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The night when everything collapses

Remus Lupin x Reader

Summary: It is a full moon night. Remus was gone as always. (Y/N) was alone until she received an unexpected visitor who brought terrible news.

Warnings: Angst, Angst, Angst, Swear words, injuries, dead, murder, tears and grief.

Words: 2154

Author note: I am so sorry. So sorry. Why do I always write angst stories? It was so difficult for me to write that. It always depressed me so much. I wrote it over several days because I always needed a break from the grief.

(English is not my main language. I apologize for all misspellings, grammatical errors, and translation errors.)

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It was a restless night. The wind rattled the windows and the moon cast dark shadows in the room. It was pouring, so that large puddles formed on the ground.

The sky was deep black, only now and then the full moon shine through the gaps in the cloud cover. Nobody would be on their feet voluntarily on nights like this. (Y/N) would now prefer to be in her bed, cuddling with her boyfriend, under a thick blanket.

On other nights that wouldn't be a problem at all. But on nights like this it wasn't. Not because of the rain or the storm, but because of the lunar circle. Her boyfriend couldn't be with her on full moon nights, and she couldn't be with him. He would never let that happen. He was infected with lycanthropy as a child. Since then he turned into a werewolf every full moon. Just like today. Usually his friends would be with him but they were all busy.

James was with his wife and one year old son and Sirius and Peter were on missions for the Order. So Remus spent that night alone. But she would wait for him. Just like she always did.

(Y/N) was mixing batter for brownies when there was a knock on the door. Confused, she looked out the window. The moon was still in the sky, so there was no chance Remus would be back. Maybe it was Lily who just wanted to sleep for a few hours without being woken up by Baby Harry. The poor boy was just getting his first teeth and screamed terribly at night.

"I'm coming, I'm coming. No need to rush." she called when there was another knock on the door. This time louder.

She wiped off her hands with a towel and then hurried across the living room to the door.

She held her wand tightly in her hand as she opened the door, ready just in case.

Whoever stood in front of her house made the young woman pause.

Her former Hogwarts teacher, professor mcgonagall, was standing in the open doorway with an expression on her face that made (Y/N)'s hair stand up.

"Miss (Y/L/N). May I come in. I've got news that I can't deliver out here.

The younger woman nodded a little confused and took a few steps to the side to make room for her teacher to enter.

Both women stood facing each other in silence. (Y/N) kneaded her hands and looked at the floor. The behavior of the normally so composed woman, scared her a little.

The older woman looked nervous, her eyes were red and she was breathing hard.

"P .. Professor? ...what is it that you have to tell me?"

The mood in the room was tense. McGonagall didn't look at her at first.

The feeling that something was wrong spread through every fiber of (Y/N) body.

And now that the eyes of the two women met, she noticed that tears were running down the teacher's slightly wrinkled cheeks.

"I have bad news (Y/N). Terrible things have happened."

(Y/N) bit her lip and started breathing hard. She opened her eyes wide and tears formed in the corners of her eyes.

Her mouth go completely dry and she was terrified of what McGonagall was about to tell her.

"Voldemort attacked the Potters. Lily and James ... they ... they are dead."

The statement came in a whisper.

(Y/N) suddenly couldn't breathe. As if all the air had left the room. Tears ran down her cheeks, which had turned a deep red from the lack of air. Her lip had started bleeding from biting too hard.

It couldn't be. What her teacher just told her couldn't be. Lily and James couldn't be dead, she had seen them yesterday.

"Kinds of Miss (Y / L / N). You have to take a deep breath." McGonagall said, placing both hands on the younger woman's shoulders. (Y/N) looked at her with a panicked expression and stammered: "No. No, no, no, no, no. This can not be true. Please, please tell me this is not true. They can't be dead. YThey have to live ... they ... " The older woman cut her off by patting her lightly on the shoulder.

"I wish I was lying. Unfortunately, it's the truth. They were found dead in ther house an hour ago."

(Y/N) Face color went from deep red to pale.

So pale that you could see the blue veins on her neck and face shimmering through the skin. She felt as if someone had kicked her head. McGonagall wasn't lying. Why should she lie about something like that? Two of her best friends were, in deed, dead. She would never see them again. James and Lily, who had just started a family, were no longer with them.

And then it came to (Y/N) mind. The Potter family. James, Lily and Harry. McGonagall hadn't said anything about Harry. What's about Harry?

"What about Harry? Is Harry alive? You didn't say Harry was dead! That means he's alive, right? Or? You bring him here ,right? " she exclaimed furiously and grabbed the woman opposite by the upper arms.

McGonagall released her grip, but still held her hands tightly. A sad smile formed on her face that did not reach her eyes and slowly shook her head.

(Y/N) jerked her hands back and her mouth fell open.

McGonagall pulled her lips in and didn't meet her eyes.

"Yes. Harry is alive. He is fine. He only has a cut on his forehead. But we're not going to bring him here. Dumbledore has decided that Harry will be taken to the Dursley's. Harry is probably safest there, he says. Voldemort may be gone, but you never know what his followers are up to. Nobody will suspect him there. Away from the magic world, with the Muggles." explained Minerva matter-of-factly and folded her arms in front of her body.

(Y/N) was speechless for a moment. The old man couldn't mean that seriously.

"To the Dursleys? Really? That can't be serious! We are his family. He had it better with us than with them. They don't love him. They don't care. Who knows what they're doing to him!" She pleaded and gestured with her arms. The woman opposite took a few steps backwards and looked at the floor in shame.

"You are his family too. They are blood relatives. He's safer with them."

(Y/N) tensed her jaw and bit her cheek until she tasted the metallic taste of blood.

They couldn't mean that seriously. These people had never been interested in Harry before. Harry would be safe with them too.

"Such a crap. He belongs here. To me, Remus and Sirius ... we are ... "

Again she was interrupted by McGonagall, who drew in a sharp breath when she called Sirius' name.

(Y/N) closed her mouth and looked at her inquiringly.

"There's other bad news that I have to deliver. Sirius Black was brought to Azkaban some time ago by the Aurors, which he will never leave again. He was convicted of murdering numerous Muggles and Peter Pettigrew in cold blood.He betrayed us."

(Y/N) slumped. Her knees hit the floor and her hands caught her torso. She felt as if she was about to throw up, but she could only choke dryly.

McGonagall was about to take a few steps towards her again to comfort the young woman when she suddenly hit the floor with her fists and let out a desperate scream.

"FUCKING BULLSHIT. YOU LIE TO ME! THAT CANNOT BE TRUE. FUCKING LIED DIRT SHIT!"

McGonagall stared down at her with wide eyes and made a wry face.

"No Miss (Y/L/N). I'm so sorry. But there is nothing to be done about it."

(Y/N) gasped in response.

"I'll meet Dumbledore in a moment to hand Harry over to his aunt and uncle. Have a seat and calm down, please. Harry will be fine and as soon as he gets to Hogwarts you can see him again. Please, (Y/N). There is nothing we can do now. Calm down, we will send you more information soon.

I ask you to pass the latest events on to Remus as soon as he gets back. I think you can tell him the best. Be there for one another in these difficult time."

The older teacher put a hand on her head for a moment to comfort her and then turned away and left the house.

(Y/N) was left alone.

she sat on the floor and felt her whole body wrapped in cold. The horrible realization that she had lost three of her best friends that night ate into her bones. The lights in the whole house flickered and she felt the magic going crazy inside her. She screamed from the top of her lungs and at that moment several glasses cracked in the club.

She curled up on the floor like a fetus and hugged her legs. The tears furrowed her cheeks and there was a lump the size of a quoffel in her throat.

It hurt so much. Everything hurt so much. It was like her skin was on fire, her bones break like matches and her inside, felt like she'd swallowed acid.

Crying didn't feel like enough for (Y/N), the emotions in her just had to get out.

She pulled herself up and walked into the kitchen on shaky legs.

Her baking ingredients were on the counter as she had left them. She clawed her hands in the sideboard and blinked to get a clear view again.

"Fuck, Shit, damn it!"

With a quick arm movement, she ripped everything off the kitchen counter. Flour, milk and eggs were scattered on the floor and on the walls, with broken glass from the dough bowl in between.

With a heartbreaking sob, (Y/N) fell into the mess.

She lay down on the site and with her arms pulled her legs to her chest as tightly as she could. Splinters pecked her face, but she made no move to change that. At least, the sting reminded her that she was still there and hadn't just dissolved.

Hours passed like seconds and before she even realized it, the door opened and heavy steps shuffled through the house.

"(Y/N), dear. I'm home. Are you awake?" Remus called in a limp voice looking for his girlfriend.

She heard how he came closer, how the footsteps got louder and louder. But she couldn't move, couldn't answer him.

'How am I supposed to tell him? How am I supposed to tell him that his whole family is dead? ' she thought and screwed up her eyes more tightly.

"Hey (Y/N/N), what about the glasses ..." Remus asked as he entered the kitchen, but stopped when he saw his girlfriend lying on the floor.

"Fuck! (Y/N)! Fuck! what the fuck happened?" he exclaimed excitedly, hurried across the kitchen and fell on his knees next to his girlfriend.

Carefully he stroked her cheek and held her hand with the other.

She blinked and looked up at him. His face was pale gray and there were a few new scratches on his face.

She sucked in air through clenched teeth and let it out with a sob.

"(Y/N). Hey love, what happened? Please talk with me." her boyfriend whispered, leaning further down to her.

