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Just a small side blog with inconsistent writing of someone who's struggling through her 20s.
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kisessei · 23 days ago
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CEO!Akashi Seijuro x Reader
Akashi was actively working in a higher component of his company as a product owner, essentially contributing a lot and having his own team. He was used to people trying to impress him by describing minimal amount of work with fancy words, thinking he didn't understand they did it in 15 minutes and slacked off the whole week. He was used to people not quite caring about the work they did and making tons of mistakes that they later blamed on other employees.
But he was not used to the new key person on the team who stressed so much. He started to feel uneasy.
She was the first to arrive in the meetings. The first to finish her tasks with so much detail it amazed him how attentive she could be.
She was always present, always aware of others' work.
But she triple checked something very simple and asked others to check with her.
She stressed so much when his tone was a little off. And she was looking for validation that he simply never gave.
Akashi was shocked when she told him about her mistakes and apologized genuinely, thinking the small mistake was going to cost her her career.
He knew she could have withdrawn it, but she chose to tell him directly, and it was something he was not used to at all.
He was not used to her cracking ironic jokes during the meetings. He was certainly not expecting her to tell him that the task was so hard she believed she had superpowers after it.
So, with more responsibilities, she cracked more and stressed more, but he could clearly see that this person had so much motivation and knowledge but was afraid of making any mistakes. In order not to, she never took risks.
He didn't know why he defended her in a meeting where the others were trying to sabotage her. But it came very naturally.
She was pretty shocked as well, but it was evident the whole situation was getting into her way too much.
So, when the meeting ended, she thanked him.
But she also said she felt the stress in her veins and nothing helped her relax and the constant nagging thought of disappointing him is slowly messing with her head.
He didn't know how to respond. He was way too familiar with those feelings. And he suggested she worked directly for him and when she said no, you, you're my stressor, he was speechless.
When did he become so scary?
He asked why and even went as far as to say he wasn't that scary.
"You just have a... strict face."
He went home and spent 10 minutes in front of the mirror thinking about which expression she was so scared of.
The next day, he came early, waited until she arrived, and smiled at her. Her face lost its colors immediately. And he lost his smile as well.
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[A/N: I rewrote this a couple of times , so it there are errors in tenses or pronouns -- sorry!]
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kisessei · 23 days ago
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Blue Lock characters are extremely dear to me, and while I enjoy most of the characters and the way they are written, I can not help but associate most of them with my other favorite characters from other series. So, I might post some characters that I get reminded of part 3.
This one is wild, I can not even point out what exactly is similar, but the vibe is just there.
Yukimiya Kenyu and Himuro Tatsuya
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kisessei · 24 days ago
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Both Nagi and Sae becoming chalant in two weeks was not on my 2025 list.
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kisessei · 24 days ago
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Everything I am not
With Midorima Shintaro
When Midorima meets someone who doesn't believe in anything, mocks everyone who does and has no respect whatsoever for others' opinions, he is immediately repulsed.
They don't follow the rules. They skip classes. They have no sense of authority, and somehow, they manage not to get themselves into trouble.
He'd get judgemental, petty, even annoyed at them, which would drive this person more enthusiastic to disturb his peace.
The constant bickering, the constant way they make fun of him.
"Next time, bring me a frying pan too, I broke mine"
They are everywhere he is.
Getting on his nerves like it's a newly invented sport only for them.
Jumping and ruffling his hair, stealing his lucky items and tapes he uses for his fingers.
Eating from his plate, drinking from his straws. Stealing and hiding his glasses and then pretending to help him because he can't see shit.
He is so emotionally exhausted that at the end of the day, he feels like a fruit that got his juices squeezed entirely.
Then they disappear for a week. And the peace and tranquility do not sit with him. He is restless, although at first he thinks it's the best thing happening to him. He even gets worried and gets a feeling that can be closely described as longing.
Then this person who closely follows the one horoscope journal he does as well finds a special day where his sign is in the first place and essentially reappears just to mess with him a little more.
And when he sees them again, he does everything in his willpower to act annoyed. But he is relieved. Because he is so used to this person getting every single emotion and feeling out from him that after a week of not seeing them, he feels constipated.
And what confuses them is that he actually brought the frying pan. The funniest part being them actually taking it.
