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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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the (almost) complete Bungou Stray Dogs reading list
as a dostoyevsky fan i first discovered bsd by being very confused whenever i saw pretty anime boys in the crime and punishment tag, so now i’m using bsd to discover more classic literature, and you can too!
this is my personal list straight from my phone notes app, of the most significant works mentioned in the series. italized titles are those that i really couldn’t find an english translation of but they’re there for completeness (if you’ve found one please comment!)
i’ve also got links to the french text of all works that are originally in french, because i read french and as said this list is just adapted from my personal notes hahaha
special shoutout goes to @bsd-bibliophile and their website from where i got many of the links, especially the works of the japanese authors, as well as the bsd recommended reading list ❤️
links are pdfs unless otherwise specified
the armed detective agency:
no longer human by dazai osamu
the moon over the mountain by nakajima atsushi (beast beneath the moonlight)
an encouragement of learning by fukuzawa yukichi (all men are equal)
o brother, you must not die by yosano akiko (thou shalt not die)
kunikida doppo’s works
the makioka sisters by tanizaki junichirou (light snow) [epub]
naomi by tanizaki junichirou
be not defeated by the rain by miyazawa kenji [online]
demon pond by izumi kyouka (demon snow)
edogawa ranpo’s works
i am a cat by natsume souseki
futon by tayama katai
the port mafia:
rashoumon by akutagawa ryuunosuke (link includes o-gin that akutagawa gin is based on)
this soiled sorrow by nakahara chuuya (upon the tainted sorrow) [online]
golden demon by ozaki kouyou
falling camellia by hirotsu ryuurou
the dancing girl by mori ougai (elise)
vita sexualis by mori ougai [epub]
higuchi ichiyou’s works (no ability specified yet, but see for example encounters on a dark night)
midwinter memento by tachihara michizou
lemon by kajii motojirou
dogra magra by yumeno kyuusaku [website, incomplete translation] (it appears there’s a full french translation for like $1k if yall are interested lmao)
madness of george III by alan bennett (madness of the jewel king) pretty sure this one’s still copyrighted, hence why they couldn’t use alan bennett’s name for ace, and why i can’t find any pdf copies
the guild:
the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald (the great fitzgerald)
little women by louisa m. alcott
the grapes of wrath by john steinbeck [online/pdf/epub]
the scarlet letter by nathaniel hawthorne
gone with the wind by margaret mitchell [online/pdf/epub]
anne of green gables by l. m. montgomery (anne of the abyssal red)
moby dick by herman melville
the adventures of tom sawyer by mark twain (huck finn and tom sawyer)
the adventures of huckleberry finn by mark twain (huck finn and tom sawyer)
the black cat by edgar allan poe (the black cat in the rue morgue) [online]
the murders in the rue morgue by edgar allan poe (the black cat in the rue morgue) [online]
the call of cthulhu by h. p. lovecraft (the great old ones) [online]
the rats in the house of the dead:
the house of the dead by fyodor dostoevsky [online/epub]
crime and punishment by fyodor dostoevsky
a feast in time of plague by alexander pushkin [online/pdf/epub]
the precipice by ivan goncharov (this is an abridged translation please buy the new 2020 unabridged translation titled malinovka heights please it’s one of my all-time favourite books please thank you for your attention)
the perfect crime by oguri mushitarou
the decay of angels:
the decay of the angel by mishima yukio [online]
the overcoat by nikolai gogol
dracula by bram stoker [online/pdf/epub] (bram’s ability isn’t named yet but come on who are we kidding)
sigma has been speculated to be a reference to russian writer and journalist sergey nikolayevich syromyatnikov, or possibly sigmund freud
the hunting dogs:
mirror lion by fukuchi ouchi (online summary)
gasp of the soul by ookura teruko (see bewitching shadow which is the only work of anyone from the hunting dogs with full english translation!)
