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Fun Night 😎

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Everyone, this is a bathroom btw 😌

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just because I understand the reasoning behind your actions, doesn't mean that I find your actions to be excusable

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Huh

Huh

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Now

If I had just one more chance

I wouldn’t have said what i did

I would’ve kept it all in

and held out still you were ready

Now here I am

All on my own

thinking about how to change my actions

wishing you were still mine

Now I know

that all I need is me

Thought it’ll take time

For me to get used to being on my own

Now all I can do

Is think about how much i miss you

And how my love should shrivel

But here it is growing everyday

Now I wonder

If it stayed intact

Would I want that?

I’m sure I’d love all your little quirks

Now I miss

What we could’ve been

You’re touch, You’re taste

Is something i cannot replace

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Find me like a book teetering on the edge of a dusty shelf in the darkest corner a finger pad licked a vellum volume teased open my demure librarian’s skirt roughly bunched over my wrist thoughts of you and brittle breaths rustling crunching tearing sealed lips apart the last page a tight cliff-hanger before the echoing happy end.

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Our Flame Once Lit

Feeling that flame when I was with you

Made my heart ignite with flames of love

You were everything to me

My love, my life, my heart

When that flame faded for you

Mine was still blazing

I tried to reignite with another

But it was a short lived failure

Though I still wish I had that flame with you

I could act on my feelings

But I know it’d all be to no avail

As you do not feel the same anymore

Did you ever?

There may be a way

To sway

Your love back to me

But i’m not sure i need someone

All i need is me

It will take time for me

To accept that

But I know in my head

I am all I really need

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:)

Felt like it was pure,

But gave lies

Gave me hopes,

But never pursued

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I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

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{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}

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Loving you broke me.

I didn’t know I had fallen for you until I was already on the floor.

And I lay here and wonder why I just wasn’t enough for you to stay.

If you only knew how many times I have immortalised you with my words. How many pages have been written with tears rolling down my cheeks.

How many times I have begged for you to see me.