kirihotto

[kirihotto]

Forget.Him. PT.2{Jimin X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Sexual asst. topics suggested (Not aimed at Jimin),

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Mending relationship

→ Summary: You and Jimin just broke up. And by no means was it mutual. Honestly the reason why you dumped him was stupid. You were self conscious. Scared you weren't good enough for him compared to the many fans he has. The feelings are there. But you try to ignore them and Jimin's many texts and calls. But something get in the way of your plan.

→ Word Count: 3 010

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 03/28 / 24

Inspiration: (Strangers Kenya Grace) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgd5Bv7vefY

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“L-let me go.” I demanded. He smirked at me with not a word but tightened his grip. My eyes started burning once again filled with small fresh tears. Digging my nails into his hand I barely freed myself just as I was about to B line it to the door. Chang in close range. Someone stopped me.

“We are leaving.”

Everyone froze. I hadn't realized who it was at first. The person's arm that had been wrapped around me. Wearing a biker helmet with dark tinted lens a black leather jacket. Although I couldn't see through the helmet. I could tell by the voice and scent. Roses. It was Jimin. He had left the helmet on for his identity I'm sure.

“Ohh are you the EX boyfriend?” Chang mocked. Jimin gripped my shoulder after his comment. A wave of guilt rushed through me. Regretting every action I had made to lead me here. I looked up at Jimin, he let his arm off of me. Instead he grabbed my wrist and tugged me out the door. Chang quickly followed, shooting random insults at me I didn't hear past my thoughts.

The cold rain instantly stuck to my sweater. Jimin had led me quickly behind the diner into the staff parking near the garbage bins. Not much to my surprise there were bags of garbage, but among them not far away was a motorcycle. Jimin grabbed my attention away from the bike, removing his helmet. Saying not a word but brushing the slight runny makeup from my face. His hands were even cooler than the rain as they met my flushed cheeks. While his sharp eyes were tired and filled with concern. Locked on mine. We both stood in the cold rain as it poured down on us. He leaned closer and tucked a stray wet hair behind my ear. Our gaze not shifting. Until suddenly Jimin placed the helmet over my head.

“We’re gonna get wet. But this is the best I've got right now.” Jimin spoke as he grabbed another helmet from the bike's storage. Swinging his leg over the jet black bike. Starting the engine the lights came on with a rumble. Pushing back his silky black hair he pulled the helmet on. Then turned to me with a visible sigh in his shoulders.

Jimin patted the seat behind him, encouraging me to hop on. As I was left speechless. Making my way toward the bike, I hesitantly sat with my hands in my lap. Doing everything in my power not to sob like a baby again. Jimin’s head lowered in front of my view. His hand reached behind him in search of mine. Once again he pulled my wrist toward him, Although this time I knew what he had meant.

“I don't know what you're thinking right now. But you have to hold on to me to be safe. Make sure your bag is secure.” He warned me shouting slightly over the sound of the engine. I clung onto Jimin as soon as the words left his mouth. Tucking all my belongings in my purse I swung it flesh to my body and under my soaked sweater. As soon as we started to move I clung onto him even tighter.

Feeling his warmth against the fast cold chill from damp clothes. The warmth I had been longing for. I sobbed spouting my feelings out knowing he couldn't hear a word over the engine and traffic. Resting my head against his back slightly. I felt my warm tears running down my face as my hands shook from the grip on his waist. Either from the cold or my body exhausted from the constant tears. I'm sure he could feel me shaking, though his focus remained dead ahead.

We reached a red light and came to a stop. The wet pavement casting hues from the city lights. Catching my breath for a moment I felt Jimin’s hand rest on mine. We had sat at the red light in silence as he held onto my hand. I had wanted nothing more than him to never let go. The light flashed back to green and he let my hand go. Back to driving. Although I knew we weren't far away from his place.

Like clockwork we had pulled into his parking space. We both got off the bike without a word. I took off my helmet and gave it back to Jimin. He took it in one hand and instantly went for his door. Not as much as looking at me. The rain had eased up just as I made my way inside right behind him. I felt like a kid who had run away from home. Just to be dragged back by their mother.

The two helmets sat halfheartedly on the black mat in front of the door. Once I got inside Jimin slammed the door, pinning me to the backside of it. I didn't dare do anything but look at the floor. My soaked vans. We stood in silence for a moment. The sound of the rain splattering off the doorstep. The glow of the soft yellow outdoor light, the only one on. I could feel my body temperature dropping from the wet attire. Jimin had backed away from me with another sigh.

“So. Why aren't you answering my calls? Ignoring me for that idiot?” He spat out in disgust. My gaze flew up to meet him in an instant.

“W-we broke.. Up.. so I just forgot to reply..” I sputtered out. A flood of fiery anxiety filled my words. So much so I could hear it. Although I knew this would be it. My last chance to push him away. I had to do everything in my power to do so. After accepting my fate I looked down to the floor again. Clutching onto the strap from my purse. My hands shaking. We stood in silence once again. The faint sound of water dripping off of us. Jimin had his arms crossed in front of me. I could feel his intense gaze on me.

“Hm. Am I really that forgetful? You can't seem to keep my name out of that mouth.” Jimin stated with a hint of rage. He must've known what I was up to. My gaze flew up to meet him in an instant yet again as I gasped for air.

“I-!" The fire traveled up to my throat scorning my tongue. I searched Jimin’s eyes for an answer. Even though I was the one who held them all.

“Well, Care to explain?" Jimin asked again. He took a step closer to me, his dark hair dripping in his face. Like a shadow looming over me. I'm sure he knew. Somewhere in his mind he knew I wasn't really over him. Not at all. I was doing everything in my power not to throw myself into his arms. Shaking like a leaf under his intense gaze, I don't dare look at. Jimin lowered his head, his hand sliding back his wet hair. “Don't move.”

He warned me. Jimin wandered down the hall for a brief moment. In that moment I could catch my breath and say what needed to be said. Not what I had desired. I heard something hit the floor and the slam of a door. Returning without his soaked leather jacket and had on a white chanel T shirt. It had been soaked through enough to see his tattoos. As well as he had a towel hung around his neck, another in hand. He came over to me again, stretching the towel in out both hands.

“Here, lean forward your shaking.” He stated ever so softly after nearly growling at me. I did as he said and leaned forward a little. My face was met with his neckline and a wave of his comforting scent washed over me. His movements were gentle and slow. A towel placed around my neck as well. Jimin was about to pull back from me again, I stopped him from meeting my tearful gaze once again. Embracing him. Upon doing so I felt him flinch slightly. I buried my face into his tense shoulder. I felt a warm hand around my back, the feeling I'd been longing for. I felt Jimin sigh.

“Seriously. Tell me. what's going on..”

After his words I flinched. Right I was supposed to be getting away from him.. But.. I grabbed onto his shirt tighter.

“I-.. I’m not good enough.” I mumbled into his shoulder.

“Hm? What did you say?” Jimin spoke softly as we held each other. I paused for a moment. I pushed him off of me and held onto his shoulders looking him dead in the eyes.

“I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH! You have hundreds of thousands hell i'd say MILLIONS of fans! People dying to meet you! Even famous people dying to meet you! I’m not worthy of the title of YOUR lover! Are you kidding me?!.. What would your fans think of- of me? Look at me. I'm standing here crying on your patio after I dumped you. On top of that I dumped one of the most popular men in the world. I’m a low class nobody with no beauty or talent..” I shouted out all the thoughts that had been in my mind when I had dumped him. On a rainy day similar to this…

“This is why you dumped me?.. Cut me off..” Jimin spoke, his gaze starstruck as I released my hold on him. Looking for an answer. Those sweet tired eyes. He placed a hand on my cheek again. The small action filled with love. Our eyes locked on eachother again. “I don't think I've ever been this mad at someone I love.”

I flinched from his words. Eyes not meeting mine. Although his hand hasn't moved from my face.

“Why can't you see? Just how amazing you are.” Jimin smiled at me softly. He brushed the tears off my cheeks again. “I chose you. I don't want anyone else. I have fans. People who want to meet me of a ‘higher class.’ That I won't deny. I've wanted to share with the world how lucky I am to have someone like you in my life. Even more so as a lover. I had asked you before, don't you remember? I know you don't want to be seen as a sort of Idol or in the public view in this way. I haven't said a word.”

I nodded in response. This was all true. The weight of Millions of eyes on me. Was something I didn't want.

“So.. THAT’S WHY I'M SO MAD!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN MAD AT ARMY BUT I'M STARTING TO WONDER IF I SHOULD BE! If they make you worry this much. I don't want to lose the one I hold dearest because of something like that.” Jimin yelled letting out his frustrations too. Tucking my hair all out of my face. He used the towel around my neck to dry it. “But listen. ARMY means the world to me, yes. ARMY is my family. But you. You're my love. Where I belong. There is enough room for everyone in my heart. Especially if that someone is you.”

“I.. I’m sorry..” I replied, dropping my head down again. Only for it to be lifted back up by Jimin's soft hand.

“Don't be sorry. Just talk to me. I didn't know this was bugging you this much. You're more than enough. In my eyes you're perfect. Even though I know you haven't seen it yet. Don't ever talk down about yourself. We are all only human. Emotions in just one price we pay either for good or bad.” Jimin reassured me. I grabbed the towel from his hands and threw it to the floor. Catching him by surprise. I nearly jumped into his embrace. “Woah- ok. I guess this means you're done ignoring me? Then? Or are you still dumping me cause I was late to realize all this-”

“NO! I’m not letting you go anywhere! I love-!” Just as I was about to proclaim my love once again, He had made a move of his own. Kissing me lovingly. Slowly. He held my body close to his, as his arms wrapped around my back. Our clothes, still wet. Clinging to each other. I could feel his muscles through his cold wet clothes. Our body warmth. Slowly he leaned his face back from me. Our bodies entangled.

“I love you. Now please stop shedding those tears. I’m here for you.” Jimin's tired eyes had seemingly been filled with content. I was filled with a longing. Making up for ‘missed time’. I grabbed the collar of his shirt and kissed him again. He had almost melted into me. “You have no idea how close I was to kissing you even as you were crying.”

“W-wait-” I realized what a beast I had just unleashed. After he spoke he kissed me again. Repeatedly over and over. Tightening his grip on my waist. Between kisses he mumbled something under his breath. “Open your mouth.”

I did as he said slowly and almost awkwardly. Jimin had never been this.. Demanding before. As soon as he had an opening he slid his tongue between my quivering lips with a moan. Like he’s devouring me whole. Under his intense kisses I let out small whimpers of my own. My face flustered as I gave myself to him. His kiss, addictive like a drug. Sliding my hands back up his chest and over his shoulders I felt him flinch a little. Adding fuel to the fire I had started. Jimin broke off the kiss. Leaving us both panting.

“Ahh..Mmm you remember our safe word hm?” Jimin questioned suddenly through breaths. We had set boundaries like this the first time we had sex together. But we haven't brought it up or used the word ever. It was shocking to say the least. But I knew we weren't going anywhere. I nodded, not meeting his gaze again. “Don't look away from me..”

Feeling his chest rise and fall rhythmically so. He unzipped my sweater slowly as he inched his face closer to mine once again. The single sound of the zipper rang through the hall as it quickly hit the floor. As he kissed me again, sliding his tongue between my lips with a smirk I could only feel. Jimin’s cold hands wandered my back, letting a small whimper escape me between harsh kisses. The strap of my purse I had clung onto desperately in prior moments, slid off my shoulder and landed on the floor. I had missed him so much his touch was driving me insane. I had opened my eyes briefly to be met with a lustful gaze devouring me.

“Hmm?” Jimin growled a little leaving a peck on my lips. “Someone’s getting confident. Daring to take a glance at me like this.”

“I.. uhm.. Yeah..” All words escaped me as my lungs were clawing for air. We hadn't moved from the entrance since we had walked in. Now a small growing collection of items on the floor under our feet. Jimin and I stood embracing each other as our eyes were locked. His eyes, easy to read, holding the sharp glint of lust. He suddenly slid his cold hand under the back of my crop top. I moaned out from shock. “Ah-uh!”

“H-hey. Your hands are freezing.”

“I think you mean we're freezing. We're both standing here in the hallway dripping wet.” Jimin retorted, sliding his hands about under the back of my top. Tracing my shoulders. Suddenly he leaned down resting his head on my shoulder. His wet hair cold against my flushed skin. My hands resting on Jimin’s tense shoulders. “Hm.. I love you so much. Don't do that again.”

He growled, although it was more like sulking. He licked a trail up my neck, pulling the collar on my top down a little. Revealing more of my neck. Leaving feathered kisses around my neck as I felt myself turning flustered. Seriously this was too much. My head was already spinning from the whiplash of emotions from tonight. I felt his hand tense trying to bring me even closer to him. Suddenly he bit down on my neck.

“Ahh~!” A moan ripped through my throat by my own surprise. By reflex I went to cover my mouth. Jimin had caught my arm. His warm breath fanning over the mark I'm sure he had left.

“No... Don't cover your mouth. I want to hear you.” He mumbled into my neck leaving more soft kisses. I felt his lips curl into a smirk as he pulled away. We were untangled for only a moment. Jimin ripped his shirt off and slammed it onto the floor. His hair is still wet, dripping a little as he shakes it out of his eyes. His muscles and figure damp from the rain. As my eyes traveled I was met with a not so shocking discovery. A visible bulge in his tight black jeans. “See something you like?”

Jimin teased as he chuckled a little and shook his head. My face had turned bright red the moment I had made eye contact. Stepping back toward me, he took my hand and placed it on his bare chest. I felt his heartbeat. Beating nearly as fast as mine.

“Only you do this to me” Jimin gestured to his whole body. Flustered again by his sly words I looked away. Although I took my chance and slid my hand down his form, feeling his abs quiver under my touch. There was something satisfying about the feeling.

“Only you.. make me think about.. things like this.” I said my gaze meeting Jimin’s abdomen. Before I knew what was coming he was devouring me again. The thought in the back of my mind why he had asked me about the safe word. Like he had known what I was thinking he placed a hand on my hip the other on my face. Pulling our hips together. The feeling makes me flinch, my knees weak. He had taken me and switched places with me. His back now in front of the door, encouraging me to walk down the hall. Although I'm not entirely sure how easy it'd be with him still devouring me.

“Mm- where are- we- mm going?” I questioned between kisses. Jimin paused for a moment

“A place you're quite familiar with.” He smirked. I tapped him on the chest with my fist for a brief moment. Before he took said hand we arrived in his room. His scent was overwhelmingly strong, my body flustered at the thought. I sat down on the bed, my knees about to collapse beneath me. My body begging for me to call out to him. As he stood above me. Jimin undid his belt although did not toss it to the floor rather, he climbed on top of me. Smothering me in more kisses. As he tugged at the hem of my shirt he looked up at me as almost a confirmation. The wet shirt then whisked off my form as Jimin was now fully on top of me. Leaving one soft kiss on my cheek as he pulled away. ‘Now then, let’s see those hands.”

“W-wait! You're not serious.” I nearly sat up in shock. Although he pushed me back down, sliding his hand down my torso. The dots finally connecting in my head. Not that I had not trusted him. Rather I wanted nothing more than to feel every inch of him. It wasn't helping how he was looming over me wet and shirtless. He seemed to have other plans, tying my hands together with his black leather belt. “J-jimin hang on. Please I-”

“These feelings aren't going anywhere. And now. Neither are you.” 

[kirihotto]

Forget. Him. PT.1 {Jimin X Reader 18+}

Warnings: Sexual asst. topics suggested (Not aimed at Jimin), 

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Mending relationship

→ Summary: You and Jimin just broke up. And by no means was it mutual. Honestly the reason why you dumped him was stupid. You were self conscious. Scared you weren't good enough for him compared to the many fans he has. The feelings are there. But you try to ignore them and Jimin's many texts and calls. But something get in the way of your plan.

→ Word Count: 2 405

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 03/28 / 24

Inspiration: (Strangers Kenya Grace) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgd5Bv7vefY

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 “No new messages.” I sighed, tossing my phone on my bed. My tear stained face buried in my hands. A dark cloudy morning, similarly to how I was feeling. Pushing my hair out of my face as my memory caught up with me. I had just dumped my boyfriend. The infamous Park Jimin. Yet I was the one crying myself to sleep like a baby. Tissues tossed about my mess of a room, like it hadn't been cleaned in years. Struggling about us splitting, in silence. Though he was.. Not exactly agreeing with the situation either. Yet again here I was thinking about him again. “Forget him.”

I spat out. Shaking my thoughts away from the matter. Throwing my sheets off myself, I flung my legs over the side of the bed. As my now cold feet dangled above my cozy gray bunny slippers. Staring down at them knowing damn well I needed something to distract myself from my own thoughts.

With a groan I made the final hop out of my bed, sliding into the cozy slippers. Slugging my way to the bathroom. Making eye contact with myself in the mirror, I winced. Wiping the tear stains and messy hair off my face. It had made it just slightly obvious how I was feeling. Sliding off my pajamas and cozy slippers. Turning my focus to the tap, the hissing of warm water already sounded refreshing. Sliding down my form as steam filled my small cluttered bathroom. Though I stood there empty minded, staring at a tile on the shower wall. Examining every corner again and again. Washing up had relaxed me a little. But it certainly didn't move my thoughts entirely. If anything it reminded me of the little things like this we'd do together. In the morning before work or the evening after a long day. It had felt like a long day. Even though I had just woken up.

Sulking over back to my bed I flopped down again defeated. A wet towel round my neck. My hair, a disaster, Leaving tear stains on the sheets. Picking up my phone I decided to scroll through social media. Just random nonsense.

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By this point it was already two forty three pm. Still sprawled out on my bed in a bathrobe. Hair still slightly damp, unstyled. No effort once oh ever. Finally I flopped my phone down beside me. My eyes ached, stomach growling at me. Thoughts of his smile filled my mind. The words of affirmations he’d tell me at times like these.. My apartment had never felt.. So big. I sat up again, phone limp in one hand, the other placed over my forehead. Aching from having been lazing around for hours on end.

“Ugh.. my head.. I need to drink and eat-” Just as I was about to make an attempt to get up. My phone vibrated in my hand. I didn't have to look to know who it was. I sat in silence for a moment, my head in my hand as my phone rang in the other. Hesitantly I took a glance, reading the caller ID as tears started brewing in my eyes. Making my head throb. Gritting my teeth, I tossed my phone on my bed. Standing up, leaving it behind.

“Forget me. Please.” I sighed making my way to the kitchen. As much as I didn't want to bother taking care of myself, I knew it would only make things worse if I didn't. Rather than a usual coffee I had a glass of cold water to wake me up. Inhaling two full glasses in an instant. Making myself a simple bowl of instant ramen I made my way quickly back to my cave. Cuddling under the warm blankets with some fresh water, hot food and clean pajamas. Flicking on the TV scrolling aimlessly for something to watch. But no luck. Slumping back defeated, I downed the noodles.

“Something to do.. I need an excuse to get away from these screens. But.. something enough to distract me…” I thought aloud to myself. The first thought of course would be friends. But I knew they would know something was wrong. I'd break down instantly about it to them. Needing.. Someone new to talk to. “Ah! A date!”

I sprung up. Although I was hoping I could find someone tonight with no strings attached. Trying my luck I opened the first app that came up in my search. Quickly creating a lousy profile I began the swipe game. Although to be fair I wasn't actually interested in a ‘date’. As I kept swiping on the app I kept receiving a few texts from Jimin. Although I had seen his name, I didn't read a single message. To tied in my own thoughts. Receiving another message. Nearly instinctively swiping it away, but it was from one of the pages I swiped on. My first match. Chang Huamen. Recalling he was the one with the little white fluffy dog and nice pushed back hair. He had a kind smile on nearly every photo. He was roughly my age and lived decently close by. I sprung into action.

Chang ‘˘ᵕ˘’: Hey! We matched huh? Haha~ it's not just because of my puppy is it?

Me: Oh no! Though the puppy is cute ^^

Chang ‘˘ᵕ˘’: Hahah! Yes she is, But I think you're the cutest;3

Chang ‘˘ᵕ˘’: Are you free anytime soon to meet? ^^

Me: Oh yes! I'm actually free tonight if you're willing.

Chang ‘˘ᵕ˘’: Oh! Yeah me too!

Me: How's dinner tonight around 5? At Boru Boru

Chang ‘˘ᵕ˘’: Consider me there! See you then ^^

Finishing the conversation feeling a wave of guilt wash over me. It felt wrong to be talking to another guy with plans for a date. Though I had put on a sweet facade in the message, being all depressing wasn't going to get me anywhere. I had made the plans but didn't realize it was already four. There would need to be some serious work to look even half appealing. I was in no shape to embarrass myself anymore.

“Let's start with this hair..” I sighed making my way back to the bathroom. Meeting myself eye to eye in the mirror again. Brushing my hair out it had laid rather flat, but it was better than being a frizzy mess. A small amount of makeup, I honestly could care less. Sighing between each task. All I thought about while getting ready was how I'd prepare for Jimin and I’s dates. Nothing like this. Half assed and careless.

Finishing my makeup I made my way over to the closet to find something to wear. Deciding on a cropped baseball T shirt, baggy jeans, black vans and a zip up hoodie. Since it was quite a cold day. I packed up a small purse quickly before making my way outside.

Down the floors of my apartment out the heavy glass doors I was greeted with a chilling breeze. Though it had sent a shiver down my spine, it was refreshing. I took a deep inhale of the fresh damp smell, standing idle looking up to the sky. A peaceful song playing in my earbuds. Just then my phone rang. A phone call from Jimin. Placing my phone back in my pocket I began the walk. Luckily it was roughly a twenty minute walk on busy days. The dark clouds looming overhead, projecting a similar emotion to us.

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Arriving at the restaurant, a warm flash of air hit me inside the door. The familiar comforting smell of fresh cooked food filled my senses. Reaching for my phone, someone called my name. I froze for a moment. Recalling only the name of the person who had phoned moments ago. Once turning to see my summoner I realized it was Chang. I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. He was here and had already picked a table. Fumbling around the rest of the empty tables, making my way to the booth he had chosen. On the further end of the diner, against a cold window. Sliding in on the opposite side of the table from him.

“Hey, sorry, am I late?” I asked, my first time really looking at the guy. He had his hair slicked back paired with a colorful poofy jacket and black turtleneck. He also had on many rings and chains in various metals.

“Oh no not at all! I was just lazin around anyway. Who knew it'd be so gray huh?” He replied with a little chuckle and smile. Replying to his statement I chuckled awkwardly. Although I had planned the date and picked a restaurant I really wasn't hungry. Staring out the window next to us, up at the still dark clouds. Chang must’ve noticed and attempted to grab my attention. “Say, Why’d you pick this place?”

“Oh! Well me and-” Ah! I can't tell him we used to go on dates here. “Me and my sister used to come here often! It's been awhile since i've been haha~”

“Hm. interesting. I've been here a few times. The staff are sweet. Just as much as the food.” Chang stated, leaning himself over the table. His head on his arm, eyes looking up at me.Moments later one of said staff came out to our table. Her hair tied up neatly as she carried a tray holding various items. She had a sweet smile until she met us at the table. She paused for a moment then spoke.

“What can I get you started with?”

“We're good with water for now.” Chang replied, looking towards me for an answer. I nodded in agreement.

“Y-yes. Here you are.” She stated as she set down the glasses gently. Chang's focus hasn't moved from her since she came over. Only once did he glance at me. Once she had made it out of ear shot, I questioned him about it.

“Do you.. know her?”

“Oh yeah a little. I've run into her here.. A few times.” He held on a little smile. Shrugging it off I sipped on the fresh cool water. Trying to act interested in the conversation. You could easily tell our focus was.. Elsewhere. This place reminded me of old times. Jimin and I had met here quite often when we had first started dating. It was a good distance away from both of our jobs as well as not overly busy. Since he was famous and all, smaller places made it easier to enjoy eachothers company. Though around six months of us dating they had changed Hybe’s building location making it harder to reach this restaurant as a casual. Even still we had never released to the public that we were dating. Fact. I wanted it that way. I didn't want to be seen by millions of fans. I knew I wasn't the ‘perfect one’ fans would’ve pictured. Which had caused us to meet even less often since identity was an issue. Not to mention his sheer fame. Chang interrupted my thoughts. “ Whatcha thinkin about? The clouds can't be that interesting.”

“Just. Y’know things. ” I replied, it had sounded way more dramatic than I had meant it to. Just as I had finished speaking my phone buzzed again. Quickly pulling it out for a moment to change conversation. But I knew who it was. Jimin. Again. Though this time I read the message as it appeared on my lock screen.

Jimin: Please just talk to me. We can figure this out.

The ‘we’ had struck me right where it hurt. Like I had been pierced in the heart. I turned off my phone again and slid it in my pocket. Another message on delivered.

“A friend of yours?” Chang asked.

“Ah yeah. They're just curious about what I'm up to.” Which was not entirely wrong.

“Ahh did you tell your friends about a date huh?” Chang chuckled. I faked a half hearted smile in response. My heart ached, nearly keeping me from saying anything. In fear I'd start sobbing once again. The message burned into the back of my mind as we chatted back and forth. But again my phone buzzed. Then again. Then a call. “Wow, they must be really curious, miss popular. Why are they calling so much?”

Pulling my phone out of my pocket and muted the call. Nearly slamming the phone on the table. I had caved. I needed to get this off of my chest to someone.

“Ok. I did lie. The person calling me.. I know this is really bad to talk about on a date. Is my EX.” I admitted. Brushing my hair behind my ear with a sigh of defeat.

“Oh? Why didn't you say so?” Chang questioned, looking confused. “I don't mind we all have one.”

“Ah.. well. Since we broke up he has been calling and calling me and I'm not exactly sure what to do about it. I feel bad about it but I knew it needed to happen. I'm not sure whose fault it is and.. Yeah..” I ranted out with a huge sigh. Resting my face in my hands in defeat. Not meeting his gaze.

“Oh. wow. He’s clingy. Kind of annoying no?” He stared blankly. As soon as the words left his mouth I felt a sense of defense wash over me. While it was annoying if you think about it. I had wanted nothing more than to pick up. To hear his voice or see his kind smile again.

“Well. I..” I tried to reply. My mind, running miles a minute. I looked outside to try to find my answer and clear my head. My gaze met with a busy street and pouring rain. A haze of dark clouds and colors.

“You..?”

“I've gotta go.” I stated, slamming my hands down on the table as I pushed myself up. Grabbing my phone off the table and holding in my stream of tears. Clenching the strap of my purse. Chang grabbed my wrist, halting my movements.

“Go?” He chuckled. “You're not going anywhere until I get what I want.”

My mind ran blank as I froze for only a moment. Why won't he let me go? I just want to go home and cry.. I give up.

“I even listened to your story, bitch. How about we make that EX of yours even more jealous hm?~” Chang had muttered in my ear. I tried to shake off his hand. Grabbing at his wrist in an attempt to pull him off.

“L-let me go.” I demanded. He smirked at me with not a word but tightened his grip. My eyes started burning once again filled with small fresh tears. Digging my nails into his hand I barely freed myself just as I was about to B line it to the door. Chang in close range. Someone stopped me.

“We are leaving.” 

(Pt.2 Is already posted!)

[kirihotto]

Apologizes and thanks!

Sorry you guys!! It may be a little while before I can write another full peice. I currently have MANY things in the works I am excited for. But I am also an artist. Luckily I have been accepted to vend at multiple events. Which means I'm going to be swamped creating stock, since I do decent amount by hand. Which is tiring and time consuming. Thank you for all your support it truly means the world to me. ♡

(An Update! I got accepted into college for 2024! So even more of my time will be taken up T T. I will be back i SWEAR)

[kirihotto]

Satisfying {BangChan X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Alcohol

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Late night date

→ Summary: Picking up Chan from the Airport around 10 pm. He isn't tired and insists on taking you out somewhere for a date. Grabbing some dinner from a combinie he takes you to a bar. Where you get.. Drunk and say some things that others need nothear. Chan takes what you said to heart and asks you about it. In a rather.. flirty.. way.