priceless tears by jouno saigiku
plum blossoms in snow by suehiro tetchou (wikipedia)
special division for unusual powers:
discourse on decadence by sakaguchi ango
hail in the begging bowl [online/pdf] (an essay by james abrams on the life and poetry of taneda santoka, from which the ability name is derived)
order of the clock tower:
and then there were none by agatha christie
dark era:
strait is the gate by andré gide (french original, online)
flawless by oda sakunosuke (see his other works from the stories of osaka life collection that has been translated into english, which can be found on the @bsd-bibliophile website)
55 minutes:
the time machine by h. g. wells
the mysterious island by jules verne (french original, online/epub)
matasaburou of the wind by miyazawa kenji [online] (atsushi’s alias)
johann wolfgang von goethe (mentioned)
william shakespeare (mentioned)
victor hugo (mentioned) les misérables french original 
fifteen + storm bringer:
illuminations by arthur rimbaud [online] (french original, online/epub)
paul verlaine’s poetry [online/epub] (french original, online/epub)
frankenstein by mary shelley (adam frankenstein)
gaiden:
another by ayatsuji yukito (volume 1, volume 2, volume 3)
the summer in the ubume by kyougoku natsuhiko (an inherent drop)
yesterday’s shadow tag by tsujimura mizuki
dead apple:
shibusawa tatsuhiko’s works (referred to collectively as draconia, see fish scales which has been translated into english)
chapter titles and other references:
franz kafka’s works (our man asagiri) metamorphosis [online/epub] the trial [online/epub]
the setting sun by osamu dazai (have you seen all those dazai sunset scenes in the anime)
the black lizard by hirotsu ryuurou
the case of murder on D hill by edogawa ranpo (murder on D street, ch 6)
poems of days past by nakahara chuuya (back in the day, ch 11) see poem collection
light, wind and dreams by nakajima atsushi (even if my head be mistaken, ch 29)
if you’re gonna read the above you should probably be acquainted with robert louis stevenson’s works, like the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde [online/epub]
tower of silence by mori ougai (the silent tower and the raven’s feast, ch 30)
husband and wife by nakajima atsushi (cherrirs, ch 43)
dreaming of butterflies by hagiwara sakutarou (ch 65-66)
the sheep song by nakahara chuuya (the chant to activate chuuya’s corruption)
les sœurs de charité by arthur rimbaud (the chant to activate verlaine’s corruption) french original
this is all the main works i could find, but naturally bsd is chock-full of literature references so please feel free to add to this list if you have anything! again i have to direct you to bsd-bibliophile’s online library for more complete resources and relevant authors that are not directly mentioned in bsd + a bunch of other useful content, i swear that page is one of my most-visited websites hahaha
other great resources for free books that have entered the public domain, where i got most of the links to the western books on this list:
project gutenberg
free editorial
planet ebook
planet publish
happy reading!
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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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also i saw that your requests are open soooo may i request a fluff/nsfw fic ( tbh you can choose whatever you want for the genre , i'm not too sure what will go well with this ) for bonten!ran haitani with a reader who's totally oblivious to who he is and what he does and comes to him for help with something ? ( 🐢 )
✙ — teach me
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+ pairings. ran haitani x reader
+ summary. you really need to be careful in this world because you don’t know what’s there to hunt you. he is a vicious predator and you; you are his sweet, little innocent prey.
+ tags. romance, explicit sexual content, fluff, bonten!ran, virgin!reader, manipulation, profanities, use of pet names, cunnilingus, fellatio, mouth fucking, deepthroat, vaginal fingering, overstimulation, soft dom!ran, praise kink, unprotected sex, rough sex (on the last part), little manga spoilers, 18+
+ word count. 4.9k
+ note. okay, so here is my 🐢 nonnie's request hiho it's another porn with a plot!! hajshskxnsk anyways, i think it doesn't have much fluff cos i went all in with the smut again besties 😭 ahskshamshsk pls tell me if i forgot something in the tags, i hope u guys enjoy! feedbacks are always appreciated <33
ps. i might make a part 2 for this maybe hehehe
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“Ran.” you waved your hand in front of his face, “You’re staring at me, are you even listening?”
He chuckles and nodded afterwards, “I’m sorry, yeah. I’m listening, go on.”
You gave him a bit of suspicious look then continued on tutoring him for his ‘midterms’. How did he even end up in this situation anyways?
He’s a grown-ass man. A thirty-year-old executive of Japan’s worst criminal organization but he’s studying for some course that he had forgotten since he graduated years ago and did he even take this program?
All he knows is that when you approach him that day while holding a flyer, asking him if he wants to hire you for your academic services, his instincts told him to say yes.
Even though he’s just passing by that university from his morning jog, wearing his plain white shirt overlapped with his gray hooded sweatshirt and gray sweatpants while his hair was down— maybe, his appearance that morning aged him down a bit. He was flattered that you thought he’s a college student.
The next he knew; he was paying some student from that university to take down some notes for him so that you can have something to teach him or something. He doesn’t really care; all he wants is to stare at your innocent face.
Not knowing that you’re with one of the most dangerous criminals in your country alone in his unit, that he’s not really a college student that was about to fail his subject unless you help him.
He should’ve said no, he’s a busy person. He has no time for shits like this but the moment that he saw your face, so beautiful— so desperate for help. How could he say no?
“Do you get it?” you ask him.
“Yeah. I got it.”
Now, he’s meeting you every saturday night in his penthouse, ‘teaching’ him. He thought you were so desperate for help that you never asked him, how could a college student afford a luxurious home like this? How come you can only meet him on a saturday night?
You’re meeting with him for almost three weeks but did it never occurred to you to ask him some questions? Ran was curious, it’s like an itch in his brain that he can’t scratch unless he asks you first.
But he wasn’t curious about you— he was curious about what was going on your mind. Come on, a guy like him? It’s ridiculous if he didn’t already do a background check about your personal life.