She sat up and leaned her back against the wall. For a moment she could only stare at him. How was she supposed to tell him something that she knew would hurt him immeasurably?

Just as he opened his mouth again to say something, she said in a scratchy voice: "Something bad has happened."

Confused, he drew his eyebrows together and brushed the last glass of residue off her cheek.

She opened her mouth again to continue speaking, but only brought out a hoarse croak.

She couldn't look at him. We didn't want to see the pain in his eyes when she was about to ram a Methaforic knife into his chest.

"Hey look at me. It won't be that bad. Everything will be fine."

She looked back at him and instantly tears began to gather in her eyes again.

'No. It was worse. Much worse.'

"Remus, sit down." she whispered and took his hands as he did as he was told.

Her throat went dry and she started shaking all over.

"I do not know how I should begin. I don't want to say it. That would only make it more real...."

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HAPPY EVER AFTER

Sirius Black x Reader

Summary: (Y/N) finds Sirius working on his motorbike and promises to ride with him. Of course she keeps this promise.

Warnings: mostly fluff, (angst maybe, I'm not sure)

(misspellings, grumbling errors, translation errors)

Words: 1604

Author note: Uhh I don't know what to say .... sorry?

(English is not my main language. I apologize for all misspellings, grumbling errors, translation errors)

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She opened the door to the garage and stuck her head through the gap.

In the room, her long-time boyfriend was kneeling on the floor rummaging through a box of tools. She opens the door all the way and leaned against the door frame.

A Queen record was spinning on the old record player and the song Killer Queen sounded across the room. Sirius mumbled along with the text and bobbed one foot in time.

(Y/N) smiled mildly, he was so focused in his work, he hadn't even noticed that she had entered the room.

She walked the few steps across the room and stopped behind him

"Are you still working on this infernal machine? How long have you been on it? Three months? she asked, putting her hands on his shoulders and massaging them lightly. He turned his head to look over his shoulder and gave her a cheeky grin. The grin he always made when he wanted to pisak her. "Hey, no need to be jealous. You're the only one for me anyway. I just kiss you, I promise. Oh and it's four months, not three." he teased and patted her hand. She rolled her eyes exaggerated, pulled her hands back and crouched next to him in front of his motorbike.

"Yes, yes, of course. I wouldn't be so sure about that, you probably kiss it after all if nobody is looking. You put a lot of work into it. I'm kind of proud of you." she replied and kissed his cheek.

Sirius was smiling properly now. A gentle real smile that made his dark eyes shine. Her favorite smile. He flopped on the floor, crossed his legs and pulled his girlfriend with a jerk into his lap. She giggled and threw her arms around his neck, he put his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to him.

"Thx dear. I'll be finished soon and then you do a few laps with me through the area." he enthused to her and poked his finger against her nose with his last words.

She leaned her head back and looked at her friend with round eyes. Then she pointed with a finger behind her and said slowly, so that he really understood everything: "I will never, never ever sit on this killer thing. It's asking a lot that I let you ride it. But I don't risk my face just because I swung a leg over this two-wheeled monster."

Her words made him laugh suppressed. He took his hands from her waist and placed them on her cheeks. He gently stroked her cheekbones with his thumbs and she leaned into his touch.

Sirius leaned forward slightly, kissed her gently on the lips and then leaned his forehead against hers.

"It is perfectly safe. I put a spell on it so nothing will happen to your very beautiful face. Promised. And ... it would mean a lot to me if you would ride with me." he whispered gently. (Y/N) made a slightly uncertain face and ran her fingers through his ravenblack hair.

"I've even bought helmets and jackets for us." he nodded to one side to an old armchair on which were really two identical-looking helmets and jackets.

At the sight of the black helmets and the, also black, leather jackets (Y/N) sighed in resignation and Sirius knew immediately that he had persuaded her.

"I'm going to have such a terribly ugly helmet hairstyle." she muttered through her closed teeth and leaned her head resignedly on his shoulder.

"So will you do it? You ride with me on my motorbike?" he asked with pure joy in his voice, took her by the shoulders and leaned her back a little so that he look in her eyes.

"No, you know? I just wear the helmet around the house so I can't hit my head." she replied in a mock serious voice that oozed sakasmus.

He started to laugh and pulled her back to him, kissed her all over the face and said, still laughing, "I love you."

"I love you too." she whispered gently, smiling back and let him kiss her.

Only a few weeks later, the time had come.

The motorbike was ready and Sirius, following instructions from (Y/N), had ridden a few test laps without her.

He was very excited all day and kept promising his girlfriend that she would not regret it. He had planned everything so that her first ride would be perfect. From the time they would leave, to the route that would be most suitable.

"So, all day you are excited and tell me how great it will be and how much fun I will have. And now it ... 8pm and we are still here."

called (Y/N) from the armchair through the small apartment. She heard something rumble and then the bedroom door opened to reveal Sirius. "Are you getting impatient, sweetheart? No need to. We're starting right now." he grinned naughty at her and held out her jacket and helmet. (Y/N) put her book on the side table and the report on the edge of the chair, but made no move to get up.

She chewed her lower lip and squinted at her feet. Now that the time had come, the fear came back and with it the need to just run away. Maybe she could hide at Lily and James'? No, not an option. After all, she had promised him.

"It will probably be getting dark soon. Do you really want to drive in the dark?" she asked, slowly getting up from her seat.

Sirius came up to her and held her jacket so that she could easily slip her arms into it.

"Yes, I know. That's why we have to go now. I've planned all of this. Don't worry."

She sucked in air noisily through her nose, and with his help put on her jacket.

He smiled encouragingly at her, took her hand and pulled her with him to the door.

They put on their shoes quickly and left then went outside to the driveway, where the motorbike was standing ready.

Sirius pulled on his jacket and then handed her her helmet.

"And what if I just fall of?" she asked now and looked at the motorbike critically.

Sirius sighed, laughing. She was so scared of it and still, she made herself drive with him, for his sake. "That won't happen. Just hold on tight to me." he explained to her and put the helmet on her head himself.

She nodded resignedly and waited that he had put on his helmet and was sitting on the motobike. When he was seated, she swung one leg over behind him and positioned herself right behind him. She wrapped her arms around his waist and squeezed hard.

"Hey not so hard, or I won't get any breath and we'll both fall off before we leave." he instructed her, his voice muffled by the helmet over her ears.

He loosened her arms around him a little and then leaned over and grabbed the handlebars.

"It's best to always lean in the same direction as me. And lean your head sideways on my shoulder." he gave final instructions. She did as he told her and leaned with him as he briefly leaned to the right and left. "Great. Then we can start now." he laughed and started the engine. He immediately noticed how his (Y/N) grip was getting harder again and then chuckled softly to himself.

He rolled a few meters out of the driveway and then shouted loudly over his shoulder: "Oh, and I put a sticky spell on the seat, so you definitely won't fall off."

And then he gave gas and drove down the street with her.

They drove along an open country road surrounded by fields and forest.

(Y/N) hold on to her boyfriend had loosened up. "It's starting ... look ahead." Sirius called to her over the wind. (Y/N) turned her head slightly to look over his shoulder and now looked straight across the empty street towards the sunset.

Everything was wrapped in red and orange and made the sky look like it was burning.

"You ride with me into the sunset?" she asked aloud so that he could understand her.

"Yeh, like in those books that you always reading. They ride into the sunset and lived happily ever after. Now our happy ever after is not far away." he called back with a laugh and drove a little faster.

She pressed herself closer to him shortly before loosing her grip around him, stretched out her arms to either side and let out a scream of joy.

She felt like she was flying without fear of falling because Sirius was with her and would take care of her.

She heard Sirius laugh and then he screamed with joy himself.

Still with her arms outstretched like wings, (Y/N) called out loudly "I love you!"

"And I love you (Y/N)!" sirus screamed so loudly that a few birds startled out of the trees and flew away.

Unfortunately, there was no happy ever after for the two of them. Fate had thwarted them. The motorbike was now with Hagrit, Sirius caught on for life and (Y/N) was left alone with her memories of the good times that she had with him and the certain that she would never be able to see him again.

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A thousand splinters of glass (Part 3)

Just cracked,Not broken

Sirius Balck x Reader

Summary: The day after the argument. Sirius and (Y/N) meet again. Is there still a happy ending for both of them?

Warnings: fluff, fear, swear words, sadness and lots of tears, lovesickness

Words: 3800

Author note: There it is. The end of "a thousand splinters of glass". For a long time I didn't know how to let the story end, but now I've got it over with.

(English is not my main language I apologize for all misspellings, grammatical errors and translation errors)

I hope you enjoy it 🥀

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The next day began for (Y/N) exactly as the last one had ended. Dreadful.

Her head hurt, her eyes were puffy and bloodshot and her skin was blotched with bright red spots.

She would have loved to just lie there all day and pretend she didn't exist. But she decided against it. (Y/N) had resolved the day before not to show any weakness. Not to let anyone notice how hurt she actually is. With anyone, of course, she meant Sirius, her boyfriend. Ex boyfriend. She corrected herself.

So she got up and went to the bathroom. A skin-burning hot shower and a little make-up would definitely help.

She came out an hour later. Her (Y/h/c) hair falls smoothly over her shoulders and the makeup on her face, for the most part, hid the traces the last night had left behind.

Lily was already awake and looked at her questioningly from her bed. "Hey how are you feeling?" her friend asked calmly and got up from her bed.

(Y/N) grimaced and shrugged.