→ Word Count: 2 474

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 09/01/2023

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[A/N: Lets just pretend that swarming an idol at the airport isn't a thing. Ok? Ok great. But really y'all. Give them sum space after there flights T.T]

“F/N! Hey!” Chan yelped, waving a hand toward me as our eyes met. I had spotted him before he realized I was here. Catching a small yawn from him. Though once our eyes met he was full of smiles. Chan engulfed me in a huge tight hug as he released a small sigh. Grabbing my shoulders he faced me dead on. Eyes filled with concern. “You weren't waiting long were you?”

“I was waiting for you to get home of course! But if you're asking about waiting here specifically. No, It was roughly twenty minutes?” I chuckled, teasing him a little. Chan had literally just gotten back from a tour. So I was here picking him up tonight from the airport. Seeing that sweet dimple smile again was worth it all.

“Ah good. This place can sometimes be a nightmare.” Chan sighed again. Seemingly like a worry had been taken from him. He hugged me again for a moment. While I took in his scent and warmth, after a long while away from him. Chan let go and grabbed his black suitcases matching his equally black attire. “Well then! Let’s get out of here!”

“Wait up!” I yelped behind Chan as he hustled off. Waving the members off with a hand, holding my wrist in the other. Reaching the outside of the main doors he stopped. As we both stared at the slowly darkening sky.

“Where did you park exactly?” Chan turned to me with a small chuckle. Still holding onto my wrist.

“Follow me you dork.” I teased, pulling him behind me in return. Leading us both through the cramped parking lot. Our car. Well. more like Chan’s car, but I drove it here to get him. Unlocking it and going to the back for his bags. Throwing in one suitcase. Then the next he set in ever so lightly. Taking my seat back in the driver's spot. I felt like spoiling him. Knowing he worked hard. Now was his time to relax. So I was planning to drive both ways. He hopped in the car moments after. Leaning back in the seat next to me with a sigh. “Let’s go on a date.”

“Wait wait. We haven't even gone home yet.” I assured him. Trying to shut the offer down. It’s not like I didn't want to go. But he must have been tired.“You must be tired from all that, no? It’s even getting late..”

“That’s true. Things would be closing soon huh. I’m not tired. Must be jet lag.” Chan shrugged, quickly shooting me a pleading grin.“If you're not too tired I have an idea.”

“Alright~ What’s the plan?” I sighed caving in. Just as my stomach growled.

“Well then! That’s our first stop. Food.” Chan chuckled a little.

“Where are we gonna be able to get food at this hour?”

“Combinie…?”

“Fair enough.” Then off we went. Chan stared off out the window or sang along a little with the quiet radio. It was kind of peaceful. The roads were silent and Chan's sweet singing voice from beside me. The street lights flashing by us as we drove. When we pulled up to the place it was nearly empty. We wandered inside going through the isles. Holding hands the whole time we shopped. It was so nice to have him back. Sure I was starting to get tired since it was late. But it was worth spending time with him. A little sleepiness wouldn't stop me. Chan ended up getting a lot more snacks than I had planned but we would use them anyway. We both decided to get different types of kimbap for dinner. Well.. not really dinner since it was going for eleven. Satisfied with our small shopping we went up to the cash. Putting everything from our basket on the counter. While I was paying Chan bolted out the door.

“Hey what are you-? sigh..” Before I could finish he was gone.

“That’ll be 55 000 Won please.”

“Right. Here, thank you.” Handing over the money I walked out with a sigh. Three bags nearly full in my hands. “Just what is he up to…”

Walking up to the car planning to reclaim the driver's seat, there he was.

“I’ll drive. Besides, This is my car~” Chan stated with a huge grin at me. He rolled the window down. Grabbing one of the bags from my hand. “Sorry I didnt help you carry em. I would have. But I knew you wouldn't let me drive any other way.”

“Fair enough. You sneaky little...” I hopped in the car on the other side. Chan already had my small plastic platter waiting for me in his hands. After getting buckled again he set it on my lap.

“There you go~ and here's mineee.” Chan stated after pulling the other tray from the bag. We both sat in the car with our chopsticks. Both trying the first bite of ‘dinner.’ Which was surprisingly good for convenience store food. “Mm~! So good. Wanna try some of mine?”

I nodded rapidly with my mouth still a little full.

“Alright alright! Haha! Here, open.” Chan giggled. He held out one of the rolls to me with his chopsticks. I finished my piece and ate what he had offered. In return I gave him one of mine. Eating in the car he finally told me more about his tour. Just how much him and the others were loving it. The stories of struggles and good memories. It didn't take us long to finish eating since we were both starving.

“So… How about a bar?”

“At this hour? Is anywhere even open?”

“I know a place. It’s not too too far from home either. And yes they're open until three for whatever reason.” He smiled over to me. Starting up the car. Which meant I wasn't going anywhere. To be honest, I wouldn't mind a drink. “You can rest on the way over if you’d like. Just let me know and i’ll be quiet.”

“Mm.. I may nap. Keep singing or talking.. Whatever. I missed your voice..” I stated in my now half asleep state. I guess the food was also making me a little sleepy. Shutting my eyes listening to Chan’s slight humming and the sound of the car. I managed to fall asleep.

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“Hey, we're here love.” Chan whispered, his warm hand on my shoulder. Sure enough there was a bar right in front of us. The car turned off and the yellow toned street lights lit up the inside of the car. The chill of the cool air greeting me. “If your still tired and don't feel up to it, I can take you home.”

“Mnnngggg! No no. Just give me a second to freshen up.” I stretched sitting up in my seat. Pulling down the mirror from the visor I fixed my messy hair. Then I kind of realized. I felt under dressed..

“You look fine. Let's head in.” Chan smiled over at me. Just as I was about to get out there he was. Opening my door for me. Getting out I eyed down the bar. It didn't seem too busy and there weren't many cars around. I read the sign out loud. “The black cat.. Huh.”

“Yeah, it’s usually pretty laid back. But I can't guarantee. Just tell me when you wanna go home ok?” Chan looked at me with those sweet eyes. For some reason the gesture got me kind of flustered. He grabbed my hand and we walked in. Like Chan had said. It was.. Decently laid back. Much to suit the name, most of the bar was all black and dark woods. The slight plant every here and there. Though it wasn't a very big bar. Surprisingly enough the main drink counter was nearly empty. All the people were at their own tables. Chan went straight up to the counter. We took a seat at the tall black leather stools. We were greeted by a man with decently long black hair and sharp eyes. As soon as our eyes met Chan spoke. “Hey!”

“Oh, hey. It’s awfully late, what are you two up to?” The man replied.

“Ah, y’know just got home from a tour.”

CHAN ARE YOU NUTS? YOU SHOULDN'T BE TELLING RANDO’S YOUR FAMOUS!

“Hm~ Fair enough.” The man smirked.

“Oh! Sorry F/N this is Yoongi. And Yoongi, this is my partner F/N.”

“Nice to finally meet you.”

“Y-yeah.” I replied, my wind in a whirlwind of thoughts. I waved awkwardly. So. Chan knew this guy and this guy knows.. Me? This guy also knows Chan's an idol. Wow ok I guess I was kept in the dark.

“Anyway, I'll get two of the regulars.” Chan ordered the man.Yoongi nodded and grabbed a few things from behind the counter. Pouring our drink right in front of us. I don't know what his regular was but I was hoping it wasn't anything crazy high in percentage. It did smell pretty good whatever it was. Chan turned to me after his gaze was removed from the drinks being poured. “Sorry I don't mean to order for you. Get what you like. You just have to try this, it's amazing. If you don't like it, I'll drink it no worries.”

Just then he slid the drinks over to us. The ice chiming off eachother. Chan took a huge gulp and let out a satisfied ‘ah’. I followed his lead and tried a sip. It was quite strong but somehow calming. Refreshing.

“So? How is it?”

“It's good!” I admitted. Taking another mouthful. I was certainly a lot more awake now. We started chatting away properly this time. With me actually alive and replying.

“I was like ahh! We’re on in five! We couldn't find Han ANYWHERE!”

“Where was he?!”

I loved all the stories he told. Of a world I wasn't familiar with being a star and all. It didn't take long for me to finish the first drink and swiftly another was in my hand. Guess I needed a drink more than I thought. More stories from my mouth and Chan’s.

“Look at all these! Haha! Seriously, STAY is so creative.”

He showed me some meme’s STAY were making about their newest stuff. Of course the strange wolf edits of Chan were mixed in there. Then yet another drink a blueberry wine. I could feel myself losing my train of thought. Losing count of how much I had drunk. Other than the cups in front of me.

“Youuuu left me there. It was like what TeN minutes? Wooowww thanksS.” I wove a finger in Chan’s face. What I was complaining about was the last time we had sex. Or something along those lines. “ANd then. YOUuuu didnt even askk permission for that OtHEr stuff.”

“Yeah haha..” Chan chuckled awkwardly. Clearly he wasn't expecting me to get drunk this late.

“ANDDDdd Y’know it was liKE KinD of anNoyingG.” I poked at his chest a little. I was starting to draw attention. Not that I noticed but it was certainly happening. Yoongi, the bartender, was totally listening and held a small smirk aimed at Chan.

“I think they may be just a little drunk.”

“Yeah. Ok love it’s time to go home. The bill please?” Chan said sliding the little left in my last drink away from me.

“HeYYYyyy. CoMe onnn. At leaSt the AchoLolll was SatIsfyinG you meANYY.” Was it really THAT bad the last time we had sex? No. But I was drunk and dramatic.

“Pft. ahem. Here’s your bill.” Yoongi composed himself.

“Thank you. Sorry about them. I think they were a little tired as well as drunk. I’ll see you again.” Chan waved as I poorly did the same. Though I'm sure he was used to the drunks. We left the nice place, Chan basically carrying me to the car. A chill running down my spine at the cool night air. God knows how late it was. Chan put me in my seat like a baby and buckled me up with a sigh. “You really need to sleep huh?”

“Hehe~” Was the only thing I replied with. Chan got in on the other side and drove us home.

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(The ride you don't remember because you once again fell asleep. Chan was a little worried about what you were saying. He kept taking glances at you every chance he could.)

“Come here.” Chan grunted picking me up like a kid.

“Ughhhh.. My head.”

“Oh hey. You're up.”

“Yeahhh. We're back home..?”

“Yup. Here’s the bed.” Chan stated placing me down with a huff. Though he didn't leave. He hovered over me. His eyes were full of an emotion I couldn't read. As I was gawking at his beautiful eyes he leaned in and kissed me. Pulling away right after. “Was.. that ok?”

“Y-yeah?” I replied confused. Chan leaned down to my ear and whispered.

“This ok..?~”

“Yes..?” This time with a hitch in my breath. He knows full well the power his voice has over me. Again Chan moved lower. Leaving a soft peck on my neck.

“How’s that? Enough?” He asked again. Sliding his hand down my waist. I could feel his warmth as he inched closer and closer. “Is this alright..?”

It really made me realize just how much I was missing him. I caved into my feelings and burst out.

“JUST FUCK ME ALREADY!” I shouted, wrapping my arms around Chan’s neck. Bringing his lips on mine again. I could tell he was a little surprised by my straightforward demand. I let loose around the back on Chan’s neck as we faced each other again. Breath heavy. That’s when I realized. “Why do you keep asking love? You know I trust you.”

“Oh- You told me while you were drunk. The last time we-”

“GASPPP, NO! I DID NOT!! WHAT?! AT THE BAR??” Again I shouted in shock.

“Yeah.. you did and uh.. The bartender was listening..” Chan cleared his throat. Now I know why he was acting like this. The look in his eyes.

“No no. Listen. We talked about that before. It was no big deal. Sure I was a little disappointed but that's ok.” I began to explain. But Chan’s head fell low and I couldn't see his reactions.

“Just tell me. You want me to fuck you? Hard or soft? Fast or slow? Tell me I will do whatever you ask of me.” Chan stated looking me dead in the eyes. Eyes filled with lust and a cocky smile to match. My face turned a bright red. I pulled him in closer again.

“F-fuck me. I can wait.~” I replied slyly. But we both ended up laughing for a moment at the stupid remarks. Continuing to enjoy each other after a long while away.

[A/N:] Jeez gurl you demanding~  IK it's been awhile for a SKZ Fic. I've had so many ideas for other one shots for different groups so its been a while. IK this isnt suuuper great. But oh well. Bang Chan~

[kirihotto]

Teddy Bear {HeuningKai X Reader 16+}

→ Rating: 16+ Minors are prohibited from engaging and reading the (spice) It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Birthday/ Cute date

→ Summary: Kai has a date planned but wont tell you what it is. You go along with this plan and have a sweet time enjoying each others company.

→ Word Count: 1 943

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 08/14/2023

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The sun shining through the curtains in an attempt to awaken me. Shining right in my eyes as my hair was flung about the soft pillows. Rolling over with a grunt I faced my back to the sun. Snuggling back in with a smile. Until it hit me.

"WAIT. What's the date?" My arm flew out from under the covers. Reaching for my phone on the side table. August 14th. The day we had planned for our date. Here I was sleeping in. Sitting up with a groan stretching my arms up in the air, phone in hand. I rubbed my face in a sad attempt to fix my sleepy state. Swinging the warm covers off my form until later, sliding my gray bunny slippers on. My cat trailing at my ankles mewling up at me. Walking in the kitchen over to her bowl. To my surprise it was already full. I paused as the fog in my brain was attempting to clear. Retracing my steps.

“Hey, you're up!” I certainly remember living alone. Quickly I whipped around to face my opponent. But once I turned around my ‘opponent’. Had a warm smile on their face. I dropped to my knees on the floor.

“Sigh..”

“Oh my gosh! I'm sorry, are you ok?!” Kai yelped, rushing to my side. Whilst the chaos was going on Frost was wolfing down her breakfast. [A/N: The gray cat.]

“Seriously.. you scared the crap outta me!” I looked up at him with a huff. Kai smirked nervously and reached his hand out to me. Holding it, he helped me up off the cold tile floor. But little seemed to matter once our eyes met. Kai’s dark curls resting above his brows perfectly. His chocolate eyes, sweetened by his smile. Then a simple outfit of a white hoodie and ripped jeans. He managed to make such simple clothes look so nice. An angel.. After my starring I let his hand go. Combing back my messy hair slightly flustered. “W-what are you doing here so early?”

“ I got a little excited..” Kai chuckled while playing with his hair. We both stood awkwardly in the kitchen.

“Agh.. I suck. I’m sorry I'm late getting up."

“You dont suck. It happens. I could help you get things ready! ” Kai’s gaze was nearly filled with glitter. Frost’s eyes also drifted my way. Two cute sets of eyes on me. My heart melted for a moment. He had come early to see me since he was so excited. Omg he’s so cute~ Kai spoke again bringing me back to my senses.“Was I too early?..”

“OH! No no. I’ll get ready here now! You know you're always welcome! Feel free to do whatever while I get ready. It shouldn't take too long. Thank you for feeding Frost as well!” Patting Frost on the head and giving Kai a little smile I walked back to my room. Flopping on my bed for a moment.

(Kai POV)

“Well then~ We can play for a bit huh?” I pet Frost while she sat in my arms almost like a baby. Wandering over to the couch with her still in my arms. “Now that I think about it, I don't come here that often. They usually come over to my place since it's more convenient. But this is so much more comfy.”

"They are so cute mh~" I sat there with a grin on my face. Until Frost awoke me from daydreaming. "Ah- sorry little one. Let's get to playing then huh?"

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(F/N POV- 20 Minutes later)

There, done! Luckily I had showered last night since I certainly wouldn't have time right now. Walking out from my room, much to my surprise Kai was laying on the floor. Various colorful cat toys scattered about. Frost was seen not too far from him. How sweet.

“I’m ready! Sorry for the wait.” I stated. Kai shot up from the floor and met my gaze. Dusting off his white hoodie.

“Ok! Let's head out..” His words trailed off as once again we locked eyes. I felt myself getting flustered from his stare.

“Glad to see you two getting along haha~” I chuckled a little to avoid the silence. “So where are we off to?”

“You’ll see! I’m sure you'll like it. Though there’s a place we need to go before we get to the main event.” Kai smiled, guiding me to the door. Giving Frost a small wave before he shut the door behind us. I could feel Kai's excitement. Which made me more and more curious about what he was planning. He had made it a point that he was planning this and didn't want me to know. But honestly it didn't matter where we were going, as long as I was with Kai it didn't really matter where we were.

Leaving my apartment building we went toward the city. It was still sunny out. But not hot enough to have to cower under an AC. There were many people walking about with various bags due to the nice weather. Walking along I followed a little behind Kai. Just admiring him as we walked and chatted a little. Stopping at a crosswalk as I caught up to him.

“The new comeback we're working on will be worth it! The coreo is hard. But y’know you have to have a fair share of both.” Kai smiled over to me and continued. I really love how he’d tell me all about himself without me having to pry or ask. The light for the crosswalk came on and just before we went to cross I grabbed his hand. “Yeonjun is seriously scary when we mess up. It’s for a good reason but- ah!”

“O-oh, What were you saying?” I asked, a silence fell between us briefly. At first I thought I scared him. But his cheeks were laced with a soft pink. As he grabbed onto my hand a little tighter. He cleared his throat and fumbled with a strand of his hair.

“Ah. Yeah. uhm. Yeonjun Hyung.” He began to speak again as we made it to the other side of the street. We continued to walk hand in hand chatting away. Kai pointed down the street on the left of us. “That’s where we're headed!”

“Where are we?” I questioned following his lead. Looking at the tall buildings and crowds of people. Then it hit me. “What’s that smell?”

“The smell is all the amazing food they're cooking up!” Kai chuckled, bringing me over a little closer to one of the stands, Our hands still intertwined. I scanned over all the food placed neatly on the table. Kai pointed to one of the desserts lying on the table after letting my hand go. “I’ll take this please.”

“Sure thing! Five thousand won please.” The man behind the table stated. Kai rummaged through his hoodie pockets, while my stomach growled. The old man laughed a little. “Are ya hungry love?”

“Yeah, everything looks so good!” I replied. He must've heard my stomach growl… The man held a huge grin on his face. Kai handed him the money, then gave us the sweets. It was a pack of three Gyeongdan. A green one with cinnamon on top, a yellow one with a small blob of icing and a pink one with a dainty white flower. “For me?”

[A/N: Gyeongdan- Korean rice cake.]

“I knew you didn't eat before we left. So, I had to bring you here.” Kai smiled sweetly at me. He gestured to my hands. “Go ahead and give it a try.”

“Mm~ amazing!” My mouth full after only one small bite. Using my hands to cover as I spoke.These things were chewy. But so fresh and not too sweet. They were also slightly cool which was great for the summer.

“Glad you like it!”

“Aren't you two just so cute? Off on a date somewhere huh?” The man asked.

“Yeah, we just needed to make a stop here for some amazing food first.” Kai blurted out with a close eyed smile, before I could even think to say anything. My face was almost lit aflame. My mouth was full of food and a comment I didn't quite know how to react to. Since he was kind of a big deal being an idol and all. Kai placed his hand on my lower back and guided me down the street. I jumped a little at the sudden contact. The small act made me even more flustered.

“You kids have fun!”

“Thank you!” Kai bowed a little as we left the stand. His focus came back to me. “You want anything else just ask. Everyone is super nice here and everything is amazing!”

“This is amazing!” I exclaimed after finally finishing the pink gyeongdan. I had spoken a lot louder than intended. But I was just a little bit all over the place, flustered. And admittedly more hungry than I thought. Nudging Kai with the package. “H-here you have one Kai.”

“Oh, you sure?” He asked, then paused his reaching hand. I nodded. “Alright then. I’ll take the yellow one.~”

When I said this was amazing I more so meant this date. But the food was amazing too. We’ve been dating for roughly eight months and have gone out a decent amount since then. Meeting up frequently to even just be in each other's presence. Such as me going to the TXT practice studio on occasion. We both love being with one another but get flustered easily. Which makes us.. An interesting pair. But I wouldn't have it any other way.

Once we finished eating we looked at a few more stalls. Planning to grab a few snacks for the way home later. Kai and I walked hand in hand once again. As we walked out of the street market back onto the main streets. Until we were going to reach the final destination for our date.

“Here we are!” Kai stated, stopping in front of one of the tall buildings not even twenty minutes away. I gawked at the neon sign trying to read it. “Come on! Let’s get started.”

“Get started?” I questioned myself aloud, Kai leading me inside by my hand. There were crane machines EVERYWHERE. All sorts of different styles of games and prizes. Not to mention all the various bright colors. Everything was so cute! While we slowly walked past a few rows of machines I was analyzing which ones I'd go back to. Looking over to see Kai doing pretty well the same thing. Until we came up to a small counter. Though there was no one in sight.

“Pretty cool huh? They have SO many machines here. This is only the first floor. Though the higher the floor the harder the game. But the higher the floor the more expensive the prize.” Kai explained to me, while I sat there like a kid with a huge grin on my face. “Hm~”

“I can't wait to play! Why didn't you tell me about this place before?” I questioned him as a lady came up to the counter. Once again he rummaged through his pockets for his wallet. I quickly chimed in before the lady met us. “Do you want me to pay this time?”

“No no, Today's my treat! I was just waiting for the perfect day we could both come here. So I could treat you with this.” Kai pulled money from his wallet. He handed it over to the lady awkwardly. “That should be enough for sixty tokens?”

“Yes! Here you go~” She bowed after handing the game coins over to us. They were silver and had a little lucky cat in the middle.

“Here, these are your thirty. Ready to go try a few machines?”

“YEAH! Though, I've never really been good at them..” I admitted. I think I've only ever won once in these games.

“That’s ok! Let’s start on the first floor then. I’m no pro but I've played enough to get by.” Again his sweet smile blessed my view. We were both full of smiles. "Now then. You go pick one with a good prize."

“Hm.. ok.” I wandered past a few machines peeking inside to see. The machines were even shorter than me. There were mostly cheap snacks in the first few. There weren't many people here at the moment for that reason. Few groups of kids and.. Couples.. Which is what me and Kai were. Coming here for a cute date.. Kai was about to face me again while I was lost in a daze and got all worked up. I flung my arm out and picked the closet one machine. “How about this one!”

Luck enough for me it looked like the basic claw machines. The prizes didn't seem too bad either. Plush animal keychains.

“Sure! Let's get you set up then hm?~” He bent down to the coin slot and held out his hand to me. “These ones are nearly impossible to lose. There only one coin to play.”

“OK!” I replied full of confidence after his words. Placing a single coin in his hand. As his nimble fingers placed the coin in the machine. The thing made a funny boing~ sound as the button and joystick lit up. He stood back up and ushered me closer. I placed one hand on the joystick and one on the button. “There. All the machines in these places are a little different. Give it a go.”

“OK!” My heart raced while I tussled with the joystick. Most likely because Kai was watching me. Aiming for the small blue rabbit looking plush. Hitting the button the claw came down towards the little thing.

“There you go!” Kai yelped from beside me. The claw had managed to pick up the little rabbit. Our eyes followed the claw to the drop box until..

“Aw..” I sighed as it hit down in the pile of small clear gems beneath it. “You said everyone could win these. Wow guess I do really suck huh? Haha.”

“We'll try again. Like I said, all these machines run differently. I’ll show you the trick for these ones.” He said confidently. “Now then. Put in another coin.”

“Here.” He spoke again as the machine lit up. Placing my hands where they had been before. Kai did the same. Placing his hands over mine. I could feel his chest slightly on my back. His breath fanned past my ear. To be honest I was focusing way more on him than the game. My heart was still racing. It wasn't from the thrill of crane games. His sweet voice drew back my attention to the game. “See there. It looks like it’ll grab right on perfectly. But no. You should aim for the head a little further to the left. For some reason these machines always like the left back corner.”

“R-right.”

“Try this spot.” I hit the button after his guidance and.. There it went!

“Yes! I got it!!” I went to face Kai with my small jump of glee. But I ended up bumping him in the chin with my head due to our height difference. Then proceeding to lose my balance as I stepped on his foot a little. He caught me by the waist, my hands on his chest as we stood there for a moment. “S-sorry are you ok?”

“Y-yeah.. Just ahem. Yeah! it just hurt a little, it wasn't that hard.” He replied letting me go. I stepped back a moment and realized his hair was all in his eyes.

“Here let me help with your hair..”

“Mm.” Kai nodded and bent down a little so I could reach. His hair was so soft. Like some sort of puppy. The color even reminded me of such. Actually. He reminded me an awful lot of a puppy. “Y know..If I had’a known you’d get this excited I would have taken you here sooner.”

“There finished.” I started giving Kai a proud smile. My hand on my hips. “Yeah it's so fun when you actually win something…. OH! My prize!”

“Haha! You were so excited to get it and you nearly forgot! let me see!”

“Ah! It's actually pretty cute! It reminds me of Soobin.” I held it up to show him while I heard a click. “HEY! Did you take a photo?!”

“Maybe… ANYWAY! Let’s go play more games!” Kai yelped as he ran off. That little… We followed each other around for a little while on the first floor. Getting the feel for things. I had managed to get two more things on my own. First try I might add. A strawberry soda and a small change purse. While Kai had gotten only one thing. A small keychain of the infamous anime character known as Gojo. At this point I had twenty six coins left.

“So? How was that? Easy enough?” Kai questioned. I swear there were those small floaty pink flowers around his head.

“Yeah. It was easier when I learned from a pro. Could we… Try the next floor?”

“There are a lot cooler things up there! Though dont forget that means the games are harder.” He warned me. I nodded with passion in my stride, making my way toward the stairs. Kai tailing at my heels. Like he had said. There were a lot bigger crane games! The ones I was used to seeing. These ones had cool bigger plushies or even anime and k pop merch! But there were also some new styles of games. Which I wasn't quite ready to dive into yet. Not this time anyway. The first machine I had noticed.

“Tiny Tan huh?” I questioned. Looking into the eyes of one of the member plushies trapped inside the machine. “Y know. It feels really weird seeing the plushies like that considering I've seen BTS in real life at Hybe a few times.”

“Yeah that’s true. But they're so cute! I meant the plushies..” We both chuckled a little at the thought. Continuing walking past the sad Tiny Tany, We each set our eyes on a few machines as we went through them with one another. Holding hands between playing games. I had managed to win five rounds and lost three. I now had ten coins left, since the games on the second floor had cost two coins each to play. Kai had won a lot more on this floor than the last. He was now carrying the bag from our winnings. His consisting of mostly plushies as I had assumed. I honestly couldn't keep track of all the things we had. “So. Any other machines you wanna do on this level?”

“Mmmm. not really.” I admitted circling around the room one last time. “Though I do have to admit I'm curious what the next floor looks like..”

“Oh! Ok! Let's take a look. Though I'm afraid I don't have much experience on that floor. I've only won a few times.” Kai sighed as once again he followed me up the last set of stairs. These games did have a lot more of the new games I wasn't used to. Some of them were the size of three normal ones. Until one game in particular caught my eye.

“CINNAMONROLL!” I yelped as I recognized the cute face instantly. It was the biggest plush I had seen all day. Which meant this was going to be hard. Nonetheless I ran up to the Sanrio machine while Kai followed.

“Penguin! Ah! Cute!” This is a cute machine!” Kai yelped along with me. Each of us is eyeing a different plushie. Like two little kids in a candy store.

“We NEED to play this one!” I stated, with a glow in my eye. Kai nodded in a similar state. I bent down to play a round and these machines were four coins a round. Which meant I had two tries at this one. Nonetheless I insert the first four. Placing my hands accordingly. “So. What now?”

“Ah right! You need to squish the plushie between the two bars, down the shoot.” Kai instructed, his hands balled into cheering fists. Watching the other side of the machine to catch every angle. “Fighting!”

“Ok. Here, let's try!” After fiddling with the two armed claw, I smashed the button. It managed to squish the lower half of the plush so its body was hanging toward the shoot. “AGH SO CLOSE!”

“Go again! You got it!!” Kai yelped, cheering me on. I did as he said and smashed down on the little guy's head again. It hardly moved.

