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I’m still waiting for the call when you realize you should have stayed

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but for my own part, if a book is well written, I always find it too short.

Jane Austen (via lifeofquotations)

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People

I need people to talk to

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Him

He's so perfect. I've never been able to say I'm IN LOVE with someone... I don't know why. Or how. But I am. I can't help it and I hate him for it. But it'll never happen. It sucks

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Mornings

I'm not a morning person, Though I get up every day to get my sister ready for school. I smoke a cigarette usually after I drop her off but since it's gettin warm again, I started going out to the back every morning to kill time before I walk her to school. Even though I'm not a morning person, those mornings that are so quiet (other than the traffic sounds) You just hear the birds. It's more cold than hot but not too cold. I love these mornings.

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Late Night Thoughts

So. I started working out a few weeks back and stopped for a couple of weeks. I was on my new old instagram (my old instagram that I have made my new instagram since I never used it) And I was checking out some fitness pages and weed pages and whatever, blah blah, it reminded me that I had stopped working out. And I really want to lose at least 50 pounds before the summer hits. I KNOW it's possible. I just need to stay dedicated. So I have come to the conclusion to take notes. To record my process. To stay consistent. It's 50 pounds. It's really not that hard. (Dear lord help me) So. Starting tomorrow, my life shall become a healthier one. I'll keep you updated 😅

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My Morning

Alarm goes off at 7:30 am* Gets up* Goes upstairs/ let's the dog out and then go upstairs again* Wake up 10 year old sister* Get her ready* Brushes teeth and washes face* Makes her lunch and packs her bag* Tries to convince her to eat some breakfast* (she refuses) Let's the dog in* Walk her to school at 8:30 Walk back home, wake and bake* Go back to sleep for an hour*

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Lol

Fuck.

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Omg

So I haven't posted in a while. I've been going through some tough shit. I moved out of my house, had to get some money which I still haven't gotten. My phone is cut off. I'm worried about school. I need clothes. It's just so much shit. But I'll start posting more within the next couple days :)

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I like to draw if I haven't told you guys. I wouldn't normally do something with colour or paint but I'm happy with the outcome considering I only worked on it for about an hour

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I love him #jensenackles

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You.

I don't understand how you can go from "hating" yourself, to thinking you're the baddest chick out there. I don't feel sorry for you. And you won't get my attention by being so "upset" all the time and then having the time of your life when you think you're hangin with "cool" people that are really just retarded in so many ways.

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I don't know

I’ve been so positive since 2016 started. So positive that nothing has gone wrong for me. I made some good money, made some good friends, had good experiences and literally even more. Up until the last month or two when I stopped posting. Things haven’t been so good and I’ve been focusing on my life rather than posting. But because I’ve been so positive through this, or at least trying to be, my life is turning around once more and is starting to get good again. Positivity is key

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...

I was stupid to let him go