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kisessei · 24 days ago
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Everything I am not
with Akashi Seijuro
Akashi Seijuro meets someone who is not willing to put themselves into any norms the society pushes. They refuse to engage in activities that don't align with their worldview.
They refuse to attend the class gathering after they have graduated because they have not forgotten the performance everyone had put and the amount of hatred that was casually spread during the days of their studying.
"What? Just because it's over doesn't mean it was ever good."
Someone who shows it when they don't like someone. They don't act nice. They don't act mean. They simply do not smile to this person that they don't like. They don't entertain them.
Someone who doesn't gossip. When they say something about someone who is not present, they make sure to say it to their face as well.
Someone who is not afraid to say they are not doing something because they have absolutely zero desire to do so.
Someone who confronts people. Someone who speaks loudly about the discomfort that was caused by others. Someone who is never a kiss-ass. Someone who knows speaking the truth would hurt them, but they still stand by it.
And it is everything he was taught not to do.
At first he thought this person was ill mannered. How can you only do what pleased you? It was not the way this world functioned. You needed connections, network, people, socializing. But everytime someone would tell him about the things other people spoke behind his back, out of fear, out of spite, out of misery, he started to think otherwise.
Maybe it was better to have less connections but be sure of their decency? Maybe having control over your life and being honest with yourself and with others was a better way to live your life?
Akashi knew you didn't like him. You've made it crystal clear you're not planning on bowing under his commands, you're not planning on stepping into his way either. You were in the same class, why weren't you trying to get something out of him? It wasn't even reverse psychology which he was sure of at the very start. You simply didn't waste your energy, resources and time on someone like him.
And he couldn't be more hooked on that.
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[A/N: These could potentially turn into new series, I am so sorry to the two amazing people who are still waiting for their requests. I am trying to make them decent, although, as you may know, the recent months weren't so easy on me. So I am trying, I didn't forget them!]
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kisessei · 25 days ago
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There are those characters that are so kind for this world that you physically feel bad every time someone does something mean to them. Yeah, I am talking about Nagi Seishiro.
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kisessei · 26 days ago
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When you marry a mid
Akashi Seijuro x Reader
Where Akashi's son protects his mom
[A/N Sorry for mistakes, English is not my first language, and i am tired as hell to actually finish this up properly and it has been resting in my drafts for a week now and in my mind for longer]
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He was exhausted from his work, from the latest meeting he had, from his workers, from everything. He didn't get much sleep because of all the paperwork he had to double check the last minute, and he knew it was unfair to take it all out on his wife. He tried his absolute best never to do it, but he was a human too, and when you asked him if he had forgotten to bring the oat milk, he spoke before he could stop himself.
"I assume you'll be fine without oat milk, if it was that essential, you could have easily asked the workers."
He didn't say anything hurtful, but his tone was so unexpectedly and unnecessarily condescending that you were kind of thrown off. He regretted it immediately. The moment he saw the look on your face. He regretted it because he had wasted years trying to convince you that you could ask for stuff, and the maximum you asked for was oat milk because you couldn't drink a regular one. He knew it, yet he still snapped, and he knew he was wrong. And as he was about to open his mouth to apologize, his 4-year-old stepped in between the two of you, gracefully.
"Speak to my mom like that again, and I'll stab you," he said confidently, holding a toy sword in one hand.
Akashi looked at his son, who was a mini copy of him, same hair, same expression, same eyes, and same face. But the sparkle and mischief in the little boy's eyes were different. He was the most spoiled, the bravest child he had ever met. And he never had the stomach to try to discipline his child the way he was. He was a strict father, yet the young boy never feared him, hell, he used 'Seijuro' sometimes instead of 'father'. The amount of love he held for this child was inexplicable, and it doubled when the child came to defend his biggest love, his precious wife. He lowered his head.
"My apologies, I didn't mean to take my stress out on you, yet it still happened."
There was a certain sadness to his tone, but the child spoke again.
"Mom, this is what happens when you marry a mid."
"Excuse me?" Akashi raised his brow.
"Yes, excuse you! You should be grateful she even looked your way. My momma is the prettiest girl I know! And you're... you're you, dad!"
You could barely hold your laughter at your son's words. While he might be the only person in the entire galaxy to think that Akashi was the one who didn't deserve you, it was still incredibly funny.
"You're right," Akashi said as he looked into your eyes, "I married the woman of my dreams, yet, sometimes, I do act as," there was a pause, "...mid."
