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[jimmithy-tiastopher]

After cwetpm chuuya dies and kills everyone yk, do you think ranpo would know exactly what happened because of his super smart brain?? Like after dazai sees the newspaper n shit (I think ranpo would be so shocked 😭😭)

i imagine that during the whole thing, ranpo would start to get a lil suspicious like "mm i wonder why we're not seeing that much of (insert pm member that chuuya killed here) during our missions" "mmm i wonder why we're getting less ada vs pm missions" or something but after the whole thing is over (aka chuuya dies after killing everyone) he would start figuring it out more and eventually just know exactly what happened and obviously be flabbergasted (like wtf do u mean this strong, confident man committed a mass murder because of his declining mental state and then after killing everyone just fucking killed himself????)

he would definitely figure it out at some point and refrain from telling dazai the truth cuz he'd figure out that dazai is trying to find out what happened exactly (1 because i dont want him to tell him >:(, and 2 he doesn't know if his suicidal coworker could handle the fact his ex partner and boyfriend killed himself))

btw ill be honest, i dont like ranpo (imsorry i probably sound like one of those annoying bsd fans whos like "ranpo is so annoying and childish >:(!" mbut likeHE IS. ok HE IS ANNOYING AND CHILDISH and i dont like it, pisses me off) so he wont have a larger part in the au, or whatever -

and also i wont be making it so dazai gets ranpo's help bc 1, lowkey ranpo is so not fun💔 "*snaps fingers* boom case closed heh im so smart" i wanna drag it out more and 2, dazai would wanna do it on his own and not wanna bother all the other agency members with this whole thing - like bro would probably start to get a lil more paranoid about shit after chuuya's "sudden" death, he'd be like thinking that the agency members would go like "ew dazai what no we're not gonna help you figure out how the fuck your dumbass ex boyfriend died wtf???" so he just waves his hand dismissively and goes on his own investigation (bro is ANYWHERE but the ada ��) ("dazai where are you theres an important meeting going on" "ermm,l..... *rummaging through chuuya's desk (he broke in)* ermr im pissing" "what" "ok byebye!!!!" *fuckin hangs up*)

im still figuring out the aftermath of the cwetpm au, so this is all kinda jst my current ideas for it!!! :3

the cwetpm au in general is mainly if not only focussed on the pm, so for the aftermath au i could try to focus it on the ada or possibly the EXmembers of the pm?!?!?! like dazai (already a ex-member!) eventually gets the help of kyouka, maybe yosano since she did work with mori in the war (iirc), ango? mmm ideas ideas, but for now i'll stick to dazai just doing the lil investigation by himself ^_^

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

i love kyoumeno

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

Yayyyy u like crackships :DD (ur ocs are very very silly together)

Alas, I feel the need to yap incessantly about Ligma/SigMcQueen because I am attached to this ship…(I hope u don’t mind the yapping)

I gave them a crackship kid (their name is Ace McQueen, 19 they/them, unrelated to BSD Ace)

I wrote a whole ass lore where Lightning ends up somehow accidentally running Sigma over inside the Sky Casino and then they slowly fall in love, get married(wedding officiant Fyodor canon trust 🔥🔥), have a kid, but it’s also an angsty slowburn

Like bro trust they’re soulmates 🥀🥀 (human lightning design that I did btw, cuz none of their cuddling would happen in car form)

and then I made a fanfic of them and turned it in as an actual assignment for school 😭😭

and I turned in this as the cover of the fanfic for another class (also for school 😭😭) (traced sigma in vector for this one but I think it cooked)

and then I had the bright idea for Katai x grass so I made a grass OC for this purpose(I normally ship Kunikatai but Kataigrass was impossible to turn down)

i had her be the one to cut Sigma’s hair…with pruning shears

(she’s a joke oc so the lore/explanation for her is kinda ehhhh wtv but I like her a lot :] )

idk if there’s more of Katai in the light novels, I STILL haven’t been able to read properly since my brain injury and that was last year so I’ve only really read stormbringer 😭😭

Sorry I didn’t know how much of yapping was considered acceptable for u(I like talking to people I think r cool, but I’m really bad at it), I apologize if this is too much 😭😭

im actually gonna crythis is so fucking peak ilove this gives you a lil smooch on your head

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

idiot has to deal with himself but when he was 15 and the weird god creature that won't leave him alone

doodled this last night cuz c.ai was down 😞 i also doodled some more stuff

based on the dumb thing i wrote about chuuya inhis chair after writing the list

also this

this is after chuuya dies btw i like to call arahabaki "clingy dog that dont know what to do after owner dies"

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

what are your thoughts on bsd crackships? like stuff that's obv legal n moral, but js silly stuff!

