friends. Harry had just started filming for the new Christopher Nolan movie, and was also writing for an album, Liam and Louis, after spending time with their sons were writing singles with different artists, and Niall, after playing way too much gold also started writing. You were going your separate ways, but still, you were each other number one fan.

It was time for Y/N to show the world. Your album « A Letter to Me » came out to the world. Your baby. It was nerve-racking to be alone on release day but the fans responded immediately. Quickly the album was number one in 73 countries, the music videos gathered millions of views and the fans couldn’t get enough. It was not a surprise to you, that the tickets sold rapidly when your worldwide tour was announced.

And tonight it was finally time. The first show of the Letter To You Tour started in your hometown, London. The London 02 arena to be exact. And you were stressed, to say the least. The last time you were there the boys were with you, and now you were alone in front of 20,000 people.

The boys send you texts all day, congratulating you and wishing you luck. Unfortunately, they could be here tonight, to be honest, it kind of broke your heart, but you understood, they had their own projects and new life after all.

But your parents and some of your friends were in the crowd tonight, so you were looking forward to seeing some familiar faces in the crowd.

You were getting ready in your dressing room, you decided to wear sparkly purple pants and a blazer, with a white bra. After putting on the finishing touches, you made your way backstage. You did your little ritual with your band, feeding off the energy of your team. It was time to go.

Trembling you put your in-ears in and take your mic, you planned on going up appearing on stage so you were currently waiting below the stage. You could hear the crowd getting loud as the lights went out and the music from your first single blasted inside.

« Well up I go » you mumbled

The platform you were standing on started to go up. Reveling in the cheers coming from the crowd you started smiling. After the first song was over you started scanning the crowd.

« Hello London ! » you were met with the roar of the crowd, laughing a bit you continued « Welcome to the first night of the Letter to you Tour ! I’m so excited to be on stage in front of all you lovely people tonight; the last time I was here, I was not one my own… » you were interrupted by even louder screams from the fans

« Hey ! Apparently some of you knew that already ! Unfortunately, the guys are not with me tonight, but I’m sure that even without Harry’s jokes we can still have a good time » your little joke was met with laughter and that made you smile. « Tonight my parents are here so let’s say hello ! » you said as you started to go to the side of the stage in front of the pit where you knew your family was standing. Scanning the crowd, you were met with the smiling face of your parents.

« Hi, mom ! Hi dad ! Hi.. » but you stopped yourself, in the pit right next to your parents, your eyes met 4 pairs of very familiar eyes. « NO WAY ! » you screamed your eyes filling with tears. In front of you standing with goofy smiles on their face, were your ex-bandmates. Liam, Louis, Niall, and Harry.

The fans started looking at where you were looking, and the screams intensified when they realized who was in the crowd with them. The ground shook. With the biggest smile on your face, you started talking again. « Shit, okay sorry, sorry, I… I’m a little bit in shock. But it’s a good intro to the next song. I would like to dedicate this one to 4 people who surprised me by showing up tonight. I would never be who I am today without your love and support, I love you guys with all my heart, this is See You Later »

As the song started, you knew that dedicating this particular song to Them would make a lot of chatters and rumors. But you couldn't care less, and then again, you wrote the songs thinking about your friendship with those wonderful boys.

« Cause time wasn't in our favor

This isn't goodbye, this is simply see you later

Let me know when it's time to come back

Maybe when your life is on track

And you don't have to hesitate

Hopefully, it isn't too late

Luckily for you I'm patient

I'm ok with you making me wait and

As long as you're near, I'll be here

Even if it takes ten years... »

As you sang, you couldn’t help but look at your friends. Harry was smiling so bright that you could see his dimples from across the stage, Niall and Louis had their hands up in the air, jumping up and down, and Liam was mouthing the words smiling. You couldn’t be prouder, and happy seeing your boys, your brothers, being there for you.

For the first time since you were 16, you performed alone on stage without your best friends. But tonight you knew that you would be fine and that even if you will be alone for some time, one day, you will be on stage with them again. After all, this is not the end for One direction, it’s simply a see you later.

Please listen to the song See You Later (ten years) by Jenna Raines while reading this.

Don't forget to TPWK and have a good day ! x

[inmyblueparadise]

MASTERLIST

Hi Lovies ! ASK and REQUEST are open ! Please don't hesitate to ask me for those you would like to read, and send me requests ! x

The 6th member of One Direction (fem!reader)

AFTER THE HIATUS

Fill your guts of Spill your guts (Harry!reader)

InstaLive (Liam!reader / Niall!reader)

Reconnecting (Zayn!reader)

List : The 6th member of One Direction (female!reader)

P1

P2

P3

Request :

You see the boys in the crowd of your first solo concert

You are sick and the boys take care of you

Never have I ever Part 2

Tattoo Roulette (Late Late Show)

The boys reacting to one of your song

Paparazzi issues

Sexist interview

Here are some ideas for me to write about. Don't hesitate to give me some, or ask for one. Please let me know if you like them.

