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THE WAY I THOUGHT THIS WATCHING THE OTHER NIGHT 😭😭

*whispers* put Grayson on love island USA I just wanna see something real quick

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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“Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.”

— Paulo Coelho

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I. Can’t. Breathe.

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MY HEART

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Pinning this for everyone who wants to read my old writings. To everyone who stills does I love you so much and I see you and I love you and I hope you have the best day and life because you deserve it 🤍🤍

(Also adding my fic recs tag and my soph speaks :))

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This one!! It hurts to know that they were struggling so much 🥺🥺 but I missed them I’m so happy they posted omg

I didn’t realize how bad off they were until now, they look SO much happier and better!

initt!! it feels so refreshing 🫶🏻

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og followers and moots know exactly how much this means to me

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EVERYONE STFU IM ACTUALLY CRYING ON THE BEACH RN IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM OMG I MISSED THEM SO MUCH YOU GUYS THEYRE BACK THEYRE BACK OMGGGG

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everything comes full circle

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is 5’3 height considered small?? (for a girl )

Hi! This is kind of random lol but it is to me yeah! I’m 5’11 and the average height in my family is about 5’9 for women so anything under about 5’6 is short

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Frat!Grayson Concept train - Masterlist

(Gif credits go to the wonderful @vintagedolan)

Part 1: Y/n’s been keeping a secret from Grayson for years. Now it’s come out and everyone’s either physically or emotionally paying for it

Part 2: time for a road trip. Time to move on and keep pushing forward. Until y/n finds out she’s going to be stuck next to the one person she’s trying to move on from.

Part 3: the tension between y/n and Grayson comes to a head. Grayson admits to something that causes a physical confrontation, just not the one you’re expecting.

The Lodge Inspo

Part 4: The gang finally arrives at the cabin- something surprising waits for them. Grayson and Ethan confess a secret. Y/n’s feelings are hurt. Again. Grayson and Y/n finally have a talk- but does it do more harm than good?

Part 5: Y/n and Grayson are starting to feel frustrated by physical and emotional problems. After the rest of the group arrives- tensions rise as the two are forced into confronting each other. Y/n realizes she can’t run from her feelings any longer.

Part 6: Grayson and y/n have an important talk. Both learn what jealousy really is and how jeopardizing it can be.

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Hi. I wanted to hop on for a moment to kind of talk with you all for a moment. I miss you guys so much. I miss the twins so much. I miss the relationships I had on here and the people I was close with. I’ve changed a lot since I’ve last posted on here. I feel guilty at this point that people continue to read and like my stories and follow me when I know I’ve lost my love for this. I haven’t lost my love for writing- I haven’t even lost my love for the stories I have unfinished. Ive lost my love for the twins and it makes it hard to finish these stories. I’m going to try to finish some of them because I owe you all that much. I’ll always be so grateful for the love and support I’ve found on this app when I was in some of my darkest moments. I used to be in love with the twins but I’ve lost that and now it’s more of a sentimental love I have for them. I hope you all have an amazing 2022 and hopefully I’ll be able to finish a few of my stories for you. I love you and thank you for reading my rant ❤️

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I never come on here anymore but wow that was worth it! Love it!

A Thousand Yesterday’s Pt.2 // G.D

Part 1

Summary: It was time to face the music, enough pretending that everything is fine.

Warnings: Angst, Mentions of cheating

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You slowly began to approach his spot at the counter, trying to brace yourself for the conversation you had been putting off for long enough. “Ok.” You whispered, You hated how weak you sounded. Always so insecure. You stood awkwardly, shuffling your feet and twiddling your thumbs, the biggest sign of the nerves that were radiating throughout your whole body. You doubt he’d remember how anxious you get in stressful situations. You couldn’t even recall the last time you’d spoken without it leading to an argument.

The look on his face was unreadable, an eerily neutral expression plastered across his painfully beautiful face. After all he’d done to you. The hours you’d spent at the bottom of the shower floor, hot water scolding your bare skin or the countless amount of times you’d prepared his favourite meal, just for him to arrive home in the early morning, food long forgotten in the trash. The way your chest physically ached at the simple mention of his name. Through all the misery he had brought to your life over the past year, one thing remained unchanged. You still loved him.

Despite everything, you still fucking loved him. It was pathetic but your heart had clung to the hope that just maybe, he still loved you. While odds were stacked against you, they weren’t zero and on the small chance that you did still own a small fragment of his heart? That was enough for you. Enough to make you stay around. However, as much as you wished it would be true, deep in your heart you knew it wasn’t. Nobody puts someone they truly love through this pain, an avoidable pain if he’d of just called it off when he’d felt his feelings begin to fade.

“Look Y/N, there’s honestly no way I can sugar coat this. There’s no way I can make this any easier for you or me.” He paused. You swore the air had gotten thicker, it felt hard to breathe. “I’ve been seeing someone else.” This wasn’t new knowledge to you, but why did it hurt like the first time you’d found out? All of the sorrow you had felt cake flooding back, a tsunami of emotion washing over you. You felt everything single emotion for the one hundredth time, all at once. You were used to this feeling by now, being second best, always second best. That didn’t make it any less painful.

You looked up to meet his eyes. “Tell me truthfully Grayson, what did you want out of all of this? What did you think you would gain from this mess?” You questioned, desperately trying to hold back the tears pricking at your eyes. As if your heart couldn’t ache anymore than it already did, he sent another powerful punch to your already battered soul. “Her.”

You wanted nothing more than to cry out in agony, but a part of you refused to give into this. You deserved more than this. You deserved better.

“Who have you become Gray? You’re not the man I love, I don’t even recognise you anymore. You think this is the type of man your parents would be proud of? They didn’t raise you to be a fucking cheater. That’s what you are you know? You haven’t been ‘seeing someone’, You’ve been fucking cheating while I’m left alone in our empty house, trapped in my own thoughts! You’re just a kid, you only care about yourself.” You took in a sharp breath, “but I refuse to be second best to her any longer.”

“Y/N-“ He began. “Nothing can justify what you’ve done, you’ve ruined me. I don’t want to hear your lies anymore, you’re delusional if you think anything you can say will take away from the pain you’ve placed on my shoulders. I hope you can live the rest of your life with the guilt of knowing you held my heart in your hands and played me. There is no way you could think this wouldn’t hurt me. You made the decision to sleep around while you had a whole future with me waiting for you in the bed you fucked her in!”

He had nothing to say now, sitting with his head hanging low, mouth zipped shut. If only his pants had done the same, things could have been so different. “I hope she was worth it, I hope you have fun while it lasts, because it most definitely won’t.” And with that, you were grabbing your keys and walking out the door. You wanted to turn around to look him over one last time, soak his being in, you don’t plan on seeing him anytime soon. Something tells you not to give him the satisfaction of seeing you fall apart, you wanted the last thought of you in his head to be guilt, not one of pity. Why is it that he gets the thing he wanted all along while you’re left with nothing but the remaining fragments of your shattered heart? There is nothing worse than seeing him get what he wants, especially when all you’ve ever wanted was him.

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Idc what anyone says- I might be in Grayson’s lane NOW but I will ALWAYS be in this Ethans lane