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Coming back after all these months to finally have an idea to post. Dark times.

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Im getting to a point where I'm just constantly busy 😞 I genuinely hate adulting so much. I'm currently writing a fic so hopefully I can finish this week or post a smau

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Inumaki as your boyfriend 2

I'm so sad, I struggled so bad 🙁

Requested from my Pookie, my secret love affair @watu2ka.

Pt.1

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STARGAZING DATE WITH OIKAWA TOORU

Last Haikyuu post in a while.. maybe.. 👩🏻‍🦯👩🏻‍🦯

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If I may ask, why did Actor Gojo cheat on reader?

To sum it up Gojo cheated because the reader wasn't with him as much anymore since they went on their world tour leaving Gojo very neglected and lonely despite his friends. This led him to vent how he felt to his coworker, who the reader dislikes due to how unprofessional his coworker was with Gojo during photoshoots. They went out for drinks and one thing pretty much led to one another.

I hope this does clear up things! :)

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Having a sleepover with your boyfriend Tsukishima kei

I'll get back to jjk posts soon y'all promise 🥹

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GOING ON A DATE BOKUTO KOUTARO

I'm living my 2020 HAIKYUU dreams.

Don't even care if this post flops because I really do miss haikyuu 🙁

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RAISING ITADORI YUUJI WITH CHOSO

This was hidden in the vault... Bringing it into light 🫣

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Being in a friend group with Gojo, Suguru, and Shoko in high school!

This is me on write block and trying to be creative.

Name is literally just a girl, she has no official race or skin color in these pictures. This is for fun. 🙂

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RECKLESS - Don't ever tell me to go away from you

Masterlist

Final.

One year time skip

Reckless fun facts!

Choso asked Name 5 months after chapter 19 happen!

Name can now hit the whistle note!

Satoru isn't dating anyone but he's much happier and moved on.

I know you - Faye Webster 2.17 - 2.23 secs are chapter 19 and 20 chapter titles. :)

The songs are real songs!! First two are aimed at Satoru! Name wrote them back in chapter 8!!

Reckless - Madison Beer

Selfish - Madison Beer

They Way - Ariana Grande ft. Mac Miller

Needy - Ariana Grande

This is the final chapter of Reckless! Thank you for the love and support of the series! I hope you enjoyed the series as much as I did making it. My first genuinely SMAU series, my baby. Genuinely thank you for reading this series was my getaway.

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RECKLESS - I'm here regardless of the pain

Masterlist

Ch. 19.

This is me confirming the next chapter is the last. 🥹

"I never thought I would be heartbroken over a letter." Utahime frowns, placing her head on your shoulder, while Shoko nods in response, having her head on your other shoulder.

"It's my only and last communication to him." You replied holding the letter close.

"And you wrote it on your snoopy paper." Shoko sighs. "A waste of good paper for that bimbo."

"It's the only paper I can find.." You reasoned.

"I'm surprised you wrote this without us noticing." Utahime chimes in.

"To be fair, we were exhausted and knocked out before Name," Shoko adds in, looking at the letter knowing how much pain this will cause her friend. "You guys don't mind I'm friends with him?"

"He was your friend before you became ours. When you cut him off the first time, I realized I couldn't make you choose sides. You didn't say anything, but I could see the sadness in your eyes." Shoko shakes her head.

"I just want to have my friends close to me. I want to do everything to make them happy." She pulls her head away.

Until a sob leaves Utahtime's mouth, the attention is on her. Shoko and you raise a brow confused why she's crying.

"It's too early for this and you guys are getting me emotional. STOP STARING!" She blushes grabbing a nearby pillow and throwing it in the direction of Shoko and you.

"OW UTAHIME THAT HURT!"

"UTAHIME I SWEAR!"

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RECKLESS - ALL I WANTED WAS YOU

Masterlist

Ch 18, i lied about 20 chapters we might have 21.

After Utahime leaves, you find yourself alone, your heart racing. The time for Choso's arrival is drawing near. "I have to be honest with him, no matter the consequences," you remind yourself. Just then, there's a knock on the door.

Immediately opened the door and pulled Choso inside. "Easy, I know I said I couldn’t be spotted, but you were quick with it, doll," he teased.

"Cho." He immediately embraces you, wrapping his arms around your waist and squeezing you. He presses his lips against your forehead.

"Glad to know you miss me."

"I'm sorry about--" "Don't even finish that sentence. It wasn't your fault." He said, hiding his face inside your neck. "Give me a minute, I miss you, Doll."

