#skz seungmin smut

[baby-yongbok]

What Are You Looking At?

Dom!Seungmin x Sub!Fem!Reader

-`♡´- Genre: Smut, some plot mostly porn

-`♡´- Summary: One question turned into an entire scene

-`♡´- Word Count: 3.9k

-`♡´- Warnings: Dominant/Submissive Dynamics, Hard Dom Seungmin and a bit of Dom Hyunjin, Choking, Slapping [for a second] , Degradation, Semi-Public Sex, Exhibitionism, Mentions of other members relationships, OT8 are involved, Previous consent implied, use of sex toys in public, Aftercare [Some on screen, more implied off screen] (Sorry If I missed any)

-`♡´- A/N: This was something that I've wanted to post for a while but I just never got around to editing it until now! I hope that you enjoy! And yes the reader is depicted as chubby/plus size and is a POC ♡. This fic was 100% self-indulgent and contributed towards my Seungmin Brainrot

❥ Names Used Towards Reader: Slut, Pathetic, Pitiful, Whore

-`♡´- Masterlist -`♡´-

It’s not everyday that your boyfriend invites you to be his date to an event, so when Seungmin invited you to attend one of the many events to promote the new album with him and his members, you excitedly accepted. It’s been a while since you’ve all gotten together and any day with all of the boys is more than entertaining so you found yourself getting more excited than usual for this event. 

Of course, Seungmin had one condition when he invited you, he had to pick out your entire outfit. It was a fairly upscale event so formal attire was the only appropriate choice. You knew the moment that he requested to pick out your outfit that you’d be matching your man, it’s something that he loves but will never admit. He loves when the two of you look like a couple and carry similar visual energies. 

Your outfits were fairly basic. He had a white dress shirt and black slacks with small more flashy designer elements incorporated into the outfit. For you, he picked out a black gown of the same brand that he was wearing. It’s his go to dress for you to wear at events when he wants you to be on everyone’s radar. When he wants the two of you to be eye-catching and wants every single person in the room to eye the dips and curves of your perfect plush figure.  

There was one condition to your outfit though, a dare of sorts. 

“Why are these here?” You asked as you looked over the outfit laid out on your bed. The soft black panties with the built in vibrator along the gusset were resting on top of your velvety black gown.

“Ah, right, I wanted to propose a little game for the night.” You eyed Seungmin through the bedroom mirror as he fiddled with the glossy buttons of his dress shirt. “ You wear those and let me control them throughout the night. If you hide it well you get to be in charge tonight.” 

Your face lights up at the sound of his offer. You’ve been begging him to let you dominate him in bed for months but he always turns you down.  

“If you make it too obvious or get caught in any way then I get to use you all night.” He turns to face you, slipping a hand into his pocket. “And I can use any toy that I please.”

You suck your teeth at him, he’s been itching to use the new spreader bar that he ordered a month ago since the day that it arrived. You weren’t sure about it when it got here and you still aren’t very sure about it now. Of course you think that it’ll be fun to use but you know Seungmin and you know just how rough he likes to be when you aren’t restricted by any toys or rope so you can only imagine how it’ll be when your legs are permanently spread open for him. You think for a second, trying to weigh your options but the thought of being able to be in charge of him for a night is way too tempting to pass up. 

“Deal.” You smile, holding out your pinky finger and he copies the action twisting his finger around yours and leaning in for a swift kiss. 

“Good luck, I’m not gonna take it easy on you.”

“Would it be so horrible to let me be in charge?” You scoff as you slip the panties on, aligning the vibrator to rest against your clit and folds comfortably. 

“Nah.” Just as you move to pick up your dress a deep vibration rumbles through your core and a gasp leaves your lips followed by a choked moan. You glare over at your boyfriend, his hand is in his pocket, most likely holding the tiny remote, and there’s a devious smirk resting on his lips while he watches you. “I just figured that if I’m gonna do it I should make you work for it.”

“You’re not gonna break me.” You roll your eyes as you push your thighs together, the vibrations stop abruptly and you let out a breath that you weren’t even aware you were holding.

“You know that I love a challenge."

You were more than excited when you saw all of the boys, but they seemed ten times more excited to see you. They updated you on everything that they could think of from games that they’ve started playing, songs that they started writing, and Hyunjin even let you get a sneak peak into his art folder on his phone. Of course, Seungmin decided to torture you in the most delicious way the entire time, but much to his dismay, you held your composure, even with him whispering pure filth into your ear all evening. You’ve been through your fair share of edging and teasing since dating Seungmin so a game like this was nothing compared to the countless times that you’ve begged and cried on his cock after being fucked for hours on end. He’s the type of dominant that takes pleasure in training his submissive and you’re the type of submissive that loves to do everything so perfectly that it’s almost infuriating, especially for someone like Seungmin who has a thing for taming brats.

“Can I have a coffee too?” You asked as you sat between Hyunjin and Changbin. Your boyfriend only glared at you as he stood from his seat and made his way over to the coffee machine to make himself a drink. You try your best to hide your smirk as you push your thighs together. He's being extra mean to you today and all of the guys have noticed it. They’ve all been extremely nice to you to make up for it but what they don’t know is that this is all a part of Seungmin’s game. He knows that you’re an absolute slut for degradation and that each nasty word and eyeroll is getting under your skin and sending a shock right to your clit but to the guys the two of you are just having a bad day. 

Changbin puts in his request right after you and follows by repeating your question but he’s met with silence just as you were a second ago. Instead of answering either of you, Seungmin starts talking to Jeongin about something that you’re barely paying any attention to as he makes everyone a drink except you, allegedly. 

You zone out as Changbin starts messing with Hyunjin, he’s teasing him about something random and the sound of them laughing registers as a distant echo as you take the time to admire just how good your man looks right now. You’ve seen Seungmin in more suits than you can count but there’s something about what he’s wearing tonight that has you in a choke hold. Maybe it's the perfect fit of his pressed dress shirt or the way the fabric of his dress pants stretches over his thighs. It could also be the fact that you’ve been edged by these damn vibrating panties for the past two and a half hours. You sat through an entire press conference as your boyfriend messed with the tiny remote in his pocket, watching you from the corner of his eye and stopping the vibration right when he saw your eyes roll back or noticed your balance become a bit unsteady. 

 You watch him as he takes out his phone and glances over at you for no more than a second before looking down at his screen. The micro interaction snaps you out of your daze and you pull your attention over to Changbin as you try your best to focus on anything else.

“You looked so cute on the stage, Hyunjinnie.” Changbin continues to tease the man next to you as he reaches behind you to pinch at his cheeks. Hyunjin moves away, dodging his hand and looking down at his phone, most likely to text his girlfriend who’s a close friend of yours. You smile to yourself since you’re the one who introduced them to each other and played cupid for a bit until they fell for each other.

“Binnie, he’s gonna keep ignoring you if you don’t -” You’re cut off by a loud gasp that catches Changbin off guard and startles Felix who’s sitting next to him. You clear your throat and shift in your seat a bit, trying your best to calm down as the vibrator buzzes against your core at its highest setting. Once you feel that you’ve settled a bit you glare over at your boyfriend with the calmest expression you can manage to keep. He stares back at you, matching your expression with a hint of a smirk on his face. 

"What are you looking at?" The slight smile on his face contradicts the bite in his voice and you find yourself pressing your plush thighs together again. The pressure against your clit pushes you closer to your orgasm but that’s the last thing that you want to do. You can’t cum here in front of all of his friends, not because it would be embarrassing, the two of you have talked about putting on a show for his friends for a long time and you’re more than into it, but if you cum right now in front of everyone you’ll lose the game. There’s no way that you’re losing this. 

"Seungmin, stop being so mean to her, what's up with you two?" Hyunjin tries to come to your defense, pushing his phone into his pocket and glaring at the younger member as you choke back a moan.

"She's a slut." His tone is flat like he’s speaking a well known fact.

"Hey, whoa why would you say that?" It's Changbin's turn to defend you, he sounds more than fed up with the attitude that your partner has had towards you today. Gosh, if only he knew the half of it.

"Because it's true, you're a slut aren't you?" Seungmin turns his attention towards you, taking a couple of steps forward and standing with his arms crossed over his chest as he watches you hold back. He notices every slight raise of your eyebrows and the way that you lightly bite at your bottom lip, he knows that he’s winning. All movement in the room comes to a subtle stop as the members watch the situation unfold in front of them. You can hear the door open and close quickly and you assume that what was left of the staff decided to give you all some privacy, thank gosh.

"Seungmin, seriously, stop it." Chan speaks up as he makes his way to the side of the couch that you’re sitting on with Changbin and Hyunjin. Your boyfriend is way too invested in you to heed his warning, he’s way too focused on winning to care about what anyone else says. He rolls up his sleeves further before kneeling in front of you and grabbing your jaw harshly. 

“Look at me.” You swiftly fix your gaze on him, earning more of a smile from the dark haired man in front of you. You can hear Han, Jeongin and Minho protest the harsh action in your defense. They all turn their chairs to face the two of you and Changbin moves over a bit to give you some room between him and Hyunjin. 

“Seungmin seriously.” Chan protests again, putting his hand on the younger member's shoulder but he swiftly shrugs it off, never taking his eyes off of you. 

"Tell them." You whimper at his request as you bat your thick lashes at him. Your glassy doe eyes tell him everything that he needs to know, He’s studied every single part of you, every move and every sound. You’re trying so hard to keep it in but your sub space is setting in heavy especially with all of these eyes on you, it just turns you on ten times more. You’re a sucker for being a good girl for your man especially when there’s an audience.  

"I'm a slut." Your words come out in a gasp as a tear trails down your cheek. The vibration abusing your clit feels so much more intense as your vision becomes hazy and your body starts to feel like it’s floating. Seungmin’s fully smiling now, admiring how pretty you look in your headspace. Since you’ve slipped into yours it’s time for him to fully slip into his. He’s in full dominant mode now, he’s hyper vigilant, using his extensive knowledge of you to lead him through the scene. Han stands from his seat, looking over the younger man's shoulder, unsure of what to say. 

"Tell. Them. Now." A small yet firm slap to your cheek punctuates each word that comes out of his mouth and you can hear Felix’s deep voice start to protest before it’s cut off by a deep moan leaving your parted lips. It feels like the air in the room thickened as soon as the sound registered, you blink a couple of times as you try to think of a way to cover it up, maybe you can say that you’re just kidding, maybe you can say that it was all a filthy prank. Maybe you’ll just ignore Seungmin’s orders, you need to win this game, there’s no way that you can lose.

Your thoughts are racing at a hundred miles per hour, but the moment that your eyes meet your partner's brown ones again, you cave. You crack completely, slipping deep enough into your sub space to be at his mercy. You know that he’d never put you in an unsafe situation and you both have even spoken to the guys about letting them sit in on a scene between you and him some day, you just didn’t know that today would be the day, to be fair none of them did, not even Seungmin.

"What the fuck?" That’s all that he can manage to think of but instead of answering him Seungmin waves at him dismissively. 

"Shh you'll miss the best part." His eyes stay on yours as he watches you slip and even through your hazy state you don’t dare to break his gaze.

"Color?" Changbin furrows his brows at the question that leaves your boyfriend's lips and Hyunjin raises his. You mumble a weak ‘green’ and you can hear your boyfriend confirm your response faintly before you turn your attention back over to your rising orgasm.

"No fucking way." Hyunjin scoffs in disbelief, a surprised yet entertained smile on his face. 

"Looks like you got caught." Seungmin teases as he exchanges looks with Hyunjin, the only other open and proud dominant in the room. Since you introduced Hyunjin to your close friend who is now his girlfriend and submissive, he and Seungmin have often talked about having semi-public scenes with their partners in front of the other members. Hyunjin swore that he'd be the first to do it but it looks like Seungmin beat him to it. 

"Pathetic isn't she?" Seungmin asks towards Hyunjin and he clicks his tongue in response. 

"Absolutely pitiful." 

"Why the fuck are you guys doing that? She's fucking crying for Christ's sake." Minho makes his way over to stand next to Chan and at this point there's an entire circle around the two of you. Hyunjin watches you with curious eyes and an amused grin as you press your plush thighs together which truly isn’t helping the violent pulsing of your clit against your panties. 

Seungmin watches you too, keeping note of your reaction and searching for any signs of discomfort. Once he's sure that you’re fine he lets go of his grip on your jaw and you whine at the loss of contact. You’re way too far gone to care about how you look or sound now, all that you know is that you're absolutely desperate for release and you’ll do anything to get it.

"You guys don't believe that she's a slut?" The room is quiet in response to Seungmin's question as they all watch her. Now they're catching on. "Watch."

Seungmin's hand cages your neck swiftly, pinning you against the curved back of the couch. His grip is light at first as he only applies a soft amount of pressure to the sides of your throat but you can feel his grip gradually become more intense with each passing second and you can’t help the whining moans that escape you as you fight the urge to rut your hips into the air as your dripping pussy clenches around nothing. 

"Seungmin, what the -'' Changbin is cut off by a loud whiny moan escaping you once Seungmin hits the pressure that you go dumb for. You lose your self control almost instantly and give into your horny desire to rut your hips into the air, desperate for any type of friction. 

"Such a whore. You want to cum?" You shake your head as best you can with whines falling from your lips uncontrollably. "Hyunjin, countdown from five."

"I'd love to." Hyunjin, turns more towards the two of you to get a clear look at the desperation on your face with each number that passes.

 "Five” He waits for a couple of seconds too long, clearly teasing you. Your friend did say that he could be a tease. You just wish that you weren’t finding that out right now. “Four...Three.”

He rests his chin in his palm, pretending to be bored with the task despite the smirk on his face “Three and a half....Two....hm where was I?"

Seungmin chuckles at your frustrated whine as Hyunjin fake pouts towards the two of you.

"Better start over to be sure." 

"I think you're right, let's see." Hyunjin takes a deep breath and you can’t help but to let out a deep desperate cry as tears flow down your cheeks. You’ve been holding back for so long that it feels like every inch of your body is on fire. You know the rules: If you cum without permission you get punished. Seungmin’s punishments are anything but fun. He has a talent for coming up with the most grueling punishments that could ever cross a dominants mind. You’ve learned to love them in a strange way but you’ve already lost the game, you don’t want to give him more to look forward to tonight. 

"So pretty when you cry" Seungmin smirks at Hyunjin’s comment while the others around them simply watch in aroused confusion. They haven't taken their eyes off of you since the beginning and they wouldn’t dream of even blinking now.  

"Alright so let’s do it nice and slow this time. One, Two, Three.”

“Three and a half.” He pauses, closing his eyes to ‘think’ for a second “Four....Four and a half.... Hmm.”

“What's after that?" Seungmin teases in mock confusion and Hyunjin shrugs as he looks around at the other members who now seem more than entertained by the game the two are playing.

"Mm, I don't remember. Do you remember, Felix?" Hyunjin asks the blonde sitting next to Changbin as he shifts his gaze fully towards you so that he can admire the way your eyes roll back as your body practically shakes with anticipation. Seungmin loosened his grip on your neck a couple of seconds ago but you haven’t stopped moaning and whimpering ever since he first touched you. 

"No clue." Hyunjin smiles as Felix plays along with him and Seungmin’s game.

"Hm, what about you Chan? Do you remember what comes after four?" Seungmin looks over at his elder, giving him a slight head tilt to confirm that he can truly answer. The once confused but now fully aroused member takes a second before replying. He looks over at you before finally saying the very thing that you’ve been dying to hear

"Five" You gasp in excitement as your lidded eyes meet the lust glazed ones of your partner. It’s almost like you forgot that everyone else was in the room. All that mattered was Seungmin and you only wanted to hear him say one thing.

"Lucky girl" Seungmin pulls you forward by your neck, the harsh movement makes you drag out a loud and lazy moan. "Cum."

Without so much as a second thought you’re letting go in front of everyone. You’re shaking, crying and gasping like a fish out of water as your orgasm rips through you like the venom of a vampire. You lean forward into Seungmin as you grid your cunt against the couch and rest your head on his shoulder. He moves his hand from your neck to your back as he rubs soothing circles into the velvet fabric of your dress. 

“That’s my girl. Sounds so pretty, did so well.” Everyone watches as they weave through various stages of amazement and disbelief as you come down from your high.

Once he sees that you’re riding out the pleasure Seungmin reaches into his pocket to turn off the vibrator. You pant against him, small whimpers escaping you as tears roll down your cheeks. 

“Han, would you pass me a water bottle please?” He does as he asks, leaning over a shocked Minho to reach for the water bottles on the table and handing one to Seungmin.

“I’ll get you your coffee and then I’ll hold you alright? Can you wait for just a second?” He whispers in your ear and you nod against him the best that you can. Usually he’d ask you to use your words but he figured that he’ll let it slide this time.

 Seungmin gives you a soft kiss on your cheek before leaning you back against the couch. You nearly fall over into Changbin who holds you up awkwardly before Hyunjin moves in a bit closer to you. He gives Seungmin a look, asking for permission to touch you which your partner swiftly allows before standing from his spot in front of you and moving back to the coffee machine. He rolls up his sleeves that have fallen down a bit as he starts the machine again and starts to make your favorite aftercare drink. 

Hyunjin puts his arm around you and he allows you to rest on his chest, he rubs up and down your arm and whispers to you to try and ground you a bit. This isn’t the first time that you and Seungmin have done a scene with Hyunjin so he’s no stranger to the type of aftercare that you receive. The rest of the boys look between your limp body resting against your friend and your boyfriend who’s nonchalantly operating the coffee machine while they  quietly try to put the pieces together and figure out exactly what they just witnessed. Seungmin feels the burning stares on the side of his face as he waits for your glass to fill and turns towards his members with a straight face. 

"What are you looking at?" No one responds, they all just stare between you as they open and close their mouths and try to figure out the right question to ask while attempting to hide their aching hard ons. The room stays quiet until Jeongin sighs and stands from his seat.

"Is anyone going to ask what the fuck just happened or is it going to have to be me?"

[Note: In a healthy BDSM dynamic or scene all members involved should consent before hand. This is a work of fiction and is no way a representation of what real ethical scenes should look like unless there are clear boundaries.]

[hanjisung-enjoyer]

friends w benefits; ksm

tags: dom!seungmin, afab!reader, oral (m rec), facefucking, recording, a lil soft aftercare

“ just like that,” seungmin grunted under his breath.

if his head wasn’t thrown back against the wall, you would be able to see his usually soft puppy-like features contorted in pleasure as you take his cock down your throat.

however, he couldn’t let you know how crazy you made him.

he couldn’t let you know how affected he was by the way your hips swayed to the music during their group practice earlier, the curves of your body hugged by small shorts and a white tank top that allowed him a glimpse of your cleavage every time you bent down.

he couldn’t let you see the way his cock twitched in his pants when you dragged him by the wrist into the closet after the practice had concluded, teasing and whispering into his ear how his staring didn’t go unnoticed for the last few hours spent together.

and he absolutely couldn’t let you find out about how his heart melted when you pressed your lips against his, molded in a perfect rhythm that made him want you in more ways than the horny arrangement the two of you had going on for the last few weeks.

however what seungmin could let you notice was how jealous he got when he found his members sneaking peaks at what was his and his only. he took note of how low minho’s hands sat on your body as he adjusted your position, or how jeongin sneaked over to stand directly behind you every time the dance called for you to be leaned over, perfectly displaying your ass for the world to see.

so that’s how you ended up taking seungmin’s cock in a storage closet.

saliva pooled down your chin at each bob of your head, accompanied by small whines that would escape your throat unwillingly. seungmin loved it. he loved the mess, he loved seeing you absolutely ruined for him.

when seungmin glanced back down at you, he noticed the way your fingers had snuck down into the waistband of your shorts, your back arched as you ground yourself against your own palm.

with a scoff, he pulled away from you.

“minnie-“ you chased the head of his dick with your lips. “more, more please,” you begged with a choked sob, too far out of your mind.

“did i tell you to touch yourself?” he scowled, gripping the back of your scalp to force your eyes to meet his above you.

you babbled out a mantra of weak apologies for disobeying the man in front of you. he glared down at you for a moment before he harshly released his grip on your hair, your head left spinning.

“you know what happens,” he sighed in mock disappointment. “open your mouth. good girl, look at you.”

seungmin’s thumb softly traced your open jaw, contrasting the way he forced his throbbing cock down your throat. you whimpered and gagged around his length, struggling to take him all in without the support of your fist. “fuuck, take it baby, shit.”

he set a brutal pace from the start, not letting your mouth adjust to the stretch of his full size before fucking your throat relentlessly. each thrust of his hips pulled a humiliating sound out of you, but it only egged him on further.

tears stung the corners your eyes, threatening to fall down your flushed cheeks from the pressure down your throat. if seungmin noticed, he didn’t seem to care much since his pace refused to slow down. gruff pants escaped seungmin’s lips, building up a sweat through his persistent thrusts.

“ahh, fuck, look at you, hnng,” he managed out, one hand tangling itself back into your hair and the other reaching out to a nearby shelf. it wasn’t until a bright flash broke you out of your fucked-out trance that you processed what was going on. under heavy eyes, you peeked up above you to be met with the back of his phone.

you whined out a sound of protest but couldn’t bring yourself to fight against him. the tears spilled down your face in utter humiliation as he recorded the scene below him: his thick cock shoved down your tight little mouth, your hair entangled between his fingers as he kept you set in place. you knew the camera would pick up the saliva that dripped down your chin, staining your white tank top with pools of drool as proof to what was happening.

the image of your ruined figure must’ve been so messy, so stimulating to the man above you because it only took a few seconds before he began to fall apart.

“jesus fucking- shit, you look so hot right now, holy fuck,” seungmin’s voice raised in pitch as he approached his orgasm. “you’re all mine. ‘m gonna cum now baby, you’re gonna take it? take it all for me?”

you couldn’t manage a response, so you flattened your tongue against his angry red tip and hummed a small noise that vibrated the length of his dick between your lips. he choked out a groan before he hit his high, shoving his cock as far as it could go down your throat as it throbbed with its release. his knees buckled as his seed painted the walls of your mouth, it’s salty tinge causing your throat to constrict and milk the rest of him. he muttered a mix of curses and soft praises under his breath as he came down, ending the video and slowly retracting himself from you. he slid down the wall he had been leaning against as he caught his breath.

once he sat in front of you, eyes closed and lightly exhaling, you let your upper body fall into his lap. the fingers that previously tore at your scalp gently weaved through the strands of your hair, allowing you to recover from the intense stimulation only moments before. you took deep breaths and let seungmin soothe your racing heart.

“shh,” he whispered, running his fingers down your shoulders. “you’re so good for me.”

seungmin was glad you had your eyes closed, because if they were open, you’d see how lovingly he stared down at you. you’d see the small smile that played on his lips as you steadily regained control of yourself. you’d see his mouth opening to say something, anything to fill the silence in the air, and maybe even finally ask if you felt the same way as him.

as bad as he wanted to, he couldn’t risk losing whatever relationship the two of you had going on now. so, he closed his lips, choosing to savor what he had of you.

besides, the more time that the two of you stayed in that closet meant the longer you could procrastinate facing the rest of the boys, who had been waiting for the two of you in the car so they could finally leave.

a/n: thank u for reading!!🤍🤍

[ashonheavenscloud]

just right || k. seungmin

⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ contents: kim seungmin x fem!reader, established relationship, smut (minors dni!), seungmin is simultaneously a sweetheart and a tease <3

⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ word count: 3.7K

⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ warnings: swearing, 18+ explicit content, softdom!seungmin, virgin!reader, protected sex, HEAVY praise, fingering, implications of aftercare, it’s all very soft and vanilla and ahdhjshdjdbfjfn

⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ a/n: another repost while i’m swamped with essays and can’t write very much🫠 this is one of my favourite smut pieces i’ve posted. enjoy!

now playing: irene - jimmy brown

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It just… didn’t look right.

You tried twisting in the bedroom mirror, striking vague poses to try and like the lace two-piece you’d been hoping to surprise Seungmin with. You’d been so confident in the store, under special dim lighting and in a red and black changing room, but coming home and trying it on again… it felt way different. Mainly because now it was sinking in that Seungmin was coming home in ten minutes, and he would actually see you in this skimpy, black lace lingerie.

It wasn’t like Seungmin hadn’t ever seen you wear something scandalous. But a lingerie set was way different than a short skirt or a sloping neckline. The implication was obvious, and besides brief discussion you hadn’t really… done anything in terms of sex. You wanted too- you really wanted to- and this had been your idea to make it easier for yourself. If you felt sexy, it wouldn’t be as intimidating, right?

Shit, what had you been thinking? You smoothed your hands over the fabric, feeling stupid. 

The front door lock clicked, and immediately your heart skipped several beats, your feet frozen as you listened to the door open and Seungmin call from out in the hallway, “Baby?”

Shit, shit, shit-

You felt caught for some reason, even though this has literally been the plan. You just hadn’t expected to chicken out last minute. Your eyes scanned the room, and found one of Seungmin’s white shirts on the bed. After a split second of hesitation, you cursed under your breath and pulled it over your head. It barely reached your mid thighs, and you were about to dig around for a pair of pants when Seungmin knocked on the closed door. 

“Baby?” 

You froze, and for some reason you hesitated. Why shouldn’t you let Seungmin in? A large part of you, in spite of your self-consciousness, wanted to see his reaction. You wanted to know what would happen, what he would do, what you would do if given the chance…

And your lack of response was enough of a response for Seungmin to slowly open the door and peek in.

You didn’t know what to do with any part of your body, so you just stood there and tried to ignore the heat flooding to your face. Seungmin was staring at you, eyes roaming up and down your body, and you again felt so, so stupid. You fidgeted with the edge of the shirt, pulling it down. “H-hi.”

“Hi, baby.” Seungmin’s lips slowly turned into a sideways grin. He looked endeared, and you couldn’t help but feel even more embarrassed. “What are you doing?”

He slowly slipped into the room and closed the door behind him, and you kind of wished you could melt through the ground. “I…”

His hands slipped up your arms to cup your elbows and pull you a couple steps closer to him. Your breath held as your eyes met his, sparkling. He giggled. “Baby, what are you wearing?”

Something about his hands holding you made it a lot easier to relax, but you still winced, eyes shutting. “Ugh. I had this stupid idea…”

“Trust me, whatever this is, it is not stupid.” Seungmin grinned, and you whined. 

“I just wanted to look… sexy, but it looks wrong.” You mumbled out, feeling your face again flush dramatically. “I just thought this would make it easier to try…”

Seungmin raised an eyebrow, looking a bit amused, and you wanted to hit him for that. Geez, just because he was experienced… 

“Try what?” He teased, and you really did hit him this time, half-playfully punching his shoulder.

“Sex, doofus.” You grumbled, hiding your face with your hands.. “I… just thought if I felt pretty… but I’m not, so…”

“Hey, wait a minute-”

One of his hands reached to cup your chin, and tilt your face to look up at him. His smile was gone, brows knit with concern.

“You are pretty.”

You laughed, unbelievingly. “Yeah. Tell that to the mirror.”

