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hello hellohelllihroejeksjsHELLO

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baby!

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i need to do something and oddly i’m losing interest in everything i used to do

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i need to stop procrastinating. (proceeds to procrastinate further)

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every second

psychedelic bubbles

morph and jumble around

needle and thread

transform into something more

we laugh, spin, weave

around in circles

we totally understand (we don’t)

so what if unsure of whether to stand

because

we still wind up the same place

anyway

you love to play with me

hide and seek, unfortunately

unhurried, <100kmh

but it’s the slow caress

of winds bring me joy

affectionate eyes to eyes

through bubbling

pockets of air

hence

spin the wheel of heavenly bliss

so what if we grasped onto

the ends of childhood

because

who could blame us?

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written long ago:

is there any word to describe the feeling

of when hitherto a conversation

thereafter regretting all the words

you should have said

but you never did say

hence

L’esprit de I’escalier

Treppenwitz oder Geistesblitz

both implying staircase wits

but what wits a stair can hold,

for its case

is regrettably still, to be seen

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leaves are present?

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atp this is pure journalling !!!

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me: thinking that i would eat human meat if really super duper necessary eg famine

casually eating batkuteh at 10pm, bites meat off the gigantic bone

[suddenly recalls the murder mystery cannibalism weird chopped gorey decayed body parts imagery]

also me: almost gagging, desperately trying not to vomit food out, also forcing myself to finish my dinner

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Can one truly break free from the shackles of The Unconscious? At what stage can one claim with complete certainty to have true Autonomy over their being, if one is constantly running circles all over Themselves from Themselves because of Themselves?

[levrez]

I. what if we wrote in reverse motion?

man i tub gniod mi tahw wonk tnod i

II. funny how i Added An unnecessAry An unintentionAlly bcs mAn And I totAlly did forget thAt it wAs Am And not nAm.

III. fuy how i added a uescessary a uitetioally bcs ma ad i totally sid forget that it was am as ot am.

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woe is me is when i struggle for content internal and external

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inspiration

inspiratio

inspirati

inspirat

inspira

inSpiralling

Down

dow

do

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Der

Hase

has

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Hole

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a friend calling you cute in the most unironic sincere platonic way is so scary legit i get shivers

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I am fucking happy to be alive no questions asked.

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Hope exists, and I breathe every moment just to live in it.

Life is incredible. The appreciation for everything beautiful and nature gives me life. Every tiny little bit of what this physical earth provides us gives me life. I find it incredibly important to appreciate the beauty around us, the steady yet unpredictable environment we all live in. Sure, you may be experiencing depression, maybe anxiety, or even health issues. Still, I believe hope exists in each and every one of us, in all life forms, or non life forms such as the gravel beneath your feet, every single second. We all have our ups and downs, and you may be thinking that you can’t take it anymore. But there are people, no matter around you or not, that empathise with and value you. You are never alone, that’s what I wish to tell you.

Look up to the sky one day and imagine, all the things you can be grateful for, however insignificant they seem. Your family, friends, a warm cup of tea, water to drink, opportunities to learn, simply existing. Life is truly beautiful.

Hope exists, and I breathe every moment just to live it.

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Your

whispers

wispier

into

ears

years

before

unowned

unknowned.