It was a peaceful silence as he pulled away slowly. "I'm sorry. I wasn't even in jail for that long, but even then." He laughed. "I did miss you."

You couldn't hold back your smile, feeling the ache in your heart, knowing he wouldn't have the same feelings for what you were going to tell him.

"Choso take a seat please I need to get something off my ch--" "That you agreed to the kiss?" He interrupts, you can feel your heart drop. "He told me." He gives you a bitter smile.

"I'm not angry, I shouldn't be upset since we aren't even together," he says as he takes a seat on your couch. "Though, you wouldn't believe how frustrated I was when we had to share a cop car and a cell." He crosses his arms.

"He complains a lot, it really did makes me wonder what you saw in him."

You couldn't help but chuckle at his statement.

"I'm serious, I can't find anything attractive that could have caught your attention."

"That's a little harsh even for you."

"I told him, got in a fight in the cell." He grins, "I was supposed to get out much earlier but someone got offended and took another beating."

"I'm trying my best to be serious with you, I can't with you telling me all this information." You sighs holding back a smile.

He pushes back a strand of hair behind your ear. "Just know I forgive you, even though I was hurt about it, I just want to know." He turns serious. "Did you feel sparks?"

"I didn't, that's when I realized he wasn't someone I wanted my name to be attached to."

"Good, because being attached to mine is way better. Sounds better as well."

"I want to be with you, Choso. I do," You paused. "I want to talk to Satoru, can I? Just to clear everything and end things completely."

"That's a terrible idea, Name. He doesn't need an explanation. You don't have to acknowledge him anymore."

"Choso.."

"I'm serious. Write a letter if you have to.. that sounds terrible I'm sorry.." He puts his hands on his face embarrassed of his words. "I just don't want to feel like my feelings are being played with."

"You're valid for how you feel, I'll write a letter and that's it no more." Giving him a serious look.

"Promise?"

"Promise Cho."

"That's a promise. Just don't give me false hope that's all I ask." He intertwines his pinkies with yours.

"Since you kissed him, it's only fair that I finally do." He leans in and gently cuffs your face before pressing his lips against yours.

You couldn't hold back a smile.

"Glad to know you're out of jail, in good piece" Shoko teases pointing at Satoru eye as he sticks his tongue out.

"Don't remind me. That emo said I whine too much."

"He's not wrong."

"Shoko, don't you think it's rude to bully a friend?" Suguru speaks up.

"Thank you Sugu-"

"Especially when he has two ugly blackeyes by his nemesis." He smirks.

"My manager is going to kill me." He throws himself on the couch pouting. "Maybe don't respond so quickly especially when you can't fight Satoru," Shoko replied.

"I can fight, I was just drunk." He groans, "Speaking of drunk does Name know you're here?" Shoko looks off to the side and is silent.

"Utahime and her are currently not speaking to her after the whole party." Suguru chimed in putting a hand on her shoulder.

"That sounds like Utahime doing, not Name. She is not someone that often cuts people off."

"Look, can we not talk about this guys? I cannot have another reason why I need a cigarette again." She rubs her head.

"Why don't you storm for Utahime and ask to take you back?" Satoru looks up at her while she raises a brow.

"What?"

"For once, I'm desperate. I want my friends back, tell me. You guys can't be my only friends."

"So.. I was thinking.."

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RECKLESS - Since you're the only one that matters

MASTERLIST

Ch 17.

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Nahhh tell me why was I happy when i read that y/n and gojo were back together???? i need to stand up fr

Babe he cheated.. 😭 STAND UP

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RECKLESS - Heard you're Back together

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Surprise surprise ch16

"You should stop smoking, especially with how many sticks you smoked today Shoko." Geto says, leaning against the balcony.

She sighs, putting her head down in shame. "I'm just stupid, why did I think any of this was such a good idea" She exhaled her cigarette. "I didn't expect Satoru to actually go up to her and for them to kiss."

"Well, he got a well deserved beating." He laughed. "Choso did a number on him."

"He wasn't much of a fighter."

"He wasn't much of a lover either until Name." He joked.

"Remember when he would constantly ask us questions about how to be a good boyfriend." She tries not to smile.

"Yeah and his fit checks to see if they were up to Name standards, it's funny to believe he wasn't interested at first."

Shoko's attention diverts to him. "What do you mean?"

"He didn't like Name." He crosses his arms, "She wasn't exactly his type, you of all people should know his type."

"Over the top models were more his type."

He laughs at her response. "Exactly imagine my surprise when you introduced him to Name pushing him to get to know her."