"I'm ... hurt ... I gess. But what should I do. Life goes on. It's not waiting for me." She explained and pulled on her cardigan. Luckily today was Saturday and she had no class.

"Yes of course. But it's not bad to take a day to recover from your injuries and lick your wounds. You won't miss a thing if you stay in bed today and eat chocolate." Lily said as she took clothes out of her closet.

(Y/N) sighed. Of course Lily was right. She wouldn't miss a thing. But something inside of her told her she had to go out there and show that she was strong.

Just like she was taught as a child.

Do not show others that they can hurt you. Be strong.

Actually total nonsense. She had always believed that. Why shouldn't she show that she is not doing well? She was a living person with real feelings whether God or bad.

But today it was different. Today she wanted to hold on to what her parents had taught her. Be strong. Don't show weakness.

So Lily just looked at herself, she just went to the bathroom, and whispered: " I am okay.I can do it. Don't worry about me "

The redhead half smiled at her and replied, "If you say so. But I'll always worry about you because you're my friend. There is nothing you can do about that. " With the words she disappeared behind the door.

(Y/N) looked for a while at the place where her best friend had just been standing, then she took another deep breath and packed her bag for the library, she would do the rest of her homework today.

When Lily was ready for the day, the two of them left the dormitory downstairs and made their way into the Great Hall.

On the way they met Alice, who must have spent the night with her friend Frank.

"Good morning, you two. On the way to breakfast? " she asked and hooked her arms to (Y/N) and Lily's.

"Yey, I'm starving. " Lily replied and smiled at her friend.

"Fantastic. Me too." she answered with a laugh and now looked at (Y/N) correctly for the first time.

"Oh, (Y/N) you look a little worn out. Are you okay?" Alice asked worried now and stopped what forced the other two to stop as well.

"Is it so obvious? I thought no one wouldn't see it." (Y/N) sighed and turned her head to the side so as not to have to look her friend directly in the face.

(Y/N)'s words only made Alice more concerned. She withdrew her arms and quietly explained: "Well, no. Not when someone stands right next to you and looks you straight in the face. But I'm your friend, of course I notice something like that right away. Something happened?"

(Y/N) made an agonized noise and turned her back to her two friends to quietly swallow the tears that came up again.

Lily behind her sighed pityingly and gave Alice a cold: "Sirius was the ass he is. He accused her of cheating on him. She insulted, yelled at and threw a glass at her."

Alice drew in a startled breath and put a hand over her mouth.

"What? Really? Oh, (Y/N) I'm so sorry. You must feel so hurt. What about you two now? I mean ... are you still ... together?" Alice asked her friend and put a hand on her shoulder from behind.

(Y / N) snuggled one more time before turning back to. Her eyes are red but no traces of tears on her cheeks. Her lips formed a forced smile that didn't reach her eyes. She blinked a few times and clenched the strap of her shoulder bag.

"It's okay. I don't know. It doesn't feel like we are. But let's not talk about it. Please." breathed (Y/N) in a slightly scratchy voice and straightened her back.

"You said you were hungry. Me too. Let's go downstairs, I want pancakes with lots of cinnamon and sugar."

Her two friends nodded skeptically, of course they both knew that it was all played by (Y/N) and that she was actually deeply sad and hurt. But they both knew it was better not to argue with (Y/N) about it now. So the two of them just followed her down the stairs towards the great hall.

When we arrived at breakfast, the great hall was still relatively empty. Most students preferred to sleep late on Saturdays.

The three friends sat at the Gryffindor table so they could keep an eye on the door. (Y/N) and Lily on a bench and Alice across from them.

Alice and Lily talked about little things like homework or the latest rumors about classmates. When the two asked Lia for her opinion, she gave only brief answers and continued poking around in her pancake.

She wasn't really hungry. She just wanted to escape the conversation about herself and Sirius.

So now she was sitting with her two friends in the great hall and cutting her pancake into microscopic pieces without even eating a piece.

After a while (Y/N) heard the doors to the hall opened. She looked through her eyelashes with bowed head to the entrance. When she saw who was just coming in she tried to make herself very small in her place just not to be seen by the person.

Unfortunately, it didn't help her because a few moments later she heard footsteps coming towards her that and then stopped next to her.

She stubbornly kept her eyes on her plate. Maybe he would leave if she just ignored him long enough.

"Hey (Y/N). You're up early." Remus spoke to her and smiled uncertainly down at her.

Fuck, it didn't work.

She didn't want to talk to him. Of course the two were friends and Remus had never hurt her, but he was one of Sirius' best friends and very likely he already knew what happened yesterday. (Y/N) wanted anything but talk to him about it and hear from him how sorry Sirius is.

"Remus, morning. Yes, I want to go to the library. Getting homework done and all." she answered him and chewed nervously on her lower lip. (Y/N) was suddenly in a hurry to leave the great hall as quickly as possible. She knew exactly if Remus was here now, then the other Marauders were not far away and would be entering the hall at any moment. Now that she could meet Sirius again at any moment, it was much harder to mimic the strong one.

"Ah of course. Well then, see you later. And leave the poor pancake, he definitely can't help it." he laughed lightly and pointed to her plate. Then he waved goodbye and went further into the hall and sat down in a seat further down at the table.

"Sounds like he doesn't know what happened." Alice whispered to her friends and looked down at the boy who was just standing with them.

"No. He knows. Otherwise he would have sat down with us and would be much more relaxed." Lily corrected her.

(Y/N) stared stubbornly at the door. Waiting for the inevitable. At that moment the gates swung open and the remaining three of the Marauders entered the room. Peter with his hands in his pockets, looking through the hall. James with his hands behind his back but, without his typical grin.

And in the middle of the two Sirius.

Bent forward, his hair sticking out in all directions, red puffy eyes and dark circles underneath. He looked ... awful. The way

(Y/N) looked this morning and still felt now.

He looked searching through the great hall until his eyes fell on (Y/N) and got stuck on her. It froze. She too.

his expression changed secondarily. Hurt, apologizing, pleading and then dead sad.

James put a hand on his shoulder and whispered something in his ear. Sirius nodded and followed his two friends down the table to Remus.

(Y / N) looked back at her plate and already saw it with one hand. At the sight of him, suddenly, a lump stuckn in her throat which she tried in vain to swallow.

"Oh, he looks really battered. Like crying all night." Alice breathed, looking to the side and keeping an eye on the four boys.

"Well, I don't care. I don't feel better. It's his own fault." snap (Y/N) back and cross her arms in front of your chest.

Both, Alice and Lily, looked at her perplexed.

She immediately felt guilty about having hit her friend like that and let her arms hang down again. She looked up apologetically and whispered, "Sorry Alice, I didn't mean to snap at you."

Alice then smiled sweetly at her, stretched a hand across the table and placed it on (Y/N) forearm. "It's okay, sweety. I know you didn't mean it that way. But seriously, I think he really feels bad."

(Y/N) sighed in agreement. Of course she had seen it too. But she didn't feel any better.

"They looking over here. All four. "Lily said to her friends and nodded in the direction of the Marauders. Alice turned her head conspicuously in their direction and (Y/N) glanced past Lily at the four boys.

Yes, Lily was right. All four looked conspicuously at the girls and whispered to one another. Alice and Lily looked at (Y/N) again, but her eyes were directed to the ceiling. A flock of small, blue, glittering birds circled overhead. The glitter trickled down in fine dust from her plumage and got caught in (Y/N) hair. Then suddenly the birds exploded and turned into scraps of paper and more glitter. Both trickled down slowly, when they reached the floor the strips of paper began to sit together until a complete letter was on the table in front of her.

Everyone present had watched the hustle and bustle with fascination, but now that it was over their eyes turned away again. All but four. The Marauders still looked over at them intently and waited to see what would happen next.

With pointed fingers (Y/N) picked up the letter and unfolded it.

She recognized the fine handwriting immediately. It was Sirius. Who else, of course.

She briefly looked at her two friends doubtfully, but they only nodded encouragingly. So she looked back at the letter and started reading.

My love,

I hope you read this letter.

I can't tell you how sorry I am for all of this.

I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn't have insulted you. Because you are none of it.

I shouldn't have yelled at you. Because you don't deserve to be yelled at.

And especially.

I should never have thrown that fucking glass at you. Never. If it had hit you...

I could never have forgiven myself. I would have hated myself for the rest of my pathetic life. How you probably hate me now.

I know that you and Remus are just friends. I know it. But yesterday ... I was just so jealous all of a sudden. I was scared of losing one of the best things that ever happened to me. I can not live without you.

What I did sucked. I don't know what got into me. But whatever it was, I shouldn't have acted like that.

If I had let you explain, none of this would have happened. If I had just talked to you about it, we would be sitting together happily now. I fuck up.

But you have to know how clearly, pure, sincere and from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. I really want to apologize to you. I want to look you in the eye and tell you how incredibly sorry I am.

Please meet me outside the great hall when you have read this letter and let me apologize. Just give me that spark of hope, even if I don't deserve it, to apologize to you face to face.

My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.

Only yours, forever.

Sirius

(Y/N) the tears stood in her eyes. She chewed on her cheek and read the letter a second and then a third time.

When she lowered the letter again, Alice and Lily looked at her expectantly. Both waited for her to tell what was in the letter.

(Y/N) let the words sink in. She thought about what to do. If she stayed seated, any hope of their future would have been nipped in the bud. Then it would all be over.

But she just loved him too much for that.

She didn't want it to end. Yes, it was hurt.

But the love for him was not broken, only cracked.

