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Is Batman a superhero? Key part of the word is "super." K, duh. Ahem: "Alexander Joseph "Lex" Luthor is a fictional supervillain""The Toyman is the name of three fictional supervillains and one adolescent superhero appearing in American comic books published by DC Comics" "Green Arrow is a fictional superhero who appears in... etc" I mean Noah Bennet (Heroes) is probably a supervillain/anti-hero. It's their skillfully crafted acumen and (often) intellect that make them super-heroes/villains... Not necessarily whether they possess superpowers. P.S.- "Section 8 is a fictional comic book team of superheroes." Containing people like Dogwelder or the Defenestrator... Both who have no known superpowers. They're just humans who do shit. This is the one time I don't care about the literal definition.

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Of course, not everyone's is the same... and even if it's the same categorical sort of depression, chemical balances (or lack thereof) yield different sorts of depressions including, but not limited to, factors like region, season (time of year), life occurrences, etc. I have learned to live with it like it's just another aspect of myself that I expect to pop up sporadically. The only thing I don't have a handle on yet is when I rapidly go from manic-to-depressed-to-manic-to-"normal"-etc. That's still a doozie for me.

But yes. It does suck... Especially if you're relatively happy and then, seemingly out of nowhere, boom. It shouldn't be funny, but I had a dude friend once who I'd call doom and gloom because he never really reached that 'happy' state.

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Not weed... But during my U.G. I used to drink during anything I ever did and did well. I had to literally pray my D1's wouldn't be screwed and a later hyperdopaminergic state wouldn't result in an utter relapse as... you know... the MCAT and whatnot. I never really liked the effects of marijuana, thus I never continued usage after three tries.

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So... Guns anyone..? I understand that a myriad of complications can erupt from any circumstance, but meh... these are JUST words:

Honestly, I am okay with people having assault rifles. I am against the "they're trying to take our guns" ideology. It has been reiterated multiple times that for that to occur ratification would need to occur and only a VERY small percentage is trying to completely do that.

As far as far more stringent laws enacted to prevent people who shouldn't have any guns at all, including those who already have them registered to themselves, like various psychological tests, proof of gun training, etc.. I am 100% for that. People will always be able to obtain any firearm, rifle, explosive, etc so long as they exist. I believe that we just need stronger and more elaborate screening processes. My friend has an M-16. He hasn't killed anything with it to date. There are people who respect guns, people who think they're toys, people who don't care either way, and people who think that high magazine/multi-fire ejection firearms should all be banned besides our people in blue and other armed forces. It's easier to take candy from all toddlers because they might be pre-diabetic than it is to test them. On the other side... it's easier to let them all have candy than to test them.

I say strongly test and find out.

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This had me rolling.

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There are so many beautiful variations of gender. I don't know where to begin, but I know where not to end and that's situated smack dab at "anywhere." I don't typically ask individuals their personal sexual/gender status/info. Some would love it. Some simply wouldn't mind and would indulge my insatiable curiosity. Some are very closed off or they just don't see it as anyone's business until they decide to share. Some just don't know yet or are in limbo. All scenarios are fine. I just go with the flow until they talk about whatever "it" is. If they don't, well Hades... good convoy regardless. I've made the mistake of asking some presumptuous questions and I don't fancy doing so again. It can be difficult at times like when I want to ask someone from a nation of pain questions about their heritage... I stop myself. I don't know what that'll dredge up. Meanwhile, they just wanted a beer, lol.

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I could totally fall for someone cis so long as they understood and believed what and who I was to the best of their ability. Experiences, are meh to me. I've been persecuted since age 4 for various reasons. Oh so many. And more to come probably. But I give anyone a fair chance first. If they're wretched then they are. I've turned some racists and homophobic people. They're not worth giving up on... just like cisphobes aren't. I'm not claiming to know your history or how, even if similar, how it affected you; just that wording is powerful. If I said "feminists are all guilty of the patriarchal paradigm they presume to be in existence now" without further explanation or something about race... it'd be viewed as sexist or racist. Umbrellas aren't pleasant to share and neither are blankets.

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Ughhhh. At least you're part of a sociopolitical system that allows growth. Talk about glass ceilings, old boys club, economic disparity, etc... all you want, but the possibility is still present. How is that not better than alternative non-amalgamated systems which become easily susceptible to dictatorship rule? Please. People think capitalism is so horrific until they live in a place where everything is allotted in small quantities followed by being stolen back by the distributer(s) and/or more lofty. This US version of socialism is an anemic pipe dream in comparison to the system adopted and bastardized by so many other countries.

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Le sigh.

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Losing Weight n Shit + Toning

Someone asked me how to lose weight besides supplementing, dieting correctly, surgery, exercising, etc. Any other method seems dubious.

My response:

Well... Literally... Eat right (I mostly ate salmon, steak, chicken, and tuna with broccoli and brown rice) Weight training (light) HIIT which worked far better than long distance running 4-6 ten second sprint sessions Planking, side planks, side crunches, spider pushups, etc. I was very tone. Like, besides a keto diet (still under "eating right") what other way is there? Even if you do get surgery there no easy way to go about it... I mean you could drink liquor heavily until you don't desire food and begin to waste, but that's a very dumb and unhealthy way to go about it. You don't even need a gym. I used my couches, crates of water, old tires, this weird seat for lower back crunches, etc.

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I miss you, you silly horse woman.

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My new beauty and some sadface pizza on the roof.

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Bleach filler episodes: All of them Naruto filler episodes: All of them Shippuden filler episodes: All of them Boruto filler episodes: All of them Dragon Ball filler episodes: All of them Dragon Ball Z filler episodes: Bruh, all of them Dragon Ball GT filler episodes: All got'dang all of them Dragon Ball Super filler episodes: You guessed it. All of them One Piece filler episodes: All of them Hamtaro filler episodes: Not a damn one

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I would've skipped the limón and used florets, but what you made looks cash. I mix broccoli with almost any meat based dish. My favorite is smoked salmon, brown rice, and broccoli with water and pineapple/green grapes/naval orange slices/maybe some sliced mango (fruit in a juice and ice mixture) for desert. Sounds boring, but I enjoy it and it helped me get lean. Sometimes I'd use chicken, steak, tuna, etc. Oh! And assorted spices, marinades, oils, etc. (Besides the fruit, of course).

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I'm seriously hating the way I look right now. I feel and want to be a woman so much. It hurts so much

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I sincerely wish and hope my saestra stops being such a quim.