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the 3rd of april

breakfast: sandwiches with hummus and pickles, coffee

lunch: funchose with mushrooms, later a cup of coffee

dinner: oranges

nothing interesting today, just studied all day

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the 2nd of april

ok, i haven’t posted for 2 days but fortunately i haven’t died, just had a little breakdown so everything is ok 👌🏻👌🏻

breakfast: sandwich with avocado and egg, coffee

lunch: lentil rice cakes with sour cream and salad

dinner: pomegranate and later a cup of coffee (ofc it’s not healthy to drink coffee in the evening but i’m too addicted, can’t do anything with it)

recently i have started watching a fluffy show while eating and cuz it has subtitles it’s funny and educational at the same time. already thinking what to watch next cuz it feels like i’m going to watch all his videos in a few days.

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love me right (romantic universe)

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looking like a shit recently (but who cares now) and leaving the house for the first time in a week (just to walk my dog)

haven’t shown my today’s food but showing my face right now that looks much worse. absolutely wrong decision :))))

p.s. disappointed a little bit cuz hair color is washing out too fast (i don’t wanna that bleached hair again)

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the 30th of March

breakfast: fried egg & cheese sandwich, two slices of dark chocolate and coffee

lunch: mashed potatoes, vegetable salad and two slices of bread

dinner: eggplant wrap and coffee

*though everything on my plate was delicious today, it didn’t look attractive so no photos haha*

by the way, i did waist and leg workouts today. it was very hard for me (also maybe cuz i hate doing ANY sport) and i hope it’s gotta get easier later. i think i’ll do this workout 2-3 times a week.

today i was writing physical education paper the whole day (since we have distance learning now and are not able to attend physical education classes, we all have to write it). felt like the most useless way to spend my time during quarantine.

p.s. i also think about a bucket of ice cream like two days in a row and can’t help with it🤦🏼‍♀️ maybe i should treat myself but....

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the 29th of March

breakfast: homemade bread with cream cheese and cucumber, two slices of dark chocolate and coffee

lunch: pasta with tomato sauce and red beans (have cooked it for the first time, turned out very tasty :))

dinner: few pieces of cheese and later pair of cookies (ofc haven’t made a photo cuz i felt guilty for eating it)

soo another fail. but at least i haven’t thrown up today. i won’t weigh myself tomorrow cuz i‘ll be definitely not happy with a number on the scale. i also wanna do some extra exercises tomorrow (i mean not only the plank and the vacuum)

aaand as my aunt has day off tomorrow i don’t have to cook anything (ofc i love cooking but doing it every day is kinda exhausting haha)

i’m also thinking of writing posts not only about my meal but maybe about sth else hmmm

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the 28th of march

breakfast: oatmeal pancake (actually it’s not exactly what i mean but it’s really hard to translate the name of a dish from russian), coffee and a piece of dark chocolate

lunch: just an apple and a handful of almonds (i was just too busy studying to cook sth for dinner)

*aaand again struggles with names of russian dishes haha*

dinner: vareniki with potatoes (sth imilar to dumplings) and two slices of bread

by the way i did the plank and the vacuum today before breakfast. and i also wanna start doing different other exercises soon.

actually can’t say i’m happy with myself today cuz i’m little fucked up today. after dinner the thought that i’ve eaten too much struck me so i threw up a little bit. but of course fighting with eating disorder isn’t easy and i’m not gonna stop there. another day, another try...

by the way i’ve already cooked sth yummy for 2moro hehe.

now i’m going to study a little more and go to sleep.

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sooo this is my first blog post. hope i won’t give up on this blog after few days.

actually, i’m still not sure what my blog is gonna look like. i wanna mostly write food posts (what i eat in a day, maybe vegetarian recipes) as i’m struggling with an eating disorder for a long time and want to lose weight the healthy way.

i also wanna write about different stuff in my life such as studying, taking photos, favorite music, books, tv shows and so on. i would really like this blog to become a cozy and warm place c:

it will definitely be hard as i’m not fluent in English but i’ll give a try. practice and only practice haha. maybe some posts are gonna be written in russian (my native language) or korean (the language i’m learning).

this is almost the end of the post and i haven’t introduced myself yet haha. so few words about me.

i’m Alina and i’m 19 year old. i’m from small russian town near lake baikal. but as for now i’m studying korean economy (but it doesn’t mean that i understand economics lol) at the university in Vladivostok. sooo i guess that’s all for now. i will give more information about me in next posts. hope someone will find my blog enjoyable (maybe just a little bit))))

p.s. it’s already night here so i’m gonna fall asleep right after writing this post but neighbors above are making a hell of a noise right now. feels like I’m gonna have a very funny night.

* yummy picture for grabbing an attention *