balled up
If I lie on my side and fold into myselfagain, and again, and againkneading my need into the solace between my knees and chin perhaps, I can bring outwhat knaws at me within and face the day anew
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stasis
Living is what I do When I’m not thinking of you I’m often in stasis these days The sun warms my shoulders Into feeling less old than My bark-like skin declares I spend my days exposed Like light can appease thirst And bring life to dried dirt But it won’t And I’m left fiddling With […]stasis
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untold
Have you or have I
rewritten the story?
I recall like yesterday
How I recoiled
How he called you out
How you insisted, then persisted and convinced, yourself
How I went along,
against all my instincts
because I wanted to destroy something that night
Because the one that should have stepped in, hadn’t
Because I should have asked him to
Because he shouldn’t have had to Because I shouldn’t have had…
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not enough
I’ve run circles around shadows
Raised two people from a grain
Crossed oceans and added,
collected and borrowed,
Begged and bent to be let in
yet fled at every chance
I’ve climbed mountains in my mind
and tumbled down numbed
by blatant lies meant to exalt
and suppress all uprising
Nothing has touched me
like colours and smiles
hiding in the corner
of a mouth or an eye
or the blush of a cheek
or…
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small measures
It has been a while, measured
in breaths, in, out, like tick
and talk about the weather
Time marked and dismissed
with the taking of pills
and meals and chilled tea
I haven’t thought of you
in days, maybe weeks
Thyme cures all, they say
Rambles and brambles
would etch patterns
more entrancing than
the creases of these sheets
imprinted on my skin
Artists, like prisoners,
make much of so…
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faulty vision
With faults and all
Tweaking and peeking
No filter
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recovery
Stay sharp, stay strongstandkeep walking, keep walking
tall face out
keep walking, keep looking, straight aheadkeep typing, keep flinching,inching towards a better placetowards comfort talking
In here all is silenceno one talks, they look out windows, they lookpast floors, they lookto their next stepall is investedin that next step
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save
And I want to save
that poem
and that other one
Fold it into my
pastry cortex here, now,
to find it whenever
I gnaw mindless this way
to remember
that time,
that is
now, when
I was laid out splayed
head ringing with spring breeze
ease leaking thoughts
of fucking awe at all that is
and words’ power to
sow/seed/warp/tear/lift/free
I want to hit SAVE, UPLOAD and
NOTIFY, should I slipslink back
into…
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without a word
Some know,
though they stay quiet
They meet your eyes
steadily, knowing you know,
they would change it
if they could
let the comfort slip off
and stand flayed and flawed
as they see you,
past the layers of nuance
you worked a lifetime
to layer into a thick bark
now peeling away
under their gaze
leaving you breadth
to forgive and
breathe again
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waking
5:35 a.m. and mortality
rattles my dreams
to shake me from slumber
and dump me in the clamour
of consciousness considering
probabilities of you waking
to another day
Across the way we ponder
ifs and mays to outfit
ourselves against judgement
Would that you would see me,
and I you, we could spare
the world our gifts
wrought to hit the right spot,
weld the right cage,
forge our thoughts, and…
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straining colour
if you squint hard enough
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craving colour
craving colour
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considerations
I tire of strategies and ways
to cope with oncoming days
relentlessly repenting my weakfisted displays
of resistence
Should I walk you through
the maze of forays I’ve made
to breach your frame of reference and make you see me
Or should I don those gifted feathers and the walk
that make me talk in ways
that appease and rename me
South, North, West, East,
Worst, Best, Most, Least
these things…
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giving tree
my kind of Christmas tree
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vestiges
Vestiges shorn from my dreams
rise like phantom limbs
unveiling their legacies
Slightly more bent over,
one leg shorter,
I eventually circle round
to make the same mistakes
only with more weight
to my now uneven gait
But wait, I’m not done
choking back that song
I should have sung as
out of tune as your face
hung below the new moon
that drew my attention
More than you ever would
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earnest question
When you’ve made peace
with ghosts and regrets,
attended to duties
and promises unkept,
repaired mistakes
and mended fences,
paid your dues with
atonement and repentance
Will you rise from the ashes
of all dreams forlorn?
Or settle with the dust
of afterthoughts to scorn
our misguided trust
that all things sacred,
decent and just
will be rewarded?
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