You glanced at your reflection, the t-shirt you’d thrown on haphazardly, your bare legs and the peek of your ass. You just felt… so unflattering in all of it.

Seungmin was silent for a moment, and you were beginning to feel cold and exposed. The mantra repeated in your head: stupid, stupid, stupid-

“Can I take this off, baby?”

Seungmin’s fingers were cold as they slid under the hem of your shirt to gently tug on the material. His whole body leaned into you, like you were a magnet and he was steel, and his breath was warm on your cheek as he pressed a small kiss to your eyelid. Butterflies rose in your throat at the small touch, and shot right down to your stomach when his other hand slipped to grip the shirt.

“Please? If you’re okay with it?”

Slowly, you nodded, letting Seungmin lift your arms above your head to pull off the shirt. You were left in the black lace set, and instantly you felt your eyes move to the mirror.

Seungmin immediately cupped your chin, keeping your eyes on him. His gaze was so gentle as he softly smiled. “Come here…”

He drew you back and gently sat you on the bed so your back was against the pillows. He knelt beside you, slipping off his shirt. He was lean and toned, not necessarily muscular but fit and defined.

“Now we’re even.” He smiled shyly, and you couldn’t help but smile back at his sweetness. He reached for you, one hand slipping behind your back and the other cradling your jaw as he kissed you. You sighed, eyes flickering shut as you let yourself lose sense of time and space in the kiss, in the gentle press of his mouth, the firmness of his jaw as your thumb crept up to brush over his cheek.

Soon, his lips left yours- only to find their way slowly down your neck. You gasped, shivering at his touch against your sensitive spots, surprised by the way it made your insides squirm and tingle. He hummed, pleased, and kissed down farther.

Your eyes popped open when his lips met the hill of your right breast, hovering by the lace. He paused there, glancing up at you, gauging your reaction. 

“I want to…” He was drawn down, almost against his will, to place a slow kiss on your breast. You inhaled, feeling your legs tense together, but Seungmin slipped a hand between your thighs to keep them apart.

His eyes found yours again, breaths hot over your skin. “I want to make you feel how much I love you. How beautiful I think you are. How fucking gorgeous you look with this on…” He whispered, one finger playing with the strap of your lace bra. “And how much it drives me crazy.”

He was smiling again, and your whole body felt on fire. God, did you want him to do all those things. You wanted to feel him, know what it was like to be touched and teased. Especially because it was Seungmin, someone you trusted, and someone you knew wanted it just as bad. 

“I want you.” You whispered, feeling your face heat at the words. 

Seungmin noticed your shyness, and his smile turned mischievous. He leaned forward to inch the bra strap off your shoulder, kissing his way over your skin all the while. “Want me to… what?”

Oh, the cheeky bastard. He knew exactly what you meant, he just wanted to hear you say it. You opened your mouth to respond, cheeks burning. “I want…”

Seungmin had paused to watch you expectantly, a glint in his eyes. You looked away, whining. “Just touch me, please- god-”

“Where?” He teased, slipping his fingers behind your back to unclip your bra, and you shivered at his feather light touches. Fuck. 

He released the clip, and you felt your heart jolt in anticipation. Already, you could feel your body growing excited for him to touch you everywhere. Actually saying it was another thing, though, and Seungmin knew that. He was grinning, waiting, hand just barely cupping your clothed right breast, thumb resting over the fabric right where your nipple was-

“There. There, please-” You tried, but he only chuckled, brushing over the fabric, barely doing anything. It was hardly any friction, and it was driving you insane. You weren’t bold enough for words. You weren’t bold enough for any of this- and maybe that was Seungmin’s intention. To see if he could push you enough to do it anyway.

You reached one hand to slip the second strap off your shoulder, all while Seungmin watched intently. Taking a breath for confidence, you pulled the bra away in one swift motion, letting it fly off somewhere out of reach. You didn’t watch to see where it went, ignoring your flaming cheeks and whispering, “Fuck, Seungmin. Where do you think I want you to touch?”

Seungmin grinned, and immediately ducked down to take your right nipple in his mouth, softly mouthing the sensitive bud and making you whine and squirm, eyes squeezing shut. Every sensation went right to your core, making your legs tense together- although Seungmin made sure to keep your thighs apart with one hand. 

“Easy, baby.” He murmured, breath hot, mouth hot, tongue fucking hot as he slowly sucked. At the same time, his hand slipped lower, fingers running over the edges of your lace panties. Without meaning to, you lifted your hips to his touch, which made Seungmin groan in the back of his throat. “Fuck…”

He lifted his head, leaning forward to press his lips firmly against yours, and your arms wound around his neck, fingers threading through his soft brown locks. You gently tugged and were rewarded with the most beautiful sound you’d ever heard; a low moan absolutely dripping with pleasure and lust. Your head was spinning, lost in his kiss and touch and another gentle groan when you pulled at his hair again, massaging his scalp with your fingertips. 

His fingers were inching farther down, and he briefly broke apart to breathe and whisper, “Are you okay? We don’t have to do anything unless-”

“I trust you.” You responded, and you didn’t hesitate to say it. You weren’t a confident person, you never had been- but in this moment, it didn’t matter. Seungmin’s hand cupping your jaw to draw you to him for another kiss, and his fingers slipping to pull down your panties, made you feel desired. You’d never wanted this more.

Your panties were quickly discarded, and Seungmin slid out of his pants, and your eyes instantly snapped to the bulge in his boxers. You swallowed, feeling a bit intimidated.

Seungmin glanced up at your face. “It’s okay, we can take things as slow as you’d like. Just tell me what you’re comfortable with.”

You slowly nodded, and Seungmin hovered over you again, pressing a slow kiss to your shoulder, one hand reaching to find yours. He intertwined your fingers, kissing your knuckles before propping your arm above your head. He used his other hand to gently massage your thighs apart, edging closer to your tingling core.

“Just relax, baby, I’ve got you…”

You shivered, doing your best to release tension from your body as Seungmin pressed two fingers against your slit. He chuckled. “My baby, you’re so wet for me.”

You squeezed your eyes shut, embarrassed by how absolutely horny you were. “Sorry.”

“Sorry? Babe, it’s fucking hot.” Seungmin promised, sliding one finger up and down your slit, making you gasp. The friction felt unbelievably good.

“Feels nice?” Seungmin asked, and you nodded quickly. 

“R-really good, oh my god.”

“You feel good too, baby.” Seungmin whispered, forefinger dragging through your folds before circling your hole. You tensed, the feeling foreign, and Seungmin sensed it. “Relax, love. It’s okay.”

Somehow you let your body sink into the mattress, and Seungmin slowly eased a finger inside of you. You instantly sucked in a breath, your free hand gripping the sheets beside you, the other clinging to Seungmin’s.

“That’s it… good girl,” he murmured, squeezing your hand in return as he slipped his finger in deeper. You shivered, eyes squeezing shut as your body tried to get used to the unfamiliar feeling. Not to say that it felt at all bad; the more you adjusted to it, the better it felt. The friction to your walls, the ridges of his finger, every small touch sent shockwaves of pleasure through your body. You had to bite your lip to keep quiet when he pulled back before slipping back in; you clenched around him, chest heaving.

Seungmin leaned forward to kiss you again, lips moulding against yours slowly as he set a languid pace, palm beginning to brush up against your pussy. You were starting to struggle with keeping quiet, small bursts of sounds forming in the back of your throat. Seungmin dropped your lips briefly to whisper, “Let me hear you. I want to hear you, bet you sound so pretty…”

And when his thumb started rubbing your clit, you couldn’t hold it anymore. Whines and moans quietly tumbled from your lips as Seungmin kissed you deeper, chest meeting your own, gently pushing you into the mattress. His openmouthed kisses tasted like heaven, and you weaved a hand into his hair to pull him closer, groaning at the feel of his hot breath on your skin.

“I knew you’d have the prettiest moans.” Seungmin whispered, smiling against your lips like he wasn’t saying that while his finger was knuckle deep inside of you. “You’re perfect, baby… you’re doing so well for me…”

He slid in another finger with the next thrust, making you gasp and clutch at his hair. The sensation elicited the sweetest groan from Seungmin, who seemed caught off guard. 

“You l-like that?” He asked after a second, seeming to catch his breath.

You nodded, legs tensing at the extra stretch. But that hadn’t been the only thing you’d liked; you’d also loved when Seungmin made that sound. While he’d been teasing you this whole time, it was hard not to let your eyes wander to the boner outlined by his sweats-

Experimentally, you fisted his hair again, tugging at the strands with the next thrust. Instantly Seungmin hissed, eyes closing, head pulling back from your face. “Shit, baby…”

You blurted out, “Can- can I touch you?”

Seungmin paused, eyes jolting up to meet yours, clearly surprised. He seemed to process your question while you tried your hardest not to look as flustered as you felt. But you were curious- if he could make you feel this good, could you do the same for him?

“If you want to.” Seungmin said slowly, sitting back for a second. His fingers were still, except for his thumb lightly dragging up and down your slit. 

You nodded, too shy to ask again, and Seungmin’s face broke into a grin. “You’re adorable.” He whispered, using his free hand to undo the drawstring and slip out of his sweats.

You sat up, legs stretching out on either side of Seungmin as he pulled out his cock, tip shining with a bit of precum. You couldn’t help but stare, fascinated and at the same time surprised by his size. The outline in his pants had been telling, but still…

Almost on its own will, your hand reached forward and you lightly brushed two fingers along the shaft. Seungmin squeezed his eyes shut, body tensing, lips pressed together to keep from making any sound. But he couldn’t help but slip a small, shaky, “Shit…” when your thumb touched his tip.

You repeated the motion, rewarded with a soft groan from Seungmin, who lifted his hips to meet your touch. His dick pulsed, and your core clenched at the sight, at the idea of him deep inside you, filling every inch of you…

Seungmin’s eyes met yours, and understanding flashed in his eyes. He slowly licked his bottom lip, and whispered, “Tell me what you want, baby.”

His fingers were back at work, moving slowly back and forth. You clenched, and barely managed. “I want you in me… o-oh-”

His fingers curled perfectly, making your eyes roll back. Then Seungmin slipped them out, admiring the wetness coating them. He fisted his cock while the other hand whipped out a condom from the side table. He rolled the condom up his length before crawling back over you. His knees held your legs apart, and you gasped when you felt the tip of his cock prod your entrance. He balanced over you with one elbow beside your head, the other above, hand gently grabbing onto yours.

“Two squeezes if something’s wrong or you want me to stop, okay?” He whispered and you nodded, panting, heat swimming through your body. Seungmin kissed you gently, hovering over your lips for a second longer before carefully slipping inside of you.

Your breath escaped you in a moan, the stretch equal parts painful and pleasuring. Seungmin took his time, keeping a careful eye on your expression as he pushed. You whimpered at his size, and he paused halfway, squeezing your hand. “Okay?”

You nodded, breathless. “Just… a lot.”

He nodded, gently leaning down to kiss you, hovering just above you when he pulled back. “Tell me when.”

You nodded back, letting your body get used to him and his massive size, allowing yourself to relax. You could feel Seungmin pulsing inside you, could see the film over his eyes that proved how insane he felt just from being inside. And as weird as it was for you, not used to the feeling- it was amazing.

You squeezed his hand once, and whispered. “Okay.”

Seungmin met your eyes, breath holding for a second as he looked at you. Then his forehead dipped to meet yours as he slowly pushed, pressing in deeper, and you saw stars as his dick filled every inch of you, static fizzing in your mind.

“Oh f-fuck…” you heard Seungmin groan, breath on your face. “You’re so damn t-tight, oh my god…”

You couldn’t respond, chest heaving, core tingling at the very new and wonderful sensation of Seungmin’s cock buried inside of you, twitching and rubbing over your sensitive walls, You shivered when he shifted slightly, and a small whimper shot from your lips. Instantly Seungmin’s eyes had locked on yours, concern flashing in them. But when he realized you were okay- more than okay- his mouth broke into a small smile.

“How do you feel?” He whispered, kissing along the side of your face and down to your neck. You quickly clung to his brown locks as he pushed his hips against yours, and your core fluttered around him, thighs tensing around his waist.

“G-good, oh-” you broke of in a moan, as he rocked over you again, lips firmly attaching to the junction of your neck and shoulder.

“You’re so fucking good, love.” He breathed against your skin, slipping out slightly and pushing slowly back in. Your toes curled at the depths he reached, at the fullness he gave you, at the stinging hickey he was leaving at the base of your throat. “Doing so, so well. Taking this dick like it was made for you. God, I think it was.” 

Your breathing hitched with another firm thrust, and you both moaned in unison. Slowly, Seungmin picked up the pace, hips forming a fluid in-and-out motion that had you seeing stars. He whispered soft praises against your skin while you shuddered, knot building in your gut, uncontrollable moans and whimpers falling past your lips. To Seungmin, it was like music.

Your hands roamed the expanse of his shoulders, and he clutched at your hand with his while the other grabbed your waist, rubbing circles over your stomach.  He let his thumb slip down to your clit to rub the sensitive nerves and your back arched off the bed, body roaring with heat.

“Seungmin, there- there-” you moaned, hand flying to the sheets to grip onto, while the other held tightly to his hand. Seungmin’s grip tightened in response, and you could see his body shaking, sweat glistening over his honey skin. His movements were coming sloppier, more sporadic.

Your walls clenched, and you nearly screamed to words, “Shit, Seungmin, I-”

“I know, god,” he moaned. “Close, huh?”

You nodded, eyes squeezing shut, tension burning in your gut. Seungmin gave you several more quick snaps of his hips before you were breaking, white blazing behind your eyelids as you released, pleasure drowning you with a heavy moan from Seungmin’s throat.

“That’s my girl, come on- ah, fuck-”

His hips stuttered as he released too, shooting his cum into the condom, shuddering as his high washed over him. After a second of heavy breathing, he slipped out and you opened your eyes, breathless.

He immediately leaned forward, cupping your cheeks and pulling you into a soft, slow kiss. You felt exhausted, but deliriously happy, when he pulled back to look at you with a loving smile on his face.

“You okay? How do you feel?”

“Really good.” You promised in a whisper, taking one of his hands gently in his. “Thank you, that was… wow.”

“Thank you for trusting me.” Seungmin said quietly, again softly kissing your lips. “You look beautiful. I always think so. And you make me so happy, every part of you. Not just your body,” and he smiled shyly, “but I hope I was able to show you with mine that I love you so much.”

You didn’t trust yourself to speak after that, deciding instead to pull him close and hold him tight, kissing gently across his shoulder. “I love you, too.” You eventually whispered, and Seungmin’s grip tightened.

“How about I run you a bath, hmm?” He leaned back to kiss your forehead.

You nodded, letting him help you back on your feet, legs already sore from the workout. On the way, Seungmin paused, and you looked at him questioningly.

“What?”

“Just thinking,” Seungmin grinned. “you should wear sets like that more often-”

You punched his shoulder lightly, blush rising on your face. Seungmin merely laughed and lead you with him into the bathroom, still a lot of loving left to do.

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Puppy Seungmin Things

Putting a read more cut on this one because it's gonna be filthy. MENTIONS OF PISS KINK!

Puppy Seungmin who immediately slips into Puppy zone the second he sees you. He can't help it! He loves being your empty headed good boy. He doesn't need to think cause you'll do it for him! Doesn't matter who is around, he can be subtle about it but he is always your dog.

Puppy Seungmin who holds on to your sleeve or links pinkies with you because it's the closest he can get to being on a leash when people are around :(. Poor puppy needs you to guide him around.

Puppy Seungmin who blushes when you grip his waist to steer him in the direction you want him to go when you're walking around. He whines quietly when the other boys make fun of him for it, and that makes them tease him more. They all know your dynamic, and it's become so normal to them considering they also treat him like the silly puppy he is at heart, much to your enjoyment.

Puppy Seungmin, who is always being threatened with "I'm gonna tell your owner if you keep being annoying!" Because it's the only way to pull him back in line when you aren't around. There's a group chat between Hyung Line and yourself dedicated exclusively to snitching on Minnie when he misbehaves and discussing what the appropriate punishment might be.

Puppy Seungmin who BEGS you to keep him on a leash when you're at home. He'll crawl up to you with his (custom) collar and leash in his mouth and sits so pretty while he waits for you to but it on him.

Puppy Seungmin who doesn't struggle even a little put when you use aforementioned leash to tug him toward your pussy so he can give you the sloppiest head. The taste of you on his tongue makes him drool as he laps at your messy cunt and he's pussy drunk in no time at all.

Puppy Seungmin, who is constantly finding new kinks and begs you to teach him about them! He was such a sweet and innocent boy when you met but the second you gave him a taste of the good life he became your desperate, eager slut. He wants you to break him down into your obedient, eager to please toy and he's more than willing to do the filthiest things for you!

Puppy Seungmin who becomes FERAL when you ask him to shower with you because he knows you'll have him on his knees infront of your pussy. The water runs down his face and his hair is sticking to him but he doesn't care because he gets to watch you play with your clit infront of him and who knows, you might be nice enough to let him lap at your cunt if he stays still!

Puppy Seungmin who accidentally develops a piss kink after you run into the bathroom while he's washing his hands because you couldn't hold it. He doesn't know if it's maybe because of the look of relief on your face, but he ends up doing some 'research' before he asks you to try it with him. It doesn't take him long to become obsessed with it because he loves how filthy it makes him feel. Makes him feel like he's fulfilling his purpose of being a toy exclusively built for your enjoyment.

Puppy Seungmin who wants to eat you out after you complain that you need to pee because he's so helpful! He wants you to know how eager he is to please you and he does such a good job of cleaning you up (and leaving you covered in his spit afterward!)

Puppy Seungmin, whose piss kink goes both ways, because he NEEDS to mark his territory. You've had to invest in a waterproof blanket because some days he's just so eager to be spilling all over you before he fucks you. He silently hopes that you might return the favour while he's burried inside your pussy. Dumb mutt just loves to make a mess!

Puppy Seungmin who humps your leg in the early hours of the morning like he's in heat. You tell him to stop but he just holds your hips and grinds harder against you. God forbid he's spooning you, cause he'll be wrapping his arms around your torso and holding you firmly against him as he uses you to get off. It's not his fault he's so needy :(. The fact that you're gonna edge him for hours when you wake up properly as punishment just makes his need it more :(.

Puppy Seungmin who gets so shy and whiny when you call him a good boy around his Hyungs but is hard as a fucking rock when they join in your teasing.

Puppy Seungmin who has let you force him between your legs with Minho, Jeongin and Changbin in the room because they were making suggestive jokes about you and he needs them to see that he is the one who gets to make you cum because he's the one you own, not them, and they have to know how good he is at it. They need to see how good he is for you so that they know you don't need anyone else!

Puppy Seungmin who is losing his mind when you fuck him after he put on such a good show, keening as you praise him and let him thrust into you like he's lost all control (which he has). Some days, as a treat, you let him mark you up and he takes full advantage.

Puppy Seungmin who offers you his soul because there's nothing on earth that makes him happier than being your dumb mutt. All he wants in life is to be used by you and maybe to earn the delicious privilege of fucking you full of his cum!

Puppy Seungmin, who occasionally gets to use YOU! When you're tired and stressed, you tell him that you need him to fix it for you and GOD. Does he take that seriously. He'll overstimulate you with his tongue until he has you crying, then he's fucking you full of his cum over and over again until the mess you've both made on your sheets could rival any porn you've ever seen. He still makes you hold his leash the whole time, though.

Puppy Seungmin, who very VERY rarely does ACTUALLY, loses his shit. Usually, it's because the members have gone a little too far with their suggestive comments toward you, and he's been away from you for so much longer than he can stand! When he gets like this, he needs to fuck you into the mattress. He needs to hear YOU begging HIM to slow down (which he never does). He needs you to fall apart for him so that he can be SURE that you don't want anyone else. That you know HE'S your puppy and nobody else could even come close to being as devoted to you as he is.

Puppy Seungmin who is a messy, desperate whore for you and only for you because you've corrupted him and turned him into a drooling mess that can only ever think about your cunt and how good it taste and feels and how he needs to have his cock or face burried in it at all times.

[straytown]

I know I've been dead for a minute but summers here 😏 And what better way to start off than giving a list of the kinks I think Skz has

Chan: Cuckholding and Bondage

I firmly believe that with a set of rules, Chan loves watching you being fucked by other men. He just loves showing off his baby and how good she is at pleasing him. But when you guys are alone he likes to tie you down.

- "Does my baby like being full of Changbins cock?"

- Will spank you to make you use manners

- "Say thank you to Hyunjin for letting you cum"

- "Jeongins been waiting for you baby, give him attention too"

- "Such a good girl, they should thank you for taking them so well"

- Will tease you about your inability to touch him or yourself

- "You wanna touch me, baby?"

- "Maybe I should leave you here all wet, let one of the boys walk in and see you all desperate for my cock"

Minho: Pain Kink

In the midst of an argument you'd hit him. You'd feel sorry but he'd later explain that he liked it. He just loves the sting it leaves afterwards. So after a bit of discussion you try it out and he loves it.

- Loves getting his hair pulled

- Likes to irritate you to get what he wants

- Wants to be put on his knees so you can punish him

- "Fuck- do it again"

- Likes the idea of being at the mercy of his s/o

Changbin: Size Kink

Whether you're bigger or he is, he has a size kink. Loves worshipping you if you're taller, and loves being praised if you're smaller.

- "Am I too big for you, baby?"

- Loves seeing the tears roll down your face when he first enters you

- Will look up at you in adoration when you ride him

- "Fuck, baby, you're so beautiful like that"

Hyunjin: Choking and Impact Play

I personally think Hyunjin loves being choked and degraded. So that and the combination of impact play would send him into a frenzy.

- Like Minho, irritates you on purpose to get what he wants

- Will thank you for pleasing him

- "Thank you, mommy"

- Loves it even more when you deny him of an organism, will beg for it

- "Fuck, fuck- please mommy? I'll be good"

- If you're roleplaying as a teacher/professor, discipline him with a ruler

Jisung: Masochism and Mommy Kink

Jisung is both embarrassed of and likes the fact that he gets horny so easily, and that you're willing to please him. He'd most likely act out in public to try to get you to humiliate him.

- Will whisper "mommy" in your ear to let you know he's horny

- Gets off from being a pervert

- "And what if I tell your friends how much of a moaning bitch are for me"

- Can only whimper in response

- Likes humping you

- Has a fantasy of you pleasing him in front of his friends

Felix: Consent and Mirror Kink

Felix just loves the idea of knowing that his partner not only wants his touch, but feels good being touched by him. He'd loved to set you in front of the mirror and point out all the places he wants to touch- with your permission.

- "Fuck- can I touch you?"

- "Look at yourself, you look so beautiful my love"

- Will either look at you or physically ask if he can take your clothes off

- Talks a lot about his feelings, whispers in your ear what he wants and if you're ok with it

- "I'm so hard right now, baby. Can I touch you later? Please?"

- He especially loves when he's given consent to give you head. Will thank you before eating you out

- "Thank you, baby. I'll make you feel so good"

- Such a sweetheart 🥲

Seungmin: Dominance

He was jokingly being bossy with you. All day, he would give orders and you would respond with a firm "yes sir". For some reason the dent in his pants grew when he imagined you as helpless and under his control.

- Loves to be called sir or master

- Will buy you a choker/leash with his name on it

- "Yes sir", "Thank you sir"

- "Look at you, crying on my cock"

Jeongin: Mommy Kink and Leg/Thigh Kink

There are a few momny kinks in here but I FIRMLY believe Jeongin only dates older women. He likes when they take control and make the first move. So the combination of a powerful woman in fish nets or thigh high stockings or BOTH... might just kill him.

- "Fuck- noona"

- Looks at you with adoration

- Likes to rub/moisturize your newly shaven legs

- Loves placing is head between your thighs

- "Can you sit on my face, noona? Just once??"

i got a few more things coming up :)

[kittysarchive]

Corruption with seungmin! <3

Seungmin from skz? 😂

You were so innocent...so wet and so unsure. You were more then just a Virgin, and that whole idea made Seungmin want to corrupt, and so he did.

Hips plunging into your virgin pussy, you cried out. Seungmin told you it would feel so good, so why did it feel like you were bleeding? He continued to thrust into you, it hurt so much....you started to cry, Seungmin said that was normal.

"Keep whining like a slut baby" His grip was firm on your hair as his hips futtered into you, like the crazed animal he was.

"So dirty" He remarked, hips crashing into yours. Feeling his tip constantly prod at your cervix, you felt like vomiting....it felt weird, it hurt, he was mean....but you liked it?

Hearing you no longer cry for him to stop, to rest, to get off, he felt like he had done his job right.

"You like this?" Seungmin teased, his cock filling you up. Nodding your head fast, you felt a bulge in your stomach, he was so big, so dominate, so powerful, he held so much control over you.

"D-don't stop" You speak out, moaning as he speeds up his thrusts. Never regretting your words, you clench hard around him. For you first time, your body knew what to do.

"Such a slut, clenching around my thick cock, am I filling you up well?" Whining loudly, you loved how he treated you. For your first time, you didn't mind all the insults....

"Y-yes Daddy" Hearing the words fall out of your mouth, his hips snapped forward. Such a slut....Such a whore calling him daddy this early on.

"Open your mouth baby" And you did so, swallowing his spit with a smile on your face. Fuck, you looked so cute, so sluty...so corrupted. The round cumming to an end, he needed to cum hard, and soon.

"Where do you want it slut?" Seeing your smile, seeing how you clenched hard around him, your innocent smile, innocent virgin pussy had long gone, all in the span of a few minutes....you were learning so quickly.

"My face...." He felt butterflies, hearing you flirty voice, he quickly pulled out of your slightly bleeding pussy. Cumming hard over your face, his seed was decorated with red.

His seed falling onto your closed eyes, mouth and cheeks. Fuck you looked so beautiful like this. Opening your eyes, you licked your lips, tasting his cum. Salty and thick....just how you liked it.

[skzcre]

oof seungmin into crying AND bimbofication AND degradation??? ugh please i want him to fuck me absolutely stupid where i can’t even close my mouth. just drooling everywhere and he’s forcing you take his fat cock while calling you his dumb bitch ugh please spit in my mouth🥺

there were like several asks abt seungmin w a crying kink and i am here to deliver because … Fuck .

quick warning this is delving real DEEP into bimbofication, y’all. it may be a little too much, i dunno i don’t think i’m the Best writer when it comes to this stuff but just be careful besties <3

i just cannot get over sadist seungmin. cutest puppy boy with the filthiest desires, he just wants to break you. turn you absolutely brainless. wants you to follow him around practically begging him to bully you 😖😖

thinking abt a scene where he just takes his time. i dunno if any of you have ever looked into the bimbofication kink too much but there’s a thing some people do where they create this hypnotizing audio basically repeating over and over that you’re just a dumb bimbo with holes to be used. now imagine seungmin doing that.

sits you down and just teases you real slow and whispers in your ear over and over that you’re nothing but his little toy. kissing your neck softly, pulling piece of clothes off. just barely grazing his fingertips over where you want him to be until your brain is just oozing out of your ears. your eyes are hazy, you’re drooling over his fingers. whispering and pleading for him to use you like the toy you are.

he keeps this going until you’re crying and god the smile that grows onto his face when you start. gives you the EVILEST grin before he’s cooing at you. “oh, poor stupid baby. just so desperate for my dick, aren’t you? i bet you can’t even remember your own name right now.”

and he’s absolutely right, you can’t. in your mind, you’re just minmin’s fuck toy. a warm and wet hole for him to devour whenever he wants to. he doesn’t stop practically edging you the entire time. pulls his dick out, finally, and you’re just so eager to get to it and god he thinks you’re so fucking cute like this.

you’re crawling towards him so fast and he just presses his finger to your head. “not so fast, pup. you work for it.”

i gotta turn this into an actual fic at some point before i lose my goddamn mind.