“You say that but when I ask you later on,” your eyes narrowed as you look at him, you were scolding him like you were his mother. Ran just grins at you, “Okay. Next topic- “
“Wait.” he stops you; he reaches for the book and closes it himself. Your brows furrowed and were about to ask him why the hell did he just do that when he spoke first, “Let’s put a pause on that for a bit. My brain can’t take all this information, y’know?”
You sighed and nodded, maybe you can take a break. You were studying for hours now and it didn’t cross your mind to stop for a bit because you thought that you should make the most out of what Ran is paying you.
“Okay, ten minutes tops.”
Ran hummed, placing his elbow on the table as he rests his chin on the palm of his hand while he looks at you intently, “How about thirty minutes?”
Your eyes widen, what the hell would you both do in thirty minutes? Look at each other? You were already getting conscious while you tutor him, at least you’re doing something while he stares at you with his whimsical and kind of intimidating eyes but thirty minutes without doing anything?
You’ll feel like you would melt and you would. Maybe literally. Ran’s eyes were so hypnotizing and dreamy, plus his face— his fucking gorgeous face. And that, tattoo on his neck. You were also wondering about that and you think that you have seen it before, but you find it really attractive and you thought that he must have high tolerance for pain because getting a tattoo on your neck must be so freaking painful.
You don’t even know how can you manage to stay with him without staring at him for too long.
You don’t even know much about him and you’re crushing on him big time, you were just assuming things about him instead of asking because well, you’re here to work. Not to prey on his personal life, and he didn’t seem like he was a bad person.
Well, looking around his house. You assumed that he’s one of that heir of a big conglomerate companies and shit because why else would he have a house like this when’s he’s still a college student?
“We don’t have thirty minutes, Ran. It’s getting late. I don’t want to go home too late. You don’t know what kinds of people are lurking outside.”
Ran wanted to laugh out loud. Oh, honey.
He just wants to wrap you up in a blanket and pour you some hot tea because of your obliviousness. You were so gullible, well, it’s his fault because he’s lying to you about who he really is.
“I’ll take you home, how about that?” he suggested, you chuckled awkwardly and was about to say no but Ran picked up on that, he wouldn’t take no for an answer. “I insist, okay? I won’t take no for an answer. It’s the least I could do for you because you help me study.”
He almost snorted a laugh when he said the word ‘study’.
But of all the horrible things that he did, maybethis is the first time he felt guilty because he was lying to you. It was funny, this isn’t the worst of the worst but he was so guilt-ridden.
“Okay, fine. Since we aren’t doing anything for thirty minutes, what do you want to do?”
“Oh, what should we do?” he hummed as if he was thinking, as if he didn’t have something already on his mind. He faked a gasp, “How about we ask each other questions? Like, bounce questions off each other.”
“I guess you have been thinking about that for so long.” you laughed. He didn’t have to act as if he was thinking of something because it was so obvious.
Ran just looked at you with his ‘so what?’ face and leaned his back on the chair, “You first.”
You hummed, what could you possibly ask Ran? He was formulating questions in his mind; questions like, where are his parents? How could he afford this penthouse? How come you can’t go to his place on weekdays?
But it never crossed his mind that you would be asking him that question.
“You...” you paused and hesitated for a bit, “You have a girlfriend?”
If he were in your shoes, he would be suspicious of you. Coming from him, he looks suspicious. But are you that kind that you never thought bad about people?
But oh well, he would gladly answer your question.
“Nope. Don’t have. I’m busy with wo- studies, I mean. How about you?”
He knows from the background check that you don’t have any boyfriend but there’s some things that he doesn’t get from that, you know.
“No. I..” you paused and looked down, you shouldn’t be embarrassed saying this but you also concluded that Ran has some experience that you didn’t get to do, yet. “I never had a boyfriend.”
Like that. Ran can’t get that kind of information from the background check. Hearing you say that, it’s like something turned inside him. The moment he saw you, he thought you were beautiful and innocent.
But as he looks at you now? You’re still beautiful and really innocent.
Oh now, how can he keep his cool? How can he play this down?
It was like you are in a new light for him, a beautiful innocuous flower waiting to bloom. A fragile flower waiting to be picked.
It isn’t visible in his face but he was having fun, he was getting charged; amused, interested, you name it all.
“So, you never had your first kiss?” you were flustered by his direct question. Even so, you shook your head. You were getting a bit uncomfortable but you don’t know what the hell is wrong with you that you wanted him to ask you more about that.
“I never had anything. First kiss or flings. Whatever.” you cleared your throat and adjusted yourself on your seat, “You? I bet you had flings and stuff like that.”
Ran flashed a cocky grin, “In fact, I had. So, you have never tried? Never? Just dip your toe a bit? Not even once?”
“There’s some guys trying to court me but I got scared, what if I went out on a date with them and... things escalated and stuff? I don’t know things about that. I was embarrassed...” your voice faded when you realized that you just basically confided into Ran, telling him one of the things that you fear.
And that’s exactly what Ran wants, for you to step into his web. For you to be his little lamb.