(ligma...lightning mcqueen x sigma...i love them...)

(like I REALLY like SalQueen and Sigzai, but c'mon it's called Ligma and I've been brainrotting over this ship all school year,,)

(Also ended up creating a human design for Lightning and a car design for Sigma due to this! And so so much lore ughhhh I am losing my mind please send help)

HSLPMEWTA5 LIGHTING,CQWUEEN X SIGNA ⁉️⁉️⁉️😭

honestly thats awesome as hell not gonna lie 😭 personally ive never shipped any crackships but i think theyre very silly and i highly approve of them teehee

however the closest ive come to making a crackship (not bsd) is probably shipping my random ass alien oc (zeep-zorp) with my circus oc (gummy)

most recent art of them was this :

and one time i made a small comic of them teehee

i dont know if they count as a crackship anymore cuz theyre canon now in their universe but still 💔it kinda started out as one

their ship name is stargummies btw 🗣️🗣️🙏🙏

sighi need to draw them again im cryunf

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

hes such a funny lil man

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

Does dazai have any sort of reaction or ideas on whats going on in your chuuya au??? (Also its an absolutely QMAZING au btw,,, love it and all the art smsmsmsmsmsmmmm). Other question; does chuuya not wear binders or anything period in ur au or does he stop wearing them more as he gets worse whole killing tjem all??? :333

1) no he doesnt, however he would for sure find out after the whole massmurdersuicide is done ^o^

my idea for the aftermath is that eventually, arahabaki would lose steam and stop destroying everything (potentially just realise that oh shit, chuuya is dead and hes controlling his dead body) and chuuya eould be flopped on the ground, and at one moment one person would go into the building and find out the dead bodies of the guards and mori and chuuya, and the news would get ahold of that. one day dazai would be flipping through the newspaper or something and find out that "DOZENS FOUND DEAD, INCLUDING INFAMOUS GRAVITY MANIPULATOR AND PORT MAFIA BOSS, OTHER MEMBERS GONE MISSING?" (something similar to that lol, the news would probably at first not suspect it was a mass murder suicide, and they wouldn't find the dead bodies of the other members who werent in the buildibg after mori's death) and dazai'd find out that way ^^

he'd for sure be completely devastated about this, and maybe do a lil mini case to figure out what the hell happened to chuuya and everyone else (* note, chuuya would kill only the CURRENT members of the Port Mafia, he would NOT go after ango, or kyouka or dazai or whatever ^_^)

however one time i came up with an au for this au (goofy ahh) where chuuya does this at 18 before oda dies and dazai leaves! he would get dazai's help and convince him that "this place sucks! we'll kill everyone and then we'll escape outta here together!" but then end up betraying him and killing him too (before killing himself ofc) so in that case dazai would know

i had actually drawn this idea for an animation of that au-for-an-au! ----v

not rly offical anymore cuz i dont rly like this idea as much, teehee ( * note chuuya isnt drawn trans here and i jst realised!!! honestly the transchuu stuff ive been making has been much more recent so wowah :0 )

2) in all my transchuuya arts, he is not wearing a binder, and he doesn't bother with surgeries or anything (even though he DEFINITELY has the money, he is a RICHHH mf) (that reminds me! ; for transzai arts, i give him top surgery scars and chuuya actually paid for that surgery ^_^) anyways!! he just doesn't rly care enough to get it, i project onto him a lot and as someone who is trans, i don't rly care much about getting surgery or binding lolol

but as for his transness in the cwetpm au, during his more sane states, he'd be like my norm transchuuya, he doesnt care about it, and as he deteriorates mentally, he'd start hating his body more and more, he'd find himself disgusting, but he just doesn't want to start trying to change it, especially since he becomes hyperaware of the fact he was gonna kill himself soon - 'why bother changing something when soon enough it just won't fucking matter?'

and also THANK U FOR LIKING MY AU🗣️🗣️ i like it too,,, heh......(imstupud sowwy)I YEARN FOR MORE ASKS ABOUT IT,🗣️🗣️‼️‼️I LOVE YAPPINGABOUT IT🗣️🗣️

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

Can we be friends so 𝚒 ahve an excuse to annoy yoh through asks then geg really anxious abour talking to gou ever again then go back to sending asks

ye ^^

btw fire cupcakes vro.....