[seungmoonandstars]

𝓌𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹

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Kim Seungmin/noona reader

wc: 6.8k

rating: fluff/explicit/18+ ಇ (idiots to lovers)

contains: light angst, weight mention, medication mention, virgin!Minnie, unprotected sex

songs to listen to while reading: violents - awake and pretty much sober / orion sun - water

part one / part two // masterlist ☽

Every story I write is a work of love, and I enjoy spending my free time doing it, regardless of the attention is receives, but your reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated! If you enjoy anything I write, please reblog! ❣️

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There should be tension, but there isn’t. It’s dark—every light is off, and the curtains are closed to the city outside. All either of you can see is what your eyes allow in the pitch black.

Seungmin keeps to his side, respecting the empty space between you.

He’s tight under the covers, but his eyes are wide open and taking in as much as possible. You, however, are beginning to doze off. You’re exhausted, and he’s smiling as your eyes get heavier—they close longer each time you force yourself awake to look at him.

“Sleep”

It may be the start of a dream, but you think you hear him speak to you.

“Sleep, you’ll feel better in the morning”

-

The curtains are pulled back when your eyes open again, and it’s so bright in the room, you have no choice but to pull the blanket over your head. Seungmin isn’t where you can see him. The spot where he should have been is neat and doesn’t look slept in. Your heart sinks. Did your head bring him back after he left? You fell asleep thinking he was with you, speaking softly as you drifted off to sleep.

“Good morning”

You turn, and there he is, leaning against the doorway. He changed his clothes, probably into whatever he kept in his overnight bag, but his hair is evidence of how hard he slept.

“You’re here”

“I’m here. I made some coffee, if you’re ready to get up. But sleep more if you need to.”

“No, I’m good. I’ll be out in a few minutes.

Seungmin did stay. Or, you didn’t kick him out, at least. Last night is hazy, and drinking was a stupid mistake, so the only thing you can remember is that you acted like a fool. And only he knows just how much of a fool. You feel okay, though. You’re not as hungover as you should be, but you do feel the ghost of a headache pushing at the back of your eyes.

When you finally come out, he watches you from the same spot he sat in last night, on the far side of the coffee table. There’s a mug already poured for you, right next to his.

“Are you hungry? Some haejangguk might be good for both of us.”

Calm and sweet and soft as always. You know his other side, the brat…the comedian—the one who always has a sarcastic comment to give out. You love both of them. But you know there’s so much more.

He seems to realize you drank well beyond your limit, he just hasn’t said it yet.

You look at him over the rim of your mug as you sip. He’s staring hard at his coffee.

“We drank too much last night, I think”

“I drank too much, not you…you don’t have to go easy on me. I acted like an idiot.”

“What happened? Did you mean what you said last night?”

“More than an idiot”

“No,” he shakes his head. “You were so upset, it was scary. Tell me you’re okay.”

“It’s so late, you must be busy today”

“I told the guys to call me in sick. I don’t have to be anywhere. Do you feel okay?” He cautiously inches his hand towards you, “do you feel like yourself?”

Sometimes you forget how much of yourself you’ve given to him over the months, and it seems like he knows you were out of it last night, literally…mentally. Not just drunk. But it’s been a while, and your tolerance has obviously diminished. Whatever adjustments you’ve had in your medication recently, it certainly doesn’t want any alcohol on top of it.

“Yeah, I think so. I can’t remember much of what happened. I thought I only dreamt that you stayed with me last night.”

“I was here,” his hand goes for your cheek, and runs his thumb across it. “And you slept soundly all morning.”

“Thank you for staying”

“Thank you for letting me”

“…but I understand if you don’t want to anymore”

Seungmin smiles and shakes his head, “how long have we known each other now?”

You do the math in your head as soon as you remember what day it is. “A year and…” when you look up at him again, he looks like he’s thinking along with you, “two months, three weeks...five days.”

“No hours?”

“Almost two hours, I think it was around noon when we met”

“You remember that?” His eyes light up when you nod at him, “well, in all that time, I have never not enjoyed your company, or wanted to cut our time short. I will stay for as long you’ll have me.”

“Seungmin, how long have you felt…like this? How I feel?”

“Let me think…” he sips his coffee, but his eyes don’t move from yours. And you can see the grin behind his mug. “Uhm, it was the day before Seotdal Geumeum, and you had just come back from a trip.”

The story already sounds familiar. You weren’t even sure he’d remember a certain day or conversation between the two of you, but knowing he kept this memory in his head—you suddenly need to get closer to him. Your eyes fall to the empty space on his crossed legs, and a memory from last night jumps up, but you shake it off and go back to his eyes.

“I saw you walking toward the cafeteria, and you stopped to say hi to me. I wasn’t sure you actually remembered who I was. Or if you knew my name. But you looked right at me, smiled and said, ‘good morning Seungmin, did you have breakfast already?’ And I thought for a moment that you were asking me to get breakfast, but…how silly, why would you want to get breakfast with me?”

The story is familiar. You remember this exact moment with him, and you laugh, but keep quiet until he finishes.

“I told you I did. You said ‘maybe next time’, and walked away. I watched you until you were gone. And every time I went down to eat, I hoped I would see you, so you could ask me again.”

“But you asked me”

Seungmin laughs and gets to his feet, “I’ll get us more coffee.”

“I was so upset that first time, when you told me you’d already eaten. It took so long to finally work up the courage to talk to you while you were alone. But I did that much, at least.”

More memories of him come to you as you watch him make your coffee; the first time you did eat with him, but not in the cafe at work. Seungmin asked if you’d go to the park and get hotteok with him because he was craving something sweet, and nobody else wanted to go. It was the first time he caught you alone, just as you were leaving. And of course you went—you cherished every moment of those two hours together because you weren’t sure if it would happen again.

Thinking back to that night makes you wonder how it took this long to get here.

“I wasn’t expecting anyone to look at me over Chan or Minho hyung…any of them, really. Especially wasn’t expecting it to be you.” Seungmin sits back down and looks at you, and he stares quietly for much longer than necessary. He blinks slowly, and you can tell something is going on behind his eyes. “I’m pretty sure I remember Chan hyung talking about you before that, before we started spending time together. I feel like he was interested in you, but never did anything. I’m sure he still is. Anyway…I think I was kind of in love from that moment on.”

The air catches in your throat, and your heart feels like it’s going to beat right out of your chest. When you look at him, he sips his coffee like he didn’t just say what he said, but the pink of his cheeks makes you think otherwise.

“You were?” Sounding casual is impossible. You barely get the words out in a whisper.

“What? Oh, I’m sorry. That was—“

“I don’t wanna disappoint you,” you stop and look toward the kitchen, toward the bedroom, then back at Seungmin. “Shit, I’m starting to remember last night.”

Bits and pieces pop up to the surface; the very moment your self conscious brain took over, when he lifted your shirt over your head, how concerned he was, how tight he held you. You remember him turning off the light to try to make you more comfortable, but nothing was going to fix what was already in motion.

“Too much? I can take that back, and save it for another time.”

And then he silently refused to leave. If you had ended up having your way, and if Seungmin had failed to see through you, you’d be having a very different morning.

“No, I’ll take it now.”

─ ⋅⋅ ─

A week goes by before you have a chance to see him again, but it feels like a month. As the days pass, and you lay in bed at night trying to sleep, the things you did and said to him that night slowly resurface. And you hate yourself for it. The intrusive thoughts and self-doubt aren’t new, but you can’t believe you unleashed it on him. Seungmin didn’t deserve that.

The worst part of all of it, is that he remembers even more than you. Seungmin remembers every word and look you gave him. But he still left that night and texted you to check up, and he kept texting you…

I’ll see you tonight! If that’s still the plan. It’s been a long week, so I’m looking forward to it. I don’t want you to feel bad if you aren’t up to it, though.

Just let me know. If so, maybe I can just call you. I hope you have a good day.

You don’t want to mess things up again, and you won’t. The two of you will have dinner, watch a movie, nothing crazy…and hopefully afterward, you can pick up where you left off before things went downhill. But if not, you’re just happy to have him here with you again.

─ ⋅⋅ ─

He arrives right on time. When you open the door to greet him, his hands are stuffed in his pockets, his backpack is slung over one shoulder. The smile on his face is a little reserved.

Last week, when he left, things weren’t tense or awkward, so you’re not worried about that. What you don’t know is that Seungmin has been busy dwelling on his own words—his accidental confession…telling you he’s been in love with you. Not just harboring a secret crush, a physical attraction, a desire for sex—actually in love with you. He feels stupid for saying it. He feels silly and vulnerable for feeling it.

“Get in here,” you grab one of the straps and pull him in enough to close the door, “it’s good to see your face again.”

“Is it? I haven’t slept much the last few nights. I feel so tired and puffy.” He rubs his hands down his face and groans.

“Why haven’t you slept?” As much as you want to yank him down and kiss him, you don’t. You need to be careful, because even without the alcohol messing things up, you’re nervous. You reach out for him, “I don’t mind if you fall asleep on the couch.”

He leans onto your hand as it cups his chin. “I want to make sure I didn’t make things weird last time.”

“You? Make things weird?”

“Yes, because I kinda…said…the “L” word”

“No Minnie, you didn’t say anything wrong. I’m more afraid of you not feeling that way.”

You don’t have to worry about kissing him—he goes for it first. His hands wrap softly around the sides of your neck as he works on your mouth, and he’s so good at it. Or maybe he’s not, and you just think he is. Maybe you’re both a little awkward. It doesn’t matter—his tongue sliding against yours, and his hands squeezing your neck is heaven.

Seungmin is desperately pulling you closer to his height. His arm grabs around your waist and lifts, and your stomach drops at the thought of him trying to pick you up and failing. You’re too heavy for this. He doesn’t try, though—just brings you closer to his mouth, touches all over your back. Then bites down hard on your lip.

You ouch and laugh into the kiss as he slowly lets go, and he brings some blood back with him.

“I…oh you’re bleeding,” he licks it from his lips and wipes at yours with the sleeve of his sweatshirt. “I’m such an idiot, I’m sorry. Does it hurt?”

“No, I’m okay! It’s no big deal, it’s just a little scratch.”

He watches it for a moment to see if it starts again, and it does. “Let’s go put something on it.”

You won’t tell him, but your bottom lip is throbbing. Seungmin already feels bad enough, and you watch his worried face as he wets a washcloth, rings it out, and puts it on you. And the cold feels so nice.

“See, it did hurt,” he peeks at it again to see if he got anymore blood. “That feels good, yeah?”

“It does”

“I didn’t know my teeth were so sharp,” he says it mostly to himself, “maybe it was my braces.”

His tongue slides across his top teeth to check. Then his bottom teeth. And then he does the same thing with his thumb and index finger.

“It’s okay, Minnie. It’s not gonna discourage me from kissing you.”

“Mm, but it might hurt if we do that right now,” he frowns and runs his thumb over the mark he made, across your lips, then leans forward to kiss your forehead.

“I can be patient”

Seungmin stays there for a while, lips pressed firmly against you. Your mouth still throbs a little, but you push it out of your mind and go straight for his neck. So, not very patient. You can only reach him when he’s bent down like this, so he lets you go after him until you bite down.

“Oh, you’re just getting back at me!”

“That wasn’t the plan, but I took the opportunity”

“Do it again,” he grabs you and lifts until you can nuzzle against his neck.

“Okay, just one more”

You kiss the same spot and suck, sink your teeth in a little, just until you hear him sigh. Seungmin likes getting bit, and maybe doesn’t mind you leaving marks. You move down a little near his collar bone, and suck again.

“That’s two,” he laughs and groans when you bite down.

“Stop me if you want”

The mm mm in your ear tickles and tingles down your spine, and you’re lifted again, but this time your feet leave the floor and you have no choice but to grab him around the neck, “Seungmin!”

“Yeah?” He holds you securely around your hips, and he’s smiling, very satisfied with himself. “What?” He smiles even wider, “you don’t like being held?”

“No, I just wasn’t sure you could lift me”

“I wasn’t worried,” he squeezes even tighter and licks his lips. “Besides, I’m stronger than I look.”

“I see that…” the pain in your lip still hasn’t quit, thanks to your biting, so you go for another soft kiss on his lips, “strong legs.”

“Strong core.” Seungmin returns the kiss, just as softly.

The thought of him and his core sends your stomach swirling, and it dips down slowly and makes your thighs shake. Seungmin feels you tighten around him, and his fingers dig into your back.

“Are you gonna take me somewhere?”

“Hm? Oh…yes, but this is also nice,” he takes a few steps out of the kitchen, toward the couch, gaze stuck on yours.

It’s a smooth walk, and you’re still a little surprised at how easy it seems to be for him—but you think too soon, because it feels like you’re going to fall, but you don’t, because Seungmin catches himself before you both end up the floor. He still holds tight and looks at you with wide eyes.

“Sorry, uh…”

“Coffee table”

“Yeah, forgot about the coffee table. You good?”

Just as you nod, he bends down and very carefully sets you on the couch. But he doesn’t sit with you, or climb over you like you want him to. Seungmin stands and looms, pushes his hair back and away from his eyes. He just looks at you for a moment, then his stare very obviously moves down your body, then back up.

“Be right back”

He turns and walks off before you can protest. Off toward the bathroom, you think, or you assume. Where else could he possibly be going? You lie there for a while and wonder if the room is too quiet, too awkward, considering what might be about to happen. Dinner is still in the oven staying warm, and as much as you want to get up and check on it, you don’t want him to come back out and see you some where he didn’t put you.

What you can do is reach for your phone on the coffee table, connect to your speakers, and get rid of the silence. You do, and you fight with yourself for far too long about what to put on, about what would even be appropriate for right now.

Then you look down at yourself—the outfit you threw on is a little short of date night, but you knew you were staying in, and you wanted to be comfortable. Seungmin always is…he came in his usual sweatpants and t-shirt tonight. You loosen the string on your shorts and tie it in a bow just as he comes back out.

“Are you comfy?” He bends down and kisses your forehead again, then looks around. “I like the mood music.”

“Yeah, you okay? You were gone for a while.”

“I’m okay,” his voice softens as he looks at your hand hanging from his pocket. “I’m good.”

Seungmin doesn’t stop you when you slide it closer and touch him. He’s still soft, but not completely—he’s growing, and he twitches against your fingertips. It feels like last time, though, and you don’t want to recreate that, even if you are okay tonight. But Seungmin whines when you pull your hand away.

“I can turn some lights down,” he whispers, “gimme a second.”

He starts with the lamp right above you, then heads toward one of the windows and clicks off another one as he pulls the blinds shut. Now the only light is what’s spilling in from the kitchen. It’s much better.

Seungmin stands over you again, mostly a silhouette, and the light lays softly on one side of him, “is that better?”

His voice is warm, and he looks warm—he is warm, you know that—and your need for him is pulsing through every vein and muscle and limb . It feels like your heart could explode, and keeping your breathing steady is much more work than it should be. You sit up a little and reach for him again, his waistband this time, and tuck your fingers into it. Your knuckles run across his sharp hip, you pull, and Seungmin pulls on his other side.

There’s no teasing this time. You pull down, he follows, and you take his cock in your hand once he’s free. Still not fully hard, but considering his size, you’re not surprised.

“Seungmin?” When you look up at his face, mostly hidden by the dark, you can see his lust drunk eyes getting heavy.

“Mm?”

He falls to one knee on the couch and puts all of his weight on it, and grabs for you. The feeling of your strokes has him a little dizzy, so when you use your mouth, it feels like he might collapse into you. He stays up, though. One hand grips the back of your neck, the other uses the couch for balance. Watching you is making him delirious.

You slow down, but your lips don’t leave him. They graze lightly over his length, and your tongue comes out to lap up the pre-cum. When you look up at him, you wonder if he realizes how out of it he looks. You’re surprised his legs haven’t given out on him. “Sit.”

He listens and pulls at his sweats on his way down. It’s a relief to be relaxing, melting into the couch as you swallow him again. Now his hands can touch you more, slide across your neck and back, move down until his fingers slip under your shorts and squeeze. Seungmin has been quiet, but he finally moans, and it sends you over the edge.

As soon as you stop, he whines again—just a barely audible no as his hips writhe beneath the loose grip of your hand.

“Minnie,” you start again, and your strokes are slow and careful, and just enough to keep him where he’s at. A change of position wakes him up a little. “Look at me.”

“I’m looking,” he smiles and grabs your hip. “I’m here.”

“You sure?”

He’s as here as he’s going to be. Soon, he’ll be even more lost, but Seungmin nods seriously as he watches you.

“Min…hey can I ask you something?”

He doesn’t answer. His eyes are too busy following the up and down of your hand on his cock. The sound, the way you squeeze so gently and move your thumb across his head.

“Minnie?” This time you stop completely, and it breaks the trance he’s in. “Let’s go to the bedroom.”

A quick, dazed nod, then he patiently waits as you put his dick away and fix his sweatpants. Now he holds you tight. He’s not sure how well he’ll stand with his legs so unstable, and with this painfully hard erection sucking the blood from his limbs, but he’s going to try.

“Hold onto me,” he scoots up and plants his feet firmly on the floor, and then he’s up with nothing but a tiny grunt. Seungmin sighs as he gets his bearings, and starts to move.

“I could’ve walked,” but you like this…you like the smile on his face when he hitches you up and holds you securely against him. This view almost makes you forget all of the things you remembered from before—the thoughts, and doubts that still float into your mind when you have too much time to think. Looking at him makes them less powerful each time.

“Bedroooom,” he sings it, and it empties your head and gives you butterflies. “I won’t trip this time.”

The only thing on your mind is him.

“What were you gonna ask me?”

What were you going to ask? It’ll come back to you eventually, but for now, it’s not important.

“I’ll let you know when I remember.”

The trip to the far side of the bed is long. Seungmin takes his time, walking slowly, watching you but peeking over your shoulder to make sure he isn’t running into anything. He pulls you close before setting you down, kisses your shoulder and neck.

“You are a surprise…”

He tilts his head, “why am I a surprise?”

The head tilt, the soft biting on his bottom lip…there’s something so strangely confident about him as he stands over you. Now you remember what you wanted to ask him.

“You’re a little romantic”

Seungmin pulls his shirt off and shakes his hair flat again, “I am? Is that not what you expected?”

“No, I guess it isn’t.”

He’s on you before you can finish your thought, first just hovering, looking at you. He waits for you to touch him, because as soon as your hands slide up his sides, he comes down and kisses again. Ear, neck, all along your shoulder.

“Why not?”

Because you’ve only ever, until very recently, seen his unserious side. Sweet, yes…and always there when you need him. But never, even in your countless daydreams and musings, did you think him one to carry you to your bed, and kiss you so lovingly wherever he could find a spot. At least not so quickly. He’s still doing it right now. Seungmin’s lips are tracing a line down your arm, of all places, and he keeps going until he gets to your fingers.

“Maybe I don’t know you as well I think I do. We’re both bad with our feelings, right?”

“Mm, but not right now”

No, not right now. Seungmin seems to have no trouble showing you his feelings right at this moment. His mouth moves to your hip, and you can feel his fingers tug at the string on your shorts. Your heart pounds, and you’re afraid of him noticing how fucked up your breathing is. It’s taking a lot of effort to keep calm. You want this, you want him. You absolutely want him. So why can’t you let yourself have him?

“It’s alright,” he looks up at you from your hip and smiles. “Take a nice big breath.”

He can tell—he knows. Just like last time, only last time you told him you were nervous when you were actually terrified. Now it’s just nerves, and you can get yourself through it. You do what he says, and you take a deep breath. Exhale slowly.

“Maybe if you tell me. Why am I making you nervous? And don’t tell me I’m perfect.”

“I’m just…out of practice." It's kind of a lie, but you stick with it. You can't give him the same stupid answers again.

“Me too, maybe we’re a little even”

He moves slowly, lifting your shirt just enough to find more skin to kiss.

“You are? So you’re not…you have had sex?”

His eyes seem to grow twice as big as he looks at you, “no…no I guess I said that wrong. This is my first time.”

“Good to know”

“I’m sorry”

“I’m not”

You feel his fingers hook beneath your shorts, but he doesn’t pull yet, “is this okay?”

They’re off as soon as you lift your hips for him—your heart somehow beats even faster, and the dark of the room presses so hard against your eyes, you feel like you’re blind. But you feel him, so close, not the least bit shy as he moves his lips across more new skin. So close that you think he might close his mouth around your cunt. You want him to because you readied yourself for anything the night might bring, and you’re aching for his touch. Any part of him.

His lips press softly against your clit, and he opens up just enough to lick before continuing upward. You hear his faint giggle when you can’t hold back a moan, and when you peek again, he’s getting out of his sweats and back between your legs. Dick in hand, slow, lazy strokes as he stares down, and his free hand pushes your thighs further apart.

Everything from this point on happens so fast.

Seungmin is there again, kissing, eyes open and watching you, maybe for some sort of protest or hesitation. He’s used to getting stopped now, but you’re not doing that again. You’re well past that point. It’s the furthest thing from your mind.

The heat of his cock is on you, sliding down, and then up across your clit. Seungmin still watches, but lowers himself until his forehead touches yours. And then the pressure of him pushing in sends you further up into the pillow.

“Sorry…sorry” he pulls back and lifts himself up. “I’ll slow down.”

“You’re okay, Min. We might need some extra help.” You’re wet, you can feel it, and you can feel yourself continue to get more and more hungry for him. “Try it from up there.”

He nods and pulls you down by your hips until your thighs lay over his, “do you like this position? On your back?”

“Yeah, it’s a good start…considering”

Seungmin’s sigh is a little dramatic, very cute, and manages to relax you a little. He’s looking down at himself, but his hand is exploring you. His finger slides over your clit and moves down, slowly, feeling how wet you are.

“What’s that sigh for?” You catch his eyes as your legs squeeze him a little, and it seems to get him back in the moment. He’s pressing into you again, and this time, he slides in a little.

“I was afraid…” he stops and waits a few seconds before pushing in further, “we’d have trouble.”

“We’ll be okay”

“Aah…yeah,” his breath hitches as he goes, and he slides in with such ease he has to stop himself.

“Fuck…Minnie”

“Too much?”

“No no it’s good.” Your breathing steadies, and you savor the feeling of him finally inside of you—the stretch, almost too much, but not. The pain dulls a little as he pulls out, and all of the slick arousal clinging to him helps him slide back in so smoothly. It’s so much softer, and more mind numbingly good than you thought it would be. “Didn’t need extra help”

Seungmin’s face relaxes, but his eyes look down at you like they’ve never looked at you before.

“Is it good, Minnie?”

No, he has looked at you like this before—when you pulled away from your first kiss. It feels the same. Warm and comfortable. In, then out, and in so slowly you know it has to be driving him crazy. Still, he’s quiet.

“Tell me”

He nods and comes down on his palms. Finally, his face gives you an answer, and you can reach up to touch his cheek.

“Mm, yes yes,” he nods again, moans, and moves his face against your palm, “you’re so…“ another moan escapes mid-thought, and he’s lost again, but still careful as he pumps in and out of you. Careful for you, or careful for himself, you’re not sure, but it’s good—his speed and depth aren’t hurting you, not yet.

“More,” you take his hips in your hands and guide him in deeper, “faster…a little faster.”

He follows your touch and slowly speeds up, but taking all of him hurts, so you push your palms against his stomach to hold him back.

“Good?” His eyes move along your lips and neck, and he comes down to kiss the skin on your chest he can get to.

The shallow, shaky breaths hitting you as he moves back up makes you think he might be getting close.

“Slow”

“Slow,” he whispers and kisses your ear.

The smooth, delicate roll of his hips as he finds his new pace; the tickle of his lips on your ear; his low, relaxed groan. Everything is perfect. And it’s him—it’s Minnie. Tonight is not a forgettable date you won’t talk to again. It’s not a shitty one night stand you put up with because you needed to come, and you needed to scream his name in your head while you did it. You finally have him in your arms.

“Hey, look at me”

He’s busy kissing along your jaw, but eventually, he listens. “Hi, hi…I’m looking.”

“That’s better”

The pace picks up, just enough. This closeness is all that matters for you, and the feeling of him gives you plenty of pleasure—this is all for him, though.

There’s a heady look in his eyes, he licks his lips, his breath stutters. His fingers clench the sheets and his elbow hits the bed as he tries to keep himself steady.

“Good…come for me Minnie.”

Seungmin isn’t being too shy about making noises, thank god. He’s not loud, but you can hear how good he feels, and that’s all you need. But when he comes, you know it. His eyes get glassy and big, his mouth hangs open. The moan trickling out of him rises until it turns into a satisfied cry. His orgasm is intense, and you can feel his cock twitch and pulse as he empties himself inside of you, bites his lip and smiles, and somehow, manages to keep his eyes on yours the entire time.

Then it's quiet. Just out of sync, shakey breaths—yours and his, and the ghostly sound of the music sneaking in from the living room.

“Oh…oh,” he can’t hold back his giddy, post-orgasm giggle.

“Yeah?” you pull him down for a kiss, and hope he does that every time.

“That was fast, I’m sorry”

You have to grab his face to keep his eyes from wandering now, “but how was it?”

Very gently, he brings himself down on top of you. “…you feel so good, so warm and,” tucks his arms around you and holds tight, “perfect.”

The satisfaction in his voice, and the sweet, dizzy way he says it warms you all over, gives you butterflies. It makes you feel stupid and in love. Right now you think you might be able to deal with whatever gets in the way of you and Minnie, including yourself. Especially yourself. You're high on him again, and you don't think you could go without anymore.

“That’s all that matters right now, then.”

─ ⋅⋅ ─

The steady sounds of his breathing make you believe he’s asleep, and he should be. Seungmin said he hasn’t been sleeping very well lately, and now he’s worked hard getting you through this first time, for both of you. You’re still a little taken back by his gentle nature and patience, but that’s probably because most of the men you sleep with are nothing like that—not even close.

Seungmin didn’t like the idea of you not coming, but you eventually got him to relax, and now you’re here. And he’s fast asleep. And everything feels okay for the moment.

You lie down and face him; admire him again. This is the first time you’ve been able to really look at his face with no interruption—no food being stuffed in his mouth, no talking a mile an hour. This time you’re completely sober, and wide awake. His hair is still a little damp from sweat and clinging to his brow, lips are soft and pouty, cheeks are so round, and you long to run a finger across them, but you don’t want to wake him.