“You want me to teach you?”
He couldn’t hold back anymore. It’s like you are the forbidden fruit that God told him not to eat.
“W-what?” you stammered, there was a weird feeling. A sudden tension builds, and for a minute there you feel like Ran was staring at you with a sultry look in his eyes not until he smiled.
“Just kidding.”
He wasn’t though. He was hoping that you would initiate it. Not him, just how? How would he spin it around?
He stood up from his seat, “You want to drink something? Water, coffee, tea, juice or whiskey?”
He said the last part jokingly. No, he isn’t planning on getting you drunk. He just figured that if you had some drinks on you, maybe you’d be more deliberate.
“Water. Water would be fine.” you would shove any beverage in your throat because it had never felt this dry before. And, who the hell offers liquor when you’re studying...? What the fuck.
But you were kind of disappointed that he took it back— okay, what the hell are you thinking? You don’t even know much about him, one minute you’re just crushing on him and now you’re thinking of having sexwith him?
You must be going crazy.
But the voices of your friends echo in your mind because they were kind of pressuring you to get out there, and the teasing, oh my freaking god- the teasing.
You were getting tired of that. Your friends aren’t even here but their voices were enough to provoke you to say something that you don’t even know if you’d regret later on.
“Water it is.” Ran said and turned his back on you, he was about to walk to the kitchen but you called his name.
“Ran.”
He turned around faster than a lightning. “Hm?”
“Teach me.”
There it is.
You really need to be careful in this world because you don’t know what’s there to hunt you. Ran is a vicious predator and you; you are his sweet, little innocent prey.
The first, you were sitting on the chair and the next you were sitting on his lap, unaware of your surroundings. Completely drowned to how he was touching you.
His fingers slowly slide from your shoulders to your arms. Holding you so softly, so gentle as if you were a delicate thing that he needs to protect or perhaps, break.
He was kissing you so gently, sucking and nibbling on your lips, easing you in. You just follow his lead with your eyes closed, hands tightly holding on to his shoulder because you don’t know where else would you put your hands while you suck each other’s faces off.
You feel Ran smirk on your lips before pulling away, “That was great, you’re a natural.”
You avoided his eyes but he held your chin, the first thing that greeted you was the sly smirk on his face. “Don’t tell me you’re getting shy now?”
“I’m not.” you answered, probably red as a tomato. Ran just chuckled and wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling you a lot closer to him and now you’re sitting straight on his- fuck is this his dick...
It was hard, and it’s nudging straight to your already drenched undergarments. It was a completely new feeling for you, your cunt was aching, you can almost hear it throbbing just because Ran was holding you close to him.
And now, it’s not helping that he’s holding your thighs while you feel his hot breath against the skin of your neck as he brushes his lips— all the while, moving his hands up and into your inner thighs, completely avoiding what you have been aching to be touched on.
“Ran.” you whimpered his name, subconsciously grinding your hips above him. You heard him groan and held your hips still.
“Stay still, little lamb.” he husked on your ear, “Gonna take good care of you, yeah? Do you trust me?”
He cupped your cheeks and looked straight into your eyes; there it is again. The hypnotizing glint in his eyes, luring you.
“You trust me?” he repeated with the gentlest voice that you could ever hear. You nodded but he tutted, “Say it, sweetheart. I need to hear you say it.”
With a small voice, you answered him. “I trust you, Ran.”
The moment that you say it, it felt like something stimulated inside him, this is totally fiendish and he knows that but he already got a taste of you.
There’s no turning back now, is it?
There goes his wicked grin, masked off as a sweet, soft smile that he flashed before leaning on your face once again, kissing your lips again as he completely enjoys how you surrender yourself to him.
You are heading towards a dangerous path and it is completely Ran’s decision whether he pulls you out or not, but then again...
why the hell would he want to pull you out?
...
“Ah, Ran!” you grabbed a fistful of his hair as you buck your hips meeting every lap that his tongue was making on your folds. He was eating your pussy out like it was his last meal; not wasting any juices, he was licking every niche as he spreads you out with his fingers.
Your juices keep on seeping out of your cunt, making the cushions of his sofa wet but it was never Ran’s worry. He doesn’t fucking care what you do to his couch.
Every move makes your body arch, he was playing with your pussy like a determined player— very eager to see you squirt your cum on his mouth. He sucks, licks and nibbles on your pussy. Licking your clit with the tip of his tongue in a circular motion with great fervor.
He pulled his head up for a bit and looks at your ‘not yet fucked but fucked-out face’ already and to your glistening sex, wet with your juices with the mix of his saliva.
There was a proud look in his face, but mostly admiring how you have the prettiest and fresh cunt— soon to be fucked by him. Just the thought makes his dick throb with anticipation but he needs to get you ready before stuffing your hole with his huge as fuck cock.
“Feels good, hm? You taste so good.”
“Yes- ah! Fuck!”
He focuses his tongue on your clit and slowly enters one finger inside your hole, you gripped his arm, “Relax, okay?”