“Aw.. Man..” I sighed in defeat. He came over to me and examined the situation in the machine. “It’s ok! I did really well overall. Maybe not as good as you but, good for a first. Let’s get the penguin!”

I heard the sound of the machine starting up before I even finished speaking. My gaze to occupied by Cinnamonroll to realize. Turning back to face Kai as he was playing. Cheering him on like he did for me.

“OH!” We gasped, gawking at each other. He went over to the shoot and pull out his prize.

“YAY!- wait. That’s not a penguin…?”

“Y-yeah.. I know.. For..you..” Kai handed me over the Cinnamonroll plush. An excessive amount of blush filled his cheeks. He kept fluttering his eyes and not meeting my gaze. Playing with a strand of his fluffy chocolate hair. I squealed, bouncing a little. I grabbed his sweater collar and brought him closer to me. Kissing him on the cheek. His eyes shot wide open as he finally faced me.

“Thank you..” I said, now I wasn't meeting his gaze. I might have been a little excited and got caught up in the moment. Kai chuckled bubbly, leaning back over to me.

“Sorry, what was that I didn't hear you~”

“You.. heard me..”

“Ok ok I did. Haha~ I’m glad you like it! Though.. I have enough for one more try on that penguin.”

“OK! Do it, Do it! I’ll hold the stuff.” Kai handed me the bag of our winnings and his last single coin. Inserting the four coins the game started up. He sighed and fought with the claw for a moment. Pressing the button down after a second of hesitation. Unfortunately the only thing the claw did was flip the penguin over slightly. “Aww.. I’m sorry I took your other try.”

“Nahh, It's not your fault. For all I know it could have taken another ten tries until I got it! Besides. That plushie suits you.” He smiled, Though I could tell he was a little disappointed. I hugged the plush he had won for me and kind of felt guilty. He had spent all this money and time on me today and the one thing he wanted he didn't get. Kai patted my back a little, my hands still full. “Let's head home! We can grab some more food for dinner. I’ll go to the front desk and see if they have a bigger bag for that big guy you have there. Hm~”

“It’s dinner time already? No wonder I was hungry.” I chuckled as we went down the levels. Heading back to the front desk waiting for the lady. Until I remembered something. I had left my changed purse on the second floor! “Wait! I forgot something on the second floor! I set the change purse down on a machine!”

“Oh! You want me to help?!” He asked with worry in his voice.

“No no! It's ok, it's the new one I won today. It’d be nice if I could find it though. I’ll be right back.” I stated before leaving the stuff with Kai and running up the stairs. To my luck it was exactly where I had left it. Upon grabbing it I opened it just to be sure there wasn't anything odd. Since it had been left lying around. To my surprise there were two more tokens inside. “So I HAVE ENOUGH FOR ANOTHER ROUND!”

After I realized I had a huge grin on my face and a dream. I was gonna win that penguin for Kai. Determined I strutted up to the familiar machine and shoved the coins in. With a huff I toyed with the claw. Pressing the button and I watched it drop down on the little guy. I stood in shock for a moment.

“I… I GOT IT!” I shouted, yanking the plushie from the shoot and running off. Everyone else in the building probably didn't think too highly of me at this point. But oh well. I was over the moon excited to show him! I came back down the stairs out of breath, the penguin hiding behind my back. Kai had his phone to his ear as I met him. Myself panting like a dog.

“Did you find it? I was just about to call you.”

“YES.”

“Woah, ok. Uhm.. what's behind your back?” He asked, looking a little nervous to ask. He tried to peek behind me. I brought out the penguin in front of me so he could see.

“THIS! I got it!”

“WOW! It’s so cute!” Kai replied bubbly, picking the penguin up and patting his head.

“For you! Since you got me one!”

“For me?! Thank you!” Kai hugged the penguin tightly. Honestly making me wish I was that penguin.. “I’ll need another bag please.”

The lady handed us another bag with a small giggle. Shoving our winnings into the bags we left the place. Going back the way we came through the market. The smells this time were even better! Fresh meals being prepared for orders. The sweet chatter between Kai and I. Though this time I was the one doing the chatting. We grabbed a pack of fresh strawberries and a pack of assorted desserts. Upon getting back home the sun was slowly on its way down. We plopped ourselves in my living room with our bags.

“Ok! Let's see what we got!” I clapped my hands as we pulled out what we each won and showed them off. The main parts being the two bigger plushies we won for each other at the end. When Kai was showing off the one I had won him, I may have snapped a photo of revenge. And of course for the fact that he was adorable.

“Gah.. I’m hungry.” Kai sighed, flopping on the floor. The penguin in his arms. I snickered a little to myself. He really loves it. Yet he was willing to get mine instead.

“Here! I won a few lamyeon packs that we can eat. We have the stuff from the market too. I’ll cook. You can just relax.” I said gathering the food from our pile of winnings. Kai just nodded with a small thanks. Making my way to the kitchen, tying my hair out of my face. I began to get to work, noticing Kai had made his way to the couch. While the noodles were cooking I washed the strawberries and put them in a dish in the fridge. Opening the fresh amazing smelling desserts, placing them neatly on a plate. Lastly I stuck the strawberry soda I had won in the fridge. With that I finished the lamyeon. The sun Casting a golden hue in my apartment. I went over to let Kai know but there he was lying down fast asleep. Holding onto the penguin still. I sat down with him pushing some of the stray hairs out of his face. Just admiring him. Recalling everything that happened today.

“Mng..?” Kai groaned as his gaze met mine. His cheeks pinked a little at the realization.

“The food’s done- woah!-” He grabbed me in his arms as the penguin hit the floor. The smell of his slight cologne filled my scenes. I could feel his warmth all over my body. His arm wrapped around my waist. His chest pressing into my back, his breath on my neck. My heart started racing from just his touch, I could feel my cheeks getting hot. I squirmed around a little to try to hide my face but that only made him wake up more.

(Spice)

“What are you doing? Stop squirming~ You're mine.” Kai whined a little. But the statement made me freeze. He had never said something like that to me. “Mm.. did you have fun today?”

“Y-yeah. Thank you.”

“Hm~ I'm glad. No need to thank me.”

We sat still for a bit. But I was getting restless. Being this close to him. Feeling him like this, his breath on my neck. Even my body was getting hot from how flustered I was. Honestly I was surprised how relaxed Kai was. Compared to when I held his hand earlier and he freaked out so much he stuttered. To now. Where he was the one pulling me closer. Snuggling into my neck. Feeling his hands on my waist holding me still. I had to get out of here! I started moving a little until I nearly fell off the couch. Kai’s strong hold pulled me back up from nearly falling. The grip on my waist nearly made me cry out. I covered my mouth for a moment.

“Seriously you need to stop moving so much- mng-ah~!” Kai cried out. I guess he was feeling this too huh.. By feeling I meant.

“Kai..?”

“Y-yes…”

“Are you..?”

“Yes. I’m sorry..” He admitted. So what I was feeling against me right now.. Was his bulge.. “If you keeping moving- ah~”

Against my nervousness I kept moving. But this time with intention. I heard his soft cry right by my ear, which made a little sound of my own. At this point we were still not facing each other. But I could easily tell he was flustered and… enjoying my actions. Kai slid his hand down to rest at my hips. He leaned in by my ear and moaned my name. As soon as he said my name my breath hitched. He must have figured out how much I like his voice. Using it to his advantage. He smirked a little and kissed my ear softly. Leaning back down to the back of my neck. Leaving another soft kiss. Making me jump a little.

“Is this all.. Ok?..” Kai asked through a few breaths. I stopped my movement and nodded. “Hm~ you're so cute.”

Once he had gotten an answer he started toying with my neck again. Licking and sucking small hickies. Using his hands on my hips guiding me slowly against him. Similarly to how he was guiding me in the crane games. The stimulation was too much and I started letting little moans leave my mouth too. He feels so good.

“You got it, love.”

[A/N:] I kind of wrote this for Kai's birthday. I couldn't come up with a 'birthday' story but I had this one waiting to be written. Anyway! Here's a few pieces I drew for his birthday! My art user: C00n_m00n on tik tok, insta, facebook and youtube! Thank you for reading! (Sorry for it being a long time for writing T.T' I've been so heavily focused on my art.)

[kirihotto]

Kissed Mirror {Jimin X 'Dom' Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Marking & biting, Mirror play

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Teasing

→ Summary: Jimin Is finally home after being on tour for two months. In missing him so much You decide to go visit as soon as possible. When you get there he's on his phone and not talking to you. So. You pull a stunt to make him focus on you instead.  

→ Word Count: 2 450

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 6/26/23

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Pulling up to the same old apartment I always visited. The clouds left the grounds in a shadowed haze. My mood, feeling similar. Tall trees surrounding the building, starting to bud with life. Intense wind shaking the branches, bringing cold through layers of clothing. In seeking something other than this cold day, I walked up to the apartment complex. To find my warmth and shelter.

“I’m here!” I called out. Walking inside the tall black door, lined with sleek silver. Walking through the doorway, the bitter sweet smell of roses filled my senses. The house was rather empty. Other than a few suitcases and a pile of clothes by the living room. The lights were all off, white sheer curtains swung wide open. The place was quite dark due to the limited sunlight and zero lights. Finally I was greeted by Jimin, flopped out on the leather couch. As he scrolled his phone.

“Hey, what are you doing here?~” He smiled wide, meeting my equally joyful gaze. His kind eyes hid behind his cheeks. Getting up to greet me with a sigh, Swiping a hand through mocha colored hair. Few pieces dangled untamed in his face. His silver hoop earrings spotted among the strands of hair. Sure he was on his day off, lazing around at home. With remains of travel supplies stacked in the living room. But not without style. Jimin met me in front of the door, Standing in front of me with his arms wide open. “Cmere.”

He demanded adorably so. I fell into his embrace. His soft tan sweater comforted me like a warm blanket. Again the smell of rose’s. Jimin’s warm hands holding me. Feeling like a weight had been taken off my shoulders from a single touch. Not wanting to let go. Feeling a hot puff of air by my ear.

“I’m glad you're here. Aish, sorry. I’ve been so tired. ” Jimin yawned, covering his mouth with a silver ringed hand. Letting me go he grabbed one of my hands, lazily dragging me behind him. Back to the leather couch. Past all the other white furniture. “Sorry about the mess, don't mind it.. I haven't had the chance to properly go through everything since the tour.”

He placed a chaste kiss on my lips, guiding me to sit down with him. Jimin was nearly folded in half beside me. The arm closest to me swung around my shoulder. The other held his phone, he had probably gotten from a sponsor. Jimin’s tired eyes scanned the screen as he swiped up repeatedly. Tired eyes with remains of makeup on, followed the motion. Leaning into him a little closer, I saw it was the Weverse app he was on. So Jimin was scrolling through millions of ARMY posts. The whole while he scrolled, his plump lips held a soft smile. Though he looked exhausted. Jimin told me he got home two days ago. But by the look of his place, and eye bags. It seemed more like it was late last night…

I had caught up with their new content and often saw ARMY’s posts. Edits of the members and so on. Every edit I seemed to stumble upon was of Jimin. Which made me miss him more.. Now I finally get to see him and he’s not even talking to me. Here I am watching my amazing boyfriend stare at his phone. Though, It’s work related.. I’ll just enjoy the silent company. So I pulled out my phone and scrolled uselessly. I’m sure he’ll wrap up in a bit. I did just barge in after all..

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We sat together here in almost complete silence. Other than Jimin yawning or me trying to break said silence. Scrolling on our phones? After not seeing each other for nearly two months? I was starting to get a little aggravated. Just as anyone would. I had asked him to tell me about the performances every now and then. He’d say ‘in a minute’ everytime. It's now been an hour. I knew what he was doing was work related, technically. But ARMY could wait.

“Jimin?” I called out his name. A ting of sass escaped past my lips.

“Hm? Yes love?” Jimin replied, Tilting his head up a little. Shaking stray hair strands from his view. Eyes still on the screen.

“Put down the phone?” Finally I asked. Waiting.

“Hang on one second I promise.-”

“Too late.” I slid onto his lap.

“Woah, hey-”

(spice)

I latched a hold on his phone before his hands flew back from me. Before he knew what I was up to. My free hand balanced myself on his lap. A little.. lower.. than I expected. Jimin twitched from the sudden contact. At that moment I stole his phone. Powering it down with a smug grin.

“I’ll make you get off of it.” I met his gaze, those doe eyes didn't seem so tired anymore.

“Ha.. you're challenging me?” Jimin tilted his head to the side. Inhaling sharply. A sly grin formed across his lips as he stared me down. Oh fuck.. He leaned closer to me, tracing one of his hands down my spine. Resting at my lower back. Pushing me into him. I was the one shaking now. Jimin, once again in possession of his phone. Releasing me, let a smug grin grace his lips. Leaning by my ear he whispered. “We both know it won't end well for you if you tease me.~”

“But, You can keep trying if you want. I’ll decide when I'm done on my phone.” Jimin sassed leaving a small pout behind. He flopped back to his original place on the couch among the few fluffy pillows. Bringing myself forward, my chest resting upon his. Slowly breathing across his neck. I shot a glance past his chin. Jimin was biting the inside of his cheek, presumably avoiding my gaze. My eyes quickly locked onto my next target with a little grin. Sliding my hands down his chest, over his sweater. Again my gaze drifted back to him. I flipped up the hem of his sweater and ran my cold hands slowly across his abs. Jimin flinched a little from the sudden touch from my cool hand. “You feeling me huh?”

I could tell his jaw clenched at the motion. Hovering my hand around there for a moment. Feeling his muscles. Moving my hips over his thighs. Jimin’s light denim jeans hugged them perfectly. Perfectly enough for me to tell he was enjoying this. Upon realizing this, My gaze flew up to meet his. Still staring at his screen. Holding his bottom lip in a small bite. Pink started dusting his cheeks. Continuing to stare I could almost see the blush intensify. I wouldn't be surprised if he was a little backed up from being away for so long… Jimin was reacting way more quickly. Almost instantly.

“L-listen, It’s a waste of time. Just stop messing with me.”

“Really?” I asked mockingly. His eyes were now slowly drifting their attention to me through rapid blinks. Those beautiful eyes I could get lost in. But now isn't the time. My hands wander further under his sweater.

“It wont work. Baby, just stop, I'm trying to work..” Jimin started sounding a little irritated with me. Grabbing my wrist, halting the hand that had been about to reach his chest. Once my hand was held down, I could feel Jimin’s heartbeat. Beating fast in his chest. His body, getting warmer by the second. I let a small grin tug at the corner of my lips. He set the phone down and attempted to shake me off. Pulling my hands out from under his sweater. But he still wasn't saying no. “What has gotten into you? Aish.. Ok ok what.”

“If you really want me to stop, why haven't you stopped me?” Now seeing you all worked up makes me all worked up. I ran through my fiery words. I sat there still on his lap. I flopped my head on one of Jimin's lean shoulders. Fanning my warm breath on him. As I left small kisses across his neck.

“F/N? Are you really ok?” Jimin asked with a sigh, bringing a kind hand to my back. Sitting in silence calming myself down. Inhaling his sweet scent through kisses. All the while soft moans left his lips. I turned my lips into his neck. Pausing for a moment. “Hm? Is everything ok- AGHh!~”

I bit down. Strongly enough to have certainly left a mark. A moan ripped through Jimin’s throat. His body jerked beneath me.

“What are you.. Mng~.. doing. Ah..” Jimin breathed out all over the place. He had enjoyed that more than I was expecting. I’ll use this to my advantage. I continued kissing Jimin’s neck, slowly getting more aggressive. His nails began to dig slightly into my back. “Ok. seriously. please.. Stop..ah..”

He clawed at the back of my shirt. Trying to ‘pull’ me off. Ignoring his whines I continued leaving kisses and marks. Jimin’s hips slowly started moving with mine. Tiny moans and grunts strung out from his mouth. Biting a spot close to Jimin’s ear he stopped his hips.

“F/N d-don't leave marks. The guys will see them.. Ahh. seriously come onn.~” He whined again. Hands sliding up to hold my shoulders. I finally pulled back from his neck and faced him. Face bright red, his shoulders rising and falling from loss of breath. Damn he looked fine. Jimin’s doe eyes scanned mine. Both in hunt of an answer to what it was the other was thinking. Jimin grabbed the hem of his sweater. “Alright alright. You win. I put my phone down. If you.. want to leave marks at the very least do it where no one can see. I don't want the guys to see them..”

After his statement his sweater had been whisked off his form. Showcasing his lean muscle for full display. Mocha colored hair strung about as he pushed it back. The waistband of his boxers now visible. His light denim jeans desperately trying to contain his excitement. My mind in a haze, My hands flew to his waist as I leaned into him again. Leaving soft kisses across Jimin’s ear. Grinding my hips onto him. Doing as he had asked, I kissed his collarbone.

“Ngh- more~” Jimin whined again. Though whining would often bother me. Somehow he made it sexy as all hell. I left stronger kisses leaving darker marks. Jimin’s moans started getting louder and louder. While he slowly got less embarrassed, focussing more on the feeling. That’s when I had an idea. As Jimin was slowly getting more comfortable with these marks, the feeling of me being in control. I removed myself from his form. Getting up and wandering off to his room. “F/N Where are you going? Don't leave me like this~ Dont stop~.”

Jimin cried out from the living room. Slowly footsteps approached behind me. The reason I ran to his room wasn't the comfy bed alone. Rather. The full body mirror he had by the closet. Pulling the mirror a little more in front of the bed, sitting on the end of it. Just then he met me in the room. His lean form showcasing small buds of pink blossom, the result of my hard work. The one larger bite on his lower neck, somehow making me excited. I knew now that Jimin was not going back to that phone anytime soon. I patted the empty space on the bed in front of me with a smile. He flopped down with a sigh, back facing me. I wrapped my legs around his waist instantly. Sort of ‘locking’ him in.

“Ah- What are you doing?”

“ Look ahead~ ” I whispered slyly in his ear. He scoffed until he met his own gaze in the mirror. The gaze in question full of sharp desire. Instantly his hand skimmed over the marks I had been leaving behind. Again Blush flooded his cheeks. Oh fuck he’s so cute. “Oh, wow.. I can see where you’ve kissed me.”

Jimin would usually never let me leave marks on him due to constant camera work. Everything involving ARMY. So I was very surprised how much he was enjoying it right now. Leaning onto his back, tracing his hips as I leaned my head back into his neck. Hot breath fanning him once again. Feeling his body shiver slightly under my touch. Jimin’s gaze was focused straight ahead toward the mirror. Watching both him and I enjoy this heated moment. Sliding my hand down between his thighs. Jimin was hard as all hell. He was enjoying looking at himself in this state. Begging.

“Continue. I wanna watch you mark me. ahh.. Please. Don't stop. Mng~”

(Two days later Jimin’s POV)

“Alright! That’s practice wrapped up for today!” Namjoon called out to everyone. We all sat down on the hardwood floor chugging water, out of breath. All dressed in shorts and T shirts un-like the weather outside. I seriously didn't think we would be doing this so hardcore again so soon. Lying down on the floor arms and legs wide open like a starfish, staring at the bright lights. Sets of footsteps through piles of chatter left the practice studio. Until it was nearly dead silent, besides the huge whirring of the fan. I sat up running my hands through my sweaty hair. In need of a good shower. Getting up with a grunt gathering the last of my things and walking toward the door.

“Having fun huh?” Yoongi inquired.I jumped in response. I didn't even realize he was here. I thought I was alone.

“Having fun? I mean yeah?” I agreed, confused. Yoongi snorted at me.

“What?! What’s funny?”

“If you're trying to hide the fact you have a partner. You might wanna not wear a white shirt to practice.” Yoongi strutted up to me, bag swung over his shoulder. Leaving me alone in the mirror filled room briefly. I looked in one of the many mirrors.

“My tattoos.. You can see them through-” There they were. The remaining hickeys. As well as my face filled with heated blush. I ran out the door after him. “WELL IF YOU'D MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS HYUNG!”

Yoongi looked back at me with a shrug. Meeting up with the other members in the hall. Their eyes scanned my form as I stood arms wide out. A few were shocked while most of them laughed. I stood there defeated.

“Well, Jimin you’ve been busy since the tour huh?” Jungkook snickered at me.

“Shut your yaps you loners.”

*Yoongi gave Jimin his sweater to cover up*

A/N: Lots of BTS ones to go!

[kirihotto]

Patience {Yeonjun X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Sexily Agressive (NOT abusive)

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Teasing

→ Summary: Yeonjun had teased you before going on stage, doing nothing about it later. which left you... pissed off to say the least. Now that you finally meet again after three days. you crave revenge.

→ Word Count: 2 643

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

→ Published: 06/07/23

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Tomorrow by Together. One of the many popular groups in Hybe. I was lucky enough to often work with them, since I’m a local stage manager. Not to mention lucky enough to be dating one of the famous idols, Yeonjun. Which was unbelievable. An unbelievable pain in the ass! As much as I loved him. He had teased me moments before going on stage. Dancing and singing in front of MOA. Shooting me small smirks from the center of attention. Making me a flustered mess. Not that the smirks weren't appreciated. But the whole stadium could see his motion. Sometimes I'd get… a little jealous… I wouldn't be able to see him for a while at the other stadiums. At the end of this show he was in no way awake. That I expected. The work that these idols do on the stage. Singing and dancing their hearts out. Although, It still didn't change the fact that I was horny and alone. But that was roughly three days ago.

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“Alright! Where are the questions?” Staff fumbling about the large echoey room shouted. While I, Sitting in the not so comfy gray foldable chair, watched the staff set up. Scheming my revenge plan for Yeonjun. Luckily. TXT were coming here for an interview between the rest of their performances. Which meant, I'd get to see my boyfriend. Since I was asked to help monitor the filming room in our stadium.

Deciding to branch off to greet the members one by one in their dressing rooms for the day. Walking down the long bright lit hallway filled with tall doors. Booming with staff. First was Kai’s door. He was as adorable as ever. Fluffy black hair blowing about by the hairdresser. Kai had hardly said a word. Then Taehyun. Who was in a similar state. Staring off at the wall. Presumingly both tired. Next was Beomgyu. The only member I had met so far that was awake and ready to go. His jokes as I walked in the door though, not exactly ideal for an interview. Again. He seemed tired too. Walking past Yeonjun's door to see Soobin first. He was rather calm as usual. That refreshing relaxed mindset calmed my nerves a little. Preparing me to act upon my scheme.

Now returning to Yeonjun’s door. Knowing that he had often been the first to get ready. There was most likely no one else in there. Nonetheless I took a pause and listened in. No other voices were heard, I made my move. Swinging open the huge door with a huff. There he was. All dressed up for the camera. Yeonjun’s hair, styled and makeup done showcasing his dark sharp eyes. Baggy white button up tucked into tight black ripped jeans. My heart may or may not have skipped a beat once I finally saw him. Of course he looked good. He is an idol after all.. The most recent memory we had together in the back of my mind.

“Hey! Oh- I was about to tell whoever opened that door to get out. But I didn't realize it was you. I was hoping you’d stop by!” Yeonjun was practically beaming. Compared to the other members he seemed to be the most positive. Stalking over to me, pulling me into his warm embrace. My senses were flooded by his intense cologne instantly. I kind of missed it.. After letting me go he smiled down at me. I had forgotten how different in height we were.. Getting distracted by staring up at his plump lips. Quickly his prying sharp gaze caught mine. “My eyes are up here.”

“S-sorry-” Beginning to apologize when he cupped my face and kissed me. Smashing his lips onto mine with a ‘mwah’. I clawed at his chest, as well as my sense of reason. Knowing full well I'd lose my composure. Upon letting me go, Blurting out my concerns. “Be careful! You!.. You! We're in public!”

“Hm~ In public?” Yeonjun smirked at me. Oh god.. He slid a sly hand down my hips, resting a hand behind my lower back. Gesturing his head toward the door. Not looking away from me.“That door is locked.”

“And I missed you!” Yeonjun instantly switched back to happy go lucky. Embracing me in another smothering hug. Though my heart wasn't ready for such a fast transition. I craved more. Having been for the past three days when he was gone. Schemes ran through my mind on which action I should attempt. Yeonjun released me from his tight grasp yet again. His hands fell to rest at my hips again.

“Fuck it.” I mumbled under my breath.

“Hm?!” Yeonjun exclaimed, as I pulled his shirt collar. Hot kisses shared between us. Me fueling his fire. Like gasoline to a blazing flame. Yeonjun held my hips trying to stop my movement. “F/N.. mm! Wait. don't-”

Mumbling out between intense kisses. Eventually he caved in and stopped trying to wiggle away. Rather Yeonjun placed one of his hands on my cheek and the other behind my lower back. Pulling me closer to his lean form. The pink started to dust his cheeks, kisses getting rough. We both started crying out soft moans. Letting the collar of his shirt go I slid my hands down his torso. Managing to grab his belt, loosening it.. All the while we hadn't stopped kissing each other. Yeonjun finally noticed what I had done. Parting from my lips, both out of breath. I was met with sly eyes filled with lust, laced by pink passion. His chest rising and falling rhythmically. Somehow it was sexy…Sliding my hand down between Yeonjun’s legs, painfully slow. His head falling into my shoulder, Strands of dark hair falling about after just being styled. A knock on the door. Yeonjun’s head shot up and both hands, backing off slightly.

“On set in two!” A sweet voice called from the door.

“R-right! Haha..” Yeonjun sighed anxiously, shoulders relaxing. Once our eyes met again, he turned bright red. Fumbling about with his shirt. Whether it was anger or embarrassment I'd find out with an ear full. “Aish! What were you doing?! I have to go on s-set...”

“If you didn't start this battle three days ago this wouldn't be happening.” I stood back from Yeonjun a little. My arms crossed as I teased him more. I could tell he was getting slightly mad, his ears turning pink. “Now.. you know how I feel..~”

“Three days ago… that’s right. You..” Yeonjun’s mind seemed to be in a whirlwind of thought. I smirked, before strutting up to him again. He instantly stuck out his hands knowing I was going to attack. Sliding my hand softly over his nearly open zipper. Leaning my chest on his. “Mng!~ H-hey!”

“See you. Hehe~” I winked strutting off after my ‘work’ was finished. Yeonjun was left alone, belt undone, left all hot and bothered. Just like I had been.

“You're going to.. Ahh.. regret that.” Yeonjun called out to me as I left. Making my way back to the uncomfortable plastic chair. Though, really I was bound to be more comfortable than Yeonjun. Especially in those tight jeans. Almost as soon as I sat down the other members flooded the huge film room. Beomgyu was already toying with Taehyun. While of course Soobin was trying to reel them in as one of the producers gave him the questionnaire cards.

“Where’s Yeonjun?” Kai yawned out with a little stretch.

“Right here damn it.” Yeonjun growled as the studio doors swung open. The last of the members on set. He is in a way worse mood than I thought he’d be! Strutting over to the five chairs where everything had been pointing. A completely white set. Yeonjun nearly had a pout on his face as he sat down on the tall stool, arms crossed. The members quickly read the mood and followed. Then came the last few touches. Beomgyu, in the mood for chaos. Took the brief moments to torture Yeonjun. While I had the luxury of not having to do anything, but watch.

“Oi Yeonjun, what's got you all pissy?”

“None of your business.”

“Ouchhh. Feisty. You got claws to show it kitty cat?”

“No, I'm not a cat.”

“Meow meow meow?”

“Heyy.. that’s enough.. Haha..” Soobin smiled, Placing a kind hand on Yeonjun’s shoulder. Yeonjun's leg began to bounce slightly, his sharp eyes scanned the room flooded with staff. Most likely in search of me. Then finally our eyes met. He shot me a sly grin. In return I.. Got nervous. Which was not part of the plan! I was supposed to make him regret it. Not the other way around!

“Five, four..” The cameraman started counting down using his fingers. Shouting at the beginning to announce its action.

“One! Dream! Anyagasao! We are Tomorrow by Together!” Quickly the guys got into the ‘usual flow.’