And very slowly, his eyes flutter open. He stares at you for a long moment while his lips turn up into a smile. “Hi.”

You suspect he wasn’t sleeping at all.

“Go back to sleep.” Now you take the opportunity to run your thumb across his cheek, then his chin, and you can feel the faintest scratch of stubble.

“I felt you staring at me”

“Sorry”

In place of a reply, you get a kiss.

“It’s hard not to look at you”

Seungmin shakes his head and wrinkles his nose, “no, I’m a sweaty mess right now.”

“I like your little afterglow.”

“I have an afterglow?”

Yes, ruddy cheeks and a smile that he can’t put down, eyes bigger and darker than usual, “you do.” And there’s the shape of his naked body underneath your sheet. The stretch of his shoulder blades, the delicate dip of his lower back rises just slightly over a tiny curve of ass. Not much, but enough to grab. He notices your eyes taking in every inch of him, and when you clench the sheet to pull, Seungmin suddenly gets very shy.

"Heeey," he giggles, but rolls until it wraps around him. Now he's trapped in there. "It feels different when you're not blinded by the...horniness." Seungmin sets his head back down on the pillow and looks at you.

"I understand. You were probably running off half of your blood supply with that erection."

"I’m not that big!" His face is shoved into the pillow, so it's just a mumble, but you understand what he says. "I mean, you were okay, right?" One eye peeks out.

You nod at him, because you're not going to tell him right now that he's going to take some getting used to.

"That's why I ran off to the bathroom earlier."

"Checking your size?"

"No!" He pushes himself up on his elbows, and his stupid grin and narrowed eyes are so animated and distinctly him. His laugh is enough to recharge you. "I was nervous. I just went in there to calm myself, and see what was going on...down there, I guess. It doesn't always cooperate when I want it to."

"I see. I'm glad everything worked tonight. I'm pretty sure it's worked everytime you've come over, though."

"Oh, you noticed?"

"Yeah yeah, it was really hard to stop at your thigh the first night you came over. But you can't hide that."

“That doesn’t usually happen, but, ya know…”

“Was I really your first?”

He nods, but thinks for a few moments. There’s nothing he needs to explain to you—it doesn’t matter that much—but you are interested in anything he has to tell you about himself.

“Going that far? Yes. I’ve had a few other encounters that didn’t go anywhere, or if they did they were kind of awkward. But this was not like that.”

“Good”

His eyes very obviously look you up and down, and he stops right at your core. “So can we keep going?”

“What would you like to do, Minnie?”

“I just wanna touch you, make you feel good.” Seungmin doesn’t wait for an answer before he moves close and wraps an arm around you. “Can I do that?”

The soft squeeze of his hand on your hip gets you going again—a warm throb in your stomach, your clit. “Yes, please.” Between your legs is still the mess the two of you made. You can feel his come dripping out of you, and when his finger slides down and gently pushes into your entrance, you feel yourself gush even more. Seungmin groans and sucks at the skin of your neck, then his thumb pushes up and slides right over your clit.

“Did I get it?” he asks when you whine in his ear, laughs. He does it again; rubs in soft little circles; pushes in and out, finding a good spot with his nimble fingers. “Tell me what you like.”

“I like—”

Seungmin looks at you so sharply. He needs to know exactly what you want, and he doesn’t need much direction, but you still slide your hand down and place it over his.

“I like you touching me”

He pulls out and slides two wet fingers between your folds, so slowly until he gets to your clit again. Your hips jump, and he smiles.

“You like this, right here…” he moves his fingers carefully, watching your face and listening to every little sound you make. “Nice and slow and light,” he sings. Seungmin isn’t asking, he’s just figuring it out as he goes.

It’s cute and it’s sexy; the way he is, and the way he talks to you. The combination is so deadly, and it’s one of the reason why he makes you feel the way he does.

Before everything, even the very first time you met him, you could tell he was special—not just the most beautiful face in a room full of beautiful faces. The way he looked at you, and the way he listened when you spoke. When you’d talk on the phone, go out for lunch, he always found a way to put you first and make you feel like the only person in the world.

“Yeah,” it comes out on your breath, “right there.”

You grip his forearm, but he doesn’t change a thing. Same speed, same pressure. And he adjusts as your hips roll into his hand. You’re going to come fast, too, just like he did. It’s already rising as you look at him, and looking at him is making it so much more. You’re not using a picture on your phone, or the photos pinned to the wall, and you're not listening to the cute voice messages he's left for you in the past—he’s right here, warm breath moving across your face, the sweet, sharp smell of his sweat, and just as you feel like you’re going to explode, his lips are on yours and your moan fills him up.

Your grip moves from his arm to his shoulder, then to his neck as he deepens the kiss. At the same time, a perfect, intense orgasm shakes you. His fingers move until you relax and let your hips fall back on the bed. Only then does he slow down, then stop.

“Seungmin”

You’re out of breath, and he’s still kissing.

“Minnie…Minnie, I need to catch my breath.”

He pulls back, looks at you, “sorry,” then kisses everywhere except your mouth. “How’s your lip?”

The pain in your lip eventually faded, and you forgot about it. It’s back now, throbbing away. “It’s okay…how does it look?”

“It’s a little swollen. More ice should help, I can get you some.”

“No, stay here with me”

“How about a bath, to clean up?” He looks down at the space between your legs. “We made a mess.”

“Only if you join me”

“Okay, I like my baths very hot, though”

“Yeah, me too”

[seospicybin]

ONE PROPOSITION.

Seungmin x reader. (s,f)

Synopsis: Not only you frown on love, you don't date nice guys and Seungmin is both a nice guy and don't want less than love. A proposition is offered to you to see if he can change your mind. (10,2k words)

Author's note: a fluffy smut for a change. Enjoy! :)

Love is patient, love is kind.

Pfft... more like love is slowly losing your mind.

Love makes it okay for people to dumb themselves down for someone else or do silly things in public and everyone would deem it romantic.

You don't do love anymore because it's nothing but a sack of vile and utter nonsense.

What you do is short-lived infatuation, physical attraction, one-night lovers then you're free to move on to the next one without any sort of attachment.

To put it simply, love gives you the stomachache. Love is just... yuck!

Also, it's easier that way, maybe you'll do love when you're old and bored or maybe...

"Let's go on a date!"

You don't expect this from the smartest student in class, Kim Seungmin.

You let out a dry laugh then pick up your bag from your chair, "sure, pick me up at 8?" You respond with a nonchalant shrug.

He doesn't seem to get the joke because he isn't laughing or responding to your words, he's just staring at you with his brown eyes.

Your laugh dies down instantly when you notice the serious face he puts on, "you're being serious?"

"I am," he shortly replies.

You scoff in a perplexed way then hoist your bag strap higher on your shoulder and start walking toward the exit, it's best to get out of this awkward scene.

When you think you're already losing him, you see him walking next to you and ask, "What do you think?"

"Think of what?"

"Going on a date with me?" He asks again.

You laugh again because it's the nicest response you can give to him, he's alright and he probably asked it for a social experiment or something.

"But why?"

He matches his pace to catch up with your half-jogging since you're going to be late for your part-time job at the bookstore.

"Because I like you," he simply answers like it's so obvious.

But you are so oblivious to it, you don't even know he's capable of having this kind of feeling. You always think of him as someone who knows nothing but being the smartest person in the room. You laugh again because you don't know how to properly respond to someone who admits that he likes you out of a blue.

"Seungmin, I can't play along. I'm going to be late for work," you tell him while keeps walking in the direction of the bus stop near campus.

"I can drive you there," he offers, taking the car keys out of his jacket and jiggling them in front of you.

You calculate it in your head, even after you make it to the bus stop, you still have to wait for the bus then there's probably traffic, taking his offer can save you from being late to work.

The only information you have on him is so little that you have no idea he's been driving his car to campus every day. It's neat in there, unlike any other guy's car you've been in that's littered with trash or their stuff. His car smells nice and he drives steadily with one hand on the steering wheel.

"You haven't done that assignment for Professor Park's class, don't you?" He suddenly asks.

Your eyes widen in shock because no one knows except that he was there when you were being scolded by Professor Park in his office.

"How did you know?"

It takes him a few seconds to finally give you an answer, "we met outside his office but I guess you were too upset to notice."

You weren't just upset, you cursed at Professor Park right after closing the door of his office then kicked the potted plant nearby, sending the soil scattered on the floor. You were furious but Seungmin was just being nice by saying you were just 'too upset'.

"I don't see why you still like me after seeing that," you say with an awkward laugh.

"I just do," he says ever so casually like he just didn't admit to having a feeling for you.

Aren't you glad you're not like any other girl? Imagine hearing that and your heart starts to flutter.

"That's why I ask you on a date," he says again.

You take a moment to look at him, observing him and trying to see if he has any ulterior motives. Who knows? It's usually the quiet ones that are unpredictable.

He turns his head at you and stops you from scanning him further, "Let's go on a date!"

You have no problem with him, he's alright. Kim Seungmin is nice and smart, but that's also the problem, you don't date nice guys.

"No," you flatly reject him.

He doesn't seem to mind being rejected, he rather seems like he already expected this answer from you.

"May I know why?" He calmly asks.

And you like how curious he sounded, he probably thinks this whole thing is a mathematical problem that he can't solve and will keep on trying until he does.

"I don't date guys like you," you answer.

"Guys like me?"

"Nice guys," you give him a clearer answer.

"Ah!" He exclaims and calmly makes a turn to the parking lot of the bookstore you're working in.

You take it that he gave up already on his quest to date you but as you unbuckle the safety belt, he stops you from getting out of the car.

"I have a proposition for you," he says.

And you never heard any man saying that to you, a proposition? What does he think it is? A business deal?

"I'll help you work on your assignment for Professor Park," he offers.

You know there's something to that, "but…?"

He smiles at your word and it's the first time that you've ever seen on him, it surprised you that he has another expression apart from the serious and focused ones you always see on him

"But once the assignment is approved, I get to take you on a date," he finishes.

It's confusing already with him suddenly confessing that he fancies you, him of all people. Why would the smartest guy on campus like the most average student who only likes to fool around with guys?

But you must admit that he makes a good proposition, it's very tempting.

"Just a date? One date?" You ask.

He nods, "one date."

One date is not harmful, right? A nice guy like him is most likely to take you out on a dinner and perhaps a walk in the park after, a kiss or two at the end of the night. You can do that without having to involve any feelings whatsoever.

There's this tugging feeling though, maybe it's coming from your experiences with bad guys that always make you suspicious about everything they do.

Also, what if Seungmin is just playing with you?

"Can I answer this later? I'm late for work," you say.

"What time do you clock out?" He asks.

You act nonchalantly to not give him the impression that you will take his proposition that easily, "8 but I have to do some stuff beforehand. Maybe close to 9, I don't know."

He nods but not saying anything to you.

"Thanks for the ride, bye!" You abruptly end the conversation and get out of his car.

You forgot all about it when you have so many tasks waiting for you, there are just too many things to do that half shift of work ended so fast and you take one last lap around the bookstore to return the straying books to their shelves.

You clock out half an hour after eight and push through the back door, you just need to go to the bus stop and a fifteen-minute bus ride later, you'll be back at your small apartment and sleep and...

You hear a car honking at you from across the parking lot, you squint to see the car with the headlights shine right at you.

The car drives and stops right next to you, it's Seungmin.

"Come on, I'll drive you home," he says from his rolled-down window.

You lean down just enough to see him inside and lean closer to him, "Why are you still here?" You ask with pure shock.

"I'm waiting for your answer," he answers in the same deadpan manner.

So, Seungmin is serious about his proposition.

-

You work on the assignment together after you get off work and Seungmin would already there, waiting in his car for you.

He doesn't mind spending hours in your shoebox of an apartment, squeezing yourselves into the worn-out couch while he patiently guides you as you work on your laptop. He never overstayed and leaves before midnight, despite none of you having a curfew and being of age to do anything.

When you're not working, you do the assignment at a cafe close to your apartment building.

"Do you always do that?"

"Huh?" You turn your head at him.

"Touching your nose," he points at your hand touching one of your ears.

You didn't even know you were scratching your nose until he pointed it out and you have to consciously put your hand down, "it's a habit, I guess."

He sheepishly smiles at you before looking down at the book he's reading, "that's cute."

And you can say the same about him.

Seungmin likes to wait by his car for your last class to end and his face would light up when he sees you.

"How are you?" He would ask, it's a simple question but you like his smile more when he asks that, a smile that somehow resembles a puppy's.

One night, when you had to work overtime at work, he came into the bookstore and brought you food because he knew you'll be skipping dinner.

Seungmin is nice and he's smart, he's great but love is just... yuck.

-

You are back on your worn-out couch to work on the assignment for the last time.

Seungmin is intently checking your assignment while you quietly do the same to him. These past few days you have spent with him, make you notice things you haven't seen in him before. He used to wear his hair down, but tonight, he pushes his hair back which makes him look more attractive.

And when he's focusing hard like this, his stare is fierce and his jaws are clenched, he looks even more attractive because he's so unaware of it.

He wears a fitted shirt which only accentuates his slim figure and square shoulders.

"Do you play sports?" You blurt out because you're never the type to hold back when you're curious about something and most men like being asked about their physique.

"Baseball," he shorty replies without straying his eyes from the laptop screen.

"Let me guess, pitcher?"

He nods.

That explains the broad shoulders and your eyes lower to see his hands holding the laptops, he has nice hands and long fingers with evident veins on the back of his hands.

It's the first time you realize you have always been sitting in this proximity with him on your worn-out couch in your small apartment.

Tonight, the proximity feels exceptionally palpable and you start to notice the nice smell of his perfume.

Seungmin shifts on his seat to put the laptop down on the table.

"It's good," he says then takes a sip of his canned soda.

"Yeah?" You ask but your eyes watching his Adam's apple bob in his neck as he swallows his drink.

He nods.

"Do you think Professor Park will approve?" You ask but your eyes are looking at nowhere but his lips.

"Yes," he confidently says.

You swallow air and lean in close, a hand holds him by the shoulder as you press a kiss on his lips.

The kiss is fizzy and sweet like the orange soda that he just drank. His lips are soft and warm but you notice that he stiffens against your lips.

You hurriedly let go of the kiss, poor guy isn't ready when you hastily decided to kiss him.

"I'm sorry," you say. As much as you hate saying sorry for everything you do that you're not exactly sorry for, the words have to be said.

He stays quiet for a moment then lifts his hand to reach for your hair, putting it all away and putting it behind your ear.

"Can I kiss you back?" He asks.

You eagerly nod.

He slowly brings his face close to you and your eyes are closing out of reflex, you feel his soft kiss on your cheek. When you think he will stop there, he drags his lips to kiss you on each eyelid and your breath quickens as he continues sliding his lips down your cheek to your lips.

There, he kisses you again.

With his tongue, he cleverly parted your mouth open to deepen the kiss and you gasp as you let him taste you more.

Sensing that he wants this as much as you do, you get on his lap and he immediately sits back on the couch.

He curves his hand under your arm and splayed his hand on your back.

There's no way that Seungmin has never dated before, the way he twirls his tongue and brushes his lips over yours, it's impossible if he's this good at kissing and never dated anyone before.

And he knows his hand placement, he’s touching you in the places that usually make you uncomfortable but still, you like how he holds you in place and keeps you safe.

He's officially good at kissing and you wonder if he's good at other things too.

Keeping his mouth busy, your fingers working open the buttons of his shirt one by one but you ditch the plan altogether and decide to glide your hand down his front until you meet the waistband of his jeans.

He catches your hand before you can proceed and breaks the kiss, "not now," he mutters.

"Why not?" You ask and lean in to kiss him again.

He stops you there and smiles, "I haven't taken you on a date yet."

"Well, we can skip the date and just do it, you know?" You've never been shameless about being upfront about it. You know what they want and you know you have the same interest so what's the point of beating around the bush?

"That's not a part of the proposition," he says and he glances at the clock on your laptop screen, "and it's almost midnight, I have to go."

You scoff and reluctantly get off his lap, "this is why I don't date nice guys," you say with a heavy sigh.

Seungmin gathers his things and put everything back into his bag, he cracks a smile seeing your dissatisfied expression, "don't worry about the assignment, I'm sure it'll be approved," he says.

"Okay," you say with a shrug, feeling a tad bitter for being rejected by him.

He lowly chuckles seeing you pouting at the far end of the couch, "I'm going. See you at campus!" He says, waving his hand at you by the doorway before leaving.

Seungmin is nice and smart, he's great, he's a good kisser and has nice square shoulders but love is just... yuck.

-

You let out a long sigh of relief once you got out of Professor Park's office, your assignment is approved and you feel like the thing that's been weighing down your chest disappeared into thin air.

Seungmin waits by his car and you come up to him to deliver the good news.

"He approved!" You say with a giddy smile.

"Told you, you don't have to worry so much," he says with such coy.

"Thank you," you sincerely say to him with a smile.

He smiles back and unlocks the car, "Get in! I'll drive you to work!"

Okay, you have to give him that, he looks so cool looking calm and confident like that.

"So, you've done your part in the proposition... when can I do mine?" You ask, trying to make it sound casual but it's unusual for you to get nervous talking about it to him.

He gets quiet and you can't help but think what if he has a second thought about the proposition after spending these past few days with you?

"I'll call you to tell you when," he says.

And his answer only makes you even more nervous because what if he really is just playing a social experiment on you? What if he doesn't like you anymore? What if, what if, what if.

"You're going to be late!" He says with a hand gently squeezing your forearm.

You didn't realize that you have arrived at the parking lot of the bookstore, "Yeah," you stutter and quickly gather your bag.

You push the car door open but not getting out yet, "you don't have to pick me up after work," you tell him.

"Yes, I was about to tell you I can't pick you up. I have something to do tonight," he adds.

"Thanks for the ride!" You say before getting out of the car.

It's kind of boring when you get back to your apartment and have nothing to do when it's usually you and Seungmin working on an assignment together. It's clear that you don't miss the assignment, you miss having Seungmin around and listening to his weird ideas out of his smart mouth.

But you have to be the nice girl and wait for the nice guy to call for the date.

How long would it take though?

You start to think that you're getting karma from making all those men wait for your call and you've been dreading a phone call for a week now.

You still meet him on campus but it looks like he's busy with something or he's just straight up wanting to give you hell.

Kim Seungmin is not a nice guy after all.

If this how's he is going to do it then why don't you shift your attention elsewhere but to the cute guy you met in the library.

You don't know why you like cute guys nowadays, but he has dimples on his cheeks so you guess that's why.

"I'm in my second year," he says.

"Oh?" So that means he's younger than you and not that you have problems with age it's just taken you by surprise, also, that explains why he's so cute.

Your phone rings in the middle of the conversation, you ignore it by shoving it inside your bag but it keeps on ringing.

"I'm sorry but I have to take this," you say to your cute date with an apologetic smile.

"Sure yeah," he replies.

You pick it up without seeing the contact name, "hello?"

"Hey, it's me," he says from the other end of the line.

And you recognize the voice, it's Seungmin.

"Yes?" You try to mimic his nonchalant way of talking.

"Just letting you know that the date is tonight," he says.

"Tonight?" You ask in surprise and almost make your date choke on his coffee.

"Yeah," he confirms.

You clear your voice and clear your throat before speaking, "but that's so sudden," you meekly say.

"So... you can't go?" He asks.

Isn't this what you've been waiting for? Doing your part on the proposition?

"No, let's do it tonight," you calmly answer.

"Okay then, I'll pick you up at 7," he says and hangs up.

You put your phone away and look at it, can't believe that he ends the phone call like that after making you wait for a whole week.

Then you see that it's fifteen past four in the afternoon which means you only have less than 3 hours to get ready. You get up from your chair and take your bag.

"Where are you going?"

For a second, you are forgetting your cute date and shoot him a smile, "I have to go somewhere," you say.

But he just looks at you wide-eyed and confused.

Maybe it's time that you stop fooling around and this cute guy deserves someone better than you. You look at him and smile, "you're really cute and nice, I had a fun time but I really have to go," you admit with a grimace.

No matter how much you hate apologizing but you do owe him an apology for abruptly leaving him on a date.

"I'm sorry," you sincerely say.

"That's okay," he responds with a dimpled smile.

The next thing that gets in the way is the outfits, you have zero ideas about where Seungmin may take you tonight. What would a nice guy do on a date? Where would he take you?

Probably candlelight dinner somewhere romantic, that's pretty much the standard of a nice guy. You decide on a simple black dress because it's always the safest choice. It's not too short, it's appropriate, and it's giving a nice girl look with all of your hair down.

A few spritzes of perfume and off you go.

Seungmin's car is already waiting not far from the entrance of your apartment building, you walk there and get inside without waiting for him to let you in first.

"Have you been waiting long?" You ask, hurriedly looking for the seatbelt to put on.

He looks at you rather wide-eyed, a bit confused.

It makes you suddenly feel so insecure about yourself, "Is there something wrong?"

He gets quiet for a few seconds before shaking his head, "You look nice!" He says.

That reminds you to look at his outfits and he wears something casual, a black shirt with blue jeans and a dark jacket.

Great, you're overdressed!

"Thanks," you meekly say.

You clear your throat while Seungmin turns the key in the ignition, "where are we going?" You ask and try to sound coy about it.

"We're going to see your favorite band!" He replies.

Turns out, Seungmin did his research very thoroughly and found out that your favorite band is busking at the park tonight.

They're still setting up band equipment when you arrived, you choose to sit on the steps facing the stage but you're struggling to cover your legs since you're wearing a dress.

Seungmin is considerate as he always does. He takes off his jacket and put it on your lap, "Here!"

"Chivalry is not dead after all!" You beam and fix his jacket to cover your legs.

The steps start to fill with more people as the time for the show is getting nearer, "How do you know my favorite band?"

Seungmin was rolling the sleeves of his shirt when you ask, "I see your records collection at your apartment," he simply answers like it doesn't take a math formula to know it.

"But I have a lot!" You point out.

"But I see that you have a lot of records of them," he replies.

"But that could also mean I only like the album covers," you hypothetically remark.

He jerks his head with a scrunched face, "that's impossible! You own one of their rare records!"

That caught you off guard, you didn't think that he would do such detailed research to your liking, you're low-key impressed by him.

"You know there's a much simpler way to know everything that I like," you tell him.

"Yeah?"

You nod and look at him, "you can ask the person yourself," you say with a sly smile.

He sheepishly smiles and places his hand on his knee, "Can I ask you something then?"

"Sure!”

"Do you like me now?"

He caught you off guard again but this time you burst out laughing as a reaction, "We're hardly an hour into our date here."

"So?" He asks with a shrug.

It's that hint of nonchalant attitude that makes him stand out from the other guys you met and mingled with, possibly the most interesting nice guy you've ever met and you're aware of how they contradict each other.

"Ask me again at the end of the date," you say with a sneaky smile.

At the end of the show, Seungmin helps you get up from the steps and you put his jacket on since the night is getting cool.

"Where are we going now?" You always hated being so nosy but Seungmin has been keeping you on your toes by not telling you what his plans for the date are. So far, all of your guesses are missed.

"I thought you were hungry," he says.

"I am!"

He holds your hand and leads you to the other side of the park, "I'm hungry too so I'm thinking we should get somewhere to eat."

You start guessing in your head again, maybe this once your guess will land on the mark, that he would take you somewhere romantic like you expected in your head.

He takes you on a stroll and not hesitates to keep holding your hand wherever you go, somehow you don't feel uncomfortable at all.

There are so many couples taking a stroll in the park so you're grateful that you're not alone among all of these lovey-dovey couples.

"The exit out of the park is this way," you tell him as he keeps going straight.

"There are a lot of food trucks by the river," he says while keeps pulling you with him.

You snort behind him since the park is crowded with people taking pictures of the cherry blossom in bloom.

He looks over his shoulder and sees you laughing, "What's so funny?"

"Nothing," you snort again, once again failing on your guess.

Seungmin is truly something.

"What do you want?" He asks as you stop at a food truck to order food.

"I want the cheeseburger but I also kind of want the bacon one," you answer, torn between the two.

"Then we'll order both," he concludes and orders it.

Sitting on the empty bench facing the river with your food in the space between you and him, you can't lie that you're getting hungry just from the sight of it.

"You want to try mine?" He offers.

You don't take the burger from him but take a bite out of it while he holds it, munching it with a grin on your face.

He lets out another smile, one that you like to see on him, the puppy one.

He doesn't wait to take a bite right after you and a dollop of ketchup gets on the corner of his mouth.

"You did that on purpose, don't you?" You say with squinted eyes.

"Huh? What?"

You take a napkin and wipe it clean for him, "there!" You hand the napkin to him after and continue eating your food.

"Did you do that on purpose too?" He suddenly asks.

You look up at him, "what?" You trace your mouth if you got anything on your mouth.

"You do this," he points out at how you always scratch your nose.

"I did?" You ask with eyes widened.

He nods.

Before you can explain, you unconsciously scratch your nose and stop when you're aware of what are you doing.

"I told you it's a habit," you persist and fight the urge to do it again.

"And I told you that it's cute," he says then shoves a few fries into his mouth.

You make another trip to the selections of food trucks and bought ice cream as dessert while taking a stroll back to the parking lot. The night is so warm the ice cream melts in your hand.

You throw the rest of the cone into the garbage bin before getting into the car, Seungmin pulls open the glove box in front of you and takes out a pack of wet wipes.

He pulls two at once and helps you clean your hands with them, he meticulously wipes the spaces between your fingers too. You smile looking at how he cares that much about your hygiene.

"I feel like a surgeon about to go into the operation room," you joke.

But he is unfazed by all of your fun takes on his treatments on you, "I guess we're going home?" he says.

You check the time on your phone screen, "but it's barely 10 pm," you say.

"Then... do you want to go somewhere else?" He asks.

You laugh because once you gave up guessing what he's going to do next, he runs out of plans for the date.

"Are you saying this is the end of the date?" You ask with disbelief.

He innocently nods.

You sit back and keep laughing, he did everything to get on a date with you but the date itself is... you wouldn't say lame, he’s just didn't prepare it well.

"Let's just go somewhere," you say before your laughs start to annoy him.

"Your place?"

"No!" You refuse rather too quickly.

If you went to your place then he would get to use the 'it's midnight time to go home' excuse on you.

"Let's go to your place," you say without looking at him, afraid that he would read your intentions.

He looks at you for a few seconds and you bravely look back at him, using all the force you have in you to remain calm.

"Okay!" He agrees then starts the car engine.

Seungmin lives quite far from the university while you live not very far, it's a mystery how he manages to always get there before you. Or it could be because you're just lazy.

His apartment building has an elevator that works and he lives on the eighth floor, can only imagine what kind of view he gets from his apartment.

"Come in!" He says as he pushes the apartment door open to let you in.

He doesn't have that much furniture in his place, everything is neatly placed and well organized. The door to his bedroom is slightly ajar, you can only take a little peek at what it looks like but you see his bed is made.

"Please, sit down!" He gestures to the long sofa that is unlike the worn-out couch you have at your place.

