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10 Songs and a Tag

Tagged by: @locke-writes (Hey, Noah, how ya been!)

Rules: Put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people to do the same

She’s On My Mind - JP Cooper

The Wolf - SIAMÉS

Ue o Muite Arukou - Kyu Sakamoto

Your Stupid Face - Kaden McKay

Sweet Talk - Saint Motel

Dirty Imbecile - The Happy Fits

Square Hammer - Ghost (specifically the blessed RHRN vers.)

I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Don’t Wanna Die Anymore - Waterparks

Because I’m Me - The Avalanches

Vs 1010 (Rock Version) - No Straight Roads OST

Tagging…Damn do I even know 10 people??

@circle--of--confusion

@angellayercake

@cruise-in-your-glow-bus

@d3dw1tch

@library-ghoulette

@farmer-attorney-at-law

@saintplaquerat

@sacred-coffin

@you-can-call-me-root-bitch

@pestilenceking

*gasps* Holy shit I do!!!

Plus anyone else who’d like to participate. Have at it!

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My heart whispers in sad, hushed tones. In spite of this, it feels so loud and deafening and yet I can’t understand a word it’s saying or what it wants. Or maybe it’s more like a baby squalling in the dead of night, and you can’t understand what it’s asking for; they might not understand it either. So it’s just the two of you, sitting in darkness while it screams and cries and you wait until it tires itself out. Maybe then you can sleep and start over

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You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

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I saw this and I thought Tumblr might enjoy it

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I didn’t think I’d get this far. Uhhh… Let’s start at one william dollars and go from there

I’m not a boy but I am asking for money. It’ll go towards my business venture for a company that sells Copia pants grinder mats. So I’m asking you, gharks (ghost sharks): Will you be my fallen Angel investor? Please? 🔫🥺

Sold.

How much do you need? 👀

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Antidepressants don’t make you happy, I get that. They just can help make the sadness more tolerable. But then what do you do with the feeling of incompletion that lays at the bottom of it all? What are you supposed to do about the niggling feeling something about you is missing from you?

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To stand in a desert between religion and nothing is to exist in a perpetual frozen state. If I move one way, I seal myself to a life of misery and wanting to die with no promise it will be worth it in the end. If I move the other, I damn myself and am cast aside for eternity. So I stay as the sun burns me and I sweat myself out and I hope something takes me before I have to choose.

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Nuthin like waking up from a nap wherein you had a complicated dream that involved you running away and one of the only things you remember is how your dad (with whom you actually have a good relationship with) called you wicked/evil :)

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a fated pair of star-crossed bunnies 🩷🐇

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Matisse Circle by Leonard Nimoy, The Full Body Project

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I feel like there’s nothing left to me. What’s up with that?

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The shittyass cocktail created by moral ocd and adhd-induced emotional dysregulation is so potent and bitter that it WILL have you convinced something happened because you were happy, folllwed by notes of knowing that’s not true because it happened because you’re broken

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“Pierre philosophale” (2013) by Les frères Chapuisat - A stone sculpture humorously juxtaposes a cigarette within a rock’s slit, blending natural form with human artifact.

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there are teenagers today using smartphones who don’t even remember the real gun emoji. they have never experienced it.