“Hello and welcome to our interview with star stage live.” Soobin began the interview. But everyone was off. Even Soobin. Messing up his speech a few times.

“Me. I’m the star in this live.” Beomgyu had it on for his members today, nudging Yeonjun who was stuck next to him. Though Beomgyu didn't know much english he used all he did know to pick on Yeonjun.

“Uh huh.” I could tell Yeonjun had been saying things that were aimed toward me. Filled with sarcasm.

“Ok! First question! Haha..” Kai Interrupted with a chuckle and small clap. Adjusting himself on the small stool. They were all sort of spaced out, restless and tired. Which bubbled up a mix of emotions in each member.

“What is our favorite.. Uh Snacks.” Soobin asked, plopping the colorful sheet down on his lap. Pushing his dark hair out of his face.

“Kai, Pizza ,Soobin, Bingsu, Taehyun, caramel, Beomgyu, Garlic bread, Me, apples.” Yeonjun was the fastest to answer the other members' questions. Kai and Taehyun were too far gone to keep up with Yeonjun. His patience was washing away. Honestly So was mine. Something was telling me I was going to regret this. Not to mention the meeting we still had after this. Which again. I just HAD to be involved in.

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It didn't take as long as the interviewers were hoping, due to Yeonjun’s limited patience. The guys had to all have been tired from the constant concerts and were over this as well. But we were not done yet. Currently we were all cramped in the small studio connected to the film area. TXT had one half of the room almost to themselves. While I was placed awkwardly with the film crew, facing them. As We faced the group in question Yeonjun still had a glare aimed toward me. Seriously. He’s killing me…

Kai and Taehyun were kind of lazily flopped down on the black leather couch. Kai messing up his freshly styled hair from its attempt to hold. Beomgyu sat next to Taehyun on the arm rest, fueled by sass. Soobin placed in the middle with Yeonjun. Yeonjun resting elbows on his knees. Unbuttoning the first two buttons on his shirt. Revealing even more bare skin. He knew what he was doing..

“For moving forward, how would you guys feel about returning?” The host of star stage live began the conversation. The conversation in which no one in TXT seemed to be interested in. Other than Soobin, answering in place of Yeonjun earlier. Eventually the crew could tell TXT were not.. Feeling the conversation. Which led to a super early dismissal. Honestly I’m not sure why my boss insisted we needed to be there for this. Not to mention their conversation off set. But really. That was the least of my worries right now. A caged animal was about to be released onto me. Yeonjun’s leg had been bouncing the entire time and I knew his patience was thin. Having that smug glare aimed at me whenever he had the chance to.

“Thank you everyone for your hard work.” The group said in unison. Although the cameras were off they were all still in idol mode. Once the door shut behind the producer, the other TXT members started trickling out. Yeonjun marched up to me. Grabbing an intense hold on my wrist.

“You. are coming with me.” Yeonjun stated boldly. I had been planning to get back at him for teasing me. But really I might be the one ending up regretting it. With his grasp still tight on my arm, he dragged me behind him. The staff’s eyes flew to the commotion in the halls. Filled with questions.

While I tried to remain professional. Being pathetically dragged behind him like a wagon.

“Yeonjun. Listen I know you're mad but everyone is staring! ” I whisper shouted at him. So hopefully others wouldn't overhear. I couldn't get past his drive. My face grew aflame from the embarrassment. But possibly from all this excitement. We ended up back in his dressing room. Closing the door behind us, locking it. Finally I called out to him again. “What are you-”

“I’m finishing what you started.” He sassed, a sly grin came across his face. Holding onto my hips he guided me against one of the walls. Pinning me in place. As he placed rapid kisses on my lips. Massaging my hips nearly into his. Pulling my plain black shirt to the side he kissed down my neck. As a low growl escaped him. My body tensed in anticipation. Then all movement stopped.

“Y-yeonjun?” I felt a smirk form across his plump lips against my skin.

“Agh!~” I yelped out, he had suddenly bitten me. It wasn't enough to draw blood but certainly left a mark. This is something I had never seen him do. Yeonjun was always so gentle. But really this was my fault. The heat from his bite spread like passionate fire. His warm breath fanned his mark, licking and kissing it softly. My hands flew to his back and clung on for the ride, I prepared for myself. His flame had reignited mine and I was desperate to feel him.

"That wasn't.. too much was it?" Yeonjun questioned. Sensing a bit of concern in his words. His usual sharp gaze turned sweet. Looking up at me.

"N-no!.. it was actually.. nice.." I admitted. His eyes were scanning for my reaction. In shock once my words finally spilled out. My hands flew to cover my face. Not meeting Yeonjun's gaze he sighed. Breath fanning past my ear. Removing a hand from my waist. A loud bang against the wall. Almost deafening. I jumped in fear, my hands prepared to defend. But it was Yeonjun. Slamming his free hand on the wall beside my head. Once my face was freed from my hands I was greeted with Yeonjun's hair in my face. His head was hanging low. A fresh smell filled my senses. Yeonjuns dark eyes pierced through me. My knees almost caved in.

My face, decorated with a hot pink. Yeonjun as well. Under the devils temptation. His chest rising and falling under his loose shirt. Feeling his hot breath against me like an animal in heat. My prying hands wandered from his shoulders down to his open shirt. Feeling his chest. Warm.

"Ahh~.. seriously. I can't.." Yeonjun pressed himself against me. His Lean form towering over me. Lean muscle, breathing heavily against me. Then… a bulge against my thigh. A hot bolt of lightning surged through me. Yeonjun's whole body was hot. Temperature wise and physically. Our teasing had gone on for the past three days. He kissed me again, moving his body against mine. Making me cry out to him. I don't think I had ever seen him this horny. Ever. God it was hot.

"Ahh… I tried to be patient for you. I need to fuck you right now."

[kirihotto]

ASMR Boyfriend {Felix X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Wholesome boio

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Fulfilling fantasy's 

→ Summary: You feel rather lonely and clingy. Felix thankfully has a day off. But he ends up getting called into work. So your search the web to find something to watch. Ending up finding his ASMR's. Which he feels conflicted about you watching... 

→ Word Count: 2 768

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 5/24/23

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A late Saturday morning gray and rainy with the fresh smell of spring. The dark sky enhancing the fresh life. The comfy smell of summer not too far away. Long blonde strands of hair clung to the charcoal sheets. Pushing his untamed hair out of his beautiful face. The comforting warmth next to me, Staring at every beautiful detail of him. The way his freckles decorated his face or his eyelashes casted a slight shadow. His sharp yet soft features.

“Yes?” Felix’s deep groggy voice questioned, eyes closed. Startled, unaware he was awake. My movements froze as he grabbed my wrist. I could’ve sworn he was asleep. His doe eyes lazily opened meeting mine as he turned to face me.

“Sorry. Did I wake you?”

“No no.. I can always tell when someone is watching me. mmm.. It’s an idol thing I think.” Felix chuckled after a yawn. Pushing back his he slid on his thin black glasses with a groan. Sitting up right, I followed suit. Attempting to fix my hair as well. Felix noticed and tucked a stray behind my ear. His Sharp lips turned to a sweet smile. “Coffee?”

I nodded in response. Felix smiled back tiredly. He had been working late into last night. Yet he was the one who was about to go cook. Stretching, he walked off toward the kitchen. Trailing out from the warm sheets to the bitter cold of the hard wood floors. I followed him. Felix’s white button up nearly fell off his frame. The shirt hanging from my shoulder, most likely his as well.

We met in the kitchen, he ruffled his unstyled hair and stretched with a groan. I slid behind him wrapping my arms around his lean form. My face lay on his tense shoulders. A huffed laugh escaped him.

"Don't wanna be alone today hm?" Felix held my hands, resting under his chest. The switch on the coffee machine lit up blue, fresh dark coffee filled the room.

"Mmmm.. no." I replied, hugging him tighter. The smell of hot coffee on this cold day woke me up even the tiniest bit. Felix chuckled and poured the hot liquid into two white cups. Mixing in just the right amount of milk and sugar. Eventually letting my death grip go I took a sip of the drink. Felix's arm swung around my shoulder. While I nearly guzzled the sweet coffee. Felix’s soft gaze looked at me as he sipped his drink. Meeting his smile, I did the same, smiling at my ray of sunshine. Leaning down he kissed my forehead. Enjoying each other's warmth on this cold morning. Until something drew our attention away from each other. Vibrating from the bedroom. Not long after a familiar ringtone began to play.

“I better check that.” Felix sighed, slid down the hall through our open bedroom door. Small chatter between him and the other person on the end of the line. From the bits of english and dynamic I could quickly tell it was Bang Chan on the other end. Waddling over with my cup in hand. I leaned on the white door frame. Felix ruffled the back of his shaggy blonde hair again. “So you need me there?”

“It’d be a huge help.” Chan’s voice was strained on the other end. The air fell quiet. Enough to hear the rain pounding on the roof. Felix’s thoughtful gaze met mine, seemingly asking if he could go. Nodding at him hesitantly. Since Felix was busy working, I hardly saw him. But I knew Chan needed this if he was asking himself. Chan’s voice broke me and Felix's longful stares aimed toward each other. “Felix? You there?”

“Y-yeah. I’ll be there in five.”

“ I’m so sorry to call you on your day off man. Really. Thanks.”

“No problem.” Felix hung up and sulked over to me. “ I’m sorry, I know I promised this weekend we’d-”

“It’s ok. You and I both know if Chan was asking. He needs it.” I placed a finger over his soft lips then left the room. He went off to get dressed. I finished the coffee when he returned. Wearing a big black sweater and pale ripped jeans. His hair tied back in a half ponytail. The thin framed glasses making the look. Felix came over beside me again wrapping his warm arms around me. Squeezing us together. “I don't know how long I'll be. But I promise when I get back we can do whatever you want ok?”

I nodded, A quick peck to my lips, Waving, grabbing a black umbrella he rushed out the door.

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The sky, still gray. The house, cold. I was perched at Felix’s computer set up, headphones on. Scrolling uselessly on YouTube or staring out at the rain. Wondering how Felix was doing. It was roughly twelve by the time we woke up this morning. It was now roughly seven and I was still clingy. Leaning back in his comfy desk chair, my knees resting in front of my chest. Clicking off the video I had been watching brought me back to the home page. noticing something new. A very familiar face on a thumbnail.

"Felix of Stray Kids ASMR. Huh..?" Instantly clicking on it. He had never mentioned this or neither had I seen it. I pretty well always stayed up to date with their content. Felix was smiling and talking sweetly to STAY. Whispering and using the cute props provided to make relaxing sounds. He was actually rather good at it. Finding myself relaxed by his warm yet deep voice. In missing him so much I decided to search for any other videos. To my luck there were a few. Something within me, somewhat excited by the sound of his low whispers in my ears. Though he was saying sweet words, my mind would easily drift.

In an attempt to do something other than stare at a screen I finally closed YouTube after streaming all of his ASMR uploads. About to spin the huge chair away from the screen. Something drew me back to the LED screen again. Felix had other tabs open. He was usually good to close after he was working. I didn't fully realize I was watching under his private account. Though I knew he wouldn't have minded. Knowing Felix usually showed me what he was working on. I browsed the file.

Clicking on the file I took the separate laptop connected to the set up and brought it out of his studio. To the bed, cozy and warm like it had been earlier when Felix was home. But without his sweet smile. The rain, still coming down a decent amount. Due to the silence you could almost hear the single drops hit the metal balcony outside the glass door. Our plants had been growing in the recent nice weather, now most likely drowned in the heavy rain fall. Sighing as I searched his files after flopping on the bed. Before I found his second most recent edited file.

“An ASMR folder? Those other ones Felix had done were collabs. So is this his own work? ” I tried to calculate how he would have had the chance to work on these without me noticing. Nonetheless I clicked the most recent file. With no video feed or image attached. It was titled: Your Barista. I was quick to realize once the audio had started playing, Felix was the barista in the situation. odd. Wasn't ASMR supposed to be relaxing sounds? This sounded more similar to a story read out loud. Despite my confusion I continued listening. He was rather adorable. The sound of his small chuckle after a few friendly comments. Closing my eyes and just listening I could nearly imagine the situation.

“What would you like to drink?” “Coffee? Haha. sure thing. I won't be long.” “Here you are F/N!”

I sat up in shock and paused the audio. Flailing around on the charcoal sheets like a fan girl.

“Did he.. Use my name? What is going on?” After a moment of panic and tinted cheeks. I was debating on listening further. “So. Clearly. He made this.. About me..? Should I really keep listening..?”

My eyes drifted back to the media player on his laptop. Huffing as I anxiously hit the spacebar. Closing my eyes again, headphones on. laying back onto the bed as the sheets consumed me. Imagining the scenario with Felix. To my surprise by the end of the audio there were a few imagined kisses exchanged between us. The butterflies in my stomach were not really soft anymore. It was more like desperate disorderly flapping. Taking off my headphones for a moment, taking in all I just heard. Felix’s beautiful voice whispering in my ears. Grabbing a pillow I buried my face in it. While doing so another file started playing. Pillow in hand I reached over to the laptop to see the title: You drive.

“Oh? A new song? Wow this seems-”

'Hey, Love~'

Felix’s insanely deep morning voice burst through my headphones. My eyes shot wide open. So. This was another ASMR audio. Already this one seemed like.. A lot more than the first one to say the least. I certainly wasn't complaining.

'You sleep well? Hm?' 'Hm~ Good to hear.' More kisses. My heart was in no way planning to be still anytime soon. The rest of what I had been listening to wasn't an unusual weekend morning routine for us. Me clinging onto Felix and cuddling him. But the switch was quickly flipped.

(Spice)

'Mm? You're more than just.. Clingy. Aren't you..?~' 'C’mon. Answer me love~' Felix’s voice teased me.

“M-maybe..” I spoke submissively into the empty air knowing full well he wouldn't hear me.

'Well, not that I mind. Helping you.. That is. I’m still sleepy. I might need you to… help me out.'

My hands flew to my mouth. Staring at the audio scroll through the audio. Quickly feeling the warmth across my face in my equally sweaty hands. For the most part. This audio was similar to our mornings. Other than.. Felix saying.. That.. wait. Was this.. One of his desires..? It is something we have never done before.. My mind spiraled at the thought of basically recreating this concept. It’s like Felix had predicted what I was feeling before I even knew it. My focus snapped back to the audio. Heated kisses filled the silence.

‘Mng~ Like that. C’mon don't be shy. You got it.'

I could hear Felix's sly smile behind those words. Behind this black screen he was hiding behind. My stomach, doing backflips and my whole body got hot against the cold air.

“Hey, I’m home. Sorry that it took so long..” Felix trailed off as he met my gaze from the doorway. I whipped off my headphones. As they plopped uselessly beside me. His sweet face went pale the moment he looked down at my lap. Glancing at his laptop on my lap, then he cocked his brow slightly. “What.. are you doing on there..?”

“N-nothing!”

“Mind if I see what was playing on my laptop then?” Felix retorted slowly coming over. Like a cat stalking its prey. Unsure if I was supposed to hear these. Not to mention the fact I was getting all worked up over only his voice. Felix attempted to take the Laptop from me but I pulled it away after shutting it. So embarrassing! If he knew how much I was enjoying that audio. Some shuffling around on the bed as he reached to grab it from me. Amidst the chaos he was on top of me. Strands of his silky hair dangled in our view. Pinning my hands down with one of his above my head, he grabbed the laptop from my pleading grasp. The burning embarrassing guilt hit me.

'Miss me hm?~'  

The audio asked into the silent air. My eyes shut tight in embarrassment. I peaked one eye open and Felix’s face was bright red. More flustered than I had ever seen him before. His eyes not meeting mine. Another moan arose in the air from the laptop. His eyes shot wide open as he quickly leaped off my form, Swinging the screen shut. Felix sat defeated after sliding the laptop to the far side of the bed. His hand placed anxiously on the nap of his neck.

“W-what all did you hear..?” Felix questioned not meeting my gaze still. His blonde hair hides his expression from me. Sitting up beside him, our legs dangled off the bed. His ears were even tinted a hot shade of pink.

“A few..”

“Which ones?” Remarking back instantly, Finally he met my gaze. Though it wasn't what I had been expecting. His doe eyes were seemingly filled with determination. Though not contrasting well with the pink that laced his cute freckles. I had failed to come up with words as I stared. Felix got impatient and once again pinned me down. Leaning closer to my trapped form. Words trickling off his tongue. “W-why were you continuing to listen..?”

A bolt of hot lightning struck me at his last question. I broke free of his fragile hold. My hands were now at either side of his head. Catching wind of the initial shock in his eyes.

“Alright! I’ll admit it! I saw one by mistake on your computer after watching all of your ASMR collab uploads. I happened to notice one I hadn't seen posted and watched it. Then another one started playing. I missed you. Your voice. So hearing you.. Call my name. Like that.. I couldn't stop watching..” I admitted truthfully as my fiery passion slowly lost its spark. Once our eyes met Felix sighed and covered his face. Mumbling through his hands.

“W-what.. Did you think..?”

What did I think?! That Those must have been a fantasy of some kind and I heard you act them out how you would want! But rather than saying that.. If I follow that last video I had been listening to. Felix hadn't looked at me since he had asked the question. I could tell quickly by his intense breath he was liking this. In the vulnerable position we were in, I slid my cold hands up the hem of his sweater. Feeling his bare abdomen. Felix jumped at the sly movement.

“Ah! Don't do.. That..so suddenly~” Felix whimpered out. The back of one of his hands flew to cover his mouth. Slightly blocking his protest. I sat myself on his lap and lifted his black sweat shirt to reveal his abs. Felix squirmed from underneath me. His glasses set off, his hair falling from his half tied up style. “Just what are you... getting at.? hm.?~”

Felix’s flushed cheeks graced with only what I knew as a lustful grin. His teeth tugged at his bottom lip as his tempting gaze met mine. The situation has seriously flipped since I initiated. Instead of Felix being all blushy. It was now me. His intense gaze was eyeing me down. That sly grin, hands resting at my hips. His swift motion left me breathless, My hands flew to his abdomen for balance.

“So that’s what you listened to huh..? Never thought you’d actually do this on your own.” Felix smirked. Every bone in my body that had held confidence broke. My head fell to rest on his nearly bare chest thanks to my prior fire. Felix chuckled and leaned toward my ear. Blowing his hot breath down my neck. “Did you like the sound of my voice, hm..? Calling out to you. Whispering to you.”

I dug my nails into his sweater trying to cling on to any reason I had left. I admitted defeat and nodded my head hesitantly at his question. As soon as he caught a fraction of my movement he pushed my hips down.

“You did miss me, hm?” Felix chuckled, in nearly a growl. He leaned back to my ear. “Well, not that I mind. Helping you.. That is. I’m awfully tired. I might need you to.. help me out with this F/N.~”

I nodded once again in defeat. The sound of us breathing heavily, the only sound against the rain. Us being so close made it once again seem not so cold.

"I had told you we could do what you wanted to do after I got back." Felix whispered in my ear. Leaving a few fluttered kisses on my neck. "I didn't think you’d want me.. to do you."

I nodded.

"Mmm. Show me how much you missed me."

A/N: I'm finally backkkk!! So sorry T.T" Examssss. Thank you all for the votes!!! XD pt.2??? O.o

[kirihotto]

Party Killer PT.2 {Kai X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Alcohol, Drinking and Partying.

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It can contain explicit content.

→ Genre: Strangers to lovers

→ Summary: Going to a party with a friend after a rough week. Getting a little drunk you talk to the guy you've been eyeing since you got there. How will He react?

→ Word Count: 2 349 (part 2)

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 04/12/23

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 An hour or so later I felt myself sobering up. As My mind finally started to catch up with everything that happened. The cutest guy at the party, at least according to me. I talked to him first. He Kissed ME on the cheek. I kissed him back! On the lips! And he was STILL hanging out with me??

"Hey, F/N. I'm gonna head out. You coming with?" Byun asked me, standing outside of the pool. She looked down on me and the guys almost with a frown. She zipped up her heels and fixed her frizzy long black hair. It was easily assumed she was upset about Yeonjun ignoring her. Possibly jealous of me. Looking back up at her with a huge stupid drunk grin. She knew what I meant. She sighed. "Alright. I'm not picking you up later though. It's already like eleven. Stay here at Chul's, we booked a room."

"Okkkk." I replied, sticking a thumbs up at her. Though I couldn't believe it was eleven already. Byun left and a few other bodies started leaving as well. Almost no one was in the pool. Soobin had gotten out and had his feet in the water, along with Taehyun. Yeonjun, Soobin, Taehyun and another girl under his arm. Were chatting amongst themselves about serious topics. Beomgyu, Kai and I were just talking random shit.

"Dolphins are literally so mean." Beomgyu retorted to Kai's statement. Flipping his long soggy hair about in sas.

"But they're so cute!" Kai cried back in response. Even though we had been chatting for another hour Kai still had his arm around me. Though we were only half in the water and my top half had pretty much dried out. The cold breeze sent a shiver down my spine. Kai must have noticed and stopped the ridiculous conversation to face me. His adorable eyes searched me, as he hunched down to face me directly. "You wanna get out? I can go with you."

"Y-yeah it's getting cold." I agreed. Kai's arm finally let go of me as he nodded. As much as I didnt want him to leave. I was getting sober and wouldn't be able to do much of anything other than drool.

"I'm gonna take her inside! If you guys want to leave early I'll get a cab!" Kai yelled to the other guys from the pool chairs. Grabbing his white shirt, towel, phone and his black slides. Shivering out of the pool I snatched my phone, a dry towel, my shoes and Kai. We booked it inside after saying bye. Drying ourselves off on the mat inside the empty kitchen. The glow of the yellow lights comforting and somehow warm. Looking over at Kai shaking the towel over his thick dark hair. Ringing my hair out as well, we could hear the buzz of the lights due to the silence between us. Until. growl.

"Sorry. Guess I didn't eat enough earlier. Do you want something?" He asked awkwardly, sliding his towel down his neck to rest on his shoulders. Sending a kind smile my way. I was already starting to lose my words. In an attempt to break the silence I searched the marble counters which had been full previously. Now only the Neon pink. Flamingo cupcakes.

"Well.. we can have these?" I replied, snatching them off the counter. Looked like nobody else seemed to think these were edible.

"They're so cute! Works for me." He smiled when meeting me in the kitchen. The small shivers kept me going. I led Kai into the room I had booked out. Closing the door behind us quickly since he wasn't supposed to be here. The room was rather plain. One small lamp on a night stand. The walls were a light yellow beige and the floor a light wood. A sheer white curtain covered the single window looking out to the street. A small wood closet at the end of the bed and luckily, a private bathroom beside the night stand. Kai tossed his towel on the bed and took a seat. Smiling sweetly at me. "You go shower first. you're shivering like crazy! Go go get warmed up."

"Ok thank you!" I replied making my two steps to enter the bathroom. That's when it hit me. I dont have clothes.. I didn't change before I jumped in the pool and my bag with extras was in Byun's car. I couldn't say no to his sweet eyes. Of course I had to be wearing one piece... I turned to face the beaming ball of sunshine sitting on the bed. Tapping away on his phone. He noticed my sudden stop and looked up at me. "Uhm.. you don't have.. Any extra dry clothes do.. you..?" oh crap my face must be beaming red right nooowww.

"Oh yeah! I have that white shirt." He leaned over to the pile he had gathered on the bed. Pulling out the shirt he had ripped off in front of me- not helping. He tossed it to me from his place on the bed. "But sorry I don't have any... bottoms.. That would fit."

"No no it's ok thank you for even thinking of me.." We both sat silent. Cheeks tinted pink. Though Kai had been looking away. I needed to see the cute blush that graced his cheeks. After our way to awkward stares I rushed into the small bathroom. Dowsing myself with hot water. Making the blush invisible and the shivering stop.

Quickly finishing my shower to be sure Kai would get hot water. Getting out was the dreadful part. My wet piece of clothing hanging over the side of the tub. Kai's white shirt sat neatly on the dry marble counter. With a heavy sigh I slid the baggy T over me. His unfamiliar scent suddenly hit me. I mean he was just wearing it so of course it would smell like him. It was unfamiliar yet calming. Looking at myself in the mirror at the huge thing. Luckily it hung above my knees. I jumped from the sudden tapping on the door.

"Are you ok in there? Does it fit decently enough?.." Kai questioned behind the door. Gathering my pride once again as my actions became free from influence. Swinging the birch door wide open, nearly hitting him in the face.

"Y-yep! Thank you for this." Though I acted confident I felt my knees nearly buckle below me. Thoughts ran wild in the back of my mind. Me and a guy alone in a room. All I was wearing was his shirt. Oh my gosh.. Flopping myself on the bed as I let my knees rest. Kai shot me a quick kind smile before he walked into the still steaming bathroom. Shooting back a blush filled attempt at being grateful. But my mind needed a serious shower. In holy water.

Getting my mind off things I snatched one of the cupcakes set on the bed. Just sitting there stuffing my face recollecting what had happened. Soon the sound of water filled the silence in the small room. Then humming. A sweet tune. Something I didn't know the name of. But I'd sure like to. I swear he could do nothing wrong. Enjoying his beautiful voice I scrolled through chats from the night and posts from friends. Reading Byun's motherly texts: "I'm home now." "Are you ok? Have a place to stay?" "hello? Need a drive?" Though she said she wasn't going to pick me up and she was going right to bed. The last message was sent only five minutes ago. I sent her a selfie of the bed and my torso. Capturing the image that I had somewhere to sleep and was comfortable. Seconds later Byun's name filled the small screen.

Byun: OMG WHO'S SHIRT IS THATTT WHAT YOU BE DOINNN?!

Then I remembered I wasn't wearing the same outfit or any pants..

Me: It's uhmm Kai's..

Me: But wait, listen!

Byun: OHHHHH YOU MADE MORE THAN ONE MOVE ON EM???

Byun: DEETS. NOW.

Before I could text anything else to explain she video called me. I knew she'd cause a scene if I didn't answer. So I picked up the phone and sushed her instantly.

"Ok listen. He's in the other room. Be quiet."

"Fine ok. So deets. What happened after I left?" She played with her hair sitting in her room in the near pitch black.

"Kai and I came in to get cleaned and warmed up from the pool. I.. Didn't.. Have my bag with my extra clothes.. So I had to wear his. He's showering right now." I relayed the situation to her while she seemed less and less interested.

"Soooo.. No sex? And he's still with you?" She pouted.

"WHAT NO! ARE YOU NUTS? I JUST MET HIM." I whisper yelled, pulling the phone closer to my face. She shrugged. Kai's humming stopped. "He's coming back. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Grab me tomorrow at eight."

I hung up the phone and tossed it beside me awkwardly. Fixing my shirt to make sure I was covered. Kai came out of the washroom, hair still damp, a towel around his neck. He was also.. Shirtless.. Completely.. He must have noticed my stare straight to his chest.

"Sorry about that. I brought extra pants but your wearing my other shirt. Soooo.. Yeah.." Kai fumbled upon his words while really none of them were sticking with me. My awful mind scanned his half bare form. He stood in front of the steamy room, his hand fiddling with the nape of his neck. He was so freaking cute. He was getting nervous from my staring.

"No no you're fine! Uhmm... thanks. Again." I finally stopped staring and replied. Kai made his way toward the bed to sit next to me.

"Hey lights out it's late!" Chul's voice shot through the silence. His arm snuck in and flicked the light switch off. Closing the door after that. Only the small light from the lamp filled the room. Kai tripped over my crossed legs stretching out from the bed. Staying silent as all this rustling was going about, being sure to not alert Chul.

(spice)

"Are you ok..?"

"Y-yes sorry I couldn't see..." Kai Finally replied. My vision adjusted and fully realized the vulnerable position I was in. My back fully on the bed, anywhere past my knees dangling off the bed. Kai's adorable features inches away from mine. The longer strands of his dark hair met mine. His knee between mine. Big hands on either side of my head. Though there was a lot of other things I could be staring at, it was only his eyes. His sweet doe eyes shone just enough in the dim light. Partnering with the pink dusting his cute cheeks. Our eyes searched each other as we again fell silent. Kai's head fell low suddenly, his deep breath tickling my neck. He slid the wet towel off his neck and set it on the floor. Not meeting my prying eyes. He grabbed one of my hands that sat uselessly by my head. Leading it toward his bare form. He placed it upon his chest and finally faced me again. He muttered "Ah- cold."

