lapisdei81

[lapisdei81]

i kissed your hair. your scars and your soul, i would’ve done so for eternity, i wonder if you ever knew.

[lapisdei81]

i can’t seem to be loud enough for you to hear me or even see me. you took pictures of pretty things yet i only have pictures of you.

[lapisdei81]

i never truly felt like a child until i met them. they changed my way of thinking and being, around them i’m able to be childish without consequences without punishment or fear of being judged or seen as immature. i’m glad i found my person. no one deserves to feel invalidated or be treated like a adult at a young age, it’ll either destroy one or make one suffer in silence

[lapisdei81]

i haven’t been able to sleep for a while now till 3 am or later because of the pain yet this pain might be temporary who knows.

same with forever being temporary sometimes maybe we’ll all be able to pull through someday.

i wish i could peel away this sadness and make it into something beautiful someday.

[lapisdei81]

i used to not want to go to this place because it reminded me so much of you. yet i went a while ago and everything grew and flourished. maybe i’ll heal someday like this too and forget about everything. to anyone needing this you’re going to be okay someday soon