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OLD SCHOOL LOVE - GOJO SATORU X FEM! READER

A/N: I really really love old school romance like we need those back 😭🤍

Warnings: angst, fluff, dramatic rain scene, comfort, 2006 high school era, gojo being ooc, might seem cringe or cheesy but I tried my best 😭

In the heart of Tokyo, in the early 2006s, there was a high school nestled between bustling streets and serene temples. The school, with its old brick buildings and cherry blossom trees, was a world unto itself, where young dreams and hopes flourished.

Satoru Gojo was a quiet, introspective student who spent most of his time in the library, lost in books and music. He had an old Walkman that he carried everywhere, playing mixtapes he'd carefully crafted from late-night radio shows. His passion for music was well-known among his classmates, but few knew the depth of his feelings for a certain someone.

Y/n was the school's spirited and kind-hearted student council president. Her laugh was infectious, and she had a way of making everyone feel included. She excelled in her studies and was always busy with school activities, but her favorite pastime was painting. She often sketched scenes of the city, capturing its beauty on her canvases.

Their paths seldom crossed, despite being in the same class. Satoru admired y/n from afar, too shy to approach her. His friends teased him, calling it an unrequited crush, but he cherished the small moments—her smile when she greeted him in the hallway, the way she tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear when she was deep in thought.

One crisp autumn day, the school announced a talent show. Students buzzed with excitement, eager to showcase their talents. Y/n decided to participate, choosing to paint a large mural representing the unity and spirit of their school. Satoru, encouraged by his friends, signed up to perform a song he'd written, a heartfelt melody inspired by his unspoken feelings.

The weeks leading up to the talent show were a whirlwind of activity. Y/n spent her afternoons in the art room, her hands covered in paint, her eyes sparkling with creativity. Satoru practiced his song in the music room, pouring his heart into every note, hoping to convey his emotions through the lyrics.

On the night of the talent show, the school auditorium was filled with students, teachers, and proud parents. The air was electric with anticipation.

Y/n's mural was revealed first, a breathtaking masterpiece that brought tears to many eyes. The audience erupted in applause, and Y/n's smile was radiant.

Then it was satoru's turn. He stepped onto the stage, his heart pounding. As he strummed his guitar and began to sing, the room fell silent. His voice was filled with raw emotion, and the lyrics spoke of a love that was pure and enduring. Y/n, standing in the wings, felt a strange sense of recognition.

When Satoru finished, the audience gave him a standing ovation. Y/n approached him backstage, her eyes shining. "Your song... it was beautiful," she said softly.

Satoru blushed, looking down. "Thank you. It was inspired by someone special."

Y/n's heart fluttered. "Really? Who?"

Taking a deep breath, met her gaze. "You."

Y/n's eyes widened in surprise, then softened with understanding. "Satoru, I had no idea..."

He smiled shyly. "I've admired you for so long, but I was too afraid to tell you."

Y/n reached out and took his hand. "I'm glad you did. Your song was the most beautiful confession I've ever heard."

From that night on, satoru and y/n's bond grew stronger. They spent their days together, discovering shared interests and supporting each other's dreams.

The weeks following the talent show had been a whirlwind for Satoru & y/n. Their relationship blossomed, and they became inseparable, sharing their dreams and insecurities, their laughter and tears. Yet, as the pressures of school and personal obligations mounted, so did the strain on their young love.

Satoru had always struggled with his studies, and the looming college entrance exams filled him with dread. His parents, strict and traditional, expected nothing less than excellence, and he felt the weight of their expectations pressing down on him. Meanwhile, y/n, with her myriad responsibilities as student council president and her own academic pressures, found herself stretched thin. Despite their deep feelings for each other, their time together became sporadic, their conversations often tinged with frustration.

One gray afternoon, as storm clouds gathered over Tokyo, Satoru and y/n found themselves in the middle of a heated argument. They stood in the courtyard, their voices rising above the din of the approaching storm.

"You're never around anymore, y/n!" Satoru exclaimed, his voice raw with emotion. "It's like you have time for everyone else but me."

y/n's eyes flashed with anger. "That's not fair, Satoru. I'm doing my best. I have so many responsibilities, and I'm trying to balance everything."

"But where do I fit into all of this?" Satoru demanded, his heart aching. "Sometimes I feel like I'm just another obligation to you."