So she pressed the letter into Lily's hand next to her, grabbed her bag from under the table and walked slowly out of the great hall. She didn't want him to think she was too excited for this meeting.

When she got outside, she leaned against a wall in the hallway, crossed her arms, stared straight ahead and waited. She wasn't alone for long because she heard the doors of the great hall opening and hurrying steps coming towards her.

Sirius stopped right in front of her, about five feet away.

He smiled gratefully at her, but even with the smile, his eyes radiated so much sadness that (Y/N) wanted to put her arms around him to hug him very tight. But she resisted the temptation and instead clenched her hands in her Cardigan.

"I'm so glad you came. That means a lot to me." he whispered and brushed a few strands from his face. She nodded slowly and took a deep breath.

"Yah, Well, let's talk, I guess." she replied, pushing herself off the wall.

Sirius licked his lips and looked down the hall. A few students were walking up the stairs a few yards from them and across from the door to the great hall were a couple of Hufflepuffs talking.

"let's go to a place where it's more private." he suggested and put his hands in his trouser pockets.

(Y/N) nodded in agreement.

Sirius ran ahead, (Y/N) just a few steps behind him. They didn't talk while walking down the hall of the old castle. She was about to ask where he was taking her when he suddenly stopped in front of the stairs to the astronomy tower.

"Let's go up there." he indicated and was already climbing the first steps.

(Y/N) looked at him skeptically and pulled her cardigan tighter around her.

"It's February. It's damn cold up there." she protested, which made him stop. He smiled down at her and came back down a few steps. "It won't be that bad, I know good warmth spells." He held out his hand invitingly to her. (Y/N) glanced at his outstretched hand and then walked past him up the stairs without taking it.

Behind her, Sirius sighed and then followed her up the stairs to the tower.

Arrived at the top (Y/N) leaned with his back against the parapet and looked at Sirius who stopped in front of her.

"I've always been scared when you stand on the railing like that." he whispered and looked deep into her eyes. She looked over her shoulder for a moment and then looked back at him, but remained silent.

"Well, (Y/N) I ... fuck ... I'm so fucking sorry. God i'm such an idiot. I don't know what got into me. I should never have done that. It is only...you're so perfect, you could have someone so much better than me. I was just so scared of losing you. You mean too much to me. You are my family (Y/N). I don't think I could ever live without you again. I love you.

I LOVE YOU. More than anything else. Fuck. I am so terribly sorry. I screwed up so much. You probably hate me now. I can understand that. I'm such an ass. But I want you to know that I love you deeply and sincerely And that I'm so fucking sorry. I would give anything to undo it but I can't ... I am so sorry. So so so very sorry." Sirius started crying and dropped to his knees. He clenched his hands in his hair and sobbed bitterly. (Y/N) stood in front of him paralyzed. She had never seen him like this before. So hurt and open with his grief. He kneeled in front of her completely distraught. Nothing of his actual self-confidence was to be seen now.

Ans he said it. This was the first time he had said that he loved her.

(Y/N) sniffed and wiped the tears from her cheeks with her sleeves.

"You hurt me so mutch, Sirius. I would never cheat on you. You should know that. You could have just talked to me." she whispered back and looked down at him. It seems that her words only make him slump even more.

"I know. I know. And I'm so fucking sorry. I would never do that again. I'm so sorry, love."

he shuffled into his hands. (Y/N) went on her knees so that she crouched in front of him.

Hesitantly she reached out and put her hands on his shoulders. From the sudden contact, he raised his head and looked at her. His eyes were red and tears continued to flow down his cheeks.

He looked into her eyes and she kept eye contact. She took her hands off his shoulders and he looked at her briefly, startled, but that went away again when she put her hands on his cheeks and brushed the tears away with her thumb. He closed his eyes and let out a relieved breath. As if he had just been waiting for her touch.

"Sirius ... I ... I love you too. So much. You are my family too. Please. Never do this again. I don't want to have to leave you , but this is what will happen should something like yesterday happen again. Because i love you so much, so just talk to me. Then we can find a way to solve our problems together."

Sirius nodded approvingly in her hands, which were still on his face. Then he carefully stretched out his hands to her too. When she didn't flinch he put his arms around hers and pulled her tight aganst his chest. She rested her head on his chest and wrapped her arms around his neck.

He hid his face in the crook of her neck and rubbed her back with one hand.

For a while, the two of them just remained silent and hugged each other. It was so nice for both of them to be close to each other again after what happened yesterday. Both had already thought that that would never be the case again. So they sat there on the floor of the astronomy tower and enjoyed being close to each other.

Sirius barched the silence first and whispered against her skin: "I read it. Pride and prejudice. I read it. All night long when I couldn't sleep."

That made (Y/N) giggle as she ran her fingers through his hair.

He pushed her a bit away to look her face again. The tears had left fine lines on her face and her cheeks were all red.

Carefully he leaned forward so as not to scare her and then kissed the bereaved traces of sadness on her face.

"You have bewitcht me body and Soul. And I Love you. I Love you. I Love you." he whispered as he rested his forehead against hers.

"Are you going to quote Mr Darcy more often now?" she whispered, laughing slightly.

"I quote anything and everyone you want if it makes you happy." he replied and placed a kiss on the tip of her nose. She shook her head slightly at this, still with a corpse smile on her face.

"Not necessary. I like best when you are completely yourself. You don't have to quote anyone to make me happy."

The two looked deeply into each other's eyes for a moment, before they both leaned forward and their lips met.

The kiss was slow and deep and tasted like salty tears. It contained so many feelings of fear, pain, and sadness. But above all love.

When they parted again, their foreheads leaning against each other again and both breathed deeply in and out.

Surrounded by their feelings, they hugged each other and smiled with closed eyes.

"But I have to admit that I really like the Darcy quotes." laughed (Y/N) in the silence and stroked the hair on the back of his neck.

Sirius let out an indignant breath and pulled her tighter. "Shut it. And let me kiss you again." he whispered back and pressed his lips back to hers.

He would never react like that again. He couldn't lose her. He loved her too much for that. Body and soul.

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A thousand splinters of glass (Part 2)

Broken hearts.

Sirius Balck x Reader

Summary: After the argument, they are both in their room and are comforted by their friends. There comes a question. Can everything be alright again or is it all over and broken?

Warnings: angst, arguments, swear words, insults, broken heart, hint of alcohol consumption, tears.

(As always, misspellings, grammatical errors, translation errors.)

Words: 2743

Author's note: I'm sorry that the second part is so late. I wanted to have it written and uploaded earlier, but I broke part of my right hand at work, which made writing very difficult for me. But I did my best. Next week comes part three, which will probably be the last part.

I hope you enjoy reading 🌻

I made the GIF myself

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After an hour (Y/N) noticed someone trying to open the door. She pressed her back tighter against the door, to prevent the person from entering. "Go the fuck away!" she shouted in a broken voice.

The push on the door stopped and something was moving behind it. "(Y/N)? What happened? Please let me in. Let me help you." she heard Lily's soft voice through the wood of. She didn't really want to see anyone at the moment. But Lily's presence and reassuring words had often helped her before. So she moved forward and whispered just loud enough "Lily. I need a big hug and some tea."

Lily slowly pushed open the door from the outside and stuck her head through the crack. She immediately saw (Y/N), still crouching on the floor, with bloodshot eyes, tear marks on her cheeks and red spots on her face. With quick steps she was with her friend and pulled her tightly into her arms.

(Y/N) buried her face in the crook of Lily's neck and sighed. Her friends stroked her hair and whispered soothing words as she hugged her tighter.

She let (Y/N) cry a little more before she took her by the shoulders to push her away from her a little and look into her face.

"Remus said they heard you yelling at each other, but they couldn't understand what it was about. What happened between you and Sirius?" Lily asked softly and gave her the Handkerchief from her pocket.

(Y/N) wiped it over her cheeks and eyes and smiled weakly at her friend.

"He accused me of cheating on him. With Remus. He yelled at me and called me slut."

she told what had happened, briefly closed her eyes and added ,"He threw a glass at me."

Lily's eyes widened in shock and she put a hand over her mouth.

(Y/N) bit her lip and turned her head to the side as tears came to her eyes again.

"But ... how does he come up with it. What does he think of throwing a glass at you? Did he even let you explain? That stupid ass." Lily asked angrily, shaking her head in disbelief.

(Y/N) shrugged and sniffed up.

"I don't know, I wanted to explain to him. Remus and I are just friends. But he continued to insult me ​​and then the glass flew." she explained to her friend and lay down on the floor to look at the ceiling.

Lily stretched out next to her but turned her head to her friend and said :" The boy is so stubborn and stuck in his mind. I know you and Remus are just friends, we all know that. Sirius must have forgotten that. Which doesn't give him the right to insult you and judge you with a glass. Did it hit you? Are you hurt?"

(Y/N) took a deep breath and turned her head to her friend as well. "No it doesn't. Physical, no. Emotionally, totally."

Lily nodded in relief.

The room fell silent while the two girls stared at the ceiling. Both followed their own thoughts. How could everything have changed so quickly for (Y/N). Everything had been fine until two hours ago. Or at least that's what she thought. It doesn't seem like that for Sirius. She thought the two could trust each other enough to talk to each other. Without yelling. She had tried very hard to remain calm. But how should that work when you are yelled at and insulted. Sirius was never known to stay calm and think before speaking. She knew that. Yes, she knew that before she got together with him. It was also a reason why she liked him so much. He just said what he thought and didn't hold back.

But today. That was too much.