"Mom, I can bring your milk," the little boy said without hesitation as he looked into your eyes as well.
"Boys, I can bring my own milk," you laughed as you grabbed your coat and keys to go to the nearest store.
When you left, Akashi was left with the little judgemental creature, who looked at him as if he had committed a crime by speaking to his mother with the wrong tone. Akashi, on the other hand, really couldn't look into his son's eyes.
"Lowering your head is not enough, Seijuro," he said.
Akashi recognized his own tone in the little child's words and it made him chuckle.
He remembered how fearless he was on the court. And now? He is bossed around by his unhinged 4-year-old, who once called Masaomi to tell him he should notify them about his visit 10 business days prior so they can mentally prepare to his annoying and saddening presence.
Who once said he was the man of the house then, during a formal dinner.
Who could and absolutely would stab him for his mom.
"I am deeply ashamed of what I did," Akashi spoke carefully.
The child's gaze remained just as judgemental and cold.
"You are lucky mom will forgive you, I'd divorce you in her place."
"You're four."
"And you're sixty."
"I'm not sixty, I'm thirty."
"You're still very old, mom deserves better and next time, you do something like this, I am filling for 'new dad' application," he said as he left the room to continue whatever he was doing before his dad dared to commit such volatile act.
Akashi sat in silence, thinking about what to do to earn your forgiveness. But he knew he was going to get the silent treatment from the 4-year-old tyrant. Still, he was absolutely proud to have raised a man who would protect his mom even from him.
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kisessei · 1 month ago
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I don't care about anything. Akashi Seijuro has to listen to metal.
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kisessei · 2 months ago
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Hi!! I am loving all your works, especially the Akashi ones and the 'being close to' series (diff anonie tho) I wonder if you would be open to write one about Momoi?? She is one of my fav characters
Feel free to decline tho!! I hope you have a great day 💜
Being close with Momoi Satsuki
She has a relatively easier personality than the rest of her friends, and she is very approachable, so the first step to becoming friends with her is to actually do something kind to her. It could be on the gentler side, maybe fixing a clothing she didn't notice needed fixing or helping her out with a simple 'girlie' problem.
She is very dedicated and sometimes treats her friends way too close to her heart for her own good. You could say her vision of friendship is infantile.
She cares for you greatly and expects the same from you, and when she does not get the same level of support she gives, she might get a little hurt, but overall she doesn't have a lot of strength to pull away from someone who doesn't reciprocate her kindness.
Aside from her 'confident' persona, she is a very kind girl, always ready to help you, although, if you're friends, you won't even need to ask her to do something for you. She will do it before asking.
She is very dramatic and observant. Any gossip or hidden information about anyone, she knows or, at least, she notices. If you like the drama when you're not involved, I feel like she is the best person along with Kise to gossip.
And speaking about her observance, she knows your emotions better than you sometimes. Because she is also very empathetic she senses dread, fear, sadness and uncertainty rapidly.
She will always listen, if you warn her not to tell anyone she would absolutely stay silent, not even Aomine would know about the conversation.
The person that her friend likes is no one to her immediately. She would keep her distance and try not to ever create uncomfortable situations.
But she is one of those matchmaker people who will definitely try to help you, with advice, with group gatherings and many other things.
She is friendly to many but is not the type of person to be for everyone.
𓆉𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓇼𓆉𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓇼𓆉
[A/N: Thank you so much for your words and for the request and your patience with it. There are some other requests in my inbox that I will definitely finish working on soon. Sorry, life has not been treating me well last month. I barely have energy to move through the day, yet alone write something. I still don't understand how people like my writing. ]
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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What is the feeling of loving Akashi Seijuro more than anyone else in your life called?
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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Akashi Seijuro x Reader
Seijuro, who is very worried about his mental illness because he knows he is not getting treatment anytime soon.
Seijuro, who understood his mental health might affect the person he was in a relationship with. And for the sake of the other person, he kept his feelings to himself.
Seijuro, who watched you literally slip away from him to another guy, who he knew wasn't going to treat you the way he could.
Seijuro, who desperately wanted to stop you, to protect you, who wanted to be with you. He was literally letting you go without trying. Without telling you about how much he loved and needed you. He had made the decision for both of you.
And he never did anything. He acted like he was happy for your relationship and focused on other things. You were still his friend. You were still in his life. He was trying to be okay with that.