The first raindrops began to fall, mingling with the tears on y/n's cheeks. "You're not an obligation, Satoru. You're the person I care about most. But it's so hard... trying to be everything for everyone."

As the rain intensified, their argument reached a fever pitch, their words lost in the downpour. Satoru turned away, running a hand through his drenched hair. "Maybe we're just too different," he muttered, the pain in his voice unmistakable.

y/n stepped closer, her own tears mixing with the rain. "Satoru, don't say that. We can make this work. We just need to try harder."

He looked at her, his eyes filled with a mixture of love and despair. "I don't know if I can, y/n. I'm scared of losing you, but I'm also scared of losing myself in the process."

The rain fell harder, drenching them both, but neither moved. They stood facing each other, the storm reflecting the turmoil in their hearts. Then, in a moment of vulnerability, y/n reached out and took Satoru's hand.

"Satoru, I love you," she whispered, her voice barely audible over the rain. "I don't want to lose you. Let's not give up on us."

Satoru felt his resolve waver as he looked into her eyes. Despite the storm, despite the chaos around them, he saw the sincerity in her gaze. Slowly, he pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly as the rain poured down.

"I'm sorry," he murmured into her hair. "I don't want to lose you either. We'll find a way, together."

y/n nodded against his chest, her arms wrapped around him. "Together," she echoed.

In that rain-soaked courtyard, amidst the storm and their shared fears, Satoru and y/n found a renewed sense of hope. They knew the road ahead would be difficult, but they also knew they were stronger together. As they kissed, the rain washing away their tears, they made a silent promise to each other—to fight for their love, no matter the odds.

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kanzakiaizen · 1 year ago

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NIGHTMARES - GOJO SATORU X FEM!READER

A/N: Heyy all! This is my first time writing a fic, English isn't my first language haha. I appreciate any suggestions in my asks! Enjoy lovelieesss 💖💘💗💓

Warnings: mentions of blood, injuries, corpses, angst to fluff, lots of comfort and fluff at the end!

2:45 am, the only sounds filled in your bedroom was you and satoru's soft breaths, the ticking of the the clock and the nighttime breeze circulating through the open window. Both of you seemed to be peaceful in your own slumber.

Suddenly, there was soft whimpering and shuffling sounds that filled the room, which in turn progressed into heavy pants and incoherent blabbers. Those (un)usual sounds made you to jolt up in your bed suddenly, only to find out that, that was coming from your boyfriend satoru. Even though still dizzy from suddenly jolting up from the slumber, you knew what was happening.

His lovely features had panic induced upon it, his forehead had beads of sweat trickling down, his gorgeous white hair all dampened by his sweat, and his closed eyes filled with unshed tears. His chest heaving up and down due to his heavy breathing. Both of his hands gripping the sheets. All this indicated, he was scared of something.

You on the other hand, called out his name softly "satoru" He was still immersed in what he was dreaming. You rolled to his side, and shook him slightly, "satoru, baby, wake up". He still did not. You shook him a little harder and called him again, your tone raised a bit higher "satoru!"

He jolted up panting, his eyes darting all over the room to make sure where he really was. After a few seconds of looking around, he looked at you, you we're still there sitting next to him, holding his hands, you tightened your grip around his hand, gently. He heard your soft voice "satoru you're alright baby. I'm here". He realised he was safe. You were safe. Both are safe and sound in your home, in your bedroom, together.

He turned around, his back facing you and sat up on the corner of the bed, trying to steady his breathing, still holding onto your hand. You were next to him, giving him time to feel normal again. "Nightmare again baby?" You asked softly, he hesitated at first, then nodded his head. "Honey, I'll bring you some water, wait here" You said and went to the kitchen to bring a glass of water and wet cloth to wipe his sweat.

"Here, drink it honey" You handed him the glass of water. Then, you brushed his dampened hair up, and wiped his forehead with the wet cloth, then his neck. Throughout, he stayed quiet, lost in thought. You sat next to him, your hands on his shoulder.

"Honey" You called out, but he wasn't paying attention to you. You called his name again "satoru" And shook his shoulder slightly. He then turned his head towards you, "u-uh, y-yeah baby?"