She was aware that it was difficult to gain his trust due to his difficult family situation. But she thought he would trust her. They had known each other for more than six years, one of which they were together. Of course, they would have argued a few times before. But never like that, they yelled at each other over trivialities until both of them had vented all their anger and after that they had made up and everything was fine again.

Not this time. For (Y/N) it feels like it will never be fine again.

He had overreacted, yelled at her, insulted and thrown off. It's never been this extreme.

He had no reason. She acted with Remus as she did with Lily, because they were both her best friends. He did the same with his friends. And he flirted with other girls. But she was never really jealous. Maybe now and then, but only when the flirting got too much, but then he always told her that they mean nothing to him, that everything was just fun and that she was the only one for him. (Y/N) believed him, he had never given her a reason not to.

Just like she never gave him a reason not to believe her. But apparently he doesn't.

After a while, Lily broke the silence again. She looked at her friend again and asked carefully: "Are you tow still together?"

(Y/N) didn't answer right away. She wasn't exactly sure herself.

Nobody had said a word about it. But for

her, was the glass, hit next to her head like a picture-perfect backup.

"I do not know exactly. It feels like the end to me." she whispered into the darkness.

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Sirius was sitting on the edge of his bed. The elbows on the legs and the head buried in the hands. Frustrated, he pulled his hair and shuffled in denial.

The remnants of the argument still in the room. The broken glass, the sticky stain on the floor and the bad feeling that was eating into his bones.

He didn't want that to happen. He didn't want to yell at her, he didn't want to offend her and of course he didn't want to throw the glass at her either. Had he not been drinking he would have hit her right in the face.

He wanted to talk to her normally, calmly tell her what he was worried about. The way she did when something about his behavior worried her. But he hadn't made it. Something had blown inside him and he had started yelling at her. He was such a fool.

Sirius wiped his wet eyes as the door opened and his three friends walked in. They looked at him and immediately noticed that something was wrong with their friend.

He looked broken and totally desperate.

"Hey pets, what happened Is everything okay?" James asked and sat down on the bed next to his friends. Remus leaned against the bedpost across from Sirius bed and Peter sat on the floor between the two beds. Waiting, they looked at Sirius who shrugged his shoulders uncomfortably and grimaced.

"The two argued. "That wasn't a question but a statement from Remus.

Sirius nodded and looked at his friends for the first time. His hair stood out and his face was pale and red at the same time.

He snuggled before he explained in a hoarse voice: "I screamed at her and insulted her. I didn't listen to her or let her finish."

James beside him raised a raised eyebrow and looked questioningly at his best friend. But when he didn't tell any more he asked: "And? You've yelled at each other before. This is nothing new. Before that, everything always turned out fine. Give her a little time that will subside."

Sirius just shook his head.

"No. Nothing's going to be fine. I screwed up. She'll never forgive me for that." he tried to swallow the lump in his throat and blink away the tears that came up again. In vain.

"Why did you fight? " asked Peter, scratching his neck, slightly overwhelmed. He had never seen Sirius like that before and didn't know what to do. Otherwise Sirius was always cool and relaxed and hid his negative feelings as best he could.

"I accused her of cheating on me." Sirius admitted stupidly and did not dare to look his friends in the face.

"Bullshit. She would never ..." Remus started but was stopped by him again.

"With Remus."

The room fell silent again. The boys exchanged incredulous looks and hoped they had just heard wrong.

He couldn't really mean that.

"You bloody Idiot. How did you get the fucking idea your girlfriend was cheating on you. With one of your best friends. She never gave you a fucking reason not to trust her. " Remus explained and looked at his friends in disappointment. The young werewolf just couldn't believe that Sirius really believed

(Y/N) was cheating on him with one of his best friends. He and her would never do that. And Sirius should know that too.

"How did you come up with such a stupid idea?"

Sirius got up from the bed vigorously and stood in front of his taller friend.

He huffed and at him with furrowed eyebrows.

"I see how you treat each other. Giggling together, touching each other, the insider jokes, whispering, meet alone. It is obviously coming." he grumbled, looking like a kicked puppy. Remus took a deep breath and ran a hand over his face. So that was the reason he thought that.

"Look Sirius. You're exaggerating a bit. (Y/N) and I are just friends. Good friends. Friends laugh together. She and I have the same subjects so we study togethern. You and James touch each other more often than she and I and still she doesn't think you're cheating on her with him. And we don't have any inside jokes either. Anyone who read the book would have understood that. It's all just in your head. She is her own person. You can't think she's cheating on you just because she gets on well with someone."

Sirius looks at him with wide eyes and open mouth, startled. Remus was right. As so often. (Y/N) would never cheat on him and Remus would never do anything with a friend's girlfriend. Him and her were just friends. In fact, it was a good thing that his girlfriend got on well with his best friends.

She has always been open and close with her friends. He just saw things that weren't there. He was afraid of losing her. That she would reject him and despise him just like his blood relativ family. He was afraid of losing people from his chosen family.

Well, that was exactly what he had now taken care of himself. He hadn't trusted his own girlfriend and had beaten her down. His Girlfriend. He didn't even know if she was still his girlfriend at all. She hadn't said anything but he could well imagine that he had ruined everything with his action.

But he couldn't let that happen. He couldn't lose a member of his family. He had to talk to her, explain everything and at least try to prevent her from leaving him by all means.

Above all, he had to apologize deeply.

"I fuck up. I really fuck up. I ... I really screwed up. I threw a fucking gals at her." he stammered, buried his hands in his hair and fell back on the bed.

His three friends looked at him in shock.

"You did what?" James asked incredulous and discovered the broken glass and the stain next to the door.

Sirius had buried his head in his hands again and mumbled muffled: "You already understand me."

Nobody really knew what to say now.

Nobody expected that. Sirius wasn't aggressive. He would never hurt an innocent one. So it was really breathtaking for everyone.

"Fuck. Did you ... did you ... hit her?" asked Peter, chewing the inside of his cheek. The other two were also eager to hear Sirius' answer to this question.

"NO! NO! No no no. I haven't. Fortunately not. It's smashed against the wall next to her head." Sirius shuffled and continued to slump. For him it was as if more and more weights were being put on him. As if he was only now that he was really realizing what had happened.

"You have to help me. Please. Please help me. You have to help me so that she will forgive me. I can't lose her. I just can't. I love her." Sirius begged and looked pleadingly at his friends one by one. With a look that could break hearts, a little like he's going mad.

Both of them never really said that they loved each other. Everyone knew it somehow without anyone ever saying it. But now that he had said the three words they meant even more.

"That could be difficult." Peter muttered and turned his head away to stop seeing his friends broken like this.

Sirius' response to that was a desperate deep shuffle.

"Yeh. Peter is right. That could be difficult. Not only could it be, it will be difficult. But we will help you. You two belong together." James agreed and put a hand on his desperate friend's shoulder.

"Or? We'll help him?" the boy with glasses asked his other friends and looked at them promptly.

Peter shifted back and forth a little before he nodded and said: " Yes, yes naturally"

Now all eyes turned to Remus. He covered his face with both hands and let out a deep breath. He was friends with both of them. He didn't want to stand between the two fronts and have to choose one side. He remembered the conversation he had with (Y/N) earlier while studying. She had said Sirius would be good for her. And she was definitely good for Sirius. Since the two were together, both were happier, more exuberant. He just wanted his friends to be happie. And if that required him to stand on one side, then he would.

So he dropped his arms in resignation and nodded. "We'll help you. But you have to work really hard. And you have to improve yourself, trust her more, stop flirting with others. She would never tell you but it bothers her more than she admits. If something like this happens again, I'll just let you drown in your grief."

Sirius gave his friends a pained, weak smile, wiped his eyes with a sleeve and uttered a harsh, "thx."

The boys planned until late at night what they would do so that (Y/N) would forgive Sirius or at least talk to him. It was early in the morning before the four of them went to bed.

Silence enveloped the room. Three of the residents were asleep, only Sirius was still awake. With the silence his thoughts came back that (Y/N) would never forgive him and would leave him. And with the thoughts, the tears and the shuffling, came back as well. He closed the curtains and put a silence spell over his bed, as not to disturb his friends and buried his face in his pillow. Sleep was out of the question for him.

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The girls' dormitory had already returned quietly. (Y/N) had cried herself to sleep hours ago after a few cups of tea and supportive words from her best friend.

She was lying next to Lily in her bed, wrapped in her blanket. Lily had refused to leave her alone, she just lay down in bed with her and stroked her arm until they both fell asleep. (Y/N) was grateful for that. She could be happy to have friends like that.

Tonight she had allowed herself to show weakness. Allowed to show how Sirius' behavior had hurt her. But tomorrow, she swore to herself, she would build the walls around herself as high as never before and not let it penetrate how sad and injured she actually was. She would play the strong one. Even if she actually felt infinitely weak. She wouldn't let him see how his behavior affected her.

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Stay with me forever

Remus Lupin x Reader

Summary: After a full moon night, (Y/N) takes care of her friend and answers important questions.

Warning: fluff💕, Injuries, Self-doubt

(Misspelling, Grammatical errors, translation errors)

{please let me know if I have forgotten something.}

Words: 2305

Author note: Actually, I didn't want to upload anything else this week. But since today is the birthday of a good friend of mine and she wished that I would write this for her, I decided to publish it today. And since it's Valentine's Day today, too, it fits well.