Seijuro, whose name was the most heated argument in your relationship. Where your boyfriend would bad-mouth him, make you choose between Seijuro and him. Your hesitation, the way you protected him in front of your boyfriend, fueled into more and more suspicions.
Seijuro, who was your first and last thought even when you were with your boyfriend. You felt terrible. Why was he way more important than the person you were supposed to love?
Seijuro, who responded to your text immediately when you told him you had broken up with your boyfriend because he was cheating on you.
Seijuro, who dropped everything he was doing to come and take you away from him.
Seijuro, who really tried not to seem so cheerful, but he felt like the weight of the world was lifted off of his shoulders. He felt calm and at peace.
Seijuro, who slowly decided not to make that decision for you. He can not decide for you if you want to be with him or not. He can not predict the way his mental health would affect you.
Seijuro who was the most patient, the most reassuring, the most gentle with you, going through your healing process with you. Never pushing you, never saying anything that would even slightly trigger negative emotions and memories in you.
Also, Seijuro, who started to speak of his feelings. He didn't expect you to read his mind. He didn't expect you to understand everything. He would simply tell you that he holds you very dearly to him and that he would never ever treat you the way you have been treated.
Seijuro, who was getting impatient only when he was alone and far from you. He was mad at himself for losing so much time because he was afraid of a hypothetical scenario. But he never pushed you, and he trusted you enough to understand he is not being used to moving on.
He was there. He was there with you. Holding you tightly against his chest. He was ready to wait no matter how much it took for you to finally be ready to be his.
𓆉𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓇼𓆉𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓇼𓆉
A/N: I am literally still having one of the worst weeks of this year, but I'm hoping that better times will come very quickly, and I will forget about my worries.
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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Ego is jealous because he's ugly, unattractive, unpopular, ugly, he stinks, uneducated, untalented, ugly, partially blind and ugly.
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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Hey 😊👋 how are you?
I have a GOM request for you I said I'd come and here I am 😁
So I've already seen posts where people had written about GOM members' girlfriend worries (like being a girlfriend who is the exact opposite of their usual style)
Now I was wondering if you could write about their worries to them, yes I'm not sure if one of Akashi's personalities (the one with the weird yellow eye) is having a moment of doubt and wondering if he's really a good boyfriend for his girlfriend for him he's perfect (given his blatant God complex, I'm sure it wouldn't even cross his mind a little bit(this side of him scares me so much 😭))
But for the others, like midorima with his tendency to believe in bad luck and astrology which can seem a bit odd for a teenage boy or murasakibara (I love him so much 😭) who is so lazy that if we could breathe without needing to use our lungs as often he'd just do the bare minimum so as not to die 😭🤣
Do they tell their partners? Or do they keep it to themselves until the reader makes them spill the beans?
A/N: Hello! I am very sorry for taking so long, I am having a very long week, which left me utterly exhausted, I am sorry, but for now, I only managed to write for Midorima and Mura. I will keep posting the others as a series later. I am posting this separately because I am not sure that this week is going to be better for me.
𓆉𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓇼𓆉𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓇼𓆉
GOM worries/insecurities
Midorima
First of all, if you managed to get Midorima's attention, congratulations, you must be exceptional. He would never go for someone superficial, so if he got interested in you, it meant you had a very deep innerworld that captured his heart.
An ideal partner for him would be someone with whom he shares a lot of mutual interests and has something to speak about, but he understands that a one hundred percent match doesn’t exist. As long as there is respect for each other, everything will work out.
He is a level-headed, self-aware person, and while he is not ashamed of his hobbies and beliefs, he understands that he is a part of a society that has its stereotypes and sometimes groundless logic. He had never once doubted his intelligence, but he had noticed that recently social media was flooded with “facts” that people with lower intelligence were more likely to believe in astrology. When he stumbled across one of those articles, he knew it had some kind of influence on him. For most of his life, he knew some things that he did were judged by others. It didn't bother him when he was single, but it started to bother him a little when he got into a relationship.
Mostly because he was afraid, you'd start to see him like other people do. He was also worried about the impression he had on your friends and family. So, when he stopped speaking about his daily zodiac and stopped carrying around the larger lucky items, you knew something was off. He would never openly admit it. He’d try to keep it to himself, but if you noticed and confronted him, he would tell you he didn’t want you to leave him because of what he believed in, but it is something that he is not willing to give up. After some reassurance that he was allowed to believe in whatever he wanted to believe in and that would never change the way you view him, he felt stupid for even doubting your opinion about him.
