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Welp, today's my last exam (if i decide not to waste more time on studying and shit), tbh elden ring felt easier than this bullshit, alot less stress, mental fuckery and dumb shit to memorize :p

And well since i need some kinda motivation(and more than 3 hours of sleep "which i already can't even get") today we're listening to phonk.

Let's kill this bitch🤟

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Mood today:

I tired of working, this is hell

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Me fighting my thoughts about buying elden ring, even tho i already have platinum in it.

(I'm focking losing this fight)

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Friendly reminder: You're breathtaking to someone, even if you don't feel like it, you just gotta find that person👉

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Me most of the time:

😐

Me when i see a cute cat:

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I hate when you leave

But there's nothing to be done

I'm to blame for the lack of sleep

It's my fault for being too attached.

When you leave, they return.

Thoughts that are slowly killing me

I dream about the next evening

After all, only then we are together

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I only want to be with you

With you and no one else I need

Without you, life seems dark

Only you and reason is not even needed.

I hope you thinking the same

I hope I'm enough for you

If not, I'll leave in the same second

There will be someone who is better than me.

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Its strange how i know a girl literally 3-4 days,and she manages to crush my problems one by one... i begining to think that life is not that bad,i stopping to hate myself and my body.

Wtf is going on. Is that the thing called normal human relatioship?🤔

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Find a girl that will add happiness to your life,just like Jill adds karmotrine to a drink when its optional.

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Even a small thought about bloodborne is making me wanna do another run just because it's so nice to commit a beast genocide with the beast claw. And no i'm not a psycho(probably...i am playing bloodborne almost for 5 years,so i dunno)

Me getting a full stack of beasthood⬆️

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Just a friendly reminder to love yourself or try fixing what you hate about yourself,or the third option find things that other people love about you and try to focus on them. Sooo yeah, fucking love yourself or i'll find you and beat you till you do :)

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I want pizza

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Since i found a job,we gotta listen something motivational sooo...here you go,i guess?

Not phonk tho,cuz it's gonna be other kind of motivation,like get up and beat somebody to a pulp. :)

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I know i kinda made this whole dealio about "Being better" and stuff. But damn listening to asmr about just hugging your "Girlfriend" bringing out loneliness to a whole new level. I love it and it's really helping me sleep but hell ,the moment video end... boom you lying in bed with nothing but a pillow in your hands. Being lonely sucks major ass💀.

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Fuck depression and fuck hating on myself,it's time to really be better ,so fucking life would become better too.

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Every fucking day my thoughts keep getting worse,i hate my life ,i hate myself,i hate everything and yet there's people who makes my life so much better and they don't even realise it. I'm scared.Scared that i will lose them sooner or later if something like that happens i'll probably kill myself.

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Sometimes i wonder "Why the fuck do i keep playing games that makes my nerves shatter"

Then i turn off my brain and play again, cuz im a dumb bitch who seems to enjoy mental pain.