(As always, I apologize for all misspellings, grumbling errors, and translation errors. English is not my main language)

I hope you enjoy it. 🌻

(not my GIF)

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It was a full moon night. The wind drummed on the roof and the bright light of the moon shone into the little hut at the edge of the forest. Just a few more hours and the sun would take the moon out of its service.

It could seem romantic. The bright full moon, the twinkling stars and the calming rain.

But for (Y/N) (L/N) and her boyfriend, Remus Lupin, epidemic nights were far from romantic. Such nights were characterized by fear, worry, pain, injuries and tears.

But even on these nights it wasn't just the shadow side. There were also small sparks of light. Consists of caring, tenderness, encouragement, soothing words, love and hugs.

While (Y/N) stayed at home, cooked, put the first aid kit ready and kept looking out the window at the wods, Remus was out there.

Not quite like himself. In the body of a werewolf, without control, waiting for the morning to break. There are potions that would give him control over his wolf. But they cost a lot of money, money that they didn't have.

So it stayed like that.

(Y/N) would wait and prepare everything for his return.

Remus would go to the forest before sunset and only come back after sunrise. Sometimes more, sometimes less injured. Hardly any memories of what had happened that night.

As soon as he was back, (Y/N) was ready to help. Every time again.

The moon slowly started to sink from the sky so (Y/N) made the final preparations. Hot water in a bowl next to the bed, a cup of tea, a first aid kit and of course chocolate. Everything was ready for the return of her boyfriend. She grabbed the cozy blanket from the armchair and stood by the window next to the door so, that when she saw him coming, she could come towards him.

It didn't take long before she saw the long figure of her boyfriend staggering towards her hut. Dressed in sweatpants and an oversized pollver, hunched forward and one hand on his ribs. (Y/N) moved quickly out the door and down the path towards her him. When she got to ther, she put the blanket over his shoulders and hold him up, on his upper arms. She looked into his scarred face, a few fresh wounds had appeared, and carefully ran a finger over a place of uninjured skin. "Hey love, come on let's go inside. Let me take care of you." she whispered in a soft voice and gave him an encouraging smile. He just nodded slightly, so she put one of his arms over her shoulders to support him. He briefly made a hissing noise, but then clutched her cardigan with his hand.

"You okay, darling? Do I hurt you?" the much smaller woman asked concerned and looked up at him through her eyelashes.

"No ... it's okay ... it's just my ribs." he explained through gritted teeth.

She changed the position of her arm around his upper body a little so as not to touch his ribs and with the other hand she grabbed the wrist of his arm over her shoulders so that it would not slip away on the way in.

As soon as they made it to their bedroom, Remus' girlfriend helped him sit down on the bed with his back against the headbord.

"So let's take that sweater off so I can take care of your scratches and ribs." instructed (Y/N) and grabbed the hem of his top.

Remus started laughing slightly, which soon turned into a cough and gave her a tired smile. "Admit it. You just want to see me half naked."

(Y/N) suppressed a laugh and bit her lip. But it didn't quite work out. The corners of her mouth curled up and she giggled muffled.

"I don't have to admit anything. We've been together for ten years. If I want to see you naked, I have plenty of other opportunities. So let's get started. You need to rest."

Her boyfriend gave her one of those gentle smiles that made her heart melt over and over again. He leaned forward, so that she could pull the sweater over his head and then let himself fall back against the headboard with a sigh.

"Well, it doesn't look as bad as last time."

noted (Y/N) with relief and stroked gently under a wound, along his collarbone.

Remus muffled to agree and closed his eyes.

(Y/N) immediately started her work, cleaning the wounds, a little diptam essenz and bandage. Fortunately, that full moon didn't seem too bad. A few small scratches on his face, a couple on his upper body, and one on his forearm. The worst seemed to be his ribs, of which, as (Y/N) found with a quick spell, two were broken.

(Y/N) took the vial of Skele-Grow and held it in front of Remus' face.

"Broken ribs. So, bottoms up."

He screwed up his face and turned his head to one side. "I don't want to drink that stuff. It tastes awful." he protested.

She shook her head in amusement, put a hand on his cheek and turned his face back to her. "You know, sometimes you'r like a little kid. You've taken this stuff so many times. This time you can do it too. Then there is tea and chocolate and you can sleep." he sighed in resignation and then nodded. "Brave wolfi" (Y/N) giggles and pulled the cork out of the vial. Remus rolled his eyes but opened his mouth as she held the glass roll to his lips. She poured the contents into his mouth and he swallowed with narrowed eyes.

"Disgusting." he brought out and ran a hand over his mouth.

"Here, eat your chocolate."

(Y/N) held a piece of dark chocolate in front of him. He willingly opened his mouth again and managed to smile at the same time. His girlfriend giggled and put the piece on his tongue and then kissed the corner of his mouth.

While Remus continued to eat his chocolate, (Y/N) stroke with one hand through his mousey brown hair in which the first gray strands were slowly recognizable.

Not due to his age but to the pain and stress he had to go through every month.

He had been through so much in his life. At school and in the years after that he had his three best friends who had accompanied him during the full moon. From the moment she found out about his lycanthropy , she lay awake those nights and waited for the sun to rise. As soon as the sun rose she was on her way through the castle to the hospital wing, where she would wait for the four Marauders to arrive. She took care of him or just kept him company and stroked his hair. Just like now.

Not quite like now. She reminded herself.

He lost his best friends four years ago. One, James, killed by Voldemort along with his wife, Lilli. Ther son, Harry, with his terrible aunt and uncle. The other, Peter, murdered in cold blood by the third, Sirius,who is now sitting in Azkaban forever, because he had betrayed them all and killed muggles.

Now it was just the two of them.

He alone in the forest on full moon nights.

She l alone in the little cottage , waiting for his return. Always hoping he wouldn't hurt himself too badly. Taking care of him and stroking his hair as soon as he was back.

And she would always wait. Because she loves him.

When his chocolate was empty, she kissed his forehead and smiled against his skin. "You should sleep now." she whispered in a soft voice.

"Lay down with me" he whispered back and stretched out in bed, his head buried in the pillow. "Of course, always." she said in a low voice and circled the bed. On the free side, she lay on her back and turned her head in his direction to look at him.

He, too, had turned his head in her direction and looked at her through tired eyes.

"Can I put my head on your chest, hear your heartbeat." he asked softly in a hoarse voice.

"Sure, you don't have to ask." she answered, moved closer and stretched out her arms to him. He rolled over his shoulder, so that he was now lying on his stomach. One leg and arm crossed her body and his head on her chest, right above the point where he could best hear her heartbeat.

It was quiet in the small bedroom. Only the breathing of the two and the wind in the trees outside could be heard. The sunlight that came through the window enveloped the room in golden light, so that dust particles could be seen dancing through the air.

(Y/N) continued to run one hand through his hair and the other over his forearm. He was breathing steadily with his eyes closed. She thought he had fallen asleep when a quiet whispered question came from him: "Why are you doing this? Why are you staying with me? I'm a god damn monster. You should be scared of me and run away.You deserve something so much better. I have no money. I'll never get a real job. I will never be able to buy you jewelry or go to expensive restaurants with you. You should be with someone who can offer you a better life. Who doesn't turn into a bloodthirsty beast once a month." She could hear the tears in his scratchy voice, noticed how his hand craned into the fabric of her T-shirt and he pressed closer to her. She ran one hand over his wet cheek and took a deep breath.

"Because, I love you, with every fiber of my being. Because, I feel lonely without you. Because, I like to have you around, feel safe and protected with you. Because, you make me infinitely happy and every time I see you I have the feeling that my heart is about to jump out of my chest. I don't care if you have money or not. I don't care if you have lycanthropy or not. I love you because you are you, Remus. I don't want jewelry or expensive food that doesn't even taste good. All I want is you. Just you, Remus Lupin, now and as long as my heart beats. I will always take care of you because you do the same for me. You are not a monster, you are my Remus. My lovable, clever, silly, strong, polite, shy, generous, Remus. I love you for all that you are. Please don't forget that. Always." she explained in a calm, low voice and finally kissed him on the head.

It was quiet for a moment. Her spoken words hung in the room. Time passed and she was starting to get nervous while waiting for his answer.

"Stay with me forever." he whispered, his voice muffled by the fabric of her T-shirt. "Stay with me forever. Marry me and stay forever. I love you more than anything else in the world. You are the only person I have left. You are already my family, my home. I am ready to give you everything I have in the hope that it will be enough for you. So please marry me and stay forever."

(Y/N) was amazed. She had dreamed of marrying him one day. They had already shared ten years of their life together and she was ready to spend all other years with him as well. She smiled from ear to ear and now tears were running down her cheeks too. " YES YES YES. Of course I will." she replied happily her voice mixed with a happy sob. Remus propped himself up and brought his face over hers. "Yes?" he asked again and she nodded vigorously and put her arms around his neck. He too smiles happily and pressed his lips to hers for a kiss full of love.

"Thx" he whispered against her lips, and continued kissing her with all the love he felt for her. After a few seconds, he pulled his head back a few inches to look her in the eye and admitted, "I don't have a ring."

She giggled slightly and put her hands around his face. "I don't need a ring. Just you."

Remus smiled down at her and kissed her whole face, lastly her lips, on which he got stuck.

They just kissed for a while, the taste of tears, chocolate and tea on their lips, surrounded by their love for one another.

After a while they parted the kiss. Remus put his head back on her chest one arm and one leg over her body and pulled her very tightly against him. "My future Mrs Lupin. I love you." he whispered to her with a tired voice. It was time to go to sleep. He still wasn't recovered from the night he'd been through. But that was okay with him. Now he was engaged to the woman who loved. It was worth the loss of some sleep for him.

