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Twice Is Enough

Fandom/Pairing: Marvel Cinematic Universe - James “Bucky” Barnes/Tony Stark

Length: 5 chapters (~26 000 words)

Series: Part 2 of 2 of Do It Right

Rating/Warnings: T / Canon-Typical Violence, Brainwashing, Involuntary Medical Procedures, PTSD, Grief/Mourning, Torture, The Usual Winter Soldier Tags, Hurt/Comfort, Mentions of Brainwashing/Torture, Non-Descriptive Sex Scene, Memory Loss

Additional Tags: Happy Ending

Summary: When Bucky meets Tony Stark, he knows his life will never be the same again. Tony is brilliant and it’s impossible not to fall in love with him. Doing so is dangerous, however, what with the war and society not accepting love between two men. Bucky is willing to risk that, however, knowing all too well just how precious love is — how little time he and Tony might actually have. Bucky never wants to let go of Tony.

But then he falls and, in the hands of HYDRA, is brainwashed and twisted beyond recognition. Instead, he becomes a weapon that exists only to follow orders and execute missions. He remembers nothing of Tony and his previous life.

Until one day, seventy years into the future, a familiar man on a bridge reminds him.

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Welp, it’s officially been one year since Endgame and I’d just like to announce that I am still not over the deaths of Natasha and Tony.

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That landmine put shrapnel two centimeters from my heart. My every movement allowed it to inch closer. I had to design a system to hold the shrapnel where it was. And incorporate it into a self-defense solution to get me out of captivity. It was the first time I’d had to design something that saved lives. It was a stopgap at best. I got home and put my money into a suit that’d keep me alive. I spent years in various versions of this breastplate, holding the shrapnel in magnetic fields. Until medical science caught up with me. And I could get the damn thing out. But I kept the suit. Kept tinkering with it. And I’m not sure why any more. Except maybe that it wasn’t about the future. But my future. And it allowed me to pretend that I wasn’t a man who made landmines. I went from being a man trapped in an iron suit to being a man freed by it. -The Invincible Iron Man Vol. 4: Extremis

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I ain’t [Tony Stark], I’ll tell you that flat out. There’s always a bit of a burn off period when they run out of call sheets for me. I’m just a fucking actor. I’m just a guy who does have a very interesting past, who does not regret it, who wished to shut the door on it. I think that that translates. 

55 years of greatness - April 4th, 1965

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Bucky spins on his heels and walks two steps before a voice behind him croaks out,    “Stay.” wetly

So he stays. ~~~~~~~~~~~ Lovely lovely @ad1thi requested a fic scene of my choice! Sorry for taking it so long ;w; I picked Park Bench/ AO3 , cause I haven’t drawn Fem!Tony/Toni before and I wanna give it a go :D Oh boy that hair, haven’t draw a proper female for years, now I remember why lol Hope you like it sweetheart❤❤ Also I’m in quarantine day 5 and I’m bored :( so if u wanna throw me sth to draw, just send an ask :D Buy me a coffee pls uwu

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On My Mind: Tessa Thompson’s arms.

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everyone who reblogs this before 03-30-2020 gets a book recommendation based on their blog in their inbox

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Peter: I love watching the live coronavirus count because everytime the number goes down it reminds me that people are recovering from it!

Tony: Or maybe they just died

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Embrace your differences and the qualities about you that you think are weird. Eventually, they’re going to be the only things separating you from everyone else.

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When Tony comes to see Bucky, it’s easy to tell that something is very wrong.

A fill for SFW Thursday: Dialogue/Sentence - “Where did that bruise come from?” for the @winterironmonth that is also inspired by this post from @whumpster-dumpster. Also a fill for my @tonystarkbingo (card 3022):

Square Filled: A3 - Free space Ship/Main Pairing: pre-WinterIron Rating: Teen and up Major Tags: Mentions of abuse, mentions of child abuse, hurt/comfort, hurt Tony Stark, protective Bucky Barnes, Sunset Bain/Tony Stark (bad relationship), Howard Stark’s A+ Parenting Word Count: 1234

I hope you like it!

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I just don't wear mke up cuz I'm lazy.

theres a difference between 'i dont wear makeup coz i dont think its normal and okay to expect of me to look like a porcelain doll every day of my life for like 400 dollars a year if i dont want to and no amount of "liner sharp enough to kill a man slay your war paint you queen" ads can fool me into it' and 'i dont wear makeup coz im not like those other girls im pure natural holy spirit virgin pick me pick me pick m

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I was reading a bunch of comments that people have left on my AO3 stories, and I just got this overwhelming feeling of happiness over how people have actually really liked the stuff I write and do.

I haven't written in a few months, but looking back at all the nice comments makes me really wanna write again soon.

Much love to all my readers ♥️

(should probably go to sleep it's past midnight and I have to wake up at 6.30 yikes)

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HEY!

This post is a reminder to bite into your phone do it do it do it

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RDJ takes the ALS ice bucket challenge. [x]

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Tony + his nyoom machines

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DO IT

i rly badly wanna write a buckytony teen wolf au