"You...ah.. My heart doesn't know what to do when I'm near you."

Confused, not getting what he had meant. At first. But the steady fast heartbeat I felt moments after I understood what he had meant. I was making this pretty boy FLUSTERED? Or even.. My face shot bright red. I couldn't face him. Kai chuckled slightly at my reaction. Taking my hand from his soft grasp, I held his hand. He seemed a little shocked by the gesture.

"You.. can. Uhm.. stay..?" Too desperate? Probably. It got the message across. Our eyes locked again as we were both flustered. He guided my hand back down by my head. Our fingers intertwined. eyes flickered to my lips briefly. A silent question. Replying by doing the same he slowly inched closer. Closing his endearing eyes, lashes catching a shadow. Kai kissed me. Sweet and tenderly. Craving more of his touch. A single action lit a fire in my quiet self. This was the flame I was looking for. He kissed me again, with more passion. Nothing rough. Feeling like a treasure. Our lips still locked, I moved my hands to rest on Kai's bare shoulders. His thumb on the side of my face pushing stray hairs away. Pulling away out of breath. His gaze was more intense than I had expected. Causing me to only want to see more. Kai pulled away and sat up slightly looking down on me. He covered his mouth and avoided my gaze. He cleared his throat. Daring to test him I pulled the shirt up a little slightly. Showing more of my thighs. Which he had been hovering over. Looming back over me, he placed his lips next to my ear.

"How's this?" He asked in a whisper. Which was hot and adorable. He slid his hand up my leg to my thigh. Pressing his warm body closer to mine. A pathetic whimper left my mouth at his question. Kai left breath kisses on my ear. Slowly leading down my neck. His hand on my inner thigh, thumb grazing across it. My hands rested across his back. He licked a stripe back up my neck and met my lustful gaze. His eyes also lost in lust. Once again we silently stared at each other. Getting lost. Kai's hand wandered to rest at my hip, squeezing slightly. Another small moan escaped my lips. Kai took advantage and kissed me. A deeper more intense kiss. Turning us both into moaning messes. Feeling his hot form pressed up against me. I needed him.

"Sorry, was that too much-mng!" Kai had tried to ask me, until I brought him back into another kiss. A surprised cute moan caught us both off guard. The butterflies in my stomach grew claws. Ordering me to pounce.

"It wasn't too much. It wasn't enough."

A/N: I knowww i know its a long one and not much spiceeee. well get there eventuallyyy. 

[kirihotto]

Party Killer PT.1 {Kai X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: Alcohol, Drinking and Partying.

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It can contain explicit content. 

→ Genre: Strangers to lovers

→ Summary: Going to a party with a friend after a rough week. Getting a little drunk you talk to the guy you've been eyeing since you got there. How will He react?

→ Word Count: 3 625 (part 1)

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 04/12/23

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" I think we're going to be late. Let's go!" I yelped, shoving Byun (my roommate) out the door. Car keys in hand. It was the first party I had been invited to during my college years, which meant alcohol. It was a pool party to start off the good vibes of summer. Meaning I could meet someone. That someone was hopefully going to set my heart afire.

Pulling up to the 'usual' party house. Chul's parents' place. It was a huge three story place with an in-ground pool. Seeing all the cars lined up by the sidewalk. Swallowing my pride and inhaling the seemingly dreamy fumes of these neon cupcakes, we got out of the car. Byun had a huge grin on her face finally as her usual party started kicking in.

The air was getting cooler by the second. Which was honestly keeping me sane. upon getting inside moving past swarms of small clicks we set down our snacks to be devoured. Just like I was about to be by this growing crowd. Byun and I made our way through the swarms reaching the host Chul. sitting with his feet in the pool and wearing an orange floral button up, unbuttoned. A beer in his grasp.

"Hey!~" Byun Said tapping him with her heel. At first he looked up, eyebrows furrowed like he was about to yell. But a nerdy smile filled his face and he got up. locking a hand with us and shoulder bumping. His curly brown hair leaving water droplets behind.

"Hey guys! Glad you made it! Long time no see F/N. So? Change of heart?" he winked, nudging me. Since I never came to his parties, he was bugging me about being here. Yet another reason he would bug me. Before I answered, Byun filled the silence.

"She's lonely. Any cuties for us?" She blurted. Giving her a solid glare, Chul knew her to be joking.

"There will be some coming late. Some friends of friends. Though if you are looking for action now, there are a few." Chul chuckled, Following as he showed us around. It was the same old place as always. But just filled with people and booze. Though the tour was lame and I already knew the place well. It was still ridiculously fancy. No wonder he never moved out. We had stopped at the 'bar'. Which in reality was a small deck with coolers, a small wood table filled with red solo cups. Of course alcohol bottles. All kept safely away from the pool water.

"It's a free for all! you break it you buy. No drinks in the pool. But you already knew that Byun." Chul gestured to the 'bar' with a wave of his hand. A few people hovering around pouring potions I've never seen. Taking all the chaos in, Byun and Chul wandered off toward all the lounge chairs. Which were swarmed with people drinking. Not in any rush to join a huge crowd I made my way inside to the kitchen. There wasn't any real food for the time being. Just snacks scattered across the expensive marble countertops. No one had touched the obnoxious dozen of flamingo cupcakes we had brought. That seemed like the most filling thing on the table that wasn't totally gross.

Hot pink cupcake in hand I made my way to the deck railing. Crossing my arms over the old gray, water damaged wood. Sunsetting nicely along the rim of the party below, reflective in the pool. The smell of summer and booze blowing in the nice calm breeze. Though it was a party it was rather relaxing. That warm wind I had missed the feeling of. Guess I'm still not a party person. Here I am alone again. But I don't mind. Being astray from the crowd watching over everyone. Though. If it was just me and one other calm person chatting mildly. It'd be more fun.

"Hey hey! Food's here!" Chul yelled holding up one of the many pizza boxes he had realed in. A couple awkwardly stood behind him at the pool entrance, boxes in hand as well. The two towered over short little Chul. Everyone swarmed the two new faces holding the food. Byuns heels clacking against the cement behind me, elbowing me once she reached me.

"Oh my gosh. He is SO cute." She tugged at my arm and eyed down one of the two new faces. The one she had gawked at had a fluffy black hairstyle and sharp dark eyes. With a white tank top and baggy ripped jeans. Honestly not something I'd wear to a pool party. He handed me the last pizza box suddenly.

"Thanks for taking that. "

"I come here a lot.. Go relax! You only just got here." Pinpointing the lanyard with car keys he held in one hand, covered in charms. I didn't see him earlier when we were wandering for the 'tour'. I walked off making my way inside with the box as Byun tailed me. Mumbling something about the delivery guys. Setting the warm box down, the vulchers swopped in and started stealing pieces of the cheesy goodness. Byun held a firm grip on my shoulders and spun me to face her.

"Who. was. That."

"I have no idea!" I shrugged, making a face at her. To be honest, Byun was right. He was pretty cute.

"Why didn't you ask him! He was really chatty with you." Byun questioned. He wasn't chatty. Byun pouted and made her way back out. Assumingly to find this guy. Getting a solid slice of fresh pizza from the people flooding the kitchen. Perching back at my spot I watched over the pool. It was slowly getting darker and the bright pool LED's shot on. One by one people downed more drinks and went swimming. Byun shockingly came up to me first. "Ok. soooo I talked to himmm. His name is Yeonjun. Cute right?"

"That's great. Why are you telling me this? " I questioned stuffing the last piece of the pizza in my mouth. Raising an eyebrow at her.

"Just come hang out down there with us! You may find someone. Like the guy with Yeonjun. He's a cutie too." Byun tugged at the colorful beads on my wrist.

"Ok fine. I'm going because you asked me too." Following Byun down to the main floor. We quickly met up with the two 'delivery' boys near the back entrance of the pool. The two chatted and laughed before Byun dragged us into their conversation.

"We met earlier and this here is my friend F/N." She directed their attention to me with a swoop of her hand. Doing an awkward wave they both nodded slightly.

"I'm Yeonjun and-"

"Soobin. Pleasure." The other smiled. While the shorter frowned at him. Byun took off the conversation gossiping about people and adult life. While Yeonjun was fully invested, his hands were playing with the charms on his lanyard. I happened to notice a pride flag charm. Guess he's not going anywhere with us. I snickered to myself at the mental joke. (Just lil joke for the story don't freak out)

"You two are both cute. Have any other cutie friends?" Byun asked the two of them. They shot each other a quick star struck look. If i had been drinking water, it would have been shot out in shock. I grabbed her, giving her a warning look. She shook me off while gawking at Yeonjun and Soobin.

"Not cute, more of a.. ahem.. pain...But yeah we have three more friends coming." Yeonjun replied with an uncertainty to his voice. Giving his friend flickering eye contact. The last of the sunlight had disappeared as the sky was a deep violet blue. The fairy lights strung around lit up after the sun was hidden. We all took a moment from our conversation and eyed the lights like moths. Everyone started flooding near the pool and the music had gotten louder. A shallow night breeze almost sent shivers up my spine. Yeonjun clicked his tongue and pulled out his phone. "We have friends who are supposed to be here before dark anyway."

"Relax, they'll be here soon." Soobin sighed before the wood fence door swung open. The back entrance to acess the pool. Three guys stood in the doorway. A hint of concern in their eyes, which quickly shifted to excitement. Two wandered off by the far side of the pool, while one came straight for us. Yeonjun tensed up and put his phone back in his pocket.

"Where were you?"

"Traffic." The cherry red head replied, sighing. Byun began gushing over the new face while I had searched for the other two Yeonjun had mentioned. They were both spotted easily since they were so tall. One with a slender build and longer shaggy black hair. Hovering by the diving board. Clearly getting some ideas for later. While the other stood near the door on the other side of the pool. Dodging past a crowd seemingly searching for something. My eyes locked on him while Byun's chatter filled my ear. His short dark brown hair sat evenly, though still long enough to reach his cheeks. A long sleeve black shirt under a baggy white T. dark brown cargo shorts to match. His dark eyes searched the crowd.The fairy lights lit up his said eyes, meeting mine though for a fraction of a second. It seems he found whatever he was looking for. A smile filled his face. Until I realized it was Yeonjun he was searching for. The guy right in behind me. Pretty boy was coming over here and I was about to be a crumpled up page from a dictionary.

"F/N hello?" Byun nudged me and my bright red cheeks faced her. I whipped away from his direction.

"I need a drink." Making my way out of the swarm of pretty boys I was getting lost in. Byun clawed at me for a moment. Making my escape for the bar. I could still get a clear view of Byun and the guys. Though it was bright by the pool, the pile of booze was not so clear. I wasn't in the mood to drink. I was in the mood to be drunk. Grabbing the closest bottle of whatever, I poured into a sad red cup. To my surprise it was also hot pink. And very addictive. I had conveniently set myself next to the bar earlier. I'd end up refilling my cup every time it was emptied. Looking over the crowd. Definitely not spying on pretty boy from earlier. Drinking away by myself until someone tapped me on the shoulder. Pulling me from my crossed arms over the worn deck railing.

"Are you alright? You've been drinking here by yourself for a while." Byun had asked, red cup in her hand. Yeonjun was at her side to my surprise. Their arms locked with each other. She was too busy worrying over me to realize her companion was similar to a cat being cuddled against its will. I had noticed Soobin giggling to himself earlier. This was probably why.

"Join us! We're taking drinks down to the other four that came with Yeonjun." She smiled over to him, he replied with a fake chuckle. glare aimed at Soobin. Well. What else was I gonna do? Stare at a guy the whole time? No. I was gonna be social. (your getting a lil tipsy if you couldn't tell)

"Sure. count me in. what's everyone want?" I replied, grabbing a pair of cups.

"Right, We can make our own and Soobin's. Then for the redhead; Taehyun Crown royal caramel. And-" Byun explained as she poured drinks.

"Malibu pineapple." Yeonjun cut in.

"Right. Malibu pineapple for Kai." Byun finished. Yeonjun and Byun walked off balancing their drinks. Pouring what I had hoped to be what the other two wanted, I made my deliveries. First stop, easily cherry head. Taehyun. according to Byun earlier. Since he was the easier to pick out of the two. Walking over to him I tapped on one of his shoulders. He turned to face me with a slight smile and soundless 'hi'. Due to the volume of the music it was silent anyway.

"Your drink. From Yeonjun." I yelled over the music, handing him his drink. He nodded and grabbed the cup I held out to him. He swished it around and took a mouth full.

"Wow, that's great. Thanks a lot." He smiled warmly, His words were simple but his aura seemed quite friendly. Well. other than the decent muscle I happened to notice hugging his black T shirt. Which was enhanced when he got sniped by a water gun. He clicked his tongue, cracked his neck and downed the entire rest of the cup. Glaring at the sniper.

"Haha! Got you!" The sniper shouted from the pool, waving a finger at him. Taehyun's cup was tossed to the ground as he charged at the long haired boy. In search of a water gun himself. I had to find the other person. And clearly it wasn't the one in the pool. So it was for the guy I had been staring at all night. Kai. He sat alone on one of the many lounge chairs, watching the crowd I was now a part of. Taking a seat next to him on the blue lounge chair. Though he was a little shocked. Presumably by my closeness.

"Hi?" He questioned. Giving me a tiny awkward wave and sweet smile. His smile was already consuming my thoughts even though I had only just learned his name.

"Hey, This is for you. From Yeonjun." I replied, holding out the sweet smelling drink to him. He raised his eyebrows as he examined the drink. Shutting off the small bright screen next to him, he took the cup from me. Taking a small sip of it and smacked his lips a couple times.

"Oh yum! Thanks!" He replied. We stared at each other in silence for a moment. The smell of alcohol and the beat of music. Forcing his eyes shut he shook his head slightly. His fluffy hair bouncing about. "R-right sorry. ahem. My names Kai."

"I'm F/N." I nodded with a small smile. I couldn't say anything meaningful since my thoughts were everywhere. Silence filled the air once again. But this time we were facing away from each other. "So. what were you doing on your phone?"

"Oh. Just playing a rhythm game." He chuckled slightly. Though it was no big burst of laughter it was rather loud. But I didn't want it to stop.

"really? I play a decent amount myself."

"Wow! Wanna help me with this level! My hyung's wont help me with it and I'm totally stuck." Kai sighed, pulling out his phone again after ruffling his hair.Things were going well and somehow I was talking to the cutest guy at the party. The youngest of the group? But he was most definitely the tallest. Breaking the gap between us. He gave me the phone as I tapped away to the music. He watched, slurping on his drink. Due to his shoulder against mine and his endearing gaze, my focus was totally gone. I failed. Then he tried the same level again as I watched. His tongue stuck out just a little as his focus enhanced. Eyebrows furrowed. Kai failed the level with a heavy sigh and took off his white T shirt. Revealing his decently snug black long sleeve. I certainly wasn't complaining. (OK gurl maybe u a lil more than tipsy)

"F/N Here!" Byun passed me another red cup full. Perfect timing. The blush filling my cheeks was not from any alcohol. But it was going to be after this. As soon as it got in my hands I chugged it. Sure it wasn't as good as what I had earlier. But it was going to cool my nerves. Yeonjun and Kai chatted- well more like scolded Kai for missing his texts. Byun came over and grabbed my hands.

"You're into him aren't you?"

"....maybe.." The blush on my face isn't fooling anyone. As I played with the now empty, rim of my cup.

"Hey everyone gather round! Let's play a game! Guess or Dive!" Chul shouted standing on one of the small side tables. Byun had taken no longer and raced off toward the pool. Dragging Yeonjun behind her, Soobin followed suit. Then me and Kai were left alone again.

"Wanna.... Stick together?" He offered with a smile and sigh. His eyes darted to the ground occasionally as he played with the back of his hair. A slight blush dusted his cheeks in the dim light.

"Yeah! Let's go!" I shouted, grabbing his wrist and pulling him toward the crowd. His shoulders quickly relaxed and a loud smile filled his face again. Once a few people were gathered, Chul began the explanation.

"So! basically. We go around and ask a question. Person to person Or duo to duo. The one who answers incorrectly or the slowest gets pushed in the pool." Chul smirked hands on his hips.

"Seriously this guy thinks he's the king of the world." I sighed, Shaking my head.

"He seems ok. At least he's funny." Kai and I snickered at his little remark. Our squinted eyes filled with joy and laughter were pulled away from each other once Chul started shouting again.

"Solo's first pair up!"

Kai and I shrugged and just stuck together. Rounds of questions were fired out between groups as couples and friends were tossed into the pool. All the while others were drinking and watching while listening to the booming music and screams. Most of the other people had just given up and jumped in. Yeonjun had lost a round but was refusing to get pushed in the pool. Until the work of Soobin and Kai came in handy and finally managed to push him in. Of course Yeonjun was pissed and chased the other two about after ripping his wet shirt off. While I watched the chaos Kai hid safely behind me with his arm wrapped around my shoulder. While Yeonjun yanked Soobin in. We both laughed at the two splashing each other like toddlers in the pool.

Kai left a firm kiss on my cheek. With a 'muah!' My mouth nearly hung wide open after realizing what had just occurred, blush flooded my cheeks as I fell silent. Though he didn't seem to realize what he had done either, as he was cheering with his free arm. Seeing him so happy with his cute laugh and sweet smile, I continued carefree laughing. Until we got sniped by two water guns from the pool.

"Sorry! We were aiming for Kai!" Taehyun had called out to us, hand by his mouth to be sure I heard him. Bobbing up and down slightly in the deep water.

"Beomgyu!" Kai yelled from beside me, glaring at the long black haired guy next to Taehyun. The two in the pool swam away and aimed at Yeonjun and Soobin chatting in the shallow end. After Kai's little giggle he turned to me full of spirit. He didn't say a word other than tilt his head in the direction of the pool. His gaze followed his motion. Meeting my staring one. I nodded with a smile and we jumped in the pool together.

Not a care in the world bothered us now! Who cares if I was wearing a one piece outfit! Once we surfaced we swiped back our hair. Though Kai's was a lot hotter than mine due to our hair lengths. He helped me move wet strands stuck to my forehead. My wandering eyes focused on his decently toned abs, clinging all the more to his black long sleeve shirt. After my staring we swam toward the other four. Byun sat where they were at the other end of the pool. Her heels off beside her and feet dangling in the pool. Taehyun rushed forward to meet us mid way and handed us a water gun. The neon thing floating atop the blue water.

"Your gonna want that." He warned before hurriedly swimming back over.

"Want it for what?" I asked, looking up at Kai. my gaze trapped again once I had dared give a single look. We met for a moment until he pulled his gaze from mine again.

"Protecting you!" He shouted once we reached the shallow end. Yeonjun aimed right at Kai as he attempted to protect me. Once he ran out of ammo I grabbed the water gun from Kai and pressed myself against his chest. Hanging myself off his shoulder I kissed him. Though it wasn't any deep kiss it was amazing. I could tell Kai was shocked since he had sat still for a moment. His hands in the air from mid battle. Then his lean arms draped over my back, holding me steady. The feeling of his soft lips was so passionate in return. Until again we were soaked by water. Drawing my attention back to the battle. I just kissed a random guy. at a party in front of both of our friends. Did I care? No.

"Oohhooo kissy kissy.~" Beomgyu teased. Making kissy faces at Yeonjun. Who had been previously sitting Idly by, back against the side of the pool arms crossed. He had sniped Beomgyu in the face, soaking his damp hair. Beomgyu replied by shaking his hair next to him. The two started arguing slightly while the rest of us came together in a swarm in the pool. Kai's arm draped over mine as we all chatted.

A/N: Part two babesss

[kirihotto]

Stay PT.2 {Suga X Reader 18+}

�� Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Friends to Lovers

→ Summary: You and Yoongi have been friends since high school. Busy adult life means seeing friends less and less. His roommate's departure date and your week off, line up. You plan to spend a few free days with Yoongi. Catching up like old times.

→ Word Count PT.2: 1 584

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 03/22/23

Inspiration: Ari Abdul - Stay

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A/N: Plz read part 1! it adds so much more to the story.

"W-wait." I did it. Finally calling out to him. Grabbing his fist that sat now on his lap. As I clung on desperately. Like I knew I had wanted to for years but was too scared. He shot me back a gaze I couldn't understand. But that slight blush and awkward look away told me all I needed to know. He was embarrassed. And it was fucking adorable. The butterflies in my stomach seemed to have grown claws, making me cling to him. Our thighs touching. Breaking the distance between us. Finally, My small voice broke through the fear and the now silent room. "Uhm.. sorry. About this. I had no idea what this show was about. I didn't bother to check the rating.. Listen. We've been close for a while."

Yoongi shot me a confused yet worried look. in no attempt to leave. I'm sure he wasn't expecting what was going to come out of my mouth next. Honestly. Neither did I.

"I picked this show. And uhm.. It's my fault your.. Y know.. So. Teach me how?" ok really what the fuck. I sound desperate.

"What?" Yoongi cleared his throat.

"T-teach me how to give a blow job."

"A-are you insane?" Yoongi grunted. His cheeks lighting up in flames of pink as he turned away from me. I stared at him and nodded. He sighed and sat up right. He faced me again. I finally let my tight grip go. To my surprise he chuckled. "Really? Alright. Fine. but why me?"

"Uh- because you're the only guy I'm close to." Lies. I knew it as soon as I met him again. The floodgates were opened. What was behind the gates? My feelings. My longing. I liked him. More than a friend. Though. This wasn't what I had planned at all. My nasty desires got the better of me. Yoongi shook his head slightly with a smirk. I guess he had assumed I was joking. Again he tried to escape me. Until I slid my way onto the floor in front of his now closed legs.

"You.." Yoongi hissed out slightly. His brows furrowed, blush returning. He covered his mouth with his ringed fingers. He locked eyes with me. Looking down on me. Before he opened his legs. A bulge slightly visible. "You're really not joking are you?"

I didn't say anything, other than using my body language. Fluttering my eyelids up at him. Putting myself between his legs. My hands wander slowly up his thighs. Gliding across the rips in his jeans. He hissed out a mumble I didn't catch. Totally clueless I attempted to pleasure his cries. Rubbing over him through his jeans. His breath hitched once I finally reached his now obvious bulge. Undoing his zipper, sliding his jeans down and off his muscled legs by his command.

"haa.. Mm. go ahead. Feel your way through it." Yoongi moaned out slightly. A gaze I never would have expected to see. A fiery desperate longing. His dark sharp eyes met mine for the first time since we had started this. Long hairs dangled in his vision, as he swiped it back with a hand. The other rested on the waist of his boxers. I knew now that I would finish this. His member stood nearly straight up from my toying. Yoongi hissed at the sudden feeling. The way that I had control over how he was reacting. Let alone he was reacting like this because of me. Pumping it a few times I laid kisses at the tip. Before attempting to finish the job. Yoongi's back arched slightly as he tried to control himself. Though really he seemed to be enjoying this. So was I. The way he seemed to crave more from me. He sat up slightly. " ah. Easy."

"S-sorry.." I mumbled out. I had heard him but damn he was so fine. Sitting here in his boxers and hoodie. His chest rising and falling between heavy lust filled breaths. My eyes locked on him. He let out a cocky smirk. One I hadn't seen before. Nor did I know its intent. I just went for it. Taking his tip in my mouth.

"W-wait." He had called out between breaths. I was too far gone. This was something I never knew would happen. Or these feelings. Honestly it was a lot more fun than expected. As much as I was struggling, so was he. Fitting the tip in my mouth. Using my other hand to help. Yoongi sat with the back of his slender hand over his mouth. "Fuck.."

Moving my tongue about as I tried new things. Which were apparently working. Having slowed down for a moment to catch my breath. His cold hands pushed my hair from the sides of my face. Resting at the back of my head, his hands not forcing their way. Just gliding through my hair. The butterflies clawing at my stomach again. leaning down a little. His hands helped my movement. He leaned back again on the leather couch. The TV screen lit up the otherwise dark room. Yoongi gnawed at his bottom lip, pulling my hair in his clenched hands slightly.

"Fuck~" He released it in my mouth. Wow. That was an experience. His sides heaving. A salty taste filled my mouth. Yoongi sat with his eyes shut leaning back for a moment, panting, hands at his sides. His thighs shook upon my hold on them for balance. Sitting back up in a hurry. Yoongi yelped, holding a hand under my mouth. His cheeks flushed. "Wait, don't swallow that-"

"I didnt wanna uhm..spill.." I said after he scanned my face. Wiping away what had remained on my face. Yoongi's face pinked again once my face was cleaned. He cleared his throat and sat up right again. His hoodie covering his boxers. What.. Did I just do.. Yoongi and I sat in silence. Blush dancing across our faces. Mine certainly more so than his. Honestly I love him. I don't want this to be a one time thing. I stood back up and attempted to leave. Until Yoongi's hand quickly latched onto my wrist.

"I need you to stay. Please.. Don't leave again." Yoongi begged. I had never seen him so longful. Against my pride crashing around me, I listened. After all, Friends talked things through. I sat down next to him. My heart is still racing from the feeling. That clawing was lust. Me lusting after Yoongi.

"I won't leave. I'm not mad it was my idea and-!" My sentence. What was I saying? None of that mattered. Once Yoongi's lips met mine. Hushing my thoughts. His hand resting at the side of my face. Though it was a quick simple kiss. His sharp eyes searched seemingly forever in mine. His eyes fluttered from my lips back to my eyes. Another kiss. His tongue soon explored mine in dance. Sliding my hands across his slender shoulders. Yoongi's snaked down to my hips, pulling me onto his lap. Until finally we were both out of breath. He smirked at me and squeezed my hips slightly. Causing a sudden moan to rip through my throat.

"It's my turn to help you." Yoongi smirked again, focusing his gaze toward me. It wasn't long before I felt a bulge under me. Rocking my hips back and forth on his lap. A quick peck to my lips, he held my hips still. "Mngg.. may I..?"

After asking he tugged at the skirt of my small black dress. Looking away, I nodded. One of my hands covering my mouth. The other rested on his shoulder. My chest now rising and falling quicker. Some shuffling about for a moment his hand dipped to my back. Holding me up. Bringing his way to sexy of a hand up to his mouth. Yoongi bit down on one of the silver rings that decorated his hands. Pulling them off with his teeth as he set them next to him. Yoongi's sharp lustful gaze explored mine. It had taken me an honest minute to grasp why he was doing such a thing. Until his cold de-ringed hands snaked up my thighs. Past my black skirt his hands explored me. My moans seemed to be echoing about the large room. While he toyed with me under my skirt he kissed me. Exploring my mouth more as I sinfully moaned out slurs I'd never know of. This had gotten hot and heavy fast. And it was fucking great.

"Oh fuck~"

"Mm. you ready for me?" Yoongi asked, pulling my thighs toward him. Being hit with his bulge against me. He chuckled slightly and slid his tongue across his teeth. Raising my hips as I nearly looked down at him. The claws in my stomach were going wild. Something in between nervous and about to lose it. Yoongi slowly eased inside me. Resting for a moment. Pressing my frame against his lean one. His hoodie would have been ripped to shreds if I had a full on manicure. Slowly through our panting he rocked my hips slowly. "I got you."

From even rocking my hips I could feel him. His heat, His breath, his scent, His intense gaze... that alone got me turned on. The way his eyes wandered my frame. Sliding my hands down his muscled frame as he kept me upright and stable. Resting at his abs I held myself as he thrusted into me. Hair falling in his gaze. Our moans in sync.

"Mng~ Yoongi~" I moaned out his name as I unraveled against him. His teeth gritted he painted my walls moments after. We both sat out of breath. Before he kissed me again. This one filled with serenity rather than longing. He swiped his hair back neatly, holding my hips again. Helping me stand up between his legs. A few stray trails of cum traced down my legs. God this was embarrassing. Clearly he had noticed. Rather than feeling embarrassed for myself I peered through his hoodie. Only to be met with muscle. After exchanging stares Yoongi chuckled. "Want to see, do you?"