"I love you too, my future husband." she whispered back and put both arms around him. One of her hands brushed his hair again. Not long afterwards they both fell asleep. Both with a satisfied smile on their lips, snuggled very close to each other.

Both ready for what the future may bring as long as they had each other.

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A thousand splinters of glass

Sirius Balck x Reader

Summary: (Y/N) boyfriend Sirius intrudes too much into her friendship with Remus. When he confronts her with his thoughts, they start fighting.

Warning: angst, Language (defilement and swearing), consumption of alcohol, Hint of violence ... I gess.

(Misspelling, Grammar errors, translation errors.)

Words: 2520

Author note: It was super hard for me to write Sirius like that. But it was a friend's wish and I'm fulfilling it.

(English is not my main language. I apologize for all misspellings, grammar errors, and translation errors💕)

Enjoy Reading 🌻

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(Y/N) enter the great hall and take a seat at the Gryffindor table next to her boyfriend Sirius. She looks at her group of friends and still tired, wished them good morning.

"Good morning dear, how did you sleep?" asked the boy next to her after he put a kiss on her temple.

"Oh, very well, unfortunately too short." she replied with a tired smile and put a spoonful of scrambled eggs in her mouth.

"Remus, do you want to do our Arithmancy homework in free period?" she turned to the others Marauder who sat across from her at the table. Remus smiled at her and replied, "Yes, of course. After lunch in the library?"

"Call it a date." (Y/N) winked and went back to her scrambled eggs.

"Hey, I thought I was your boyfriend? What about me?" Sirius grumbled beside her and looked at her confused. She waves it away with a laugh :"You are, but that doesn't mean I can't do homework with a friend. You don't have a free period after lunch you have Divination."

Sirius mumbles something unintelligible but said nothing else. The friends all eat their breakfast and talk about this and that, before they all went to class.

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After noon Remus and (Y/N) met in the library and started their Arithmancy homework. After some time of writing, Remus contacted her and said :"You know, I'm glad you're with Sirius now. You're doing him good." The girl smiled at him and answered :"He's doing me good too. I've got the feeling since I've been with him I've been a lot more confident.I am very happy to have him as my Boyfriend. And of course I'm also happy to have you guys as my friends. I couldn't think of anyone better."

"We're glad to have you too. Finally I'm not the only one holding the boys back." Remus laughed and pulled her into a half-hug with one arm. "yeh somebody has to bring you rule breakers to your senses."

"But I'm really serious (Y/N). Since you've been together he's a lot more relaxed and you make him think before he acts. At least sometimes." Remus told her seriously again.

"I don't want to tell him anything. I like him the way he is. I think sometimes he just needs someone to get him to think again about his ideas before acting. There is no way I want something like the incident in fifth year to happen again." (Y/N) said in a husky voice, put an arm around Remus' shoulders and gave him a short squeeze .

"No, nobody wants that." the boy whispered back and squeezed her once too.

It became quiet and the two pondered their memories of this terrible event for a moment, before they broke the embrace again and continued on with their essays in silent agreement.

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After the last class of the day, (Y/N) and Remus sat in the common room and waited for their other friends.

"What do you think of the book? Have you read it yet? " she asked Moony and with a nod of her head pointed to the book she was reading. Remus put a hand on her shoulder and leaned forward to look at the book. "No but i want..." he is just beginning to speak when the portrait opened and the remaining three Marauders entered the room. " 'e, You two, here you are. What are you doing here?We were looking for you." James called to them and slumped into one of the armchairs. "We just talked, nothing interesting. We have been waiting for you. " declared (Y/N) while she closed her book and placed it on the side table next to her. The boys nodded and Sirius placed a kiss on the (Y/N) head.

Due to the lack of space on the sofa, Sirius sat in the other armchair, instead of next to his girlfriend and Peter sat on the floor between him and James.

The friends talked about everything and nothing for a while and soon landed on James' favorite topic: Lilli Evans

"I mean. She is so perfect. She is beautiful and smart and quick-witted and helpful and friendly. What more could a man want?" enthused James with a dreamy face.

"It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife'." Quoted Remus softly which made (Y/N) giggle so much that she put her hands over her face and rested her head on his shoulder.

Sirius watched with a raised eyebrow and asked :"What's so funny?"

The girl sat up straight again and wiped her hands over her eyes before answering :"oh Remus just quoted pride and prejudice. You won't know it, it's a fantastic Muggel book."

"Oh, but Moony know this fantastic book?" Sirius asked in a voice tarnished with sarcasm. His friends' eyes fixed on him and (Y/N) briefly shook head in confusion before she answered :"Well, Yes. It's a muggle book. He's half blood. And he reads more than any of us put together."

"My mother gave me the book a few years ago." Remus quietly brought himself into the discussion.

Sirius clicked his tongue and got up from his seat he took a few steps before stopping in front of his girlfriend and saying dryly:" Yeah yeah the perfect perfect Moony.

I understood. We need to talk. Alone." He pointed a finger at the stairs that led to the dormitories. (Y/N) looked up at him from her sitting position, knitted her eyebrows briefly in confusion, then nodded got up and followed him up the stairs.

When she arrived in the boys dormitory, she closed the door behind her and stood in the middle of the room. She watched Sirus go to a cupboard and take out a Bottle of firewhiskey and a glass. He poured himself some and took a sip while staring at her over the rim of his glass. The silence in the room was heavy and thick and the air to cut. Sirius cautiously let (Y/N) play with her fingers nervously. It was not customary for him to be so quiet and well, serious. The last time he acted like this, he had just received a letter from his mother.

Since he still didn't say anything, just looked at her with a serious face, she decided to break the silence in the room. "So what did you want to talk about? "

"You. And what you're pulling off right now." he explained in a low voice.

"Sorry but, I don't know what you're talking about." she said in a calm voice.

That just seemed to upset Sirus more, because now his voice was a lot louder :" Oh don't tell shit. Do you really think I'm so stupid and don't know what crap is going on?" He finished his glass in one gulp and poured himself more.

(Y/N) also got louder now and energetically crossed her arms in front of her chest.

"I already told you I don't know what you mean. What have I done?"

"YOU CHEAT ME YOU FUCKING Slut!" he yelled at her and pointed in her direction with his free hand.

(Y/N) opened her mouth and for a moment. She couldn't believe what she had just heard. Had he just really accused her of cheating on him and had he called her a Slut?

"WHAT HAVE I DONE? I am supposed to have betrayed you? How do you get the stupid idea?" she asked and made a wide movement with her arms. As if she wanted to chase the tension out of the air.

"Don't be so ridiculous. I noticed it myself. You haven't really bothered to hide it. You and a your loverboy." Sirus spat and glared at her. This whole conversation was very confusing (Y/N). She had no idea how he came up with it. It deceived her that he really thought she would do something like that, but at the same time it made her terribly angry.

"If someone here is ridiculous then is you. You are imagining things that don't exist. How can you think that? Who should I cheat on you with, please?" seh shodet back, on her face, spots of deep red anger were slowly forming. Frustrated, she ran a hand through her (y/h/c) hair.

The one across from her growled, clenched his jaw and again emptied his glass, which he immediately refilled.

"With your oh-so-perfect Moony. I see how you behave towards the other. It's stupid of you guys to think that I wouldn't notice. Are you serious. With one of my best friends? But what should I have expected from a slut like you. I wouldn't be surprised if you slept your way through the whole school." he laughed bitterly and screwed up his face.

(Y/N) didn't know what to say for a moment. For a few seconds, she started at Sirius with wide eyes before she said in a lowered voice :" This not true."

"OF COURSE IT IS. DO NOT LIE TO ME. THE WHOLE LAUGHING AND HUGGING AND ALL THE LOOKS IN LOVE.

OH, REMUS ARE WE BOTH LEARNING IN THE LIBRARY TODAY? OH REMUS YOU ARE SO FUNNY. REMUS IS SO SMART, HE READS SO MUCH. BLA BLA BAL." Sirius spoke in a high voice, trying to imitate her. (Y/N) shook her head in frustration. She had tears in her eyes but she didn't allow herself to cry now. Sirius got on with things that didn't exist and she wanted to make that clear to him. "That's not true. Remus and I are just friends! We study together because we're both in Arithmancy. And since when is it forbidden to laugh when someone says something funny? And we don't touch each other all the time. You see things that not there!"

"YES OF COURSE. AND I SHOULD BELIEVE THAT?" Sirius yelled at her and swung the now almost empty bottle firewhiskey through the air.

"Sirius please ..." she was about to start, but was immediately interrupted by him.

"SIRIUS PLEASE. SAVE YOUR WORDS. I should have known that it was stupid to sacrifice my single life for you. I could have had fun with other girls all the time, but no, I was with you. While you chedit on me behind my back. You dirty whore."

(Y/N) eyes got waterier and more watery during his monologue. She bit her tongue so hard that she could already taste blood and she clenched her trembling hands into fists, her nails digging in her palms.

"...Y...you...you now...i...i woud never..." She didn't get very far with her words, it all happens very quickly. Sirius took a step forward, she took a few steps back, bumped her back against the wall and and shut her eyes tightly. A split second later, Sirius 'glass flew across the room and struck the wall just inches from (Y/N)' s head.

"SHUT UP! YOU FUCKING CHEATER BITCH. SHUT UP!"

There was a crash and glass splinter hit the ground like raindrops.