You whimpered his name as he continues to stretch your hole out using his one finger, licking your clit so devotedly to distract you. He successfully enters his finger and not long he was thrusting it in and out your pussy.
You were a mess; whimpering, squirming and your juices won’t stop oozing out from your slit making it easy for Ran to enter one more finger. “Look how good you take my fingers already, hm. You’re doing so good.”
“Ah- Ran! So g-good... Fuck.”
“You feel really good, yeah? Doin’ great, sweetheart.” if it’s possible, his praises made you so much more turned on, he looks at you like his trophy, like his chef-d'oeuvre.
He made you like this.
He lifts himself up from in between your legs, hands still pumping in and out of your pussy. “Lift your shirt up, baby.”
You were too immersed from this pleasurable feeling that you oblige to his demands without even batting an eyelash. He has got you under a spell that you can’t even break yourself free.
Ran bit his lip when he saw the soft swell of your tits, your perky nipples just begging for him to put inside his mouth. And that he did; he licked your nipple, twirl his tongue around, bite it a bit before enveloping your mound inside his mouth whilst he fucks you with his fingers.
Ran scoured your insides with his fingers, eagerly and desperate to find that one spot that would make you go crazy- “Ran! Fuck! S-stop! Ah- something’s coming.. shit- “
He lets go of your breast with a pop and looks at your face, “Already?”
“H-huh?”
“That’s your cum, baby. Just let it out, okay? Don’t hold back.”
“But- “
Ran pressed his lips on yours before you could even protest, his tongue delved inside your mouth making you taste yourself. You whimper on his mouth as he continues to abuse that spot over and over again until you feel an uncanny knot, untying on your lower abdomen.
“Mmmph- it’s coming- ah!” you mewled as you pulled away from the kiss, holding the sides of his shirt tightly as if your life depends on it. Not long, he heard that long satisfying moan along with your cum squirting all over his fingers.
“You did great, baby. So good for me.” he mumbled as he buries his face on your neck, planting small kisses on your jaw down to your collarbone. You panted for a bit, kind of dazed as you go down from your high.
“Uhm...” you paused; Ran pulled his head up to look at your angel-like features. “H-how about you?”
Well, you aren’t selfish. You wanted to make him feel good just as you. But the thing is, you don’t even know how.
However, Ran’s teaching you, right?
“Don’t worry about me. We’re just getting started.”
You were left with a bit of wide eyes, your mouth was slightly agape when Ran removed his sweatshirt, exposing his bareness to you. His chiseled abdomen, it was like staring at millions of treasure chest filled with gold that was just flashing and- he has another tattoo? And it’s bigger.
Compared to the one on his neck? You think it’s safe to say that it’s huge, it occupies the left part of his trunk to his upper extremity.
You’re starting to think that he isn’t some normal, ordinary college student.
Who are you, Ran Haitani?
That’s the question you should’ve asked him before all this. Before things escalated but it’s too late now, is it?
Before you could speak, Ran settled himself in between your thighs, his body just above yours and drowned you once again with his kisses, sucking, licking and nibbling on your lips. You hold onto his nape and gripped it a bit as he grinds his clothed crotch on your bare pussy.
The next you knew he wraps his arm around your body and lifts you up to sit back on his lap, Ran pulls away. Licking the inside of his cheek as he looks at your face while he puts the strands of your hair on the back of your ear, “You’re a good girl, right? You want me to feel good too?”
“Yeah.” you answered shyly.
Ah, your innocence makes him feel as if he was about to nut on his pants. You’re so pure and he will taint you, he will paint your canvas. Soon you will be Ran Haitani’s greatest masterpiece.
That’s why you’re kneeling in front of him, with his cock in your hand as he instructs you, “Slowly.. yeah. Fuck, just like that.”
Ran watches you with a proud look in his eyes while you look up to him with your doe eyes, as if you were hungry for his approval. “Like this?”
“Hm, yeah. You can also do this,” he held your hand and pumps his cock using your hand, turning your hand a bit as you stroke his dick upwards— thumb striking his tip every now and then. When he felt like you got it, he lets go of your hand. “So good, little lamb. Fuck- not too tight.”
“You want to put it in your mouth, yeah?” you nodded, “Go ahead.”
You leaned your head on his dick, hand still pumping his shaft as you give his slit kitten licks making him grunt a bit. “Don’t be afraid to explore your tongue, darling.”
You were wavering for a bit but you’re already this far to be hesitating, you know. You went from kitten licks to your tongue twirling around his tip, wrapping your lips around his shaft and bobs your head slowly.
Ran hissed and lets out a small moan, holding your head— probably stopping himself from gripping your hair. He was starting to think that this isn’t your first time doing this because he feels so good. “So good, baby. Keep going- that’s it.”
The sight of you kneeling for him and serving his dick like this makes him want to cream all over your mouth and make you swallow all of his cum. Fuck’s sake.