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[inmyblueparadise]

The 6th member of One Direction

Headcanon: P2 of being the sixth member of 1d (Imagine One Direction x reader)

P1

- Realising MM

- The Best Song Ever music video

- Playing a bodyguard with a mustache, and having to put up with that

- “It itches ! How do guys do it ?” “That why we are men Angel” “Oh please H it would take you 10 years to get a mustache like me !” 

- Crying with laughter when you see Zayn as Veronica, and completely losing it when you see Niall and Louis

- “Oh Gosh ! You look like sex offenders !” “Oi !!” 

- Little dances on stage with Niall

- Hyping Zayn on stage 

- “Give it up for mister Zayn Malik !” 

- Becoming friends with the 5SOS boys  

- And being the victims of the shaving cream fiasco on stage during Teenage Dirtbag

- Forgetting the lyrics of Little Things while sitting next to Louis

- Him not being able to sing next because he is laughing 

- “I’m sorry I can’t remember the lyrics...Louis stop laughing you tw*t!” “ahahah” “We are a mess !”

- Dodging stuff that is thrown on stage, well at least trying

- “Oh Jesus ! Who threw a tampon at me ? It’s expensive love, keep it !” 

- Reading signs in the crowd 

- “Y/N please marry me ?” “Sure where is the ring tho ?”

- And fans screaming at you

- “Y/N sit on my face !” “Hey it’s a family show !” “Or is it H ?”

- Playing Repeat in interviews with the boys 

- “And it was important” “Repeat” “And it was important” “Repeat” “Jesus Y/N !” 

- Them protecting you, but also letting you have fun

- “So Y/N did you sleep with any of the boys yet ?” “what ?” “Well you are a pretty girl, and you are surrounded by beautiful boys all day..” “You do realize that this question is highly disrespectful not only to me, but to those boys because some of them have girlfriends, to our fans who came here to hear us talk about the new album, and to all the women in this industry ? I’m a singer, same as them, I sell millions of records, like them, I win awards, like them, yet you only seem to be interested in my sex life ! But no I am not sleeping with them, And I am leaving.”

- The boys slow clapping you, and following, but not after they gave a piece of their mind to the man

- Starting to feel overwhelmed because of being overworked by Modest

- Fuck Modest!

- Crying on stage while singing Diana 

- And letting the crowd finish 

- And smiling through the tears when they sing very loudly “Baby you’ve be saving mine”

- Feeling betrayed when Zayn tells you that he is planning to leave the band

- Locking yourself in the studio for 2 days after that 

- Writing Infinity because of that. 

- “How many nights have you wished someone would stay ? Lie awake only hopin' they're okay”

- And Where do Broken Hearts Go.

- “oh Angel ! Come here” “It’s gonna be alright”

- But in the end understanding the pressure he is under

- The rest of the tour being very different 

- Having to sing Zayn’s high note in You and I 

- “Jesus my soul almost left my body singing that” 

- His departure bringing you guys even closer 

- Hugging a lot more 

- Being shipped with the boys all the time 

- You all joking about it 

- “Niall ! You are cheating on me with Niall ! Angel you wound me !” “I’m sorry Liam but he is sooo bloooooond” 

- Little dances with Liam during Act My Age 

- Irish Dance with Niall obvs

- Being called girl almighty by the fans - and the boys lovin’ it

- “Make some noise for our Girl Almighty !” “But where is by big balloon then ?” 

- Accessorizes thrown on stage 

- “Liam you make a marvelous banana” “Shut up I look outrageous” “He’s dressed as a banana ! heyyyyyyy”

- Feeling sick on stage 

- And having to sit down and finally leaving the stage early because you couldn't  breath 

- The boys being worried

- You being on vocal rest for three days and having to miss a show

- “As you can see, our lovely Y/N is not here on stage tonight, don’t worry she is not leaving she is just feeling sick and is on vocal rest” “Please make some noise for her this is what makes You Beautiful”

- Tattoos ! 

- Harry insisting on tattooing you 

- “You did not tattoo a smiley face on my big toe Harold !” 

- Playing Tattoo Roulette on the Late Late Show

- You and Harry losing and having to get a tattoo - But being happy because Niall didn’t have to get one

- So much pressure from mAnagMent

- Countless nights talking about life on the tour bus while drinking beer

- “Those are my favorite conversations” “We are just talking out of our asses, especially you Louis” “Oi !”

- Starting to talk about taking a break - and crying about it - but knowing that it’s for the best

- Made in the AM

- “I think we should write a song for the fans” “What are you thinking about ?” “I don’t know, I wanna write them a song so went we are gone they can listen to our voices and sing along”

- The boys surprising you by writing a song for you - the little angel of the group

- Releasing the fifth album

- Giving 150% on the last show of the tour

- Dancing on Act my Age, with your family and friends right in front of you

- Hugs all around

- “Thank you so much ! We’ve been One Direction and we’ll see you soon” yeah that's me clowning

- Not being able to stop crying and softly saying into the microphone as you leave “As one of my best friends said 5 years ago, don’t worry this is not the end of One Direction” 

- Performing History one last time on the X Factor stage 

- Not knowing what to do next, but knowing that you will always have your boys

Like if you want a list for her after the Hiatus

Love x