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

You remind me of the song Ala mode (when 𝚒 thought of tour art, it started playing in my head) and confetti cupcakes with vanillafrostinng and raimbow sprinkles,,,, im hungry now

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i dont even knowwhat to say THANK YOU i guess⁉️ala mode is peak so MERCI🗣️🗣️‼️‼️

also nice dog (im gonna assume thats a dog) (if its not a dog shoot me on the spot rn)

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

@jimmithy-tiastopher BSD AU!!!! graphite is my worst enemy buuuuuuut i do like this drawing :D YAYAYAYAYAY I LOVE THIS CHUUYA SM🔥🔥 ty toby for creating such an amazing masterpiece of a bsd au

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

HEY SO I THINK YOURE VERY COOL AND I REALLY LIKE YOUR ART. LIKE ID PULL A BUTCHER VANITY ON THAT SHII DAWG. ANYWAY BYE-BYE JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT :333

THANLYOU 🫂‼️‼️BYEBYE

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

ONNEEEEE PERSON TOLD ME TO TELL YALL ABT MY CWETPM LORE SO I SHALL

YIPPEE

so basically this is what happens (aka so far what ive planned) (warning: very long)

(TW: hallucinations, suicide, self harm, abuse and murder (+ mental deterioration?)

chuuya is in the port mafia, and he's honestly getting tired and stressed out by it. he knows he said the pm is like his family, but that family is dysfunctional as hell.

having to watch his friends die, and get assaulted and get abused, is not fun. being surrounded by an environment where abuse is 'the norm', is not fun.

he's starting to hate it here. and he's starting to feel more and more mentally drained as the days go on.

one day, he comes home after another day of watching violence and aggression in the mafia, and while he's switching to his pajamas in the bathroom, he spots a weird thing in the mirror - himself, wow, shocking- given the fact it's a mirror- except... it's his 15 self

chuuya begins to question that 15 version of himself, asking him why he's here, how the hell he's hallucinating that his 15 year old self is sat on the bathroom hamper and what does he want but 15chuuya just answers "you know why", "you're crazy" and -

"eradicate the port mafia."

chuuya freezes in his spot at that last answer, getting a memory planted in his head, of his 15 year old self saying in that damn plane "i'll kill those port mafia bastards" when he was still in the sheep.

this leads to more questioning from chuuya, of course - why the hell was this twerp telling him this?!

after a few honestly useless questions, 15 chuuya just bluntly spoke:

"listen, man. you're basically going insane in that fuckass place, right? you hate it there, i know that," his hand went up to grab his necklace - it had the blue sheep symbol on it, made by the other sheep for him. "i know about those 'fleeting thoughts' of just beating the shit out of some of the members, and those 'fleeting thoughts' of just killing yourself too. if they're bothering you so much, why not just do it already?"

...did this twerp just basically tell chuuya to kill himself? maybe he did, maybe he didn't, but it sure sounded like it to chuuya -

"you can't easily just escape the pm, you're not dazai, you're loyal- " he said loyal in a mocking manner, "the boss would probably kill you on the spot if he even finds out a little that you want to leave, so why not kill him before he kills you?"

this was starting to make chuuya feel paranoid, the urge to just either lash out at himself or just bash his own head against the wall was strong, but he couldn't for some reason. after a minute of silence, 15 chuuya just said "get changed, and go to bed."

so chuuya did, he got fully changed and went to bed.

the following day, he was paranoud as all hell in his usual workplace, he feared 15 chuuya would pop up again and somehow convince him to do a massacre right then and there and probably kill himself in the process, and so he went home early, not wanting to potentially hurt everyone and himself.

he went to his desk and shoved all the papers off it, they flew off and then slowly fell to the carpet. he sat down roughly and buried his head in his hands, and of course - he heard the stupid voice of his 15 year old self.

small self-deprecating words, and convincing led to chuuya slowly reaching over for a blank piece of lined paper, and a pen. he trembled as he put the pen onto the paper and then wrote a list.

