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Are you randomly awake at night just because you have to think about Joong writing Gay fanfiction, posting thirst traps for his "bro" and still ears more money than you and me together like - yah me too 👀🤣😅💀

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Just wanna say that some things in this industry will never change...sadly.

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KentaKim kiss!! Aaaaah!! We Stan!

Also don't fuck me up with time and shit god damn. Willy u mf! Hope you get your shit next week!

Also Chris? Like wtf. Ways brother? What is this? I am so confused 👀

What's gonna happen 🥹 my babies

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Close enough- welcome back Kimhan Theerapanyakul! 👀😅❤️🥵

What a masterpiece again 😍🔥

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You know what, Babe was right when he said Charlie doesn't think about how he feels. Because Charlie is so focused on sacrificing himself in a way he thinks is best that he genuinely is not thinking about how Babe feels. Babe is literally having a breakdown in front of him, unable to sleep, begging him to stay and Charlie leaves without explaining anything because he thinks that's better protection... but he's not thinking about Babe's feelings at all when he does that. He's thinking about his own. He's being selfish in this sacrifice but thinks he's being selfless. Because. Again.

Charlie is not thinking about Babe's feelings at all. Babe was right.

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Omg that ending??? Like this is how Charlie will loose his memories. Oh god from here it only goes down!

And Alan - man do that operation! God..he carries to much - this will be a bad thing I can smell it!

Also Babe knows that Charlie wants him. And they love eo. But this whole thing is so hard. Seeing Babe cry...everything uff..

It's already ep 7 oh god. And they're not afraid to kill a main character- I am so scared my god 🥹😭

Also KentaKim!!! Aaaah the eye contact!! Also Willy's backstory is so crazy...damn

(Damn so crazy)

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So BOC does it again!

The trailer is so good. I can't wait to see MA in action again - also Miles hair! My god. This is everything! Can't wait!!

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Last thing because I need to actually work 😅

Putting Willy’s actions aside - because they aren’t connected to what I’m about to say.

Babe is 100% responsible for the current state of his relationship.

“Oh but Charlie -“ yes. Charlie also struggles with communication, but HE DID COMMUNICATE his insecurities. He told Babe. Told Babe straight to Babe’s face that Willy bothered him, that he was worried Babe would leave him for Willy, that Babe would get tired of him, that he was annoying to Babe. Charlie laid EVERYTHING down in plan language.

And Babe disregarded all of it.

“But Babe’s trauma!” This is Pit Babe! Every damn character has a metric ton of trauma. Half of them were going to be sold in a bizarre human trafficking operation. Having trauma does not excuse actions - it simply might offer an explanation.

Babe knew Charlie’s feelings and disregarded them. He chose not to care.

In the end Babe is the one who needs to figure his shit out, because he’s the one who needs to rebuild that bridge. He’s the one for put gasoline on it and pretended to be surprised when it caught ablaze…

And before people come at me, yeah I know that none of that was Babe’s intention. But intentions and results don’t always match. I “intended” to get a degree in Biology, I actually ended up with one in English Lit and International Studies.

This is an opportunity for Babe to grow as a character, and I hope the show allows it.

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So I missed last week's ep but now I got 2 whole Eps!

Last weeks Ep: So I just hated how Willy is an absolut ass and I using Babe (he wants to find things out) and Charlie's jealousy to his advantage..urg...the SA...I want to see Charlie being furious bc of Willy!I knew Chris would ne snooping around grrr u sexy mf! Als Kim saving Kenta love that! Also North and Sonic? Get your shit together haha. Also Alan getting old is the funniest thing haha. (Spy looks so good though!!!) Uh I know the break up is coming - not ready 😭

This week: Damn. My god. I loved angry Charlie. The way Willy is working with Tony (clear to me from the begging) and Charlie didn't say sth yet. Them loving eo but are so mad..also sth really of with Alan?? (Jeff's vision? ) also the race was so hot. And CharlieBabe f at the end? Urg so many emotions!!! Also Kim feeding Kenta?? And Chris is like??? Man I HAVE QUESTIONS!!

Next week: oh Boy..Jeff??? Charlie's gonna quit? It's gonna be messy!!!

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I see what you are doing there gmm 👀

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I absolutely love this person and their recent youtube posts!! It’s so funny how people hate hearing the truth. 😌

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Guys - I am so Back for the fucking it hahahha I am so happy!

FROM NINEW’S INSTA STORY!!

MY BELOVED! MY BELOATHED! BOSTON IS BACK BABY!

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So it ended. I loved it. It was cliché but it made me happy. I loved the chemistry, loved the acting in a way it reminded me of old school vampire movies and I found joy in seeing Mond (villain engery level 100) and Neo play in this.

Also loved how we got neck biting and wrist feeding like a classic one haha.

Also I hoped that Tong would become a vampire. So I am happy.

I can't wait to see what Joss and Gawin will let us see/do in OF 2 - from acting till giving visions haha. Also excited to see Neo and Mond in Winny Satangs series.

Thank u Golden Blood. It was truly a pleasure 😁

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So we had a lot of first things (for this season)

Riding AlanJeff style 2.0 is back (I cheered 🤣), Jeff finally confessed it to Alan and he reacted so sweet (I cried) and PeteChris (🔥) have sex behind the billiard table hahah. Damn. Also KimKenta rise 😍

Also Willy is getting on my nerves and CharlieBabe are so cute (Babes face when it was promise rings not marriage rings haha lol) also damn Winner. Man shit. Tony JUST so stands up like whaaat?

Damn. Can't wait for next week 🥵

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Aaaah God damn this ep was full of goodbyes and I hated it 🥲 and loved it.

The team up with Nakan came as expected but I love the interaction sm. Also can't we make Tong a vampire? Then his blood will be useless? Or what's the problem?

Can't wait and be sad about what's happening!

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I WASNT THAT MUCH DELULU?? LIKE OMG 😲 😭🔥

The concept of this year's LOL should be everyone make out with everyone live on stage - who wouldn't want so see that??

Me being delulu

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And them?? Like omg WHATS THAT SMILE PHUWIN DAMN 🔥