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Backread

11:52pm. Maya-maya umaga na. Biglang napabukas ng mga old convo (s). Sa pagbukas ko, parang dinala ulit ako sa panahong yun. Parang biglang napindot ko yung press ON sa time machine. Dama ko ang kaba, kilig, inis, sakit sa mga nabasa ko na para bang kahapon lang nangyari lahat. Mapapa balik-tanaw ka na lang din sa nakaraan. Di maiwasang maikumpara ang noon at ngayon. Nagbago. May nagbago. At least may naiba. Kidding aside! Change is constant! Di dapat magulat. I just realized somethings after I backread. Ooopss! Rated negative po ito since, skills ko naman ito - Ang punahin ang mga mali at damdam ko. Una, di ako goods maging tunay na kaybigan. okay lang kasi ako sa "pag need mo ko andito ako, pag ako na yung may problema, okay lang if may malapitan o wala, kasi minsan hindi ko alam na need ko na pala ng tulong". Nasanay na lang din naman ako na hindi kinukumusta, o finafollow up. Follow up lang sila pag may need sila, but its fine. Pag ang sagot ko ay "okay lang ako" honestly, hindi ko alam kung ano isasagot ko. Summary: Isa akong pabayang kaybigan. Pangalawa, lahat nagbabago... pati sya, maging ako. Ako ata may problema. Narealize nya din kasing mabagal at boring ako kasama. Gusto ko na lang mawala sa kahit sinong hindi ako nakatulong o ako'y walang idinulot na may kabuluhan! Charaught! Panghuli, kahit ano pang transition sa buhay ko ang maging ganap, tanging si Hesus lang ang hindi magbabago. Umiyak ako pero di mo ko pinagtawanan, ni hindi Ka nainis Lord. Imaginary Mong balikat ay dama ko habang lumuluha ng buo. Nanghina ako pero heto Ka, pinapalakas Mo ako. Walang bumati sayo ng "Congrats!", pero sabi mo Lord that time "isang mahigpit na yakap sayo aking anak! Well done!" sabay tapik ako sa aking sariling balikat na para bang ikaw ang nagsabi noon. 12:39am na. Baka pag gising ko, wala na to. Isinulat ko lang ang mga damdam na inumaga na sa kakatype. Good morning na pala.

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Love of God only satisfies!

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Hello, my name is Child of the One true King.

Matthew West

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You make me brave, You call me out beyond the shore into the waves.

Bethel Music

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Jesus told us everything we have to know, miracles that enough for us to believe, and the Holy Spirit enough to help us to understand. Just like John 15:11 I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete. And if we found ourselves complete in Him, secured and assured in the faith we believe, we will not fall away.

Jesus taught us to depend on Him, so we can stand in His foundational truth. Jesus inspires us, so now we can relate to Him relationally. Remain in Him jin for He did and does all things just for you to stay.

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Never!

You are free indeed! (jhn8:36) He is the light, you follow Him, you remain in Him, so that youll never walk in darkness (jhn8:12).

The promise is this: problems may occur, storms may come, sadness you may felt, darkness may surround you but you will never walk alone! Not this time! Not this moment!

You may think na bumabalik ka sa dati... pero hndi. Bago na yan, bagong battle and you have new road to walk by, new phase, new faith, new heart, new problems and solutions, because new breakthru is coming in you.

You are a NEW YOU! praise God hallelujah!

Hinatahatak ka pababa? Kumapit ka pa sa itaas, sa Lord, He never and will never left you alone.

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He wants you. Yes, you!

As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him.

John 9:1‭-‬3

There are things or sufferings that we are facing na prng teka bt to nangyayari skin, ano bng gnawa ko? Some of those are just because God wants to use your life to display His power and how He works. Oo, ikaw! And yes, be thankful of that privilege. Lets just pray that Lord help us to endure these, and open our blind eyes to see what are those things we should always be grateful for.

Jesus healed the blind man. If that man was healed, ikaw din papagalingin ka din Nya. Just stay with Him. Sa lahat ng hahanapin at balak mong balikan, SYA na dapat yun.

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My awareness of the Holy Spirit should be more than my awareness of things getting ahead of me.