You sit in the middle and he hands you a blanket from the armrest of the sofa.

"Want to drink something?" He asks.

"Yes, please?"

"Water, juice or soda?"

"I'd like a glass of wine actually," you say in an attempt to tease him.

He turns around and heads to the kitchen, opening the cabinet to pull out a bottle of wine which surprises you that he really has one.

"I only have red wine, is that alright?"

"More than alright!" You reply with a smile.

You wait for him while taking off his jacket, gently placing it on the empty stool next to the sofa then unfolding the blanket to cover your legs with it.

Seungmin returns with the bottle of wine in one hand and two glasses in the other, you take them from him so he can open the bottle.

He carefully pours wine into both glasses and takes one from your hand, clinking your glass together to finally take a sip.

"Can I ask you the question again now?" he asks, putting his wine glass down on the table.

You finish your glass to make him wait for your answer, "but it's not the end of the date yet," you disagree with him.

You put down your glass and turn to face him on the sofa, "and you have to pass the basic interview first!"

"The basic interview?"

You shush him and think of a question to ask him, "first question: since when do you like me?"

He turns his head at you with an intrigued expression on his face, "ever since we took the same class together," he answers.

You trace back to the time you first met him in economy class and it was back to almost a year ago, you didn't know he's been liking you ever since.

"Second question: why do you like me?"

He takes his time to answer and turns at you to deliver it, "because you are smart but I'm obviously smarter," he begins.

"I'll take that as a compliment," you let out a snide comment at him.

"You're very honest in an almost rude way," he adds.

"I'll... also take that as a compliment," you comment.

"I said almost," he reminds you.

You roll your eyes at him in response.

"And you're very genuine, there's nothing fake about you," he concludes.

You raise an eyebrow at him, "maybe I do but you just don't know," you poke fun at him.

"I would have seen it if you had any," he says.

You chuckle at how confident he is of himself and move on to the next question, "What do you like about me then?"

"Everything!"

You groan at the typical answer, "how cliché!"

"You want me to name a specific part of you that I like?"

You nod.

"But I don't have any specific part of you that I like, I like every part of you that makes you, you," he explains and you hate to admit it but he did sound so cool when he said it.

Certainly not an answer you had in mind that you don't know how to properly react to that.

"I like you as a whole," he says with his doe eyes staring right at you.

You're not supposed to feel this way, right? But you feel the blood rushing to your cheeks as they start heating. You start to laugh because it's the only proper way you know to react to his words.

"Are you blushing?" He points out.

"No!" You deny his question rather too quickly again.

He chuckles at you and takes the bottle of wine to refill your glass.

"You know you don't have to say all that," you tell him.

"But you're asking," he coyly replies.

"I mean," you take the bottle of wine from him and put it away, taking his hand then taking the front of his shirt, "Just kiss me already!"

You pull him by the shirt you crumple in your hand and bring his face close to you, locking your lips with his, closer and closer until the gap is closing.

This is long overdue, you have zero patience left and Seungmin is a damn good kisser, you can't stop now, you're not letting it go.

You push him back against the sofa then gets on his lap, straddling him with your hands caging him in between, smirking as you're about to sink your mouth into his again.

Seungmin unexpectedly returns the kisses with such enthusiasm with his hands begin to touch you, tracing the curve of your body clothed in skin tight dress.

You keep kissing him, forcing his head to tilt upward, earning you access to deepen the kiss.

He lets out little whimpers every time you tugged his lips between your teeth like a little puppy.

He's probably running out of breath that he gently pushes you away, making a space between your faces yet he stays with his head resting back on the sofa.

His eyes easily find yours and stare at them, then put all of your hair away to take a better look at you.

His hands then trace the frame of your face, eyes, nose, and lips. He touches them so tenderly as if he’s touching flower petals.

It's the way his eyes light up when he looks into your eyes again that gets you, he brushes your hair to the side and softly smiles, then mutters, "you're really pretty."

You don't know how he did that but you believe that he's being genuine, Seungmin has been nothing but honest about what he says and does.

Then you feel something in your stomach, a feeling that was once familiar and only made you sick before. Your heart is beating faster and you start to think he could hear it so you kiss him again.

Seungmin slowly slumps down on his seat and the next thing you know both of your bodies are tangled on the sofa with his body weighing on top of you.

In the heat of the moment, he suddenly breaks the kiss and props his hand next to you.

"Why? What's wrong?" You ask because of how abruptly he stopped kissing you.

"It's getting late," he says.

You glance at the clock on the wall and the time shows it's 10 past midnight, you glare at him in disbelief, "don't tell me that you're going to send me home?" You wildly guess because it seems like the nice guy in him kicks in.

He lowly chuckles at you, "I'm saying we should take it to the bedroom," he says with a sly smile.

That means the nice guy in him is off for the night and that's exactly what you want, you want him bad.

He gets up first and holds out his hand at you which you eagerly take, walking behind him as he leads you to his room.

He turns around once you step into the room and says, "I have to check if you have something on you."

You tip your head to the side in confusion, "Huh?"

He lets go of you to put his hands on your shoulders, "do you carry anything dangerous with you?" He asks, patting the side of your body as if you're going through a security check.

You softly chuckle at him and hum while thinking of an answer, "not that I know of," you cheekily answer.

His hands stop at your waist then he slowly pushes you to the wall, "I have to do a full body check then," he utters to you with his body pins against yours.

He's so hot gleeful and sly like this, you're trapped in his gaze as he looks down on you and put your hands up, pins them above your head.

He presses his forehead on yours to softly kiss the tip of your nose and oh... these butterflies used to make you sick.

He drops your hands onto his shoulders and holds you close, burying his mouth in your neck, drinking in your scent.

Catching him off guard, you turn him around and have him pinned against the wall with your body, "what about you?" You ask with your finger hooks on the opening of his shirt.

"Do you have anything dangerous on you, sir?" You ask again with a loopy grin.

He slumps down just enough to be on the same eye level as you and throws his hands up, surrendering himself to you.

Your hands begin to pat around his body, feeling the firmness of his body against his shirt to eventually meet his stiff member inside its confine.

"Now, that's dangerous!" You lowly murmur to his ear.

Without warning, he wraps his hands around you to unzip your dress.

He doesn't wait to part it open and take it off you, until the piece of clothing pooling around your ankle. He keeps taking steps forward forcing you to walk backward until the back of your legs hit the bed frame.

Slowly, you sit on the edge of the bed and hold his hands before laying down, pulling him with you, sending him toppled on top of you.

With the room staying dimly lit with the only source of light coming from the bedside lamp, Seungmin's jaws appear firmer, prominent and he's just so fucking attractive.

There's no need to confirm how wet you are down there just from having his body on you.

His long fingers trace your jaw before lowering his mouth on you again, so slowly as if he's kissing something so fragile.

With the proximity, your hands work to open his shirt while he keeps your mouth busy with slow, deep kisses.

You impatiently rip his shirt open the second you succeed in opening the last button and Seungmin helps by taking it off of him, then throws it aside. You won't waste another second touching his body with your hands. He's not muscular but his body is firm and lean, and his skin is warm like the morning sun.

The hunger for him grows bigger as your hands go lower to unbutton his jeans open and Seungmin abruptly stops kissing you.

Your mouth is agape, panting and your eyes snap open to find his staring into you. You slightly got panicked thinking that you must've done something he's uncomfortable with, "Wha—"

He buries his head in your neck again even before you can finish your question, kissing you there, tasting your skin with his tongue. You gasp when he softly bites your ear shell and he drags his mouth down your chest.

A shiver goes down your spine as he gently kisses your sternum and leaves a wet mark on the skin, funny that it feels like he just sets your body on fire.

He continues his trail of kisses and not stopping even though his mouth is getting closer to where you wanted him the most.

You mewl the moment his mouth lands on your clothed core, his breath feels heavy and hot between your legs.

He looks at you as his hands start pulling your underwear down your legs and off of you, kissing your inner thighs after.

With his big hands rubbing up and down your thighs, his mouth once again closing into your heating core, he hasn't touched it but you feel the tingle already.

It feels soft and warm that you let out a delightful sigh, his mouth on your delicate flesh and you're taking in all these delights with your eyes closed.

Everything he does with his mouth is so subtle and smooth yet he presses on the right spots rather intensely.

You have nothing to say but let him take you higher and drown you in pleasure.

Then he suddenly stops and lifts his head to look at you, "you're so quiet," he says.

You look down at him, at his head hanging between your legs with disheveled hair.

"You don't like it? Want me to stop?" He asks again.

You look him in the eyes and ask, "Did I tell you to stop?"

You prop an elbow and your other hand reaches for his head, "do you hear me telling you to stop?"

He stays still for a few seconds then places his mouth on you to continue the deed.

"That's what I'm saying," you say as he twirls his tongue on your clit ever so slowly like licking an ice cream and it slowly melts under his tongue.

Your hand tangles in his hair and tug at it every time the pleasure feels too intense, another way to tell him that your silence doesn't mean that you're not enjoying it. It's the opposite, it's too good that you can't find anything to say but enjoy every second of it.

Your moans grow louder as your breath quickens, and the knot inside you comes to the point that you can't hold it in anymore.

Seungmin seems to sense that you're coming close to your high and continues what brings you the most pleasure using his mouth.

Your back is arching as you seek more even though you're on the verge of exploding and when you finally do, you try so hard not to clamp Seungmin's head between your legs.

You pull him by the shoulder to hover above you, "A nice guy who knows how to eat me out, huh?"

With your hand on his neck, you pull him close to kiss him.

"I think that's my new ideal type," you add with your lips grazing his as you speak.

He gets flustered by your words then kisses you again while you use the opportunity to taste yourself on him.

And maybe he senses how needy you are for him that he puts a space between your bodies, slowly pulling away from the kiss.

"Just a second," he says and crawls over to the side, taking something out from a drawer.

You take the time to take off your bra and put it away, sitting on the bed while waiting for Seungmin.

"I can help you with that," you say with a sly grin since he takes quite a long time to put on a condom.

"Are you that impatient?" He asks without looking at you.

You laugh at his remark and find him crawling back at you, crashing his body on top of yours, kissing you ferociously that when he finally lets go, you gasp for air.

He then shifts his focus to enter you, wetting the tip with your essence to slowly push it in.

You spread your legs wider the deeper he goes and draw his body closer, he feels so good inside that you feel like going to climax one more time despite you just had it a few minutes ago.

In the midst of it, he looks at you for any signs of discomfort on you.

"I can take you well," you assure him with a grin.

He lowly chuckles and kisses you again, probably to shut you up from making another playful remark at him.

Seungmin thrusts deep and slow, everything about it so sensual, his hair that falls around his face and the way his jaws clench and unclench.

You usually never cared much about who wants to please or get pleased, tonight exceptionally, you want to do the former. Holding him by the shoulders, you turn him over and have him under you, you take a moment just to look at him, at how gorgeous he looks underneath you.

You place your hands on his chest and start slowly rolling your hips, letting him feel how good it feels being inside you.

Feeling mischievous, you intentionally clench around him and watch how his face contorted in pleasure.

"You like that?" You ask him.

He sighs before answering you, "I'll let you know later," he pokes fun.

You glare and clench around him again, your teeth faintly biting your lower lip.

He groans with his hands gripping each side of your waist, overwhelmed by the pleasure.

Seungmin doesn't want to play along anymore, so he gets up and wraps his hands around you, holding you still without stopping you from moving on top of him.

You manage to break your hands away from his confine and put them around his neck, bringing your mouth close to his ear you say, "cum for me like a nice guy you are," you say with a giggle.

He looks up at you with eyes wide and dark with lust, then without warning, he lowers you down to the space between his legs on the bed.

He has you trapped under and between his arms, he intensely stares into your eyes like there's something so intriguing happening in them.

A hand wraps around your neck to angle your head for a deep kiss, he starts thrusting into you again so slowly but each thrust sends him deeper into you.

He hits you right on the spot repeatedly but you want to play it fair, you want him to cum first before you do.

It seems like he's not going to last long as his movements are getting sloppy, his breathing is ragged and heavy. You clung to him, wrapping your legs around his waist, and let him ram into you, chasing his high.

"That feels so good," you breathlessly mutter into his ear, not letting the pleasure goes unnoticed this time around.

"Seungmin oh..." you mutter with a broken moan.

That seems to work since he starts to pick up the pace, tirelessly moving in and out of you. He rakes your hands from around his shoulders, intertwining his hands with yours and pinning them on each side of you

For a second, you dare to stare back and feel the warmth of his brown eyes.

And this is the closest you've ever seen of him.

"Seungmin..." you unconsciously call for him like you need the assurance that you didn't dream all of this.

He tenderly kisses you in response to your call, summoning the butterflies to start flying around in your stomach.

And these butterflies used to make you sick but now these butterflies make you fly away.

Seungmin lets out a raw groan and stifles a thrust as he finally hits his high. Little did you know that you were cumming as well a moment after him.

He kisses your open mouth for a sloppy kiss then buries his head in the crook of your neck, panting so close to your ear.

Your arms are wrapped around him as you also try to rearrange your breathing.

"So, do you like me now?" Seungmin suddenly asks.

You're too tired to even lift your hand but you can't help but laugh at his question, how he is still able to ask you that question in a moment like this.

You turn your head to the side to look at him, "ask me again when you're not inside me."

-

You wake up the next day to the smell of coffee wafting through the bedroom door left ajar, you're still too drowsy to put on something so you wrap yourself with a blanket and drag it with you.

Seungmin is brewing coffee in the kitchen, pouring hot water with utmost concentration like he was doing surgery rather than brewing a pot of coffee.

"Morning!" You greet with a sleepy smile and sit on the empty stool facing the kitchen island.

He looks up and there's a faint, wry smile on his face at the sight of you wrapped in his blanket.

"Coffee?" He offers.

"Yes, please!"

He turns around and opens the top cabinet to get a mug, places it in front of you then pours the hot steaming coffee. Even just the smell of it awakens you almost instantly and you inhale more of it before taking a small sip.

"Are you working today?" He asks.

You nod since you're too busy sipping your coffee to provide a verbal answer.

Seungmin pours himself a cup of coffee too and wraps his hands around it, "what time does your shift start?"

You clear your throat and answer, "later in the afternoon. I'm working full shift on the weekend."

He carefully sips his coffee, "want me to drive you there?"

"Just drive me home. I can get to work myself," you kindly refuse his offer and sip your coffee again.

He nods and puts down his mug on the countertop, he looks so calm like last night left no impression on him whatsoever.

Is it normal that you feel a little disappointed with that?

"I need to shower," you blurt out and hastily take a sip of your coffee.

"New toothbrush on the second drawer and clean towels on the top rack," he informs.

"What about you?" You ask while holding the mug close to your lips.

"Huh?"

"Don't you need to shower too?"

"I've already showered," he says.

You scoff and sip your coffee for one last time, "of course you are!"

Once you put down your mug, you stop clutching the blanket and let it drop onto the floor. You ignore the goosebumps raised on your skin from being exposed to the cool morning air.

You boldly look at him but he stays unfazed, sipping his coffee while looking back at you.

You scoff in disbelief and get up from the stool, standing in front of him only in your underwear.

"It's your loss!" You say to him before leaving for the bathroom with your attempt to lure him has come to a failure.

There's a knock on the door as you're putting on your dress from last night, "Come in!"

Seungmin comes in through the door and sees you struggling to zip up your dress, "let me help you," he says, coming to stand behind you.

You put all of your hair to the side and let him help you, "thanks!"

Seungmin then sits on the end of the bed, "Come here! I'll help you dry your hair," he pats the space next to him.

Instead of sitting there, you sit on his lap and put your hand around his shoulder.

He sighs and reaches for the towel in your hand, putting them around your head to gently dry your hair with it. His eyes are looking somewhere else, he looks into your eyes then at your lips, and back to your eyes again.

"Don't look at me like that if you're not going kiss me," you say with your fingers lazily scratching the hair on the back of his head.

He pauses and looks at you, "who says I'm not going to kiss you?"

He lowers his hand to the nape of your neck and holds you there as he presses a kiss on your lips, slowly at first but the moment he puts his other hand on your waist, he kisses you harder, deeper.

His slick tongue invades your mouth to taste you more while your hand fisted the collar of his shirt.

If only you didn't need to breathe, you wouldn't have to gently push him away and break the kiss. He smiles when he looks at you and continues drying your hair with the towel like nothing has happened.

Seungmin lends you one of his hoodies for you to put on over your dress, he helps by putting it on you like you don’t know how to put it on yourself.

A grin rises on his face when your head pops through the opening of the hoodie, he is quick to fix your hair for you and put it behind your ear.

Something about it makes your heart pitter-patter, it's so unlike you to melt just from a simple gesture but you get the urge to peck his lips and so you did.

He stops the car by the entrance of your apartment building since you insist that you will get to work yourself.

"Want me to pick you up after work?"

You hate to ask him something and bother him with it but the idea of seeing him again makes it a little hard to resist, "I would love that," you beam.

He nods, "alright then!"

You unbuckle the safety belt and grab your bag, ready to leave.

"I'll see you later then," you say and reach for the lock of the car door.

He grabs you by the sleeve of your hoodie, "so, do you like me now?"

You stop on your track and burst into a laugh, he still won't stop asking you the question even though it's obvious what the answer is. You just know that he's merely curious and not faking it either.

You pull him by the front of his shirt and give him a long peck on the lips as an answer. He didn't expect that, that when you let go, his mouth hangs open.

"Bye!" You say, flashing him a smile before getting out of the car.

-

You're not supposed to feel this way, right?

Listening to love songs and they start to make sense. Nice weather makes you feel sentimental. You're mad when he keeps calling you on the phone but hates it when he doesn't. He looks at you all mushy and follows you like a puppy, strangely, you enjoy it.

Everything about it is so cute and you wonder how you didn't get sick in the stomach from all of that.

You get off work and Seungmin is waiting in his car, you break into a run like you can't wait to meet him again, at least you know that's a fact.

"How's work?" He asks the moment you sit on the passenger's side.

"Alright, I guess," you answer.

"Hungry?"

"Famished," you reply with a frown.

He takes something from the backseat of his car, and to your surprise, it's a bouquet of flowers. You can't help but smile, then burst out laughing when you realized that something like this would make you groan in disgust.

In reality, receiving flowers like this is kind of nice and they smell wonderful too.

"What is this?" You fake an annoyed pout at him, "I can't eat this!"

He chuckles and takes something else from the backseat of the car, a bag of food, and put it on your lap.

Your smile grows wider and you impatiently rummage inside to take out the food he bought for you.

"Eat well!" He says and turns the car engine on.

Every day for the past two weeks after the date is spent like this, apart from meeting you at the campus, he picks you up from work and stays over at your place after.

You both huddle on your small worn-out couch which will ultimately lead to a make-out session and time flies fast when you're spending it with someone you really like.

He slowly lets go of the kiss and pecks you on the lips. You take this as a cue that its midnight and he's going to leave soon, you heavily sigh before speaking.

"It's midnight and the nice guy has to go home?" You sneer at him with your hands fixing the collars of his shirt.

He hovers above you and brushes your hair to the side, you like it whenever he do that, you feel somehow admired and taken care of.

"It's midnight..." he pauses to peck your lips, "so it's time for bed."

Your ears perked up like hearing something so exciting, "huh?"

"We should go to bed and you must be tired too, right?"

You hesitate to ask but you need to know if he plans on spending the night with you, "Are you staying?"

"Or you prefer this nice guy to leave?" He asks back, getting back at you for all of your snarky comments about him.

You change into comfortable clothes, smirking when you catch Seungmin has been watching you through the reflection of the bathroom mirror.

You take a stand next to him and brush your teeth together facing the sink, you lend him the biggest t-shirt you have in your closet for him to wear to bed.

It feels nice when you finally lay down on the bed after a long day, it feels exceptionally nice that Seungmin is lying next to you.

Never in a million years, did you like having someone invading your private space like this but in the nicest way possible.

He kisses your forehead and says, "Goodnight!"

You turn to face him on the bed and pout, "We're just going to sleep and do nothing?"

He lowly chuckles with eyes closed, "yes."

You exhale a long breath while looking up at the ceiling, "this is so lame," you grumble.

"I am lame," Seungmin casually says.

"Very, very lame," you say but nuzzle your head into his neck.

As tired as you are, you can't fall asleep because your heart keeps beating fast like you just ran a mile instead of lying on the bed for the past hour.

You watch him sleep with his arm around you and you get to hold him close, smelling his musky scent that you like so much, and stare at his face as much as you want.

Love is some hocus pocus shit, got you completely bewitched.

Then you got reminded of something, you carefully get off the bed without waking Seungmin in the process and tiptoe to the kitchen.

The flower bouquet Seungmin gave to you is still lying on the kitchen counter, you hurriedly fill a pitcher with water and put the flowers in it.

They're so pretty, you touch the delicate petals and admire them, smell the floral scent that relaxes you.

You have a glass of water before returning to the bedroom, standing by the doorway to watch Seungmin sleeping so soundly in your bed and he's wearing your clothes, looking like he belongs there in the first place.

"Stop watching me sleep, creep!" He mutters without opening his eyes.

You giggle for being caught red-handed, rush to him to lie on top of him. He groans when you put all of your weight on him then pulls the duvet and put it over you.

"You know you're more attractive when you're quiet and still," you joke.

He puts your hands around you and holds you tight for a second, he manages to land a kiss on your head with his eyes closed.

"So.... do you like me now?" He asks.

Is that even a question? Here's an answer then.

Seungmin is smart, he's nice, and thoughtful. He can be mean but he's honest. He has a weird sense of humor. He not only has a puppy smile, but he acts like one too. He has nice square shoulders, is a good kisser, and knows how to eat you out. Seungmin is great and likes you so much but love is just...

Fuck! You think this is it. This is love.

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okay, bcs i needed to write this and also @comet-falls hi, ily for being precious, this just HAPPENED to be on my mind and i need to (s)cream to you about it.

seungmin is the kind to just pull you on top of him, letting your weight relax into him as he takes in your warm pressure, and be quiet about it because he wants to hear about your day.

seungmin is the kind to also just leave bite marks all over your collarbone, mumbling into your skin that he's not trying to distract you from your talking.

seungmin the kind to randomly pull you close to him, whisper how pretty you look in front of his friends, just to see you blush, and talk about how he'd love to see that exact same shade of red and pink when you're on your knees for him, with his hands in your hair, on the ride home.

seungmin is definitely the kind to just let you sit on his face, as a stress relief, and claims that it's going to get your mind off of things that happened that day, because obviously, your mind is going to be filled with thoughts about what he's going to do next.

seungmin, the kind to very randomly cock warm you, letting you lean against his back and nibble on your shoulder, making sure he leaves marks that are going to be visible, and mumbles that he doesn't want to leave just yet, when clearly he has a zoom meeting in a couple of minutes, and he's the one presenting.

but seungmin is also the kind to let you sit on his lap when you're having a bad day, cuddling you close to him, and just sitting there in silence, because that's what you need and you don't need to tell him.

[baby-yongbok]

Mine - Kim Seungmin x afab!Reader

Genre: Smut Drabble/ Hard Thought - MDNI Word Count: 672

Warnings: Degradation, cursing A/N: My head is spinning right now, I found out that there are BDSM muzzles. (I'm buying one immediately) and then I thought about Seungmin saying that he should muzzle you and it all went down hill from there. I might turn this into a longer fic eventually idk but my brain was rotting with this thought. ✧ Masterlist ✧

Thinking about how Seungmin would act when he finds out that you, his best friend, has a Twitter account dedicated to posting lewd photos and videos of yourself. You told him about it on a whim while the two of you were watching a movie on your couch and before you knew it he was scrolling down your shared media. A small grin on his face as he watches a video of you fucking some guy you hooked up with on a random night out. 

"You think this was good?" He'd look over at you with an expression so serious that you couldn't tell if he really wanted an answer to his question "I could fuck you way better than this" 

That's how you ended up with your back against his chest as the two of you sat on your couch. Your legs spread open and your exposed pussy on display to your best friend. "You must really be a slut, huh?" His fingers would trail light circles around your clit, teasing you so slowly that it made your head spin. You whine for more, bucking your hips up into his hand. 

"Do you just let any guy have access to this pretty pussy? And you're so fucking needy too. You want more?" He was inside of you in an instant, filling you up mercilessly and fucking into you like you belonged to him. He was right when he said that he could fuck you better, you could feel that delicious knot in your stomach as soon as he started fucking into your g-spot at the perfect angle. 

“Look at you, my dumb mutt is drooling. Is my cock so good that you need to make a fucking mess?” Yes, it is that good, you find yourself babbling as he fucks you harder. It’s so much but you keep asking for more and he keeps giving. His new favorite thing is watching you fall apart on his cock. He never would’ve thought that his sweet and innocent best friend could be so lewd. It was all an act. 

He’d laugh when you beg him to fuck you harder, landing a bruising slap on your ass as he rams into you. “You want more? Don’t run from it, pup you just asked for this.” He’d pull out right when you announce that you’re close and turn you around, propping your legs up over his shoulders so that he can reach spots that he couldn’t before. Your moans and cries drown out the sound of skin slapping and Seungmin’s own grunts of pleasure. He’d rub your clit to edge you a bit then stick those arousal covered digits in your mouth to keep you quiet.

“Shut the fuck up, such a noisy bitch. I should muzzle you.”  He smiles when you clench around him, shaking his head in disbelief. “You’d fucking like that wouldn’t you? You want me to fucking gag you? Such a slut.”

He’d get a bit sweeter when he gets close to finishing, he’d praise you with each sloppy thrust. Kissing your calves and sucking and nipping bruises into your ankle. You unravel as soon as his fingers brush against your clit, shaking underneath him and chanting his name like he created your entire universe. “Oh fuck oh fuck you’re so pretty when you cum, baby. That’s it.” 

He’d fall apart shortly after, the image of your eyes rolling back as you came around him throws him over the edge. He covers you in his sticky release with his head thrown back and his chest rising and falling violently. “So perfect, so fucking perfect.” He can’t get the image of you out of his head as he empties his balls. He’s going to need more of you immediately. He leans over and gives you a quick peck on the lips. He looks you in the eye with a sweet yet serious expression. 

“Mine, okay?” You nod your head with a fucked out smile and he kisses you again. “That’s my girl.”

[mingisangel]

it’s just a game

i wanted to write a gamer bf series featuring the maknae line & the racha log gave the best inspiration !

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felix: your boyfriend is growing increasingly more frustrated while gaming when you happen to get his attention, and he thinks of a way to let his anger out.

seungmin: spending quality time together by doing separate things at the same time with your boyfriend is fun and all, till you finish your thing first and quickly grow bored while waiting for him to finish gaming.

jeongin: you cannot believe your boyfriend’s audacity to ignore you to game instead! luckily, you have a plan to teach him a lesson...

[thefantasyden]

Ooooo plushophila, dirty talk and vibrator with sub Seungmin and dom reader?🫰🏻🫶🏻

The sight of Seungmin rutting against your favourite Pokémon plush was far from what you would have thought to expect when you walk in to your bedroom, his cheeks flushed as he messily grinds his clothed cock against the firmly stuffed toy.