"I- uhm.. Yes.." I blurted out. He shook his head with a gummy smile. A small huff and his dark hoodie flew over his head. His chest rising and falling. The silver chain now really the only clothing he was wearing up top. His scent of spice and alcohol washed over me. "Wow.."

"Ha. looks like we'll both be sleeping in my room then?~" Yoongi spoke softly and slyly. Pulling my hips toward him. As I gawked at his pale toned abs.

"Looks like we're more than just friends huh?"

"If you want me to be yours. I won't say no."

[kirihotto]

Stay PT.1 {Suga X Reader 18+}

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Friends to Lovers

→ Summary: You and Yoongi have been friends since high school. Busy adult life means seeing friends less and less. His roommate's departure date and your week off, line up. You plan to spend a few free days with Yoongi. Catching up like old times. 

→ Word Count PT.1: 3 243

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 03/22/23

Inspiration: Ari Abdul - Stay

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Finally a break. Working nearly everyday to earn not nearly as much as it feels. I was finally able to meet with Yoongi again. Our lives had been whisked away by work after highschool. So we haven't seen each other as often since graduating. We had been friends pretty much through all of middle school. Though throughout the highschool years we got a lot closer. We were just friends. Nothing more. Even though everyone suggested otherwise. We would shut down the topic of us dating as soon as anyone shot us a questioning glance. Tons of Girls were all over him. Hell, even some of the guys went for him. But as long as I've known him he has never been in a full on relationship. No, not dissing. I wasn't really the dating type either. My friends and family are all I need. With this break from a new hectic life I would finally get to hangout with them again. Yoongi and another member of his band, Hoseok shared an apartment. His bandmate would be out of town for this week. We both didn't have to work. So Tonight i will finally get to see him again. I've been starting to miss him…

“What are you all smiley about?” My roommate Mona questioned. She was another one of me and Yoongi's friends from highschool. We ended up rooming together since we both worked close by. She joined me at my seat at the island table scrolling on our phones. 

“Well, Mona I don't have to work for a week. And...”  I bragged glancing over the corner of my phone to catch her reaction. 

“And?”

“I’m going to Yoongi’s place for a day or two.” I stated quickly. Her eyes finally met mine. A sinister smirk came across her face. She didn't even have to say it. I already knew. 

“Oh ho~ no work and your boyfriend. Luckier than me.” she sassed me wandering toward the fridge unbothered. 

“He’s not-”

“Your boyfriend? Yeah I got that. But he clearly likes you. I know you used to like him in middle school. Girl, how long you been single? A long time. Which means you still like him.” She was stating the truth. I did have a thing for him in middle school. That's why we even became friends. Because I liked him, I tried to get closer to him. Which worked, but we never actually dated. I never ended up telling him I liked him. Although You do have to admit he is very attractive. Hang on a sec. He likes me..?

“Wait. Did he tell you he likes me?” my head shot up at the realization. Is that why? Mona shot me a frown with a raised brow.

“No. Obviously not. If he didn't tell you anything, he wouldn't be telling me. You're going there tonight anyway. Ask him yourself. Or y know you could always start things with spice.” She winked at me before returning to her room. I sat dumbfounded for a moment. Start things with spice? OH!

“Are you nuts?! I don't even know how to flirt!” I yelled at her from the kitchen. But now she brought it up and the dumb idea was floating about in the back of my brain. At the very least to ask him about liking me. It did always bother me that he never told me about any of his crushes or love life, Like I had told him. But I never did end up telling him that I liked him. I slumped over the chilly marble table I had been perched at. "Ugh. I don't know… we'll see what happens."

After an interesting morning I began to get my things ready. Though I wasn't going over until later today, this was the first time in a while I had free time. Tidying the place up as Mona left for her shift. The sun lit up the usual cool floors. Jamming to my music while folding the usually crumpled up laundry. All topped with a smile. I packed up my bag for the night and that's when my thoughts started to wonder again. Did he like me? why did he become friends with me? 

"Right. I planned to do some shopping." Tossing my worries away by the hot water running down my frame. The smell of sweet strawberries filled the bathroom as I desperately scrubbed it through my untamed hair. By the time I had gotten dressed up and gathered my things it was already twelve. I slid on a rather unusual outfit. A snug black turtle neck and pleated skirt. A pair of white knee highs to contrast. Lastly a pair of black high top converse. With my bag I was out the door. 

First I made a stop at the mall. Grabbing a few snacks for the night. Some of Yoongi's favorites as well as mine. Picking out a new necklace and shirt for myself. A little gift for my hard work y know. Browsing the mall to pass the time. Sipping on boba I had picked up along the way. After endless wandering I took a seat at an empty food court table. Although I had been so excited to meet with Yoongi, I was now getting nervous. Time is passing by so fast.. I had planned to meet him at around three and it was already two forty five. The things Mona and I talked about kept running through my mind. One thought after another tapioca pearl. Did he like me? Do I like him? Should I ask him? Then the last sip of my boba. The last pearl. Spice? nearly choked when the idea came to mind. I shook my flustered cheeks and tossed out the empty cup, making my way to Yoongi’s. 

“Yoongi! Where’s my bag!” An upbeat voice called out near the door. I was currently standing in front of their apartment. The black sleek door, laced with a silver number and slender handle. As for the voice who had been calling the sassy cat-like man. Was none other than Hoseok. After the exchange of a few more words I knocked on the door. More shuffling from inside. I stood awkwardly in the doorway. Another tenant shot me an odd glance after hearing the ruckus behind such a fancy door. Finally the door swung open. Hoseok was the one who greeted me. His light brown short fluffy hair all styled up for a show, his outfit full of accessories. Arms wide open with a huge smile. “Hey! F/N long time no see! Here to keep Yoongi company for me?” 

“Something like that..” My heart flew to my throat once I finally saw Yoongi after Hoseok's bear hug. Though he wasn't wearing anything fancy, a simple black hoodie and ripped jeans. His dark hair had gotten a lot longer since we last met. Even though he had never had long hair. It now sat at the sides of his cheek bones, even longer in the back. It suits him rather well. Yoongi's hand resting on the back of his neck. The many silver rings and earrings he had been wearing were now visible. He stood awkwardly next to his energetic counterpart.

“Don't smother her Hoseok.” He sighed, nudging him out of the way more. Hoseok complied but puppy pouted. 

“Good to see you again F/N! I have a flight to catch. Have fun.~” Hoseok beamed, dragging his bag down the hallway. Leaving the two awkward friends together.. Alone..Yoongi’s gaze caught mine.  My heart was still all over the place. My stomach doing flips. Seriously. We are always so close. Why was there this silence between us? Was he nervous too? Upon further inspection pink dusted his cheeks as we eyed each other down. I still stood, bags in hand in the hallway. 

“Ahem.. apologizes. Come on in. the mess.. Hoseok packed last minute. You know him..” Yoongi scoffed, Closing the door behind me. Grabbing the bags from my hands he set them on one of the fancy marble counters. Then wandering off to the living room picking up random pieces of clothing fired everywhere. While I struggled taking my shoes off at the door. Finally I made my way inside. This was my first time inside his place. Though I've been at the door before to pick him up or meet with him. I've never seen the inside. It was a lot bigger than expected. The whole place was very dark toned. The furniture was almost all black leather. A few small decor pieces such as pillows or the rug were in grays and whites. Other than the few accent pieces full of rainbow crazy color combos. Which of course were Hoseoks. Yoongi met with me near the door as I soaked in everything. He stood with his arms crossed and held a little smirk. “You like?” 

“Wow. it's so dark.” I remarked. My mind was running a mile a minute. Scanning the new place, trying to find things to say or talk about. So really that’s all that would come out. 

“Well. That's because it's evening.” He chuckled to himself slightly. Losing his serious posture. 

“R-right... I brought some stuff.” I went over to the bags of stuff I had brought hauling out some goodies. Showing him one by one like a review channel. He nodded in agreement. 

“I appreciate it. But you didn't have to. Thanks. Here you have your bags with you. I’ll show you where you’ll be staying” Without saying another word he grabbed my bags. Leading me down the hall from the living room. Following his lead to another dark themed room. The walls were dark gray, the rugs black and white. Even the sheets were black. Upon further inspection I was greeted with a computer set up, a mic and..

“Your guitar.” I blurted out. Yoongi on the other side of the room, placed my bags down on the small leather couch. Looking over his shoulder at me. 

“Yeah. it is. Though I don't often use it to record. But I play on occasion. Hope my room’s alright.” Yoongi stated, stalking his way beside me. His gaze fixed on his guitar while I focused on his features. Like studying a test paper. His gaze shifted to mine and we briefly met. Until I turned around and wandered outside. So this was Yoongi's room. He must be staying in Hoseok’s room for me. What is this weird tension? We're like best friends. Maybe it's just because it's been a bit. He joined me outside the room, his slender hand on my shoulder. “Wanna get some food? You pick, I don't care either way.”

“Oh yeah. Uhm? How does jejuk sound?” 

“Sounds good. I'll call it in.” He smiled making his way to the kitchen, reaching for his phone. He tapped away at it for a moment. “You pick a movie, We can start after I order.”

“Sounds good!” I replied. Finally things were easing out. It must have just been that it's been awhile. I've missed this. Not that I've ever been here before. But just relaxing with him. Yoongi’s silk-like voice spoke over the cell hovering by his ear. I made my way over to the large black couch in front of the decently huge TV. Searching the glass tables for a remote. 

“It’s already on. Connect your phone to it.” Yoongi mumbled, flipping the hair out of his face. Continuing the call. He must have noticed my awkward searching. Sitting properly I scrolled through movies we hadn't seen. This was something we used to do often. Watching shows or movies together in highschool. There had been many movies we missed due to our time apart. After scrolling I flicked on a show called ‘coffee prince’. A/N: (Just so you know I only read about this and have no idea what happens in it. Just making it up as I go bare with me T.T ) Honestly it didn't matter if what we watched sucked or not. We would find a way to bond over it somehow. Yoongi flicked off the main bright light, leaving only the TV and kitchen lights. Then sat next to me on the couch with a flop. Running his hands through his silky hair. Resting his elbows on his knees as he slouched over. 

“Food will be here in twenty minutes or so. Wait to get the snacks until we eat?” Yoongi questioned, flopping back on the couch. While I sat stiff, upright. 

“Yeah. dont wanna get full first right? How’s this show?” I gestured, making him look toward the TV my phone had connected to. 

“Sure. Why are you so tense? Relax.” He instructed. Placing his hand on my shoulder once again. Though it was a signal to help me relax, my shoulders tensed. He shot me a questioned yet concerned look. 

“Ahh haha it's just… A new place! I'm not used to things yet. I'm ok. Let's just watch.” total bullshit. I was nervous. What is wrong with me? Am I seeing things? Did he always look this good? 

“If you say so.” He retorted, smirking slightly. Unpausing the first episode the binge began. While scanning the interesting content playing before us I sank into the couch. Finally relaxing and leaning back. Yoongi too leaned back comfortably, his hand resting on the back of his neck. The arm closest to me resting behind the couch cushion. Finishing an episode of the show and the doorbell rang. 

“Right. Dinner. Be right back, we can eat here while we watch.” Yoongi groaned, placing his hands on his knees before standing. I paused the show as he walked off toward the door. Wallet in hand. After little conversation and a small bow, the fresh food smell swarmed the house. I jumped up to help him. Searching for the chopsticks as he pulled out the plastic bowls. Again. I knew little about the layout of this place so I was struggling. He snickered, drawing my attention. “That drawer there. You just couldn't wait huh?” 

“Well. I felt bad.”

“For?”

“You’ve carried my bags, You paid for my food, I'm making you watch a show I picked, wasting your time off and i’m sleeping in your.. room…” My fiery protest ended up making me blush rather than teasing him. I stood in front of the drawer he had pointed me in the direction of. 

“Wasting my time off? I’m glad you showed. It’s been awhile, yes?” Yoongi said slyly, running his hands through his hair. A new found silk in his voice as he spoke. Maybe it wasn't new. Perhaps it was just me paying attention. He now stood in front of me, looking down at me. Meeting his gaze he chuckled. “A little food is no big deal either. If we can hangout, food is a price I'm willing to pay. Are you gonna keep standing there or what?”

“Right! This drawer?” I fumbled about. Opening the drawer we had been standing in front of. My palms sweaty as I handed him one set of silver chopsticks. Rushing back over to the couch, hot bowl in my hands. Placing my dish in front of me on the table. Stuffing my face even though it was hot. Yoongi followed suit. Sitting next to me. Watching me stuff my mouth, my cheeks pinkened. But I didn't even care. 

“Are you alright? You seem off.” Yoongi questioned. Turning to his bowl, blowing on it calmly. 

“Yeah. I'm fine! Just hungry.” though it was a lie. I had been dying to ask him about highschool. If he’d ever had a partner. A crush. Or liked me?! It was driving me mad. 

“Wanna continue this show?” Yoongi signaled his head toward the TV. grabbing my phone, I flicked it back on. Though I had picked the show at random it was pretty good. Shocked to see Yoongi this into it as well. Usually we would chat between boring scenes. But there really weren't any. The couple was quite enjoyable. Something I would mind being like in a relationship. Not something I was expecting with such a title. Let alone something Yoongi would be into. I needed to break this silence. 

“So. What's with the long hair?” I questioned. Finishing up my meal. We were already on the third episode. 

“I haven't  booked a haircut. Thought it looked ok. What you think?” Now he was questioning me. After Yoongi spoke he turned his focus to me. Ruffling his hair as some kind of showcase. Swiping it back again. What do I think? Honestly. It looks fucking great. 

“O-oh yeah it looks good on you. You’ve got nicer hair than me.” satisfied, Yoongi's half chuckle and focus went back to the TV. I had tried to break the silence. But it only seemed to add more. The plot continued to pull ups and downs. The two main characters fall more and more in love in their youth. Yoongi and I haven't spoken since episode three. We were now on five. We had finished our meals rather quickly and snacked on what I had brought over. Some snacks and ‘drinks’ of course. Honestly they helped calm my nerves. Which I didn't expect I'd need until this morning with Mona. I was not in my right mind. And this film wasn't helping. Being all lovey dovey.

(Spice)

 As the romantic scene got more and more intense the silence felt loud. Yoongi’s leg bouncing slightly. Moving the cushion we were both placed on. My mouth hung open after attempting to move the tension somewhere other than the TV. His hand balled in a fist next to his bouncing leg. Attempting to avert my gaze back to the TV but now it was all about Yoongi. He gnawed at his bottom lip slightly. His chest rising and falling somehow relaxingly slow. The spirals in my stomach aching for attention. Ok wow. This is a lot at once. My leg started to bounce alongside Yoongi’s. forbidden thoughts flooded my mind as my gaze fell lower..He clicked his tongue and began to stand up, hands on his knees. Oh. wow. Uhm. I guess he liked this.

“W-wait.” I did it. Finally calling out to him. Grabbing his fist that sat now on his lap. As I clung on desperately. Like I knew I had wanted to for years but was too scared. He shot me back a gaze I couldn't understand. But that slight blush and awkward look away told me all I needed to know. He was embarrassed. And it was fucking adorable. The butterflies in my stomach seemed to have grown claws, making me cling to him. Our thighs touching. Breaking the distance between us. Finally, My small voice broke through the fear and the now silent room. “Uhm.. sorry. About this. I had no idea what this show was about. I didn't bother to check the rating.. Listen. We’ve been close for a while.” 

Yoongi shot me a confused yet worried look. in no attempt to leave. I'm sure he wasn't expecting what was going to come out of my mouth next. Honestly. Neither did I. 

“I picked this show.  And uhm.. It's my fault your.. Y know.. So. Teach me how?” ok really what the fuck. I sound desperate.

“What?” Yoongi cleared his throat. 

“T-teach me how to give a blow job.”

[kirihotto]

Kitty Treat {Beomgyu X Reader 18+}

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Cat boy 

→ Summary: Your boyfriend Beomgyu sends you an alarming text. Rushing to meet him, you quickly realize why no one else can see him. 

→ Word Count:2 534

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 03/18/23

A/N: It's not my best work. But I needed to post since its been so long. T.T

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Beomgyu: F/N It’s an EMERGENCY I need your help!

Me: WHAT?! Why not the hospital?!

Beomgyu: NO! NO I CAN'T! You’ll see when you get here. Just hurry!

Without another word I pulled up to my boyfriend's private apartment. Up the miles of stairs I reached his room. Knocking on the solid wood door. The silver knob twisted seconds after, the door shutting quickly behind me again. I was faced with a puffy faced doe-eyed Beomgyu, hit with the familiar scent of his cologne. My back against the door in shock while he stood awkwardly in front of the door mat. A blue blanket draping over his head and down to his ankles. Along with a set of sweats and a shirt he had most likely worn as PJ’s. His long black hair peeked out. clearly he just woke up.

“So? What's wrong?” I finally broke the silence. He gnawed anxiously at his bottom lip. His eyes not meeting mine. Sliding off my shoes I advanced toward him. He flinched once I reached an arms length from him. My hands resting in the space between us. “Beomgyu what's wrong? You said you can't go to the hospital. Show me. Did you even warn the guys if it's this serious?”

“Well- no. I couldn't. Yeonjun hyung would never let me live this down. Not to mention Huening.” He sighed, beginning to pace back and forth. His blanket cape following him around. [like the king he is keke]

“Beomgyu. Tell me.” I stated again. Holding his shoulders, forcing him to face me. I could easily see the worry in his eyes as he scanned my reaction. Clearly he was trying to process his thoughts into words, as I held a decent grip on his tensed shoulders. We both stood still. Beomgyu’s gaze drifting to the floor. Until something moved behind him. Making me jump slightly. Beomgyu’s eyes now shot back to me filled with worry as he tried to squirm away. The blue blanket that had been hiding his head was slid off during his escape from my grip. My gaze flew up to his head. Messy black hair strung in every direction and a pair of cat ears..? Beomgyu protested holding my wrists, though all too late. My hands flew to his new cat ears from his cheeks.

“So. You called me all the way here to show me cat ears..?” I questioned, feeling them. They were rather soft. I scanned him for any other abnormalities.

“No… haven't you noticed yet?” Beomgyu answered my question with one of his own. His cheeks pinked since I approached. One of his cute fluffy black ears twitched in my grasp as he called out. “Mng!”

“What. did that just-”

“Move? Yeah.” Beomgyu nodded. His voice was rigid. He grabbed the tip of his cat ears and yanked at them. “Why did I call you over?! It's because I woke up with these foreign fluffy limbs on my body! I don't know how it happened or why.”

“There's no way-” Just as I stepped back to examine him further, a tail brushed across the back of his legs. So that's what had moved earlier. My hand over my mouth as I scanned him up and down. Going behind him to see indeed another fluffy item added to beomgyu’s ‘new look’. Beomgyu only sighed at my staring. His hands out from his sides as he let me examine him. Those cat ears and tail look adorable on him! If he wasn't cute before he was definitely beating all cuteness levels now. Honestly this new look suits him very well. Other than the factor of how this happened it was cute.

“What do I do? I have fans I need to take care of. Practice needs to get done. I can't leave like this! Let alone, how is this possible?!” He began to pace again, biting his nails as he muttered his concerns. His ears flat back to his head, his tail swaying. How we would fix it? He’s an idol. He's constantly in front of cameras. I know that was one thing we couldn't let happen. It’d only stress him out more.

“Beomgyu listen. I know you're worried about MOA. But even their first concern would be about you. You should focus on today. One day isn't going to end it all ok? I'm here now to help. We can do this together.” Once I had finished speaking his pacing had stopped. My arms open for a hug, Beomgyu shuffled back over to me. Falling into my hug, his head fell on my shoulder. Attempting to relax him even for a moment. Rubbing his back a little.

“Alright. Let's start with food. I’m sorry, you probably haven't eaten since it's so early. I’ll cook up something.” He patted me on the head making his way to the kitchen. Ears perked up slightly. Although Beomgyu had just gotten these cat features overnight he was doing rather well with them. Following his lead off into the kitchen, my stomach growled in agreement. Beomgyu sighed upon opening the large fridge doors. “Well. We can eat these. But I haven't been in my single apartment in awhile. So there's really not much to eat.

“Beomgyu. Are you getting proper rest? And meals?” Though I was only asking, it sounded more like a motherly scolding. My hands on my hips.

“Yes of course. It’s just been all at the studio. We've been busy preparing for this comeback.” Beomgyu grabbed the pack of three fish breads sitting alone in the bare fridge. Holding them out to me. “We can eat these then get more food.”

“We? You're a cat boy. You're not going anywhere.” I chuckled slightly at the nickname. He shot a glare at me, his cheeks stuffed with the bread. Mine in hand.

“Right. I can order some food in-”

“No way mister. You just said you've been stuck in the studio. Which means you have been eating only instant ramen or take out. You need a homemade fresh meal. Don't worry. This is the least I could do to repay you.”

“Ah. Are you sure? I can really just eat whatever. I did make you come all this way.” Beomgyu came up to me, cupping my hands in his. He looked down to meet my gaze. Once again I could easily read his emotions due to his cat features. Ears tilted back along with those worried eyes.

“Yes. I'm fine to go. We take care of each other. After all, you did let me pet them.” I smiled holding his hands. “What would you like to have?”

“Uhmm.. well, this is stereotypical. Fish.” Beomgyu replied. Fumbling with the back of his long dark hair. His tail swayed behind him.

“Alright. No problem.”

“Wait. before you go. Don't worry about cooking it. I will. And…” Beomgyu halted my stride toward the door. Ears perked up sitting neatly atop his head. Sliding his hand around my waist he pulled me toward him. Handing me his card. Eyes fluttered between my lips to my flushed gaze. Beomgyu kissed me softly before letting go. “A kiss for the journey.”

“R-right. Stay here. I won't be long.” I left with a flushed face and smile.

“I’m back! The grocery stores aren't open right now, so this should work. I’ll get more actual food once they open.” I shouted expecting to have to call for Beomgyu. But rather he was pacing in front of the door again. My hands on my hips, bag in hand. “Were you pacing again?”

“Y-yeah. I was just waiting for you. There's not much to do here.” Beomgyu complained. Upon my arrival I noticed he wasn't wearing his previous set of comfy sleep clothes. His hair brushed back along with his ears. He now had on a white T shirt, baggy jeans and a long silver necklace. Looks like I got just the thing to finish this outfit. Taking off my shoes awkwardly with my feet I entered the apartment again. Rooting through the bag. “Close your eyes. I got you something. Hold still.”

“What? Uhh ok?” Beomgyu was clearly hesitant but followed along. One of his ears perked up while the other tilted. Pulling out the cat collar I had picked up while at the convenience store. Since he had teased me all the time, it was my turn. And my god was it going to be adorable. Placing the bag on the floor, collar in hand I walked up behind him. Holding the bell in order not to alert him. Though once he felt something going around him he questioned me. “F/N dont you dare.”

“To late.~” I clipped the collar around his neck as he opened his eyes. Grabbing me by the waist before I could run away.

“You little! I called you over to help, not for you to treat me like a pet!” Beomgyu chuckled with gritted teeth, tickling me. His tail swaying about as the sound of the bell on his collar chimed as we battled. Finally he let me go as I tried to catch my breath. He stared down at me.

“Haha.. what?”

“N-nothing. Let's eat, yeah?” Beomgyu’s flustered nose snooping into the bag I had dropped earlier. Jumeokbap, tuna and more fish buns Beomgyu had hauled out of the bag. Sauntering over to the living room couch, setting out the food at the coffee table. I followed and took a seat next to him. Though he had clearly been annoyed about me putting the collar on him he hadn't removed it. He quickly scarfed down the tuna while the TV had filled the silence in the air. I ate some of whatever was left of the tuna and other snacks. Beomgyu set the empty container on the table with a big sigh. His ears slowly drooping again. I turned to face him. Holding his hands which had been resting on his knees. “What's wrong? Talk to me.”

“I’m still worried. Clearly this isn't leaving anytime soon.” Beomgyu turned to meet my gaze. His face was surprisingly pinkend compared to moments ago.

“Did you tell the guys why you're not there?”

“Oh, yeah. I just told them I had a cold for now. I couldn't tell them about this. First of all they’d never believe me.” He chuckled sitting up straight, pushing back his hair.

“Are you feeling alright?” I questioned going to reach for his cheek. Though once he had noticed my movement. his cheeks flushed further, as he leaned away.

“N-no! I’m alright. Just a little stress. But I'll be fine! Promise.” Beomgyu smiled, grabbing the remaining litter from our ‘meal’. Taking it out to the kitchen. Upon his return Beomgyu was placed beside me once again. His tail tapped up and down in between us. This was unusual.. Usually he would be clinging to me. But there was now this awkward space between us.

“Beomgyu.”

“Y-yes!” He jumped. The sound of the bell as he moved. Guess he really isn't himself today. In more ways than one.

“Rest your head on my lap. Just relax.” I suggested patting my lap slightly. Beomgyu’s cat ears shot up instantly after my offer. He nodded and gently placed his silky head of hair on my lap. We watched the TV in silence, though my gaze kept drifting to Beomgyu. He kept shifting around slightly, once again gnawing at his bottom lip. I went to reach for his irresistible cat features, though halting my movements. “Can I pet your ears?”

“Oh! Uhmm yeah. Just.. be gentle. I react more to touch with these for some reason.” Beomgyu nodded looking up at me briefly. Though he had given me the go ahead he seemed hesitant to agree. Beomgyu’s focus is on the TV while I pet his soft ears. As he had asked, I pet them as gently as possible. Admiring the man that rests atop my thighs. Petting his cat ears, he twitched slightly after a while. including his fluffy black tail. Which was quite messy by now. All his squirming on the couch seemed to have messed up the fur. I went to reach for it to straighten it out. As soon as I pet it, Beomgyu jumped slightly beneath my touch. “Mm!”

“Oh sorry. I didn't mean to startle you..” My voice trailed off once I had met his gaze. He was looking up at me, cheeks full of pink. Long black hair tousled in every direction. His innocent doe eyes meet my oblivious ones.

(spice)

“No.. it's fine keep petting..me..” Beomgyu huffed out. Upon his request I kept fixing the fur on his tail. He was right. His senses are much more heightened than usual. This was something I'd never seen before. After fixing his cat tail I moved onto the ears. Petting them down again. “Mmng.. more..”

He whined from his place beside me. Head on my lap as I pet him again. Seriously. This is getting weird. What's going on? He practically moaned out that last request. Though his insistent moaning and squirming was getting me bothered as well. Scanning my boyfriend's form as he breathed out puffs of hot air. Looking down to be greeted with a very unexpected visitor. Upon finding such a discovery I had slowed down my movements on Beomgyu’s fur. He quickly took notice and followed my gaze. He didn't say a word but sat up from his lying position on my lap.

“Beomgyu?..” I went to reach out to his shoulder. The rise and fall of which were easily visible due to his heavy breathing. After calling out his name a sound of a small bell filled the room. He grabbed my wrists and held them above me. Pinning me to the couch. His body looming over me. I struggled to try to escape for a moment. Only to ensure he was ok. But once I met his decently calm gaze I knew we were both safe. Now that i knew this much, I was getting rather excited myself. I have never seen Beomgyu in such a state. It’s like he's been pent up for days.

“Mmm.. F/N I need more. More than a few pets.” He hummed, pressing his lean form against me. Resting his head by the side of my neck. As soon as he made contact I could feel his body heat. His warm breath trailing down my neck as he slowly leaned in. leaving claiming kisses along my neck and collar bone. His left cat ear flicked about repeatedly in motion with his movements. My hands slowly set free from his earlier desperate grip. I eased my hands over his shoulders, onto his back. While his hands snaked down my form resting at my waist. Letting out a small sound at his multiple actions, I could feel his smirk. He kneaded at my hips, pressing them down more to the couch. In rhythm with his own hips. All the while breathing and marking my neck.

