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apparently Maid Day is a thing!

started off as a crossover to sate my 2 obsessions but then. maid day.

[ right art is from project moon’s limbus company ]

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update: yep.

tiphereth’s floor abnos are also really cool

just started Library of Ruina. this is how it goes right?

disclaimer: not done with the story, so idk how accurate roland & these ships are. i just think they're all silly :D

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just started Library of Ruina. this is how it goes right?

disclaimer: not done with the story, so idk how accurate roland & these ships are. i just think they're all silly :D

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“The spotlight shines on us! Do not disappoint, my friends.”

“When your world is turning inside out,

What do you think you’re gonna do?”

Mobile Wallpaper version below the cut!

I’m using it with my Wanderer (Genshin) homescreen one (yes, they’re very different. but i can be happy having my own wallpapers KSKSKFK waiting for his everything-goes-to-shit event)

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trying out Portfolio Day! I’m Kotka, a disabled Filipino digital fanartist~

I’ve been drawing animals for a while, but recently exploring humans and a new style. At least, my lighting style has been consistent xD

full images here: 1 2 3 4 5

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silly day

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m’lady the decadenza

i cant believe this is how i find the origin of the dumb fedora meme

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“Don’t ever forget me.”

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Time to hire the manipulative shitty sister!

This office can’t get any worse.

sort-of-sequel to this

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Distraction from Paperwork

happy valentines, i guess? lol

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S3: Max HP +80%, ATK +260%. Immediately throws an anchor forward, stopping when hitting a target or reaching the max distance, dealing 160% of ATK as Physical damage to all nearby enemies and Stunning them for 6 seconds. If the anchor stops on a tile he can deploy on, Ulpianus will Move to that tile. Skill can be manually deactivated; when skill ends, Ulpianus returns to his original position.

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Happy Valentines to my 1st E2 operator~ Estelle deserves all the hugs in this world!

tagged as docship but personally i like the idea of platonic valentines and hugs :,)

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can you tell us more abt her??

Aww ty anon~ I’m assuming you’re talking about this PMD OC?

I don’t have much because I made her when I was 13. From what I can gather she’s…

Naive

Quiet ball of anxiety

fighting is the “one thing she’s good at”

Will eat gummies ON SIGHT she doesn’t care if there’s a monster house SHE WANTS THEM NOMNOMNOMNOM

Her partner’s an optimistic Alolan Meowth who LOVES treasure and has zero friends >:D

Litten’s name is Layo, and Meowth’s named Isa

made ^^ the moment i saw ur ask i got inspired

old 2019 meowth vv

Between adventures, infinite gummis, and a cool new buddy, life is perfect for Layo. A lot better than any flashes of her previous life.

Now for the edgier stuff. Warning, this is from when I was 13 with the big sadge

So what if the canon “you gotta disappear after saving the world” actually affects the hero?

In a dream, she is told that she will disappear after saving the world. This happens a lot earlier compared to other PMD Heroes

2017 art ^^

the outcome + existential crises below the cut

She still goes to save the world but it’s pretty hard to think the world, the one you love and cherish, will simply keep spinning without you. Is anything you do worthwhile? And god. How can you laugh alongside your friend, knowing you’ll never see them again?

Interestingly, the villain I wrote long ago was “the dark thoughts of the human mind seep into the Pokemon world” (???huh???) although that explains why Layo remembers her not-so-great human life

Never got to think about how the story ends (and i still don’t know if there’ll ever be a logical answer to those questions above. I just go “WE BALL WE BALL WE BALL WE BA

But also, now that I’m older, I do know they get a happy ending at least. That’s why they’ll get to grow up and evolve. It’s not always happy, but life still is good.

Anyway anon I hope this yapping suffices~ I actually got inspired to make a mini lyric comic BUT college deadlines :’)

gonna link it here once it’s done (or someone can send in an ask if they wanna know when it’s done)

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Growing up is fine.

Redraw of an OC from 2019!

My Pokesona, I guess? Never used her except for the silly PMD stories in my head

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The ONLY dsmp art post i will ever make here, for archiving purposes

Rinne PMV - May 2021

Loved MAP Part 6-7 - June 2021

Before the Confrontation - Feb 2021

explanations + rambles below the cut

You’ve never talked about dsmp, why does this post exist

If you’ve seen my Youtube channel, you’ll notice a few DSMP animations. I was 15, and absolutely loved the concept and the creativity of the community. It’s what got me to finally post art + dabble into animation.

BUT hey the white blob man crawled out of the woodworks and I gotta say. yeah. Bad people suck.

You’ll find full, better explanations elsewhere, but I don’t support the Drm nor Wlbur. Or anyone else like them. I don’t keep up with the community anymore (or any mcyt for that matter) but I just wanted to make that clear

I am still keeping these videos up for (1) archiving purposes and (2) it’s my art, not theirs. I’ve had to put disclaimers on every video though because they just couldn’t be decent human beings

Art Rambles, a Retrospective

Rinne is especially a video that feels desecrated. Has one of my favorite songs and cover artists. One where I experimented with limited colors. One where I was pretty proud of the animation (the fire in the first shot) + tweening (fiddled with Philza’s wing to make it look natural). At least the version without the weirdos is here.

The Loved MAP part was also interesting. The first time I was proud of drawing a cartoon human face (like. DSMP literally got me to draw more detailed people— the closest was Frisk from Undertale who… Was a bunch of pixels lol).

I also figured out the shading style I liked, and that helped build how I shade today.

Also learned to Green Screen!! That’s why his hair looks funny around the letters.

Lastly, the Ranboo animatic was also my first ever animatic, and the only dialogue-centric one I’ve done. Learned how to splice audio from the VOD, how to add environmental sfx, and how to add some music. Learned a lot about character acting too. Too much flashing in retrospect, but I like the shot variety and the last transitions. I don’t think I can ever top that creativity with the water droplet

Just weird that I was allergic to drawing… ears? Of all things???

Also no, I didn’t stop animating because of any drama. I literally got too sick to draw lol

Some good things, and a Goodbye

I will say, there are still great parts to the dsmp. All the illustrations, animations, writings, and songs that came from that era. Not to mention the amazing works still being made today.

I’ve also heard that some of the other Content Creators are doing better and doing good. I saw a bit of Quackity’s SMP and it seemed chill. And from what I’ve seen from Tommy, I’m glad he’s maturing and has Tubbo + Ranboo as his friends.

I’m pretty sure there’s others who are doing well, like Philza, but again, I haven’t kept up with things.

MCYT is no longer something I’m into. And that’s okay.

If you’ve read this far, thanks. If you decide to find my videos, uh thanks too? But yeah, don’t subscribe and follow for any mcyt content haha

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body why do you betray me

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“‘To never have been born at all’… That’s not a fate you should wish for.”

“You just want to make friend. People to play with, to talk to… People who accept you, or at least, accept your apology.”

aaand so the duo are off to fix some broken roads and houses~

One final send off to Simulanka before Natlan starts! A very self-indulgent piece because it’s for my wallpaper lol

wait what? maintenance is done already? no it can’t be—