You take a few minutes to admire him from the doorway, watching his hips move as if in a trace for before clearing your throat to announce your presence, your boyfriends head jerking toward you with wide, fearful eyes as he flushed further due to the embarrassment currently flooding his body. His hips stall, yet he makes no attempt to move as he freezes in shock.

"Don't let me interrupt, puppy." You sing out, making your way to your bedside table to find your favourite wand vibrator, giggling at the confused look on Seungmins face as you strip yourself of your pants before laying on the bed beside him, fidgeting until you're in a comfortable position. "Keep going. You must be really needy if this is what you're resorting to."

You flick the dial on your wand, turning the vibration on to a steady medium speed as you press it firmly against your clit, your low moan encouraging Seungmins hips to buck of their own accord against the fabric. As your moans continue to grow louder, he finds himself unable to hold back from grinding against the plush again, his movements a little unsure yet building to the same needy pace you had caught him in previously, his own whimpers filling the room.

"You look so pretty like this, Puppy."

[ashonheavenscloud]

Gentleman || Kim Seungmin (+18)

Gentleman || Kim Seungmin (+18)

🔞CONTAINS EXPLICIT SEXUAL CONTENT! MINORS DNI!🔞

⚠️warnings: dom!seungmin x sub!reader, fingering, teasing, praise, unprotected sex, swearing, size kink if you squint

word count: 2.9K

🎧: feel like - woodz

a/n: i wrote this one a while back, but there are not enough seungmin smuts out there so i’m here with my contribution!! seungmin’s hot and it’s about time we remembered that😵‍💫

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The click of the front door opening and shutting alerted you of Seungmin’s arrival- late from work again. You were so close to snapping at his boss for overworking him, because this was the third night this week alone that he’d stayed at the office far past dinner time.

“Gosh…” you heard him mutter from down the hallway, his voice drifting to where you were seated at your bedroom desk with some chips and a few bottles of nail polish, the lavender colour just finishing drying on your nails. 

Here were his footsteps, growing closer every second. “Min?”

After a few seconds, Seungmin’s figure appeared in the doorway, and you could tell he was absolutely pissed, eyes narrowed and glinting; jaw clenched. 

“Babe?”

You could practically feel the frustration pulsing from him, but he just said in a low voice, “Long day.”

You collected your laptop and stashed it under the desk, along with a few scattered pencils. “I swear, I’m really going to kick that man’s ass one day. You already work hard enough…”

You lifted your gaze, and at once your words halted. Seungmin’s eyes were intently focused on you, and their dark gaze immediately had you frozen in place. There was something about them today- something about them right now- carefully soaking in every inch of you, that made you feel way too hot.

The room was filled with a tense silence, and all you could do was stare back. You felt a terrible need to move, to shift under his gaze, but you couldn’t seem to make your body compute. Not when he tucked his bottom lip under his teeth, eyes trailing your figure, and you could almost feel a shudder in the air.

You opened your mouth but couldn’t think of anything else to say for some reason, as the boy leaned against the doorframe, searing gaze never parting from you. At last, you couldn’t stand it and swallowed before speaking.  “Seungmin…”

He suddenly pushed away from the frame, standing and taking long strides in your direction. There was a jolt in your gut, so violent it pretty much knocked the wind out of you as you quickly stood. You felt completely on edge, a tingle over your skin, the sense of anticipation that had all of your insides jumping. He neared, not saying a single word even when he paused in front of you, mere inches away.

You tried to collect your thoughts, which had all seemed to vanish at Seungmin’s proximity. His fingers were brushing your thighs ever so subtly, sparking a fiery warmth between your legs. His eyes were locked on yours, and you were frozen.

And you had to admit, anger on Seungmin? Dangerously attractive.

“Say it again.”

His heavy voice, just barely loud enough for you to hear it, was almost the final straw. You bit down on your bottom lip as the ache in your core grew. You swallowed roughly, forcing eye contact as you managed. “Say what?”

“My name.” Seungmin demanded, hands sliding up your thighs as he pulled you against him. You inhaled, hands finding his forearms to keep yourself balanced; Seungmin leaned into the crook of your neck, lips barely brushing your skin. “I missed hearing you say it.” He whispered slowly. “I missed you.” 

His breath was hot on your neck, making it very hard to think in a straight line. “S- Seungmin-”

You barely had time to finish his name before his lips surprised you by crashing against yours. Your hands flew backwards to keep yourself balanced, nearly knocking over your bowl of chips in the process.

Neither of you noticed, too intently focused on one another- and god, how could you not when he sucked on your lips and made your mind go fuzzy as his hands gripped your waist tighter. In seconds he had you up on the desk, pinning you to the cold surface as his lips went wild with yours. His fingers pressed into your hips as your own digits found his dark hair to tangle into, raking through the locks harshly. He growled in the back of his throat, and nipped at your bottom lip; you gasped, allowing Seungmin to easily slide his tongue inside your mouth as his sloppy kisses deepened. The sensation was dizzying, and only made you kiss him back harder to hear his grunts and sighs of pleasure. Instinctively, your legs wound around his waist and pulled him even closer, his hardened length brushing your core through way too many layers of fabric.

At once, you pulled back to find his dark eyes practically dripping with desire. Whatever had gotten Seungmin so riled up, it had done a fantastic job.

“May I?” He murmured through laboured breaths, ever the gentleman- but his impatience was clear in his fingers already twitching up your thighs, absentmindedly playing with the fabric of your hoodie.

You nodded vaguely, the husk of his tone already setting your core on fire and making it hard to concentrate. But what you did know was that you needed him- now.

It took hardly another second for Seungmin to be all over you again, hands gripping your neck to pull you to him for a slow, passionate kiss. You responded eagerly, hands fumbling with his white dress shirt and slipping up even further on the buttons when Seungmin’s warm lips pressed to your neck. He found every sensitive spot along your jaw and behind your ear, kissing and sucking at your skin- and it took much too long for you to free his torso from the shirt. At last the fabric was peeled away, and you admired the coarse, flexing muscles of his arms and chest with your palms. Seungmin inhaled forcefully, and you felt him shiver under your touch before his hands rested on your thighs and crawled closer to where you needed him.

You whined, a plea of urgency, and Seungmin responded with fervour, quickly pushing aside your leggings and pressing his fingers to your clothed folds. He chuckled, breath warm against your neck. You were acutely aware of every small touch of his, as he softly rubbed you through the fabric. “So wet for me, baby.”

You squirmed, hands gripping his biceps to hold back the moan bubbling up your throat. Seungmin ripped away your panties, hesitating for only a moment before sinking his first finger deep inside of you.

You choked on a moan as your walls desperately clenched around him, hungry for any sense of friction. Seungmin slowly pumped into you, and your hands found his hair again to tug and yank at. That seemed to egg him forward even faster, as he inserted another digit and stretched you further. Heavy pants fell from both your lips as he dug deeper; every hit to your sweet spot made you whine senselessly, the knot in your gut tightening as you were brought closer to your high. 

“Shit, you always drive me crazy.” Seungmin grunted as a third finger joined the mess and you cried out at your fast approaching orgasm. 

“S-Seungmin- I-I’m gonna-”

He was merciless, stretching you incredibly and dancing his fingers along your slick walls. His lips found your mouth again, teeth dragging over your bottom lip as he whispered breathlessly, “Do it.”

With a stuttered groan you broke, squeezing your eyes tightly as your high washed over you. Seungmin slipped his fingers from your core, and you opened your eyes in time to see him discard his remaining clothes, his exposed cock angrily hard and dripping. Your thighs trembled in anticipation as he neared once again, grabbing your hand and gently kissing your knuckle, ever the gentleman. 

Then his glittering eyes met yours. You didn’t need words for his intent to be clear.

He was going to fuck you senseless.

Just the thought alone had you weakening, thighs subconsciously trying to close off your aching core. You obviously weren’t subtle; Seungmin scoffed, hands coming to tightly grip your waist before he lifted you clean from the desk, only to flip you onto the nearby bed. With a gasp, your hands instinctively gripped his shoulders as your body was met with the cool sheets. They’d all been made up by Seungmin this morning and the idea of messing them up again was gasoline to your fire. Your legs shook greedily.

Seungmin smirked knowingly, hands moving to casually push aside your legs and spread you out for him. He admired you for a second, biting his lip as you tried desperately to control yourself. He was bare inches away, sliding his palms up your thighs to grab your hips before looking up into your eyes. To your amazement, he was grinning.

The cheeky little-

“Should I take my time with this one?” He mused in a low tone, stroking your sides absentmindedly. He inched closer, and your breathing hitched instinctively. This only made Seungmin chuckle. “Hmm? What do you think, baby?”

God- “I think-” he slid closer, and you inhaled sharply. “I think- you’re just as impatient as me.”

“Maybe.” He whispered, leaning forward to let the tip of his cock brush your skin. Your hands flew to grip the sheets as you held your breath, head spinning as he slowly teased you by gliding his length along your inner thigh with a knowing smirk. 

“But I think I know who’ll last longer, too.”

His hands gripped your hips tightly as he lined up his length with your entrance. The tip of his cock brushed your clit and you stuttered out a needy whine at the feathery sensation. Quickly, Seungmin pulled back before brushing the sensitive nerves again; your breaths were coming in shaky as you gripped the desk with white knuckles. His cock wasn’t even inside and you were already starting to lose it.

He was leaning in closer, breath fanning your cheek as he whispered, “You’re so fun to tease, darling.” 

Another brush to your clit made you inhale sharply, closing your eyes to the sensation. Your skin was tingling under every light touch of his, a shiver tracing your spine as Seungmin’s mouth pressed sloppily to your neck over and over. The urge to snap your legs together was growing with the desperate burn between them, but his body prevented you from doing anything of the sort. You squirmed, inhaling sharply as his fingertips skimmed your thighs. “S-Seungmin…”

“Darling, let me show you-” his words were interrupted by a wet kiss to your collarbone and the smallest nip. “Let me show you just how desperately I need you.”

Then at last he moved to part your folds, and slowly pushed his cock into your entrance. You gasped as his bulging size stretched intensely inside of you, stuttering out a muffled groan at the delicious feeling of his twitching length sliding along your walls. Vaguely you could hear Seungmin’s own soft groans as he shoved his cock deep inside of you, eyes heavy lidded and unfocused as they flickered shut. “God-”

The both of you choked out moans as Seungmin bottomed out. He filled you so utterly that you felt breathless at his size, core clenching around his cock desperately. With a grunt, Seungmin’s head fell against your shoulder, heavy hot breaths tickling your skin and sending a rush down your body.

“You’re s-so wet, baby. Oh-oh my god.” He groaned as you clenched again, hands clutching his wrists as he tightened his grip on your waist. Seungmin tilted his head back again, a sweaty sheen coating his golden skin. 

“So fucking good, baby.” He panted, dark eyes finding yours as his thumbs moved up and down your sides. His pupils swam with lust as he leaned to take your lips with his, digging his tongue deeper into your mouth with each rough press. Your hands released their grip on the sheets momentarily to wrap your arms around Seungmin’s neck and wind your fingers through his hair, and run them along his fiery skin. 

Ever so slowly, Seungmin pulled away, dragging his teeth along your bottom lip. His eyes flickered to yours again, complete with that dangerous shimmer as he smirked and dragged his cock out before quickly pushing back in. You gasped at the further stretch it gave you, fingers desperately grabbing Seungmin’s locks in a death grip. He didn’t give you a second to recover before repeating the movement, pulling out and slamming his hips back into yours. Needy whines escaped your lips; he was chuckling under his breath, but he wasn’t smiling. His dark eyes gazed at you, drinking you in, tongue darting out to wet his lips before murmuring,

“Look at me, love.”

Your eyes trailed up to meet his, hazy eyed and near delirium.

“Good girl.” He breathed, ramming into you again. Your back arched as his tip reached your sweet spot, lips pressed together as you whimpered senselessly. He didn’t relent, pounding into you and abusing the deepest parts of you as you struggled to find a tether for your sanity. His fingers dug into your sides as profanities tumbled from his lips, his rhythm never ceasing as he coaxed your bra from your chest and set his mouth to work on your right nipple. You gasped as his tongue swirled around the sensitive bud and squirmed, his cock dragging in and out of you at a ridiculously pleasurable pace. Every cell of your body felt on fire, as the ache in your core heightened and a familiar knot echoed its beginnings. Still, you kept your mouth tightly shut.

And somehow, Seungmin knew just how to make it worse.

He threw your legs over his shoulders, better angling himself to slam into you and hit spots you didn’t even know you had. Tears of pleasure blurred your vision as you gasped, hands bunching the sheets below you in a death grip as Seungmin pounded you into the mattress.

“Tell me how you feel, baby.” He rasped out with a quick snap of his hips. “Use your voice for me.”

His teeth skimmed your nipple, and with another roll of his hips, senseless, uncontrollable moans finally escaped from your mouth. He was too good at driving you crazy, leaving you a mindless mess underneath him. He swallowed up your sounds with rough kisses, hands still tightly gripping your waist with every repeated pound into you. The wet slap of your hips meeting were mixed with the sinful moans and pants from both of you as Seungmin’s movements grew sloppier and you could sense your climax approaching.

“Seungmin-” you choked out, interrupted by his mouth abusing your jawline, sharp nips sure to leave a blanket of his love marks tomorrow. He sucked along the column of your throat, pulling back with light pops before caressing your skin again with his tongue. 

“Shit,” he groaned, sweat pouring down his face and bare chest. His golden skin glistened in the pale lamp light, heavy breaths heaving from his body. “I’m c-close too-”

You clenched around him with a loud groan, writhing underneath him. He felt so good, every twitch of his leaking cock inside of you driving you closer to the edge. 

“Love- love, look-” he was cut off by a moan, as you clenched around him again. “L-Look at me.”

You could barely see, let alone look at him. His one hand slipped up your body and pulled your chin to face him- and your eyes focused on his, love drunk and sparkling. 

And then with a final snap of his hips, you broke. With a groan your eyes rolled back, the wave of your high washing over you as you released all over Seungmin’s cock deep inside you. You heard Seungmin stutter out a moan as his own release coated your walls, and he rode through both your highs with a few last thrusts before collapsing beside you on the tangled sheets.

For a few minutes, you both just stayed there panting. Seungmin eventually moved, thumbs rubbing your sides as he gently kissed your bare shoulder. You opened your eyes to look at him, the fiery glint in his eyes faded to a calmer warmth.

“How do you feel, babe?”

“Good.” You whispered with a small smile, finding his hand to take with yours.

“I’m afraid I might have… gotten a little riled up.” Seungmin confessed, softly kissing your skin again with a sheepish smile.

“It’s okay.” You chuckled. “I didn’t mind.”

Seungmin raised an eyebrow, a slight smirk appearing on his face. “Oh, really-?”

“Seungmin!”

He just laughed before standing and scooping you into his arms, like the true gentleman he was. “Come on, darling, I’ll run a bath for us.”

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thank you for reading!!🥀

[straytown]

just been thinking about puppy hybrid sub!seungmin and wanted to write a little something to see how i like it

*also my first time writing smut so beware*

warnings: sub!seungmin, praise kink, mistress kink, mommy kink, dry humping, hybrid au

description: owning a puppy hybrid is a bit of work. especially when their heat comes along

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You just came home from an appointment, taking off your shoes at the doorway and making your way into the house. You called out to your pet hybrid.

“Seungmin, I’m back!”

You were met with silence but thought nothing of it. You walked into your kitchen and grabbed a bottled water from the fridge, looking through to see what you could prepare for dinner. Slowly, footsteps are heard behind you.

You opened the water without looking back at Seungmin. “Did you behave without me?”, you jokingly asked.

He stays quiet and you feel him hug you from behind. The first thing you noticed was his breathing. He was whining, his breathing fast and uneven. The second thing you noticed was his boner. His heat started while you were gone.

Seungmin nuzzled his nose into your neck.

“I-I waited like you told me to do, mommy. You took so long- I thought I would break the rules”

You felt some sort of smirk stretch across your face. Your puppy was always so disobedient, nonchalant, acting like he never cared. But he was always the same moaning bitch that clung to you during his heats. You reached to pet his hair.

“Such a good boy. Did you really wait for your mistress while she was out?”

His breathing picked up, and his hips pushed harder onto your ass. He nodded into your neck.

“Y-Yes, I waited so long. I almost broke my collar thinking of you”

His pretty little baby blue collar that said “Good Boy” in big letters. That one, you had him wear around the house.

“Did I do well, mommy? Am I your good boy?”

Oh, you could enjoy this. You rocked your hips into his slowly. He buried himself deeper into your neck, moaning into it. He was so sensitive.

“Such a good boy. You want a reward, baby? Make a mess on your mommy’s leggings”

You bend over the counter and he whined, quick thank yous escaping his mouth. He humped you sloppily, moaning softly to himself as his eyes screwed shut.

“Thank you, thank you...”

You looked back at him finally and felt like a such a sadist. But something about this told you that your puppy was a masochist.

He looked so fucked out already, wearing only his underwear and your oversized baby blue hoodie. His face was pink with embarrassment, or maybe pleasure. His head was thrown back, sweat attached to his forehead.

You smirked that same smirk again. You reached for his hips and he followed your touch, humping into your hand. He liked this better, the way you rubbed him, because his moaning went higher a pitch.

“Fuck, mommy!”

You suddenly pull back and he desperately tries to hump into you. You take ahold of him and shove him against the counter, trapping him between your arms, no distance between the two of you. He was still trying so badly to get his release.

“Look at you, being so desperate and sensitive. Humping into me like a dirty little puppy”

He had nowhere to go, couldn’t hide his face, and certainly couldn’t hide how he was feeling. He whined again with a pout.

“You like being talked down to, huh? Or do you wanna get praised like an obedient little puppy?”

He nodded vigorously. “I-I want your praise, mommy. Oh, please tell me I’m a good boy! I wanna be your good boy”

He tugged at his collar. You leaned in closer to him, coming in for a kiss. He gladly accepted. You reached for his collar, wrapping your hand around his neck firmly, then slamming your knee into the counter, cabinets making a sound at the collision.

Seungmin jumped at the noise, breaking the kiss to moan out. You felt something wet on your thigh. Out of curiosity, you angle your high on his throbbing cock. He threw his head back, eyes rolling back and a strangled moan ripping from his throat.

You drew circles on his clothed chest with your palm.

“Good boy”

[seospicybin]

LAST INNING.

PART I

Finale of Innings series.

Chapters: Part II

Seungmin x reader. (s,f,a) Your relationship with Seungmin shifts as you enter the real world where your expectations don’t always meet realities and it’s getting harder to keep up with your boyfriend’s rising fame as a baseball player.

Author's note: This is the beginning of the end! To each and every one of Innings enthusiasts, thank you for being a part of the journey! THANK YOU!

Everybody knew.

Everybody knew that you are dating Seungmin, the baseball star and campus heartthrob, the Seungmin.

Sometimes when you looked at him, you couldn't believe that he is your boyfriend. It led you back to the first time he met you in a class, he sat behind you and when you were told to find a partner for an assignment, he quickly offered himself.

You didn't second guess his invite, you just thought that it was because he didn't want to bother himself picking someone else since you were seated right in front of him.

Fast forward to this day, where he sat next to you in the library, watching a replay of the game he played last week on his phone with headphones on and you watched him instead of reading the book you were holding.

His dark hair shining under the afternoon sun that shone through the window, his nose, his lips, his eyes, everything about him complements each other. Your eyes shot to his hands, the prominent veins on the back of his hand, and the way he gripped his phone, made you crave his hands were on you right at that moment.

Sensed that your eyes were on him, he glanced at you and took one of his earphones off, "you say something?"

You shook your head, then hurriedly held your book up to continue reading.

Seungmin scooted closer, leaning in so close to you then dragged the book a little to his side so he could read it too.

But he didn't read anything, he turned his head at you and then quietly placed a kiss on your lips with the books covering both of your faces.

You looked down and shyly smiled, but he put a finger under your chin and tilted your head up to press another kiss on your lips.

He shot you a sly smile the second he let go of the kiss and shifted his eyes back to watch the baseball game on his phone as if nothing had just happened.

You hid your flustered face behind the book and couldn't even focus on reading, all you wanted was to kiss him more.

It wasn't as if the whole campus witnessed him kissing you after that baseball game, but everybody knew and they shot you glances every time the two of you were walking together. Funny that everyone was so nonchalant about your existence, but once they knew you are dating Seungmin, suddenly everybody knew you. At least, you were no longer known as Kim's best friend but as Seungmin’s girlfriend.

You couldn't decide if that's progress but you never really care, this didn't change things between you and him. If anything, you feel the assurance that he'll always be with you no matter what.

The downside of it? You couldn't meet for secret rendezvous in the library again because once you were spotted together, everyone got nosy.

You both walked the campus building and parted because your class is on the third floor while his class was on the second floor. He squeezed your hand before letting it go, "See you later," he said while hoisting his backpack higher on one shoulder.

"See you," you said back then climbed the stairs.

He watched you from the base of the stairs, doing his signature move of brushing his hair to the back that only made his hair messier yet even more attractive.

And you never get tired of seeing it.

-

You got surprised to see him waiting for you to finish with your last class of the day, surprised because he is usually at practice at this hour.

He read the questioning look on your face and smiled, "Today's practice has been canceled," he explained.

"Ah!" You exclaimed then got beside him to walk out of the building.

He held your hand while walking to the parking lot and didn't even care about the people watching you with envious eyes.

It was hard for you to ignore them though and it seemed like you'll never get used to it, so you looked down and tried not to trip because that would be super embarrassing.

Once you got into his car, you heavily sighed in relief like you just escaped something so horrifying.

Seungmin got in a while later, put his backpack on the backseat, then turned his head at you, "is there anything you want to do?"

You hummed while thinking of something, "how about movies? We haven't done that in a while," you suggested.

The last time you went to a movie, Kim was also there with you, didn't even mind third wheeling you. When you thought about it again, you haven't gone on a proper date together, where it's just the two of you.

This seemed like the perfect opportunity to do it.

Seungmin grinned at you, "why don't you pick a movie while I'm driving?"

That's one of his finest qualities, he always knows what to do and likes to plan everything, for someone as disorganized as you, he made just the perfect match.

"Okay," you said, hurriedly putting your seat belt on as he turned the car engine on.

You opted for a horror movie, Seungmin didn't mind your choice. He held your hand and let you rest your head on his shoulder. You stole a glance at him, looking so gorgeous with his face illuminated by the light from the movie screen, you couldn't help but placed a tender kiss on his cheek.

He returned the kiss with a quick peck on the lips then shifted his attention back to the movie.

You walked around the park for a bit while thinking of what to eat for dinner, stopping for a while so he could take a picture of you under the cherry blossom tree.

You were looking at the menu of a noodle restaurant when Seungmin received a call, when he got back to you he pulled your hand with him.

"Our dinner is sorted," he informed without giving you the full context.

And the full context was, that he took you to his house because his mother cooked dinner but his sister and father couldn't make it because they got busy with work, and Seungmin’s mother hates having dinner alone.

You got anxious, not only that you weren't dressed properly but it was so sudden, you didn't have time to mentally prepare yourself.

You grabbed his hand, stopping him from unlocking the door of his house.

"Can you give me a minute?" You asked him with uneasy eyes.

He held your hand, sweaty and cold from jitters, he pulled you close to comfort you but you dodged away.

"What if your mother sees us?" You quickly explained why you refused his hug.

He placed his hands on your elbows and looked at you with a comforting smile, "No need to be so nervous!"

"I'm nervous because he's your mom," you told him the reason why you became so fidgety.

"I want to be accepted by your mom," you added with a trembling voice.

Seungmin felt like his heart was about to explode hearing that from you, your genuine intention and your determination, he couldn't find you more beautiful than this.

He wanted to kiss you so much but he knew you were too nervous for that, it wouldn't work to relax you.

He caressed your head instead, brushed your hair with his fingers, and tucking the hair behind your ear, feeling sorry as he looked at you took a short and shaky breath trying to calm down.

He held your face in his hands, "let's just go somewhere else for dinner then," he resolved, it was a bad idea, after all, pressuring you to meet and have dinner with his mother.

"What are you saying?" You asked in disbelief.

"We're right in front of your house," you said as if it wasn't obvious enough and his mother probably heard this conversation as well.

"I'll take you to meet my mom properly next time," he said to you, holding your hand and pulling you in the other direction from his house.

"But she'll be having dinner alone," you said, stood there, and halted him from walking away.

"I can tell her that I'm having dinner out, she'll understand," he assured you.

You let out a long breath and hoping you would relax right away, pulled him back to the front door of his house then rang the doorbell without thinking twice.

His mother opened the door not long after and looked at Seungmin with a smile then at you.

You quickly put on a sweet smile despite feeling so sick to your stomach.

"Oh, you brought a friend," she said to him while stepping away from the door to let both of you into the house.

Seungmin hurriedly took his shoes off and got you both pairs of slippers to wear inside the house.

The three of you walked further into the house and went straight to the dining room where his mother already served dinner on the table.

"Please, have a seat!" She said to you, gesturing to the chair across from her.

Seungmin helped you pull the chair out for you to sit on as your legs wobbled from the nerves.

He then confidently introduced you to his mother once he was seated between you and his mother on the corner of the table.

"She's my girlfriend," he added without a hint of hesitation.

You glanced at his mother in uneasiness, still trying to smile even though you balled your hands under the table out of anxiety.

"Nice to meet you!" you said with a polite smile.

His mother looked at you for a moment with a cryptic expression, then a smile gradually rose on her cheeks.

"She's so pretty," she complimented.

You awkwardly smiled and hoped that his mother didn't take it that you were being phony, you tried to think of any words to say back to her.

"You have a nice house!" You said and regretted saying it when you could have said something about her neatly styled hair or her well-presentable food on the dining table.

"Yes, we've been living in here since Seungmin was 5 and we can't think of having any better house than this," she replied with a lovely smile.

"It has a lot of memories," she said with a dreamy sigh.

You gulped, at least her reaction to your praise wasn't that bad. You looked at Seungmin and he was looking at you with a small smile on his face, he put his hand on yours under the table, then gave your hand a gentle squeeze.

"I didn't cook a lot but please, help yourself," his mother said to you, letting you start eating the many selections of food on the table you had a hard time where to start.

The dinner went well, his mother asked about college and a thing or two about your personal life. She talked a few things about Seungmin in return which only made him feel embarrassed by it.

The conversation continued to the living room, where she served sliced fruits and sweet assortments on plates along with cups of tea.

You asked about the family photo hung on the wall and his mother told you the story of how it was taken with such enthusiasm.

The reaction she made and Seungmin’s hand that lightly tapped the small of your back helped you loosen up.

You couldn't be more grateful that his mother didn't make it hard for you to adjust yourself, she didn't pressure you to answer each of her questions, in conclusion, she's really nice and welcoming.

You used to spend time until it was late at night with Seungmin but remembering that you were at his house and you didn't want to give his mom a bad impression, you decided to leave at a proper time.

