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finally something with all three of us. here u go. lousy ass pfp. we'll get a better one eventually

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Gang got hand sanitizer sprays from bath&body works

we also have body sprays on the way

Dahlia likes fruity citrus scents

Myles (me) likes sweet scents

Onyx likes floral scents

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Get plushies for your headmates (esp frequent fronters) (L2R: Myles, Onyx, Dahlia)

planning on also making clothes for them too :3

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headmate who fronts everytime there's chocolate

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Some anti endo ppl are funny bc just because idc abt origins and I'm not entirely sure what's going on with my two headmates they'd probably assume I'm willogenic (not that i mind those who are, just anti-endos usually assume anyone not in their category is willo so they can use the narrative that they're all just roleplaying even though... no) but like, these two walked in and are so strange to want to will into my brain.

Onyx, okay, makes more sense because like hes a fictive and we ended up together, so i can see the angle of "oh he's willing a fictional character he likes for a relationship" but this man is whacking my head with trauma I didn't physically have right after I got over my baggage, sometimes fronting for days to go through it and cry until the body has a headache (sometimes we can switch out of headaches, sometimes we can't, but either way concerning. That much stress cannot be good on my noggin) and the source wasn't even a big fav until he showed up. Still, okay, i can see how an ignorant anti who assumes everyone who isn't with them is willo can not know and think that i willed him in to be my bf or something.

But. fucking DAHLIA BRO. Ah yes, lemme just will a little bratty meaniehead child that tells me and my other headmate to kts (idc, but Onyx does a little bit), calls me a fatass/pig all the time (idc most of the time) and says other horrible things. why not? (also, is there a term for headmates coming from intrusive thoughts? Like she just spawned from that. idfk.)

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SOMEONE made my #1 song Sex with a ghost.

(also thought this would be funny since stupid hoe has been stuck in my/our head bc of me)

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sometimes disability accommodations arent what you think. sometimes its letting the weird people, well, be weird. letting them carry stuffed animals around, wear things you dont normally see, be loud/quiet, speak in odd manners, spell things wrong, all of it without backlash or harrassment.

and thats okay. its not just the big, important things that a lot of us NEED to function, like interpreters or ramps. sometimes the small things can make a difference too, no matter how “strange” or “distracting” they are.

if its not harming you or someone else its not a problem. its making someones life easier or less miserable.

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i wish -genic labels weren’t such an important thing in the plural community

like yeah our system formed bc of trauma. it maybe also formed because of neurodivergence because being autistic is, imo, inherently traumatizing in modern society

yes we are traumagenic but are we multigenic? autigenic?

…BUT not all of our headmates were created because of trauma. some were just created bc we needed a guy for a job. some were also created on purpose- ex, forming someone’s sourcemates/partners???? and some also just showed up!! for no reason!!!!

are those specific headmates endogenic? willowgenic??? one of our sidesystems calls themselves traumawillow because they like the term, what does that make the other ones??

it’s so odd and complex and i wish the community wasn’t so label oriented :/ like obviously use the labels you like!!! but i wish we could just be plural without people, other plurals even, asking why, yk?

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being a system is having one of your headmates say the wildest shit known to man and just going "WHAT." while turning around to look at nothing

this post is NOT for anti endos!!

[pt: this post is not for anti endos!!]

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Dahlia just kept repeating her name to annoy us when she first started to form

Some of us just come pre-labeled idk man lol

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Wearing a beanie to keep my headmates warm up there

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i’m not plural so i’m no authority on the discourse but like. if you believe you’re a system i think you know that. i think there’s probably like .1% of people who *mistakenly* believe they have alters. your brain created whole ass other people and now whole ass multiple people live in your head. So like the only thing you can come at them saying is “you’re actually a system for a different reason” and like dude. it’s their fucking brain. their fucking alters. are you really gonna go up to a stranger and say “you have trauma 🫵”? of course there’s fakers out there but even if endogenic systems didn’t exist you’ve surely seen all the posts about fakeclaimers being more harmful than fakers could ever be, because fakers can cause misinformation which does suck, but fakeclaimers will *harass* people who actually genuinely have the thing just because they acted a little too silly in a post.

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Me n the system makin picrews

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also sorry we don't have a pfp or banner WE CAN'T AGREE ON NOTHIN

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damn me and my brain squatters are doing numbers -🐛