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I'm alone

I'm always alone

When you think everything is getting better all goes to shit

You try to reach out, but people show you again and again why you stopped asking for help in the first place, especially your own family

I wish I didn't need anyone

In the end, I only have my razor and myself

Maybe tonight is the night that I finally go to bed and never wake up again. Please, universe, at least grant me that wish.

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NIGHT DIRVE. ALL CRUISE. NO BREAKS

“Driving away”, by Le Castle Vania & Sunsun; // “Driving away from home (Jim’s Tune)”, by It’s Inmaterial; // “Drive”, by Halsey

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Feeling so overwhelmed that cvtting didn't feel like enough

Today we tried messing around with a hair curler

It is small but it's a start

I know it looks like a mole hahah

Please block don't report

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Breath in breath out..

Breath in breath out..

Breath in breath out..

You are not dying

Your head is playing you

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Fuuuuuuck

I hate myself so much

Been having a rough time, and I go ahead and have a mocha frappé (it was a craving), next you know you start feeling chest pain...

You just provoke yourself a fucking panic attack

The worst part is knowing you won't die but you can't get your heart to calm the fuck down

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When everything is going so well and then any little nuisance triggers you and you go back to that dark place that refuses to let you go

The pain on your skin becomes your first aid

Let the cat take care of you..

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Never losing hope that one day I will go to bed and never wake up

I'll finally be free..

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Always sabotaging yourself

Picking fights with the few people that love you just to cut your last life line..

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how i treat my piercings vs how i treat my sh cvts

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Credit

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Wanting to reach out, but stopping yourself from doing it because you don't want to be an annoyance, a burden

So you cry and hug yourself until you fall asleep

Knowing you only have yourself

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as most girls do

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TW

so true