"Please don't hesitate to come again," his mother said to you who was standing on the threshold with your shoes already on.

You returned the smile and genuinely smiled without nerves this time, "thank you for the dinner, it was delightful," you thanked her.

She reached for your shoulder then gently patted it, "be careful on your way home," she said.

"Thank you once again and goodnight," you said again before stepping out of the house.

You both walked in silence to the bus stop, you refused Seungmin’s offer to drive you home because it didn't feel right to leave his mother alone at home.

"You should have let me drive you," he said to you as he held your hand and shoved both your hands into his jacket pocket even though the weather was warm.

"It's okay," you replied, "this way you can go back to your house quickly."

You both sat on the bench waiting for your bus to arrive with a couple of students who were also waiting at the bus stop.

"Do you think she likes me?" You asked out of the blue, you planned on waiting until you get home and asking him through the phone but you won't rest easily before knowing the answer.

"Huh?" He tipped his head, he didn't catch your question the first time.

"Your mom," you responded and he understood.

"Of course she likes you," he boldly remarked.

You softly chuckled, whether he hastily stated or just assumed, he only wanted to comfort you so much.

"I mean it," he convinced you.

"I can tell from the way she talks to you," he explained, turning his body to face you, "she likes you."

You nodded and looked down at your feet, flustered thinking that that might be true, and got giddy because what if his mom really approved of you?

"Is it that important for her to like you?" He asked.

You turned your head at him and got taken aback by his question.

"Of course," you exclaimed, "she's someone important to you, it means a lot if I get her approval."

That was something that unexpectedly made Seungmin’s heart flip he got quiet.

"Do you know how beautiful you are when you said that?" He asked you.

You got stunned for a moment but then looked down, aware that the answer you gave him came out too strong, too honest.

He leaned in to kiss you but you stopped him with your hand on his chest, "people are looking," you softly said to him.

Seungmin shifted his eyes to the group of girls in school uniforms, giggling and probably talking about how they saw you stopped him from kissing you.

He held your hand instead, clasped it with his tightly, and hid it inside the pocket of his varsity jacket.

When the bus arrived, you said a quick goodbye with him squeezing your hand, it wasn't enough when all he wanted was to give you a long goodnight kiss before you part.

"Bye," you said to him then got on the bus.

The group of girls still giggled on the back row of the seat of the bus, witnessing how he waved his hand at you until the bus took off.

Having a boyfriend is not something you should be proud of, but you couldn't help but have a little pride in having a boyfriend like Seungmin.

-

"Ugh, I'm glad everything is over," Kim said as she opened a can of drink in her hand.

"Yeah, me too," you sighed, propping a hand under your chin.

It was the last days of college, there wasn't much to do but wait until graduation day comes, and then you'd be off, continuing your life outside of college.

You sat on the steps just outside the campus building, feeling bittersweet that university life was about to come to an end.

"Are you still trying to apply for that job?" Kim asked, putting down her drink next to her.

"Yeah, it's my main goal after uni," you answered.

It has been your dream to work as a columnist for a newspaper. There was this newspaper that you've been pining to be a part of, to write for them and have your writing published in the newspaper.

"There's other newspapers or magazines that I can work for but this better be work," you said with a heavy sigh.

Kim tapped your shoulder, "you'll get the job, babe, no worries," she said with so much confidence like she had seen how the future unfolded.

You got anxious thinking about it, scared that you won't get it remembering that there are a lot of people who wanted the job and perhaps, better at writing than you.

And to top it off, Seungmin is going to leave for pre-season training since he got scouted by a major league baseball team.

He had been in intense training to prepare himself, he barely have time for you anymore and it felt like he was already leaving.

You leaned against the bookshelf, hugging yourself out of anxiety.

Seungmin walked up to you with his backpack slung on one shoulder, "I thought we're not going to meet in here anymore?"

You ran to hug him and put your hands around his neck with your head buried in his chest.

Seungmin sensed something was wrong when you hugged him so tight like this, he could feel that you were seeking more than just comfort from him.

He dropped his backpack on the floor and hugged you back, putting his hands around you, then kissed the top of your head.

"What is it, mmh?" He asked you, a hand resting on the back of your head.

You tilted your head up just enough to see him, "I just... miss you so much," you said to him with a sad smile.

Seungmin sighed, he was well aware that he had been busy and barely spent time with you anymore. He couldn't do much about it, he was just as frustrated that it was graduation soon and the two of you didn't have much time left.

He pressed his mouth on your forehead and gave you a long kiss, he knew that the kiss wouldn't be enough to make up for all the lost time, he just hoped it would console you enough.

"I miss you too," he muttered with so much sadness and longing.

You smiled at him and he kissed you right then, a hand held your face to keep you still as he deepens the kiss.

"Seungmin..." you called him out against his lips.

"Someone might see us," you reminded.

He shook his head, "I really don't care anymore," then lifted your feet off the ground, walked backward until his back hit the bookshelf then pulled you closer against him, he slumped down just enough to be on the same eye level as you.

He caressed your cheek with his knuckles then traced your jaw with his index finger, rested his fingers under your chin next with his thumb making its way to your lips, slowly parting your mouth open.

He put his thumb just enough to make it wet then smeared your saliva all over your lips.

Your breathing quickened with every passing second even though it was only his finger making contact with You let out a low gasp the moment his lips touched yours, at how satisfying, gratifying it was to finally feel his kiss again like you never had it for a long time.

"Always taste so good," he muttered against your lips.

He slowly pulled away from the kiss leaving your mouth hung open, leaning forward and needing him to kiss you again.

"Someone might see us," he teased you with a sly smile.

You scoffed, "I really don't care anymore," you teased him back then kissed him right on the mouth, harder than you intended to.

You let out a long breath when you pulled away but kept your forehead on his while looking into his eyes, "I'm going to miss this."

He slipped his hand in your hair, "me too."

You both knew what would happen once you graduated, he will be away living in another city where his baseball team is based and you'll stay here, hoping that you'll get your dream job.

Things would not be the same.

Things were about to change.

-

"Congratulations!" Your mother said to you as she hurriedly give you a bouquet of flowers and a hug.

"Congratulations, darling," your dad said, patting your shoulder with pride.

You went to give him a quick hug, "thank you, mom and dad," you muttered.

"Your sister can't make it. She's on a business trip," your mother informed you.

You nodded, "yes, she texted me," you replied but not telling her the rest of the text where she gave you a long preach about hard work.

Kim came squealing to you and threw herself at you, hugging you so tight almost sending you both falling outside the main hall.

She came with her mother and brother, who have a hard time following her from behind. But they seemed to be used to this behavior.

"Happy graduation, sweetie!" Kim's mother came up to you, hugged you, and didn't hesitate to kiss you on the cheek.

"Thank you!" You muttered to her.

Her brother came to you next, holding out his hand at you, "Congratulations!"

"Thank you!"

"Why don't we all have lunch together!" Kim's mother suggested and everyone agreed to it.

You took your graduation gown off before getting off the car and you were getting anxious as you entered the restaurant, not getting a reply from a text you sent Seungmin this morning.

"A table for six," Kim's mother said to the server.

"No, seven actually," you corrected her.

Kim's mother glanced at you, "are you inviting someone?"

You sheepishly nodded, "yeah, it's my boyfriend," you answered.

She shot you a sly smile, "good for you!"

But even until the food came, he still hadn't come yet and you got nervous, pinching the fabric of your dress under the table out of anxiety and couldn't focus on the conversation going on around the table.

Until all of a sudden, someone put a hand on your shoulder.

"I'm sorry, I'm late," Seungmin said.

You let out a sigh of relief, it felt good to see him and your day just turned a whole lot better at that moment.

He handed you a bouquet of flowers, "Happy graduation," he greeted.

"Thank you!" you took the bouquet from him.

"Please, sit down," you told him as you pat the empty chair next to you.

All eyes were on him the moment he sat and he didn't forget to greet your parents first.

You quickly introduced everyone at the table to him, "that's Kim's mother," pointed to the woman sitting next to Kim and then to the man sitting beside her, "that's his brother, Shin,"

"And I think you already know who's that trouble," you joked as you pointed to Kim.

"Oh, tell me about it," he lowly said to you.

"Hey, Seungmin, I heard that!" Kim said from across the table.

"Oh!" Her mother gasped and made everyone slightly surprised, "Oh, is this Seungmin your friend from kindergarten?"

"Yes, mom," Kim answered with a groan.

"Oh my God!" She said with such wonder with both hands covering her mouth.

"You've grown up so much. And handsome too," she complimented with a tone of surprise.

Kim rolled her eyes at him then shot you a sympathetic smile as an excuse for her mother's behavior.

"Nice to see you again after a long time," Seungmin said with a nice smile.

"I'm sorry for interrupting in the middle of lunch," he apologized again.

"Oh no, the food just arrived. You came at the right time," your mother told him with a smile.

Kim's mother asked your father to say a few things before lunch began and everyone got a glass of wine for celebration.

Seungmin looked so good today, he always looked good no matter what.

Something about him in a white shirt and black suit just brought out so much of him, his hair was brushed to the back and he even wore a silk black tie.

He turned his head at you, meeting your eyes and his hand reached out for yours under the table.

"You're so beautiful," he mouthed to you then smiled so beautifully.

Everything became background noise for a moment then the sound of the glasses clinking woke you up instantly, "happy graduation!"

The lunch started and everyone dug into their meals, you couldn't help yourself either, you were starving and you hadn't eaten anything since this morning because you were busy getting ready for the graduation.

"Seungmin, why didn't we see you at the graduation?" Kim's mother asked him.

Seungmin cleared his throat to speak, "Uhm... I actually graduated too but-"

"He got scouted by a major league team," Kim cut him off, giving everyone a short explanation.

"Baseball?" Kim's brother was intrigued.

Kim nodded while shoving another spoonful of food, so nonchalant about spoiling the news to everyone.

"That's amazing!" Shin exclaimed, "Congratulations!"

"Thank you," he sincerely muttered to him.

Kim's mother was just as proud, exclaimed, and cooed at him.

"So young, handsome, and talented," she beamed at him.

"You got everything!"

Seungmin smiled and nodded politely at her.

She turned he head at you and playfully cooed at you, "you're so lucky to have him as a boyfriend," she said to you.

Lucky? Probably. It wasn't like you found him one day and decided to date him. You liked him because he's Seungmin, the guy who secretly had a crush on you and became your project partner for the sake of getting close to you.

You have mixed feelings about getting this kind of praise. Firstly because his achievements as a baseball player had nothing to do with you, he did that all by himself. Secondly, it sounded like having him as a boyfriend would smooth your ways in life.

You're happy that you find each other and are dating but to call it lucky? You didn't think so.

But still, you smiled at her because you knew that she didn't mean it that way, she was just so happy for you and your relationship. You will have to get used to receiving praises like that because it seems like this wouldn't be the first and the last time.

You quickly sipped your wine to gulp your anxiety down.

After lunch, you parted with your parents and Kim's family went by his brother's car.

Seungmin drove you back to your small apartment where you will move out soon.

"Come, lay down with me!" you said to him as you lay on the bed, patting the space next to you.

He glared at you, "it's a bad habit to nap after lunch!"

"I'm not saying we're going to nap, we're just laying down," you whined, "and also, I've been in heels for hours," your eyes shot to your swollen feet.

He walked up to the end of the bed and kindly took the shoes off of you, giving you foot rubs after.

You giggled because it tickled you, "come here, please!" You patted the pillow next to you and puffed it for him.

He caved in and took his shoes off before climbing the bed, lying next to you.

You delightfully hummed the moment you rested your head on his chest and your hand on his stomach, "this is nice!"

Seungmin put an arm around you, holding you close on the bed and you were right, this was nice, just laying close next to each other like this.

"Can we go over our plans again?" you requested.

He softly laughed then glanced down at you, looking at you resting with your eyes closed on his chest.

"I'll be going and play some more baseball while you apply for your dream job, and get accepted and we'll be living our best selves," Seungmin paused to look at you, unsure if he should continue.

You looked up at him, "go on!" you encouraged him to continue laying out your plans for the future.

"And we'll meet every weekend and perhaps go on vacations to somewhere exotic once or twice a year. I'll be winning MVP and you'll be winning some Pulitzer awards and we'll continue living our best selves," he finished.

You let out a dreamy sigh, "I always like it when you lay out our plans like that. It would be nice if I can make that happen."

There was a sudden gloom clouding over you and Seungmin was there to ward it away.

He squeezed your waist, strongly denying your remark, "don't say that!"

"You'll do great!" He convinced you with a kiss on your forehead.

But his kisses weren't enough to put you at ease, you nestled your head deeper into his neck and put your hand around him.

"Things are changing and it scares me," you sadly admitted with your mouth so close to his ear.

He held you tighter, wrapping you with his arms, and gripped your arm to let you know you weren't alone.

"Change is not always a bad thing," he caressed your head affectionately.

You turned your head at him and he was looking at you with tenderness in his eyes, you wanted to believe his words so much but the anxiety echoed in the back of your head like a broken record.

You leaned in and kissed him to make it go away.

Your hand made its way down to his tie and carefully loosened it around his collar.

Seungmin grabbed your hand, "I have practice today," he said with a stern voice.

You scoffed, "I'm not trying to do anything. I'm just helping you loosen your tie 'cause it looks stuffy!"

You loosened more of his tie and let go then held your hand up at him.

"What did you think I'm trying to do here?" You raised an eyebrow at him.

"Nothing," he replied with an awkward laugh.

You laughed at him and nuzzled your head back into his neck, closed your eyes, enjoying his warm embrace. You listened to his steady breathing and syncing it with yours, your hand found its way to clasp his on his chest.

Seungmin understood your anxiety well and he knew that him leaving for another city wouldn't help, you needed him as much as he needed you.

He felt like he was partly responsible for the reason why it scares you so much.

"Even if things don't work out, you still have me," he said to you, along with a caress on your cheek.

But he didn't hear any reply from you, he tilted your head up just enough to see that you were sleeping.

He held you close instead and softly kissed your cheek, "you can always come to me. I'll protect you," he said to you then placed a chaste kiss on your lips despite you couldn't return it in your sleep.

-

The day Seungmin left, he left with a heavy heart. You were smiling at him but he knew you were on the verge of crying, which only made him sadder.

"I'm going to be okay," you told him despite him not asking or saying anything.

"I'll send you a thousand texts a day until you get sick of me," you joked, laughing but you were so close to tears.

He pulled you into a hug because he couldn't stand seeing you like this, especially knowing that it was him who caused you this much sadness.

He brought his mouth close to your ear, "I love you," he said then kissed your temple.

You tilted your head up and your eyes were glossy with tears, "I love you," you softly muttered to him with a smile.

He got the urge to put your sadness away and the only way he could think of at that moment was by kissing you, so he did.

How could he leave you when he kissed you hard like this? And held you tight like this?

You reluctantly be the one who broke the kiss, "your train is going to leave soon," you reminded him.

"I can always take the next train," he teased.

You gently pushed his chest while half laughing, "don't be silly!"

After a lot more hugs and a few kisses, he got on the train and watched you leaving the platform even before his train left, he also understood why you did that.

You did send him a lot of texts, teasing him by sending all the things you usually do together with him. Asking him about practice and training, you asked everything and more than his mother asked him.

He liked it, but some days he barely had time to check his phone but he would read your texts at night, making it the highlight of his days.

A few times you sent him something that he shouldn't have seen when he was with his teammates, but he would take time to adore the pictures you sent and how much he wanted to touch you.

And then there were times you sent him texts that hinted you needed his presence so much.

Seungmin just moved into his new apartment, provided by the agency and he showed you everything through a video call.

"That's a nice view!" You beamed when he showed the city view from his balcony, city lights blinking against the dark of the night.

Seungmin went back inside and sat on the sofa, "so, how's the job application going?"

"I'm still waiting for the results," you replied.

"But I'm sure I'll get one of them," you confidently said with a smile.

Seungmin smiled back at you, "of course! And everything will be going according to plan," he gleefully said.

"Yes," you answered.

There was an awkward silence going on for a few seconds, "I'm getting sleepy," you said with an adorable pout.

"You'd better rest then," he said, "and I'll call you again tomorrow."

"I'm sorry. I'm just so tired," you told him, rolled around on your bed, and yawned.

"You must be tired too," you added.

"Just a little," he said.

You softly smiled, "goodnight! Dreams of me!"

"I dream of you every night without you telling me to," he teased you with low chuckles.

"Yeah? What kind of dreams?" You rolled on the bed again and shot him seductive gazes.

Seungmin decided not to answer your question, "Goodnight! Sleep tight!"

"Okay, goodnight," you said again.

"I love you,"

"I love you," you said back then hung up.

You buried your face in the pillow and screamed into it, releasing some tension.

"So... you didn't tell him that you got rejected by three different companies," Kim said as she got out of the bathroom, spending yet another night at your house.

She refused to go home as an act of protest against her mother for not letting her get her own apartment.

"And tell him that he has a loser as a girlfriend?" you meekly said without lifting your head from the pillow.

Kim lay herself on top of you, making you yelped with all of her weight on you, "you're not a loser," she said to you as she snuggled you.

You turned your head to the side and gasped for air, "thanks Kim!" You muttered with a deadpan expression.

"But Seungmin is just too great," she added with an evil laugh.

You lifted your body and sent her toppled to the side, "you sleep on the floor tonight," you nagged and pushed her to the side with your body.

She scooted closer to you, disobeying you by hugging you so tight, "I know you love me,"

She giggled into your ear, "because you have no other friends than me."

"And that's also why I hate you," you said back to her.

She giggled again and held you tighter that you had a hard time breathing.

-

The text Seungmin received became less frequent and they weren't sound as cheerful as the first ones you sent to him. But still, he thought you probably getting busy as well, tried not to think of the negative, and stayed on the positive side of it all.

A week had passed without you calling him and when he tried to call you, you didn't pick up.

He could only hope that good things were happening to you and maybe you were just caught up in it.

As he lay awake on his bed after a long day, all these awful thoughts infiltrated his head.

He called Kim instead and she picked up on the third ring, which was a rare occurrence.

"I was about to call you!" Kim shouted to the phone.

Seungmin had to put the phone away from his ear, "did something happen?"

"I can't find her!" Kim said.

Seungmin could hear the sheer panic in her voice that he sat up on the bed, "can't find her what? What happened?"

"I'm staying at her house and her parents asked where she is and I don't know, she was crying last night," Kim trailed her words.

"Crying? Why?"

Kim let out a long sigh, "she got rejected again and her parents said she left since this afternoon,"

She sighed again and Seungmin could hear the frustration in it, "she is devastated, Seungmin!"

Seungmin raked his hair to the back, suddenly feeling so concerned that his heart raced, his chest tightened.

"She didn't tell me..." he trailed his words.

"I know, but that's not the problem now. She-"

Seungmin stopped listening to Kim as he heard someone ringing his doorbell.

"I'll call you later," he told her then hung up the call.

Maybe it was the deep connection you had that he could tell it was you behind that door.

Seungmin went to open it and found you there like he already guessed, he found you standing while hugging yourself like you had been astray for days.

Your eyes were red and tears spilled out of your eyes the moment you met Seungmin's eyes.

"Seungmin," you broke into a sob as you threw yourself at him.

And it was real, that you were there with him, hugging him so tight like you needed the assurance that he was also real.

Once you calmed down, he took you to his bedroom where he could lay you down and lay next to you, consoling you with his touches.

"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you," you croaked.

You had spent a good half-hour just crying into his chest and the other half-hour telling him how you got here.

In conclusion, things didn't go according to plan and you needed him. Next thing you knew, you boarded a train to meet him and here you were.

"I don't want to burden you with my problems," you didn't have to look at the mirror to know how messy you looked to him.

He wiped the tears from your cheeks, "you're not a burden in the first place," he comforted you, caressing your cheek with so much tenderness.

You nuzzled your head into his neck, "I miss you so much,"

Seungmin softly smiled then kissed your forehead, "I miss you too," he was glad that the distance caused the same agony to both of you.

You hummed to answer him and got comfortable in his embrace, tired from crying and the trip you made here.

"Can I stay here for a few days?" You asked, looking up at him with your teary eyes.

"I won't be long," you quickly added.

"I just need more time to rearrange things... to start all over again," you explained.

He nodded, "Of course!"

He rubbed your arm and gently squeezed, "take your time!"

"Thank you," you briefly kissed him on the lips as a token of gratitude.

He kissed you back as a way to let you know that he was more than glad to have you here, "I'm glad you're here!"

You smiled at him and scooted closer to his body on the bed, seeking his warmth.

"Are you hungry? Have you eaten?"

You shook your head, "tired," you slurred your word.

He sensed that you were slowly drifting to sleep so he pulled the duvet up to cover your body and cuddled you under, rubbing your back like he usually does to lull you to sleep.

He watched you sleeping, eyes puffy from crying and the image of you bursting into tears the moment you saw him replayed in the back of his head, breaking his heart for how many times already.

"I'll protect you," he said to you with his mouth pressed on your temple.

Seungmin sent a quick text to Kim, telling her you were staying in his place and were sleeping now.

He turned off the lights and sighed into the void that despite your misfortunes, he was happy that you ran to him at a time like this.

When he thought he couldn't do much as a boyfriend with you living so far away from him, you still came to him, needed him.

He believed he had just fallen in love with you more.

-

Seungmin patted your head while you were still sleeping, head buried in your pillow and eyes swollen from the crying you did last night.

You got awoken by his gentle hands brushing your hair, weakly smiled at him with your half-shut eyes, "hey, did I wake up late?"

He shook his head, "No, but I have an early practice."

You turned on the bed to face him and groaned, "ugh, I should be cooking you breakfast," with a hand on your forehead.

He chuckled then held your chin, "you should rest some more," he suggested.

"Okay," you weakly replied.

"I'm going," he informed then leaned in for a kiss.

Your hand flew to cover your mouth, "I haven't brushed my teeth. I don't want to gross you out," your voice muffled by your hand.

He put your hand down and placed a closed-mouth kiss on your lips.

"Call me when you need anything," he said as he let go of the kiss.

You pulled his neck before he could withdraw, "when you will be back?"

"I'll come home as soon as I finish with practice," he answered.

You nodded and sheepishly smiled, "I'll wait for you!"

"Go back to sleep," he said and watched you lay back down on the bed but your eyes followed him leaving the room.

He waved his hand at you before closing the bedroom door behind him.

Seungmin couldn't contain his happiness knowing that he got you waiting for him at home.

That part where you asked him when he would be back felt like a dream to him, it affirmed the fact of how much you needed him and he would do anything to fill that task.

It was the first time since he moved to his new baseball team that he felt the urge to come home soon.

He couldn't focus well and didn't do well on his last three pitches. He got impatient, wanting to see you at home fast and afraid if you got lonely waiting for him.

He bought dinner on the way home and entered the passcode with such giddiness, pushed the door on the way in to find you weren't there.

But you came up behind him, hugging him from the back, and made him sigh in relief.

"You smell so good," you like the smell of him, especially after he got out of practice freshly showered like this.

Seungmin smiled and put his hands on yours, "I bought dinner," he informed.

"Good, 'cause I'm starving," you mumbled into his back.

It was so comfortable with you back hugging him but he wanted to see your face.

He broke the hug and turned around, saw you already changed your clothes to none other but one of his shirts.

"I'm borrowing your clothes," you shyly told him, "is it okay?"

It was more than okay but he didn't expect to see you in his clothes and looking so comfortable wearing them, the sleeves were too long they engulfed your arms and the hem rested just below your mid-thigh, he guessed you weren't wearing any pants but only your underwear underneath.

His eyes flicked back to yours before his mind drifted too far off.

"S-sure," he stuttered his answer.

You took the bag of food from him and brought it to the kitchen, "I'll prepare this for us."

Seungmin put his bag away and changed into comfortable clothes, sitting on one of the chairs with you already serving the food on the dining table.

"Please eat!" You told him as he watched you eating instead of eating his own.

"Is it good?" He picked up his spoon.

You nodded with a bright smile, "so good!"

You excused yourself after dinner to the balcony to accept a call and he watched as you paced around while talking to the phone through the glass door.

You looked tense and he recognized that expression so well, something bothering you yet when you came back inside, you put a smile on him.

You went to him who was sitting on the sofa, sat on his lap, and rested your head on his broad shoulder.

"So cold," you muttered as you seek warmth from his body.

He hesitated to ask who you were talking on the phone with but he didn't want to upset you.

He thought that you would tell him once you were ready to share it, he hoisted your higher on his lap and held you.

"You should have put on a jacket," he rubbed your back with a hand holding the nape of your neck.

You hummed and nestled your head into his neck, then all of sudden withdrew yourself to look at him.

You cupped his jaw and smiled, looking into his eyes tenderly to slowly lean in, capturing his lips in a kiss.

He yearned for these slow yet explosive kisses, that always made him a little bit lightheaded from forgetting to breathe.

You held him by his neck, kissed him harder, and pulled him close, not letting him go for a second.

When you finally let go, you both gasped for air and a sly smile plastered on your face.

Without breaking eye contact, you unbuttoned the shirt you were wearing one by one in a painstakingly slow motion.

It was getting hard to gain some control when every inch of your skin started getting exposed with every button flying open.

His eyes unintentionally followed your hands working them open to the last one until the shirt was off of you, let it fall to the floor.

He swallowed hard at the sight of your bare chest, your breasts hung and your nipples were hardening due to the cold air.

And the necklace that he gifted you on your birthday, hung around your neck so beautifully.

You bit your lower lip at him, anticipating his hands on you but he was too stunned to do anything that you ended up putting them yourself on you.

You leaned in, kissing him again to calm him down to get things going.

He froze against your lips as you tried to deepen the kiss, you quickly let go with a puzzled look on your face, "what's wrong?"

Seungmin closed his eyes, looking partly frustrated with a long sigh that escaped his mouth.

"I want it but..." he paused to let out yet another long sigh.

Conflicted because he wanted it so much, God knows, how bad he wanted it.

"But I can't," he stuttered, he took a breath and tried again.

He put his hands on your shoulders, "I have a game tomorrow, I'm not supposed to..." he trailed his words.

It took you a moment to understand his reasoning, it's common knowledge for athletes to not have sex before the big game.

"Oh!" you exclaimed, feeling flustered all of a sudden.

"Oh my God, this is so embarrassing," you told yourself and hurriedly got off his lap.

You picked up the shirt from the floor and put it back on with your back facing him on the sofa.

"Hey, it's okay," Seungmin tried to comfort you.

But you kept buttoning your shirt in silence and Seungmin was getting panicked, felt bad for rejecting you.

You turned on the sofa, "that was so embarrassing," you told him and hid your face behind a cushion.

"I should have told you sooner, I'm sorry," he meekly apologized to you.

You put the cushion down and laughed everything off, "Can we do something else?" You looked straight ahead, too embarrassed to see him in the eyes.

"Let's watch a movie!" You hurriedly suggested, wanting to move on from the mishap that just happened.

You put the cushion in between you and him on the sofa, to prevent you from cuddling him and touching him more.

But all that restraining you did came to an end as you fell asleep with your head on his lap.

