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There’s only so much I can do

I release the tension in my shoulders and my hands

If things don’t go according to my plan,

I’ll let go and see what happens instead

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My sunshine!

You cure the longing in me!

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I look up and realize I’ve drifted so far away

So I’ll spend the spring coming back to you

I’m on my way

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I’m awake and alive again

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If you think that there’s no hope at all, I want to tell you a quick story about the other day. I mentioned casually to my partner that when I got home I would probably make myself some soup for dinner; when I walked through the door, there was soup waiting for me on the counter and I cried because they remembered what I said in the morning before I left.

And that soup was simple and warm and filled me up and we played video games and it rained and we both knew that there are messed up things happening around us and in our own lives but for a few hours I was full of soup and laughing with the person I love most and I once thought that I would die alone but now I’m here and now not all of my tears are bitter

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When you get out of bed in the middle of the night, perhaps just to drink a glass of water,

As you turn on the light in the other room and disappear around the corner,

I see the silhouette of my outstretched hand, silently calling for you to come back.

Then I feel, upon your return, that the journey turned your own hands cold,

And I’m here to warm you up again.

— Izolda Roo

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I hold tightly to joy and hope because it feels better than to give in to despair and pessimism. That’s all.

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In the past year I’ve had an incredible awakening to pleasure. Relishing the sensations of life and of touch. Relinquishing control when my partner wants to hold me. Asking them to hold me. Holding them, being desperate to hold them and allowing that desperation to manifest in my grip and my kiss and my hands and my eyes.

I dive in completely to their gaze and I get lost in the thick and tangible air of nighttime breath. I choose to let myself feel it. I’m allowed to feel it.

It’s beautiful and real and right. It’s so right and pure to feel this pleasure with my partner.

This is intimacy.

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Inside me there are two wolves.

One wants to sleep in until noon every day.

The other wishes I woke up to my alarm three hours ago.

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The ol heehee hoohoo

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My New Year isn’t about feeling New. I still like me. I’m just trying to feel Refreshed.

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#She is crazy but she is free #bunblr

not a dream

please show me pics of your pets that can be described by the phrase 'she is crazy but she is free'

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Rabbit Kindergarten! She has already starting knocking down the walls which is fine bc it’s a short visit for Christmas.

We’re staying with my mom for Christmas. I have a rabbit. My mom loves having a “grandbunny.”

Over time my mom has become more familiar with how I take care of my bunny and the things she likes, so for this visit, she set up a rabbit enclosure for her. The whole thing is lined with cardboard which my bun loves to tear apart. She threw in little rugs she can move around. Each corner of the makeshift pen is like an exhibit with enrichment zones.

My mom called it rabbit kindergarten!

I think another thing that makes me so happy about it is that she’ll also have a human grandchild here for Christmas, and set up a crib and space for them too. But she took the time to do this for me and my rabbit. What love!

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We’re staying with my mom for Christmas. I have a rabbit. My mom loves having a “grandbunny.”

Over time my mom has become more familiar with how I take care of my bunny and the things she likes, so for this visit, she set up a rabbit enclosure for her. The whole thing is lined with cardboard which my bun loves to tear apart. She threw in little rugs she can move around. Each corner of the makeshift pen is like an exhibit with enrichment zones.

My mom called it rabbit kindergarten!

I think another thing that makes me so happy about it is that she’ll also have a human grandchild here for Christmas, and set up a crib and space for them too. But she took the time to do this for me and my rabbit. What love!

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Tomorrow, I

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Every time I see any post about Sebastian from Stardew Valley, I absolutely devour the content. I don’t tend to obsess over a lot of fictional characters so I really wish I knew what it said about me psychologically that this man, this angsty, frog-loving, mildly antisocial, video game husband has me giddy. (My IRL partner is nothing like him?) What’s the science behind this!

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Wait, come back!! I haven’t yet learned if our souls could converse in an intimate and cosmic way through eye contact!!