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images that closely resemble me!! i recently discovered i am a deity as well as an angel (somehow) these are similar to one of my forms ^_^

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So, we’ve all seen those videos of people showcasing their dens or showing others how to make them— but something that kind of bugs me about it is that they’re typically targeted towards therians near-exclusively.

While there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that, I’ve been thinking— we all want ways to better make our rooms feel like ‘home’ or like us. So, how do we do that if every tutorial is based around kin/hearttypes that may or may not match you?

That’s where I come in! I’m considering making a video guide on how to build a space curated to YOU! Nothing strict and kin-exclusive— just an informative, fun guide on how to think for yourself to craft your bedroom (or any other place, really) into a place you can thrive in rather than feel trapped.

Please vote below based on interest!/nf (You don’t have to be an alterhuman to vote)

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i can’t do math because. um. wait no im the very fabric of space and time itself im supposed to understand this. why do i have dyscalculia

Sometimes when I'm sad about my disabilities I like to give them ✨Nonhuman Lore!✨

Like, No, silly! I don't have back pain because of an unknown neurological condition, I was simply injured as a little snow cub!

What? No, I don't have POTS! I'm just not used to being at such a low altitude, my body was made for the mountains, you know!

I don't have "Heat Intolerance", what do you mean? It's just harder to regulate my temperature without my fur!

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no this isn’t my body this is my humansona

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CW - very bright.

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You found me!!!!!!

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Calling all liminalkin! :3

Just thought id share a fun little channel that I’ve been enjoying for a while now. All of these videos make me euphoric pretty often— it might not do the trick for you, but even then it’s still fascinating!

@NorthCdogg2 on Youtube posts long-form content archiving dead malls all across the US. It’s a lot of barely edited, raw tour footage of empty malls, most of which are mostly commentary-free for the majority of the video for the sake of immersion. (although some have more than others! I’ve seen some being completely silent minus music while others have insightful mall history)

id highly recommend taking a look if you want more content to make you feel more in tune with your kintype/hearthome!

I am not affiliated with this channel! Just spreading around information and media some people might find beneficial :]

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ignore the repetition with me art

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behind the stars will be warm smiles

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Just fucking kill me oh my goddddd

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not my usual taste, but I found a new comfort song

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any spacey foods I could get for a general spacekin? anything goes, no particular allergies, really just anything you think resembles anything space-related <3 (Sorry if this is hard! I understand skipping since it’s more of an abstract concept to base recipes off of.)

I'll do my best!

Cinnamon Raisin Swirl Bread

Philadelphia New York-Style Strawberry Swirl Cheesecake

Chocolate Peanut Butter Swirl Fudge

Matcha-Berry Swirl Smoothie

Watermelon Tomato Gazpacho with a Cool Cucumber Swirl

Red Velvet Cheesecake Brownies

I hope you enjoy! ~Shadow

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Cw: mentions of dissociation/derealization, etc

!!not a vent, but could be read as one!!

This is absolutely a personal thing, but I’m always a little saddened whenever I try to recall early nonhuman experiences in my life. Not because I know what happened, just.. I can barely remember. I’ve always just.. been here, somehow.

I think this is heavily in part due to my dissociation and derealization. For years on end, as long as I can really remember, I’ve been distanced from reality, and I’ve been distanced from myself. I don’t know why, I don’t know what caused it, I don’t know if I have some sort of disorder— I just am and have been. I don’t remember what it’s like to actually live life anymore. I haven’t gone a single minute being grounded, and I can’t be quite sure how long it’s been happening because of it. (/srs lol)

I think this has also affected my memory. My ‘human’-lived life is more of a blurry web— a void of nothing strung together with the occasional vague, unclear, warbled memory, and because of that, I can’t ever quite find myself being able to look back and clearly go “oh yeah! These were my early nonhuman experiences from when I was little, haha.” and I think that’s just as valid as someone who’s known all that stuff since they were little and can clearly recall things like that. This is also why I so deeply envy beings and folk who experience kinmems. I understand they’re not always pleasant, and many wish they didn’t experience them, but for me? I want it all. I want the joyful memories, I want the sad ones, I want the ones I can’t quite comprehend.. if I ever had a past life, I wish I could know it better.

How am I supposed to remember who I was when I can’t even remember who I am now?

It’s just a little tough. Dreaming is blurry for me too, so I can’t go to sleep to try to experience kinmems either.

I dunno,,, this is more of an uncentered ramble than anything. I think it’s wonderful when beings share their memories and experiences— this isn’t an attack on them at all! I love hearing everyone’s stories. I just wish I could better understand mine.

note: if anyone has, like, literally any idea what it is im dealing with it’d be much appreciated :’] I don’t want to take unofficial diagnosis from some internet stranger, of course, but I’ve been lost and clueless on this for years, and I’m not sure where to look into ^^ anything is appreciated! I didn’t even have anything to call this for years, as I didn’t know the terms for it.

this isn’t a vent btw lol, just a little sharing of experiences :3 please don’t feel bad for me! I’m okay!/gen

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self care is so hard cause. wdym I can become MORE unsettling if I stay up late and let myself get dark circles? wdym people will be more freaked out by me if I do that? that sounds awesome please,,,

P.S. please take care of yourself <3 your vessel is fragile— go take that shower, go brush your teeth, go get some sleep, go drink water. That’s always most important.

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Hey if you’re a spacekin/alienkin, I heavily recommend music by the Vocaloid producer NayutalieN!

They’re literally an alien making music about space! (The lyrics are in Japanese but there are pretty good English covers out there too!!)

エイリエンわたしエイリエン　！！

(alien, watashi alien!!)

these are all BANGERS ty anon!!

for anyone who wants it: (for some reason I can’t link their profile itself so??)

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This vessel is temporary, ★

in my last moments the light will spill out

And I’ll be one with them,

★ . The space I’ll meet,

The stars I’ll be. ★ .

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Mentally I’m here