He turned off the TV and lifted you, took you in his arms.

You were half awake and immediately clung to his shoulders knowing that he was carrying you to the bedroom.

He lay you down on the bed and got on after, covering both of your bodies with the duvet.

Just like you were so used to it, you scooted close to him and molded your body with his, leaving no gap between your bodies.

He remembered how he hated to say goodnight to you back in the days when he had to part with you at the end of the night.

All that became a distant memory as he held you close on the bed like this, watching you sleeping so soundly in his arms with your mouth slightly pouting.

He couldn't help but placed a sweet kiss on your lips.

And he didn't want to go to sleep because the reality was too good he felt like he was living in a dream.

-

"You cook a lot for breakfast," he commented, seeing everything spread out on the dining table and there were only two of you.

You came up to him, placed a hand on his shoulder, and realized, you were indeed going extravagant on it

"Well, it's an important day," you made an excuse.

"You have a game to play today," you turned at him, facing him with a hand around his neck with a grimace on.

Seungmin acknowledged your good intention, "thank you," he muttered with a hand around your waist, hugging you while sitting on the chair.

You leaned one side of your body against the wall, watching him put on his shoes on the threshold.

"I'll be home late. Order something for dinner!" he put his baseball cap on.

"Do not worry about it!" you went to fix the collar of his varsity jacket then rested both of your hands on his chest.

"Good luck for today!" You mumbled into his chest.

"You'll do great no matter what," you told him as you looked up at him, encouraging him as best as you could.

He kissed the top of your head, feeling so confident with you supporting him like this.

"I'll see you again," he said with a caress on your cheek then kissed your lips for a soft, tender kiss.

He let go but pulled him by the sleeve of his jacket, and pressed a long kiss on his lips.

"A good luck kiss," you said with a smile.

He took a long, last look at your face and couldn't help himself but place another kiss when you acted spontaneously and adorably like that.

"Bye!"

"Bye!" you said back a moment before he disappeared behind the door.

-

Winning felt good but the prize for him winning the game was coming home to you.

He swung the door open to find the room was dim and you were probably already sleeping since it was already late.

He took his shoes off and heard footsteps coming closer, he looked up to see you running to him, next thing he knew, you were hugging him.

"I knew you would win," you said into him, your hands around his neck, pulling him down to your height.

Seungmin chuckled, he dropped his bag on the floor, then put his arms around you, "it's because of your good luck kiss!"

He lifted you off your feet, "were you waiting for me?"

You smiled and nodded, smiling so seductively at him.

The smell of him, of his freshly showered body and sunshine, never failed to make you crave him.

He lifted you higher and you put your legs around his waist, boldly being the one who kissed him first, a kiss that took things further.

Afraid of losing balance, he steered both of your bodies, and with a hand on the back of your head, he pushed you to the wall.

You lowly gasped, guessing that he wanted you as badly as you wanted him.

He carried you to the bedroom next with you clung to him, put you down on the bed then climbed on after you.

He recognized the plaid shirt you were wearing, it was his and it looked good on you, but at that moment, he wanted it off of you.

He held your face as he sank his mouth on you, kissed you so deep with so much neediness. There was so much to say to you but his hand was getting impatient.

He went to unbutton your shirt and then kissed the exposed skin from your sternum down to your abdomen.

You propped your elbows against the mattress to see him put the shirt away from covering your chest, making a trail of kisses that led him to your breasts.

He stuck out his tongue, swirled his tongue around your nipple and your hand went to his hair as he moved to the other breast.

You lowly moaned, chest heaving as your breathing quickened.

Seungmin held your waist and squeezed the flesh as he tugged on your nipple to suck it real hard, making you squirm on the bed.

He slid his hand down to where you wanted him the most and didn't hesitate to slip his hand inside your underwear.

You gasped the moment his hand made a contact with your heating core, his long fingers easily found your clit and started circling it.

He was getting good, better at pleasuring you, he learned everything that you like and dislike and touched you in the right places.

You were more than happy for him to continue pleasing you, especially when he did so good like that, but you reminded yourself it should be you doing him the deed, not the other way around.

"Seungmin, oh, you touch me just right," you cooed at him, lips grazing his as you spoke.

"You like that?" His voice was warm and honey-like.

"Very much," you replied with a whisper.

You put your hand on him and stopped the motion of his hand on your drenched cunt.

He let go of the kisses and shot you a questioning look with sheer horror on his face.

"You don't want to continue?"

You shook your head then pulled his hand away from you, shoving his fingers that were coated with your arousal into your mouth for you to lick them clean.

"I want to make you feel good," you told him.

As much as he likes pleasing you, nothing beat the view he was seeing.

You made love to him with the plaid shirt still on and one side of the shirt slid down one shoulder.

You smiled at him as the sound of your low moans escaped your mouth while moving against him, easing up and down his cock with your breasts bouncing with every move you made, then switching the pace to prolong the pleasure.

You slowed your pace and eased yourself down, sending him deeper into you, "oh..." you softly hummed.

"Oh... you fill me just right," you said with a dreamy sigh then continued pulsating your hips against him again.

The bed rocked, sheet crumpled, the duvet thrown onto the floor, the sound of your moans and his grunts mixed, resonating in his bedroom.

Seungmin couldn't take it anymore and he cum right inside you as you rolled your hips, and you felt it too, the way his cock twitched inside you.

"Cum inside me, yeah," you encouraged him while still rolling your hips against him.

You felt his cock twitching as he emptied his seed inside you, "just like that," you sighed.

Your hands that were resting on his chest, slid down to prop them on each side of his head so you could kiss him.

He had sex with you a couple of times but this time felt different, he thought maybe because you knew him well enough to know what brings him most pleasure that made him feel that way.

And then it hit him, that he didn't use a condom and he got it why the sex felt ten times better.

He rolled over on the bed, pinned you under him, and hurriedly pulled out of you followed by his cum leaking out of you a second later.

He got mesmerized by the sight of your cunt drenched in both of his cum and yours.

He got speechless, unable to process what he should address first, how reckless he was for not doing it without a condom or his first experience doing it, how it felt so good that he'd be lying if he didn't enjoy it.

You already guessed from the horror on his face that it was about it, you took his hand and intertwined it with him.

"I took birth control, Seungmin," you said.

His eyes snapped at you.

"It's okay," you assured him, rubbing the back of his hand with your thumb even though your hand was smaller than his.

He sighed, "but still, I should have asked you first," he got upset with himself.

You softly chuckled at him and sat up on the bed, scooted closer to him to hug him from the side.

"I was the one who didn't tell you first," you told him if it was any consolation to him.

"No, it's not your fault," he disagreed.

You rested your head on his shoulder, "then stop being upset, I'm okay with it, I consented," you mumbled to him.

You put your hands around his neck, "and the sex was amazing too," you said with a playful smile.

Seungmin cracked a smile, a hand reached for your cheek and cupped it with his hand, "I'm not upset,"

He angled your head to meet his and kissed you, put you on his lap so he could hold you while continuing kissing you.

"But you agree, right?" You asked.

"What?"

"That the sex was amazing,"

He shyly laughed but decided not to answer, he kissed you down until you both collapsed on the bed.

It was autumn but the sun shining so bright that morning, it felt warm as it shone down on your feet. You had been lying awake with Seungmin spooning you from behind.

"Let's spend a day out!" he said with his hand combing your hair with his fingers.

You nodded with a giddy smile.

It felt like forever that you and Seungmin hadn't gone on a proper day out together. Seungmin had a day off and it was the perfect opportunity to explore the city together with you.

Had lunch in the park and took a walk after while holding hands, enjoying the cool, sunny day.

You took him shopping since you didn't pack any clothes remembering you came here on a whim, he helped you pick out some clothes and not forget to buy some undergarments.

Seungmin got flustered when you asked him which colors you should buy for your matching underwear.

He insisted on paying and you kindly refused him, "just because I'm unemployed, doesn't mean I don't have any money," you joked.

"You know I didn't mean it that way," he denied.

You cracked a smile at him before he thought that you took his words to heart, "I know,"

"Let me pay because I'm the one who picked them all for you," he coaxed you, putting a hand on the small of your back because he knew he would win you over whenever he does that to you.

"Well, if you insist," you caved in and let him pay for it.

You spent the rest of the afternoon browsing books, going from one shop to the other and when it was dinner time, you walked around to find a place to have dinner.

You stopped by a florist to admire buckets of flowers, blooming and looking beautiful in their striking colors.

You took a sniff on each that caught your interest, softly touching the delicate petals with your fingertips carefully to not to damage them.

"They're so beautiful," you beamed with a smile at Seungmin.

He agreed but the one that looked most beautiful to him was you admiring them, he noticed that you and the flowers shared the same delicacy.

"Let's buy some!" he suggested and letting you pick the flowers that struck your fancy.

You bought some peonies, red tulips, pink carnations, forget-me-nots, and sunflowers, and had them wrapped into a bouquet.

You insisted to pay this time and holding the flowers wherever you go, putting them next to your seat as you were having dinner.

"You like them so much," Seungmin said with a hint of jealousy.

"The sight of it makes me happy," you honestly uttered.

You saw the unsatisfied expression on his face and you reached for his hand on the table, "do not worry, the man in front of me is no less beautiful," you teased him with a subtle wink.

Seungmin smiled so brightly and you felt like hitting the jackpot, couldn't hold yourself from returning the smile to him.

Just like the universe rooting for you both, the night sky was clear making the stars visible to you as you looked out of the window of the car on your way home.

Seungmin placed his hand on yours on your lap and gently squeezed it, making you turn your head at him.

He glanced and smiled at you, "I'm glad you're here," then snapped his head back ahead on the road.

Seungmin always seemed to know what to say on certain occasions and the words that he just said, sounded so genuine, making you burst with so much happiness.

You leaned to his side and kissed him on the cheek, "you make me the happiest."

What else is there to do than have the most amazing sex to end such a perfect day?

You had to tell him twice to convince him that you consented to have sex without protection and he had a hard time calming himself down because it was still new to him.

But once he entered you, feeling you raw, his cock engulfed in your velvety walls and sucking him deeper inside you, he had a hard time controlling himself.

Your hand gripped the headboard hard while he kneeled behind you, held you close, pounding into you from behind with one hand on your waist and the other stimulating your clit.

His mouth found solace on your neck, sucking the skin and nibbling on the shell of your ear.

"Does it feel good inside me?" You asked while looking over your shoulder at him.

He groaned in response, incapable of forming a verbal answer to you.

"You feel good inside me, baby," you cooed.

You used his hand to cup your breast and knead on it.

He pinched your nipple, making you yelped in pain but aroused you just right.

And he likes hearing you whimpering like you were in pain but when he looked at your face, he knew that you were enjoying it.

"You can thrust harder," you told him.

You understood that Seungmin likes to play safe, he's a gentle lover after all and you didn't mind any of it but at times, you wanted him to get a little rough on you.

"Harder, baby, I can take it," you encouraged him, leaning forward by gripping the headboard of the bed with both hands.

Seungmin hesitated for a second, deep down, he always wanted to try it, going just a little rough on you and putting himself to the test to see how much he could control himself.

He started ramming harder into you, sending your body lurching forward with every thrust that he had to grip your waist to keep you still.

Control? He lost it even after a moment of putting his protective self aside. He got immersed in the newfound pleasure of fucking you raw, hard, almost treating you like an object in the process.

He heard your cries but oddly enough, only making him want to make you cry more, calling his name out of pain and pleasure.

Your eyes screwed shut and your hands gripped the headboard so hard your knuckles turned white, it didn't take long for you to cum around him, knees growing weak, shaking on the mattress.

Noticing you were already cumming, Seungmin picked up the pace to chase his high, he pulled you by your waist and held you close, wrapping his hands around you.

This time, he didn't hesitate to cum inside while kissing you so affectionately.

"You're right," he breathlessly said to your ear.

"The sex was amazing," he added.

You sleepily smiled at his words with your eyes closed, your brain was fogged with pleasure to form a coherent sentence.

The sex was beyond amazing, it was earth-shattering and life-changing, or maybe it was because he did it with you he could feel all of those.

-

"Please, don't expect too much!" You said as you put a plate of pasta in front of him on the dining table.

You decided to cook dinner tonight, just see if he likes your cooking or not then got insecure once you served it to him.

"This looks delicious," he sincerely said to you as he picked up his fork.

You clasped your hands together on the table, watching him twirling the pasta with his fork, then shoving it into his mouth.

You observed his reactions and couldn't read if he likes it or not.

"How is it?"

He nodded while kept chewing, "it's really good."

"Yeah?"

"Yes," he replied without a beat.

You sighed in relief, "I'm glad you like it!"

"Please, eat," he told you, gesturing you to start eating too.

Seungmin started to get comfortable having you invading his life like this.

You bought clothes but kept borrowing his clothes and he let them because he liked seeing you in them. You waited for him to come home every night no matter how late it got. You cooked him breakfast and dinner when he got off practice early. Watched movies together while lying on the sofa together and ended up with you sleeping with your head resting on his chest.

His bed that once felt so empty suddenly felt so small with you lying next to him. It was big enough for two people but you always pushed him to his side of the bed, and again, he didn't mind any of it.

These were everything he wanted to become true, having you here, existing just for him and he was aware of how selfish that sounded.

Every day that he spent with you making it harder for him to let go of you.

He got so needy of you when the thought crossed his mind, he wanted to keep you here, close to him, by his side, always.

He watched you standing outside, on the balcony by yourself, looking at the city view with the moonlight shining down on you.

He sensed that you were thinking out loud, he could only hope that you didn't think of what he was thinking.

He came with a blanket and put it around you, hugging you from the back and also wrapping his hands tight around you.

"It's cold outside," he whispered to you.

You looked over your shoulder and softly smiled at him, "well, I got you to keep me warm," you simply said.

He gave your lips a chaste kiss to muster up the courage to ask him the question that he was afraid to ask, "what are you thinking of?"

You sighed and put your hands on his, "everything and nothing at once," you replied.

"Is that even possible?"

You let out a low laugh.

But your answer got him anxious, afraid that you were thinking of leaving soon. His body reacted to his anxiety by tightening the hold around you.

"I need you here," he said with his mouth buried in the crook of your neck, his voice hoarse like the words hurt his throat as he said it.

"I'm not going anywhere, baby," you rubbed his forearms to comfort him.

"Stay with me!" he said with so much sadness in it.

It made you sad, the way he muttered all of those words to you that you turned around to face him, hugged him so tight to assure him you were there with him.

"Oh baby," you cooed.

Seungmin had always been the reliable one, you rely a lot on him but seeing him being open and fragile like this, broke your heart into a million little pieces.

"I'm here," you told him.

"I'm here, always."

You clearly liked being here with him. You felt safe, protected, and ultimately, loved to the point that it baffled you how much love you have received from him but it never came close to enough.

And there was something about Seungmin that made you want to take care of him and he let you, but you only did it to a certain extent. He's his own person, after all, he can take care of himself.

You got clingy because he liked it and you like being cuddled, and spoiled by him while he enjoyed doing all that to you.

You depend on each other for support and rely on each other's presence for comfort. Everything is possible when you're together.

This was a perfect life, but sadly this was just a small part of the world you are living in. There is an entirely big world out there that you need to live and take part in.

It was only about time that this bubble that trapped you together would burst out soon.

-

"I think we have to do grocery soon," you informed Seungmin as you looked inside the almost empty fridge.

"I'll try to come home early so I can drive you," he said, pouring cereal into a bowl.

You closed the fridge and then sat on the chair next to him, "or I can do it myself?"

He shook his head, "let's go together," he insisted.

You took a spoonful of his cereal and ate it, "if you insist, sir," you playfully said.

You followed him after he was done with breakfast, knowing that he was going to shower next. He stopped just right by the door of the bathroom and turned around to see you.

You gleefully smiled, "I want to shower with you," batting your eyelashes at him, putting on an angelic face to win him over.

Seungmin had been rejecting your offer to shower together a handful of times and you believed it was because he didn't want to be late for practice.

And you were sure you were about to get rejected again.

"Okay, I won't join you," you retreated and pouted at him.

Seungmin burst out laughing, then pulled you by your hand, taking you inside the bathroom with him.

This was what he was afraid of if he was showering with you, he would stare at your body and get mesmerized by it that he lost track of time. You clung to him like you always do, hands around his neck with his body shielding you from getting water into your eyes.

He put the hair that stuck to your face aside and cupped your jaw to press a slow kiss on your lips.

A kiss that wasn't meant to escalate things and made you drag your mouth down his body until you kneeled in front of him.

You looked up at him with your eyes reflecting the fluorescent lights of the bathroom in them.

You wrapped your fingers around his length and brought the tip of his cock close enough to your mouth.

"Please?" You asked him like a child who asks for his parent's permission.

And he obviously couldn't say no to you.

Yes, your mouth felt good around him combined with your hand movements on the base of his cock, making his eyes roll to the back in pleasure.

But it was the way you kept looking up at him with those eyes that radiated so much desire with a little bit of innocence in them that aroused him so much.

And you kept looking up at him as you moved your hand and mouth in sync to please him, your tongue swirled the tip of his cock before taking it into his mouth.

Seungmin put a hand on the tiled wall as a support as his legs grew weak the closer he got to climax.

You put your hand away to take all of his length with your mouth and quickly let go, gasped for air the moment you pulled away.

You grinned at him while maintaining eye contact with him, wrapping your hand around his stiff member before taking it into your mouth again, licking the tip of his cock with your slick tongue, flicking your tongue on the slit that worked wonder to make him cum.

Strings of pearly white of his cum shooting out of his cock and onto your face, you gasped then lowly giggled in reaction.

Despite your face painted with his cum, you smiled with your eyes closed like it was something that you expected to happen.

And the image of it lingered in his mind and distracted him from practice, it was his turn to bat. He focused on the ball but the image of you smiling with your face streaked with his cum flashing through his mind, got him missed his pitch.

He missed the second pitch because he remembered he saw a dollop of his cum on your tongue before you swallowed it down.

He squeezed his eyes shut to focus on practice, shaking his head so hard as if he tried to get the thoughts of you out by doing it.

And he successfully bat the last one.

Just like he promised, he picked you up by the entrance of his apartment building for the grocery shopping.

He trailed behind you as you pushed the shopping cart while looking at the product on the shelf, how could a such mundane thing like that make him so in love with you?

You stopped pushing and went to one of the shelves and stood on your tiptoes to get something on the top shelf.

"Your favorite!" You beamed at him, showing him his favorite peanut butter spread.

He smiled at you for being so attentive and did it so adorably. He went up to you, pushed the cart together, and another hand on the small of your back.

Seungmin never thought he would enjoy arguing with you, arguing whether you should take the 6-pack of yogurt or the 12-pack because it's cheaper, and surely, he let you win in the end.

And enjoyed watching you carefully pick fruits one by one with full concentration like doing an examination.

Or beamed with so much excitement over seeing fresh-looking fruits on the display tables.

He couldn't help himself at times so he went over and put a hand around your waist, "let's have dinner after," he whispered close to your ear.

But with the ice cream you bought and put in the trunk, he decided to get takeaway dinner to eat at home instead of having dinner out.

You huddled together, reading the menu and discussing the food you wanted for dinner.

In the midst of it, someone came up to him and tapped him on the shoulder.

"Never thought I'd see you here!" He said to Seungmin while laughing.

"Oh hey!" He said back to him.

From the identical varsity jacket they were wearing, you assumed he is one of Seungmin’s teammates and smiled as he looked at you.

"This is my girlfriend!" Seungmin quickly introduced you to him.

He looked slightly surprised, probably never guessed that Seungmin has a girlfriend.

"I came with my girlfriend too," he pointed to the girl sitting on one of the tables.

"Why don't we have dinner together?" He suddenly offered.

Seungmin looked at you and you looked back at him, the thought of telling his friend the real reason he wanted to have dinner at home was that the ice cream was melting in the trunk of his car as they speak would sound silly.

"Yes, why not?" You told Seungmin then at him.

It happens that his girlfriend was also visiting him because she lives in another city, working as a pilates instructor.

"What about you?" She asked.

"Are you working?"

You shook your head, "I'm still... looking for jobs," you meekly said and you knew you shouldn't make it sound like it was that terrible to be unemployed, even though it was.

You could imagine their pitying look on you without you looking at them so you kept looking down at the table, feeling ashamed of yourself.

"That's okay. There are a lot of opportunities since you've just graduated," she said to you as words of encouragement.

You put on a smile for her, she was trying to be kind anyway.

"I was unemployed for months before I got a real job," she said to you then took a sip of water.

But Seungmin, as intuitive as he is, sensed that you were getting uncomfortable with the conversation.

"So, you guys know any great places to go here?" He asked them, changing the topic while his hand flew to your hand on your lap and intertwined it with his.

"I want to take my girlfriend sightseeing," he added.

His girlfriend was the one who got excited answering his question, "Oh, we went to that lake for a picnic the other day,"

You looked at her, carried herself well with a stable job and you didn't have to look at the other two, you knew they are successful athletes.

Everything became a background noise when all you could think about was you being the only loser on the table like your sister always said in every family dinner.

-

Seungmin felt uneasy with you not saying anything since the dinner ended, you kept staring out the window and looking away from him.

He squeezed your knee with one hand steady on the steering wheel, "you're so quiet," he said.

You turned your head at him and softly sighed, putting your hand on his, "I think we should eat the ice cream once we got home,"

He glanced at you and you were smiling at him, "sounds like a good plan," he said, trying to lift the mood.

After putting the groceries into the fridge and the pantry, you ate the half-melted ice cream together and it helped, you reacted to every tease he made on you and you clung to him like you usually do.

But he wanted to make you forget about the uncomfortable conversation you had during dinner, so he touched you, caressing your body with such love, kissing you and pleasing you with his mouth.

With your elbows propped on the mattress, you watched his mouth buried in your drenched cunt.

You tangled your hand in his hair and gently pulled at his hair, "you're so good with your mouth, baby," you cooed.

His eyes were staring straight at you without stopping licking your juices with his mouth, he used his hand next to play with your clit.

"Oh, I like that so much," you murmured.

You softly scratched the back of his ear, "you know how to make me feel good, mmh?"

It encouraged him right to pleasure you more, filling your head with nothing but how good he made you feel.

"My baby..." you called him by your preferred pet name as you climaxed.

"Oh, Seungmin," your voice disappeared at the last syllable of his name.

He made a trail of soft kisses along your inner thigh, giving you time to relish your orgasm.

You put your hand on his jaw, "come here, my perfect man," you said to him, telling him to lay close to you.

His body hovered above you as you collected your essence around his mouth by kissing and gently licking the skin, finishing it with a long, rewarding kiss.

"You're so good at it," your lips grazed his as you spoke.

You let out a dreamy sigh and let your head fall back on the pillow, "I am indeed so lucky to have you," you said as you rubbed his neck.

"And I'm the luckiest," Seungmin didn't want to give in to your words.

You sweetly smiled at him with that glint in your eyes that convinced him you were alright.

"I love you so much," he said with a tender caress on your cheek, he wanted you to know how loved you were yet he still has so much love for you to give and probably, would never stop doing it.

"I love you, baby," you said back without a beat because that's how much you believed in his love for you.

Something shifted in your relationship and you were well aware of how things gradually change with time as you stepped into a new part of adulthood, but you were grateful that the love you have for each other didn't change.

-

"You said it's only for a few days, it's almost two weeks now!" Kim grumbled and you could picture her rolling her eyes as she said it.

You chuckled into the phone, hugging yourself since you were taking the phone on the balcony, afraid that Seungmin might catch your conversation.

It wasn't about trust, you were merely afraid of Kim saying things he's not supposed to hear.

"I told you, I'll get back once I sort things out with Seungmin," you replied, biting your thumb between your teeth.

"Just tell him that you'll be working for my brother," she said, "and tell him it's temporary until you get a real job,"

It sounded easy when she put it like that. She didn't know how weary Seungmin sounded when he hugged you and told you how much he needed you here.

You needed more time to soften him, more time to talk about your plan with him, and time for him to process it, even though you believed he would support you no matter what.

"How about your brother? Is it okay that I need a little more time?" You asked in sheer panic, afraid that her brother having second thoughts about hiring you.

"He's not in a hurry," she replied.

"Take your time, but please sort things out quick," she added with a sharp sigh at the end.

"Okay, okay, I hear you!" You told her before she shouted louder.

"Tell your brother I say thanks," you added.

"Mmh... come back here fast! I need you!" She shouted.

"Okay, love you, bye," you quickly hung up before started sulking again.

You head back inside to find Seungmin sitting on the sofa watching TV, you hopped on his lap and curled up with your head nuzzled to his neck.

"You should have put a jacket on," he scolded you, pulling the thin blanket from the armrest of the sofa to put it on you.

You giggled and clung to him, "so warm," you hummed as you put your hands around him.

He held you and kissed your cheek, "what do you want to watch tonight?"

"Anything!"

"It's your pick tonight," you reminded him.

He nodded and then started flicking the remote to pick a movie to watch.

You lay close to him on the sofa, overlapped his body with yours, and propped a hand under your chin on his chest.

"Kim's brother is looking for an assistant," you blurted out and looked at his face for his reaction.

But he stayed calm, head still turned to the side watching the movie.

"Yeah?" He calmly asked.

"I'm thinking of taking it while keep applying for the jobs I want," you said, your index finger playing with the collar of his shirt.

"What do you think?" You asked him, almost losing your breath at the end of the sentence, feeling anxious.

He finally turned his head at you, then put his hands on your back, "are you asking my opinion or my permission?"

You were wrong for thinking that you were seeking the former.

"What makes you think that you need my permission, mmh?" He asked with a hand cupping one side of your face, looking at your eyes started welling up with tears, got sad that you unintentionally offended him.

"You are your own person. You don't need my permission," he said to you.

You hastily kissed him, afraid that he would take your intention the wrong way.

"I didn't mean that," you sadly muttered, hugging him with your legs tangled with his.

"I support you no matter what," he kissed the top of your head, patting your head with such loving.

You see, he loved you full to the brim but you never get enough of it.

You turned your head to meet his and pressed a chaste kiss on his lips to convey how much you appreciated him.

He kissed you back with the same intention, with a little bit more passion then turned you over, sending you pinned underneath him.

"Seungmin," you called, looking into his eyes as he stared into your eyes.

"Remember our plan?" You asked, putting your hands on his shoulders, admiring how broad they are.

He nodded.

"We promise to live our best selves," you recited with a sigh.

"And I don't feel like my best self right now," you lost your voice at the end of the sentence.

He saw it, that hint of sadness that he seldom see in your eyes even when you were laughing at one of his jokes. He could see it all now, how much you struggled to get past this obstacle in life and tried to be tough about it.

Your pain matters to him as much as how your happiness affects his life.

"We'll be living our best selves soon," he assured you.

"Together," he added then carefully lay himself on top of you but not putting all of his weight on you.

When he tried to withdraw, you pulled him closer and held him tighter, "let's stay like this for a moment," you said.

And he let you, he kissed you once in a while and murmured words of affection into your ear to assure you that he'll always be by your side.

(Second part will be out tomorrow!)

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