“Mm! Beomgyu~” I called out. I was beginning to lose myself.

“Mm~? I still need more love~ give a treat to your kitty?~” 

[kirihotto]

Sugar Cake {J-hope X reader 18+}

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Established relationship/ Birthday treat & Valentines

→ Summary: Hoseok's birthday is creeping up and plans have yet to been made. Jimin reaches out to you and helps plan something for all of you. But you have an idea for something after meeting with the guys.

→ Word Count: 3 050

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 02/18/23 (Hobi's B'day)

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(Your POV)

Hoseok’s birthday. Only four short days after valentines day. In which I had done nothing for. He had been busy filming and recording for their new single; Butter. So we really haven't had much time to discuss plans for his birthday or valentines day. Sure enough we did little things for his birthday. But until now he was loaded with work. Constantly away or busy practicing. Not that I mind. Rather, I feel Hoseok deserves more. A break. Time where he can relax with his dearly loved members. In which I hope to be a part of. Which Jimin had agreed to.

Jimin: Hey! F/N you know our Hoba’s birthday is coming up right?

Me: Yeah! You guys have been so busy. I wasn't sure whether to plan something or not..

Jimin: Yeah we have been busy. T.T

Jimin: But! Hobi deserves it! Let’s make a plan. Our recording should finish right on his birthday actually! So we should be free for awhile other than promo’s. (Let’s just say that for the story. Butter was released in May.)

Me: Alright! I had an idea I would like to do..

The members had each gotten their own small gift for him. Planning to book out a private diner with the members. Rather than Hoseok and I having to drive home, Stay at a hotel close by. So we could drink to our content.

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We had begun preparing on Valentine's day. Booking a restaurant to hold all of us, the hotel, getting cake ingredients and.. All the valentines stuff on sale.. Which led me to buy a small sweet pink set of flowers and a small batch of candy hearts. I wasn't exactly the best at baking so hopefully it was good enough. The thought was there anyway. The thoughts of him cuddling himself off to sleep next to me after a late night practice. It was satisfying yet kind of painful to see how tired he was. Trying to get my message across with everything. Letting him know he was doing amazing.

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(Hoseok POV)

I’m glad we are able to do this again for ARMY, yes.. I was surprised no one had remembered my birthday. None of them said anything about it other than ARMY. Not that it mattered since we were so busy. I wouldn't blame them! I had nearly forgotten myself. Not to mention Valentine's day. I hadn't gotten F/N anything for valentines day since we’ve been together. I had always seemed to be busy around that time. So I ended up leaving them by themself. Made me feel so bad everytime.They would tell me it's ok over and over. Alright! That's it! I’ll at least pick some flowers on the way home.

“That’s a wrap!” One of the many staff had shouted from behind the camera. While we stood under bright lights with all eyes on us. Black and yellow fancy suits in all. Makeup over done to allow the camera to see such detail. Our chests rising and falling nearly sink like the whole choreography had been. Practicing over a hundred times to ensure perfection. Which was exhausting but some how felt great.

“I am STARVING!” Jin howled once we reached the hall to our dressing rooms. Pulling his bee colored suit from his wide shoulders. We all laughed at Jin’s loud statement as he read what we were all thinking. Jin scowled. “No, I'm serious.”

“Yes yes we all are.” Namjoon chuckled back. Swiping back his navy blue hair with a grin.

“Hey! I got us a place booked for dinner! Lets get cleaned up and head out?” Jimin shouted from his room in the small hall, a flash of his bright red hair drawing my attention.My silent debate ran through my mind. A dinner? I mean I'm starving. But I just wanna see F/N…

“Sure. I'm down as long as Namjoon isn't driving.” Suga stated boldly. Honestly not expecting much else from him. Though a small laugh escaped my lips. Everyone else agreed. While I was still debating on going. How could I refuse my members! We just finished an awesome single and were starving. I’d have to grab the flowers before dinner. All their eyes were on me. I blinked in confusion.

“Oh! Right of course I'm going, do you even need to ask?” I chuckled and messed around with my suit. Usually they didn't ask at all and assumed we would all go. After my answer, happy yes’s filled the silence as the younger members flew to the showers. “ I need to grab something on the way to dinner.”

Yoongi nodded giving me thumbs up before making his way to his room. Perfect! I’d get those flowers and have dinner after making an awesome song. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad. Doesn't matter, it's my birthday! It’s still another day with everyone.

Roughly an hour had passed and we were all sitting in the lobby. The three youngest came out to us arm in arm full of laughter. A great sight to see. Yoongi and Taehyung had been chosen as the drivers of the night. We all piled into cars, the three youngest in one car and the four oldest in the other. Jin next to me, fixing his hair on his phone camera. Namjoon next to our driver. Yoongi turned his dark eyes to me from the front.

“Where did you need to go?” He asked gently fixing his curled black hair. He was rather relaxed today. Or maybe he was just tired? Once we grab food we'll all feel better anyway i’m sure!

“The flower shop! I won't be long.”

“Flowers? For what?” Namjoon asked from the front seat, cocking an eyebrow.

“Oh, F/N of course!” I replied while Joon nodded with that sweet smile. Yoongi drove off, making our way to the diner. I grabbed a small set of red and white roses on the way over. Jin teased me sniffing the roses placed between us. Doing awful impersonations of F/N receiving the flowers and so on.

Making it to the diner as we sat in the car waiting for the other members. It was somewhere we had come pretty often as a treat. It was one of my favorites. Jin and Namjoon were chatting away while I stared at the fresh roses. Thoughts of F/N kept swirling in the back of my mind while we waited. The last three members pulled up next to our car. We began to leave the car until Yoongi had stopped me. I paused due to his order.

“Hm?”

“You might wanna take those with you.” He gestured with one hand. The other tucked in his leather jacket pocket. Following his guidance to the roses.

“Alright! Best not to leave them behind I suppose.”

Meeting up with the rest of my members in the parking lot. We made our way inside by Jimin’s lead. He walked up to the counter and checked us in. We all took our seats with the menus. Suspiciously I looked around the room while we all chatted. There was an empty chair next to me where the flowers I had bought sat. Everyone was rather quiet including myself. Namjoon and Jimin both stood off to the side. Looking at their phones and whispering slightly.

“Hi!” the door burst open. I had nearly jumped out of my skin at the sudden sound.

(Your POV)

“Sorry I was late, I meant to get here before you all.” I apologize. Seeing Hoseok star struck. My hand clung to the open door as I took deep breaths. Since I had spotted their cars and booked it here.

“Wahhh.. am I dreaming?” Hoseok asked, placing his hand over his chest, looking about. The guys burst out laughing at his reaction.

“Happy birthday!” We all cheered, a smile finally graced his face since I had seen him. I had been standing awkwardly out of breath with my hands full. The members all properly seated. Everyone was laughing and chattering. Though Hoseok didn't say a word. He stood up and walked over to me.

“Hoseok?” I was worried. His gaze did not meet mine. Rather it met the floor. Until he wrapped his arms around me in a tight warm hug. His head resting on my shoulder.

“Thank you. I needed this.” He whispered in my ear sweetly. His voice low and steady. While my heart was fluttering about. Seriously, I missed him like crazy today.. He pulled back a firm grip on my shoulders. “Wow you got me gifts too! Oh! Here I got you these! For late valentines haha!~”

“Oh! Thank you.” I was shocked at his offer as well. He held out a similar looking flower arrangement to the one I had given him. After the exchange I took a seat next to him. Once we had ordered the stories began. Retelling stories about each other during the recent practice days. Silly mess ups, bad takes, funny interactions with staff all the sorts.

Food arrived and we all ate our fill. Not long before drinking our fill as well. Luckily no one seemed to be drunk. It was so nice seeing everyone happy. Smiles all around as they teased one another. But that brightest loud laugh from next to me was one I had missed. Hoseok sat chatting with the other members. His slender hand placed on my thigh, swiping kind cuddles. Whether it was the alcohol or just being clingy. His simple action flustered me whenever he would move. My gaze directed at the table, my drink in a decent firm grip. Yoongi sat across from me. He tapped my leg with one of his doc’s.

"Sick of us are you?" He whispered to me from across the table. Taking a sip of his drink. Everyone else's gaze filled with smiles. While Yoongi held a cocky smirk at me. My face beat red. Ruffling his hair he looked at Hoseok innocently. Finally he noticed my scowl at Yoongi.

"What did you do now Hyung?" Hoseok asked, confused. Hearing Jimin's hysterical laugh, Jin joined in not long after. Hoseok scanned his friend for a response. Though Yoongi held his usual calm demeanor.

"Why don't you ask them?" He gestured his glass in my direction. The ice clinked together rhythmically. Hoseok's tender gaze flew to me. His grip on my thigh tensed as he looked me up and down.

"Ah! No no I'm fine he just hit me under the table by mistake." I replied. Hoseok rolled his eyes, nudging me.

"I thought something was wrong with you. Stop pestering each other." He scolded mockingly. Waving a sassing finger about. Yoongi just silently took a sip of his drink. Sliding me a cocky wink. The waiter had come back with the check. Jimin was the first one to snatch it. Namjoon testified. The two were bickering about it until the cash. Hearing them even in the private room. After paying we made our way outside. The cold puffs of laughter filled the lot. colorful sets of hair seen miles away, piling into the cars. While I held a grip on Hoseok's arm. He turned to face me confused.

“I umm.. Got us a hotel room for the night. I packed our clothes and everything already. I signed us in. It’s within walking distance from here.” I stated, my cheeks still flushed. He was shocked but a smile appeared in seconds. The cool wind blowing his pink tipped blonde hair. Though it hadn't felt cold next to him.

“Hyung! Are you joining us?” Jungkook called out waving his arm about.

“Naw! I got a ride!” Hoseok waved back to the group. “Thanks for the dinner, get home safe!”

His focus turned back to me. My grip still on his arm. He placed his warm hand over my cold one clinging to him. Tucking back a stray hair behind my ear, his stare directed at me. Hoseok leaned down to my view. Holding the flowers and treat in one hand.

“Lead the way.~” He wisped out slyly. I felt like I was the one getting spoiled. Getting all his attention for the past few hours. Leading him down the street as we talked until the door. My arm still linked with his. Feeling the silent tension rise as the elevator did so. Upon opening the room door was the cake I had made him. My own messy writing across the top. After a look about the room Hoseok’s view flew to it as well. Dropping the things by the door, Hoseok rushed over with a grin. My palms sweaty. He picked it up and read the crappy writing out loud. “Happy birthday my love..”

“I know it's kind of bad.. Looking. ” I attempted to hide my nerves. He placed the cake down on the table where it had been waiting. His attention turned back to me.

“Did you make this?”

“Y-yeah. It was really my first time trying something like that.” I replied honestly. A sweet smile came across his face again filled with glittery expectations. I knew that smile had meant he liked it without saying a word. Waving his hands about slightly he grabbed the chopsticks that sat at the other end of the room. Taking a piece with his chopsticks he took a bite. Loaded with vanilla cake and icing.

“Mmmm!” He exclaimed, scrunching his nose. Through a mouth full of cake he spoke. “Wah~ so good. Very sweet.”

“Thank you! I may have added too much sugar..” I chuckled awkwardly. Hoseok looked up to me from his place on the side of the bed. Legs swinging off the side of the bed, cheeks filled with cake. I took a bite as well. It was very sweet. But not necessarily bad. My shocked expression caught his gaze. He laughed, covering his mouth slightly. “ I wasn't expecting it to be so good. You're right though.. Too sweet haha.”

Chatting more about work and other life matters we finished the small cake. The room slightly dimmed as I crawled my way into his arms, lying on his chest from his lap. More stories and thoughts from Hoseok filled the room. Though I felt myself drifting due to comfort. Suddenly he stopped talking. Before I could ask a question. Feeling his lips on mine for only a brief moment, the slight taste of icing.

"Were you listening?" Hoseok asked, leaning over me. His pink tipped hair dangled in my face. Though he wasn't mad. He seemed more relaxed than anything. I dipped my hand on the soft skin of his face. My thumb rested on his cheek as he stared lovingly into my eyes. Staring back at me he placed his hand on top of mine. " I love you. Thanks for all this."

"I don't need thanks. You deserve this. You worked so hard.." I replied sincerely. He let my hand go and moved my hair off my forehead. Placing a gentle kiss. “Hobaa.. Sit up?”

“Mm? Sure thing love.” Hoseok obliged my request, full of confusion. Not a moment after I clung to him, placed atop his thighs facing him. Breathing in his sweet scent. Something filled with warmth. My arms enclosing him in a hug. He patted my hair before he did the same. Hoseok's slender hands resting at my back. There were no words spoken, just the feeling of love, comfort and warmth. Our bodies pressed against each other. Filling a longing that had been weighing us both down. Hoseok’s warm breath trailed down my neck. A fluttering of soft kissing trailing across it. My hands grabbed at the back of his hoodie, feeling the lean muscle. He paused his movement. Placing our foreheads together. “I missed you.”

“Me too..” His eyes flickered from my eyes to my lips. The sly look in his eye could easily tell what he was thinking. Though I flew backward toward the end of the bed. My form placed atop my legs, my hands tucked properly in front of me. Hoseok sat there wide eyed.

(Spice)

“I-i’m yours. You deserved to be spoiled… I won't stop you.” I stated my gaze toward the floor. From what I had seen, Hoseok's reaction was shock. Though once I returned his stare a pink dusted his cheeks. He cleared his throat before speaking.

“Are you sure?” Hoseok questioned, a look of lust with an attempt of sincerity. Nodding back in response the bright colored hoodie he had been wearing was whisked off his lean form, along with his shirt. His skin glowing in the dim room light, my eyes wondering his form. Hoseok let out a little chuckle drawing my attention back up to his sweet eyes. “You just gonna sit there and stare?”

“N-no..”

“Take that off. And get your sweet butt over here!” Hoseok said, pointing to my top. Then gesturing to his lap. I did as he said though all the while I was nervous. His silent stare at my every movement. Crawling up to Hoseok’s lap from the end of the bed, both topless. My legs on either side of him, he hovered his hands on my hips. His eyes scanned my form. Then flickering from my lips to my eyes. “Wow. have you gotten more beautiful?”

“Hobiii!” I blushed, covering my face. He pulled my hands away, holding them between our chests. He crept closer to my lips with his. Finally meeting, soft kisses turned more harsh. My hands moved to rest on his shoulders. Hoseok’s snaking around my hips pulling me closer. Bareskin and warmth yet again. I could feel his smirk in the kiss. Pulling away he rested his forehead on mine, our breath slightly heavy. Looking into eachothers eyes. I moaned out at Hoseok's actions. He pulled my hips down rocking me back and forth. My hands flew to the sides of his face, resting slightly behind his ears. Slight groans escaped his lips as well as mine. A bulge was soon felt underneath my movement. Hoseok leaned into my neck leaving open mouth kisses. His soft lips leave trails of comfort and lustful craving.

“That cake was sweet. But I think this is sweeter.” 

[kirihotto]

Touch {Seungmin X Reader 18+}

→ Warnings: PDA

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Sub calls you mommy.

→ Summary: Dying for Seungmins attention on his day off. Things seem to keep getting in the way. Trying to get his attention you tease him. Which ends for the best? Or for the worst?

→ Word Count: 2 672

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 02/10/23

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“Hey guysss lets get food.'' Binnie howled from the couch. Though we were all pretty close and quiet. It was just the members and two other dates including myself. We all sat lazily on the couch and floor scrolling our socials, chatting occasionally. 

“And who exactly is paying?” Lee know sassed from Han’s side. “Certainly not Chan nor me. I won the last game on set and Chan has already spoiled us.”

“Fine. I will then. If that gets us at a diner and off our ass. Perfect.” Binnie stood up and marched off toward his room in the dorm. “Get ready to go. Well walk since it's close.”

The others made their way to their rooms. Assumingly to remove the loungewear that they had most likely all slept in. The other two dates followed suit, though already dressed to go. While Seungmin and I sat silently on the couch. Finally I met his gaze. 

“You're ready?” He questioned with a simple glance over my form. He was the only member who was dressed for an outing. In a tight black turtleneck and baggy ripped jeans. Topped with shaggy not totally styled black hair.  

“Yeah! I should see how booked they are before we go huh? Considering there's eleven of us?” I questioned. Knowing that the members had posted previously that they ate there a lot, it was popular with STAY. Eventually we all trailed toward the door. Since they had an opening. Of course Jeongin was last to join us. But once gathered we left for the busy streets. Everyone was smiling and laughing along the way. It wasn't long before we made it to the place. Though it wasn't crazy big it was nice. To be honest, So was Seungmin. I’ve been glued to his side all day. Sneaking in tiny kisses and cuddles while others weren't looking. Hoping I'd get to sit next to him for dinner as well. But it ended up me being across from him. Next to me was Han, Lee know and Hyunjin at the far end.

I've been craving Seungmin’s attention all day. Clearly he wasn't bothered. Giving me head pats every now and then but kept scrolling on his phone. I knew he was busy but this was a day off. I wasn't finished. I was going to get his affection returned by the end of the day. I schemed quietly from my seat across from him. While his innocent doe eyes met mine. Distorted with confusion.

“What would you all like?” The waitress asked warmly. Directing the question at Seungmin and Felix, opposite side from me. While the two younger struggled to get everyone's orders to the lady as they shouted. While the commotion was going on I slid the tip of my shoe up the bottom of his pant leg. At first he hadn't really noticed or had ignored it. But once I had moved them around a bit..

“And one more- ah!” Seungmin jumped. His cheeks flushed slightly. He didn't meet my gaze as he tried to keep composure while ordering. “Ahem. Excuse me. O-one more order of the steak. haha..” 

“You alright?” Felix asked, Seungmins cheeks dusted with pink as I still teased lightly. Seungmin nodded his response. After the blonde was satisfied with the answer he chatted up Hyunjin. While the irritated blushed glare I got from seungmin was worth it. As soon as he turned to face me I pulled my shoe away. Looking innocently at the wall. All the while Han and Lee Know were arguing over how dogs would wear pants next to me. 

After some chatter between the members, dinner had arrived. It was amazing! Filling up nearly all the room on the table. The smells were great and it tasted great. Other than the small amount of sass Seungmin has been throwing at me since my.. Stunt earlier. With everyone stuffing their faces quietly we quickly finished. Now the bill. Changbin had been the one to offer the idea so he ended up paying. Though I kind of felt bad since he was feeding eleven people rather than the usual eight. Nonetheless the members nagged him. 

“Alright! Let's get that bill.” Chan teased the half asleep Changbin. He flipped out his wallet pulling out a card from his wallet. 

“Here Changbin. We’ll go up for you at least.” Seungmin offered. Which had been a disguise for something more. As he eyed me down after the offer. The ‘we’ll’ he had used meant me. We wiggled ourselves free from the busy table, heading toward the cash. Changbins card in hand. Searching the area. Once we had reached the counter, Seungmin turned to me. “F/N what were you doing?”

“Flirting.” I stated bluntly. My hands on my hips. 

“Y-yeah. I got that much. But in front of everyone.. In public. It's risky!” He whisper yelled as we strayed off in the corner next to the counter. No one had been seen there. Clearly the idea had gotten through to him. 

“Excuse me?” 

“Ah! Y-yes sorry.” Seungmin jumped at the ladies inquiry. Paying for our meal the rest of the guys came over with takeout dishes in hand. Making our way back home. Leaving the sweet diner. Though my thirst for attention had not been satisfied. All he had done was scold and question me. But in no means was I in a rush. Making it home we once again sat bored in the living room. Felix flicked on the TV as we all stared blankly. 

“Wanna play a game?” I suggested. Multiple sets of eyes flew to me. Han was the first to agree.

“Uh yeeeaah! Don't gotta ask me twice!” Han jumped up practically flying over to the switch. “It’s obvious what we're playing. With so many of us. Smash bros!” 

“Yeah but that alone is boring. Let's add something!” I.N perked up to the idea. Much to my surprise I caught Seungmin agreeing. Lee Know shot a challenging glare to Han. Seriously, these two have been picking on each other all night. 

“Alright then! It's a challenge! Whoever takes first two places gives a punishment to the two in last.” Han announced. The members Changbin, Han, Suengmin, Lee Know, Felix, I.N and there dates were in. While Chan and Hyunjin would just be entertained by the chaos. Of course I was in. Was I ever good at video games? Not overly. But I'd win this.  

“Yeah whatever Han. Fox is good too.” Seungmin whined next to me. I only smirked at the two bickering.

“Mewtwo is the best. Why? Cause it's kinda like a cat.” Lee Know stated. Though sounding a little confused. 

Lee Know- Mewtwo

Me- (whomever you like.)

Felix- Villager

Date 1- Zelda

Changbin- Ryu

Date 2- Sonic

I.N- Jiggly puff 

Seungmin- Fox

Han- Kirby

By their character choices I wasn't surprised. By the losers I was. Kirby was one of the best characters in the game. Which Han had announced but he was sitting at last place. 

“Hey hey! No way that's right!” Han complained waving his hands about infront of us crammed on the small couch. A death grip on his controller. 

“Aye aye! Just accept defeat. Don't be a sore loser.” Changbin sassed, while Hyunjin and Chan laughed at the commotion about to reveal itself. Luckily I won. 

“Fine. Since I'm in the very last place Lee Know gets to decide my punishment and F/N choses Seungmins.” Han pouts plopping on the floor, arms crossed. 

“Hurray..” Seungmin sighed. Plopping the controller down, crossing his arms. 

“I’m gonna head off to bed.” I.N Yawned, while the majority of the other members followed suit. The rest yawned, lazing all over each other. Seungmin and I were scrolling through our phones. 

 Seungmin and Felix had moved to the floor below me. Seungmins' shoulders were placed between my legs. Felix between Hyunjins as they continued playing Smash bros. While Hyunjin was draped on Chan, scrolling his phone. Everyone else had gone off to bed. 

“Hyunjin try this combo instead.” Felix suggested grabbing his controller. The two taught each other about characters. Everyone distracted by the devices. I took my chance. Sliding my hands slyly across Seungmins shoulders. Leaning down to him my chest lay against his back. He fixed his glasses and continued scrolling as I watched his phone.

“Ahem. trying to read here. What is with you today?” He patted my head for a moment. I Leaned into his ear moments after. His eyes drifted focus from his phone to his members not even an inch away. He shot a worried glance from me to the members before he spoke. “Choose your words wisely.”

“You still have something I want.” I whispered before slouching back on the couch. I could see how pink his ears had gotten even in this dark room. Lit up only by a LED TV screen. He grabbed my wrist pulling me off the couch with him. 

“Goodnight everyone. Rest well.” Seungmin bowed slightly before dragging me off toward what I could only assume to be his room. They only shrugged as he dragged me off. I had assumed Chan was the only one who knew what his quick departure was for. Since we had not exactly told the members Seungmin and I were dating. But nothing seemed to escape Chan. 

(spice)

After reaching his room he shut the door pushing me quietly against it. Placing a finger over my lips. His intense fiery gaze locked on, told me what he had meant. I nodded sheepishly. He practically smashed his lips on mine finally. Pawing at my hips with his slender hands. Breath between us hot and limited. Though he had been the one to tell me to be quiet he had been letting out adorable moans between deep kisses. Taking a breath. Seungmin’s chest rising and falling slightly in his tight shirt. His lips tinted pink. Those sweet eyes had been craving for more. He leaned in for another kiss. This time my finger rested at his lips. 

“Oh~ now that you finally want me you can get me right away?” I teased. He grabbed my wrist and tugged my hand from his face. Though he didn't move in to kiss me again. Rather he looked away.

“It’s not that I didn't want you. Just.. timing.. I didn't want the other members to see me.. This way.” Seungmin explained. He stepped away from me slightly, messing with his undercut. This was fun. The reaction he had given me held potential. His dark hair falling into his lust filled gaze toward the floor. A trail of pink dust from his ears and cheeks. 

“Well. You still have a punishment from me.”

“W-what..?” He questioned. Before I pushed him back onto the bed. Legs on either side of his waist. Hovering above his lap. His innocent stare up at me scanning for my next move. Seungmin’s hands creeped towards my hips. Before I caught them.

“Your punishment for losing. You touch me without me saying so, we stop this.” I smirked at him. Though he hadn't moved. The pink across his cheeks getting brighter. Gnawing at his bottom lip he complied. Placing his hands at his side with his glasses. At his compliance I sat down on his lap. To my surprise he was already riled up. His baggy jeans didn't seem as baggy anymore. 

“Ah!~” He moaned out at the sudden friction. How exciting. I’ve been wanting to see this expression all day. His hands gripping the sheets in an attempt to keep them off me. I knew he had liked to explore my form in these situations. Though I didn't move any further. Clearly he was enjoying this enough. Before I pulled my shirt off over my head. To see seungmin's pleading gaze. Though he hadn't said a word. I could only assume he didn't want to hurt his pride. Before I started swaying my hips. resting my hands on his torso. 

“Mm~ love..” He muttered out softly under my influence. His jaw noticeably clenched as he tried to restrain from any movement against my command. Wow.. he really is like a puppy. He listens well. Stopping my movement almost against my will. Instantly Seungmin’s tiny cries of pleading, consuming my thoughts. Leaning over, I kissed him, pushing his chest. Making his back fall fully onto the bed. His hands clenched in fists near his head below me, glasses held in one of them. 

“So? How’s this as punishment?” I teased. Not moving my hands placed upon him as he squirmed below me. His pride had been sizzling away, instead lust took over. His eyes begged lustfully yet still pure.

“I-it’s. Ahh..~ a lot.” He replied honestly. My hands traced lightly against his heaving abdomen. His body was nearly shaking at my touch. Seungmin’s eyes peered into mine.``Please love. Let me touch you or Touch me. Please.”

“Who’s in charge here?” I questioned him, hovering over his lips as his eyes flickered between my eyes and my lips. 

“Mommy~ please touch me~” He moaned. Honestly that wasn't what i was expecting. Guessing he had noticed my shock. A more nervous look filled his gaze as he faced me. Soon to be met with the back of his hands covering his cheeks. He had muttered out from behind them. “I-i don't know where that came from.” 

“Hm? Mommy huh?” I questioned him again. The worried flustered gaze aimed away from me. He covered his mouth with the back of his hand. Gliding my hand between my thighs to his, playing with his bulge. Seungmin Quickly back to my attention. His body tensing, twitching from a simple gesture. Slightly hissed moans escaped his lips against his will. I smirked at his intense reaction. “Don't be shy. Call me what you’d like.” 

Though Seungmin didn't say a word. Adjusting my pace he squirmed more, eyes glazing over. Until I paused, slight moans of discontent filled the silence. My own breath increasing in speed. The sound of a zipper filling the silence between moans. His cock finally freed against the cold air. Once I had stopped moving he didn't hesitate. 

“Touch me mommy~” He moaned out harshly. More loud than anything he had said prior. By looking at his lower half alone you could tell. Twitching, begging in silence. 

“Touch me~” I replied, biting my lip. His hands flew to my hips, leaving his glasses abandoned. Forcing my aching hips down on his member. I moan ripped through my throat at the aggressive movement. Seungmin’s hand flew to my mouth after a deep growl like moan. 

“Ahh.. shh. Keep quiet, love.” He warned me, feeling his warmth. He rested his fluffy head of hair on my shoulder. His warm breath trailing down my collarbone. Beginning to get impatient I started moving my hips. Seungmin instantly jumped at my sudden movement. I could tell he wouldn't last much longer. Feeling the warmth from his furious blush on my shoulder. Edging him on once again I stopped. He whined squeezing my hips a little. "Mm~ ah..~ Mommy.~”

After him saying this new taunting name I moved my hips again. He cried out as he reached his high. Grabbing me into a hug. His hands pulled my back toward him. Panting for a moment as I rode out my high he left kisses on my neck. Giving small moans adding to my excitement. Both satisfied and out of breath I instantly questioned him. 

“You like that name that much huh?” I teased. 

“N-not really. It just... slipped.” 