Ran gently pulled your head away as he stood up from the couch, grabbing your hair gently. “Stay still. I’m going to fuck your mouth, breathe through your nose, alright?”
You simply nodded, Ran grins at you and gathers your hair in a pony as he holds it with his hand while the other was lining his dick on the entrance of your mouth. Slowly, he entered your mouth again. Hips jerking in a slow pace, adjusting you. “Oh, fuck. You still okay? Gonna move fast now.”
He didn’t even bother waiting for your answer, he gripped your hair harshly and ruts his dick inside your mouth, your throat bracing on his cock making you gag— eyes welling up with tears now.
Ran didn’t pay any attention to that; he was enjoying how much you surrender to him that you’re willing to let him just fuck your mouth like this. He threw his head back, eyes squeezed as he buries his dick on the warmth of your mouth. “Fuck. Fuck. So good for me, pretty girl. You take me- “ grunt “so well.”
He was too far from his sane mind that he was ignoring the way you gently tap his thighs, the way that the gentle taps turn into a grip; imprinting your fingers on his complexion.
“Fuck!” he moans out, cum dripping from his cock and straight to your throat. He looks down at you, “Swallow.”
He lets go of your hair; you were coughing as soon as you take his semen down. Your jaw was a bit raw, there was a bit of cum dripping down on the side of your lips and Ran took the liberty of wiping it using his thumb and shoving it in your mouth, “We don’t want to waste my cum now, do we?”
You mewl as you suck his thumb, earning a gratified look from him. “Such a good angel.”
Ran pulled you up and held your butt, you jumped a bit and wrapped your legs around his waist as he carries you to his bedroom and not long, you were slammed on his soft mattress.
“Gonna fuck you so good.” he grunted as he swipes his tip up and down your drenched pussy. “You want that?”
“Please.”
“Fuck, don’t beg like that. You’re going to make me nut again.” a crazed grin was visible on his lips, dark lusty eyes looking down at you. “You want this, hm? You want to be stuffed with my cock?”
He pumps his cock a bit before lining his tip on your entrance, and slowly pushing his cock in. It was just half of his dick but you were screaming already, “A-ah— Ran! So big... p-pull out. So, big. I can’t.”
Your whining was making him turn on even more, he chuckles and leans down on your ear. “Relax. It will feel good. Just hold on to me.” he soothes you.
“F-fuck!” you cried out when he pushes all the way, you were so fucking tight. Your walls were clenching around his throbbing dick. “R-ran- “
“It will feel good, baby.” he rubs your clit using his thumb, trying to distract your pain with pleasure“You’ll get used to it, I promise.”
Your legs were already trembling, your cunt was getting so stretched out by his dick. It wasn’t that painful but it feels like you are being ripped apart. He moved to pull out but not fully, then he pushes again.
He repeats that over and over again until your whimpers turned into loud moans. “Feel good?”
Your grip on his shoulder loosens a bit and he took that as a signal. “I’m going to move a bit faster now, okay?”
He didn’t wait for your answer and gives one deep push before moving in a pace that leaves you chanting his name with incoherent profanities while scratching his back. Your whole body was moving, tits bouncing with every deep thrust that he was making.
Ran was so fucking glad that you approached him that day because he gets to taste you. He gets to fuck your virgin cunt raw, feeling your smooth velvet walls pulsate around his cock. You’re his own art, he will sculpt your cavern with the form of his cock. He grunts as he held your hips, “So fucking tight. Fuck, your pussy feels so fucking good.”
“R-ran!”
“Fucking tight. This pussy’s mine, yeah?” his pace fastens, “This pretty little cunt is only mine.”
You were spewing out noises that you don’t even know that you could do, all of that was because of this man who’s rutting his cock inside you. You don’t know how many lecherous moans and profanities came out of your mouth today. This isn’t you, but you guess there’s just something about this stranger that gave yourself to him easily.
“I—” before you could even finish your sentence, you creamed all over his cock. Your body was jolting with every thrust. You hear the skin slapping, his balls hitting your ass along with loud splashing noises because of your juices.
“Fuck, you came again?” he chuckled deeply, dick still going in and out of your pussy while his tip was abusing your spot over and over. He held your legs above his arm to hit your spot properly, making you scream because of overstimulation.
“Ran! Fuck! Please— A-ah!”
But he shows you no mercy, he was far from the soft gentleman earlier. He fucks you with the intent of him reaching his high, and not long he pulled out of your cunt as he pumps his dick— his cum splashing on your abdomen and some of it reached your tits.
You both panted. Ran falls beside you while you both look at the ceiling. You can’t even move your body; your legs were feeling a bit numb from getting fucked out. As for your first time, it didn’t disappoint.
It exceeded what you had imagined in your mind.
Ran made you feel all sorts of things that you had never felt before, and now you’re thinking that maybe giving him your first time wasn’t a bad idea at all.
Or is it?