"You don't seem okay baby" You were really worried about his state. You knew he had this issue for a long time since when he had started going on missions back in high school. It terrified you out. He really was strong to deal with nightmares and putting on a smile and an all time upbeat personality in the daytime.

Poor satoru, being in the jujutsu society isn't easy. Being the strongest wasn't easy. Not showing any sign of weakness wasn't easy. Constantly putting on the façade of 'the strongest' was stressing him out. Watching people die everyday while exorcising the curses was too traumatizing to experience.

"It's okay sweets, I-I'm fine.... Let's go back to sleep" He gave you a soft smile, which you knew was fake. Even though he seems he's calmed down, there's a raging storm in his chest, which he doesn't seem to get rid of any sooner. He thought maybe going back to sleep will help, but no.

You smiled back, and ruffled his hair. "Honey, I know how you're feeling right now. It's not okay satoru. It might get worse.... Do you wanna talk about it?" He hesitated. You continued "is it about me honey?”. That's when his heart picked up the pace again, pounding heavily. His breath hitched, and turned his head away.

He stuttered, "s-sweets, it was, a-act-actually you" His eyes began to tear up. You hugged him "satoru, I'm right here, I'm okay, I'm here baby", "I-I know, b-but it felt so so real sweets, I can't-" "Honey, look at me, I'm still here"

You couldn't forget the fact that he was blabbering incoherent words and your name clearly. You sighed and pecked his cheek, hugging him. Finally, he let his tears fall. Gently, you layed back, pulling him towards you. His head layed on your chest, your arms embraced him, one around his head and one rubbing his back.

He in turn put his arms around you. He layed on you, putting his entire weight upon and his feet dangling outta the bed. He hugged you tighter and sobbed really hard, that broke your heart. "Honey, you're alright, I'm here" Your consoles weren't heard by him. You kissed his hair and rubbed his back soothingly.

He needed to cry it all out, so you let him. Even though, this man is turning 30 this year, this 6'3" man still in your arms crying his heart out, like a child whose favorite toy has broken into pieces.

"Y-you know what happened? It felt so real, I was carried away with that dream.... " You couldn't help but smile at the way he's blabbering like a baby right now. "Honey, whatever happened isn't real. Don't think about it again and again. We both are here next to each other, that's what matters right now"

"If I tell you what happened, you'd leave me. Alone. In this big house" He frowned like a baby again. You had that audacity to chuckle at him. "Toru, why would I leave you? You're my everything! I love you so much, no matter what. I'm not leaving you, yeah?" His stared at you with eyes wide open. "Okay do you wanna tell me what happened?" he hugged you tighter "yeah.... We both got into an argument for such a silly reason, I don't even remember what was that... A-and you screamed at me and left the house" His breath hitches and he continue "I searched for you everywhere... Yet I couldn't find you, your weren't receiving my calls either... Then yaga called me for a mission and I went there. It was suguru who was again there to kill innocent people, I thought you returned home... But”

His eyes started to tear up again, and he continued "you were on the ground next to him... *sobs* your blood scattered every where on the ground, *sobs* your head was separated from your b-body and you had a big hole through your belly and your legs we're dislocated from your body *sobs* I cried and held onto you to come back, I begged you to come back alive and you were gone... Leaving me alone in this world... I couldn't let you go *sobs* I wanted you back..."

There he was again crying like a baby, holding onto you like you're his oxygen and crying his heart out. He hugged him tighter, you lifted his head off your chest and wiped his tears away. "Honey, look at me. I'm not injured. Wherever you saw me injured or dislocated, it's all fine satoru. I'm still alive and safe. Look here"

He swiftly caressed your cheeks and slid it down to you neck. Then he got off you to check your belly, and then your legs caressing them like a piece of glass which might crack if he wasn't easy on you. He sighed realising you we're safe, and went back to laying down on you.