A/N: Wow seunming a good dog fr fr. HAHA EW IGNOR MEEEE. THANK YALL FOR READING :3 

[kirihotto]

Whirpool {Chan X Reader 18+}

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content.

→ Genre: Co-Manager X boss

→ Summary: Stray kids your second boss. Host a party for there new released album. Your uncle who works as Chan's manager. Gets invited and takes you as his plus one. upon Stray kids members recommendations. Though the party is for Stray kids as a whole. You end up spending a little more time with there leader. 

→ Word Count: 2 991

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 01/24/23

Inspiration: Swim- Chase Atlantic

A/N: I heard this song and was like. Aussie accent? Boom Chan fic. 

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Stray kids. A new rise in K pop. With their recent album Miroh. {Ik Woojin is in this era but like screw him.} The company decided to host a release party. Renting out a huge house for the night. For all of the idols in the group as well as chosen staff. One of those chosen staff was my uncle, Duri. Who was also responsible for getting me a job working under him, and a private manager for the stray kids member known as ‘Bangchan’. My uncle was chosen to attend this party and invited me as his plus one. Per stray kids request oddly enough. At first I had been hesitant but my uncle begged me to go. So surely enough we were staying at this huge house for the night.

“Welcome! Duri, F/N.” BangChan bowed slightly, meeting us on the steps. Us doing the same greeting him. He was wearing a simple yet satisfying outfit of his own choice. Matching his half pushed back bleach blonde hair. A white T, orange zip up sweater, Brown jeans, lots of bracelets,necklaces and rings. “Thank you for coming. Follow me ill take you to your room.”

Following Chan inside the huge place past the fancy kitchen, living room both of which were Filled with people and snacks. Up the stairs to a nice hallway with a balcony over the rest of the main floor. looking above everyone else, members I.N, Hyunjin and Seungmin were easily pointed out. Pulling my gaze away from the main floor I followed Chan's voice to a room.

“So sorry about being late.” My uncle apologized to his employer. Bowing awkwardly, once I entered the rather large room I did the same.

“Ah! No no. You're both here now, that's what matters!” Chan chuckled, waving his hands about. “The food is ready down by the pool and in the kitchen. Feel free to eat whatever you'd like. You can leave your things in here for the night. If you have any questions, ask me or one of the other members.”

“Alright, thanks! You guys deserve this. Keep that in mind alright?” My uncle teased Chan. Nudging him as they both began to leave the room. But it was true. They worked so hard. I'd often find Chan working late hours in the studio. Sometimes even finding him asleep at his desk. Even though I see him nearly every day I still get butterflies from his voice alone. He was so kind and friendly. Chan was stopped in the doorway. Turning to face him, his kind eyes greeted me.

“So glad you decided to come as well F/N.” Chan smiled.

“O-oh yeah. My uncle asked me to go. I'm not usually a huge partier.” I chuckled awkwardly. Fumbling out my words without thought. Playing with my hands.

“Alright alright. Have fun then! See you around.” he turned his back to me with a wave and walked out of the room. He was way too cute. Sure he was a little older than me but he was so damn adorable.

Wandering my way back to my uncle. Who already had a drink in his hand and was placed near the pool. The in-ground pool went from shallow to deep. LED white lights lit up the water from the quickly darkening sky. Members Han and Changbin were spotted in the decently crowded pool. Both shirtless, their short brown hair stuck to wet foreheads. While Lee-know and Felix were sitting on one of the many pool chairs surrounding it. Their fancy yet casual clothes, matching with sandy and bleach blonde neat hair. Swarms of other staff soon came flooding out the kitchen doors. Chan and Seungmin took a seat with the other members by the pool. While Hyunjin jumped into the pool with the other two. His manager ran after him yelling. Though Hyunjin didn't care. Whilst I was zoning out admiring- I mean watching Chan and the other members. My uncle had wandered off. Leaving me silent and alone. My first choice would have been to go with Chan. but the members were swarmed with other people. I didn't want to get involved in awkward conversation. The growl in my stomach made it clear what the right easiest move was.

Going back inside the huge kitchen was nearly empty. Other than one red headed person sitting at the decently sized quarts island filled with snacks. Taking a random bowl of chips I sat with them.

“Hey, you work with Chan hyung right?” The person next to me questioned. His sly voice graced my ears and I knew who it was.

“Jeongin?”

“Hello! That's me, yes. Though, you didn't answer my question.” He retorted. Taking a hefty spoon full of pink ice cream in his mouth.

“Y-yeah I work for him.. technically. I’m surprised you remember me.” I replied, no longer shy to stuff my face as well. A wholesome sweet grin came across I.N’s face. Spoon still in his mouth.

“So. I’m guessing you started work here because of your uncle? How you like it?” I.N inquired leaning closer to me. His hand resting on his cheek, the other held his spoon. Splashing from outside united with cheering chatter making a background track.

“It's fun. Considering I enjoy your guy’s music and you're all having fun. Expressing yourself freely to the world. It's nice. Free. Fresh.” replying after hastily swallowing a mouth full of dry chips.

“Wow. I didn't know you thought of us like that. T-thank you. Really.” He replied sincerely. Swiping a spoon around in his melted ice cream. The doors to the place swung open and staff members practically dragged I.N away. Leaving his sad melted ice cream alone. One holding his arm looking to be his own manager. I.N smiled back at me from his awkward place in the door frame. “Sorry! Though we'll chat again soon I'm sure!”

Alone yet again. Though now I could really eat. Munching away on my own with the casual guest looking for snack bowls. The night lingered on. As I watched the chaos from behind the safe glass doors.

Once I was satisfied with eating I started cleaning up the dishes. Felix was quick to join me at the sink. Han, Chan and other staff were soon joining us. The guests not staying the night cleared out as we did up the dishes. Felix and Han left for the showers after helping with most of the dishes. Until it was only Chan and I silently doing the last few. Then came another hill to get over.

My drunk uncle. He stumbled in the door with the help of two other staff members. Yelling nonsense. The other two staff were a little tipsy themselves. Stumbling around. Chan rushed over before I even had the thought. Grabbing my uncle's arm with one of his. The other staff left us to ourselves, though I'm sure it was because they were tipsy. So it was me, my uncle and Chan barely able to hold him up. Taking my uncle’s other arm, evening the hold on him.

“Well.. Guess we are stuck getting him upstairs.” Chan sighed, a slight awkward giggle.

“So sorry…he's too heavy to lift alone.” apologizing as we walked toward the staircase. After a sore mangled walk upstairs I could rest. Chan stood at the door after helping lay my uncle down.

“Really. Thank you. If you umm. Ever want to just chat feel free to call or text me.” Chan suggested in the door frame. Between a lit hallway and dark room I was in. As I had yet to answer he began to play with the hair on the back of his neck. “F/N?”

“Y-yes! I will thank you too. S-sleep well.” I nodded and my cheeks flushed. He nodded and walked off to his room. After he left I flopped on the bed, without a second thought of preparing for sleep.

Roughly three hours into the long night. I was awakened by the beast in the room. My uncle's dreadful snore. Tossing and turning in the soft gray sheets before giving up to leave. Rather than sitting in the boring kitchen I made my way to get some fresh air outside. Without all the people it was so nice. A beautiful view. Other than the insane amount of garbage littering the yard. I had nothing better to do, so I picked up the remaining garbage. Humming the newest songs from Stray kids as I fished garbage out of the pool. It didn't sound fun but it was. The nice cool summer air was relaxing. The sound of crickets and a slight breeze.

“F/N?”

“AH!-” I yelped, losing my balance with a jump from shock. Trying to grab onto anything to get me out. I grabbed onto the person’s limb and pulled them in with me. I was fully clothed and in the pool. With someone else. They grabbed my waist hauling me above water. Their warm body heat warming me. Clearing my view from water to see who saved me but also made me fall in.

“Chan?” I questioned. My face warmed quickly. His orange T shirt clung to his built form. Stray blonde hair stuck to his forehead. Then his hand.. Placed firmly on my nearly see through shirt.

“Yeah it's me. Are you alright?”

“Y-yes...”

“Why are you out here?” Chan questioned loosening his grip on me. His gaze, only full of concern, focused on me. “Oh- sorry for knocking you in and scaring you.”

“Well. I couldn't sleep. My uncle is uh..a loud sleeper. No no it's not your fault for scaring me. I should have been paying more attention.” I admitted. His gaze lightened at my remark. Relaxing his hand off my hip. We swam toward the shallow end. After a moment of calming comfortable silence. “Why are you out here?”

“Same as you. Though no noisy sleeping buddy. Just couldn't sleep. Nothing new.” He sighed. Resting his back on the side of the pool. Staring up into the stars. Though it was a beautiful night to look at. That view I could look up in the sky and see anytime. This view in front of me. Not so much. But no. I wasn't really surprised to see Chan awake. He had always been bad at sleeping regular hours. Chan looked over to face me again. “I was planning to relax out here. Saw you. Figured it'd be nice to chat. But being in this pool. Seems more fun!”

“Hey!” I yelped as Chan splashed water to my side of the pool. The war began. Water fired left to right as we showered eachother with pool water. The most smiles i've had all night. The night sky only made it more relaxing. Our wet hair swished back out of the way so we could aim. Every moment was amazing, filled with laughter on both ends. Until Chan paused.

“What time is it? It's getting cold, yeah?” He looked around his hands resting on opposing biceps. The cool breeze finally got to me. It must have been at least two am by now. My wet clothes clung to my equally wet form.

“Y-yeah. To be honest I don't wanna leave. My uncle is snoring like nuts.” I sighed. Covering my arms as well. The shivering started to be visible. In search of anything to keep us warm.

“Here. this will keep us warmer." Chan glided over to me. I admit I had gotten nervous. His shirt clinging to his built form. All the more clear once he was closer. Realizing he would notice the same about me, I attempted to cover my chest. My temperature does not seem so cold anymore. He stood right in front of me with his arms open. “Is.. it ok if i hug you? Y’know to keep us warm.”

“yeah. Go ahead. No need to ask.” as soon as a single syllable was voiced, his arms were around me. He was so warm. Though we didn't know each other too well this felt so comfortable. Feeling safe in his arms. “Thanks, this is nice. I mean uhh it's nice and warm.”

“Good to hear. Didn't want you getting cold. You're so warm.” Saying that last part in nearly a whisper, he rested his head on my shoulder. Nearly jumping at his sudden movement. feeling his muscles against my chest and abdomen, as I was pressed close to him. My hands moved to his chest unintentionally. His warm breath crawled down my neck. feeling the blush flooding my face. “Listen, there's something I'd like to tell you. Will you hear me out?”

“Y-Yes of course. What's up?” attempting to lighten the mood, I replied in a friendly way. But his intense gaze returned to face me. The heated tension only got worse.

“I.. like you. A lot. Since you started working here I couldn't help but be drawn to you. The way you talk, how you care for others, all of it. I’d love to learn more about you.” Chan admitted. His cheeks dusted pink as his gaze drifted all over as he tried to find words. While I was also at a loss for words. Though. Chan was really my favorite of the members. I had always looked at him with an admiring gaze more so than the others. His sweet smile is like the sun after a rainy day. I made my move. Grabbing his shoulders I kissed him in the whirlpool of emotions I was feeling. His hands loosened on my waist. It was only a moment before he pulled me away by my hips. Though our bodies are all the more closer.

(spice)

“Ah- Wait F/N dont move.” Chan said nervously, begging. Desperately holding my hips still. His chest rising and falling slightly. I moved only briefly realizing why he wasn't facing me. A bulge pressed against my thigh. Which I could only imagine- “Sorry. This is my fault.”

“It's alright. I- don't mind..uhmm.. Exploring…” I answered truthfully. Chan moved away a little. His hands rested on my shoulders as he looked me in the eye.

“Are you sure?. Really. Don't feel pressured.” He expressed again. The question hovering in the air was only making us both more excited. I nodded looking away from him. He came close again and kissed me. The sudden contact against me made me moan slightly. Chan took the advantage and deepened the kiss. Catching our breath for a moment he pulled his wet shirt over his head. His set of polished abs staring mockingly at me. My silent stare directed to his figure. “To much?”

“No. not at all…”

“Haha. you wanna touch them?” Chan asked, gesturing to the location of my stare with his kind eyes. I slowly crept my hands toward him. Butterflies swarm in my stomach. He caught my hand gently and placed it upon his chest. only staring at my hand as I explored the feeling. His hand hovering over mine, pulled it to a stop. My gaze back on him. “Do I get a chance to.. Explore?”

“Oh. right..” I replied. Chan’s gaze at my soaked shirt, I could feel the nerves in his voice. It seemed more like a question than any type of demand. Taking my shirt off as well leaving it a float in the water. With only a bra on in the open air though Being cold wasn't much of a concern. After a pause of any movement and stares being exchanged we were tangled by eachother again. His hands slid up my bare waist, mine resting at his chest again. Warm breaths filled the space between us as he slowly backed me into the side of the pool.

“Are you ready?” He asked with a little grin. Whether it was a nervous grin or excitement I have to find out. My face lit aflame at his question, imagining the dirtiest possible outcome. Before I could say anything he lifted me up with ease. Setting me on the side of the pool. His grip on my waist leaving after he made sure I was comfortable.

“W-what are you doing? It's more cold out here-”

“Mm? Really?” He teased me. Pulling himself above the water. Placing either of his hands by my thighs. His hips between my legs. My hands that had been attempting to cover my nearly BARE chest, now covering my heated face. Though pulled away moments after to be greeted with a soft smile and sweet words. “Are you ok with this?”

He held both of my hands as he scanned my face for an answer. But those sweet words were pushed out of the way by the clear bulge showing through his tight brown jeans. By any means it wasn't small. Seriously. What is this man doing to me?! I don't open my legs for anyone. But my body didn't exactly plan on going anywhere. My mind once again drifting.

“I-its alright.” finally answering him. I could tell he was losing his patience. My response came out as more of a plea than a response. With my answer he kissed a trail from my collar bone up my neck. Meeting my gaze again he pushed the stray strands of wet hair off my face. Bending down to kiss my thighs. Before-

“Ah~!” my hand flew from his shoulders to my mouth. The night time air didn't really feel to cold anymore. He looked up at me lustfully, his lips still placed on my thigh. He slowly moved more in between my legs. Closer to my heat. Leaving a soft kiss.

“Don't stop. Let me hear more of your music.” Chan teased between my thighs, sucking a purple mark on my inner thigh. “You don't wanna go back inside with your uncle. Yeah? Let's go to my room.”

A/N: my room? naw naw naw it's Channies room! lol ik not funny. sorry this is SO long. most wont be like this. thanke for reading! :3

[kirihotto]

Friends Attentive Brother {Taehyun X Reader 16+}

→ Warnings: Slightly aggressive dom

→ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content. 

→ Genre: Friends brother likes you

→ Summary: Hanging out with your friends you go over to one of there houses for the night. Expecting to have the place to yourselves. Her older brother had a change of plans. So your all stuck together for the rainy night. 

→ Word Count: 2 801 

Disclaimer: All members are face and name claims for the story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. All works are purely for entertainment purposes.

Published: 01/10/23

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"Hey brooo~" My best friend Minho {No. not lee know minho} called out poorly to her brother standing in the door. Us. soaking wet. Since it was pouring rain, we all huddled under the roof sheltering each entryway. It had been all sunshine and rainbows until we decided to go back from the mall. Minho just stood with a dumb grin on her face. While the other two girls behind us were shivering and nudging her. Minho's way to attractive of a brother stood with a confused glare at us. Until finally she spoke. "Let us innn! I thought you were away for the night."

"Plans changed. Come in you guys." He smiled, moving his frame from the grip on the doors. We piled in the safe, cozy place's entryway. I've been here a few times. Even though it was small it was rather nice. Dark Hardwood floors trailing to the living room. Which was filled with two black soft leather couches and matching loveseat. A circle white table sat in the middle, and a few plants decorated it. Fluffy white rug underneath. The kitchen lined with black cupboards and white countertops. Tall black leather seats met the island. A set of two huge glass doors, leading to a balcony. Taehyun marched up to Minho waving a finger in her face. "Stay here, I'll grab towels. Don't fool around too late."

"Yeah yeah." She pouted. Snatching a towel from Taehyun. He gently handed the rest of the stack to us. But my gaze was rather focused on him than the task at hand. His bleach blonde hair resting above his brows. Slender frame layered with a black hoodie and black slightly ripped jeans. A pair of white Puma slides to complete the 'at home' look. His doe eyes caught my staring ones. He only smiled slightly. Before he walked off in the direction of his room. Minho taking the floor, leading us down the same hallway. "Alright. You can put your towels here once you're done. Feel free to change here or my room. We can take turns and wait in the living room."

I changed into my pajamas for the night. Well. not really pajamas as much as they were comfy clothes. Pink shorts and a baggy gray sweater. My wet hair fresh and combed down. Sitting on the comfy couch as the other girls got changed. One by one we got dressed and scrolled through our phones. Warming up from all the wet journey. Minho quickly dragged us to her room once we finished changing. Her room was way different from the relaxed neutral appeal of the rest of the house. The room was all greens, blues and a little yellow. But very much still girly. Fluffy accent pillows, cute stuffies, flowers, jewelry, all sorts. Joo-jin and Byun stole the two most comfortable spots on the bed. Minho sat on the small desk chair backward and I sat on one of the many fluffy pillows on the floor. For once the other two's focus wasn't on their cells. Minho had clearly noticed.

"So. drama? Tea? All the deets we couldn't spill in public. Asap!" Minho demanded. Her eyes searched for a spark of fiery passion.

"I mean yeah.. With Byumho and his girlfriend." Joo-jin softly remarked. Minho instantly put the issue on full blast. While I did like my friends I wasn't about to sit here and listen to drama about boys. Any other drama besides boys I'd be all into listening. Opening a random rhythm game on my phone and tapping away. While the other three shared information about each other's crushes.

"So F/N you like anyone?" Minho rolled her chair over to my sad spot on the floor. I shook my head and my focus turned back to the level. Clearly not satisfied she let out a complaining sigh. "Come onnn! I know you have your heart set on someone."

"No i- hey!-" I was trying to deny it when she snatched my phone from my grip. The sad sound of failure rang in the air.

"Fine. whatever. But get your nose out of that game. Let's start our own game." Minho chuckled, rolling her chair back to the center of the small room. All eyes focused on her. She stuck out a finger in my direction. I cocked an eyebrow at her in confusion. "Truth or dare me."

"Truth or dare?" I sighed out. Not knowing what I'd choose for her in either of those options.

"Dare."

"I dare you.. to be nice to your brother for the rest of the day." Nice one. That had been easier than expected. She looked 'wounded' and growled. I just laughed at her dramatic expression. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad.

"Joo-jin! T or D?" Minho called out. They were all just so much more energetic than I was. As well as being pretty popular. "Mmm. oh! I dare you to tell my brother you like him."

"What! I don't. Ugh ok ok." Joo-jin's focus went to Byun. "T or D?"

"Truth."

"Did you used to have a crush on Taehyun?" Joo-jin questioned. A swirl of dread flooded my stomach at the insinuation. Maybe not so fun..

"Well. not really but like he was really cute." Byun admitted with a nervous blush.

"Seriously. What is with the topic of my brother? Ugh. he wasn't even supposed to be here tonight. He was supposed to be with his bandmates in Busan." Minho complained. I had forgotten he was a member of a new group. Minho burst through my thoughts again. "F/N T or D?"

"Uhhh Truth. Wasn't Byun supposed to ask me?" I chose quickly.

"Whatever, I'm sure she will agree with my offer. With the topic of my brother in the air. Who do you like?" Minho questioned shooting me a daring gaze. My face lit aflame when I realized what that glance had meant.

"Oh you so do." Byun smirked. Assuming she had agreed to Minho's 'truth offer.'

"You'd be so cute together." Joo-jin blurted.

"Come on, just admit it! I wont be mad, it's fine. He is single as far as I know." Minho Finished with a wink. They all leaned in closer to me. Eyeing me for a reaction, which I could easily feel in my burning up face.

"Alright! Fine! Fine. I like Taehyun ok? You happy?" All the girls squealed after my way too loud of a claim. Slumping over my crossed legs and covering my blushed face. Though I hadn't really thought of... dating him..

"Ok ok! Ask me one!" Minho squealed, waving her hands about in excitement. I was done with chaos and tired. It didn't take much longer for the other girls to get tucked into bed as well. Minho stole my phone so i didn't have any music tonight to keep me safe from her slumber.

In the dark room filled with flowery aroma and snoring girls I lie down awake. Knowing it was useless to look for my phone in the dark or try sleeping. I made a break for the living room. It was oh so cozy. The house was all dark other than the moon lit living room. Shiny rain trailing down the glass doors as I stared out. My warm hand resting on the cool glass. The moments from today are finally catching up to me. It was so fun other than being soaking wet and I Hadn't thought of dating Taehyun. I always seemed to stare at him while I was here. He is just so good looking. But those kind eyes. Meeting mine. I'd love nothing more than that warm gaze to be on me.

"F/N?" A male voice called from not far behind me. Apparently his gaze was on me. My heart instantly knew who it was. Jumping out of my chest by just his silky voice calling my name. He made his way over to me and leaned on the cold glass next to me. His arm resting against the glass above his head. I'd have to pray it was dark enough for him not to notice my intense blush. Yet it was enough to see his beautiful features.

"Y-yeah. Sorry, did I wake you?" I replied, finally looking him up in the eye. He smiled and shook his head.

"No no. I'm sure we're up for the same reason" he stated, nudging his head toward the hallway we had just come from. His slender hand slid down the nape of his neck. His eyes focused on mine. "I came out here to grab my charger. But.. here you are."

"Yeah. o-oh! I'm ok alone. I'm not even that tired. It's just so nice. The rain." My view flew quickly back to said rain. Taehyun's gaze still noticeably scanned me. Presumably hunting for a lie. Until he did the same. Looking out to see what was visible of the city lights.

"Well.. what if I'm not?" Taehyun questioned, leaning slightly in my direction. His gaze focused outside. His dark eyes glistened upon the cold dark sky. A small smile graced his face.

"Oh, I can stay with you." After a moment of processing I answered him. Once more staring.

"You don't have to. But I certainly wouldn't mind having someone like you to pass the time with." He gave me a side eye before releasing a sigh. Leaning his back against the cold glass rather than his side. His face toward the ceiling. Long eyelashes shadowing his cheeks.

"I was planning on staying out here anyway. May as well stick together." Honestly, I wanted to run away so bad. My mind is racing a mile a minute. Poorly attempting to make sense of my emotions. But clearly my racing heartbeat was the silent, yet loud and clear answer.

"Let's get comfy. It's awfully cold. " Taehyun offered. Making his way toward the couches. A blanket was quick to appear next to him. Along with myself. He tossed half of the soft white blanket barely on me. "I won't bite. Let's watch a movie?"

"Sure. not too loud to wake them." I reminded him. Taehyun chuckled slightly, grabbing the remote from its place on the table. Flopping back comfortably and turning on the TV. Scrolling through movies he picked one that played quietly behind our chatter.

"I don't want to disturb others. But Minho. Mm she deserves it." Taehyun giggled slightly, reaching for his phone. A scroll later and a sad sigh erupted. An irritable run of fingers through his blonde locks. "If it weren't so stormy."

"Oh? I thought you said it was nice." shocked at the sudden mood change. He seemed so relaxed. Now tense and slightly salty. The bright LED screens lit up the otherwise dark room. Taehyun's gaze wandered his cell screen.

"Oh yeah haha. It's pretty, don't get me wrong. We had to delay our practice again due to bad driving conditions." another sigh and wave of his hands. He tossed his phone on the soft pillows next to him. His focus was back on the TV. while mine had hardly left him. His tousled blonde hair attempting to hide under a big black hood. "It doesn't matter. This is nice."

After a half an hour or so of my eyes drifting from Taehyun to the bright tv screen. When my gaze met the TV I'd only think about my feelings toward him. My heart raced steadily through the entire half hour. Until the movie had gotten more... intense than expected. Nonetheless we watched the two lovers 'quarrel' with each other in the sheets. Taehyun didn't seem overly uncomfortable for someone that didn't know me well. Other than his leg slightly bouncing moments before the scene came on. Looking away from him and the TV hoping to distract my thoughts. This is my friend's brother. Get a grip. I repeated in my head. But it was no use. The blush flooding my cheeks must have been visible to Taehyun by now.

"Oh sorry. I just uhm.. Zoned out." Taehyun had clicked off the TV after a quick glance at me. His focus fully on me. He took down his hood hurriedly and twisted his body in my direction. Stray blonde hair stuck up in a few places.

"No, it's ok! If you want to watch it, go ahead." I replied, waving my hands in my face. Taehyun had only let out a relieved sigh. His shoulders relaxed again. Our roles had been reversed. Now I was wondering if he was ok.

"Shh.. not too loud. It was my fault you got so worked up. You're loud when you're nervous.-" Taehyun cut himself off. Shooting me a rushed worried glance. I hadn't known why until.. How would he know that about me? Nearly giving myself whiplash in my hurried frantic glances. Unless. My statement earlier..oh no..

"H-how did you come to that conclusion? We hardly know each other." I replied hastily. Even though he was right.

"Before I say this, don't freak out. I didn't mean to listen in. My room is right next to Minho's. I can hear her snore. So you guys were yelling earlier...gah.." Taehyun fumbled upon his words. His hand resting on the nape of his neck again. Nervous habit. A slight pink dusted his cheeks. Wow. I could get used to this. Even though I knew what he was going to say next. "I heard your claim earlier. You liking me."

His focus shot up to me finally. After his statement of said knowledge his gaze hardened. Like getting those words out was a relief. While hearing those words I had claimed earlier, broke me. My heart was aching by this point. It was pounding like nuts since we sat down. now It was more of an anxious beating I'm sure. His eyes scanned my form for any sign of reaction. But once his eyes met mine we both knew.

(spice)

Taehyun tossed the blanket off us. Pinning me to the small leather couch in the moonlit living room. His hands on either side of my head. A shiver creeping down my spine. Whether it was from the sudden cold or Taehyun's intense stare from above me, I didn't know. Was he toying with me? I felt an anger start to boil in my throat. Though no words were spoken. We just stared. His dark doe eyes meet mine. Messy blonde hair dangling inches away from me.

"Luckily, I've taken a liking to you." He stated, slowly moving closer to me. His eyes flickered from my lips to my eyes. In my shock I flew my blushed face the opposite way. Facing the now oh so interesting leather pillows. Taehyun let out a quiet deep chuckle. His warm breath fanned my neck against the cold. The slight smell of his cologne filling my senses. He halted his movement. Hovering above me. "If you don't want this you have all the right to say so. At any point and time. If you don't say anything I can..continue..?"

My thoughts were racing. So he did like me. I just realized what I have been feeling toward him and now this? Though it was sudden my racing heartbeat didn't want me to go anywhere. All movement stopped as I processed my thoughts. The sound of rain slamming into the roof repeatedly, the glow of the cold blue moon. This was too good to pass up. Nodding slowly, my body relaxed. Feeling reassured I wasn't being forced or restrained.

Taehyun moved away for a moment. My eyes shifted to sneak a peak at his reaction. He seemed shocked, but a small grin was across his face. Along with a cute string of small blush. His hair tickled my neck before I felt his breath again. Soft kisses along my neck and behind my ear slightly. My eyes shut, the back of my hand over my mouth. Holding in what I knew would be a mess of tiny moans. He was hardly touching me but my fluttering heart didn't seem to care. It only craved more.

Taehyun hovered above me again. I turned my body to face him, slowly putting my hands on his lean shoulders. Tensing from my touch. We were both nervous yet trusted one another. He caressed my cheek before kissing me lightly. My hands rested together behind his neck and shoulders. Pressing our bodies together. The heat from him, warming me from the chilly air. Strings of kisses getting more and more intense. Gasping for air as he rested his forehead on mine for a moment.

"Your so beautiful.. be mine." Though it was phrased like a question. His tone said otherwise. A fiery yet passionate gaze. I was already his.

A/N: Part 2? 0.0