“Are you really who you say you are?” you asked him with a bit of raspy voice, you were still short on breath but the doubt on your mind earlier came back now that you were getting back.
You heard him chuckle, it was the question that he has been waiting for all along. “If I say I’m not, what would you do?”
“I...” you sighed, “I don’t know. So, you’re not really who you say you are? Are you a college student even?”
Ran contemplates it for a bit before answering you, “I’m not.”
You feel your ears perk up, you turned your head to look at him and he was still staring at the ceiling. “Then... who are you? What do you do? Why did you hire me...?”
Maybe because he looks at you like a rare gem that he wanted to keep. Your beauty was a unique one for him. Just looking at you unexplainably makes him senseless.
He turned to face you and pointed the tattoo on his neck, “You’re really innocent, no? You don’t recognize this tattoo? You can see this on the news or do you not watch it?”
Your brows furrowed as you examine that tattoo on his neck. That's what you said earlier, it's familiar.
In tokyo, the conflict with a group ‘bonten’ intensifies as they continue to harm the public.
“Bonten...?” you mumbled, he just looked at you intently while you fit the pieces together. And when you finally realized it, your eyes widen.
“You’re a part of Bonten?!”
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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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@slashingsaplins AHH THAT’S MY EDIT!! :00 @dazais-belladonna such a flirt ;)
AM I WEIRD FOR KINDA LIKING CHUUYA’S DUB?
MAYBE
DO I CARE?
Kinda please help me actually I listened to it as a joke and now it’s kinda growing on me also I learned he’s the dub for a secondary ml in a harem anime and now I’m on the floor listening to his dub voice compliment me
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"Your neck is so pretty, sweetheart. Can I hold it?"
Me:
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😭😭😭IM CRYING THIS SHIT HAD ME WHEEZING
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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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when will the next chapter of only for tonight be out?
hey! I was actually just going to release it today :) - working on the chapter playlist atm lol
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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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so remember how i said i was writing a fic? 🤔 i posted two parts for it already lmfao 🥺😳
😏I’ll check it out
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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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Okay but you really have a way with words cause all the lil steamy scenes just seem so much.... more??? Than what it should be... unless it's just im being super dramatic with my feelings over fucking osamu dazai but ijfnhdhshana
DUDE YOURE SO SWEET ILY😭😭
and I mean, falling for dazai just makes it 100% WORSE😪😪
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levihasabetchme · 3 years
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Omg I'm here from tiktok and let me tell you, this fic is amazing. Can you add me to the "only for tonight" taglist?
dbsisj HI HELLO, of course I can!
do you follow me on tiktok too? you can if you’d like little trailers and updates about the fic!
also anyone who’d like to be added to the taglist, interact with this post - ANY interaction will mean you’re added by the way :) - this is obviously for the dazai x reader - Only For Tonight
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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Hi! Just wanted to say that I am REALLY enjoying only for tonight 👀❤ im new to bsd so i was glad to find a good dazai story on here! I love how everything is going! (Dazai holding her (my?) head down on his lap had me 😳😳😳 woof ok)
I'm super excited to see what happens next ❤❤ keep up the great work!
OH MY GOD HI!!
you’re so so sweet!! tysm :)
bsd is one of my all time favourites and I realised last week, there should be a nsfw focused dazai story! but I’m honestly so so glad people are enjoying it!!
and GOD honestly when I was re-reading that scene before posting, I was like👀
thank you so much supporting the story and me :)
ily man💘💘
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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PLEASE I-
Random azz headcanons!!
warning: suicide on dazai’s part (very last one), swearing
an: in one whole day i’ve been told i may have covid, my wallet got stolen (tho they only took my bank card and id), my car wouldn’t start and i got bad news but honestly this was just a normal day for me!! (i literally have the worst luck it’s almost funny) anyways i thought of stupid social media headcanons.. this is mainly just crack !! :)
•the ADA have game nights and sometimes play among us (rarely because if Ranpo plays he just calls an emergency meeting and calls out the imposter, “Atsushi your leg is shaking..” so it’s only when he’s too sleepy to join.) If Dazai and Kunikida get imposter duo Dazai will accuse Kunikida immediately but not even for the kill he’ll just say he vented in front of him, which then in turn causes kunikida to start yelling that it's him. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBJbyuspGVo) think this clip.
•Ranpo once found Poe’s myspace from when he was 16 and proceeded to almost bust a lung at all the edgy poetry and how he called his followers his “Ravens” The best part though, was the profile picture. As if Ranpo hadn't humiliated him enough he printed it out and framed it on his work desk. Poe just about passed out seeing the very photo that haunted his memories sitting on his rivals desk for everyone to see-- Poe in a black hoodie, hood pulled up with one eye covered. The word “pain” was edited across the photo in gothic, cursive looking font.
•Mark Twain loves the song Breakeven by The Script. (this isnt social media but so fucking important.)