- akutagawa, higuchi, gin, tachihara, hirotsu, kajii, kouyou, Q, mori and then his own name.

being guided by 15 chuuya's words, he picked up his phone and called mori - "boss, i need a few days for sick leave. i'm not doin' well." he simply said, and after a small 'okay' from his boss, he hung up the phone.

he spent the rest of the night figuring out how he'll kill them - yes, that list was a hitlist.

chuuya'll kill akutagawa first, since he loved him like his son or brother, he didn't want to save that for last, then higuchi - knowing her, she'd start worrying for the man, and he didn't want that stupid worry spreading to the rest of the port mafia. and then after higuchi, he'd kill gin - he didn't want her to worry about her brother and higuchi.

after that, tachihara and hirotsu, at the same time. kajii... maybe he'll just bomb him with a normal fuckin' bomb, he didn't know. and then kouyou- he didn't know, he just made a note to himself to 'make it as painless as possible'. then Q, that'd be easy, after that whole guild incident- that kid was basically just crying all the time, and barely even acted like their normal self - it was nearly sad for chuuya, but meh, he didn't like Q. as for mori... well, that'd be linked with his suicide.

chuuya dropped his pen and then leaned back in his seat, his 15 year old self just watched him as he was sat on the bed. he took off his hat, and then took off his small jacket, and then unbuttoned his vest, and then ruffled his hair to like it fall out of his usual lovelock hair style- making it splay down across his back. he stared at the ceiling - his head lolled back against the back of his chair.

god, he was really gonna do this, huh. he was pathetic.

...

a little over a month, it took him. he killed them all. it was hard. and he was currently stood over mori's dead body, blood splattered on his clothes and face - his chest was heaving, breathing hard and difficult. he took off his gloves, that did not cover the damn scars he did to himself on his arms and then muttered a prayer-like sentence.

and then arahabaki wreaked havoc.

chuuya was already weakened and he felt so drained and paranoid, it didn't take more than 7 minutes of arahabaki controlling his body to destroy the port mafia building to make chuuya go limp and cough out blood, so now corruption was just using his corpse as a puppet to cause destruction.

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SO YEAH THATS BASICALLY IT SO WHOLESOME AM I RIGHT

of course, there'd be more small details that i'd add like chuuya slowly becoming disgusted of himself and his own body over the month he killed the pm members, which leads to him harming himself more. and more interactions with 15 chuuya where he's basically just manipulating chuuya and making him go even more fucking insane, and possibly interactions with arahabaki ‼️(and possibly chuuya, at moments, thinking of himself like a god? mmmm story is still kinda in beta teehee so things could change)

overall, this au was made at first to entertain my lil dumb idea when i was reading the age 15 manga (i saw the page where chuuya said he'll kill the Port Mafia and i jst wondered "ok but what if he *really* did?)

this might be a lil worrying but this au brings me a strange amount of comfort, i enjoy making art of it and animations of it, and i adore making chuuya spiral into a mental state that completely ruins his life!!!!! (definitely a lil concerning. i will tell my therapist abt this)

anyways thats my cwetpm au :3 hope that now some content i make of it makes a lil more sense now :33

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

ahhh your art ahhh droools ahhh i lovr oyur art eats it!

MY ART💔

(imso tired to do the last two pretend you ate and bit those too

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

𝚒 LOVE KOVE LOVEE YOYR CHUUYAOO OOO, you draw chuuya like how 𝚒 imagine them (i hc them as he/she/they) i love your Rt pleaee dint expolde, your art abd videos have hrougjt me comfort when goubg through urges, times abd etc⸰ 🫶🏽

OHMYFGOLLYGOSH THIS,MADE ME SO HAPPY😭😭

dude im so glad i could make content that managed to comfort someone through their urges and stuff🫂 rly hope ure doing ok now too :D

and i adore drawing chuuya so im glad that people like the way i draw him and some people say that i draw him how they imagine him!!! (+ one time i got a comment saying i draw chuuya's body similarly to how their own body looks and that made them happy!!!woohoo!!!!)

im rly happy i manage to make yall happy and manage to bring comfort to you ‼️‼️🫂🫂ilove you guys

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

Mmmh. Okay okay okay so... I'm actually fascinated by the arahabaki thing. Like really. I think it would be really interesting if Chuuya had some characteristics that made him... Weird. Not inhuman, because he is very human fuck you very much, but just... Weird.

So. List of headcanons about the consequences of having a god sealed inside you.