Silence spread across the room and the two started at each other, eyes wide open. The remainder of the firewhiskey, flowed over the floor and watering (Y/N) socks. She took a deep breath and suppressed a scream. Her legs trembled and it took all her strength not to sink to the ground.

Sirius had tears streaming down his red cheeks and he pulled his black hair.

"No ... no ... I ... I swear ... (Y/N) I didn't mean to..." he began to stammer. He took his hands out of his hair and wanted to reach for her.

Slowly he took a few small steps in her direction. Arms outstretched as if to hug her.

(Y/N) shook his head vigorously, bit her lower lip and pressed herself even tighter against the wall.

Sirius stopped at the sight of her and stared at her desperately.

"No, stop it. Just leave it." she whispered in a husky voice and walked along the wall to the door, not taking her eyes off him for a second. With one hand behind your back she looked for the door handle, he followed her movements with his eyes. "No (Y/N) please, please don't go. Let's talk, I'm sorry ... I ... I ..." he begged in a scratchy voice and stretched its arms out to the girl one more time.

"No. I think it's all said." (Y/N) shook her head and opened the door. The restrained tears stung in her eyes but she definitely didn't want to cry in front of him now.

She stumbled backwards out of the room, pulling the door with her.

"Bye Sirius." she whispered hoarsely before she closed the door. Muffled through the door, she hears him calling her name a couple of times, but she just turned on her heels and ran down the hall to the girl dorms.

She stopped at her own dormitory, yanked the door open, entered the room and slammed the door behind her with a loud crack. The room was dark and quiet, the air smelled of fresh linen and cinnamon. None of her roommates were there.

(Y/N) leaned against the closed door and put her hands over her face. A heartbreaking sob escaped her and she slid the door down to the floor.

Now sitting on the floor, she hugged her legs tightly against your chest and buried her head between her knees. Now that she was alone she started to cry. The tears wet her face and the noises that came over her lips sounded heartbreaking. She tasted the salt on her lips and felt her tears seep into her tights.

(Y/N) didn't understand how this could all happen. She hadn't betrayed him. She had nothing with Remus or anyone else.

Yesterday everything was fine, they were happy together, laughed together, and fooled around. Today everything went downhill they fight, they yelled at each other and he accused and insulted them. He had thrown a glass in their direction.

Otherwise Sirius made her heart beat faster, makes it jump in joy or stop beating for a few seconds in love. But now her heart felt more like it was made of a thousand sharp pieces of glass. Broken like the glass on the wall. Broken like their relationship due to a lack of trust from his side.

(Y/N) wanted nothing more than to hide under her blanket, cry and not get up for a long time.

But she felt too weak to get up and go to bed. So she sat on the floor and kept crying into her legs.

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Words of defense

Remus Lupin x Reader

Note: I tried it. My first FF. English is not my main language so please don't be too strict with me

Summary: (Y/N) defends her boyfriend from Severus Snape.

Warnings: fluff, Language, [Grammar, translation and misspellings] (If I have forgotten something, please let me know.)

Words: 1403

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The steps of several students sounded through the corridors of the old castle. (Y/N) Dodged her classmates who met her on the way to the next lesson. "Oi, (Y/N) wait. 'm going to Potions with you." shouted an all too familiar voice and she stopped her oh her way. Fast steps sounded behind her and shortly afterwards she felt a heavy hand on her shoulder. "Hurry up. If I'm late again, Slughorn will hex me." said (Y/N), took the wrist of the person behind her and dragged them through the Corridors towards the Potions classroom.

"Oh, he won't say anything." laughed Remus Lupin one of the well-known Marauders.

And her Boyfriend. The two hadn't been together long, almost four months, but they've been friends since they came to Hogwarts when they were eleven.

"You're thinking of our study date later, aren't you? I still have to do the DADA homework." Remus told her as the two hurried on through the hallways.

"...äh...of course, if I would forget about that." answered (Y/N) and smiles up at the toll boy. (Y/N) likes to study with her boyfriend. He calms her down and always makes sure that she doesn't allow herself to be distracted and that she can safely finish her Homework. If she learns with the girls, it doesn't take long until homework is forgotten and they chat with each other.

"Do the lady and the gentleman finally want to enter the cash room so that I can start my lessons? " rang out the voice of professor slughorn who was standing in the doorway to the Potions classroom and holding the door open. The two addressed looked at each other meaningfully and went giggling past the professor into the classroom.

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Later, after the last hour of the day, (Y/N) went back alone through the corridors on the way to the great hall. With the early evening it got windier and above all much colder, so that (Y/N) pulled her cloak tighter around her body, tucked her head between her shoulders and hurried around the corner. As she was just around the corner, she suddenly bumped into someone and, due to the momentum of the impact, hit the ground in the next moment. Groaning, she rubbed her tailbone and looked up at the person she had just bumped into. In front of her, with a bitter expression on his face, stood none other than Severus Snape. Lilli's former best friend. In the past (Y/N) also spent her free time with him now and then, through Lilli, but she had never seen him as one of her friends. "(L/N), pay attention to where you are going, stupid Girl." Snape growled, glaring at her. (Y/N) huffed and got to her feet before she snappy replied: "Why should I be careful? If you wiped your hair off your face you could maybe see where you are sneaking." He made an appraising noise and looked down at her condescendingly.

"Keep your mouth shut. Fucking blood traitor. You are so worthless, not even your family wants you." the boy, completely wrapped in black, growled towards her.

(Y/N) laughed ironically and hitched the corner of his mouth. Did he really think that he could hurt her with that? Even without him, she was well aware that her family had rejected her. But she got along with that easily, she didn't want anything to do with those fanatical death eaters anyway.

"You know, yes my blood relatives don't want me. But that's okay. Because unlike you, I have real friends, people who take care of me, that help me, are there for me and who love me. I will never be alone. Never.You on the other hand Severus. You're alone. No family, no friends, you are alone. And you owe it all to you and your dirty character. Do you think your wannabe dead eater are your friends? They only take advantage of you until they have no more use for you. And what is really sad about it? You had a true Friend. But you ruined ist, because you're so bitter."

With every second that she continued to speak, his face continued to darken so that at the end of her lecture it looked as if he was trying to kill her with looks.

Before Snape could answer her, she stepped past him further down the hall. (Y/N) was a few feet down the corridor when she heard Snape's voice cut through the silence.

"And all of this from a little girl who has a werewolf for a boyfriend. A bloodthirsty monster that could kill you in one bite. A damn half breed. Why are you with hin? Oh, I forgot repulsive can only love repulsively. The perfect couple. Disgusting half blood and repulsive half breed."

His words stopped (Y/N) in her steps and she turned around quickly.

"SHUT UP SNIVELLUS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME. BUT DON'T DARE TALK ABOUT MY BOYFRIENDS IN THAD WEY, YOU DISGUSTING MADE! You don't know anything about Remus. He is the kindest,caring , most helpful, tolerant Person who is there. He's such a good person. He is everything that you are not.And his fluffy problem doesn't change that either. If you don't stop telling shit about him, Snivellus, I advise you to keep your eyes open, because I will hex you in the damnation." screamed (Y/N) through clenched teeth. The next moment she turned around again and stormed down the hall towards her common room.

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When (Y/N) stepped through the portrait of the fat lady into the common room, they looked at four pairs of eyes in surprise at her. She stood in front of the four Marauders with glassy eyes, scarlet red anger spots on the face and neck, and scowling expression.

"Oi (Y/N) what happened, you look like shit." Sirus asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Oh, shut up, Back." mumbled (Y/N) in response while plopping down on the sofa next to Remus.

" 'h Love, tell me what happened?" Remus asks while he put an arm over her shoulder and stroked her upper arm. (Y/N) leaned into the touch of her Boyfriend and sighed in resignation. "I just ran into Snape. He was talking shit again." she answered, closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"Otherwise you don't mind what he says about you. What was different today?" came the next question that sounded a bit confused, this time from James.

"I don't mind either. What I mind is, when he talks shit about my friends. He's such a blockhead." she explained to the boys and put a piece of chocolate in her mouth that she had snatched from the table.

"And what exactly did he say and about whom?" Peter now joined the conversation, who had previously been bent over a piece of parchment. (Y / N) looked like she had bitten a lemon before she turned her head in the direction of her boyfriend and looked at him. He looked back at her with wide eyes and pointed a finger at himself in question.

Then she nodded slightly, sighed again and explained: "I don't want to repeat what he said, it was just wrong garbage and nonsins anyway. It is important that I told him what a tolerant, nice, caring, kind Person Remus is and that, if he doesn't shut up soon, I would hex him in the next year."

The boys looked at her in silence for a moment while (Y/N) chewed her lower lip.

Finally Remus broke the silence.

"Is that what you think of me?"

"That and so much more. But if I would list all of that we would be sitting here tomorrow." laughed (Y/N) now and looked up at her boyfriend with sickening eyes.

"I wouldn't have a problem with that. And thanks ... for defending me." He whispered while he leaned down and then gave her a kiss on the lips.

(Y/N) closed his eyes, put his arms around her boyfriend's neck and leaned into the kiss.

The two heard James and Sirius cheering and clapping and they both smiled into the kiss.

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I haven't drawn for a long time and started again today. The first time digital drawn. It's much harder than I thought

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Today the final episode of the third season of Bones was on TV. I've seen it at least 200 times now and yet I'm crying waterfalls. I'm going to cry myself to sleep today. 😭❤️

I will always love you Zack.