•If it weren't for opposing sides Chuuya and Mark would be best friends. Chuuya loves his adventurous attitude and thinks the guy is just really awesome. They would have sleepovers where they would sing songs like Fuck You by Ceelo Green and Gives You Hell by All-American Rejects. Chuuya always posts them belting the lyrics on his story on snapchat and when people from the Port Mafia slide up and say something along the lines of “uhhh? This is sus..” Chuuya sends back a huge paragraph on how they are just jealous they don't have an amazing best friend like he does, and that they should be careful, he's still their superior.
•Yosano constantly is fighting with racists and bigots on facebook and will always talk to Atsushi about it for hours. He's awkward but thankful that she keeps him informed. She's very good at arguing and will rip apart disrespectful men when given the chance but has a hard time fighting women. When it comes to fighting a woman she will recruit Ranpo to sit over her shoulder and give her advice on what to say. Some of the things will warrant a light smack to the head.
•Mori’s most used app is Turbo Tax and nobody knows why.
•Oda loves to leave long in depth reviews for items he's purchased, he doesn't even try to be funny but sometimes Dazai sends him screenshots saying “Is this your review?”
•Gin, Tachihara and Hirotsu all downloaded Life 360 and have fun tracking where each other are. All of them have labeled the Port Mafia headquarters as “Hell”. Also Tachi and Hirotsu would get so confused when Gin was always with Akutagawa after hours.
•Kouyou has a blog where she helps people solve their issues. She's rarely on it but when she is she's always giving the best advice. She also reviews soaps and oils.
•Fitzgerald got doxxed and freaked out because he didn't know that was a thing. He immediately replied with “How do you know that ?” Not knowing there could be consequences for bullying for kids online.
•Atsushi accidentally joined a pyramid scheme but when he tried to sell Yosano something she was there, again, to inform him that it was an MLM. “No Atsushi-kun, that one's not good either.” Much better than Tanazaki who didn't know any better (and bought so much stuff) or Dazai who just thought it was funny.
•Poe has a snapchat but has left people on delivered for weeks to months at a time. The only person he actually responds to is Ranpo, but even then sometimes he leaves him on read (very rarely).
•Fyodor always starts his posts with, “unpopular opinion but..” and if he doesn't like someone's statement he’ll end whatever he has to say with, “Spit.” With an eye rolling emoji.
•One time Akutagawa made a bare ass instagram just to dm Atsushi, “I will get you.” The tiger boy just added Dazai to the chat who, for the hell of it, added Chuuya and proceeded to cuss them both out. Not surprisingly Atsushi had to beg Dazai and Chuuya to block one another while ignoring Akutagawa’s threats.
•Dazai is only famous on twitter because his suicidal tweets are “relatable” and because he’s attractive. He actually secretly gets super pissed because he doesn’t think his pain is “relatable” but will tease people with remarks like, “Make way, celebrity coming through!” when he shows up late for work.
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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Hiiiiii
You are a very talented writer. I love your works ❤️
Also can I be added to the tag list of the Dazai x reader story?
Thank you 😊
Hi!!
You’re so so sweet! I’m so glad you do!
And of course you can :)
Anyone else who wants to be added to the tag list, interact with this post!! A like, comment, reblog! Any interaction and you’ll be on the list!
Hope you all like the new chapter :)
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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Idk if you have a tag list for that only one night fic (the Dazai x reader one) but could you add me to it?? Love the story!
First of all, thank you so so much!! It’s so great to know, people are liking the story so far, two chapters in!! Super grateful to anyone taking the time to read it :)
Secondly, I would love to create a tag list for the story. You’re the first one reaching out, and I’m so glad you brought it up. So if anyone wants to be apart of the tag list for Only For Tonight (Dazai x Reader fic), interact with this post!
Be warned, anyone interacting, a like, reblog, comment will be on it :)
Also I feel super super dumb for asking, but how do you create one?
As soon as I find out how to make the list, anyone who would like to can be added on!
Anyways, have a nice day :)
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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“To deceive someone who trusts you is to enter a hell that can take you to the brink of madness.”
Dazai Osamu, “Eight Scenes from Tokyo” from Self Portraits
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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BSD STORMBRINGER ch.1 pt.3
translator interpreter: @samsa19
[ master post here! ]
“But at this rate, it’ll take you at least 5 years to become an Executive.”
Deep wrinkles carve in between Chuuya’s eyebrows. He grinds his teeth together.
“Don’t you dare say more than that.”
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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BSD STORMBRINGER ch.1 pt.2
translator interpreter: @samsa19
[ master post here! ]
From Chuuya’s head, they flowed like blood-
Colorful streamers.
“Chuuya! Happy first year anniversary at the Port Mafia!”
And the playful voices of the men rang out through the bar.
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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BSD STORMBRINGER: ch.1 pt. 1
translator interpreter: @samsa19
[ master post here! ]
Nakahara Chuuya does not dream.
His waking, is like foam emerging from mud.
…Chuuya woke in his bedroom.
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levihasabetchme · 4 years
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chuuya is angy ft. closeups
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