Murasakibara
Murasakibara would not have worries about himself and your relationship until a push. And that push could be the realization that you might not enjoy spending time at home as much as he did. Also, the push could be someone else you spend your time with who is willing to do activities with you that he is too lazy for.
But, let’s not get it twisted. If he loves you, he tries for you. And if he doesn’t love you, he simply wouldn’t be with you. His main insecurity wouldn’t be the fear of you leaving him for someone else, but would be him not being your favorite person to be around. He adored you so much that in his world, laying and eating snacks with you was the best activity, but once he realized it might not be the same for you, he panicked.
He would ask for advice from Himuro and would ultimately try to engage in your preferred activities.
If you liked hiking, he would come with you.
If you liked going to museums, he would act as if he was interested. He would buy tickets to movies, theatre and anything you were interested in.
Sometimes, he would get bored or run out of energy, and you’d notice that he was lying through his teeth about enjoying what you were doing. He was too stubborn to admit what he was feeling. He would insist on continuing until you speak up. Confrontation would not work on him. Sometimes, he was too stubborn even for Akashi to handle, and the thing you have learned from him was to butter him up. You'd usually buy him some snacks to get him into a better mood and mumble during the conversation how much you enjoyed spending your time with him doing nothing. He'd glance at you and continue eating, but it'd reassure him that he didn't have to change himself for you. He is always going to be your favorite person.
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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Do you take the requests only anonymously? I had sent something but I'm afraid that either it couldn't be sent (I have a zero connection at home 😑) or I'm afraid that it wasn't validated because it didn't have anonymous 😭
Hello, no, afaik you can submit a request non anonymously. If it's the request about the worries of GOM, then I received it, and I am thinking about how to start working on it. If it's another request, then no, unfortunately, I didn't receive it. You might as well type another one.
Sorry, I'm a little busier these days, so it might take some time for me to proceed with the requests in a sense that I have to re-check and re-read a lot of times to make sure it is readable and has minimum amount of mistakes that my eyes weren't able to catch, but I will try my best.
Have a nice day.
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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Please do not read if you don't read the Blue Lock manga.
Before anyone says anything, I don't hate any of the characters and names used here are just to prove my point.
Recently, in the scope of the latest events connected with the whole U-20 selection, there have been people who yell about how talent is nothing without hard work. Let me respectfully disagree. While I think what happened in the manga can pretty much happen to anyone, I don't think that realistically, Kiyora, Sendou, or anyone below 12 would have scored higher than Nagi. Pretty much, we can agree that there are at least some characters who happened to be in the list by a miracle that would never happen in real life. Talent doesn't disappear because there is no "motivation," and talent almost always outweighs hard work. Unfortunately, I don't see how someone like Nanase, who absolutely deserves his spot and worked very hard for it, gets that spot in real life. Or again, Kiyora, who had just one chance for an assist, got a spot higher than someone who scored the opening goal against the original U-20 and had arguably the best goal in the NEL that was his crushing point as well. Again, yes, his example shows how everyone has to work hard in order to gain something, but that doesn't work like that in real life, and people are absolutely forcing it. Sometimes, hard work is not enough, and it's not as "fair" as the events that happened in the manga.
I think it is a very good move story wise, but I would be absolutely heartbroken if the author decides not to bring him back to the story.
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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HELLO AGAIN! I sent the ask with All-The-Info! I tried to be as specific as possible, it felt conter intuitive, but I got it done! I hope it wasn't too much though zoirjgzoirjgzoirjg and if it was feel free to discard the details that don't seem appealing or important to you! I'm here fer yer reading! >:b
(Also here's to hoping you're having a nice day! As per usual, thanks for your time uvu)
Hello, dear anon, thanks again. It is an amazing ask, and I can't wait to start to work on it. Thanks a lot for providing the details. The details itself are so pretty formulated that it's a shame that I have to change anything about them or add something to them. Sorry for the upcoming wait and have a nice day as well. Always a pleasure to chat with you.
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kisessei · 3 months ago
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hi do u have a masterlist
Hello, no, unfortunately, I don't, I am extremely inconsistent with my works and to the point where I don't even have a tag. But if I manage to stay motivated, I'll make one.
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