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While i'm praying for him

Pls make me/us ready Lord...

Whenever we are both struggling, it is our challenge how will we display Your glory

Whenever we are correcting each other, how I pray that we may not see it as if we are unworthy, for You made us complete before weve met

Whenever we want space or just to be quite, may the noise of your love brought us into prayer and discernment

Whenever we are in different places, may the trust and confidence we built in God alone help us to conquer every hour of being away from each other

Whenever weve done a mistakes, how I pray that we will never get tired of forgiving each other just like how You many times forgave us.

Whenever we want to reconcile things up, may You help us become more hopeful and sincere, for I know You can fix us.

Whenever we get tired of everything, may You give us wisdom on how we will able to rest, teach us this time.

Whenever we got discouraged, how I pray that may You clear our view and present again Lord, how faithful You are to us.

Above all, it is your unfailing love that will compells us to wait and love each other more until Your promises and plans will happen and Your glory will be displayed in our lives. What a privilege Lord!

#confidentinYourpromises

#iwillwait

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Youth Revival 2019

I set my heart and hopes expecting that there's something more, something new and something that will break my flesh and bone.

Coming from months of procrastinated body and frustrated heart. I have an attitude! I got irritated, sliding down my interest to reconciliate things up.

Yes, I obey... I continue... I live

But I struggled in submitting. To say yes or no without any grudges and holdback.

I endure everything so much, both the good and bad ones. Not seemingly enjoying and appreciating but throwing thoughts if-its-not-because-of-her-or-him.

Continuing became hard and living became surviving.

I once said that I want correction... no matter how hard or deadly it is for me, but when that thing happened,

I accept it.

I said ok its my fault.

I endure it.

I thought about it.

I became sad.

I lose patience.

I became irritated and think twice if its really my fault.

I reason out more and more, bubbling rants to my thoughts at any time.

I became more sad and frustrated.

I endure it by overthinking.

I cant take it.

I cant accept it.

But when this day happened...

I started to talk to You truthfully, saying,

Can You meet me here today?

Honestly, I let my weakness and flaws ruin my hopes, I let my self be pestered by poisonous stares of judgments. I let my guard off and on, so I got confused with my decisions.

Can You please meet me today even its my fault, even the blame should be put on me?

And this happened...

It all start with my IDENTITY.

Truly, Im a sinner, a wrongdoer. Got flawed with emotions and opinions. Giving up being patient with thy self. Im dejected. In a long way of running tears and shaking body, I vomit my frustrations and guilt spirit inside of me. You made me fall into my knees again, declaring that I am blessed, I am called, I am healed, I am whole in Jesus name. Thank you Hesus for fixing my perspective to who You say iam.

In UNITY, You helped me to fix my eyes to You, whose love is so perfect. That can surpass all hatred ive been feeling from the last 3months. Both to self and others. What can I say?! Its your love that pours my opened heart, and freely refill it to love other people. My body, soul, and spirit should unite to do what you wanted me to do, wholly.

VICTORY comes when I accept You to peeled my heart, to dissect it and finally break it for You will made it new. Breaking my heart for what breaks Yours made my feet jump off from my comfort zone and shout freely for You create a new heart in me. Thank you Hesus for resurrecting me!

GLORY appears in the light of the Son. Age to age You shine. You meet me. I meet you. We've met. How glorious this moment appears. You are my more-than-words. Your light surpasses my contaminated eyes that full of distracted lights. Salamat Hesus for mending my eyes and desired to pin my eyes to You, the author and perfector of Faith.

I got home.

Restored.

Redeemed.

Revived.

Saying, ang sarap lumaya ulet!!!! I am free indeed. Im a child of God, yes I am.

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hair color, i want youuuuuu

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Yes, i love tulip since 2008 

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Thank You for touching my lips and let me open it to utter a prayer.

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This was an answered prayer to me. Thank you Lord for bringing me here in this Unity conference #Psalm133. To meet this man of God (Dr. Peter Tan-Chi) and actually listening to his preaching was really memorable. To serve God no matter how young or older you are... there’s no such retirement in serving the Lord. So blessed! 

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SHE LIVES FOR CHRIST ALONE 

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Let’s smile then.