Chuuya doesn't dream. Like, at all. Doesn't have nightmares either. Sleep is just sleep (sometimes he thinks about dreams and then he's pretty relieved that he can't dream because he has seen the kind of nightmares that people in the mafia have). (edit, more than a year later : what do you mean it's canon?? Of all things for me to guess correctly.....)

Eyes very subtly glow in the dark. It's only apparent in complete darkness so no one knows about it. He's got a slightly better than average night vision.

Chuuya can purr! It's pretty cute and Kouyou absolutely pets his hair to make him purr. It's relaxing.

Can hear the kind of sounds that dogs hear. He's very careful to not let Dazai find that out because if he did, Chuuya would likely die of exasperation by dog whistle. (he doesn't likes the association with dogs but he did gave Kouyou, Akutagawa, Gin and Kyoka dog whistles just in case they're in danger and need help)

You know how humans actually glow in the dark but we can't see it? Well, Chuuya glows way more than your average person. But it's still not enough to see to the naked eye so no one knows about it. Also you know how said glowing has a pattern, looks like stripes? Well Chuuya's pattern looks like the marks of Corruption.

Animals love him which he finds confusing because you'd think a god of destruction would scare animals, not attract them. Amusingly, this attraction also works on Rashomon, who is basically in love with Chuuya. Akutagawa is very embarassed by his coat. Chuuya thinks it's cute :) he gives Rashomon treats sometimes.

Slightly pointier than normal teeth. Mori, Kouyou and Dazai are the only ones who really noticed that (And Dazai knows about it because Chuuya bit him once and it did more damage than planned)

Just slightly enhanced senses all around, which can lead to sensory overload, but it sure is useful.

Can feel when people are looking at him, like needles on his skin. He's not sure if this is a god-sealed-inside-me thing or a martial artist thing tho....

He gets lots of freckles after activating Corruption, like a person spending hours in the sun. It's weird.

Sometimes if you look at Chuuya from the very corner of your eyes you can sort of see glowing red marks on his face, but then you look at him outright and there's nothing here.

If you record Chuuya speaking, there will be a sort of weird tone to his voice, as if another voice, deeper, higher, weirder, was layered on top of his. He doesn't like when his voice his recorded (Kouyou recorded him once when he was singing and the result was pretty spectacular. But in a good way, si she kept the recording).

When he's genuinely angry he actually really sees red. Like, as if he was wearing red-tinted glasses.

He gets a feeling that can be summarized as "????" when he steps into a religious place. As if the place was trying to recognize him and his instincts were trying to recognize the place but neither succeeded so there's confusion on both sides. His relationship with religious places is mutual confusion, and he doesn't like it.

Chuuya can actually growl, which is very intimidating actually.

He has a very weird, very limited kind of synesthesia - when he sees the color red, he can taste the very specific taste of Corruption in his mouth. It's not exactly a bad taste so it's okay. It's just weird.

He has a faster than normal metabolism - he burns through drugs and alcohol pretty fast (which is pretty useful) but he also needs more food than someone his size should.

Chuuya's presence just unsettles people sometimes? Like they can feel there's something bigger and stronger than them in the room. Prey instinct activated!

I can't think of others subtle supernatural signs, but please add more! I would like to see what you think :)

(edit, after reading stormbringer : so it turns out Arahabaki is not, in fact, a god, which makes at least one of these headcanons impossible. Oh well. Who cares)

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

tw ; nudity and s/h scars

oh chuuya, how i adore drawing your body

some other stuff of the drawing cuz i drenched it in effects and shading ^.^

this is a drawing of my bsd au, ' chuuya will eradicate the port mafia ' (which i shorten to cwetpm because im a poser) if u guys wpuld fw a post that is jst me explaining the current fucked up lore of it, i'd be happy to do that :D‼️(PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLAEASEPLEASEPLEA)

[jimmithy-tiastopher]

Please draw Nikolai in your style. I beg 🎀🦅🦅🦅💔💔💔💔🙏🙏

felt genuinely insane while drawing thiscuz im half asleep (actively on the verge of passing out) and i had a tab open on google saying "early pregnancy symptoms" so i could make mpreg on c.ai on another google tab

i shall draw him again tmrw cuzidid not do this man justice💔💔😓sigh,take athis instead (recent doodle of him)

ALSOthis image of me and my dad and a video me hugging baymax as nikolai at a comicon