He kissed your chest and hugged you. "Promise me you won't leave me after seeing me act like this" You smiled at his childish behavior and replied "baby why would I leave you? Just because you opened up to me about what bothered you isn't gonna make me leave you, but instead make me fall in love for you more and more baby, you're my baby, my satoru. You're not the strongest to me, only satoru, just Satoru Gojo to me. My one and only"

"Really?" He couldn't believe what he heard. "What did I do to deserve you? You're too good for me" He sighed. "No baby, we're meant to be". "You won't feel bad that I get nightmares and am disturbing you all the time, right? I'm sorry if it's bothering you... You can leave me if you can't bear with me... Actually you deserve better.... "

You could help but get amused and laugh at what he said. He stared at you wide eyed waiting for you to finish laughing. "The great, the strongest sorcerer Gojo Satoru who's carrying the entire jujutsu society, is now here in my arms crying his eyes out blabbering like a baby over a dream is sure ridiculous. But leaving you just because of that isn't gonna make me happy. You're my satoru, I love you. I'll bear anything with you. If I'm not, then who will? Satoru don't joke about leaving you alone. You need someone. I know you're strong enough to deal with your life, but in the end you really need someone baby. Everybody does. And I need someone too. And so here we are, we need each other. We share everything, that's what relationships are meant to be satoru"

".... Yeah" He said. You again began to giggle at him, and he I turn smiled sheepishly at you. Inturn giggling with you. And there he was, your boyfriend back with that silly smile on his face, which he doesn't seem to wipe off whenever he's with you.

"You know, I really love you" He pecked your lips. "Ooh someone just told me to leave him alone in a big house just because he cried like a baby over a dream, you're such a big baby" You jokingly cooed at him with a smirk. He pouted "exactly, who mocks a baby when he's crying and needs consolation? You. You are bad, bad".

You couldn't help but laugh heartily. He loved hearing you laugh. He was still pouting regardless of the fact he loves it. His pouty expression makes you laugh more and more. Along with you, he starts to laugh, letting his pouty façade down.

You kissed him on the forehead and hugged him. He hugged back. You made sure to cherish that moment forever. You both went back to bed, cuddling with each other under the sheets. This head on your chest and your fingers going through his hair. You loved him so much. He loved you so much.

"I love you, I never thought you'd even fall for me before" Should I mention another giggle leaving your mouth? "Satoru, how can someone not fall for you? You're so beautiful by looks and by heart, who doesn't want you honey?"

He smiled and kissed you. This time, it was a passionate one, the one that was filled with all the adoration and love in the world that he could give you. He would burn the whole world for you. He'd sacrifice anything to be with you. You on the other hand would kill anyone to be with him, he was the only one you needed. You couldn't imagine someone else in his place. He was special and you we're special to him.

He always somehow manages to give you butterflies everytime you kiss. You wanted to know how was that possible. He would never replace you, and you would never replace him. You both are meant to be together forever and eternally.

You both kissed each other good night and went to sleep cuddling.

EPILOGUE

The next morning, when just woke up, he was thinking about how he kissed you at midnight yesterday and he wanted to kiss you again. He was disappointed only to find out you woke up without him. He groaned and shuffled. He got up and went into the kitchen, only to find a note that says 'satoru, I'm sorry I had to leave early today since I promised my friend to join her to hang out with her today! I'll be home by 6! I'll bring you kikufukus today evening! See ya!' He let out a 'tsk' sound.

He was grumpy the entire day. He did not showcase his signature smirk on his face the entire day and his face displayed a stoic expression. His students seemed amused by this new behavior of their teacher. Well where were you actually the entire day?

You we're actually preparing a surprise birthday party in your house. But you we're still purchasing gifts and stuffs, so by the time he reaches home you'll be prepared. Poor satoru, he even forgot it's his birthday.

It was time, so you hurried home and kept everything ready. He was still grumpy when he stepped inside the house. It was dark. But you had told him you'll be back by 6, right? He began to panic. Suddenly the lights were all switched on and there was everyone in his house. Principal yaga, all of his students and his colleagues."happy birthday sensei!!" Yuji cheerfully wished him. But you were missing. He smiled at all of them but his eyes we're searching for you.

Someone hugged him from behind which made him jolt, who was none other than you. "Happy birthday Satoru!" And here he was, you boyfriend, back again with that silly smile. "Thank you sweets" He pecked you. "I never expected this, but you're the best I've ever had" His voice was so sincere, and not that usual smug tone. You hugged him and kissed him passionately. His students were made to turn towards the wall, and everyone else distracted themselves for you both to finish whatever you we're doing.

That evening was the best he ever had in his life. The best birthday ever!

A/N: I know I wasn't the best, but I tried my best to write it! Hope you enjoy! 💟💟💟💟

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