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what if your doppelgänger wasn’t evil it was just a person. what if your doppelgänger wasn’t trying to replace you it was just trying to learn to be a person and you were the best model it had. what if your doppelgänger looked at you with your eyes and said with your voice that it just wanted to be loved. what then.

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if you were at your worst, if you’re a villain or a screwup or whatever, there is a goth man dressed as a giant bat who keeps coming after you, bothering you. he sabotages your journey of self destruction over and over. ur ready to give up but he won’t let you. you think, today he won’t come. today he will give up on me too. he never does.

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i’m extremely sensitive, so what’s up with all this “angst/no comfort” or “no happy ending” like be honest with me, do you want me to kill myself?

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there it goes - maisie peters

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genuinely starting to resent the popular tumblr userbase in the recent couple of months, just seeing what posts (and who) gets reblogs and what doesn't. everyone's blog could be a case study.

in this past day one of my joke posts from a year ago gained almost 2k notes. my posts about my friend Hazem's family (verified family #281 on evacuation spreadsheet) has gotten less than 100. they've only raised less than €500 in this entire day and there hasn't been a donation in 3 hours.

if everyone who reblogged the joke post in the past 24 hours donated just €10, Hazem's family would not only have the funds to not go hungry but also be evacuated. this is how dire it is.

the parents are facing a real, terrifying possibility of not being able to evacuate with their children. please help them get to their 50k goal.

€30,846 / €50,000 as of September 1

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straight up “eating a rock”. and by a rock. haha, well. let's justr say. a rock

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YEOSANG!!!!!!

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watching the 2nd(? maybe 3rd) episode of alice in borderland season 2 and team king of clubs at the end is making me emotional. like they just all love each other so much and its,,, they’re friends 😔😔

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ending of sweet home season 3 was underwhelming. didnt expect much cause season 2 was also mid but man ://

its like they killed off a bunch of people but then decided last second they wanted the ending to be more hopeful/happy so randomly reversed it and brought them back for like a second of screen time.

idk if im just dumb or something but i did Not get it and didnt really enjoy it either tbh

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Thee kiddos

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shelby shubble is one of the brightest, most warmest people online and the fact that such a vile grotesque man hurt and abused her genuinely pisses me off so much

sending shelby SO much love and support as well as anyone else affected by this

and fuck wilbur soot!!

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abandoned space elevator

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the most fucked up thing ever is being obsessed w ur own oc. why do i have to make content of them why cant they just magically appear on my screen for me to reblog 200 times. fucked up and also evil

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a flavour of sibling angst i want more is when one of them is dead/presumed dead/was at some point dead and the normalcy you live with. you often see stories where they are forever haunted by their lost sibling, their face in the mirror, in the shadows, constantly walking past an empty room holding their breath. laying awake at night thinking of what you lost and what they never got to be. which is not a wrong reaction, not in the slightest (there is no wrong reaction).

but a reaction i wish i saw more is — nothing. life continues. its painfully normal and entirely unremarkable. there are many empty rooms in a house, this one just a little more empty than the others. you work with kids, and not all of them remind you of the child you lost. you walk past a group of people and you forget their faces immediately. you sleep peacefully most nights. you live.

you are not aware of the blood constantly rushing around your body until you start to bleed.

you work with kids, and not all of them remind you of the child you lost, but then one of them does. they run past and in the blur you see yours. you pause for a moment, then you go back to work. you walk past a group of people, you see a face, hear a laugh, and you remember it for the rest of the day, letting it morph into something slightly different but more familiar. you walk past the empty room, brushing your knuckles on the handle. you sleep peacefully, most nights, but not tonight. tonight you lay awake thinking of what you lost and what they never got to be.

the wound heals, it scabs over, life continues, you forget about the blood inside of you;

until you bleed.

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guy who is definitely not about to fall into a surprise midday nap with an aftermath worse than a hangover: it seems like a really good idea to lay in bed and get cozy under the blanket as part of my plan not to fall asleep. I do not know why.

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🥘 stillstainless following

full dishwasher kind of annoying actually. release me

🔲 tupperware follow

can we all agree that handwash onlys are attention seeking? you're using the same dish soap as the rest of us but you need a sponge bath because you're too good for a shower

🍳 cast-iron following

op some people will die if they're washed with soap at all. unlike certain plastic divas dishes that claim to be "top row only" like that makes a fucking difference.

🔲 tupperware follow

can you actually fuck off

🥣 countercandy mutuals

☕ mug-shots follow

i love being on the top row like you are NOTTT using me for coffee LMAOO

🐾 dogbowl follow

dusty ass

🍴silverwarewolf following

all tucked in. in my drawer. with my polycule <3

#and these takeout chopsticks too i guess #ok

🥡 lunchb0x follow

Excited for summer break 😃 Can't wait to see what kinds of mold i'll collect this year

#ForgottenAgain #BackpackGang #LockerGang

🔁cast-iron following

anonymous asked: Why are you whining about how other dishes like to be washed when you're literally covered in spaghetti stains

tupperware answered: what if i killed myself

🥤 papercup mutuals

WASP IN ME

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forever and always insane about the fact that haunting means "heimsuchen" in german which literally translates to "homeseeking". a haunting is a search for a home you can never return to