"She was different and I like to think that he knew too."

"It changed him in a healthy way until he got clingy and had an unhealthy obsession with her." He throws his head back. "That clearly held back Name on her career, she could've been bigger than she is already." He sighs, "A shame really, with how things came to be."

"Never understood why he cheated when he loved her so much." Shoko grabs her cigarette crushing it to the ashtray.

"Only answers Satoru knows."

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2020 anitok is so back wah wah

I WANT MY HAIKYUU SMAUS ON TUMBLR BACK THEY WERE EXTREMELY PEAK IN 2020 🙁 I miss them.

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RECKLESS - We listen and do just judge

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Officially we have 5 more chapters to go! As Reckless is reaching its end. There might be more if I can't finish within the five chapters.

In your apartment early peaceful silence, Utahime and you are quietly eating cereal.

"Name, I wasn't going to bring it up but it's bothering me..Well with how everything went down." Utahime speaks up

"What exactly is bothering you Hime?" You responded calmly, maybe too calm. She raises a brow at you.

"How did Satoru reach you or even kiss you? Did he force himself ?" She sounded upset.

"NO! Never! Satoru isn't one to do something without consent." You sigh. "But I need to get something off my chest."

"Which is?"

"I agreed to the kiss." You blurt out, immediately Utahime stands up and hands are slammed on the table.

"EXCUSE ME!" She yells scaring you, she blinks before sinking down back to her seat. "Sorry.." She mumbles looking off to the side. "You need to tell me everything." She looks up at you.

"One moment I'm waiting for Choso and the next Satoru pops up next to me begging me back and he kisses me, well to sum up everything in a nutshell." You look ashamed, "But if I told you the whole story, you can't judge." You look at Utahime, who's already making a face.

"Do you know who you're talking to?"

You sighed in response knowing she's going to regardless and you don't really blame her.

The party is in full swing, everyone dancing, drinking and music. Choso and you were standing talking and drinking before he excused himself to grab water for the both of you.

Maybe 2 minutes, maybe 3 minutes went by, a familiar pair of arm wraps around your shoulders. Immediately tensing up, it couldn't be him right? Knowing who these pairs of arms belong to. You turned around and see him. "Satoru." Immediately leaving your lips.

He gives a small painful smile. "I'm happy you can even say my name still." He gives you a tight hug, a familiar grip you deeply miss. "Please let go of me Satoru."

"Name please, I can change."

"I left her."

"She meant nothing."

"Please I'll be more supportive and be loyal to you once more."

Hearing his excuse after another just trying process why are you still letting him hold you immediately pulling away.

He noticed you pull away trying to find a way to keep you close once more. "Can I kiss you? He begged.

"Yes." Like an instinct response to you. He pulls you close cupping your face before pressing his lips against yours. Yet it didn't feel right, this kiss just proved it. The realization hits you just a bit too late. Unaware someone had snapped a picture.

The kiss breaks forcibly as Choso pushes Satoru away, separating him from you. "ARE YOU INSANE FORCING YOURSELF ON NAME!" He barked, Satoru shaking his head. "It's not like that, we were just talking."

"Name did you like the kiss? Was it the same?" Ignoring Choso as he tries to get closer. "You still feel the same spark right? Name tell him, you did please?" He sounded desperate as Choso looks disgusted, pushing Satoru away the more he tried get closer.

He eventually got fed up with the pushing as he closed his fist and swung a punch at Choso's face. The crowd is starting to get drawn, as people start reaching their phones to record. Choso was stunned immediately punching back. Everything was a blur from that moment.

You try to piece your memory, how both were on the ground as Choso got the upper hand as he repeatedly bruised Satoru's face. Geto and other guys stepped in separating the two, Sirens are closing in the background. Everything had become white noise, realizing this is all your fault.

"Name you're crying again." Utahime spoke, You look up at her in tears.

"Hime this is really my fault." You whimpered hiding your face in your hands immediately she reaches over to you and hugs you.

"Yeah it is." She hums, You look at her. "Well did you want me to lie? Name, you put two people in jail."

"No but--"There's no excuse." She injects, "Name, are you serious about Choso?"

"I want forget about Satoru and be serious with him hime."

"Then tell Choso about everything and officially cut ties with Satoru. Completely." She sounded serious.

"I will, I want to be a better person especially for Choso. Gosh I'm actually stupid.." You wipe your tears.

"Just a little. Though I know he'll understand, he just seems like that type of person." She kisses your forehead. "Everything will be fine in some twisted way I know, I promise."

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